#no cause i get nervous and anxious

[namelessbutters-doodles]

Tobias and Boel on the red carpet pics soon 😃

oh shit!

the GRAMMY'S!!!

#am i going to watch it #no cause i get nervous and anxious #but ghesties will let me know if they win or not #butters speaking #meanwhile i need to finish this piece of dew getting tortur-

[clownsuu]

I hope this question doesn't make you uncomfortable (extremely sorry if it does) but do you see howdy and wally as a couple? Your art of them is very sweet and I love it a lot

[looks at all my tagged ship art of them and then back at u]

yes HDGDGSH-

#Funfact #i am #not good at making art of people bonding in a relationship/potential relationship way- #Unless it’s hella vague or in a very joking matter #You can blame my aro/ace’ity for that KDHGD #And also my extreme crippling anxiety that makes me almost mute- #Iv only been able to answer asks and post and such cause I’m so used to doing it for years now #But when people try to talk to me I get extremely nervous and anxious it’s very crippling #So I have like- zero communication skills and when it comes to ship stuff I can only do a few things JDHHDDH #Also it’s another reason why I make them both aro/ace #I really connect to that so their relationship isn’t solely on romance #It’s also just them bonding from day to day things

[racing-twinks]

So I went to the doctor last week and got told I have diabetes, then spent a week in hospital to try get my blood sugar levels back to normal, only to get out of hospital and have my bloodsugar immediately go crazy again... like what do you mean I'm doing the maths just like they told me, taking the insulin in the doses I talked about with my doctor, only to end up super low or super high after eating??? It was all working fine before they let me out but as soon as I do more than laying in bed all day it isn't fine anymore??? Also having to prick my finger all the time to measure and also being super anxious when not measuring cause what if the levels go wheee again in those 3 hours im not measuring??? I know it will all be fine and that I will learn to live with it but I just can't wait until I get my sensor and being able to check my levels all the time to see when and why they go crazy so I can fix my insulin doses accordingly... thankfully my sensor is already approved and I got the message it will arrive on Friday before Easter because this situation of being fine before eating and then being too low or too high a few hours later without warning is making me so nervous and scared. Going to the doctor because I lost a bunch of kilos and was always thirsty just to get told I have developed an autoimmune disease and was close to fainting into a coma is wild. I wasn't expecting that at all and it feels like my life got turned upside down and while I am glad that it is "just" diabetes (cause I am aware it could have been something much worse) and I am accepting it and working on that, the fact it doesn't go like I'm calculating the second I left the hospital makes me so nervous about it all, feeling like I'm doing everything wrong the second im on my own

#personal rant #sorry just had to get this off of me #no one else in my family has diabetes type 1 so im just kinda lost right now #im also paranoid and anxious about doing something wrong so im measuring all the time #the sensor will have alarms for the dangerous zones so hopefully I'll be able to chill #when i know that ill be warned before entering a too low level #cause last time i only noticed cause i started shivering and coudnt keep my hands still anymore #even tho i calculated my insulin just like they told me in hospital #and that method of calculating was giving great results there but as soon as im home its not anymore #at least i dont feel like crying anymore #im just a nervous wreck all the time

[wolfasketch]

Have some screenshot art for the Holliday since I didn't have to energy to draw my own!

Single Character Images:

All bases used originate from Vivipop's work.

The human was made using Cherri Bomb

The Hellhound was made using Loona

The Imp was made using a random background character

The Succubus was made using Verosika

#Happy Halloween!! #Screenshot art #Helluva Boss #Hazbin Hotel #Helluva Boss OCs #Hazbin Hotel OCs #Human OC #Hellhound OC #Imp OC #Succubus OC #Fun fact #I own each outfit these characters are wearing #except for the Hellhounds cause I wasn't thinking! #Also #if anyone asks #the imp's neck scars come from me subconsciously scratching my neck when i get nervous or anxious #I'm like Shiggy #but i've gotten better at catching myself lol

[hugh-lauries-bald-spot]

they need to invent actual accommodations for severe anxiety disorders that go beyond "take a deep breath if you need to"

#is it just me or are there like. none #cause its not a 'real' illness or what have you #or its too 'common' #like brother i am not talking about 'being a bit nervous' im talking about getting anxious enough for delusions!!

[tenderanarchist]

It’s not very Cool Independent Butch Dyke of me to have anxiety bowel problems every time I need to drive somewhere

#also why does nobody ever talk about anxiety shits. doing new things makes me anxious then I need a bathroom and in new places #I get nervous about being able to find a bathroom which causes more shits #hell on earth. sorry for tmi #do not reblog

[milo-is-rambling]

I have to leave the house at seven tomorrow 😭😭😭

#me when I will have to drive an hour and a half during getting to work traffic just to go be in my feelings at a hospital with strangers #it’ll probably be fine I’m just anxious cause tomorrows my first real day not just intake meeting #I’m nervous idk if I’ll be able to sleep which seems like a perfect time to try my sleep meds but I have to be fully ready to leave the #house tomorrow at seven in the morning so I don’t wanna take my sleep meds and sleep super long or wake up groggy or any of the other #potential side affects #esp with an hour and a half drive right after I get up #ughhhh gonna smoke a bowl and curl up in a ball and go to bed

[aboutiroh]

I don't know if you still do advice but, I feel stuck. I didn't know what I wanted to do for college in high school. Now I feel like I have nowhere to go.

Hi anon, I think a lot of people can relate to you (or at least I can). Many- if not most- people don’t have life figured out at 18 and know exactly what they want from it. What I’ve learned over the years is that, deciding on a college degree or whether or not you go to college at all, while still an important decision, will not define the rest of your life. People change degrees all the time. They drop-out, re-enroll, take a gap year, go back to college after seven years or just start going for the first time at 52. There’s always going to be an infinite amounts of paths you can take, and none of them are wrong. All you can do is take a guess at which one you deem best suited for you (this could mean: the one you’ll enjoy the most, the one that will help you achieve a certain goal, the one that best suits your skillset or whatever else you want it to mean). You will never know for sure before trying it, so don’t beat yourself up for not making the ‘right’ decision. A choice that seemed smart at first, might get you stuck at a later point. A very lousy period may lead to a great opportunity. So, I guess if you’re feeling stuck, all you need to do is get moving, irrespective of what way you go.

#i really hope this helps #i ofcourse don’t know your specific situation #and what is feasible for you #but life’s proven to be more flexible than I had imagined at 18 #and I hope the same applies to you #this was something I used to be so anxious about #i spent the entirety of my senior year researching college degrees #and then decided the final week of summer vacation #but honestly it was more of a random pick as I was still indecisive #then you get the same issue after graduating college #and guess what #i went on to grad school cause I still don’t know what I want to do after this #but whatever it is #it’ll be a new experience and I’m excited about it now rather than nervous #so what I’m trying to do here I guess is #turning your anxiety over these decisions in excitement #it really doesn’t matter what you do #as long as you do something

[arthur-r]

testosterone meeting complete?!?!?!?!???!!!

#it went well the doctor was so much better than any doctor i’ve met ever in my life #treated me like a human being?? was familiar with my pre-existing conditions?? #saw autism on my chart and just acknowledged it and moved on?? no ‘‘are you sure you’re trans you’re just a confused autistic kid’’ ??!! #i have an informed consent paper to look at now but it’s all stuff i’ve already researched #i have officially decided that T is more important to me than biological children so we got this #(i was already basically there but i had an anxiety spiral a couple months ago about freezing my eggs which i’ve confirmed was just anxiety #‘​‘just anxiety’’ i sound like a fucking evil doctor but like. intrusive-thoughts-anxiety vs thing-i-should-listen-to. i don’t want bio kids #the one thing i’m nervous about is my singing voice i wanna make sure i get some recordings in before my voice changes #cause my voice isn’t mine but i’ve sure worked hard on it shdhdf and it has a high pitched anxious quality to it that you can’t often find #shdhdhf i just feel like the voice i have now is more unique than wherever i’m gonna end up. and i really want to sound like my favorite cis #men musicians but i feel like my anxious songs just won’t hit the same if it sounds like some guy is singing them #so i’m gonna make some recordings within the next month to put out pre-T demo versions of my songs (real demos not what i’m always posting) #and then i’ll be ready. cause i want to sound like some weird shitty man SO BAD. please just let me be some off-key guy with voice cracks #TO BE CLEAR i would sure like to be a talented singer on testosterone. which has happened for one of my dearest friends and can probably #also happen for me. if i keep working on my voice all the time. BUT i would rather have a shitty low voice than a beautiful high one #which i did a lot of thinking about and grappling with since i’m a vocalist and it’s kind of really important to me #but half the male musicians i listen to can’t even hold a tune. so I CAN HANDLE IT #anyway!! i’m going to latin now!! and then i have work and then asexual club and then heading home and maybe laundry #i hope everybody has a good day and i love you dearly #me. my post. mine. #delete later #medical cw #(? ask to tag)

[rosicheeks]

🎆🎇

#I promised I would stop doing these posts #and I will #…. #after this one #I’m going on a trip with my family for the first time #in honestly idk how long? #I think the last time was when I was like 5 so a looooong time ago #and fuck me I’m so nervous and anxious #it’s going to be a full week away from home #it’ll be nice but also idk super stressful #I’ve had no time to prepare or anything cause it’s incredibly last minute #I need at least a few weeks to prepare mentally before I leave my local area #and now I gotta go across the country??????????????? #also fun fact we are squishing into a car (5 grown adults) with all our luggage and my dads wheelchair #and I think it’s a 20-25 hour drive #3 squished into the backseat #fun so so fuuuuuuuun #don’t get me wrong I don’t want to come off ungrateful or anything #cause I’m super happy that I have this opportunity to get away and be with family #but my mind keeps going to *why* we are taking this trip and then I get sad #I’m just really really reallyyyyy hoping my dad will be ok during the trip #I’m praying to the universe or whoever is out there that my family (especially my dad) has a good time and we make a bunch of memories #also praying that money cat works cause buddy pal I need some cash for this trip #I know everything is gonna be motherfucking expensive there #I’m not ready #I just wish I could help my parents more #anywayyyyyyy #guess I should go to bed since I need to get up in a few hours to pack and do laundry and get ready 🙃 #there’s not enough hours in a day I swear #shut up rosie

[honeyboyfelix]

#this is about a charcter ive been playing for....an entire year at this point btw #sam plays dnd #like i just get....so nervous #i never play characters how i want to play them #especially in this group cause im the youngest by like a lot and i have issues with being talked over #which i know they dont do on purpose and is caused by being anxious feeling of long pauses #but i like only talk in longe pauses #i actually have this problem irl too so its like hhhhhhhh #i also have problems voicing my opinions so theres that #i unironically think going to therapy would help me get better at dnd

[mrpsychokiller]

Just want to say you type English very well! I'm sure you're just fine while speaking it! 💖

thanks ^_^

#ask #anon #still always surprises me when people say my english is good the amount of very simple grammar mistakes i make daily embarrass me greatly #im always like fuuuuuuck theyre gonna know i didnt learn this when i was 3 years old #but also i fully believe that the reason my spoken english isnt good is not much that i dont know english but both that i #have very little practice and get very anxious which leads me to mumble and stutter #that yknow is probably caused by having anxiety and autism which already make speaking hard when im nervous #the language barrier is just yet another obstacle #im way more comfortable texting

[thebleedingeffect]

I think techno would have social anxiety, we all know this

#I'm actually pretty sure its borderline canon tbh. as in he just stumbles and gets nervous alot in convos #sorta like how its easier for him to fight instead of talk to others cause he's actually frighteningly genuine with his words #he's just not someone who resorts to mind or word games. I would even argue he's one of the most straightforward characters #but yeah anyway socially anxious king <3 love uuuuuuu

[cptnbeefheart]

work has been WAY less dreadful lately and i feel like im finally connecting with my coworkers because im not as shy & ive gotten more comfortable there and feel more adult in general but idk i think im just feeling down or something because i just cried about not being able to find a clean bowl in this stupid house i haven’t eaten since lunch and theres nothing here that i want/ wont make my stomach hurty except soup and thats going to be so unsatisfying its so dumb but i AM dreading work tmrw we have a meeting which always makes me insane anxious i hate being trapped in a room and having to sit there and not be visibly anxious have to appear cool calm collected but not trying to throw up at the same time like im gonna be anxious all day which means i wont eat much because im afraid of puking and then ill feel worse because im hungrys im going to rip my skin off AHHHHHH!!!! <- thats me screaming

#i know its just my period coming sighhhhh its about to get so much worse i get lreally depressed like a week before it gets real bad #i can feel if creeping 🤨🤨 nothing is making me feel happy or fulfilled 🤨🤨 seasons are changing this doesnt help 🤨🤨 AHHHHH!!!! #(me screaming again ) #being open about myself at work instead of trying to put on a worksona has me feeling like early middle school maggie im not sure why #or if fhats bad or good .. #also meeting is at the end of the day so in my mind theres a timer from when the day starts and once it goes past a certain point i cant #eat bc that means ill have a full tummy in the meeting and that in combo w being super anxious (anxiety causes me stomach issues and also #theres a fear of puking that is perhaps not rational) but i get so nervous about the meeting when i still have time that i dont feel hungry #or im like Nah timers lying Its already too late to eat. and then i feel like crap bexause im hungry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[yvmoveon]

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#i’m so nervous about this invisalign cause i’ve been wearing these trays and i feel like it hurts a lot #like it’s supposed to hurt but not this much #and i woke up to go to the bathroom and glanced at my teeth and it just looks slightly less straight like i’m getting anxious now #cause i don’t wanna have to extend them again 😭 #imma go look at the damn box cause i’m terrified #i hope i can fix this 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[seventh-district]

IT’S FISH DAY IT’S FISH DAY IT’S FISH DAY

#Seven.txt #fish stuff #vibrating with excitement #and also nervous energy and sleep deprivation but it’s fine cause ITS FISH DAY BABEY #i’m sitting outside waiting on them and i /had/ another package with snails coming today as well #and i was typing up a post like ‘let’s see which one gets here first. the snails or the fish?’ #cause they’re coming from two different carriers y’know #but the snails literally got here while i was typing that post so uh. the snails won the race lmao #anyways i am exhausted and anxious out of my mind cause the stakes are pretty high with these fish #and i’ve averaged about 4hrs of sleep this week #and you’d know how bad that is if u knew that my depressed ass can easily sleep for 12-16 hrs if i’m allowed to #not that that’s good either but. 4hrs is NOT enough for me friends #i am. running on pure distilled nervous energy rn #but i’m still excited don’t get me wrong. i just hope everything goes well and they aren’t too stressed or beat up from the shipping #wish me well that i don’t fuck things up!!! #i have like. a number of years of experience to fall back on but i am still always learning and i’m nervous every time i get new fish #anyways. the guilt of all the messages and comments i’ve gotten lately that i haven’t replied to is eating me alive :) #and it makes me feel bad for posting things on my socials whenever i have any un-replied to messages #cause i don’t want people to think i’m ignoring them!!! i’m just so busy rn!!! and it’s less effort to type out a lil post like this #versus sitting down and thinking of the good genuine thoughtful responses that i wanna give to people #especially when i like. can’t think straight rn. about anything other than keeping these fish alive #so. that will be my full day today but once things calm down and everyone’s hopefully settled in tomorrow #i can finally start working on replying to everything #okay enough rambling. back to staring at the fields and waiting #at least the weather’s nice. and i’m sitting in the golf cart so i’m in the shade #which is good cause i’m wearing a hoodie over a shirt and long pants #and i’ve got a coffee and music playing. now if i could just chill out everything would be great #but knowing myself I Will Not