#my lovely coworker got this for them

[urban-unease]

Pig girls in their new hideout ❤️🐹

#my lovely coworker got this for them #so not all my coworkers suck #guinea pigs #cavies #cavylove #cavylife

[transexualpirate]

i love the lesbian couple that lives near my parent's work. they are super nice and they live in a farm with nine dogs and over fifteen cats (not an exaggeration). im pretty sure one of them was in a cult when she was younger. they're both butch and one of them says she doesn't see gender for anyone ever, only presentation and pronouns. she still uses the word lesbian to herself because she thinks it sounds cool. all animals in their farm are rescues. they have more coconut trees that they can account for so everytime we visit they shove coconut at us and we leave with at least ten in our car because they literally don't know what to do with that much coconut. their existence fills me with hope

#this is true btw #they're friends of my mom and stepdad #because one of them is my mom's coworker's sister #and they sort of got super close #the coworker has kind of left the “group” recently #for multiple reasons including but not limited to: he excused fascism in front of us and we never let it go #i love them so much #they had a horse for a while #and a donkey #mine #not to be taken seriously #personal

[fleshdyke]

here's the video of how parrots eat spaghetti for everyone who was curious last time

#he got some extra pasta today bc he was being really good during a training session #usually we dont give them this much pasta but he earned it today #please ignore me and my coworker's voices lol #his cage looks a lot smaller than it is here. its pretty big lol #and there is stuff in it i promise. theres just not a whole lot of stuff in the way bc he loves to fly around his cage #also can you see the wall in the bg that he just chews on all day every day. we like never have to trim his beak bc of that 💀 #usually he'll have a wooden shelf or something like that in there to chew on instead of the wall but he just tore his last one to shreds and #his next one is still being made. and yk sometimes you simply cannot stop them #rambles #birds #parrots #cockatoo #birdblr #birblr #parrotblr

[cerealmonster15]

i literally cant stop thinking about these two parts from alhaitham and kavehs story lore bio things. like i know people have talked about them to death and it's old news by now but i only just cleared the sumeru story + alhaitham and kavehs story quests/hangouts like a month ago so i have them on the brain lol!!!

alhaitham did not socialize much at all in the akademiya and did not do any group research projects except for ONE!!!! he got involved enough with kaveh that he was willing to go against his normal keeping to himself way of doing things and join a project with him - that, or maybe he found that particular research topic interesting enough to do for once, which is something he and kaveh still shared together..............

and my godddd alhaitham throwing a harsh truth at kaveh, and kaveh being hurt by his BEST FRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BEST FRIENDS!!!!!!but so hurt/defensive to the point that he got worked up and told alhaitham he regretted making friends with him ;;;A;;; and alhaitham, who we have seen SEVERAL TIMES genuinely does NOT care what people think about him - something they show us a lot in i think both the sumeru story and his character quest - he left the project!!! he took his name off!!!! it's not kaveh who left, not a "well if you feel that way you can leave" but HE left!!!! like i dont know, maybe there's semantics of kaveh being the one that started it, or maybe i'm totally reading it wrong and it's alhaitham removing kavehs name lol but i feel like theyd specify if that's the case - either way. alhaitham taking action at all.......... a really bad argument......... boys who hurt each others feelings kfjskljsekljflk ;w;

that last sentence also makes me think they were like "i can fix him -> i cant fix him actually this guys fucked up beyond repair 😔"

but also this bit from kavehs notebook!!!!!!!!!!! about alhaitham!!!! he meets him, he likes him, "our views are aligned and they are complete" BUT CROSSED OUT!! they agreed at some point?? but then. i guess he didnt cross it out when they had the falling out but rather when he got to know alhaitham more and changed it with that second line... we contrast, but that is good. and the comment that it specifically was a retained line, like he didnt go back and block it out or anything after....... perhaps still holding that in his heart 😔

and the thesis. waughghhghg. ok im done talking to myself i think i have like maybe 3 mutuals/follower people that are even somewhat interested in genshin but SORRY i am in the deep end

#IM CHUGGING THRU FONTAINE STORY RN I NEED MORE PRIMOS FOR LYNEYYYYYYYYYY WAUGGHGHHGHH #genshin impact #haikaveh #ii think about them forever. i got both of them when they first dropped adn i LOVE THEM #excited to hear they will be in cynos second quest #I HAVENT DONE HIS FIRST IVE BEEN SLACKING ON THE CHARACTER QUESTS #ok. god. does anyone want 2 talk genshin with me. fight bosses or domains maybe LOL #everyone i know is on like a genshin break #and im like OKAY THATS NICE IM INCAPABLE OF PLAYING ANYTHING ELSE RN #i did find out one of my coworkes likes genshin and we bonded so fast over it and haikaveh especially LOL #peace and love on planet video game. ok bye

[yohankang]

i officially resigned today :')

#i still have to work there bc i've got a one-month notice period. but i did it!!! #the conversation with my boss went well! she was really nice and supportive #she said she was worried about me bc she could tell i was struggling. and that she understands my decision #and in case i won't find a new job this month they can extend my contract #i cried a lot 😭 #and now i'm terrified and sad bc i really love some of my coworkers and i don't want to leave them #but at the same time i'm SO relieved. i feel like i will be able to sleep well tonight. for the first time in weeks #k.txt #also sorry guys i've been mia. and sorry for not answerings your messages #but between working full time searching for a new job doing final assignments for uni and crying. i honestly don't have any energy left #i only logged in to tell you the big news :') and now i'm back to my assignment :( see ya in a week when my exam hell is over

[shadyhouse]

i keep getting rejected from job applications and i have no idea what im doing wrong. i wish they would just tell you WHY you're getting rejected and ways to improve. its a guessing game that ends up making me feel even more worthless than i felt before

#like i have been nonstop applying for jobs for the past YEAR and ive gotten TWO INTERVIEWS #one of them i got kicked out of near immediately bc you werent allowed to be late to the job and i mentioned i take the bus (mistake i know) #and the other one i had to turn down bc they wanted to pay me $11/hr despite me already having the experience they needed #and i just reapplied to an old job i had a couple years ago that pays well but i got an instant rejection #not to mention all the other jobs ive been applying to that dont even TRY to contact me before rejecting me #and then my current job where ive been pretty much explicitly told i'm never ever going to get promoted and i keep getting my hours cut #for reasons beyond my comprehension like i dont know what im even doing wrong bc no one will TELL ME #JUST TELL ME WHAT IM DOING WRONG #WHY AM I BEING BAD AT LIFE. CAN YOU THROW ME A BONE PLEASE. #IM TIRED OF SURVIVING I WANT TO THRIVE #IVE BEEN SURVIVING MY WHOLE LIFE IM JUST EXHAUSTED I WANT TO FEEL GOOD ABOUT SOMETHING I DID FOR ONCE PLEASE #Sorry for venting im trying to hold back a breakdown and i have to leave for work in an hour and i just need to shout into the void about it #even applying for like medical based jobs hasnt worked out. you wont even let me be a RECEPTIONIST? #i feel trapped at my current job. even my coworkers have been telling me that ive had my position for wayyyy too long and im gonna be stuck #like tell me something i dont know!!!!!!!!!! tell me how to get a better job!!!!!!!!!!!!! bc im struggling in every aspect of my life!!!!!! #whoever cursed me its working i hope youre happy. the haters love to see it

[spocksgotemotions]

My dear coworker had a rough week, so yesterday I brought her cupcakes (she really likes cupcakes. I do this every once in a while because it’s nice and I like making her happy) and so like every time I bring her cupcakes she said “you’re my favorite person!” And I was like “are you telling me your boyfriend doesn’t bring you cupcakes every week?” And she’s like “no! He HIDES his snacks from me.” And it’s like a minor thing and I’m sure he’s lovely, but I just wanna see this man. Like dude you have a gorgeous, funny, sweet girlfriend and you’re not gonna share your snacks???

#captain’s own #dumb bitch hours #personal logs #I know my main love language is gift giving and everyone is different and everything #but if I had a gf I would SPOIL her so much #and like with my coworker it’s like she loves cupcakes and sharks #every time I give her cupcakes she tells me I’m her favorite person and she does a little happy dance when she eats a cupcake #I gave her shark stickers once and she got so excited!!! #it’s just wild to me when straight girls tell me I do more for them than their bfs

[ginsoakedgirl80]

#Till the End of the Moon #Wang XiChao #Wang Yifei #pls this was so cute #so he is also mushy like how. #like he looks inhuman 99% of the time and then this scene was so tender and he doesn't want to ruin the Festival #how about having a more than 10000 year long crush on your coworker? TTJ oh you got competition now! #demons got feelings too #Si Ying acting cool like her sister isn't her weakness #love it for them that they are sold as charms xD #episode 33 #excuse my bad quality screenshots #Jing Mie #Si Ying

[oflgtfol]

bracelets as a christmas gift for michaels coworker #1

#i havent made bracelets in forevar. yippie #the adjustable bracelet im sooo proud of #i got one of the wood burning tools but instead of using it to. burn wood. im just using it to melt the edges of the cording #instead of using a lighter which is sooo imprecise #this thing i can actually just press it down and melt it at the same time. so lovely #brot posts #one coworker down 3 more to go. total of 4 more bracelets #i wanna do 1 fancy stretch and 1 lower key adjustable bracelet per person #i just gotta ask to see what their fave colors are #i made a blue stretch one already i know at least one of them enjoys blue so i just dont know which one its going to #and then the other one. is a guy. and i dont think the sparkly stretch bracelet matches his style #so im just gonna do a lowkey all black adjustable bracelet for him #his is already designed i just gotta restring it 😑 #anyway i got melted leather cord smoke in my eyes and i need to be awake in like 5 hours for a 12 hour shift tomorrow #after which i’ll need to make these last four bracelets tomorrow night #so erm well i should sleep now. arugh

[stranded-in-the-gobi-desert]

hello....... xiyao hunger games au........ pls say more

are they both tributes

hello anon u have opened a can of worms i have been thinking abt this au for over a year. my xiyao hunger games au.... theyre technically both tributes, just not in the same games..?

they meet each other as victors, a few days after meng yao wins his games, as he waits for his victor interview with ceaser flickerman.

lan xichen had won the games previous to this, dominating both the in-game and out-of-game play, his early life career training from belonging to district 1 combined with his 'prince charming' aura makes him a favourite for the capitoltes, who clamour to sponsor him, and a BEAST in the games.

meng yao, who was not of a fan of the games as so much he saw it as an egregious feat of capitol power, and a fascinating lesson in propaganda, watched this with both awe and an analytical eye.

he would not volunteer for the games (he's neither stupid nor suicidal), but if the opportunity came to either rise up from the poor life he's living in district 11, or give his mother one less mouth to feed, he'd grab the chance with both hands.

they won in contrasting ways, due to their very different backgrounds and personalities

lan xichen won with honour (as much as children killing other children can be considered honourable). mainting his single alliance with his district mate until the end, winning with a final sword duel that had the capitolites swooning in their seats. he's the image of perfection, a low kill count leaves little blood to mar his image.

meng yao won with deception, almost all his kills coming from either literal or figurative backstabbing. as one of the underdogs, and malnourished 15 years old from district 11, he wouldnt win in a straight fight with most tributes, let alone the careers. despite this, he left a bloody trail behind him to become victor, with 2 direct and 4 infirect kills under his belt. (he's still a capitol darling, as most victors are, but in a more - we like you right now but we can and will turn on you if you make a slight mistake)

meng yao did not expect to win once reaped and is struggling to deal with being alive when he thought he'd be dead, so is having a minor breakdown waiting to be interviewed.

lan xichen decides to visit the new victor and give them some advice on how to deal with the victory tour and [gestures vageuly to capitol] that, and kindly interrupts the start of said breakdown. this somehow leads into mimicking the iconic hand-caressing-intense-eye-contact-meeting scene from cql (i love the scenet too much not to include it).

ANYWAYS this is getting too long now, but just know that meng yao had a MASSIVE crush on lan xichen as he watched him win his games, and if it weren't for his mini breakdown whilst waiting to be interviewed he would totally be internally fangirling, and that lan xichen is completealy enamoured with meng yao after meeting him once.

they become a favourite capitol pairing (not couple just yet), constrasting heights and images creating a perfect pair (this is self indulgeant).

hopefully this makes some sense to u anon, and u enjoyed the rambling

#wiggles asks #xiyao #lan xichen #meng yao #apologies this got so long anon i rambled sm #i love hunger games au sm i always end up planning one for every fandom i get into #as per usual this took me like an hour to write akldsfjg #hopefully u found some of this interesting #nie mingjue is the next year's victor (i cant help 3zun ok.) and the three of them do become tentative friends #i have an excel spreadsheet planning meng yao;s games out adklfsjghr #although meng yao did kill of one nie mingjue's friends (? more like they trained together.. coworker??) so thats some beef they have #its mostly one sided at the beginning bc nmj gets annoed at my when he watches them bc he doesnt quite grasp the reality of the games until #he enters (and then has complicated feelings abt it once he examines them) #oh also jgs is a former victor thats also why my is interested in the games #i would have made them both tributes but i cant handle that level of drama and planning. #im saying that as if i dont have a full spreadsheet and 10 different notes planning the timeline a;dklsfjg

[pikslasrce]

romances are more tragic when they never were and can never be and there isnt a grand confession or whatever. die in my arms and look deeply into my eyes and see how i wish things couldve been different but we say nothing and everyone will say we were just good friends

#something something you may or may not have a crush on ur coworker and then something goes deeply wrong and u realize theyre (un)dead #and it hits u that the person you love isnt really there anymore and that whoever is before you is a lingering remnant of their living self #and then they finally let go of this mortal plane and you lose them forever but this time at least you got to say goodbye #death notice #<- my beautiful wip <3 #piksla.txt

[anotherpapercut]

I still feel sad and angry and a lot of other unidentifiable stuff about leaving the library, but I am undeniably happier now, so something has to be said for that

#i wouldnt have been able to get close to all the new people who started at my other job if id kept working there #and i love them all!! one of my coworkers is also trans and shes awesome! im sooo glad i got the opportunity to meet her #i love getting to talk about trans stuff with her. and ive gotten closer with a lot of my other coworkers too #and im having a lot fewer panic attacks #ive gone to a lot more shows bc i have more energy. and hung out with friends more #basically..... i still want to kill myself sometimes but. a lot less often lmao. and a lot less intensely

[sewercentipede]

a long dumb rant under the cut

this dnd group feels so weird like….. nobody takes initiative and there r so many moments where they just don’t say anything at all. The chemistry is kind of off. I feel like I’m always the one who does the taking charge solely to keep the game fuxkifn moving 90% of the time and I only do it bc nobody else does or says anything definitive. One time I decided to see how long they could go without someone talking or suggesting any course of action (when we entered a town and the DM had finished describing it and the places u could visit) by refusing to be the first person to talk. And it was dead silence for at least 20 seconds. Which is a long time. There are 5 total players btw!!!! So all 5 of us (plus the DM waiting) not making a sound. I was biting my tongue and feeling sooooooo uncomfortable the whole time. The DM ended up having the NPC we saved suggest something. I don’t know if it’s true at all, but I feel like they’re not engaged enough at various times and the result makes it feel like playing a solo RPG video game instead of a TTRPG.

Sometimes I have to ask each person individually by name what they vote to do next when we have different options in our quest, otherwise theylll say nothing and it will just be one other player who wanted to do something, and me replying to them my vote (usually I go with it) . And then nothing happening cuz we don’t know how the rest of the group feel. The rest just be staying silent. So I fucking have to call their name to take their votes. And still some of the players don’t answer me at all when I do this. It makes the game go slower in the absolute worst ways.

I also find often that i’ll ask a question of them or the DM and get complete silence in return. Long silence again. So I’m like “hello? Can u hear me? Is my mic working?” And they’ll all respond immediately that yes my mic is working and they can hear me. So it’s like why the fuck is nobody answering my questions then lmao. This is troubling me because I don’t know why it’s happening. There has to be a reason. Am I just so annoying? I don’t want to be. I try hard not to be. Does everyone not respond because they assume someone else will answer? That doesn’t make sense when the silence lasts so long it becomes clear that I won’t get answered by anyone. Then I have to keep asking and that makes it such that I will inevitably be perceived as annoying.

It’s like pulling teeth trying to get them to actually do anything they have decided to do. Like ok we have decided to go to <place>. Why is everyone just sitting there in silence now instead of going “I begin walking in this direction” or some shit, like they are all too scared to take charge or be the first one to do anything. Or we vote on some strategy and it’s all worked out but for some reason they then just mill about…..like girl, get into formation. You chose this! So do it!

The thing I hate is that when I don’t take charge or initiate anything or say “I do this” (this being the thing we decided on) it takes 10x as long for it to happen and it’s happening because the DM had to initiate it. and so I worry that because I end up having to do this, they will (or already do) find me bossy or otherwise obnoxious and possibly harbor resentment toward me or feel like they can’t speak out about what they want to do because they’re worried I’ll steamroll them (I absolutely would not and I never do, but I worry all the same).

But once again it is making the game go slowly in the worst way. And I don’t know what to make of the fact that I keep getting ignored when I ask benign or clarification questions. It’s making me feel the way I felt when I worked at a doctors office with other women my age and they all just became friends with each other but did not attempt to become friends with me and I didn’t know why. I tried to be friendly/nice to them, I talked to them, laughed w them, I didn’t do anything shitty. I But it was like they subconsciously decided that I didn’t exist outside of work. I was ignored. And it was something I could feel around them by the lack of it. That is how this is starting to feel.

#im so thankful for my Thursday dnd group cuz I LOVE them and we vibe perfectly and each session is crazy and fun #in the case of my coworkers… after 3 years they revealed to me when they first started (I got hired b4 them) they were terrified of me #because they ‘thought I was a bitch’ #but then realized I wasn’t a bitch. I was just shy. I was actually super nice and good to the patients; they said. #3 years too late ……….. #did it take 3 years to realize؟ #u still didn’t try to be my friend this whole time even tho I tried with y’all. so. I may as well have stayed a ‘: #*a scary bitch

[sochilll]

A look in Jared Kleinman’s phone

#I’m not an artist this is for funsies ok? OK? #all the cat pics are from pictures of my kitty :3 #the rest are stock photos or memes #except the big spill that was a pic of my coworker lmao <3 #also featuring music from my library! #i was just gonna do one row of liked songs but there were two many good ones I couldn’t decide :/ #Please ignore how fuzzy the lock screen is okay #i did the cat for the photos and then made it bigger and obv it got blurried but I just did not have it in me to redraw it #realized when assembling these pics that I probably didn’t need to make the first page of apps that’s just… the regular ones #but I already did it okay #it’s just a fun fact of how he organizes them (correctly) (like me) #anyway I am not an artiste but I love drawing littol details like apps and such #and coming up with snippets of text conversations #this has been in my drafts for a month heehee #I’m scared of Opinions :3 #deh #🦝

[thompsborn]

i know i’ve said that being able to do the stereotypical insane ao3 authors notes is fun and amusing to me but can the universe NOT take that as a challenge to add more shit to my list of things to add next time i post ???? like. fucking. Calm Down Please.

#situations keep happening and i am TIRED #had to restrain a kid at work today which was AWFUL but he was trying to run into the road so i literally had to #almost cried bc of it but got the situation under control #but then when on my way to meet w coworkers to carpool to a meeting #my tire popped #super fun times super awesome super great #i mean my mom helped and we got it all fixed and handled #but basically from noon to like 6pm my mom and i were dealing w it bc everything had to be COMPLICATED #so i only just got home like 45 mins ago ish and i am SO tired holy fuck #but im eating left over orange chicken and then gonna shower and then just gonna be lazy and read and maybe write #if i have the brain power i will work on hb chp17 #but i also have a 4 hour training for work tomorrow so yeehaw #its 12:30-4:30 which isnt that bad but still #im also going to my dads afterwards to stay the night and visit him and my siblings #which is a good thing dont get me wrong i love visiting them #it just means i wont have a lot of freetime this weekend to work on writing and cleaning and stuff #not the end of the world and definitely worth it to see my dad and my baby siblings #but i wish it was a 3 day weekend so i could also have a day to just stay home and do things that i havent had the time to do yk #oh well. tis life. adulthood. having to handle situations and finding the best out of shitty circumstances. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[skellydun]

i am so happy all my old coworkers are getting married but I don't know how much more hours of small talk with people I absolutely do not know I have left in me.

#this is the THIRD one ive got this year #its 5 months away but i gotta find a plus one bc last time i went with my bff and she said if i drag #her to another one shell kill me or herself #these are coworkers i havent worked with in like 4 years and i love them and wont say no bc thats rude bUt my god