#pairing: angel dust, husk, velvette, lute x gn reader
#cw: suggestive content, +18 mdni, cuss words Imao, getting caught in suggestive situations ig?? adam being adam on lutes part, drunk sex?, kind of only fans on velvettes part ngl.
#notes: just got back from vacation, and i do feel kind of inspirational to write on my blog lmao, so here it is! second part of "i hope nobody catch us". did anyone noticed itās the lyrics from les - childish gambino?
PART l
Ė Ė ą¼ā¶ ANGEL DUST .
well, itās kind of ironic how angel dust would actually care if someone would see you both fucking, but itās just because he actually wants to have something intimate with you, not just some porn video where you both need to act.
today, valentino had given your partner finally a day off, so you both decided it would be the best to spend it together.
as you both were cuddling in his bed, you somehow started teasing him by confessing how you watched one of his adult videos, and how much it had turned you, so it wasnāt a big surprise how you ended having him on top of you.
"thatās kinky for you to say, but keep going" angel dust said, smirking at you while already having your underwear aside "well, at first i saw how you went down on them, and-" suddenly fat nuggets was on the bed looking at you both.
yeah, so after seeing your kid staring at you both, it really made the atmosphere so not hot.
Ė Ė ą¼ā¶ HUSK .
i mean, husk, and you do have a pretty regular intimate life cause this man is sooo touch starved, but thereās something different about being drunk and intimate to him.
you knew you both had maybe a few more drinks than usually, but that wouldnāt hurt anyone, right?
wrong, as soon as you started to feel the alcohol doing its thing, you soon started to feel horny too.
but, who could judge you? seeing your bartender boyfriend also with the same flushed face as you was so hot, you somehow ended on top of the counter, while having your boyfriend kiss your neck.
"Oh, for fucks sake, and everyone says im the perverted one?"
yeah, hearing angel dust words made you both stop, but it didnāt make you stopped once you reached your bedroom.
Ė Ė ą¼ā¶ VELVETTE .
your girlfriend being a famous influencer in hell wasnāt something new to you, but as soon as you both started dating, you didnāt expect her to literally get sent sex toys for you both to try out and recommend or give your review about it.
your girlfriend was doing a live on her sinstagram, when you unexpectedly entered the room in the lingerie she just bought you just a few days ago.
of course, she had to end her livestream by saying a lame excuse to pamper your needs, and what the best way to do that with testing the vibrator who got sent to her for a review.
"velvette, ah- itās too much, iām going to cum" while sitting on her lap and putting your arms around her neck, you both suddenly heard velvettes phone vibrating like crazy, turns out she never ended her livestream and all hell just saw how needy you were for her.
after really ending the live, letās just say that the vibrator you used got most-sold-sex-toy of the month.
Ė Ė ą¼ā¶ LUTE .
your girlfriend is somehow always occupied with something that isnāt you, so you might of have your ways to have her attention.
even though your girlfriend is an exterminator, you both sometimes ended up working together.
so, if dragging her near a closet to have her all for yourself was bad, then what you wanted to do in there with her would be worse.
"(name), itās not appropriate, and adam is gonna be here anytime soon" lute said, staring at your face with her mask "yeah, yeah you say that every time, but you know how it always ends"
and yes, it was true, your girlfriend knew your true intentions when you dragged her into the closet, but still, she had a kinky side where she liked doing things you werenāt supposed to.
not to mention how hot you looked when you tried to be the dominant one.
"fuck, you're already so wet, huh? is it because you like getting me in trouble or because you want me to punish you?" she said, rubbing her fingers near your clit faster each time, "ah, lute-! keep going" "youāre a fucking mess, answer my questi-"
"DANGERTITS? bullshit, why the fuck didnāt i come sooner? legit thought you didnāt have sex, but you know what? this can get pretty awesome if i joi-ā
adam did in fact not join you both, but he did make lute clear that "you both needed the original dick to even come" - adams words.
Summery: Y/n thought it would be fun signing up on dating sites, just for shits and giggles. Who knew that was one of the best decisions they made, especially when they're having too much fun talking to a certain Jason Todd.
warning: swearing, unedited I think, mentions of cancer, fluff, lots of back and forth teasing
word count: 3072
a/n: I promised myself I'd post a fic today, though it's not the one I wanted, I hope you enjoy regardless.
ao3 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5
Inspired by this:
September 19
You matched with Jason Todd, say hello!
Y/N
So, when you say you're looking for a partner in crime
Do you mean, like, rob a bank and fight batman?
Or like, cozy up on the couch with the fireplace going while it's raining while we try to finish the books we bought?
Cuz, I can do the second one
I dont think i could fight batman or any of his kids
Or even what to, you know? Theyāre kind of scary
ā¦.
well maybe one of them i would fight
I say fight but its wont be
Oh man, I am so sorry about this.
This is not how i wanted to tell you that i am a rambler
Iām just gonna see myself out
Goodday
Jason
Ngl this made me laugh
So who would you fight but not really?
Y/N
You canāt honestly be interested in who I would fight?
No way
Jason
Way
you seemed interesting and i want to get to know you
Y/N
ā¦
okay but you need to answer my question first
Jason:
Lol fair.
And it would be the second one.
I too wouldnāt fight batman but for different reasons
Y/N:
So you're a fighter?
Jason
Nope
This isnāt how it works
y/n:
Fine but remember, you asked for this
Jason:
Okay but itās not like you have a plan on fighting all the batmans kids so i think im safe
y/n:
ā¦ā¦.
Jason:
Oh shit you do?!
y/n:
I plead the fifth
Jason:
You just got a little more interesting
y/n:
Iām going home
Jason:
Damn and here i thought iād finally found the love of my life
y/n:
No, nope
Donāt say that
The more you talk to me, youāll find the real me and then want nothing to do with me
Jason:
Let me be the judge of that
We matched for a reason and i want to find out
Donāt you?
Y/n:
Arenāt you a charmer
Okay fine.
20 questions?
Jason:
Sure but after you tell what you would do in a fight with the batfam
y/n:
I was hoping you would drop this, damn
Alright, you get the honour of telling me who you want to knowĀ
Jason:
Nightwing
Y/N:
Really?
Okay. well first i was thinking of just flirting my way out, but he looks like heād flirt back and iām not the best at it to begin with, so Iād just get all flustered
Broās an acrobat, i aint running from him. I aint running from all of them if iām being honest.
Nah for nightwing, he strikes me as a dork in some way.
Iāll talk my way out of it. And if thereās something iām good at, itās talking.
Jason:
So your plan is to talk circles around him?
Y/N:
Yes
Once i figure out what type of dork he is, imma talk until he gets confused and then iāll run away
Bro wonāt see it coming
Jason:
I should tell my brother
Heās a huge nightwing fan
y/n:
Nooooooooooo
No one needs to know i donāt need other people to know how weird i am
Especially your family
I don't want my first meeting to be āhey, youāre that chick thatāll talk nightwing to confusion. Man that was a great laughā
Jason:
You think this will go that far?
Y/N:
Honestly? No
But i have hope
You?
Jason:
Ya
Anyways, red robin?
Y/N:
You skipped red hood
Jason:
Saving him for last
Y/N:
Fair
Hes smart, canāt really talk myself out of that one nor would I flirt
He is too young and not my type
So i use his weakness
Jason:
Thereās no way you know that
Y/N:
No but I know the dude doesnāt have a regular sleep schedule.
Jason:
How do you know that?
Y/N:
Back when I worked at a coffee shop, I took his order a few times and watched him down his coffee while it was still hot
I asked him once, why?
Dude said, and i kid you not
āsleep is for the week and coffee is godā
Ngl, i laughed and gave him a free coffee just for making my day
Jason:
Shit day?
Y/N:
Ugh you had no idea.
I had two tests that day and a term paper due but i couldnāt get it printed in time so that was late
Didnāt help i woke up on the couch, and my body didnāt like that
Jason:
You in school?
Y/n:
Ya, only two years in but i want it to end
Jason:
Not a fan?
Y/N:
Eh
When did we start playing 20 questions?
Jason:
Right, we we suppose to play after you finished your hypotheticals
Y/N:
Curses
Me and my big mouth
Whoās next?
Jason:
Weāre still on RR
Y/N:
Blah right
Iāll just bride him with coffee and make a run for it
Jason:
The fact that that could actually work is scary
Are you sure youāre not a villain?
Y/N:
Nope just an engineering student who could fight god with enough coffee and no sleep
Honestly, RRās my spirit animal
Jason:
Robin
Y/N:
Are you nuts?
Iād turn myself in and then some aināt no way iām coming up with a plan for him
He scares me
Jason:
Why?
Y/N:
I watched him fight a few times
The dude has enough skill and rage to fight the justice league if need be
I bet he could kill too
He looks like it
Jason:
Okay you're not wrong
But if you had to come up with a plan, what would it be?
Y/N:
Cannot believe youāre making me do this
Fine
Little dude may have a hard exterior, but years of reading and knowing people like him, he has a soft spot and use that against him
Jason:
Do you know what that is?
Y/N:
ā¦
I am going to die
If robin finds this, I am dying by either embarrassment or by his hands
Jason:
Come on, you gotta tell me
Iām at the edge of my seat here
Y/N:
Fine, but if iām going down Iām taking you with me
Jason:
But weāve only just met
Y/N:
Maybe so, but I actually like you
But iām starting to doubt
Jason:
Aw come on, little bird
Y/N:
Damnit
I happened to be walking home and watched him sit in an alley playing with cats
Must have been a slow night, he was there for hours
Jason:
It was the little bird wasnāt it?
Y/N:
So whoās next? Spoiler? Batgirl? The signal? Red hood? Oracle?
Well, I wouldnāt fight Oracle, I donāt know who they are but I know they would win so Iām going to stay clear of them
No, you know what?
I can tell you my answer for all three of them
Iād bribe them with cookies or something. Idk if they would take it but thatās my plan. Just straight up bribery. Who could resist cookies?
Jason:
Thatās your answer to everything huh?
Y/n:
Yup
Jason:
Even with RH?
Y/n:
ā¦
Heās different
Jason:
How so?
Y/N:
Mm, okay but your not allowed to judge
Or laugh
Jason:
Should I be scared?
Y/N:
Depends
Anyways, i have a crush on him
So I would shoot my shot and if i get turned down then at least I tried
Jason:
You have a crush on Red Hood?
Out of everyone there is, why him?
Y/N:
Youāre judging! You said you wouldnāt
Jason:
I didnāt say shit
Now tell me why him?
Y/N:
Hell if I know
But have you seen him?
Jason:
I have but you donāt even see his face
Y/N:
That just adds to the mystic that is Red Hood
I just know heās got a good looking face underneath the mask
Jason:
You really are something else
Y/N:
Sorry
Iām a big fan of RH
And I guess I like the thought of a mystery
So if you want to end this now, I understand
Jason:
Who said anything about ending this?
Y/N:
Donāt know, a lot of people who seem interested in me kind of leave after they find out
Either they donāt want to compete with a crush that I know have zero chance at or they just donāt like red hood and being with a fan isnāt something they want
Jason:
Theyāre stupid
I aināt leaving for that
And who knows, maybe you can shoot your shot one day
Y/N:
HA
Thatās not going to happen
I freeze up when Iām near someone I like
Iād probably stutter and say something embarrassing and run away
No thank you
Jason:
Thought it out huh
Y/N:
You have no idea
Anyways, 20 questions?
Jason:
I did promise
You can ask a couple?
Y/N:
Favourite colour?
Jason:
Really? After what I did to you, your going to ask something simple
Y/N:
Answer the question Jason
Jason:
Green
Y/N:
Thank you
Favourite food?
Jason:
Whatās with the easy questions?
Give me some hard hitting personal ones
Y/N:
I will in time
Now, answers please
Jason:
Chili dogs
Y/N:
Those things are gross
Jason:
Hey, they are the pinnacle of street food
You just have to find the right places
Y/N:
Mmkay, if you say so
Jason:
Alright, gonna have to take you to one of my favourite places
Y/N:
That right?
Jason:
Only way to convince you
Where do you go to school?
Y/N:
Looking forward to it
Gotham University, you?
Jason:
Not yet, but trying to
Kind of hard when you were declared dead for a while
Y/N:
Fucking what?!
Gonna need that story
Jason:
Nope, gotta reach at least level 10 in friendship to unlock it
YN:
Damnit
Jason:
Sorry little bird
Y/N:
You didnāt need to say it so casually tho
Who just mentions, āyeah iāve been declared dead but havenāt done anythingā into a conversation
And not elaborate on it
This is bullshit, sir
Jason:
It has happened to people
Y/N:
Yeah, but they tell people why
You just
Dropped a bomb like that and say, not yet
Whatever, iāll drop it
Jason:
You sure?
Sounds like itāll bother you until you get the story
Y/N:
Yes Iām sure
Yes it will bother me
But like I said, I like you and I donāt want to be pushy
Iām not a pushy person
Jason:
Awe does someone have a wittle crush
Y/N:
No
You got nothing on RH
Jason:
Now that just hurts, little bird
Y/N:
Donāt you have a question you need to ask?
Jason:
Are you flustered? I feel like youāre flustered
Y/N:
Amazing weather weāre having
Despite the rain and all
Jason:
Alright, Iāll stop with the teasing
For now
Born in Gotham?
Y/N:
No
I am from Metropolis, moved here for school
Jason:
Any other reason?
Y/N:
Yeah, Superman kept destroying my apartment building
Iāve moved three times and somehow, he always finds the building Iām living in
Minute I graduated high school, I moved
Jason:
But why Gotham?
Y/N:
Gotham intrigues me
Jason:
Youāre so weird
Y/N:
Thank you
Since youāre not in school, what do you do?
Jason:
Mechanic
Didnāt really want my dadās help so Iām finding my way in life
Y/N:
Not a great relationship?
Jason:
You can say that
So, engineering huh?
Y/N:
Yup
I love building and taking things apart
Have since I was little
Jason:
Gonna change the world?
Y/N:
Imma try but canāt really do that while working at luthor corp
Jason:
Please tell me your joking
Y/N:
Ah, not a fan I see
Canāt blame you but I am not
It was one of the first places Iāve applied to and hear back right away
I accepted before getting my other interviews
Jason:
jumped the gun a bitĀ
Y/N:
Yeah I did.
I wished I didnāt but oh well
Iāll find something better if this doesnāt work out
Jason:
Why donāt you quit now?
Y/N:
I am a broke college student who needs money
If I quit now, Iām not sure if I find someone to take me
Plus the hours working there are helping my schooling, so itās kinda late to switch jobs
Jason:
Canāt believe Iām saying this
but try wanye enterprise
I hear theyāre good to work for
Y/n:
I plan too eventually
But at the moment, this is fine
The hours I have now works with my school hours
Jason:
Howās working there anyways?
Y/N:
Not too bad I guess
Iām allowed to work on my own projects as long as I work on the assigned ones
The people are nice and all but it could be better
Jason:
But you donāt like it there?
Y/N:
I donāt like Lex Luthor and what he represents I guess
Jason:
So you believe that heās trying to take down superman?
Y/N:
Iāve seen one of their fights
Nothing to believe
Jason:
Must of been some fight
Y/N:
Mm
So
What did you mean, I canāt believe Iām saying this?
Jason:
You canāt be weird about it
Y/N:
Oh?
I am intrigued
Jason:
Youāre making it weird
Y/N:
I am not
Itās not like I said you have a crush on Bruce Wayne or something
That would have been weird
Jason:
Is this how you felt when I teased you?
Y/N:
Paybacks a bitch isnāt it?
Jason:
I hate you
Y/N:
Okay
Jason:
I do
Y/N:
Youāre deflecting
Jason:
Oh my god
Fine
Heās my dad, well adoptive dad
Y/N:
Cool
Jason:
Thatās it? Youāre not going to fawn over him being my dad?
Ask me questions about what heās like? Ask if the tabloids are true?
Y/N:
Nope
Tbh, I donāt care for Bruce
Like, I applaud him for what heās trying to do for Gotham and all
But, seeing him on every magazine everywhere I go gets a bit tiring
Heās just another dude that people are obsessed with
Who cares if heās rich
Besides, Iām talking to you arenāt I?
Who cares about Bruce Wayne
I wanna know Jason Todd
Jason:
You know? I think I may actually be in loveĀ
Y/N:
Stooooooop
You canāt say things like that
Jason
Why? Cuz you get flustered so easily?
Y/N
And if I do?
Jason
Gotta say itās my favourite past time
Y/N
So, the reason you donāt have a great relationship with Bruce
Does it have anything to do with you being dead or something?
Jason
Wow
WOW
I cannot believe you
We go from what's your favourites to hard hitting questions huh?
I see how it is
Y/N
I told you they were coming
Jason
I just didnāt think youād use it as a deflection tactic
Y/N
Yeah I want to say sorry
But Iām not
Iām sure you would use anything to get attention from yourself
Jason
Canāt do positive attention
Y/N
Eh
Jason
I hear you
And yes it is part of the reason why me and Bruce are not in good terms
Y/N
Mm, Iām sure heās trying
Jason
In his own Bruce way yeah
Y/N
Are you?
Jason
I like to believe I am
Why the interest?
Y/N
I donāt know
Maybe itās the fact that my relationship with my dad isnāt the best
Jason
Youāre dadās not Bruce Wayneās too?
Y/N
HA
Then I would not be talking to you in this fashion
Jason
That is true
So then what?
Y/N
My mom says we are too similar to each other
Got the same attitude and all
I believe it
Growing up, it was all your useless and youāll amount to nothing
Or heāll ignore me, and Iād prefer that over the degrading
Only time heād show his affection was if he was drunk
Jason
Wow
SorryĀ
Y/N
Yeah
Itās gotten better since I moved out
Now itās there, and Iām still processingĀ
Jason
Processing what?
Y/N
Mm
Itās a pretty heavy topic to get into with someone you just met
Jason
Canāt be worse than me being dead for months
Y/N
Months?!
How many?
Jason
Oh damn
You are a lot easier to talk with then who I normally socialize with
Y/N
I shall take that as a complement
Jason
As you should
And no, I will not be elaboratingĀ
Y/N
Alright fair
But I will get the story
Jason
Mm, Iām sure you will
So? Gonna answer my question
Y/N
Last year he was diagnosed with cancer
Not sure what it is, but it already spread
Jason
How long did the doctors give him?
Y/N
He didnāt want to know
Canāt blame him forĀ
Jason
Sorry about that
Y/N
Yeah
Jason
You donāt sound to hurt about it
Y/N
Like I said, still processing it so I donāt know how to feel
With the childhood I had, I donāt know how too
But I know when it comes down to it, my emotions will hit me like a truck when the day comes
Jason
Well, soak up as much time as you can before you have any regrets
Y/N
Trying to
He is just making it impossible
Whoo boy! That was a lot of emotion for one night
I think Iām going to eat some ice cream and binge watch my favourite show
Jason
Sounds fun, wish I could join but I promised my brothers with help
Y/N
How many do you have?
Jason
Do you read anything about the Wayne family?
Y/N
Nope
What I know about him is what is whispered between my classes and work and even then I donāt listen to them
Jason
Really committed on not caring about him, huh
Four brothers and three sisters
Y/N
Big family
Jason
Bruce likes to adopt
Y/N
I can tell
Anyways, have fun tonight
Jason
Iāll try
Would you be interested in talking some more?
May I ask how you got people interested in your works? You have so many people who love your writing (rightfully so bc you're awesome) and I just want to find some people who like my writing like you did
ik that I should be writing for myself and everything, and for the most part I am! I write bc I like writing and it makes me happy! But it's just so so discouraging to see my little silly posts that take me 5 minutes to make do fantastic, meanwhile the works that take me weeks of effort get like 3 notes yk?
How do you do it? Did you ever deal with something similar? Any words of wisdom for the struggling noobs?
(This is a genuine question, I'm not trying to be rude in any way shape or form and I'm very sorry if it came off like that) (Also sorry to bother you)
Youāre good, Iām not bothered by questions and I donāt think youāre asking anything rude either! I especially donāt mind the āplease explain this thing I donāt know much about to meā type of questions, thereās just some shit you canāt effectively google or things that just make more sense coming from someone with direct experience.Ā
First and foremost: the two cakes meme is law!! No one will ever complain about getting two cakes, no matter if you think someone else already did it better!Ā
Second and second-most: as a newbie, before you read any of my advice at all, remember that you're currently comparing yourself to someone whoās been writing fic for their entire writing experience and has also been in fandom on and off for pretty much all of that time on multiple sites and through at least a couple major migrations of fandom hubs, and that time has been about twenty-five years now. Like, it has very much been a long-term process, me learning how to find a receptive audience for my stuff. Also I am a grown-ass adult who is currently pushing forty and am pretty self-aware of who I am as a person due to a WHOLE lot of personal introspection and therapy and general life experience. Like, I know how I work at this point in my life, if nothing else.
The long-form answer of my personal fandom process will definitely require a cut at this point, though, haha. Like, this got kind of involved, ngl, but since youāre asking I figure itās reasonable to go into detail.
So anyway, the āhow to find your audienceā answer is obviously gonna be different for everybody, but PERSONALLY, I've been in fandom for a long-ass time and just about always been pretty prolific and consistently communicative and available during the times I was around. I have a ton of different fandoms and fics in my history and have run into a lot of different people and written a lot of different things over the years, so I've cast a pretty wide net of options for people to find me through. I've got readers who've followed me through multiple fandoms and even deliberately gotten into new ones because of me just because they like how I write and know me well enough from my other writing to trust that Iāll be respectful of certain things (or at least put in a good-faith effort to be). Your kink is not my kink, but Iām not gonna hate on it; your thing is not my thing, but you have fun over there, you DO your thing!
Being prolific is super-helpful, of course, because that gets people in the habit of checking in on you regularly and keeps you fresh in their minds, but one of the most effective ways Iāve gotten people long-term interested in my work is by being very responsive to readers and very open about what Iām currently working on. Taking requests has helped, asking who wants to see more of what has helped, talking to people in general has helped, and definitely playing āyes, and?ā with ideas Iāve been offered has helped. Also I had the benefit of LiveJournal being one of my main fandom hubs for a while, where I met a lot of people and got in the habit of talking to them in a way Tumblr does not necessarily intuitively facilitate, so thatās just a habit for me.Ā
I definitely still produce stuff that comparatively flops and get bummed about it, itās just a thing Iāve gotten used to over the years and so I either kill my darlings and move on to the next thing or I decide ānaw, Iām still into this idea, Iāmma work on it more anywayā. Thatās obviously much easier when at least a couple other people are also into said idea, but still, itās a thing you just gotta decide for yourself either way. Like Iāve DEFINITELY had stuff I slaved over get just about totally ignored while things I only tossed up on a whim off the top of my head or just intended as jokes people adored and resonated with way more, which is part of why I do so many WIP memes where Iām drip-feeding bits and pieces of content more regularly. One of my recent fics didnāt get near as much of a reception or interest on AO3 as Iād hoped it would, but when I was writing it on Tumblr people DID get excited for and enjoy it during the process, so that helped soothe that particular indignity/frustration for me.
Also, Iāve gotten enough people invested in my writing at this point that itās much easier for me than it is for some writers, because I can do things like ask āhey what do you guys like/want to see more of?ā and Iāll pretty much always get an answer, simply because so many people are in the habit of regularly checking on my blog and talking to me now. Polls are very helpful that way too, because itās a functionally anonymous way for shyer people or people who are just casually scrolling their dash to give you an idea of what theyāre enjoying from you without having to disrupt their flow or psych themselves up or anything like that. Like, itās low-pressure, you know? I have done a LOT of polls since I found out Tumblr has those now.
I also constantly encourage people to both talk to me about and also play with my interpretations and AUs as they so please, and I deliberately cultivate responsive relationships with as many readers as I can. I donāt always have the spoons to answer every ask, but I always try to answer the majority of them and try not to ignore questions. A significant chunk of people have told me that they read tropes and AUs from me that they hate from other writers because they just trust that Iāll write it in a way that they can enjoy. I will include certain things and a certain level of respect that they just would not be comfortable without, and if I donāt have those things in there or thereās a common trigger, Iāll at least have done my best to tag for it. And I listen to people who tell me when Iām fucking up and I either take reasonable accommodations or change my behavior where appropriate. I tag for common triggers, I donāt use terms Iāve been told are insults or slurs, I try not to associate negative connotations with physical characteristics or things people canāt change about themselves, and when I have a reflexive āsquickā reaction, I try not to assume shit and try to examine my biases. Or I just back-button and move on, if it comes to it. I also do my best to assume the best of people until they prove that I should not be. I am very much going to de-escalate when and wherever I can.Ā
I generally consider myself a low-drama blog and a low-drama person to follow, and put in effort to be that as best I can, and at this point I think (or at least hope) people feel relatively confident that they can talk to me without having to worry about immediately getting their head bitten off, which seems to be an increasing fear/concern that some people have in fandom. Therefore, I get people talking to me pretty regularly, because Iāve gone to the effort to be as approachable as I know how to make myself.
Also, yeah: above all else, write what you wanna write! Write your weird and niche dreams! Trust me, somebody out there LOVES your weird and niche dreams and wants all the deets on āem. I get the most engagement and interest when I just write what I really wanna see and donāt particularly worry about how goddamn weird I think Iām being. People are actually gonna be EXCITED about how goddamn weird I think Iām being, because a lot of them want it too and theyāre not finding it as easily as a lot of the more popular stuff.Ā
So like . . . hope at least some of that was helpful, feel free to ask follow-up questions if you have any, hah.
Hereās a little opinion I have about why Star came down from the sky to help out Asha. Or maybe this is just a little interpretation from late night thoughts.
So we all know that Asha sang to the sky about wanting more for the people of Rosas, such as getting their dreams and wishes back (even tho they live rent free and everything). Nevertheless, her wish is selfless and is focused on everyone else, not herself.
The scene where she meets Star and she says āI just want their wishes to have a chanceā, in my opinion, proves that selflessness.
Asha knows what itās like to have a wish/dream crushed. When she was younger, all she wished for was for her father TomĆ”s (yes thatās his real name. Itās in the art book of Wish), to get better from an illness. He never did and died when Asha was 12. So we can speculate or obviously consider the fact that Ashaās primary goal is to make sure no one (in the safest way possible, because she knows there are bad wishes- sheās not dumb) experiences that loss and pain. Thatās why she signs up to be King Magnificoās apprentice, not because she wants Sabinoās wish granted. She even says āthatās why I want to work for youā to Magnifico after his speech to her during the interview.
Yes, I will admit that her asking Magnifico to consider granting her grandfatherās wish was a little out of line but in all honesty weād all do that (unless you have hella anxiety about asking for things then ayy same). But in truth she never demanded it, she simply asked him to consider granting his wish. She was open to the possibility of him not granting her grandfatherās wish because the key word is āconsiderā, but didnāt expect the whole keeping most of the wishes thing forever- which is why the argument occurred. They both got valid arguments ngl.
By the way, before anyone attacks me- I love both characters deeply and I think theyāre both right and wrong and that the conflict couldāve been solved if the wish system was reformed and more clear. Not everyone is just good or just evil (no one is a villain in this movie, man, really itās just the damn book. Theyāre all humans who think like humans and act like humans). Again, I adore them both. Anyways- I think Iām losing track.
So we know that Ashaās goal is to give the people of Rosas a chance to pursue their dreams themselves. Imo, thatās entirely selfless. And as for those bad wishes, Asha is aware there should be a regulation for those and should be stopped- so of course, sheās advocating for the good wishes. I know some are vague but- okay that is for a different possible post. Iām going to get on with the deal between Star and Asha.
Asha is selfless, period. She never wants something solely for herself and she barely even thinks about what she wants for herself only. She even got a magic wand twice and tried to reject it the second time she got it. Yayay selfless heroine. Iām sorry itās late at night right now.
The moment Star comes down from the sky is seemingly the first appearance of a wishing star ever. At least to the kingdom of Rosas that is. I like to think that there are multiple stars out there and this one seemed to hear Ashaās pleas. My belief is that the more selfless, kind-hearted, and passionate a wish isā¦ the more likely a star will actually come down to help you out.
LIKE WITH HOW FAIRIES ARE BORN IN THE TINKERBELLE MOVIES WHERE A CHILDāS FIRST LAUGH BLOWS AWAY A DANDELION SEED AND A FAIRY IS BORN- oh my god thatās genius. Now I like the idea of these wishing stars being born from selfless wishes š I need to sleep.
(some disney concept art from idk where i just thought it was pretty. Not even sure this is wish bruh)
Also the fact that Ashaās father was a philosopher who talked about stars all the time, and taught Asha about the stars. We know all about that yaāll I donāt gotta explain. She wished to the sky for a while now that I think about it.
Yeah thatās all I gotta say for that. Gonna also clarify that I recognize that Asha is a little naive in the movie, but sheās not purely dumb- maybe another post for another day idk. I love her anyways (donāt worry I love Magnifico, I choose both of their sides but this isnāt about him. If you think i donāt like him istg I love magnifico i think about him 24/7 on the dot every hour help me).
My thoughts are a little jumbled, but Iād like to put out more posts on my interpretations despite my worries. Iāll try my best to get my words out, but at the end of the day, this is all fictional and all in good fun. Good night āØ
(would the plants be sad that they can only sit in one spot now that theyāre conscious or something?)
Nimona Movie appreciation post (Part 2 of idk how many)
Sooo, here's part 2 ^^ another pic for attention ;)
the whole first interaction of Nim and Bal is pure gold, also that "jumpscare" with the music in the background, like I already said: Christophe Beck (and everyone in the music department of the movie for that matter) did a more than amazing job
"Did it bleed a lot? Did they let you keep the old one?" Nimonas expression just XD and Bal also answering her with a "No"
Loving Nims lil laugh when she says "Little girls?" and her just casually stopping the saw with her arm
the whole interaction with that little girl/how old he thinks she is
you'd like it to stay that way, yeeaah sure, you gotta just have that one 1000+ years old child
I love how Bal says kebab
also: where did Nim get the paper, there is some gold symbols etched in, almost looks like stationary from somewhere?
"Up here"
the whole to-be-your-sidekick-speech
also great foreshadowing with the phoenix and stuff
also Bal regretting his life choices while Nim does her lil speech and then him being jumpscared by the plate she throws against the wall
also that is a veeery clean plate for that kind of dreary place but hey, I'm also a very picky person when it comes to plate (and utensil) cleanliness (just gastronomy things in my case I guess lol)
Bals face after "Or we could justā¦ talk"
The punchable face scene lol
all the little details of the innocence-wall
"Yeees!", looks at shattered bottle he wanted to kill the intruder with (probably), throw it away
Love how she seems disappointet that he isn't a villain but sshe already decided to adopt him, so it doesn't really matter to her anymore if he is or not
the Director is such a good actor but in retrospect I really noticed how she speaks about Bal ("someone like you could be a hero" I mean, how that flew over my head the first time around I don't really know) or to the other knights ("you act like common children" as if there is a difference between normal children and those of commoners/as if commoners are not worth as much as them)
spotting Nim in rat-form when Bal asks for a chance blew my mind the second (or third) time I watched the movie
No matter what you try, if people think one way about you, you're always gonna be that in their eyes is a lesson I also learned when I was really young and ngl that's probably one of the things that made me be a completely different person when I'm not on the internet, sooā¦ that's also one reason I can relate and why I love this movie so much
"I gotta hand it to ya.", she says and hands him his arm lol
Violence is also a code
loving the little noise she makes after she says "You know there's no toilet in there"
the whole murder 'em/ hide scene
"That's a hard No" made me laugh way to much
that whole break out scene until "They were like this when I got here" lol best break out scene of all time
Nims joke with the club of the one armed XD also the lights reflecting in her eyes as a little foreshadowing that she's not human
Nim casually knocking out that one knight with the axe
Bal reacting to her plan like: "Of course. The old something, something, something, we win." As if he alreay knows that plan and you can't convince me that that wouldn't be because Amb likes/ liked/ used to make plans like that
I saw that you also accept asks of other characters too! So is it okay if I can request (separately) LuBu, Adam and Sasaki with a Reader whose in their mid 20s but sees them as a father figure and accidentally calls them ādadā sometimes? (This is obviously platonic!!)
If thatās too much you can do Adam and Sasaki!
Ty!!ššš
Bet bet-
-- LĆ¼ Bu --
ā¢ LĆ¼ Bu is literally 30, so youāre not all too younger than him HH- But the fact that you see him as such is something strange to him. He's never been seen as a Father before, and that only makes him think of the man that had taken care of him.
And considering that you are kind of weak, as well as the amount of time he's spent with you... he's seen you bonding with others, but showing your own strength in certain situations as well. Hell, you even bonded with Chen and LĆ¼ Bu himself. (Even if it looked as if he didn't exactly care too much.)
Even if LĆ¼ Bu never did seem like it, he did have his eye on you mostly. You may be strong in certain ways, but you're still weak. He found himself slightly wanting to protect you, just as a parent would to a child.
Perhaps this would work out. As long as you didn't die like his Father did.
All in all, he was confused about it for a few moments, but eventually accepted it after keeping an eye on you for a little while.
Be prepared to have an angry General behind you if someone tries to do something.
-- Adam --
It comes to no shock that you view this man as your Father figure. Practically everyone does, and you are no different.
Thing is, Adam doesn't mind it. In fact, he welcomes it. As the Father of Humanity, he really doesn't mind it. That man will be the Father you people with Daddy issues never had.
That man is completely supportive. He doesn't care if you're 20. He will beat up someone that bullies you. No one will bully his children. Especially if they're a God.
Oh. And if he's your Father figure, you will get Eve as a Mother figure, as well as Cain and Abel as a brother figure. With Adam comes a whole ass family pack.
Well, now you're included in a chaotic family-
You'll be fine though. You have three people that'll beat someone down for you, so- You're good- Also you got an emotional support mother-
-- Sasaki Kojiro --
He's a little stunned over it, not gonna lie- Though, he gets it. He looks old asf, and he brings up those grandpa vibes-
Yet, the man can only chuckle when he hears that you think of him as a Father figure. Ngl making him a little flustered- But, he gives you a pat to the back.
He's good to come to for advice, and is a pretty chill grandpa overall. That man is a pretty good Father figure-
But keep in mind that he has some of your energy too, so he a little... can we say that he's a little dumb lmao-?
But still, Kojiroās a pretty good Father figure- He seems second to Adam-
So I have some THOUGHTS about episode 9 now that I finally was able to watch it, so Iām gonna ramble on about them below the readmore
- The brief flashback to Knives and Vash playing the piano together was interesting, not only in that it means both of them are fairly talented on the instrument, but also because it means the song that Knives has been playing in the times weāve seen him has been only one-half of the full thing perhaps? Iām sure thereās something quite symbolic about it and how it pertains to the brothers being so interconnected, so I wonder how that might show up later š¤
- Though I would have preferred to get some more depth to Knives via the scenes with Tesla (since that both showcases the stark difference between their viewpoints and establishes a really good reason for Knives to fear/hate humans so much) I did like that we got to see a direct act that shows the audience just how little the common population thinks of plants as anything more than tools
- āWeāve hit the production limit. They put too great a load on the plants, it cut them off from the higher dimension. They canāt maintain their bodies.ā <- I have no clue what the hell thatās supposed to mean but, as the person becoming known in this fandom as the feral plant headcanon-er, I am VERY interested to see if theyāll ever elaborate on that since the manga/first anime never did. *shakes the Stampede series* LET ME KNOW THE SECRETS OF THE INTER-DIMENSIONAL ALIENS
- The āLast Runā scene in general was fairly disturbing, but I know that was the point in order to hit home how Knives so far has interacted with humans (the mental pain had to be horrible, given how bad the distress of a single plant had affected Vash)ābut who was the man he was with? Was that supposed to be Conrad? Has Knives already started up his cult?
- Even though Knives totally murdered some dudes, he sure did look cool while doing it
- āOutside of human control, plants use up all their energy in one burst and die.ā / āSo you bought into that nonsenseā¦ No matter how comfortable, chains are still chains.ā š«£
- WHAT THE HELL WAS GOING ON WITH VASHāS ARM
- āIs thatā¦ a gate?ā WILL SOMEONE PLEASE EXPLAIN THAT AT SOME POINT THANK YOU
- I find it interesting how Vash losing his arm was not from the direct influence of Knivesāeither his Angel Arm doesnāt exist, or its a wildly different kind of power. Either way, Knives having to make a split-second decision to remove his brotherās arm in order to keep that āgateā (looks like a black hole to me tbh) from swallowing up everything is a really neat twist on intention.
- I saw a post recently joking about Knives being utterly obsessed with his brother and I thought it was hyperbole. I SEE THAT IT IN FACT ISNT. Knives you are a lonely fucker I swear to god.
- Last episode I was so confused on the timeline and was worried that they had shortened the time between the flashbacks to the present dayāand Iām super happy to be wrong! Putting Luida and Bradley in cryosleep in order to prolonged their lives was a very creative way to keep those characters interacting with Vash.
- Meryl being SO surprised and impressed by flowers really hit home that they straight up DONāT exist on Nomanās Landā¦. which, jesus, that was a surprise. I assumed at best sickly little potted plants might have existed, but none? Very interestingā¦
- Roberto being pessimistic is really hitting home that I know heās going to die soon and will likely be replaced with Milly in the following seasons. I really enjoy the way his character pairs with Merylās energy and positive realism š
- Ngl Zazie the Beast is lightly growing on me, mostly as a neat antagonist since they represent the native species on Nomanās Land before anyone else arrived. Wonder if their alliance will alter at any pointā¦
- āOutside of human control, plants use up all their energy in one burst and die.ā / āSo you bought into that nonsenseā¦ No matter how comfortable, chains are still chains.ā š«£
- Totally thought Luida was going to die either by Vash (accidentally) or Knives (purposefully).
TWO HAN SOOYOUNGS!
Well, okay, thereās technically always been two Han Sooyoungs but ngl I completely forgot that she mentioned a clone that ran off. Or so she says, anyway. Because why not add another mystery onto our mystery? Which Han Sooyoung is the original? Which is the avatar? (Honestly I donāt even care, I love them both.)
Absolutely was not expecting the other person Secretive Plotter made an Outer World Covenant with to be her, though of course that makes the most sense actually. And his words were lowkey foreshadowing if you think about it with the whole āIām expecting much bigger things.ā Yeah, because Dokjaās actually read the entire novel whereas Sooyoung hasnāt so he's expecting more from the guy who's read it all.
And that's not even getting into how Secretive Plotter was immediately drawn to Dokja (and perhaps Sooyoung too). I've thought for a long time that he was away of who Dokja was or at least what he could do.
And speaking of the original novel, everything is so mixed up right now. Weāre getting into some real hardcore sci-fi alternate universes and parallel timelines kinda stuff. Though I did vaguely feel like something like this was coming. Not this specifically but the fact that the novel isnāt halfway through did actually make me wonder if we werenāt going to start the story over (like maybe Dokja was going to regress somehow) or something weird like that. Wasnāt expecting to jump into Sooyoungās version of the 1863rd round, but if Dokja is going to start looking into other worlds, this does make sense.
Now Iām really wondering whatās gonna happen with all of these different versions of TWSA. Will it be Dokja vs Sooyoung for whoās final chapter will prevail? Or will the worlds not merge at all and they can continue to reach their own final chapters? Since Secretive Plotter specifically asked "what about the other worlds" will Dokja's goal moving into the second half of the story now involve saving them too?
And, wow, on an entirely different note, itās actually kind of terrifying how easily Dokja was able to completely neutralize not only Joonghyuk, but the strongest Joonghyuk whoās existed 1863 rounds. No, not even neutralize, but turn him into his own personal mindless weapon. I mean, sure, Fourth Wall started it by making it so that he could be affected by the regressor depression but Dokja is terrifying in applying his knowledge of all of Joonghyukās best and worst moments.
Which, on that topic, itās honestly upsetting to see this world where everyone has managed to survive together until the endāthe very world that Dokja has so carefully being trying to createāand Joonghyuk is still alone. š They're off in their little base together like some kind of family and he's treated like some kind of beast to hunt down. š
And why is he alone? āBecause heās a bad guy who wonāt hesitate to kill to fulfill his goals.ā Uh...you guys literally have Kim Namwoon on your team and Han Sooyoung is not the most merciful person for a leader. Are you really ones to talk??? Yeah, Joonghyuk is a killing machine but you're telling me nobody on this team has killed people to fulfill their goals? What???
Especially since Dokja, the guy who has read the entire novel and knows intimately how truly awful Joonghyuk can be, still chose to reach out to him again and again and again and again until it finally stuck. Joonghyuk isn't some depressed, murderous monster in his world because Dokja did everything in his power to prevent it. Joonghyuk didn't have to end up like this. Again.
Admittedly, even Dokja says that he got lucky finding Joonghyuk in his third round whereas Sooyoung seems to have found him in his last, but even in this round with a much scarier and more jaded Joonghyuk already in the 95th scenario, Dokja is still refusing to kill him even after he already attacked him, even if he knows that if Joonghyuk snaps out of his weird trance he will absolutely try to murder him.
If you don't mind, could you give us a tutorial or brief explanation on how you render hair? /nf
YES!! unfortunately i got. very tired after making this so this is only one hair type :( was gonna go into all the different types of hair textures but. i will just have to do that later. also keep in mind i drew this in like. 7 minutes its just a simple guide to get out the basic steps
^i didn't put music in this so. listen to whatever u want while ur watching this (its 6 minutes 40 seconds). also its slightly sped up this isn't real speed
elaboration of each step under read more:
step 0: look at other hair tutorials/pictures of real hair to figure out how light reflects off of them. then completely disregard that and just make things up (this is the best artistic process trust me i do it every day)
step 1: just get out that basic shape. it doesnt have to be anything fancy,
step 2: just fill it in and adjust the shape as needed
step 3: figure out how the hair moves and flows, which parts go out more (highlights), which parts are closer to the head (shadows/base), etc. i highly recommend just looking at pictures of hair online, or taking pictures of your own hair. for coily/curly hair, you just kind of have to do this for each curl/coil. one thing to keep in mind the highlight is in the middle of the curl/coil and the shadows are on the edges (usually). i'll elaborate more on that once i have an actual video for it
step 4: just make it so the edges of the highlights transition a bit more smoothly into the base color. it just helps for later steps tbh. try not to over do it, don't want to completely get rid of the highlight, just soften it
step 5: add more highlights with thinner brush. this should be where the light would bounce off the hair the MOST. i think i forgot to say in the video uhhh add in some base value too. maybe a few shadows. mostly this step is for highlights tho.
step 6: idk what else to put here sorry. ngl just get silly with it
step 7: it is very important to do one stroke per area in this one. do not lift your pen off the screen/tablet/whatever until the little area youre working on is one smooth transparent shade, then move on to the next. idk if i'm explaining this right hopefully this makes sense.
step 8: complete opposite as step seven. make as many strokes as you feel it needs. not TOO many, just enough to get some texture and then some yk? i recommend making a copy of the layer youre working on before doing this so that if you mess something up you can always go back to square one.
also a lot of these steps apply to pretty much any hair type just. in a completely different shape with completely different rules. which is to say its exactly like this but it actually isn't like this at all. which is why i plan on making other videos some day (hopefully) also look up "hair texture chart" it will help you find the words you need to look up good refs
remember: always get silly with it. the only rule to to make things up and change your mind 400 times. bring a 'fuck it, we ball' mentality to your art program that the haters (your brain) really won't like. practice makes perfect and all that, do NOT expect to get something good first try, sometimes i still struggle with drawing hair in a way that i like and just scrap the whole thing. also i'm not kidding about those real hair reference pictures it helps so so much
hope this helped at least a little bit bc i am not good at explaining things š
For Firemite! His new design got me all curious again! :0
12. Whatās something that makes them laugh every single time? Be specific!
46. Are they a listener or a talker? If theyāre a listener, what makes them talk? If theyāre a talker, what makes them listen?
52. Do they act on their immediate emotions, or do they wait for the facts before acting?
57. Whatās a simple daily activity / motion that they mess up often?
58. How many hobbies have they attempted to have over their lifetime? Is there a common theme?
OH this took me ten years buT I HAVE ANSWERS!!!
12. Whatās something that makes them laugh every single time? Be specific! āDear Cod.ā It was something from a previous group of folks he and Razor had been hanging around for a bit- one of them fished up a rare enchant after hours of trying to get literally anything useful and made the comment āDear God I thought Iād never get anything.ā and every single other person heard him say ādear codā. By then it was late at night n they were all tired and so it was the absolute funniest thing in the world made funnier by how vehemently he tried to stand firm on the fact that heād said ādear Godā and not ādear codā. He makes the reference sometimes still and it gets a chuckle from Razor, and whenever Razor pulls it out (though it can also be partially attributed to just how serious Razor is so he doesnāt joke much anyway) Fire absolutely loves it and laughs so hard. 10/10 comedy every time.
The first time he heard Tyr mutter it to herself when she was trying to figure out how to get one of her newer cats to cooperate out in the main room he lost it. Could not stop laughing for the next five minutes at least.
46. Are they a listener or a talker? If theyāre a listener, what makes them talk? If theyāre a talker, what makes them listen? I was going to say listener, but the more I thought about it the more I thought thatā¦ he might actually be a talker. If heās fun bouncy sanguine heās prolly a talker. So what would make him listen, thenā¦ I suppose Razor can make him listen, but thatās on virtue of being viewed as more of the decision-maker of the group, n he knows well enough that Razor usually has good ideas. Other than that, thoughā¦ I suppose quiet might would make him listen- recognizing that heās talking over someone and itās Not Good and needs to hush. Hm. I personally think Iām more of a listener so Iām not really sure like. what would make a talker listen slkdhgkl I think that might be as good of an answer as I can give? I dunno. He listens to Razor and he listens to quiet.
52. Do they act on their immediate emotions, or do they wait for the facts before acting? Depends! If itās more happy/positive, heās keen to jump to action immediately, but if heās feeling more negative- sad/angry, etc, heāll think more on what to do or at least take a second/minute to compose himself. Itās usually bc heās gonna try to āfix thingsā and bring the mood back up. Itā¦ doesnāt always work though, and he kinda flounders when it doesnāt. If it doesn't, it can end up with him spending some time alone mining to clear his head a bit, and also to let whatever's going on calm down.
57. Whatās a simple daily activity / motion that they mess up often? Iām gonna be honest, this is one thatās stumped me like. the most, probably. Is that something that a lot of ppl have, like something that they need to do constantly that they usually mess up? Bc ngl likeā¦. I donāt really see him having much of anything thatās like. a simple daily thing that he messes up often. I think Iāll leave it at an āI donāt think he has oneā but if I think of something later Iāll come back and edit this to include it :V
58. How many hobbies have they attempted to have over their lifetime? Is there a common theme? I think heās the kind of person to have tried many, many different things! So thereās no common theme other than āis this new? Sure, Iāll try!ā He likes to go out and learn and discover and make new friends and find new things that he likes, so heās very keen on trying stuff out. If he doesnāt like it then he at least knows he doesnāt, and if he does, then itās a win!
Aiight so once again, no one asked for this so ofc Iām gonna share my opinions (story spoiler free) on the newest Integrated Strategies incarnation!
Iāve completed every ending with every squad and gotten all the collectibles already, which went MUCH faster than IS2. But as I continue to play through all the difficulty levels (yes Iām a masochist) I expect some of these thoughts to change.
OKAY LEGGO:
Best Rejection - Concentration Disorder
As a proud AFKnights kind of Doctor, I willingly subject my entire squad to this so I donāt have to think š
It was a toss up between this and Victoriaās Honor but since ranged units are always squishy this one gives a higher advantage
Worst Enlightenment - Columbiaās Inspiration
What am I supposed to do with a funky lil 70 bonus exp on one battle only?? š
Best Starting Squad - People-Oriented Squad
Having everyone cost one less Hope to recruit is kinda OP, ngl
Worst Starting Squad - Spearhead Squad
Fuck this squad forever. š¤¬ The stat bonuses arenāt good enough to subject yourself to the pain of losing light on default every time you battle
Best Call of We Many - Echoes: Predation
Okay so, I am one of the few that loved Survivalist hallucinations in IS2 so yeah the ASPD boost will always win for me even if your Medics be healing like 27 HP at a timeā¦ but you donāt need to heal if you murk everything fast enough!
Worst Call of We Many - Echoes: Adaptation
When you tryna get a certain Encounter or Battle but you canāt fucking see the nodes in front of you is PEAK annoyance
Best good relic - Chivalric Commandments - New Addition
Nothing is beating the ASPD boost endorphins, sorry š¤·š½āāļø
Worst good relic - Suiās Wrath
If you disagree you have never had this relic and attempted to complete Ubi bona somnia š„²
Easiest 3rd floor boss - Course Correction
Just get you some carpet bomber DPS or a reaper guard to stall this mfkr and his lil minions; when you beat him all the hellspawns die and you are left with easy stage completion
Worst 3rd floor boss - Eternal Wrath
Saint Iberia only has one shot, but he will wipe your entire party if you donāt murk him before he comes around the bend, especially if you donāt have a fast redeploy to get rid of the radar people
Hardest battle node - Out of Control (Emergency)
Straight cancer. š You gotta park everyone up at the blue boxes and pray you somehow survive the first half of the stage with all them running enraged Sarkaz fucks. Honorable mention - Ubi bona somnia (Emergency) cause WHYYYY are there two Origitant mutants here???
Easiest endgame node - Curse of Cognition
Very straightforward stage, especially if you can stun the boss to where it falls down and your melee Operators can curb stomp it
Hardest endgame node - Fateās Favored Child
I guess since BSL in IS2 happened, the 2nd ending boss is always gonna be terribly fucking annoying. Freezing Operators each attack they do??? Straight up running to the exit in second phase and can only be hit by ranged units??? The mobs?? FUCK YOU
Hardest Encounter Battle - Business Empire?
Ngl I have not reliably beat this stage yet without major leaks because holy shit I wasnāt prepared to fight all three side characters at once! It also pops up very rarely for me due to RNG so I donāt get much practice either
Hardest relic to get - Last Refrain
Donāt talk to me about this stupid thing; I have done over 100 runs I swear and I only got this Encounter ONCE and that was after I had already gotten all endings multiple times over and my light was at like 10 or something on the run
Best improvement over IS2 - easier to unlock different ending events
There were SO MANY runs I did in IS2 that didnāt pan out because I only got one encounter out of the two I needed to open up the 3rd or 4th endings. This does not happen to me in IS3
Worst āimprovementā over IS2 - not enough Encounter nodes
Itās cool to have Wonderland stuff or Dispatches or Tulip Commissions but I think the ratio is kinda off. If youāre tryna get all the relics this can be annoying cause youāll only have a handful of Encounter modes to aim for per run
What I miss from IS2 that aināt make it into IS3 - Shadow relic
I absolutely loved getting this relic and trying to build a squad full of nothing but temp recruitments, cause itās not only a way to try out Operators you may not own, it makes it fun to figure out strats with the most random but maxed out group of Operators ever
Goated Operators (very subjective and general):
Goldenglow (nothing is beating her global range and relic synergy)
Horn (just her s1 alone will clear maps)
Flametail (synergy with relics that increase attack upon dodge)
Texas the Ometerosa (she trivializes most of this content especially with relics)
Pozemyoka (want to beat the 3rd ending boss in 8 seconds right from stage start? Sheās your girl)
Gnosis (freezing flying Seaborn will ground them and itās so funny to watch)
Lappland (her silence is goated, we learned this during the Stultivera Navis event)
Whisperain & Lumen (you are gonna need that status resistance especially if you are fighting The Last Knight)
Mulberry (she has higher elemental damage recovery than Honeyberry who was the MVP of IS2)
Blue Poison (her S1, especially if mastered, is unmatched. Even better than Exu)
Jaye (you will not fear the Water & Fire Union stage if you have him)
Thorns (ironically I donāt choose him UNLESS I can quickly E2 him because heās mid without access to his S3)
Highmore (she doesnāt beat La Pluma in anything EXCEPT IS3, and I always start a run with her cause her 3-block is delicious)
*ralph wiggum voice* āqueer people of different genders canāt be in a queer relationship bc ablpblpblpblpā
so -
a. how is this not the cis people thing of reducing people to their genitals again. like, you get genitals that donāt match and suddenly how people understand their own interior life and desires is thrown out the window? is that how this works? are we really gonna be stopping couples that show up to a Queer space while not performing gender the same way and go āhey excuse me can you list off your respective relationship histories so we know you arenāt just hets that have gotten cozy in our midst?ā who is that for? no, really, who is that for??? If Iām dating a woman as a non-binary person, do I have to recite Halberstam bc we donāt match gender-wise? Or bc it *looks* like one of us needs a strap to have ātraditionalā penetrative sex, weāre in the clear. In which case, again, stop trying to figure out whatās in peopleās pants, buddy, thatās rude.
b. does this mean Queerness is conditional? does this mean weāre back to box-ticking performances based on seeing Str8ies as Default? āYou must be this Queer to rideā well shit. well fuck. whoās gonna tell all the single gays that just like one flavor? how do they tick the box? do we have Gay-approved sex toys they can walk in with to show theyāre definitely gay without a relationship? are we printing ID cards or something? does this mean Iām on a probationary period every time I date someone who isnāt my specific shade of genderqueer? fuckās sake, I donāt have time for all that paperwork. god knows how many Queer Validity hearings Iāve missed by now. fuck me, the census is gonna be a nightmare this year. Does everyone have to stand in front of the Queerness Measuring Tape, or just the people who donāt pass narrow ideas of what Queerness looks like? When did we vote on that? Who wrote this fucking manual anyways?? How do we amend this shit, bc this sounds like someone didnāt read past Queer Theory 101, and weāve got more to think about here.
c. do people not hear how gender binary-reinforcing this sounds?? āwell they donāt LOOK like theyāre Queerāā buddy, I donāt bind bc I get overheated easily where I live and I canāt decide if I can even afford to get my tits removed yet. Not that itās anyoneās business, but I donāt want bottom surgery. If I tell you I donāt identify as a woman or with the experience of womanhood, are you going to accept how Iām describing my own experience and perception as accurate? Or are you gonna āOr/Butā me into the ground until I perform an absence of gender that meets whatever your arbitrary-ass (pretty cis-sounding ngl) standards are? Why are we then saying that if a couple doesnāt āperformā/conform to your narrow-ass caricatured expectations of Queerness that say it can only look like people with matching AGABs, then clearly that overrides everything else about these peopleās understanding of themselves? The the way they define their own experiences and their attraction to various genders is suddenly rendered Str8? Is it bc one of them maybe has a penis and the other one doesnāt? Is that why theyāre not Queer?? Man, first of all thatās not how dicks work, and second of all, you have got to stop trying to x-ray peopleās pants, what did I just sayā
d. I am holding your face very gently in my hands. Some of us are more than one thing. Some of us are not cis and like more than one kind of person. Itās not as simple as āDo our genders match? Okay great, weāre gay!!ā Some of us have to navigate a few more variables, okay? Trying to police Queerness based on a āsame-ASAB onlyā definition is not only constricting for all the people who have other things going on, itās reductive to the idea of Queerness as a whole. Thereās so many different ways it can look. Itās beautiful, buddy, you just gotta trust me on that. Trying to keep people out of the community bc they donāt match your black and white definition of āYou Are or You Arenātā doesnāt benefit anyone. It genuinely does not. Weāre either building a home for all of us, or weāre just doing to other people what the Str8ies did to us the first time. Read a book, hell, read two. And if someone doesnāt match whatever your internal horse-blinders expectations of External Gayness, remember, it doesnāt affect you and itās not your fucking business, okay? just drink your little mineral water and live your life, youāre gonna be fine, I swear š¤
eta, nov. 5 - the people who canāt read found this post so Iām taking it away and putting it up on the closet shelf until they learn to leave queer people be. Taps sign, etc.
OK TODAY I HAD A DREAM ABT THE CORINTHIAN LISTEN UP.
Iām gonna try to make it make sense bc there were some weird bits to it, but here goes the gist of it:
It began at a nerd shop that used to exist in my town (which closed down a couple of months ago, actually). The clerk was closing up for the night, giving the big window a wash and all that, when the Corinthian, in all white and beige clothes, black shades and everything, shows up. He doesnāt walk in through the door, just pop! Heās there, and he starts going through the books at the counter, like heās searching for something. There was also a cat, a yellow tortie, who slipped in through the open door, but idk what the catās deal was. Anyway.
The clerk notices heās there and tells him he canāt be there, that theyāre closed. The Corinthian turns to him slowly, like he knew the guy was there the whole time and ignored him, until he made the mistake of speaking up. He smiles, you know the smile. Charming but in a creepy way, the kind that gives you chills down your spine. He starts toward the clerk, but before he can say anything, Iām there.Ā
I donāt know how it happened, I was watching the scene unfold and suddenly I was part of it. Maybe I was the cat? No idea.Ā
Point is, Iām there, I turn to the clerk and I tell him:Ā āIāll take care of this. You should probably go home.ā
The clerk leaves without protest, heās out the door in a flash and who can blame him? I wouldnāt want the Corinthian giving me that hungry smile like he can taste my eyeballs already, either. Itās just me and him in the shop now, and he looks a bit annoyed that I interrupted any interaction with the poor clerk. He goes back to rummaging through the books (no idea why, I never found out). Meanwhile, I go to the window and push the blinds down so we can have privacy from any on-lookers outside.Ā
I go up to him and I say:Ā āCorinthian. You know Iāll have to report this to Lord Morpheus, donāt you?ā
He turns to me then, that rebellious smirk on his face, and shrugs.Ā āGo ahead. I donāt care anymore. In fact...ā
We hear a buzzing sound: itās his phone going off. He pulls it out from his pocket and shows me the screen. Itās Dream.Ā
(Side note, I donāt know HOW DREAM GOT A PHONE or how heās using it, but itās him, I know it in my soul).
The Corinthian slides to answer, but he doesnāt put it on speaker, or even brings it to his ear, he just holds the phone in his hand. I canāt hear anyone speaking from the other side, and neither him nor I say anything. We simply stare at each other, as if weāre challenging one another to talk first. He ends the call without a single word being spoken, steps up to me in that deliberately slow gait of a predator (ngl he towered over me and it was scary af) and he says:Ā āI donāt give a fuck anymore whether he knows where I am or not. Go on and report. Makes no difference to me.ā
And with that, he turns his back on me and walks out the door.
NOW HEREāS THE REAL KICKER OF THE DREAM, YāALL ARE GONNA LOVE THIS: I watch him go, I hesitate, but decide to go after him. Itās pouring rain outside, and itās freezing, but thereās a cover over the shopās front so itās fine. I call out to the Corinthian, and I remember feeling so determined, so resolute in my conviction to what Iām about to do next, and also burning with curiosity.Ā
He stops in his tracks, looks back at me... And I ask, rather incredulously: āYou never told me, does your heart beat?ā
He returns to my side, stares down at me and opens his arms.Ā āSee for yourself.ā
So I step up (cautiously) to him, I put my right ear RIGHT ON HIS CHEST, and there it is: a heart beat, strong and calm and strangely soothing, I remember feeling so instantly at peace and good while listening to it that I even closed my eyes and leaned fully against him. He was so warm and it was so cold out in the street, I swear I could have stayed there listening to his heart for the whole night. I think I was a little bit in love with him for a second, LOOOL. But then I caught myself, stood back and looked up at him with wide eyes, I couldnāt believe what I had just witnessed, and he gives me this smile that is just so... sad. No joy at all, just an empty smile, and he asks me:Ā āDo you understand, now?ā
I canāt think of anything to say.
He starts to walk away in the rain, and I stand there for a long ass moment weighting my options, torn between reporting back to Dream because Iām loyal to him (was I a dream myself, I wonder?) and following the Corinthian. I want to know more, I want to go with him and help him find whatever heās looking for, but just as I start running to catch up to him and reach out to grab his arm, like literal miliseconds away from my fingers touching the sleeve of his coat, MY FUCKING ALARM GOES OFF AND I WOKE UP. SMH.
It was such an amazing dream, I wish it could have gone on for longer. And itās giving me so many fic ideas, ohhh yes!
Nimona appreciation post (Part 1 of I don't even know how many there will be)
Sooo, I'm rewatching Nimona for probably the 100th time now and I just need to fangirl/rant a bit to someone but as I don't have friends who liked the movie as much as me, I'm gonna write a little (or more like long) post about the first movie that touched my heart like this since forever. This is mostly going to be about details and stuff that just got to me and probably not in the order you see it in the movie (I'm gonna try but it's not gonna be 100% correct), so please bear with me. Pic for attention btw lol
I did read the comic but only after watching the movie and ngl I like the movie better, maybe I wouldv'e liked it better if I read it when it came out/I was younger
Also have a lil spoiler warning, just in case.
the beginning with Nimona narrating Gloreth's myth is nice and I really like the style.
loving the eyes of the 'monster' when she says "because the monsters are always out there"
"The Knight to knight"- Theme is sooo good and I looove that there is a bit of Ballisters Theme in it too
the music as a whole for the movie was soooo goood, Christophe Beck didn't nee to go that hard, but he did and I'm really thankful for that
the only line of the movie I wanted to hear in the dub of my first language/mother tongue gets delivered so good. Btw I watched the movie exclusively in english (eng dub and sub), just changed the dub for that one line but damn the amount of laughing I did after the delivery of "And tonight's the night we knight the knights!" in the german dub made my stomach hurt
the establishment of Bal as our main hero is so nice, I'm already proud of his accomplishments even tho we didn't really got to know him until now
I still think that maybe Bal is a secret child of the queen, look at them together when he was a child, you can't tell me otherwise, that head canon lives rent-free in my head
the introduction of Ambrosius is also good, you immediatly think he is some kind of Jock/Douche/Bully with all that Sportdrink-Ad, his "Hi", the sparkling Tooth-thingy, the "Woo!" and taking a photo-thing
the VA of the "It's not what Gloreth wanted"-Girl did such a good job ngl
the shot of Bal alone on that Balcony (?) watching the reporter ask if they will accept him even tho he might not be right and hearing the people boo kinda hit me a bit to hard for the fact that that problem for me is just in my head and not something I have a problem with in the society I'm in
Ambrosius jokingly asking that question and being a goofy guy surprised my the first time around and it's just cute to see, I guess
their eyes and smiles and stuff in the first few seconds you see them together just immediatly made me ship them
Bals little smile when Amb says he's gonna be a night is too precious
you won't believe how I screamed at the "They're gonna love you, like I do."-Scene and I still am in love with that scene, it gives me such a warm feeling
just telling you now, I don't know how to describe it but I'm kind of in love with their love, all the little things you notice when you really look at them interacting and stuff
also loving how Bal just leans his whole body with head on Ambs shoulder <3 it's as if he's made to be there
the heart eyes when Amb helped Bal with his armour
also funny how different their armour is: Amb has gold armour cause Gloreth probably; Bal has black armour which looks older, heavier, clunkier if you will that just shows how much more he had to work for the position he's in; Todd has silver/iron armour like the rest of the knights but it looks a bit shinier in my eyes, probably cause he's a bit of an attention seeker
Loving Ambs whole reactions when Todd messes with Bal, the twisting of his eyes when Todd first comes in to contact with Bal, the immediate angry eyes, him glancing at Todds Arm/Hand on Bals shoulder, him tensing up a few times while Tod talks, you can visibly see him breath btw (the animation team did nopt mess around), how he catches Bal as if it's nothing, his eyes going big and him getting visibly madder when Todd touches Bals face/chin and his absolutely ready-to-throw-down-body language
Same scene just Bal: he's a bit confused first, then exchanging glances with Amb, him looking a bit angry when Todd fist bumps his armour, his short glance forward when Todd just stops mid sentence, his "I knew it, he's still a lil d*ck"-look, also interesting how his eyes always stay on Todds eyes even tho Todd is very jumpy in this scene, his lil side glance to Amb when Todd shouts: "Hey, everybody" knowing how ready Amb is to deck that idiot straight in the face, also him holding Amb back and shaking his head a bit
the nervous Squire who should've just manne up a bit dang it
Bal immediatly noticing something is wrong with his sword and being distracted by the Squire
Todd in the background with his "Smack that hard. Slap it!"
my hate for the director grows everytime I hear her saying "Today is the day the kingdom will see you for who you really are." (but great foreshadowing that she's the big evil)
Amb being the only one who just says "Director" instead of some form of thank you just shows to me that he prob had a bit of privilege even among the other knights
Bal probably would've been everyones favourite student/knight if he would've been a noble
Bal riding out in the arena is me at every event, especially if there are more than like 3 people looking at me lol
Ambs lil wink to Bal and Bals lil laugh
those proud eyes that are totally in love
Sir Nectar-of-the-gods good-in-bed lol
doesn't matter what anyone says: Boldheart fits this character way more than Blackheart (the latter fits the comic version, but Boldheart is so much better for movie!Bal in my opinion)
Bal looking for Amb while getting on the stage and both of their smiles/grins are so precious
the queens little guesture when he says that anyone who wants to hold the sword could do so i kinda cute and he seems like a good leader who probably was working hard to get everyone to be equal
the little girl who stands up while the queen speaks is the one who Bal mitake for Nimona at the end, isn't she? Or do I imagine that?
the queen is 100% proud of Bal and who wouldn't?
the pause before the people start to cheerā¦ Bals reaction as if he was sure that only this reaction wass possible makes me so sad
Ambrosius cheering and being so proud is adorable
Bal looking around and his breathingā¦ just as if a heavy weight fell from his shoulders
now to Bals sword: first it looks hella cool, second I love that G (probably for Gloreth or Goldenloin, I guess) that got scratched an is now a B, third the scratches are kinda green on this sword while the ones on the original sword are more golden in my opinion
Bals unbelieving look when the laser hits the queen
Ambrosiu' paniced look and how he chop off Bals arm (instead of just disarming or something) says everything about how that society is (instead of trying to confront a problem just destroy it at the roots)
after the sword shatters Amb already ha let go of his sword and he looks like he can't believe what he did
Bals confused/ begging for understanding lookjust breaks my heart here
I find it kinda funny that in the subs a man shouts "Arret him! He kille the queen!" when that "man" ounds so much like Todd
Nimonas introduction is also spot on, I alreay loved her in the first frame
And know I wanna rewatch Kipo
Loving how she says "He's perfect." after the person on the news say "He's a monster."
Bal is such a badass for building his own arm and stuff, I really don't wanna go to the psychological and physically trauma he ha to have gone through/still going through until and at that moment
Bal basically is such a competent person until he thinks/lookss at Ambrosius, then it's almost as if he has just one braincell
I like the lyrics the moment he turn the radio off, I mean: "Red lights flash so we run and we hide" and he probably thinks that the knocks are police/knights
Bal just being competent and catching the bucket so it doesn't make more noise
also just for the whole movie: the little sounds his arm makes are awesome and I really like themBal just being competent and catching the bucket so it doesn't make more noise
also just for the whole movie: the little sounds his arm makes are awesome and I really like them
that change of POV when he opens the door.. now I wanna have a first person game with that story
That's it for the first part, gonna update in a few days I think
alright so, im finally on my computer so i can type this all out. remember the introduction of B from work? yeah, well things have developed in a way that's........ugh but also not ugh. let me explain, this is gonna be long.
The last two weeks have been very....interesting. Things have moved pretty fucking fast ngl. So we left off on the second day B and I had ever interacted, back when it was just a simple awkward Hello at work. Well, after that I told B that I was gonna invite him to breakfast with my dairy crew and asked for his number, he told me he dropped something on his head and that's why he went home early. After that we kind of texted but he's like, really bad at responding. Like, it would be a day or more with no response so I was like, ughhhh.
Well, I finally got him to talking about plants because he loves them, and we looked at the plants at our store after work, then we walked to his car and talked. He told me to pick three things and he'll choose one for us to do outside of work. So we made a plan to go hiking. At this point, we're talking more and he's responding better. I'm still doing most of the talking but he's actually saying things now. (He also said he's gonna make a powerpoint to answer all my shit because I talk so much lmfao he never did but whatever)
Anyway, he tells me about his life and that he's divorced, that was a shock tbh. He seems too young to be divorced already but whatever, nbd idc. Anyway, he then tells me he's not sure if he's emotionally or mentally ready for a relationship because he doesn't want to put his remaining issues onto someone so he said "is it okay if we're just friends for awhile?" and ya know, that immediately put up a red flag because i've been told that before. But he seems sweet and we vibe literally so fucking well. So it's okay, I'm cool with being friends with him. He's great. So the next day he invites me to Lowes to look at plants and he bought me starbucks, then we went to the park and walked the trail and to the dog park with his cute ass DOGGGGGG. He's literally so adorable with his dog, yall its tough not to fall for him.
So we hang out like 3 hours or so, and have been texting so much since. The day after that, he facetimed me and showed me all his plants and garden and we made a spontaneous plan to go hiking at the state park, so i got ready and he picked me up and we went out there and hiked. I've never been hiking yall, but it was fun. We talked a lot, joked around, and it was great. We have the same energy but he's more extroverted and goofy. He also kept looking at me and I was like "what" and he said "nothing just figuring things out" and he claimed he was just being weird but like, why would you say that smh lmfao
So, we were texting later that day and about crushes and things and he asked if I wanted to be FWB, which kinda shocked me like, ok so he does like me, but here we go again. I've had a FWB before where they didn't want a relationship but just wanted to use me. So I was like, red flag #2.
However, he's so fucking cute, so hell yeah im gonna do that wtf. Anyway, so we've basically hung out every single day, and we talk rapid fire now, there's no issues with responding. We haven't done anything but kiss, and we don't even sext or anything. Its just kinda flirty sometimes, its like starting to date someone rather than a FWB.
But on Thursday he asked if he could come over on his lunch break and hang out, because we're off on different days, so i super cleaned and he came over and was so kind and gentle with my cats and we talked and hung out and he fucking kissed me and it was so nice. We didn't like, full on makeout but we kept kissing and hes so playful. He snooped around my apartment and had knocked over my painted as I tried to stop him from going upstairs, and it knocked my Castial pop vinyl into my candle and melted the box lmfao yikes. But it was all playful and fun and very touchy. And he's just so sweet and kind...
Then he came over Friday on our lunch break and we hung out in my bed and he literally grabbed me from behind and walked me to my bed and kissed me, pulled me down on top of him and kissed me on the bed. like bro......BRO
He didn't try to do anything else, hes been very respectful and im just like, bro fucking take me, TAKE ME RIGHT NOW BC THIS TEASING IS TOO MUCH, HOW IS THIS REAL
and today he told me his best friend who we work with invited me to their Sunday Football hangouts like.....B told me he wasn't gonna tell anyone bc he didn't want people hounding him about it but he's talking about me enough that his friend is personally inviting me????
So today he's gonna come over and hang out, hopefully lmfao and god. GOD. Yall this is such a mistake because hes so kind and sweet and cute and we match each other so well and I feel like maybe i'm reading into his looks and behaviors too much but hes so genuine and sweet to me.
LIKE yesterday we were talking about favorite starburst flavors and we both said pink, and today at work he held his hand over mine and dropped a pink starburst into my hand. Then when i went to my car on break, he had left a starburst on my door handle........and he gave me veggies from his garden, OH AND HE GAVE ME ONE OF HIS PLANTS yall.............this isnt real.........this is so fucking insane............
i'll add some pics of what i can for proof bc this is crazy