#no matter what you saw people say about yall always remember that you're one of the pillars that kept the fandom going | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

rommahh · 3 years

Text

I Carry Your Heart

Harry Styles x Reader

Word Count: 4k

{Ahhhh ok so this is my first work like ever. There will definitely be a second part because ive got more to say and it needs a second part. I hope whoever sees and reads this imagine enjoys it. I appreciate comments, likes, reblogs, ideas on what could go into the story, and any form of help and redirection as to how i should write things. Much love, R.}.

Part two

All Y/N wanted tonight was to hang out with her boyfriend, eat a mass amount of junk food, and watch a marvel movie or two. That was all she wanted and that was all she asked of her boyfriend. Instead of any of that happening, she found herself sitting on the nasty kitchen island of her boyfriend's frat at a party that she was trying to avoid going to.

This party was supposedly ‘the party of the year.’ The last rager before finals and then christmas break. Y/N had spent the whole week studying and finishing up end of semester projects hence the want for a chill night. When Harry came to her saying his frat was throwing a party tonight and that he just HAD to be here, Y/N didn't feel like she had a choice but to let him go. She came because she thought this would be the only time she would be able to have some time with Harry after a long week of barely seeing each other. With two vastly different majors, the couple wasnt able to find a lot of time in the middle of school work to make time for just the two of them. Obviously her hopes of quality time with her man were futile because here she was sitting by herself in the kitchen of the frat while Harry drank and got high with his friends in other parts of the house.

Of course she was disappointed. She felt a knot in her throat and a weight on her chest just sitting there in that kitchen. Her white claw was warm now- not that it was any cold when she opened it. She was starting to form a small headache from the too loud music and the ache in her heart was growing.

She stood from the countertop on the search for her boyfriend, hoping he wasn't too far gone from sober. Wiping the back of her jeans from anything that was left on the island, she began walking around the house. She doesn't remember the last time the two of them spent time together by themselves. Of course they occasionally ate dinner together in the dining hall but they were normally surrounded by friends. Y/N wanted to be alone with her boyfriend to talk and bask in his presence.

After pushing through groups of partying humans, she found Harry and at least ten other people sitting around playing some sort of drinking game.

“Y/N! Where have you been?” Luca, one of Harry's frat brothers yelled out to her from the circle. Luca was cool, he was one of the only tolerable boys in this frat aside from Harry. Hearing his girlfriend's name, Harry turned around from where he sat on the ground and reached out for his girlfriend to sit beside him. Much to Y/N’s dismay, Harry was wasted. His eyes were half mass and his words bumped and slurred together. “We are playing truth or dare, wanna play?” Luca asked.

“I don't wanna play but Ill sit and watch.” Sitting next to her boyfriend, she grabbed one of his hands holding it in her lap. She was annoyed at him but it did her no good to show it when he was this drunk.

This game of truth or dare was childish. Dares of licking people's shoes and taking multiple shots had been done and truths about money and relationships were being spilled among the group. It had finally become Harry’s turn to do something, making Y/N tense.

“Ok Harry, I dare you to…” One drunk frat boy started looking around the room trying to come up with something clever. His eyes landed on a pretty girl in the room, Yara, a stuck up girl who for sure got her way no matter what. “I dare you to kiss the hottest girl in the room- obviously not your girlfriend because that defeats the purpose.” The frat boy smirked knowing what his intentions were. Everyone in the group giggles and gasped shocked by the dare but ready to see what was going to go down. Y/N’s brows furrowed as she became angry with the stupid dare.

The ache in her chest seemed to tip over the edge when she felt her boyfriend in the room move to stand up. She grabbed at the bottom of his shirt as a way of stopping him. Harry halted his movements to look down at his girlfriend. He giggled a little.

“You’re not actually going to do this right?” She asked Harry with wide eyes of shock. Harry laughed at her like she made a joke, making her heart hurt even more.”Harry I do not want you to do this just take the shot and lose the dare.” Her tone held warning.

“Don't be silly of course I'm going to. It's just a dare, nothing serious. Don't be so clingy.” He stood walking over to Yara and planted a wet kiss on her mouth. Yara gripped Harry’s shirt and kissed him harder. The kiss went on for a few more seconds, the room absolutely silent out of shock. Harry stepped back from Yara slightly sobering up from his actions. Yara smirked at Y/N, hand gliding down the front of Harry's shirt.

Y/N stood from the seat she was in and scoffed. Scoffed because she should've known Harry would do something like this. Scoffed because it hurt to see her boyfriend do something so careless without any regard for his girl's feelings. She pulled herself together, feeling her throat tighten once again. She was quick to leave the room and down the hall of the frat.

Harry's clumsy steps could be heard from behind her as he mumbled her name. Or at least he tried to. He was still so out of it, his words not making much sense. Y/N was crying now, the strength that she had slowly dissolving as she walked further away from her boyfriend.

“Y/N wait. P-please wait. I cant-” Harry stumbled over his legs behind her falling into the grass of the front yard. The girl couldn't help but turn around looking at her stupid boyfriend. She was choking on sobs now. She wasn't crying over a measly little kiss but over an extreme amount of burnout from school and exhaustion from simply existing. She was crying because her boyfriend ignored her boundaries, crushing and erasing the boundaries she had set in their relationship. Harry tried reaching for her once she had stopped walking. His hand clasped around her wrist, he laid his head down on her shoulder. He hated seeing her cry even if he was too drunk to see why.

“Baby don't leave, Im-Im Sorry.” He hiccuped and burped due to the alcohol. Y/N felt her rage build. Shoving Harry off of her, she crossed her arms across her chest as a way to shield herself from Harry physically. He was hurt by her distance and the wall she put up around her.

“You're an idiot Harry. An idiot!” her sobs grew louder, some stray party goers watching in amusement- some even snapchatting it for shits and giggles. “I didnt want you to kiss her and you did. What provoked you to think that was ok? All I wanted was for us to hang out tonight and just be us and you did this!” She was yelling now. Her hurt is beyond her now. Anger and rage simmered throughout her body making her head dizzy and her fingers curl within themselves. She didnt like being angry. It wasn't an emotion she liked acting on, it felt impersonal.

“Baby I don't under-” Before Harry could finish his sentence he was barfing at his feet. Y/N stepped back disgusted with her boyfriend. She couldn't even feel remorseful because of how angry she was. Luca, the frat brother from earlier, caught up with Harry and his girl only to find Harry doubled over heaving. Luca wrapped his arms around Harry's shoulders.

“I'm sorry Luca but I can't do this tonight. Can you please make sure he gets some water and goes to bed. I-I can't do it tonight, I wish I could but I can't.” Y/N didn't want to leave her boyfriend in this state but she didn't deserve this. She wasn't going to care for her drunk boyfriend when all she wanted to do was care for herself. Selfishly, she enjoyed seeing him this way because of the anger he caused her.

Luca shook his head in understandment. “Of course, I'm really sorry for tonight. He's going to seriously regret this in the morning, especially since it will be circulating all over snapchat in the morning.” Luca waved to Y/N then proceeded to pull Harry into the house. Harry called out for Y/N not wanting to be away from her but Luca pulled him harder.

Harry woke up the next morning feeling like the bottom of a dumpster. He wasn't shocked by that. He knew he got trashed last night, he had planned to. He, just like Y/N, spent all week studying and completing projects while also fulfilling certain responsibilities for his frat. He wanted one night to be a normal teen. So he drank and drank and drank and maybe even smoked some weed. As he tried to recall last night's events he came up with nothing. He didn't understand why Y/N wasn't here with him like she normally would after a party on the weekend. They were normally always together during the weekend. A bad feeling loomed over him. He could tell something wasn't right but decided to put his feelings to the side.

He saw a bottle of water beside his bed making him think she was probably here and left early. Chugging the water he started to go through his socials to see if anyone had posted about the party. He had multiple tagged pics and videos in his notifications from snapchat. Way more than he normally would.

The first video he saw was a video of him and Y/N standing in the front yard of the frat house. Turning the volume all the way up he could hear Y/N yelling, it shocked him. She doesn't normally raise her voice, especially not at him. The angle changed showing her face which was red with anger, eyes filled with unshed tears. He could hear her yelling about him kissing someone else. He felt his heart stop. He had kissed someone else? On the next snap was a picture of him keeled over vomiting on his shoes with the caption saying, ‘are yall seeing this shit?’ Harry was embarrassed but he was more concerned than anything.

His head was hurting but it didn't stop him from rolling out of bed, washing up, and putting on a fresh set of clothes. He checked his phone hoping Y/N had messaged him but nothing was there. He walked into the kitchen only to see luca sitting at the counter eating cereal.

“Hey Harry….” Luca said warily. Luca pushed the cereal around his bowl feeling the tension begin to rise in the room. He felt horrible about his friends.

“Luca...what's up?” Harry was confused by Lucas' wariness.

“So do you remember anything about last night?” Luca asked, setting his cereal down in the sink behind him. Harry started playing with the frayed edges of a bracelet Y/N made for him. It had little beads with her name on it. They made them together at an event on campus.

“I don't, I only saw the videos of Y/N screaming at me. I think I fucked up but I- I don't know what happened.” Harry's cheek flushed with even more embarrassment. Luca awkwardly chuckled scratching the back of his neck.

“You got dared to kiss the hottest girl in the room and um actually did it in front of Y/N...even though she didn't want you to. Which led you guys outside and yeah you know the rest...Im sorry dude, I wish I had stopped you.”

“Who- who did I kiss?” Harrys stomach lurched when he heard Yara’s name come out of Lucas' name. Y/N didn't like Yara and it was understandable. Yara has been pining after Harry since their first year of college. Harry couldn't breathe. He felt disgusted with himself. He could only imagine how Y/N was feeling.

Y/N woke up the same morning, eyes puffy and crusty from tears and head hurting. She probably cried herself into dehydration. She was lucky enough to have no roommate because she wouldn't have wanted someone else to see her breakdown. She still couldn't believe last night went down the way it went down. She couldn't tell if she was just being overdramatic or if her emotions were in the right place. She didn't want to be mad at Harry. He was everything to her, she had an odd connection to him. Meeting him during their freshman welcome week they quickly became best friends with a growing romantic connection in the mix. They started dating before Christmas break. They had grown close so fast that he even came home with her to meet her family for the first few days of break. Even though they were in their junior year of college, Y/N could see them beyond college. She's imagined them getting married, travelling, sharing a home. She saw the whole future with him. She had her doubts though. He was immature just like every other boy in college. He was dumb with his actions and tended to only do things if they benefited him. He had a lot of growing to do as a person, so did she but she wanted to grow with him.

She heard a knock on her door hesitating to answer it because one, it could be Harry, and two, she looked like a wreck. Answering anyways, she was met with a very sorry looking Harry holding a small coffee and bagel from their cafe.

“Hi baby…” He sheepishly said holding out the items. She silently let him through the door not once looking him in the eye. He stepped into her room, setting her treats on her desk. He could see that her bed was messy meaning she recently woke up. Y/N never went about her day without making her bed. He turned back to her and finally their eyes met. He took in all of her facial features, from her puffy eyes, to her downturned lips that looked chapped, to her flushed cheeks that longed to be held for warmth. He hated to see her like this, the last time he saw her so upset was when her parents moved out of her childhood home. It took alot to make Y/N this upset. She was normally really headstrong and vigilant. She knew how to ease her way out of problematic situations and could talk her way through anything.

Harry opened his mouth to speak but was cut off by Y/N holding her hand up in front of his face. “Don't talk. I'm really hurt Harry, so if your plan was to come over here and apologize over bagels- think again.” She snapped, backing up to put space between the two of them. She sat down on her bed while Harry pulled the desk chair out and sat down. He much preferred to be on the bed with her holding her tight but he didn't want to overstep boundaries.

“Love, I don't know where to begin. I'm really sorry for what happened last night. I was really drunk and obviously wasn't in the right headspace.” Harry reached out and touched the tips of her fingers with his. She wanted to move but it felt good to be touched by Harry.

“I told you that a measly little apology won't do Harry. I didn't want you to kiss Yara and you did anyway. You know how Yara feels about you and you just let it happen!” She pulled her hand away remembering the prior night's events. Harry felt himself getting angry too. He felt like he needed to defend himself- even though it would be a very bad idea.

“I think you're being over dramatic.” Wrong move Harry. “It wasn't like I was making out with her!”

“You're joking right?” She scoffed and scooted further up her bed to create more distance. “Harry it's the simple fact that you did something that made me uncomfortable that shouldn't have even happened. I see myself getting married to you and it makes me worry that right now in our relationship you can't respect my boundaries!” She yelled. Harry’s eyes widened as he laughed sarcastically.

“Married? What the fuck are you on about? I'm a junior in college. In what world would it make sense for me to be prepping a relationship for marriage? Once again I think you're being over dramatic.” Her eyes watered hearing Harry's statement.

“I- I guess I'm the only one in this relationship thinking about the future? I thought we were on the same page. I'm not planning our marriage now, obviously. I'm thinking about how elements of our relationship now could play out in the future when we do want to get married. You cheated on me last night. I went to a party you begged ME to go to only to be there for you. I wanted to be here cuddling with you, pigging out on fast food but I was at a party with you and got cheated on!” Her volume rises once again, making Harry shove his chair from underneath him when he stands up.

“You're doing too much right now. I'm not planning a future right now because I don't want this future! I want to be myself without thinking about how to appease my girlfriend. I invited you to the party so you could lighten the fuck up. I love you, I do, but I'm not thinking of marriage and futures. I'm thinking about my life right now and having fun.” Harry snapped right back at her. Her chin wobbled. Obviously her and Harry were on different pages. It hurt so much to hear him say that he didn't want a future with her. Harry didn't mean it though.

“Ok, well I guess that's my fault for assuming we were thinking along the same lines. Um, I don't want to hold you back from being yourself so with that being said, you are a free man Harry.” She pushed herself up from her bed walking to the door ready to escort Harry out.

“Huh? Love, what?” Harry was confused on how they got to this point. Just a few days ago they were in love, meeting in the library to share a lunch and exchanging sweet words determined by their love.

“Listen I have a day full of exams tomorrow so if you could just leave that would be best. You don't really want this so I'm letting you go, Harry.” She had tears rolling down her face, falling from her eyes down to her chin where they fell to the ground in droplets. Harry’s eyes welled up watching his love cry before him.

“I don't-”

“Harry, leave, please.” She opened the door making room for him to go through. He walked through the door turning to look at her. She turned her face away from him whispering a small goodbye before shutting the door. Harry was left in the silent hallway, so silent he could hear his thoughts and the tears hitting the tile floor beneath him. He thinks he stood there for at least thirty more minutes before accepting what had happened and walking away.

Leaving Y/N in her room sobbing like she had never done before. Her tears coated her face and she thought her head could explode right then and there. She didn't want to accept what had happened but she had priorities. She composed herself enough to start studying for her exams.

The week rolled by quickly, Monday meeting Friday in a flash. Exams were done and Christmas break was on the horizon. Students were piling off of campus in a hurry ready to get home to their loved ones. People were outside by cars loading up their winter necessaries and saying their goodbyes to their close friends.

Harry cried everyday this week. He wasn't normally a crier. He hated crying, he hated the feeling of crying and the headache that came from it. He cried because he realized how wrong he was. He missed Y/N. He missed finals week dinner together where they tried to get off campus at least once and be alone for a moment. He missed watching her relax while eating food that wasn't from their school's cafeteria. He would pay for their meal just so she could have one less thing to worry about. They would normally get frozen yogurt right after too, Y/N getting as many toppings as she wanted because Harry would be the one paying. He missed her tight after exam hugs. She would squeeze his shoulders tight, smiling into his neck, telling him how proud she was of him. She would bring him tea in the morning when they met for breakfast. Sometimes they would spend the night in one or the others room so they could have time together to destress and just talk.

Y/N wasn't doing any better. She normally went into exam week feeling confident. She studied too hard not to. But this week she felt like shit. Her heart hurt and she kept thinking about the fight. She feels like she overreacted but hearing Harry talk about their lack of a future hurt nonetheless. She really assumed that they did have a future that included marriage and a life together. She didn't understand where his sudden lack of commitment came from. She regretted dumping him but at the same time she wished he did more to get them back together but he was silent. He hasn't contacted her at all and avoided all of their spots on campus all together.

She stood by her car prepping for her six hours car ride back home. Packing away her clothes and some essentials in the trunk of her car, she heard light footsteps behind her. Closing her trunk she turned to see Harry standing with his hands in his pockets.

“Hi.” He said. She looked at him, putting her own hands in her pockets. It was cold outside, the nippy air hinting at a possibility of snow.

“Hi Harry.” They shared a moment of silence together. Just staring at each other. It felt good to be near each other again. They felt like they could breathe again.

“I had to see you before you left. I know the break is only a month but I didn't want to leave without seeing you.” He replied quietly. She made him feel so shy. Her beauty always made him awestruck. Even in a hoodie with their college's logo and some large sweatpants and some fuzzy crocs, she was the most beautiful thing he's ever seen.

“I don't know what to say harry.”

“It's ok. I don't deserve anything from you after what I said. I just wanted to apologize and wish you a good break before you left. I also wanted to give you this.” He pulled a small box and envelope out of the front pocket of his backpack. “I know we agreed on no presents but I think thats a dumb rule and I love you too much to not get you something.” She smiled at his words, taking the gift from his hands.

“Thank you Harry, it means a lot to me. So what are your plans for a break?” She asked him, the tension that was in the air slowly dissipating.

“I couldn't get a flight home until next wednesday so i'll stay here on campus until then.” He shrugged.

“Oh ok. Well tell Anne I said hi. I have to go Harry but I'll see you after the break, ok?” She didn't want to leave him but she didn't want to drive through the dark.

“Ok, love. Drive safe. I lov- I mean have a good break.” Her chest tightened at his hesitation. She wants to hear him say the words but she knows he won't.

“Have a good break Harry.” She whispered. Before getting in her car she stood on her toes placing a kiss on the corner of his mouth. Rubbing her thumb across his cheek and turning away and into her car.

She drove away knowing that her heart was left in that parking lot in the hands of someone she loves way too much.

Harry stood in the parking lot watching his heart drive away for winter wanting nothing more than to be with her.

Part two

#harry styles x reader #frat!harry #i carry your heart #harry styles fic #harry styles one shot #harry styles imagine #harry styles #harry styles x y/n #college!harry #part 2 coming soon #harry styles smut #fratrry #boyfriend!harry

412 notes · View notes

i-like-sparkly-things · 3 years

Text

Freckles

'You turn to see Will looking pale at the sight of your daughter. Yup. He was terrified.

He hadn't thought about having kids anytime soon, but apparently the universe had other plans. '

Requested : Yes , from @melissa-fanfic ' I was wondering if u take requests for a will Halstead meeting is 5 year old daughter'

Word count : almost 1k.

A/n note : I'm so sorry this took so freaking long 😭 writing stuff takes forever and sksksksss yall are so sweet and don't judge me with my English and I'm super thankful for thatt!! :))

MASTERLIST here

-------------------------------

To say you were nervous, was an understatement.

You had rekindled your relationship with Will, after the two of you had broke up, almost 5 years ago.

But those five years, you had changed a lot. You had a grown both professionally as a doctor, and personally, as a mother.

You had been dating Will for months and finally you had decided that it was time.

You and Will walked hand in hand through the well lit hall, towards your apartment, giving his hand a squeeze and nodding at him with encouragement.

"I'm home!", You called out as you entered the apartment.

You heard patterns of tiny feet coming from the bedroom and your daughter came running towards you, with a surprised expression.

"You're early?!? "

Oh my god. She had blessed with the halstead 'sarcasm' gene, as you called it.

"Wow, strawberry, yes, I'm early" You laugh and crouched down in front of her and pressed a kiss to her cheek.

"Do you remember what we talked about yesterday, baby?"

"Uh huh" She nodded, remembering you telling her that someone was going to visit her.

You turn to see Will looking pale at the sight of your daughter. Yup. He was terrified.

If anyone told Will a couple of weeks ago that he would be a dad, he would have called you a liar. He hadn't thought about having kids anytime soon, but apparently the universe had other plans.

Y/D/N had Will's red hair, tied up into two pigtails, but had her mother's y/e/c eyes.

"Hey "you whispered as you took hold of your boyfriend's hand and shifted to the side.

Will lowered himself and crouched directly in front of your daughter "I'm so happy to see you" he stammered, his eyes roaming the little girls features.

"You have my same hairw !" She giggled as she pointed to her head.

"Yeah, yeah I do" he grinned, in the midst of the million thoughts racing across his mind. He couldn't believe that he was a father- the thought itself had him blinking back tears.

Through his watery eyes he saw the tiny dots scattered across her face! ....... Y/D/N had Jay's freckles!

"You have my brothers freckles" he chuckled.

But Y/D/N scrunched her face in confusion "What are frekews?"

"They're these polka dots on your face!" He smiled as he grazed the pads of his index finger on the little girl's cheeks, making her laugh.

There were butterflies in your stomach listening to Will make your daughter laugh. Watching the two most important people in your life talking to each other and getting a lot was a dream come true.

You gaped as Y/D/N blabbered stories- about her pet rocks and the adventures she had taken her stuffed toys on and her new sword you had bought her- all with frantic gestures with her hands, sometimes barely making any sense.

But Will just listened, never taking his eyes off of her, as if she was the only person on earth. Exaggerating his expressions and asking her questions, he held on to her every word, even the times he could not comprehend what she was saying.

In the middle of her stories, Y/D/N gasped as if a light bulb lit up in her mind "You know me and mommy were gonna go to the aquawium.... You should come with us, and we can see the pengins together! " she cheered "Rwight mommy? "

This was it.

You felt a pit forming at the bottom of your stomach, imagining the worst 'if's' in your mind. You weren't prepared for the worst case scenario - if she didn't want a dad.

"That's the thing, baby," you began, taking your daughter's hands into your own. "Will's your dad. You can go to the aquarium with him and after that we will go to so many other places.... and we will go together"

"Is that okay with you Y/D/N?" Will added, scared of the answer he was going to receive, as Y/D/N looked straight at him

"A daddy? "You could almost hear the gears turn in her tiny head "like all my other friends have?" she pouted, tears beginning to fill her eyes.

Every day at kindergarten, she would walk as her friends' dads waited for them at the gate and looked as they were picked up and put on their dad's shoulders being carried to their cars.

She wanted that.

She wanted to make Father's Day cards and for once she could be the one telling all her friends how awesome her dad was!

"Yeah baby"

You watched as tears rolled down her cheeks and eyes fixated on Will. She had a stoick look on her face, making it impossible to read her thoughts.

But in a swift moment, she lunged towards Will, her small arms wrapping around his neck hugging him like her life depended on it.

"I've-I've always wanned a da-daddy" she trembled between her sobs.

Will's eyes widened in shock at the motion but it was quickly replaced by happy tears as he hugged back tighter.

He was a dad and he was going to learn to be a dad- a better one than his own father was to him and Jay. He wanted it all - the good days and the bad nights, the happy times and sad times and angry times - no matter what, he was going to be there.

You fondly took in the sight of Will and your daughter, cradled in each other's arms. You were encompassed in this warm feeling, watching your soon to be family.

---------------------------------

Masterlist here!

Leave a like or comment if you enjoyed! Thank you so much for reading!! :)

#will halstead × reader #will halstead fanfic #will halstead oneshot #will halstead imagine #will halstead #chicago med fanfiction #chicago med imagine #chicago med #will halstead × you

199 notes · View notes

qingxintea · 3 years

Text

heartbreak avenue (3) || albedo x reader

heartbreak avenue (1) heartbreak avenue (2) -- tell me how, do you do this thing called living? when theres nothing more to gain. gn reader -- ignore the link below idk how tf to hyperlink on mobile but that’s ur part 4 ig

damn. imagine missing mond so much that you visit just for the vibes and accidentally become a one time vigilante for dominating over a couple abyss mages

how oddly specific!

you moment.

TO BE FAIR, you didn't mean to and also ur just strong with that 245% crit damage ugh yeah yeah get it ig

it was night time, like, idk 1am and you were in this cloak because idk look swaggy and comfortable

abyss mage went ŏ̸̡̡̹̘͉̫̬̬̭̘̙̝͐͒̆̈́̒̿̄́͠͝ǒ̸̧̺͕̣̬̝̱͈̭̭̻̮̈̏̔͆̑̀̍ǫ̵̡̜̲̭̠̤̰̹͍̣͎̤̈́̓̍͠ḩ̴̡͍̣̹̯̭̩̮̣̩̭́̔̀̍͊̂͒́̆͘͜͝͝ȃ̷̧̡̢̡̨̛̪͓̤̜͕̳̦̼͊̏̃͆̓̈́̈́̽̈́͌͐̋̚ͅh̸̡̩͍̟͕̥͚̰̰̟̮̖̪̉̈́͛͂̍̾a̸̧̢͕̙̞̳̩͈̲͉͕̒̆̎̐̎̍̀͊͘̚͝h̸̡̼͓̝͕̫̤̰̱̬̣̗͚̙̀͜ and you were like "lmao shut up"

and like it did! because you made it shut up and also mans diluc was watching in his dark knight hero thingy

of course you noticed his presence from the beginning, you just wanted to piss him off and act like he wasn't there at all

you walked. straight past him like he was actually on the bridge in the middle and you just w al ked .

i mean ofc he gonna say something. and he did. dude said "who r u"

stared at him directly in the eye and said "the embryo made of chewed bubblegum."

he stared. sh o ck ed . what were you even saying

"jk im a resident of mondstadt, visiting from my liyue trip."

"and how do i know you arent lying?"

you sighed and grabbed your dendro vision, letting him look at the frame. "its incased in a mondstadt styled frame." after a few seconds, you put it back. "if that is all, i'll be going."

"k"

"literally fuck off" you responded and walked inside.

sometimes you forget how rude mondstadt people are lmao loser.

ok so like this donna girl really went up to you like "JFKLSJFLKSDJFL NUMBER ??? HELLO ?? UMM THE WAY YOU SAVED MONDSTADT RLKDFFC" and you resisted every urge to flip her off on the spot.

you just stayed and let her talk, smiling through all of it. your hood was still on but it was quite windy s ooo

its been ten minutes. girl please let us go. you were literally begging for anyone to cut in because ur too nice (or unbothered) to tell her to shut up even though you totally went off on diluc aadahahhshdf

and someone did! not the one you expected though.

"good evening donna, and... oh? who would you be?"

ALBEDO LMAO GET STICKBUGGED? ? ? ?? AH a hjfkahfjah . im so funny .

guys i meant that ironically please

anyway

you got even more uncomfortable lmao and you just looked at him and smiled. what do you respond? "no one of importance."

he heard your voice, saw your eyes and it registered. it was you...

or was that what he wanted to believe?

cause this whole time hes been waiting for you, only using experiments as a thing to pass time. it got... a little more lonelier, because nothing could replace you.

he decided to not believe it. because 1) you knew well they welcomed you with open arms, so there would be no need to hide yourself

(which is also proof of how much the whole situation fucked up your thinking)

a second of silence before he continues on the conversation with normal evening meeting stuff things idk

then ur like "ahhshaaajk i must be taking my leave now for matters i will not disclose ahaha skidoosh"

skidoosh

so you go to the big venti statue next to the cathedral and just stand. stare. yikes

no ones out right now and theres nothing to do. but you remember this place because its where the both of yall would eat together whenever he had free time (which wasnt that often, but he still made the effort)

you look up to the sky, counting all the stars like you used to.

no ones gonna know that you're here, you decided on that. you only visited because you simply missed it, but after this, you were going back to liyue.

no ones gonna know. because no one needs to know. no one needs to know that you were here. that would only cause more trouble to the situation you tried to avoid

albedo ends up catching up to you later, still having some spark of hope left that it really was you

i mean lowkey there isnt really anything saying it wasnt. he wanted to believe that he was just overthinking when he thought it really wasnt you

like you look the same. sound the same. its just the reasoning of you coming here, but he can push that aside

"(y/n)."

you flinch but didnt react with anything else. he doesnt need to know that its you.

"(y/n)?"

you turn around to meet his eyes as he was approaching you. slightly distancing yourself another inch away as you were not used to the proximity, you responded, "i'm afraid i'm not the one you're looking for."

albedo stops for a moment, and was about to apologize,, but then

yknow that wind i mentioned earlier? like right after donna started bothering you

yeah that same wind blew ur hood off! lmao L

okay time to get serious !

you stay composed and sighed, your breath visible in the cold air.

so your features are exposed, and its so obviously you, like theres literally no way it cannot be you

"it really is you..." he doesnt understand why youre not admitting to it. "(y/n), please.."

you shake your head and walk away but mans grabs your wrist gently

"(y/n), whats wr-" he starts, but youre quick to respond

"im not (y/n)." you flat out said it and looked right into his eyes. and you swear there were small tears even if he was deemed nonchalant.

he doesnt understand, its your physical features, and your same energy, there is no other person that completely matches it.

he pulls you closer to examine this black smudge on your hand, a small yelp of surprise coming from you.

"this is... ink," he studied the properties of the substance. "you responded to my letter a day ago. (y/n)... i know by now. there's no reason to hide it."

you step away, freeing your hand from his grasp. your voice broke, tears forming in the corners of your eyes. "i'm not... i'm not (y/n). i never will be. i'll never be so vulnerable again, i'll never be so naive again, i'll never be so lonely again, i will never ever be anything like they were again."

your vision blurred, but you werent oblivious to the tears streaming down his face as well. reaching to brush them away, you paused and let it drop to his shoulder instead.

"albedo. i... the (y/n) you knew... they're gone now. and if i could revert back to them any time, i would, i swear, but... i'm al-... they..." you buried your head in your hands. "i'm broken. to the point that i refuse to identify as the (y/n) you know me by."

doesnt know what to say, so he almost pulls you into a hug before you move out of the way. something you never did.

"don't... please. it never works out in the end." you shake your head, facing the other way. "for me at least."

"..we could work together, no?" he tried, still oblivious about your feelings towards him.

"only if you're willing to cross your moral boundaries," you looked back and tilted your head. taking a deep breath, you continued, "but you know that neither of us are willing to do that."

he couldn't say anything, because as much as he hated to admit something for once, you were right about that. at this point, he would've thought that literally any extent would've been fine to reach to bring you back.

yet in multiple situations where he's doubted himself before, theres always a line he will never cross.

"...i wish you the best. treat her well because i worked hard." you walked away without him stopping you this time. i worked hard. not we worked hard.

even if you had honestly felt that way, there was no chance the old you wouldve actually voiced that.

and so he watched you slip from his grasp again, only this time, he stopped himself from holding you back from his own will.

yet he swears- the next time he meets you again, he will bring you back.

#albedo x reader #genshin impact x reader #albedo #genshin albedo #genshin angst #albedo angst #sucrose #genshin impact fanfiction #genshin impact #genshin x reader #genshin headcanons

270 notes · View notes

fiftyshadesgrl · 4 years

Text

Here is I almost do part 3! I am so sorry it has took so long but I have been going through alot here lately and I basically had to start over from scratch. Anyways here it is and I hope yall like it. Feedback is always welcome.

Part 2 here!

I got back to my hotel later that day after a long drive to clear my head. I threw my purse somewhere in the room not caring where it landed and sat down on the bed. I dug my phone from my Jean's pocket and dialed luke. I got frustrated as it kept ringing and ringing, when the voicemail came on I contemplated on leaving him one but then pressed the end call button. My mind drifted back to earlier, Jason's hands on my body, his lips on mine. For a brief moment I lost myself and enjoyed it but reality hit me hard. "Stop thinking about him, he broke your heart remember. Luke is going to be so mad when he finds out." I shuttered at that thought, then my mind spoke 'if he finds out. Why do you have to tell him? It's not like you fucked him.'

My head fell into my hands as I squeezed my eyes shut. I tried calling luke two more times before I threw my phone on the nightstand. I stood from the bed and began to pace the room, I stopped when my eyes landed on a bright yellow piece of paper in the floor that i hadn't noticed before. I picked it up and it was a flier for a retirement party for chuck at the diner in town called newbies. I looked at my phone, luke still hadn't called, "fuck it." I said grabbing my room key and headed out.

Newbies was just a few blocks away so I decided to just walk, no need in taking a five minute car ride. Out on the deck I could see lots of people gathered and decorations were hung, so I walked down the walkway to the deck in the back. I spotted chuck taking pictures with his daughter and sons, he looked so happy. He spotted me and waved me over, he embraced me in a tight hug. "Hey kiddo, I didn't know if you'd show up or not."

"Well, I would've told you I'd be here if you'd told me about it." I said pulling back.

His brows furrowed, "didn't you get the invite? I told kammy to drop it by your hotel room."

Then it clicked, "oh the flier? Yeah I got that but I didn't get back in my room until like ten minutes ago."

He nodded, "rough day kiddo?" We walked over to the railing that was overlooking the lake.

"You could say that." I grabbed a beer from one of the coolers and popped the cap. "Why didn't you tell me jason was the caretaker of the cabin?"

He snickered, "I thought I did." I gave him a stern look and he held up his hands in surrender. "Okay, okay. I didn't tell yall because I knew how you two are."

"Wait." I said turning towards him, "you said yall. You mean, jason didn't know I was coming to get the papers?"

"Nope, hell he thought it was some lawyer coming to get them to mail them to you." He laughed at himself, the alcohol must be affecting him a little by now. I was a little saddened at that, just goes to show that jason didn't care about me like he puts on. "What's with the face kid?" Chuck nudged my chin with his finger.

My mind had been else where for a moment, "ah nothing, just thinking of all the wedding plans I have to make when I get home."

"Yeah, your old man went on and on about you getting married." His eyes drifting to the lake.

"He did?"

"Yeah, he hated that man. Said he had a bad rep or something."

I shook my head, "luke is a good man, when he's not drinking and he's been sober for almost a year now. He's changed his ways."

Chuck took another swig of his beer, "no matter how many times you polish it a turd is still a turd." I almost spit my beer out, we both had a good laugh at that.

"Chuck! You're disgusting." I say pushing on his shoulder. Chuck turned around and leaned back on the rail, his eyes focused on something. I turned and saw an older woman winking and making eyes at chuck. I rolled my eyes and shook my head, "come on!"

He downed the rest of his beer and handed me the bottle, "they don't call me lucky chucky for nothing."

"Oh gross, to much information chuck." I fake gagged and he smiled.

"See ya later kiddo." I shooed him away and watched as he made his way over to the bottle blonde woman. I chatted with a few other people, it was starting to feel like home again. I got caught up with old friends and we had a really good time, it almost made me forget about the other life I was living hours away. I thought of luke and how he would never fit in here. He's a city person, not a country person. He would look down on most people around here and the festivities going on. He would find the location ridiculous for a retirement party, he would become frustrated at how loud everyone was. The only thing he would love would be the alcohol but he couldn't have any of that.

Before my mind drifted to a dark place I hid in my subconscious, kammy, chucks daughter engulfed me in a hug. "It is so good to see you again!" She giggled and smiled at me.

I smiled a genuine smile, "I know it's been forever. You should come see me sometime."

"Hell, I couldn't handle the city. To stuffy for me. I like my mountains."

I took a sip of my second beer that night, "yeah the city can be stifling sometimes, but it's not as bad as you think." I don't know if I was trying to convince her or myself but she just shrugged it off.

"So have you and jason made up yet?" I guess her brain to mouth filter still wasn't there after all these years.

I shook my head, "no making up to do. I'm engaged." I held up my left hand, she grabbed it and made a whistling sound as she stared at my ring.

"Who is the lucky bastard?"

"His name is luke."

Her eyes met mine, "luke? Like the alcoholic abusive luke your dad always told pops about?"

I pulled my hand back and sighed, "he's sober now. He's a good man."

Her eyebrow cocked and shook her head, "no matter how much you polish it..."

I held up my hand, "chuck already told me the whole turd polishing thing."

"Its the truth." We both busted out into a fit of giggles. After a few minutes she placed her hand on my shoulder. "Real talk though, you're like my sister and I want the best for you. I want you happy, I don't want to see you get hurt."

"I can take care of myself kam, but thanks for caring. Makes me feel special." I pretend to blush and she swats my arm.

"You are special! I love you."

I give her a quick hug, "I love you too."

We converse for a few more minutes then I see a familiar face that I am not ready to face right now. Jason, chuck and few other men are laughing and drinking next to the side door of the diner. Kammy follows my gaze as I chug the rest of my beer, "well would you look at that." She said smiling at me.

"Yeah, well guess the party is over for me." I throw my bottle in the nearby trash can, "see ya later kam."

"You know, you don't have to run. I doubt he even knows you're here."

I turn facing her, "that's why I'm leaving. Before he does realize I'm here." She sighs and rolls her eyes but I make a quick exit. Ducking behind people until I make it to the walkway. I start walking up the empty street and my ears ringing from the silence there was. I took a deep breath, relaxing letting the stress leave my body.

"Where are you running off to?" I froze as Jason's voice sounded from behind me. I sigh but this time in frustration, I turn and that smirk that's on his face, I wasn't sure if I wanted to slap him or kiss him.

"Who said I was running?" I say swaying a little but catching my balance hopefully he didn't notice.

He started circling me slowly like a tiger does to his prey. "Well sweetheart, when it comes to me, you always run."

"What?" I clinch my fists in anger by my side. "I run?" He nods his head and stops right in front of me. "You have some nerve, if my memory is right and it is, I didnt run. You did."

"I was only doing what I thought was best for you. Now look at you." He gestured with his hand, "you done good for yourself. Got yourself a great job, a nice house, fancy car. A great big rock on your finger that I never could've gave you. Hell you're almost unrecognizable."

I felt like I was being examined under a microscope. I dropped my eyes to the ground as I examined my ring on my left hand. "Is that all you see when you look at me?" My voice was just barely above a whisper, I felt tears beginning to form but I refused to let them fall.

He scoffed and rolled his head to the side, "all I'm saying is..."

"I know exactly what you're saying jason and trust me, my life isn't as perfect as everyone thinks it is." I brush past him but he grabs my wrist and turns me back to face him.

"Hey, you're taking it wrong." His breath caressed my face, it made my heart race and my mouth dry. His eyes went to my lips as I licked them and I saw his tongue run over his top teeth. I leaned in just a fraction and so did he, our lips a whisper apart.

"Jason, I...." just then my phone rang from my pocket, bringing us back to reality. I looked at the screen and low and behold it was luke, four hours later after I called him.

Jason growled and stepped back, "saved by the bell." He chuckled but it was humorlessly I sighed but still hesitated to answer the phone. "Talk tomorrow." Was Jason's last words before he turned and jogged back to the diner.

I growled in frustration but turned and started back towards the hotel, finally answering the phone. "Hello." I hoped I didnt sound as irritated as I felt.

"Look I know you're pissed at me but I promise I have a good reason for not answering." Luke's voice was rushed and it sounded like he had been running. He thought I was mad at him, okay, let's roll with it.

"Let's hear it then." I didnt have to pretend to sound frustrated.

There was a long pause on the other end of the line. Did he not have an excuse? He probably thought I would just say it's okay like I always do and forgive him without hearing the reason why. "Oh....um....I uh, I had to work late this evening."

"You're always working late." I sigh as I reach the hotel's front door.

"Well, if you want that big house, fancy car and big rock on your finger I have no choice."

I unlocked my door and flipped the light on. "You know none of that stuff matters to me. I told you I didnt want the car or the big ring you gave me."

"Look I dont want to argue, I have a special surprise for you." This is what he was good at. Changing the subject when he knows I am right.

I sigh into the phone and flop back on the bed. "What is it?"

I heard him chuckle but it made my stomach turn instead of making me giddy the way it used to. "You'll just have to wait until morning, it will be waiting at your doorstep by 8 in the morning. Sleep well my princess, I love you."

"Love you too." I pushed the end call button, he knows I hate surprises. Especially from him, his surprises never really were about surprising me. It was always something to benefit him.

My phone chimes from beside me, I see I have a new text from a number I dont recognize.

"I'm sorry about tonight. I didnt mean to cross any kind of line you had drawn."

It took me a minute to figure it out but it must be kammy. She probably got my number from chuck. I smile as I text her back.

"No need to apologize, there was no line to cross. You were just speaking from your heart as you always do."

Just a minute later another text came in.

"You sure?"

"Positive, I know you love me and just want to take care of me, and I love you for caring so much."

I smiled when I seen she sent a big smiling face text first then the other one came through.

"You have no idea how happy that makes me to hear you say that. Goodnight beautiful. I'll pick you up at 6 tomorrow evening so we can talk."

"What do we need to talk about kam?"

It was longer this time before the next text came in.

"You promised me before you left the cabin that we would talk. Btw this isnt kammy. Good night beautiful xoxo J."

I froze, just staring at the screen. Oh my god I was texting jason!

Part 4 here!

@missamberv @an-unhealthy-obsession @vicmc624 @tftumblin @justanotherwinchester @jesseswartzwelder @holylulusworld @fangirl199812

#jasonmomoa #jason momoa smut #jason momoa

80 notes · View notes

katsukikitten · 4 years

Text

Irritated part 5

A/N I had to split this chapter for tumblr so have part V early while I work on VI

A heavy rock song rings out in the dead silence of the room. Pulling a growl from two opposing bodies. Bakugou's growl lasts to the chorus as he curls into the body in front of him. Pressing his forehead into the cool and smooth skin of the person beside him, shrinking in an attempt to hide from his alarm. The person relaxes at his heated breath, both parties starved of physical affection. Emotions were exhumed this morning, ones that were thought to be long forgotten suddenly burning in the too bright sun.

Suddenly the two of you jump simultaneously as if shocked. Pops of explosions dance over deadly fingers as items begin to rise around you.

You both hold each other's gaze, like two big cats following the same prey, before he stops activating his quirk and items float gently back into place.

You blush when you see what he is wearing, biting your lip when you see a certain outline. Your cheeks flush further when you remember what you're wearing. Low light paints people in more gentle tones, the sunlight beams heavily past the partially drawn curtain highlighting the harshness that is Bakugou.

Maybe he thinks the same of you.

He tilts his head and cuts you with his gaze.

"We never fucking speak of this again." He says swiping the air as if dismissing it all. His alarm breaks the silence between you two, easing some of the tension as he slams his fist against his phone.

"Get dressed Princess. We're gonna be late with how long you take." He growls, motioning towards the sliding glass door as he makes his way towards the shower. You follow him with heated eyes.

"First off I don't really take that fucking long." You lash out, angry for whatever reason that he provokes, last night clearly dying with the moonlight, "You're impatient Bakuou!"

He stops next to you, harden shoulder bumping harshly into yours. He wants to grab you by the throat, to push you against the wall if anything to feed his dominant desire to tame the brat that is you.

But he saw the way you recoiled from his sudden touch before.

"Keep your voice down. When I have women screaming my name it sounds much more pleasant than that. Now get. Out."

"Fuck off." You snarl with flushed cheeks as your insides twist and boil.

Stop bragging about previous conquests is what you want to scream but you bite the inside of your lip instead.

Why did it matter to you who he's fucked? Who he has woken up with and snuggled close to? Why did it fucking matter?

Well it didn't.

You climb over the three feet between the two balconies, scraping your knees along the rough concrete before righting yourself to stare into the ominous room.

Had someone broken in? Worse yet were they still there if they had? You ease the sliding glass door open silently. Slinking in like a cat and feeling for anything organic within the bedroom, bathroom and even the closet.

When your search of the dead space in the textured four walls comes up empty you sigh with relief, shoulders literally sagging away the tension as you begin to gather a fresh suit from your bag heading for the bathroom.

Until the sunlight bounces off something that is placed on your still made bed atop the pillows.

You hadn't remembered any stupid mints being laid out in your room or in Bakugou's for that matter so when you approach to get a closer look your body seizes.

You fight the scream that roars up your throat as you shake, struggling and falling to restrain yourself as your eyes take in the horror.

A belly button ring with a dangling gem in forest green, a doll's eye that mirrors your own stunning eye color and a note smiles smugly at you.

You huff and puff as you snatch the note from the bed. The words burning into your retinas as you almost hear the voice in your ear.

*"You'll be with me soon. In the meantime wear this for me? I'd love to see it peaking through your suit."*

Your hand flies to your belly button ring now with a black gem, your fingers curl around it quickly and you pull until a small arch of blood follows in its wake. Your breath is labored as you stare at the items, the belly button ring on the pillow shatters as does the TV as you shake with rage.

Finally you stop vibrating and force yourself to move to get ready. Barely able to stomach the thought of how irritating Bakugou is going to be today and the last thing you needed was another parasite crawling under your skin. You shower quickly although you want to scrub your skin raw as you think of that man rummaging through your items, taking the time to write some freakish note onto the hotel stationary before leaving.

You imagine him doing what you caught that asshole doing on the night that almost ruined everything. Sitting upright in your bed hugging onto your pillow, an unwashed hero suit on his exposed lap now covered with several milky stains as he waited for you.

You stared at yourself in the mirror as it replayed over and over and fucking over again.

"FUCKING PATHETIC!" You scream at your reflection. Blaming her for all the misfortune that has come your way. You bring your fist back and slam it hard into the glass cheek causing the mirror to reflect a number of you.

But this does not stop you and you slam your fist over and over into the glass until nothing but glue and old unpainted drywall stares back at you. You huff, having hoped the physical exertion would ease your racing mind. But if anything the glass shards protruding from your skin provoked you further.

You do not regret ripping out your belly button ring as you slide into your suit, careful to avoid agitating the now sensitive skin. Dressing quickly so you can properly address your bleeding knuckles that are currently wrapped with a hand towel. The gauze in your bag is easy to find, switching it for the hand towel bloomed with red hastily as you think you hear one of your neighbors emerging from their room. It is a poor wrap job but something is better than nothing as you hear foot steps stop at your door.

You open it with cold eyes just as Deku was about to knock lightly.

"Ah Y/N!" He sounds startled and looks well rested, "Are you ready for today? We have back to back interviews and q&as."

"As ready as I'll ever fucking be for this bullshit." You growl pushing past the chipper man to start your, hopefully, final day in hell.

Your mood soured quickly although that seemed like an impossibility. Yet here you were arms crossed over your chest as you were guided backstage by your two coworkers. Bakugou spies coffee and sugared pastries as he makes he way to the table. Actively avoiding you the best he can. He stares down at the two iced coffees looking perfectly blended that sit along side breakfast sweets. He wondered if he shared this favorite thing with you too. His hand hovers over the second coffee, glancing over his shoulder, debating if he should bring it to you. Images of last night rush to the forefront of him mind.

*"Please stay Katsuki."*

His heart pounds in his chest.

*"We never fucking speak of this again."*

His own voice haunts him as he snatches a chocolate croissant sipping on his coffee. Thinking better of taking you breakfast it's not like he was your fucking boyfriend or anything. Hell could you guys even be called frenemies? He isn't certain anymore. He hates that he can no longer label you as *just* irritating, loathsome, or annoying that new adjectives have popped onto that list.

Adjectives like alluring, soft, sexy.

A vein pops in his forehead as he watches you talk to Izuku. He looks worried, probably asking you if you're alright and you look mad. As if Izuku was the cause. He watches your bandaged hand gesture as you speak with heated eyes. He sips his coffee, you hadn't had this mysterious injury last night nor did you have it this morning before you left his room. He thought he heard thumping coming from your direction this morning but he wasn't sure as he was blasting music to get the sound of your voice out of his head.

Izuku pulls you into a hug and you look stunned, pretty face pressed agaisnt a harden chest. The croissant begins to be reshaped with deep grooves as the chocolate melts from suddenly heated air. He looks down at the smushed pastry with a grimace before tossing it in the trash.

"Oi." He steps close to the two of you, coffee still in hand, "No time for you love birds to kiss face. We start soon morons."

"Shove it Bakagou." You snarl, shoving past him hard enough that his coffee tries to slosh past the lid.

Hot ember eyes stare after you.

"This isn't helping her turn her day around. She's clearly upset." Izuku scolds as he walks past his childhood friend.

××××××

You sit beneath the harsh lights, sweat from their heat collects on the nape of your neck mixing with the irritation you have for the man that sits to your left.

Why the fuck where the three of you collected on a love seat as if this were someone's living room and yall were having a fucking chat over tea?!

You hated that most about interviews but right now you hated most how Bakugou was touching you.

His arms are crossed, arms long enough that even leaning away his elbows dug into your bicep.

Or maybe the damn love seat was too fucking small for three people.

Worst of all he was scowling over the crowd avoiding questions as best he could.

Izuku on the other hand has greatly improved on his interview skills, so much so you've come to rely on him to speak with the media.

I guess Bakugou has come accustomed to it too.

Unfortunately you begin to naturally mimic Bakugou's body language as the interview drones on.

Stupid questions about previous missions, "back stage info" and dissecting WHY he liked Katsudon so much.

"Its just always been my favorite meal that my mother made." He smiles warmly at the memory and the women in the audience swoon.

"Bakugou your favorite meal?"

"Spicy." Is his one word reply and you roll your eyes.

"Well Y/LN. We haven't heard much from you but I have to ask the question everyone has been dying to know." The host smiles from ear to ear leaning closer as if he had a secret to share.

"Are you dating anyone?"

You pause for a moment.

Was this bitch fucking SERIOUS. You want to hold back, need to hold back but you're irritated.

Angry and at the fucking world. He just happened to leave an opportunity for you to let go, especially since you've answered this question before.

"In the past forty minutes of this interview that was the only question you could think of for me?" The host blinks slowly as if stunned before leaning back. Attempting to regain his composure. Deku gives you a small nudge that you choose to ignore.

"W..well it was the most fan voted question!" He retorts but little did he know you saw the Twitter polls this morning on your walk over.

"Oh is that so? It's funny because the most fan voted question for *me* was if I used my quirk to get ready in the morning. You know like levitate my hairdryer. Sometimes, is the answer by the way." You turn to the audience for the answer before returning to the host, "That question you asked me was meant for *Bakugou*"

He visibly begins to sweat, a cat smile forms on your face as you watch him squirm.

"You just knew I would have a better chance of answering that again before Bakugou ever admitted if he had someone in his life or not." You laugh and it echos back to you with a hint of cruelty, "Hell Bakugou would commit seppuku before he *ever* admitted to any emotions aside from rage."

People in the audience agree and the host blanches before the timer dings.

"W...well that's all for today folks. Don't forget the Q&A with the top three heroes and more later this evening. In that portion, you the fans will be voting live and having some time to ask face to face with your hero!" The crowd erupts with cheer as you stand abruptly.

More than done with this bullshit.

Izuku follows you quickly, Bakugou's steps are stunned.

I guess that was how people saw him huh?

"Really?!" Izuku for once loses his temper with you, well if you could even call it that. He takes a deep breath before reining himself in

"Why would you say any of that?" His tone comes out as a disappointed dad and you sigh audibly.

"Its not like she lied or said anything untrue." Bakugou chimes in arms crossed staring at you.

"See even Bakuhoe thinks it's okay."

"Watch it."

"Fuck off yea?" You snarl with venom that for once actually stings, Bakugou takes a step for you. Large palm outreached.

He has a lot of questions for you and if the only way to get the answers was to beat the shit out of each other then so be it.

"Stop!" Izuku steps between yall, huffing with redden cheeks, "Neither of you were helpful during this interview! And yall were doing so well what happened?!"

Both of your minds flash to last night. Your weak, sleep laden voice echoing.

*"Please stay Katsuki."*

"FUCK!" You hiss, pulling at your hair as you turn away. Both men look to you and your abnormal behavior.

Sure you've lost your temper, been irritated or straight up pissed.

But never....distressed.

Izuku swallows what little anger he felt, maybe it was more annoyance than anything as a gloved hand reaches out to you.

But it never makes it.

"Katsuki, Izuku and Y/N!" A sharp toothed smile approaches, "I've been looking all over for you three!"

"What do you want shit hair?" He snarls before Kirishima smiles wider, so used to his abrasiveness. He spies you and wraps his arm around your shoulders.

"I'm starving and fate demands that we have lunch!" He squeezes you closer and you smile widely as ruby red winks.

He is your new partner in crime after all.

The four of you eat order far too much food. Kirishima helps to lighten your mood and ease the tension with you and Bakugou again.

Even daring you to steal his fries while looking him in the eye.

You do, as does a cat when they knock picture frames off of shelves. Katsuki retaliates by snatching your last chicken nugget that he dramatically savors.

You laugh aloud, suddenly forgetting your problems in the middle of the fast food restaurant.

But the feeling couldn't last long enough.

#bakugou x reader #katsuki bakugo x reader #bakugo x reader #katsuki bakugou x reader #bnha au #bnha bakugou #bnha katsuki #bnha kacchan #bnha fanfiction #bnha x reader #bnha imagine

252 notes · View notes

yukkimons · 4 years

Text

Since they blocked me and probably didn't read my response on their discourse post.

Oh well, what's even the point of defending myself anymore

I keep defending and venting my friends about you guys to the point I legit cried in a voice chat, you guys keep labeling me as the bad guy.

You know what? I'm sick of this. I can't do this anymore.

Yall just keep pulling that "discord friends aren't therapy" "call the professional" or "take therapy" cards knowing the fact that

1. I cant afford professional help whatsoever

2. Tried therapy but nothing worked

3. My friends are my alternative way to calm myself down.

But no, you guys don't understand. Yall just covering the shit up with "oh it's so triggering"

What about the time in the poppy server where I said I'm having a panic attack, no one even responded or you guys slowly leaving me alone in the voice chat?

Your response: I triggered and scare people, made them uncomfortable

I needed help alright? I need just someone to be there for me, because I was extremely isolated to the fact I'm desperate to talk to someone, but none of my friends is even online so I go to the closest active server I'm in.

Also I have a screenshot of one of the mods from that Morella server, when I left due to overwhelming anxiety issues

Forgot to label the other mod, doesn't matter, had to censor the profile picture for the other mod because it contains their IRL face.

> I get it if you're being too anxious or having a panic attack but that doesn't give you to leave the server, specially when there's a bunch reaching out to

Uh, you said anxiety, have how even know how having a anxiety feels like? I feel like a huge BURDEN when I wanna vent and yes I know there are people who's reaching out for me, but sometimes I don't feel like they really mean it which is hard for me.

> I understand you don't wanna share your problems here. That's why DM'S exist

I doubt you understand. ANXIETY.

Anxiety will make you feel like you're gonna annoy someone when you're messaging them. That why it's soooo fucking HARD to vent. Mostly will feel like you're a burden to everyone you talked to, so you just gonna shut youself up and bottling shit up your head.

Then when I pointed shit up about how I never gonna fit in and i don't feel belonged in the family, left the server the final time

> try to include them

Y'all barely include me. Y'all only include me if I said something interesting like Beastars or Endless summer. That's all.

> Everyone complimented my artworks and try to be least be there

Yes. But sometimes it doesn't feel like it at all, yall just saying you're there for me so I had confidence to talk again in general, but nothing happened.

The artworks, yes sometimes. Artworks get compliments as always. Can't argue with that.

> Would you be okay with someone who likes to not censor things which would be sensitive to others

As I said in my response which I doubt that you guys even read it, I was in a dark place, my brain didn't process when I vented all about it ever since I saw that image, it didn't process that I forgot to censor it, which it made me remember a friend of mine who DIED from the same context of the image I've saw. And please understand what I've been through.

But what kind of server than bans members from a vent channel because of it? Seriously.

Hell I didn't even know someone is in a breakdown and it got worsen when they see that message. Im not a fucking god to know shit. Say that to yourself too. You don't know what I've been through behind the screen. Same as I, I'm not a god who knows what any of you feels or happens. Im human. My brain can't process shit when I was trumatized from what I'm seeing hats why I forgot to censor it.

Ok I'm done with this. Stop responding or making a another discourse about this post. Im tired. I don't wanna waste another time to deal with y'all. You guys win now I fuckin guess. Hope you guys are happy now. I'm gonna leave you all alone. Peace.

3 notes · View notes

manabingu · 5 years

Text

Metrocon 2019!

Hey yall sorry I haven't been as active, I was busy literally every single day of Metrocon and I finally got a breather. Anyway I wanna just summerize what I can remember because I don't wanna completely forget these wonderful memories. I wanna look back at em over and over again 💕

THURSDAY:

Thursday was the 5 year anniversary of my Gundam Wing cosplay group! I got to hang out with my Metrowing buds and we did a nice photoshoot with the pilots and we had so much fun! I miss them dearly cuz they live out of state but the time I had with them is one I always cherish.

I pretty much spent the whole day with them and I decided that Thurs/Fri would be autograph day for us. By golly the VAs were all so super sweet. All of them loved the candy and the pictures I made for them and as I predicted I got really emotional and kinda cried in front of Luci Christian cuz she is one reason I wanted to VA. Her range is insanely versatile! I legit would call her the Meryl Streep of anime & she was SO kind to me ;///;! When I started crying she said "Don't ever apologize for being real. You're a very sweet person, & I believe in you, there is always room for everyone in this industry ❤️"

And man I just felt so happy at that. She makes me feel confident and I wanna keep trying my best. Same with Josh, Alexis, David & Kara! They were all super encouraging and OmG like ok I think I astral projected when Josh did Armin's or Yuri's voice when he was signing stuff. I teared up QwQ I love his energy and dedication!

I think one of my fave moments during the autographs was when I made the "I'm gonna Bertell you what I Bertold him" joke and David and Josh absolutely lost it xD! They were like OMG WE NEED THAT AS A TSHIRT FOR DAVID XD! Like "You just got BERTOLD" and then they proceeded to make jokes about how he roasted Armin in many ways xD it was hilarious 😂! But oof.

I spent most of the Thursday browsing the Dealer Room and this is was one of the first times I was able to find new Takanori Nishikawa CDs so I bought some that I don't have TTwTT I was so happy! We ended the day by doing a run through of our performances for Anime Idol with Trowa. And it went really well🎶Also, at the cosplay booth, the staff liked my sis' Clear Card Sakura so much they asked her to enter the cosplay hallway contest and I'm so proud of her cuz this her first cosplay ever ^u^- she looks so cute! And many people wanted her pic all weekend :D

FRIDAY:

As usual this is Anime Idol day and I was super busy prepping. I was a bit more confident now that I finally had performed in front of a test audience. But as usual I am always still nervous no matter how much I prepe. Luckily for me in the morning I was getting last minute autographs and as I was getting Darker Than Black signed by Luci, I commented on Anime Idol and she said break a leg! I had given her an Ochaco mug as a gift which made her SUPER happy 😊! I felt much more confident after that and I went to the Main Events hall happily soon after.

Anime Idol was really fun this year! There was some nervousness from the contestants but we all just got together and made some fun friendships! I'm so proud not only of Mama Trowa but also of the other contestants I mentored or was able to help feel less nervous. The winners did deserve it! It was a very good act! And as for myself, I advertised a bit and got some new people from the toku community to come watch the show! I even saw a Kamen Rider Geiz cosplayer who came to the show it was AWESOME! My bffs who were only there for Friday also came & a few Golden*Star members too I was just so happy and thankful! They really made my day! My bffs were dressed in Ghibli heroines and OMG they were lovely & we did a small Tik Tol together ^_^ it was fun!

After the show my new Golden*Star member came up to me and I legit almost cried cuz they were SUPER adorable and kind and they had prepared a Cecil Ajima merch box for me saying thanks for allowing them to join and that they look up to me as a mentor and friend and I'm so happy I had waterproof eyeliner that day cuz oh boy that hit me in the feels 😭! I love! I got them back tho, for initiation I got down on one knee and gave em a flower bouquet,haichews & a golden star balloon as a way to welcome them to the Utapri cosplay group! So now we have a lovely new Tokiya 😊 yay!

SATURDAY:

Ok so despite loosing one prop, Saturday was really fun! I finally debuted Poppy Pipopapo and I basically used the entire day to find video game character cosplayers and we got to dance with them! I was shooting a music video for People Game for Kamen Rider Ex-Aid Abridged ^u^! Everyone whom I asked to dance with me was excited for it and it was a blast! I loved being able to spread so much fun and positivity as Poppy :) it was a dream cosplay come true! I can't wait to pit the vid together ^^🌸💕🎼🎵🎶! Later at night, I ran into my new friend who is gonna be Tokiya (they were dressed as Eiichi & their bud was Kira from HE★VENS!) we spent a good 2 hrs taling about all our future plans with Golden*Star and their other friend was so impressed with how friendly our Utapri group was that they wanted to join ;w; it was actually really sweet💕

SUNDAY:

Was THE BIG DAY AT LAST. The very first time my Utapri cosplay group Golden*Star Cosplay would finally have our first meeting/photoshoot together as ST☆RISH & QUARTET NIGHT! And it went flawless like a dream! Guys, omg I hit a milliom dollar jackpot. I love this group so much 😭! Everyone was on time, we all worked together so well, the photoshoot went perfectly! And we livestreamed it! After the photos, we sang Reiji a Happy Birthday 🎁 cuz it was his character bday the day before & I bought cupcakes and fried chicken for everyone xD! Cuz that's what Shining Live said happened fffff. In the most complimentary way, I feel like this cast is so on point, we are all pretty much our characters xD! I thought managing an 11 member group would be too hard at first but we have all grown so close over this year & we all have so much love and respect for one another, we all just felt so natural hanging out, as of we had done this for years ;U; ! It was lovely!

We tried stalling saying goodbye cuz we didn't wanna leave ;///; but we had to. We are still planning to watch Maji Love Kingdom as a group when SentaiFilmworks gives the green light for theatrical releases. But for now we will work hard to make HolMat even better! I love them all and can't wait to keep working together to make more wonderful memories! See yall next con!

#Metrocon 2019 #metrocon #Mana's lief #GoldenStar Cosplay #metrowing 2019

6 notes · View notes

jising-jisang-jisung · 5 years

Text

I Don't Want to Remember You | Zhong Chenle

Word count: 1,242

A/n: this is basically my first time writing angst sorry if it sucks but this is kinda exactly what is going on in my life right now lol :).

At the worst time of your life you met Chenle. He was so bright, always there for you with smiles. Sure he was a year younger but he was still your best friend. If it hadnt been for the dolphin of a boy you dont know how you would've gotten through 8th grade oof. But that was long ago. You two had changed so much since middle school.

Freshman year was weird since Chenle was still in 8th grade, being that he is a year younger. Despite no longer having music together, yall would hang like every weekend. You were always at the Zhong household playing with his little brother and losing to Chenle at Mario Kart. Neither of you had a worry in the world. So you both didn't see what was coming.

Sophomore year was pretty great. Minus the fat crush you developed for your best friend. You knew he used to like you, but it seemed like that was over. Still, when he asked you to the haunted house, you couldnt refuse. It was soooo cold out even though is was only October and you hated haunted houses so that didnt help your shaking. The entire night you held onto Chenle for dear life. He always asked if you were alright behind him becasue your death grip on his waist was kinda hurting, even through his puffy coat. All of this was worth it when you became his girlfriend that night. Who knew that he liked you back?!

This was your first relationship so it was really awkward. It didnt help that you were always busy with sports. All in all you still had never been on a date and it's almost Christmas. It's not that you dont like Chenle, but the whole couple thing is just,, off. It has been almost 2 months and yall havent been on a date, held hands, kissed. Nothing. This is when you started to feel exhausted by the "relationship" if you could call it that.

Winter break was quickly approaching and you knew you wanted to break up. But how could you break your best friend's heart right before Christmas. So you held all of your worries in. That's when you remembered that theres a winter dance right after break and you did NOT want to go with your boyfriend. You knew what you had to do.

You didnt deserve to feel so emotionally exhausted by this failed relationship. And you didn't deserve Chenle. And Chenle didn't deserve you hiding your true feelings about being his girlfriend. You hated yourself for it and yet, you still texted him saying you were breaking up with him. You texted him. You were the worst.

This was right after Christmas so you still had a week or so before you'd have to see the boy at school again, sitting right next to you in music. Maybe you could switch seats with someone. He probably never even wants to see you again let alone sit by you. At least, so you thought.

On the first day back from break you both sat down in class together. To your surprise, it was just like before: you joked, Chenle screeched, and you were friends. Good friends. Nothing would tear you two apart. Even when you had to drop music to pick up an additional AP course, Chenle was there for you after school and on weekends. He really was the best, wasnt he?

Flash forward to summer when you started to hear and see less of him. Why was he so distant? Where is your boy? Maybe you were just drifting a little. That happens in high school. Things will be fine when you pick up school again and make your silly faces at each other in the hallways. Everything would be fine.

Your face lit up as you saw him, standing at his locker just down like 20 from yours. You made the same silly face and gesture at him as always but Chenle just walked away. What was happening? You followed him with your eyes to see a senior girl practically salivating over him. He was a sophomore and he was supposed to be your best friend. Who even is this chick? Little did you know that would be the last time he ever even looked at you.

You missed your old pal. You missed the memories of you two playing video games in his basement. You missed talking to his little brother who is the cutest 6 year old on the planet. You missed Chenle's laugh. His smile. His attention. It was gone forever. It was hers now.

On your birthday you received smiles and happy birthdays from everyone, even people who weren't your friends. Chenle hadnt texted you anything but surely he wouldnt ignore his ex best friend's birthday, right? On your way to lunch, you saw him. He was walking with her. He looked up at you. You knew he couldnt forget! To your surprise, he just looked back down and kept walking. Your breathing stopped. Then it started to quicken. You couldnt see through your tear filled eyes as you skipped lunch to hide in the bathroom that no one used.

In that empty bathroom you cried. You cried your eyes out. On your birthday. Alone. In a bathroom. After your meltdown you pretended everything was cheery for the rest of the school day. Only to go home and cry some more. In your room. Alone. On your birthday. You skipped dinner too.

You thought about the boy you loved. You would never have forgotten his birthday. You would never have ignored him. You hated Chenle. And you hated yourself for hating the boy you once loved.

After a while you remembered that you are: that bitch. And if Chenle doesnt want anything to do with you it's his loss because you are a delight, a fucking cinnamon apple. You didnt need his recognition to be the person you are. And with that, you forgot about Chenle. You forgot your prized memories. You forgot his little brother. You forgot you had ever been friends. Or at least, you forgot to remember these things.

You had cut him out of your life just as he had already done with you. You had healed over the open wound in your heart. You would be okay without Chenle. You would be okay.

When your life fell apart, so did your room. You decided it was time to clean it. At the bottom of your drawer, you found a folded piece of lined paper with a duck drawn on it. You instantly recall the silly duck gestures you give your best friend everytime you passed one another in the halls. And how he always called you duck. And vice versa. In the moment you made the worst decision possible and opened the note.

Happy birthday y/n! You might not be perfect, but you're perfect for me. My cute little duck.

Love, your cute little duck

You lost it. This was the note he gave you the year before. A.k.a. when you were a couple and he actually talked to you let alone remembered your birthday. Your healed wound bust open again. It would just have to scar because no matter how hard to tried, you couldnt forget about what once was. You didnt want to remember Chenle. But you could never forget him either.

Masterlist

#nct #nct dream #chenle #zhong chenle #chenle imagines #chenle angst #nct imagines #nct angst #nct dream imagines

45 notes · View notes

moonlightchn · 3 years

Note

Hi hello adminnie 🥺

I saw your post n wanted to say a few things hehe... Mhmmmm you don't have to post this ask. You can just keep it n read it when you need hehe

You're a really really good friend for me n not to mention one of my longest running and closest friends here. You (n Chan) have been there for me since the start and that's not an easy thing to do considering I was such a mess for a good chunk of time. You dealt with me and helped with my problems regardless of their size. I've made some amazing memories with you and they still make me smile so much when I remember and look back on them.

I'll always always be grateful for you both 🥺 and I'm always here for you okay? - Haneullie

An admin to admin note:

I've told you this before, but I still think it's so fucking cool how well you develop the boys' characters and give them such distinct personalities that I find myself thinking about during my day to day thoughts. You work so hard for this bot and the people you talk to here and it must take a hell of a lot of mental strength to be a safe place for so many people. You definitely are one for me. I talk to you without fear of being judged or anything of the sort. You're a great listener and I can tell you really do care. Not to mention, the advice and comforting words you give truly help me.

I'm not as good at this as you are, but that doesn't mean I won't try my best to be a good friend to you. If you need someone to talk to n get real about your feelings etc. with, don't hesitate to reach out to me okay? We'll always always be here for you. You're important to us and are literally one of my closest online friends.

Thank you for everything that you do and for everything that you are. We love you so so much, never forget it. - Haneullie admin

I'm posting just because I like to brag. I dont have much to say to haneullie other than !!! I LOVE YOU BITCH !!! I AINT EVER GONNA STOP LOVING YOU !!! BITCH !!! you mean so much for both chan and me and I'm so happy you popped into our dms that one time and it evolved into everything you and him are today 💞💞💞

admin though, and really anyone reading this but yknow, when I made that one post on Sunday I was not expecting yall to go "oh no! shes going through it! stay strong!" isjsjsksj but instead just- yknow, put it out there that we all go through shit? we all have ups and downs etc and I guess I was just feeling a bit bad I wasnt being able to come around and interact as I used to when I first started, yknow? we all have real lives to tend to and responsibilities and problems and issues and everything can wear us down on it's own way and its important to know and hear and be validated sometimes that no matter how big or small an issue is, you are allowed to be upset and you can't control the instant reaction you will have when facing something. The only thing really left to do is learn how to work through it and build yourself mechanisms and bridges to go over all these things. you know how chan tells haneul she doesn't have to stand in the rain alone and how haneul says it's better to get wet together? I just thought it was important to let people know that we all go through storms. when I first started bot I was here for funzzies, and as time went by I realized this was such a wonderful place and I wanted and still want to make people feel safe and welcome here as long as they yknow deserve their place here. so yeah being mentally drained and low on brain juice and stuck and feeling like my boys weren't around enough or my posts aren't good enough or just generally like the bot wasn't what I wanted it to be anymore sucked and sucks lmao but as a person I know that those things happen sometimes and we just feel disconnected and that's ok and we get back where we are supposed to be. I never make my posts for yall to feel bad about me or anything like that, but just to show that we're all in the same storm and each of us will hang on as we can.

I know I have all of you. I really do, and i appreciate it and i love you all and I feel so grateful and blessed to be able to say i have a second family here with so many wonderful people. But truth is also that, in my head, to maintain the safe space and to keep being a support for you guys I need to work out my own shit alone, because I know some of you rely on me so it just doesn't feel right to word vomit what goes on with me to yall sjsjsjjs nct I'm working on that. on being more open and real. I'm still keeping the positivism though so we'll get there! I'll get there.

I promise I am ok though! I really am, I wouldn't have made that entire post if I hadn't kinda sorted out some stuff. I let go of many worries. yknow that one pic that is like "is there a problem-> yes/no. can you do something about it-> yes/no. then dont worry"? that. I'm letting go of worries over things I can't control and if I can then I'm working on it.

We gucci brawwwww

#admin talker #haneullie baby #admins pretty little baby star 🌟#uwu

0 notes

hanavante · 4 years

Text

60 Days || Kim Taehyung (01)

pairing : taehyung x original character + rest of the members

genre : slow burn romance/ ceo kim taehyung

warning : (no warning, just it’s a slow burn romance yall gotta bear the suffering :”) )

summary :

"It's like you flipped a coin, heads or tails but nevertheless, your luck is written"

So much for staying under the shadows, not wanting to announce her return to Seoul, Kwon Risa wakes up one morning, with her bestfriend of 6 years showing a magazine with her photo and an heir she met previous morning at the lobby of her sister's office. The guy she dislikes instantly for his lack of manners.

Detail by detail, she ends up caught in a ball of horidious mess, dealing with this man not from her circle. The high-society; the rich and the wealthy, expensive suits and gossips.

But she holds one little secret from everyone, and that's going to change everything.

"60 days"

"60 days what ?"

"Give me 60 days to fix this"

"And what do I do for the next 60 days ?"

"We be what they want us to be- we date"

CHAPTER 1

"How do people fall in love? Wait let's rephrase that question. How do two people fall in love with each other, at the same time? What do we have to do in order to fall in love with the right person, and at the right time? Does it happen just like that? Or does it require a little bit of magic?"

Wait, do we have to fall in love ?

"What do you mean I have to send the file to you?", Risa groans on the phone, rubbing her sleepy eyes frowning at the fact her beauty sleep has been disrupted.

"Please please Risa! I know you just came back yesterday but that file is important for today's meeting. Just come to the building and I'll meet you at the lobby, pleaseeeee!"

Risa rolled her eyes as she listens to her sister, Yuna, at the other end of the call begging her to come to her building which is a 15 minutes train ride from home just to send the file she accidentally left on the coffee table of their home.

Kwon Risa, just returned from the US and she is still trying to get used to the time difference and now her sister is pestering her to help her.

"Fine, just because you're my only sister", Risa answered as she fumbled through her thick fluffy white blanket she has been in for the past 12 hours.

"I'll text you the directions to my building, give me a call once you're almost here okay!"

Risa finally got up and showered after lazing in her comfy bed. She has been in bed the moment she arrived home after such a long tiring flight. She didn't even eat anything and her last meal was the one on her flight. She wrapped herself in her towel as she looks at her massive amount of unpacked stuffs and baggage sitting at one corner of her room.

"Now how do I find my clothes?"

Risa grabbed the closest thing she could reach and didn't even bother to put anything on her face. She grabbed her favorite blackcap to cover her messy uncombed medium-length black hair. Taking one quick look at the mirror and got out instantly.

She rushed down the stairs just to find her mother watching the television as she sips her tea comfortably.

"Are you already going out?", her mother asked as she looks at Risa weirdly.

"Blame your first daughter, she asked me to send this file to her", Risa waved the yellow file as she walks towards the main door.

"Are you sure you won't get lost? Seoul has changed a lot you know, for the past 5 years", her mother laughs as Risa rummaged through her shoes bag, trying to get a proper pair of loafers for her to wear.

"I'll survive. Bye mom!"

" I am leaving tonight so don't be late!"

" I wont !!!"

Her mother chuckles lightly as she heard Risa's high pitched scream as she runs out the house.

"Thank you ! I love you!", Yuna leans close to give a peck on Risa's cheek but Risa pushed her away and rolled her eyes.

"You're a grown up, behave"

"Oh, come on, not that anyone can see me", Yuna lets out a laugh as she watched her sister scanning the whole empty lobby.

"Is this even an office?", Risa arched an eyebrow, looking at the space in front of her suspiciously. "Why are they nobody here?"

"This is a new building. Not many offices yet. You can count the people here with your fingers. Alright, I'll make a move now. Go home right away and don't wander around. You're still jet lagged", Yuna said as she turns around to enter the lift area which she needs to scan her id card in order to access the lifts.

Risa looked around the lobby and held her breath as she digests the fact she has returned home after leaving 5 years ago. She has never once come back to Seoul after making the decision to move to the states for her studies.

The best decision she ever made, she thought. Furthering her study wasn't the main reason she decided to leave Seoul 5 years ago.

But, no one should know that.

Risa adjusted her cap as she turns to exit the building thru the automatic doors that leads to a big green and white marble stairs facing the main road. As she was about to leave, she caught a sight of a few men dressed in black suits getting out of a black car parked right in front of the main entrance.

Businessmen

She decided not to give the clout these men might be expecting but suddenly she saw one of the men was walking pass a young woman dressed in an office attire and he accidentally bump into the woman's shoulder thus her bag slipped off, vomiting all the contents in it.

But to her surprise, the man didn't turn around.

Risa watches as the young woman tries to grab all her stuffs before it rolls all over the ground. She quickly ran to woman to help her. She grabbed everything and hand it to the woman.

Did he just ignore this woman ? What on earth ?

Turning around furiously, she head straight to the men despite having so many eyes glued on her as she walks attentively towards the man that caused her blood to boil early in the morning.

And with a swift motion, she pulled the tall broad-shouldered man around to face her.

"Apologize to that lady", Risa said sternly with a straight face.

She may have lived in the states for years, but she knows manners are still manners. No matter where you are or who you are.

She observes as the tall man looks at her confusedly and perhaps ,disgustedly. This man is so tall that he towered her distinctively as they stand face-to-face.

"What are you doing?". His voice was deep and husky.

As deep as the ocean but okay this is not the time to be admiring someone's voice ,Risa.

"I can see that you are clearly not blind, so apologize to that lady", Risa said sounding unbothered despite the other two men looking at her as if she looks entirely inhuman.

"Excuse me, young lady?"

"Don't try to sound superior to me. All you need to do is apologize for bumping into her",

Risa gestured that man to turn around and look at the young lady whom are standing still, frozen as she clenched her fists onto her tote bag's straps, not knowing what to do as all pairs of eyes locked on her.

"What did I do? Why do I have to apologize? And who are you to be touching me with that filthy hands of yours?"

"Apologize", Risa said again, but now her eyes staring deep into the man's eyes. Not flinching even once.

"I bumped into her? When?"

Risa raised her eyebrows questionably as she realized this man standing in front of her sounded absurd as if he can't remember what he just did 5 minutes ago. Risa tilts her head as she narrowed her eyes, digesting that this man has no idea that she's actually holding herself from punching his arrogant face.

God, she has not punched anyone yet and she intends to stay that way. Like her mother always says, she has fast hands. And it's dangerous.

"For the love of god, you, blindly, bumped into that woman causing her bag to slip off her shoulders and everything in her bag fell onto the ground. And yet, you didn't turn around to say sorry or yet help her collect all her belongings? Are you dumb or you are just lacking of brain cells?" Risa said mid-shouting trying to control her rage.

"Oh"

Her jaw dropped when she heard his unbothered short respond.

"Mr Kim, should I call security?"

One of the two men finally spoke, his eyes looking concern at the tall man in front of her.

The guy shook his head as he put his phone inside the pocket of his perfectly tailored black suit. He crossed his arms and look down at Risa.

"You had the guts or perhaps the audacity to talk to me, I am taken aback"

Who does he think he is ? The prime minister ?

"Apologize to her"

The man arched an eyebrow, scanning her top to bottom making Risa feels slightly uncomfortable.

He observes the look on her small face, eyes blazing with anger as she insists him apologizing to the woman. To be honest, he did not realize at all about the little accident he caused, perhaps he was so immersed in replying his emails. He would have not ignored the lady if he knows he caused the whole commotion.

But it seems like his morning has taken a new turn.

Here he is, standing at the lobby of the building his family owns, bickering with an unknown young lady teaching him about the importance of manners.

How interesting turn of events

"Okay then, I will"

Risa was still half-awake when the door to her room swung opened and suddenly she felt her blanket being snatched from her body.

"Good morning sleeping beast, look who made into the gossips today! Just 2 days back home and you are already a topic", Eri's loud sarcastic voice made Risa got up instantly as she tries to fathom the words she just heard.

"What are you saying", Risa finally gets up, hair tousled, eyes half-opened. She turns to look at Eri, standing at the edge of her bed with her phone in one hand and a magazine in the other.

"I may be bad when it comes to identifying people, but this is definitely you", Eri shoved the magazine right onto Risa's face.

"What in the world are you—"

"Read the headlines, and maybe, look at your own photo as well", Eri said as she slumps herself beside Risa. " That is you, am I right ?"

Risa half-heartedly took the magazine and rubs her eyes before finally focusing on the writings and photos printed on the front page of the magazine. She read it once and then she read it all over again.

"What?", Risa reads the description written beside a small photo of two people at the corner of the front page.

"The most eligible bachelor in town finally dates, the couple were seen at the main building early morning yesterday"

"And now Risa, this is the time you explain, what happened when you went to your sister's office?", Eri finally got up into a sitting position as she grabs the magazine from Risa's hands.

"Wait, what, who is he?"

" Don't ask me, I wasn't here for the past 5 years too" Eri laughs cynically as she watches Risa looking dumbfounded.

Who wouldn't be dumbfounded finding a photo of yourself with a man you don't even know his name on the front page of a magazine stating misleading headlines? Who wouldn't?

"Let me search for his name and—"

"I have to see him", Risa jumped off her bed heading straight to the shower. She couldn't waste any more second without finding the real reason behind this mess.

Who is this guy ?

#btsfic #bts #bts taehyung #btsv #taehyung #tae #slow burn #ceokimtaehyung #kimtaehyung #bangtan sonyeondan #jimin #namjoon #seokjin #jungkook #btsjungkook #btsjimin #jhope #junghoseok #hoseok

0 notes