#no im not complaining im just stating facts!!

[dean-winchester-is-my-cherry-pie]

Makers of Bloodhounds left no chance of making sure they have Woo dohwan and Lee Sangyi strip and if not that then have them wear shorts !!!! Its like 8 eps long thirst trap!

#no im not complaining im just stating facts!! #사냥개들 #bloodhounds #woo do hwan #lee sang yi #hong woo jin #kim gon woo

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

if you have some, do you have any headcannons for barnaby?

honestly! not really! i don't have hcs for any of the neighbors!

#the way i interact w/ welcome home is uh... slightly differently than how i interact with more mainstream / company-produced media #like if you compare how i talk about the neighbors/wh to how i talk about characters on say... my dc blog #there's probably gonna be a notable Difference! #with mainstream/company stuff i go Hog Wild with hcs and aus and i form my own version of everything in my head #(while still understanding & respecting canon as the true source) #but wh is Different! i can't really do that! #it isnt some big production created by a team & mass released #where the actions of some fans just fuckin around and having fun won't directly affect anyone or even reach the ears of the creators #and where upon releasing it everyone Knows that its gonna be dissected & torn to shreds & played with like barbies #wh is more... personal? there is one main creator. these are His characters. its Their story. #i can't in good conscience make headcanons and honestly? id much rather stick to canon trivia & facts than create my own #theyre not my facts to create or believe in!! #sometimes ill make a post saying 'hey this would be cute / neat' #but as soon as i post im tossing that thought away. i dont let them stick or become hcs #(NOTE THAT I AM NOT BASHING ANYONE WHO MAKES HCS. THIS IS ALL MY PERSONAL OPINION!!! MY OWN PERSONAL INTERNAL RULES!!! FOR ME!) #rambles from the bog #like even with the lights out au im being careful with it. im trying to be faithful & respect the characters and the source #its an... exploration i think #ive never approached making an au this way bc usually im just flinging characters around and treating canon as a chew toy - scrap for parts #but i cant do that here! im Not Complaining At All im simply stating! i cant! #sorry you probs weren't expecting a lil mini rant in tags my b <3 #this has just been in my head since i first discovered welcome home #i remember feeling myself start getting really attached & interested #and i recall telling myself 'ok. we cant approach this the way we would other things' #and i have done my best to Stick To That. ive relaxed a lil since then but im still standing by my one rule #Be A Little More Normal About This Than I Would If It Were Mainstream / A Company-Made Production

[hella1975]

the closest ill ever get to being a pick me girl is the joy that fills me when the chefs at work so clearly favouritise me. like im there nicely cleaned up in my smart-casual uniform just a 20 year old waitress smiling my customer service smile and behind me spawns Scary Dog Privilege 10x in the form of several burly middle-aged chefs at least three of which have criminal records and would all stick a bread knife in someone for bothering me

#like it's really funny bc i worked HARD with back of house bc i knew my job would be significantly easier if they liked me #(it speeds your orders through. you can ask for things without being told to fuck off during a rush. they'll get you food on shift etc) #and also there's a stereotype especially in fancier places where floor staff look down on kitchen staff and i think that's shitty #so i was always going to be try with them and be nice but ALSO when i first started my job it was in a peak era so while these days #we're struggling a lot and have had to employ a lot of college kids that dont know what they're doing #when i joined it was all private school girls that would swan about the place very snootily. so the divide between front and back of hosue #was INTENSE when i joined. and there i was a little state school girlie and the chefs immediately recognised that #and took me under their wing. so even though the class angle doesnt exist so much anymore and theres majority state schoolers #im still very much in with the chefs in a way not many of the other floor staff are. and there's also the fact im not scared of them #like chefs ARE rude and a lot of them DONT like or even respect floor staff but i will GLADLY tell them to fuck off if i think it necessary #and that's a language they understand like ironically there's one chef that doesnt get on with ANY of the waitresses #(i talked about him on another post he's the soup one) but he likes me bc when he tried that rude dismissive act i told him to shove it #and now the other waitresses literally SEND ME TO TALK TO HIM when they have questions/want something bc they know he'll listen to me #and me and the head chef are besties and the one kp will talk OVER THE OTHER WAITRESSES' heads and completely blank them #so she can talk to me and it's all just really funny bc the kitchen staff LOVE me and that's not even me being arrogant #it's like a known thing at work that they love me and im just. a 20 year old 5'2 waitress with my little pearl necklace and blouse #and some tattooed ginger mohawked 6ft chef is there getting angry for me when i come in complaining about a table #or the kp that is literally on probation will give me a sticky toffee pudding and tell everyone to leave me the fuck alone LMAO #hella slaves to capitalism

[tragedykery]

I hate. complicated friendships

#I love her but also. #I feel like such a bad friend for complaining about her but she’s just so. incredibly inconsiderate #like we planned to hang out ish at 1 pm today. suddenly she texts me like ‘hey I’m coming around 14:30 instead’ #she knows I’m autistic too she knows how important having a schedule is for me and she pulls sth like that?? #maybe it’s the fact that she’s an only child but ​she just expects the world and everyone else to accommodate for her #one time we were on a school trip and I was nauseous and I mentioned that to her and she just. made it all about herself??? #like I get she’s got emetophobia but turning the conversation into a fifteen-minute-long rant about if I vomited to please not do it #anywhere she could see bc if I did she would cry and feel absolutely terrible for the rest of the day and etc etc etc #like bestie IM the one who’s sick here??? #and like 50% of our conversations are just her venting at me (even more if you count the ones over text) and it’s. I don’t mind it when it’s #a normal amoun but she just treats me like an object for her to vent at and I Understand there’s stuff she can’t tell her therapist/coach bc #he knows her parents and she’s afraid he’ll tell on her if she talks about gender stuff (she’s not out) and I’m the closest trans friend she #has so I’m the person who understands it the best but it’s just. SO much #(but the moment I vent for once I just feel like she. doesn’t listen and that she thinks I’m just being too sensitive) #and that’s definitely my fault too bc idk how to communicate when she makes me uncomfortable with stuff like that #and she’s autistic too and doesn’t understand hints at all so I’d need to just State it and that feels so incredibly mean but. #there’s more instances I’m not typing out but just. ugh. I love her I really do and I feel like such a child for complaining about her on #tumblr dot com and I know I’m at fault too for not communicating when she makes me uncomfortable I’m not pretending I’m not to blame at all #but she’s self-centred and inconsiderate and. ugh #vent #elli rambles

[intertexts]

hm.

#how do i tell my sister that while i appreciate the thought it is in fact not nicer if she takes the couch occasionally and lets me have my #room sometimes. first of all i HATE disruptions like this it's kind of even more distressing 2 be able 2 sleep in #my own room for one night and then i can't again!!! that sucks net zero!!! second of all She Has My Quilt.... trying very hard 2 be normal #and chill about this and not like it's one of the few things i really really really hate other people using & causes me distress etc. #also like i explicitly said 'hey haha don't do this please' & then she did anyway. which she does!!! i forgot about that!!! #also like man i dont fucking want to sleep on someone's used sheets & blankets that's gross. so im arguably less cosy than i would be. gggh #this all seems like.... very minor and stupid im sure however man im like constantly in a state of middling to severe distress over this #shit. because i in fact also hate people going through my shit or being in my room and also having no privacy however #im very good with suppressing and or masking how much i hate it usually!!!!! but dude she fucking hung her laundry & underclothes #to dry or air on top of my fucking books on my shelves. like. ghghhh hate it hate it cant SAY i hate it because of the everything!!! #ok. sorry. minor pressure cooker escape valve complaining over now im gonna go sleep awkwardly on top of the blankets on my own bed with #some throw blankets. leaving my door open for the beafts if she closes it in the morning bc she thinks she knows what i want ill scream. #txt #neg #this is like private kvetching btw ok i love her dearly it's just unbelievably frustrating.

[sonknuxadow]

The mandates were created to prevent an Archie 2.0 fiasco from happening.

im not really sure what the tone of this ask is supposed to be but i Know that ken penders and the particularly bad parts of archie sonic are the reason sega acts the way they do with the current comics and im not against sega having rules and being strict with the characters? ive read archie sonic ive seen what can happen when people are just allowed to do whatever they want with no input from sega and i do not want a repeat of that at all. the only rules that i know about and actually have a problem with are the ones that require shadow to be sonics asshole rival who has no friends and the one that says sonic isnt allowed to show much negative emotion

#asks #i cant tell if this is supposed to be like. rudely correcting me or if youre just stating a fact help #i promise im not just unaware of why the mandates exist and want all of them to be lifted. thats not what im saying #but actually i really like how shadow is written in archie sonic #its one of the few things i think archie did better than idw #would not complain if we got a repeat of archie sonic but only with how shadow is written and nothing else

[welcometothevale]

update: i think i'm experiencing the same thing that held me back from writing sometimes during the semester. which is if i'm procrastinating something important then i can't do anything else. not even things i want to do. logically, that means i should just do the things i should be doing. but alas my brain says:

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#{outside the vale || ooc} #{i'm thinking i can maybe trick my brain by just adding the extra info to my resume} #{brain thinks i did an responsibility thing and then lets me do my fun thing} #{also im not complaining. just stating a fact/making statement} #{i think bc i finished school my brain is like 'cool so i get to go into hibernation this winter'} #{aka burn out lmao} #cw personal #cw ooc #{i see a lot of rules pages that say if there are a lot of ooc posts they unfollow so i tag the hell out of these now}

[balteus]

sometimes i wonder if im reading to much into the political implications of fromsoft games (armored core, dark souls, elden ring) but then i remember miyazaki has an actual degree in sociology so what do i know

#like. the fact that omen are disability metaphors is undeniable. #misbegotten and twlid face persecution as well. and while it's possible for you to be a participant in that persecution #the game also states. yeah this is fucked up to the point you can consider literally ending all life as a measure to counterweight #all the cruelties the theocracy has committed #the merchants in er are also heavily roma coded. and with the aspect of them being persecuted for a religious belief. there's. #so much to unpack here #it's not perfect don't get me wrong but im just surprised it goes as deep as it does #oh also. very interesting that these religions soulsy games use has european aesthetics that draw from christian architecture and art #also miyazaki why are there so many warrior and masculine women in your work #im not complaining! this is pog. but im just so used to shitty portrayals of women #esp masc women. that not only does this feel like a breath of fresh air but it also makes me want to ask him if he has a thing for this

[llitchilitchi]

I get that, but there are a lot of people in this community in a similar boat, I doubt they would judge you for a self diagnosis or the likes. It’s your business though, of course. I’m sorry that help it so hard to get

it's somewhat of a personal restraint, to be homest, combined with growing up on the internet where self diagnosis was shunned. while I find self diagnosis completely valid I don't really want to say 'I have X and Y' because there's an overlap in symptoms so I could be completely wrong

I'd like to get a proper diagnosis someday for a peace of mind but that will have to wait until I have the time to commute to a therapist and have the financial means to afford one

#asks #discussing mental health is so weird cause over the years there have been like 5 general guesses and theories on What Is Wrong With Me #this is not me complaining btw Im just trying to state facts as they are #take all this as the most flat out statements possible in a situation like this

[slicksquid]

my favorite bands dodge me seeing them live like it’s the matrix

#I’m complaining #actually though in the case of ghost it’s better for my wallet lmao #but #it is painful #playing in my state two days before the fall semester begins #I will have just left #I probably will leave on that day in fact #sobbing #then last spring #spiritbox. march 14th. first weekday of spring vacation. TWENTY MINUTE DRIVE FROM ME. #IM GETTING MY WISDOM TEETH OUT #ARE YOU FR #then GHOST TOURING WITH SPIRITBOX SUPPORTING NOWHERE NEAR ME AT SCHOOL #absolutely insane #just to spite me. what did I ever do to you guys. I buy so much merch and FOR WHAT??? #spiritbox is also on tour rn but nowhere near me and ALL SOLD OUT instantly #well. my wallet is saved at least #bc I know ghost tickets are EXPENSIVE

[fabulouslygaybean]

i love planned parenthood sm. i genuinely don't know what id do without it now

#they do seriously amazing work #most of my experiences with healthcare professionals past the age of like 7 have been. poor #there have been exceptions of course (ily dentist who stood up to my parents when they complained about my medical fears) #(and ily dentist nurse guy who switched the radio to an alt station and cracked jokes to keep me calm while he prepped everything) #but most have kind of sucked. it's just how it is. #but the folks at PP!! fuck!!! they're so nice!!!! #they actually treat me like a human being. they were compassionate and kind and listened to my concerns without judgement #even the ladies at the front desk were stupidly nice!!! what the fuck!!!! #that's insane!!!! #i just. GOD. im so glad it exists. #i was finally able to start my transition because of it and im able to get continued care despite the fact that my state becomes more - #- transphobic every fucking day #i think i might go in to ask about birth control soon bc id like to not worry about that down the line #that's lovely. i love being able to just book an appointment for it and not have everyone trying to dissuade me. #sorry. im just incredibly thankful for the work they do

[philosophicallie]

i wish food and the lack of it didn't upset me so easily

#and that it doesnt upset everyone else super easily #i dont mind that we went to lunch and im not even mad that i barely ate im just mad we live in this state and i have no one to even just #give me bread from home #like i have to make that stupid bread myself AND EVERY TIME I MAKE IT I ALWAYS DO IT WRONG #i really fucking hate complaining about this tho because all it makes me feel like is some stupid immigrant when in reality it was never my #choice to come here. the only “good” things thwt have come from being culturally semiAmerican is that i have better queer knowledge and #autistic knowledge and mental health knowledge and the fact that i do have partners here like #in every other sense. if i wasnt an immigrant. maybe id be happy with whqt i have but no i have to always find something that makes me feel #out of place and entirely othered and never accomodated and YET I STILL CANT ASK MY PARTNERS TO COOK FOR ME #i dont even wwnt to eat anymore im not physically hungry even though i can feel the empty numbness inside #vent

[obssessive101]

Watching the early seasons and skimming the prequel comics and then looking at how modern supernatural portrays John and Mary and their characters and backstories makes me feel like I'm getting gaslighted

#101 complains #supernatural #the way its explicitly stated that john had no idea of the supernatural before mary died and has to learn it all as he went #and the fact that its explicitly shown that hed tried to settle down at least once with the boys but its states that he has to keep moving #because evil targets them and follows them so hes not just dragging them around for nothing #im going insane i just looked up what the winchesters was about and it goes against the states canon in the fourth season?? #what is happening am i the only one who knows about the first couple seasons what is going on #also it sucks how john is reduced down to a cartoon bad guy when hes so interesting 100% because of how jeffrey dwan morgan plays him #*dean #hes so softspoken but so terrifying #im so sorry im desperately trying to keep my supernatural posts down to a minimum theres like five in my drafts im not posting

[i-like-gay-books]

i find it so funny that even though i already knew about myself that i have a tendency to not realize how bad i feel in the moment and i need to listen to cues from my body to figure that shit out sometimes i still, last semester, when i started not being able to sleep very late and felt restless even on days when i got out and walked around, thought that my body was just being sillyfunny because my diet was wack and not because of mental reasons

#to be fair my diet was wack #turns out the best way to learn how to cook for yourself is not to be forced to do it for a semester when youre also trying to acclimate to #new country/ culture and taking four full seminar classes that require a lot of energy outside of classtimes #anyways #if you go back on this blog on the cloudy rambles tag #you can see where i start complaining about having physical anxiety symptoms but not being stressed about anything??? #i was--in fact--very stressed by everything #i just didnt want to admit i was having a bad time because study abroad is supposed to be fun! its supposed to be life changing! #nobody is miserable when studying abroad! #anyways hindsight is yet again everything #thinking back now #having lost all of my symptoms within two weeks of getting home #it was definitely my body trying to tell me something #i think part of it is that my symptoms can be so intense #i convince myself theres no way this could all be a result of my mental state! some of it MUST be external factors #(i also have health anxiety which lends itself to paranoia. so that definitely contributes.) #but no #got home #went on vacation #im fine now #will say though #i need to get some mint tea #one thing about england is tea #my stomach never hurt for days in a row while i was there #my stomach has been gross for a few days #thats what got me thinking about all this btw #see stuff like this really has me considering the possibility of adhd hardcore #alright i need to stop now or ill be typing forever #is there a tag limit? probably #cloudy rambles

[tiodolma]

Isnt the merlin from albion cycle too smart

#im not complaining im just stating a fact

[krkiiz]

take a chance with me . luke castellan x reader

you decide to confront luke about your current situationship with him.

luke castellan x f!reader , reader is the daughter of Athena , crack , misunderstandings , “what are we” , “i thought we’re already dating” , fluff with slight angst , overthinking , kisses , them being sappy , nicknames

note : can’t stop falling in love with this evil betrayer smh. inspired by niki’s song “take a chance with me” ! (IM SORRY IF THIS IS CRINGE this is my first time writing kiss scenes help 😭😭😭😭)

let me know your thoughts ! likes, reblogs, and comments appreciated <3

“It’s getting dark. Let me walk you back to your cabin, yeah?” The dark haired boy smiled at you.

Gods how you loved that smile of his.

It’s a tradition of yours. Him walking you back to your cabin after your outings. The two of you walk hand in hand as your near the Athena cabin.

You and Luke had been acquainted for quite some time. You both first met when you arrived in camp for the first time.

You were fifteen back then. Time passed by as fast Zeus’ lightning strikes as summers blurred after summers. In a blink of an eye, you guys were both eighteen now. Adults, no longer those carefree teenagers that relied on your counselors.

During those three years of friendship, you and Luke only got closer. It was hard to admit, and after an excruciating time of denial (and constant pestering from your half siblings including Annabeth), you finally surrendered and admitted the growing feelings you harbored for your close friend.

You’re too afraid to confess your feelings as you treasured your friendship with him deeply. You would gush about how sweet he is to Annabeth, rolling yourself on your bed as blood rushed to your cheeks at the thought of him.

Little did you know he was doing the exact same thing. Confiding to Annabeth about your recent encounters, eyes lit up rivaling the shine of Apollo himself as he thinks of you.

Poor girl. Annabeth was sick of it.

But this summer, you felt a shift in your dynamic with the curly haired boy. He would eat lunch with you more often, asking you to go on more hangouts, challenged you on more duels, battles. It felt different, closer.

You were not complaining, matter of fact you were quite glad. Maybe your feelings wasn’t just one sided after all.

But as time move forwards, the closer you two get, more couple-ey interaction commends. He would tuck your hand behind your ear as you both converse, intwining your hands when your in the same path, calling you nicknames.

The more your relationship with him progressed, the more it blurred the line between friends and more. At this point, you knew he had feelings for you as well, and he too was well aware of yours.

A bubble of thought soon started clouding your mind. What were you both now? Friends? Close friends? Lovers? You don’t remember Luke asking you to be his girlfriend.

What was the nature this relationship?

You feel his grip on yours loosening as you stopped near the grey building of Cabin 6. “This is it for you, princess.”

Words rolled of his tongue like honey and you felt like a honeybee, drawn to its sweetness.

Friends don’t call each other nicknames.

Luke placed a gentle hand on your cheek, drawing closer has he placed his lips on your temple, as if he was kissing your thoughts away. “What’s got you thinking so hard since we started walking, hm?”

Your cheeks lit up like campfire at his action, he smiled noticing your flushed state.

Cute

You look up to the curly haired boy, his fingers still pressed on your cheek. What are we, Luke?

What if Luke suddenly doesn’t want you anymore because of that question?

Were you too selfish by wanting more?

Was this not enough for you?

No it wasn’t. You want to draw a clear like between friends and more, and Luke and you were shoveling a deep hole in the middle of said line.

What if he fears commitment and disappears?

“Oh no, it’s nothing Luke.” You shook your head away from his grasp, pushing all your thoughts away. “It’s late, I should probably get in.”

But before you can turn away from him, Luke was quick to grab your hand, not letting you go any further. “No, Yn. Something is clearly bothering you. And I don’t want you to go to bed with an unpleasant feeling.”

He squeezed your held hands. “Please, Yn. Is it something I’ve done?”

You were quick to deny him. “It’s not, Luke. I don’t even know it’s just. I don’t know, confusing? I think complicated is the right word.”

The dark haired boy brought your intertwined hands to his lips, kissing your forearm softly. “It’s okay take your time, darling. I’m listening.”

You sighed seeing him caress your hand gently as he brushed his lips on the skin. “It’s about us, Luke.”

Dark hues make contact with your own. “What about us?”

“What are we Luke? I don’t even know anymore.” You retracted your hand from his grasp, frustration getting a hold on you. “Friends don’t hold hands while they walk, friends don’t kiss each other’s foreheads, or hands, or even call each other nicknames.”

You look up to see the confusion written clearly on his face. “What are we, Luke Castellan?” You asked once more.

There was a moment of silent and you dreaded it. Each passing second you can hear the rustling wind, chirps of birds, and the sound of your heart falling into your stomach.

Before he finally broke it. A wholehearted chuckle graced his lips, creasing his eyes.

You scrunched your eyebrows at his reaction. Clearly displeased. Were you some joke to him?

“Luke, this is serious, why are you laughing right now?”

He quickly straightened his composure after hearing your tone. “Ehem, wait sorry. You’re serious? Is this what you’ve been worrying about?”

“Well yeah. What’s so funny about it? Am I just some joke to you?”

“No no! Yn, wait.” He placed both of his hand above your shoulders. Eyes peered at yours before genuinely asking. “Haven’t we been dating for like two months now?”

What? Confusion warps your face.

“Yn, remember? Two months ago when I took you on a picnic by the lake? I asked if you wanted to be together and you agreed to it, remember?” He tried to recall your memory.

Then it snapped.

“Oh, that was a confession? I thought you meant it in a friendly way.” Luke mentally face palmed himself and you sheepishly giggled.

“Okay maybe I was too vague with my words so let’s redo it right now yeah?” You tilted your head at him.

The dark haired boy took both of your hands from your sides, lacing them into his. “Yn L/n, daughter of Athena, one of the best warriors I’ve ever seen, wisest and the most just ever, will you take the pleasure of being my girlfriend?”

You unwind your laced fingers, your hands moving, circling themselves around the nape of his neck as his hands are now placed on the sides your waist, drawing you closer. “Hm will I?” You teased him lightly.

“Please?”

“I guess you got yourself a girlfriend, Castellan.”

You laughed against his chest. And you can feel his ribcage expanding was he laughed along with you.

You tilt your head above, standing on the tips of your toes, as you pulled him even closer than before. Your noses touch at the proximity and you could feel his breath on yours. “Is this why you’ve never kissed me before?” you hear him whisper.

“Well I am doing it right now.” You pull him in, his lips crashing with your own. His grip on your waist tightened as your hands made its way to the softness of his curls. Eyes tightly shut as you both bask in the bliss of ecstasy before pulling apart.

He leaned his forehead against yours. Giving your lip a small peck as he craves for more of you. “I don’t know if this is not obvious yet but I like you, so so much, my Yn.”

You softly giggled. “I like you just as much, my prince.”

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