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inevitably-johnlocked · 2 months
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I've been out to a relative as ace for over a year now. They still brought up an argument with me yesterday: how can you be ace if you have been attracted to people before? You're "too young" to know (I'm literally an adult).
I told them that asexuality is a spectrum and not a binary thing. Then I explained a few micro-labels to them like demi, grey, etc.
The moment I began to explain what "demisexual" means to them, they realised it was a bit too relatable to them. They had a realisation that they were on the ace spectrum themselves.
I just think it's funny. Our argument started with, "You can't be ace!"
And ended with me basically saying, "Yes, I am, and so are you (on the spec)!"
Lol.
Hi Nonny! 💜🖤
Ah thank you for sharing your story!! I had something sort of similar happen when I came out to my trusted aunt, who didn't understand what asexuality was, and she said "jokingly" said "hahha oh maybe I am too!" She's in her 60's and just lives her life and feels she's done with a lot of things, so I told her "maybe!" and carried on, LOL.
Aside from that, I'm not out to many people in my life, as, while I DO feel it is a HUGE part of my identity, I don't feel anyone really needs to know unless I am comfortable telling people. My aunt, my youngest cousin (in her late teens), and my sister are the only family who know officially, but I don't really HIDE who I am these days, LOL.
But yeah, that "how can you know" argument was the BS I dealt with a lot when I was struggling to find a label for myself. Self-discovery is ~~fun~~ LOL.
Cheers, Nonny! 💙
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whatlovelybones-if · 5 months
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"the screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain" THE WHAT?! YOU DARE AVERY??? AND WTF J???
What would happen if MC and J were about to kiss, but MC suddenly stopped and just apathetically stared at them and said that they resented them for not being their first kiss, and just left? 😂😂
(Also, did MC have a some sort of relationship before the story began, or is that left for headcannon?)
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it started with a simple statement.
“i won’t be riding back with you today,” J said.
you didn’t mind, not really. of course, you used to take every opportunity to spend time with them, but you could understand that they had their own life and sometimes their plans didn’t line up with yours.
“anything special you got planned?” you joked while closing your school locker, but you feel your insides wither and shrivel like a crumpled flower when they give you the actual reason.
“avery wanted to take me home today,” J said, shrugging like it wasn’t a big deal but the embarrassed pink on their cheeks give them away.
you had a feeling whatever was going to happen today, you wouldn’t be liking it at all. on top of that, J was acting weird as hell. not to mention that this avery person had been someone they’d been weirdly close the past couple of days.
you also happen to know that avery lived on the other side of town, completely off the route you and J took to get home every day. avery wasn’t just giving them a ride; it was something else. the more you thought about it, the more it sounded like a date. a motherfucking date.
you felt your heart starting to weigh three times heavier as you forced a smile and said, “oh, sure, that’s fine.” and then, before you could stop yourself, you found yourself stupidly asking, “so did they ask you out on a date or something?”
to save yourself the embarrassment and act nonchalant, you find yourself ruffling their hair slightly. if J noticed that you were forcing it, they didn’t let it show. instead they just laughed nervously, trying to fix their hair, and said, “actually, i was the one who ended up asking them out.”
wonderful. you wanted to scream, but you managed to give them the fakest smile you could. “i’m so happy for you.”
J picked up on the hint that maybe you weren’t feeling as happy as you’re saying you are because they asked, “are you alright, teddy?”
that nickname hurts even more now as you nod, “of course, why wouldn’t i be?”
one of J’s love languages has always been physical touch and everything just gets a lot more complicated; their hand on your back is warm, the inky dark eyes that stare back at you are kind and worried, the full pink lips that you wish to kiss look so inviting. they smell the same as always: leather, strawberries, spearmint, and marlboro red smoke masked by a fancy cologne/perfume.
“did i do something wrong?” J asks, looking like a kicked puppy.
you can’t stand it. the concerned look on J’s face as they ask you what’s wrong when everything is wrong right now. it’s wrong that they can’t see how much you love them. it’s wrong that they can’t see how loving them has become second nature for you. it’s wrong that they can’t see how you don’t want to be just their best friend.
knowing them, you know your best friend is probably imagining a thousand different scenarios of how they must’ve hurt you. but you know that they didn’t hurt you, they could never do that, at least not intentionally.
then you do it. you actually do it. one of the stupidest things you have ever done in your 15 years of existence.
you leaned in and kissed them.
the look on J’s face makes you wanna crawl into your own skin and die. their body had tensed up, their lips frozen open, parted but not uttering a sound. all of that was enough to tell you that it was fucking mistake. so you do the only thing that made sense to you at that moment: you turn and run outside like a fucking coward.
time seemed to slow down, each second stretching impossibly beyond normal. the only sound that could be heard was the rain. heavy, rhythmic, and coming down without pause. you don’t even feel the chill setting in as your whole body burns with the shame of what you did and the image of J’s reaction only makes your skin crawl more.
stupid, stupid, stupid!
you run across the parking lot to get to your car and book the hell out of the school campus. you utter a loud curse when you check your pockets and realise you left your car keys in your locker.
you’re soaked to the bone and you aim a swift kick at your car; panting like you just ran a marathon, hair sticking to your neck and cheeks, heavy breathing pushing your chest up and down, your face wet from both the rain and your tears.
tears? no, you’re not wrong, you can feel the saltiness mixing up with the rain and pouring down your face. you haven’t cried in forever. at least not in a genuine way.
why in the world did it have to J of all people that you had to fall for? they had been your best friend since you were kids, always a constant and comforting presence in your life. almost a decade of friendship down the drain because of your stupid feelings. it wasn’t worth it at all to lose your best friend like this.
your best friend who’s now calling your name. a yell in the distance muffled by the sound of the rain and of your breaking heart. your breath hitches but you ignore them. there’s no way you can face them, not right now.
“for god’s sake, you can’t just kiss me and walk away! hey!” J yells out.
“go away, J! i really don’t want to talk to you right now.”
they catch up to you, refusing to let you run off again. “and why is that, hm?”
“i don’t know!” you answer, throwing up your hands in exasperation. “i’m ignoring you right now.”
“well,” J continues to stubbornly come closer, “i am ignoring the fact that you’re ignoring me.”
you give them a glare. “that’s not how it works.”
J matches your challenging glare. “fine then. tell me why you kissed me and i will leave you alone.”
“i kissed you because i love you, you daft dumbo!” you nearly yell, frustrated beyond reason. ignoring the dumbfounded look on J’s face, you continue, “i’ve loved you ever since we were kids. i love your eyes and how they sparkle like stars when you’re talking about music. i love your voice and how it soothes me whenever i’m having a hard time. i love how you know me and know exactly what to say to make me feel better whenever and wherever. i just love you so much and i cannot stand the thought of you with avery. i will get over this though, J, just give me some ti—”
in a heartbeat, they lean in and their lips are on yours. you can’t help the gasp which slips out of your mouth, too surprised, too tense, and J holds your face dearly like you’re something precious, pressing your lips and body against theirs with something akin to desperation. both of you so entirely soaked from the rain, so entirely frightened, so entirely in love.
when the kiss ends, it’s because both of you are completely out of breath. J doesn’t let the space between the two of you grow any further, though. they instead press themselves further against you, your bodies fitting like perfect puzzle pieces.
“don’t get over me,” they plead, the taste of strawberry in your mouth, forehead against yours, dark eyes fluttering close. “don’t ever get over me.”
“b-but,” you stutter, head still spinning, “what about avery?”
J groans, following it up with a chuckle. “one date and i think even they’d be able to see it.”
“see what?”
“how you are the one i’m in love with.”
before you can even process what they just said, they lean in again to seal it with a kiss.
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gunsatthaphan · 10 months
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nalyra-dreaming · 1 month
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Reading the S2 reviews (so beware spoilers ahead!). Wanted to get your take (and others’ if people have thoughts!), citing The Wrap’s review:
“Daniel might be the most radically different character from book to screen. He’s older, more pessimistic and utterly allergic to the allure of vampire life. Only now he is able to confront the deep-seated scars left behind after his night with Louis (although book fans might be disappointed to know that the show doesn’t tease out more of the romance he has with Armand in the books. Theirs is strictly an adversarial relationship in the series.)”
Other reviews confirm that S02E05/the episode about Daniel’s past is not romantic at all, rather a horror episode. Which I’m sure will be good (some describe it as the best episode), but I can’t help being a bit disappointed that they don’t seem to be doing DM - or at least not in this season at all. I think the reviews only cover episodes 1-6, but this reviewer seems so very sure… (also they seem to know the books so I’m guessing the episode won’t be too similar to the book either. Meaning it won’t end with “the chase” or will it?). So is there a real risk that no DM will play out?. The greatest hint of DM in my view was Zaman’s podcast appearance where he stated that Armand is curious about Daniel and that there is a history there. But this could just be referring to their horror-filled encounter in episode five. So I don’t know, I’m a little sad - was pretty excited for some f*cked up memory stuff (there is just something so compelling with the idea of discovering that there is a whole side of your life that you’ve lost - that this person you don’t know is someone you loved etc.). I wanted to see what it would do to Daniel and Armand respectively, and I wanted their dynamic to be as interesting as possible. Remember reading speculation that Daniel will remember more in the finale - maybe a romantic aspect but I think it was just pure speculation, no hints or comments from the cast/writers backing this up.
What do you think? Grateful to hear your thoughts! Also, I’m still psyched about this season of course, looking forward to the Armand/Louis romance, the Theatre! Hayles performance is supposedly going to be amazing, and I’m looking forward to more of Daniel’s snark obviously! It feels unreal that the season is around the corner!
It is!!! And I am also sooooo hyped, it's unreal *laughs*
Okay, so... first of all, it's always a thing of perspective with reviews. For example, there's this as well, after episode 1:
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Now... that is no review, granted.
But it's perception. I... do not think that all of the "Devil's Minion" will be spelled out in the first episodes (nor do I think we will get all of it this season!). In fact, I think the horror that "he loved this monster" is part of the horror of it all, this realization. And that will very likely be in the last episodes, in whichever way.
So. With that in mind - btw, which review did confirm it's ep5? (I only saw that focused comment I think?) - I did not expect Devil's Minion to be "happy". In fact, I think it might have stalking, cages, attacks, and the beginning of the chase - and that chase does NOT start out as cute.
Daniel just gets used to it, over time. And then Armand falls in love.
Season 2 is going to be significantly darker. I bet it's also going to be a lot campier, if the comments to this hold true, with dark humor. But they're leaning fully into the horror aspects of this vampire world now, and the beginning of the Devil's Minion is exactly that - horrific.
The above review matches with what Jacob said about Louis and Daniel forming alliances... and I bet that alliance is indeed needed to drag the whole story out.
And when that whole story is out - that will lead to repercussions.
THAT in turn goes for Louis just as much as it goes for Daniel... because this second interview has just as much to do with him.
So... I would wait until you can see it with your own eyes?! :)
I mean... AMC's promotion(and pairing of the actors) speaks a very loud language? And Assad said he had chemistry read with "Daniel"... for reasons.
But it won't all be revealed in the screeners. I bet the last two episodes will pack a punch.
Maybe even literally. 😜
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chrollohearttags · 4 months
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OKAY NOW I AM PISSED! now @wakashawty/prncessrindou has deactivated her acc. this is actually heartbreaking to see so many talented black writers leave off of drama and simply just for being black
and if we’re being honest, it’s only going to keep happening. We literally cannot exist in peace in fandom because every time we turn around, someone is being god awful to us and it’s dismissed. To be clear, it’s not ‘drama’, it’s blatant racism and it obviously doesn’t matter as long as it happens to black people bc it’s always seen as some quirky joke. Like damn, maybe we just wanna write and simp too but nobody cares about our feelings. We get sent hate, told to die and that we’re everything but a child of god and we’re expected to just churn out works like it’s business per usual!
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kedreeva · 11 months
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Stories about human beings.
I've been down (understatement). And then I got a puppy. I've been looking for one for a while, and finally found a good breeder. The thing is, having a puppy unlocks so many social interactions. There was a teen girl who asked if she could pet him, and she had this hedgehog plushie that puppy loved. And she gave it to him! Just like that! It looked to be a comfort toy for her, the way I saw her cuddle it and hold it close before she asked to pet puppy, but she saw how much he loved it, and gave it to him! He still loves that hedgehog, he carries it around, tosses it, cuddles it, and I just... Yeah, there's goodness in this world. And then there's an old lady we pass sometimes, she's up on her balcony, one day she dropped a toy down for him. This little old lady went out of her way to buy a toy specifically for my puppy, and he loves that one too! And it was so kind, and I felt so warm. And a lady outside a bar looked at me and puppy and we talked lots, she SAW me, she might've been drunk, but she got something right, and she looked me in the eye and said: "Whoever you were before, you are who you are now." I'm trans, I have a huge bushy beard and I look like a bear. But she looked past it, I don't know if she figured it out fully, but she figured SOMETHING out. And my heart was just so warm, I will strive to remember those words for the rest of my life.
I'm getting out into the world. I'm getting to SEE the world. And it's beautiful, actually, it's beautiful and it's filled with so many beautiful people I didn't know existed. Suddenly it's all there, my eyes have been opened, and I can thank puppy for guiding me to this realization.
Stories about human beings. About goodness.
I live in Sweden, the common thing to do with strangers here is to pretend they don't exist. None of that is happening anymore. Some of my neighbors disliked me for some reason, I can only guess at why, but now with puppy, they've gotten to actually talk to me, and whatever dislike they had has been resolved, sure, one of them is still wary of me, and I can't blame her for that, I look the way I look, but she's looking past that now.
I'm just so happy. I'm so happy I get to see this, so happy to be proven wrong, to have it laid out clear as day for me that, yes, people are inherently good, no matter where they are, and I feel so wonderful that I get to see it for the first time in my life.
I just... wanted to share that with someone, share that I've seen, and I understand now, the beauty of it all, of humanity. I get it, and I cherish it.
It really is a marvel once you can see the love reflected in it
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holylulusworld · 2 months
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Follow up: I believe cavill's sherlock would be ready to go anytime anywhere for his wife. Like horny as a rabbit ready. Just take her against any surface where anyone might hear them. Im sure he makes it impossible for her to not keen out in pleasure. Bonus: he loooves drawing her naked.
Im sorry i need a cold shower rn-
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Yes... *nods eagerly*
NSFW thoughts...
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You can't fight him. He's taller, stronger, and determined to get inside of you.
Wherever and whenever he wants Sherlock turns you into a blabbering mess.
He doesn't care if anyone sees or hears you.
If he wants to get his hands on you, Sherlock won't stop until you are filled with his cock.
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stagefoureddiediaz · 2 months
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Lou also basically confirmed that Tommy is there to get Buck comfortable with a man before he gets with Eddie, like that was loud.
Lou very much did that Nonnie and I adore him for it.
That interview will have gone through the abc media team as well - so it’s effectively been approved - they d have had that answer (or the Eddie part of it) removed if they weren’t happy for it to be out in the world. It’s all part of the way they are soft landing buddie canon for the general audience - so it’s not fully fully out of left field and will get more but in (apart from the few hideous but loud homophobes on the internet - but I always say if you’re rolling them up you’re doing something right!!!
Lou is one of us and I want to be his friend 😎🥰
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rebouks · 1 year
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Transcript:
Courtney: I can’t explain how complete I feel, finally being part of a proper family. Oscar: You were before. Courtney: Sort of, but it’s legit now.
[Oscar grins, giving Courtney’s waist a squeeze] Oscar: It’ll get bigger soon enough. Courtney: I hope so.
Oscar: Good things come to those who wait n’ all that. Courtney: Uh-huh.. so, what now? Oscar: Whatever you want; more food, terrible singing, dancing-.. I bet we could even fool around in that barn when no one’s looking.
Courtney: [laughs] I don’t know what to pick first. Oscar: I know what I’d pick. [Robin gurgles, throwing his feet in the air gleefully; oblivious to his surroundings, but as happy as his parents nonetheless]
Oscar: Have you had a good day so far? Courtney: The best. Oscar: I’m gonna make sure every day feels like this.
Courtney: [chuckles] No one could keep a promise like that. Oscar: I’ll try my damndest. Courtney: I believe you.
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lilspacewolfie · 3 months
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Recently I've been seeing a lot of posts on my dash about how much it sucks that Copia has to sing Mary on a Cross and every time all I can think about is how funny it would be for Copia in the Terzo is The Devil universe to sing Kiss the Go-Goat
MOAC and KTGG are Copia’s songs to me👏🏻
This is so funny to me because there are a few of Ghost songs that actually do have plot relevance for my fic. Copia certainly won’t miss the very obvious connotation’s there lmao.
I won’t spoil much, but there are a few that Copia will eventually write as a tribute to everything Lucifer/Terzo (or LuciTer as someone said me to) has done for him.
Anon you’re onto me I swear 😂
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inevitably-johnlocked · 10 months
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hi steph!!! i’m a different person than the good omens ask from a few days ago but i just want to reiterate that that is exactly how i’m feeling too!!!
i was 16 or 17 and very much in the closet (even to myself) when sherlock season 4 came out. i was gutted and i didnt even know exactly why i had such a strong emotional reaction
but now, i’m 23 and an out and proud bi lady. good omens season 2 was so incredibly healing and honestly it watched just like an actually-not-unrequited-love angst fic
anyways, i’ve been following and loving your page since my wee high school years, and i’ve never popped by to thank you for creating such a loving and welcoming space with your blog!! i hope you have a wonderful day :)
(I THINK Referencing this post)
Hey Nonny!
Thank you so much for sharing your story, and WOW thank you for your kind words on my blog and how long you've been here!! It means a TONNE to me!! <3
I'm SO proud of you for being yourself, and I'm glad that, inevitably, everything worked out in the end for you.
I'm glad I'm not alone in my feeling that S2 of Good Omens is HOPEFUL, and that it also gave others in the Sherlock fandom a COMPLETELY different feeling than Sherlock S4 gave us.
S2 WAS so beautiful and healing and just UGH I love how their relationship is portrayed, and that their argument needed to happen for them to finally get over themselves and be a pair! <3 It ABSOLUTELY is a SLOW BURN ANGST fic that the author will be tagging with the next chapter "Happy Ending". Plus I feel confident because EVERYONE involved with the show seems to REALLY ADORE this story and telling it RIGHT, that everyone seems to have some input into what is being done, and I am SO here for it. It's SUCH a change from the secretive, cut-off-from-the-actors aura that BBCS-S4 exuded.
I love Good Omens and whatever format Gaiman ends up putting S3 in (if GO isn't renewed), I will be supporting that too <3
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whatlovelybones-if · 5 months
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Any updates on the release? I loved beta-testing what you have so far ☺️
oh hi, blue! unfortunately, my coder has been MIA for awhile and i have no idea what i’m gonna do 💀 they did tell me that their internet was messy and that they’ll be busy around the holidays but it has been jan 4 and still no reply. i’ve been getting as much writing as possible, even if it’s a complete dogshit to edit later, but without a coder, i can’t really do anything to release it ):
maybe i’ll try to re-release it on moody.ink/dashingdon? if there’s anyone who’s good with coding choicescript/twine, it’ll be immensely helpful because i really do want this chapter to be released as soon as i finish proofreading it. but rn, all we can do is wait
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cinamun · 4 months
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many things making me mad but bishop saying he's in to stuff like that and then cracking mercy's head for doing the aforementioned shit like that? he's a bitchass liar who can't handle ANYTHING. insecure, ugly, immature, desperate, clingy, dumbass mf. i hate him truly
FRIEND WAIT!!! lmfdkjfhkafkdjkaljfkajkldfjkalddj
You really said
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So basically what you mean is he's a lyin ass liar because the day before he was all like...
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So a TV over the head is okay but a knife to your throat aint??
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Bro out here sending mixed signals and ion like det.
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amarriageoftrueminds · 3 months
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thinking about how before catfa was released there was some scepticism about if Captain America would work for modern audiences.
a lot of people not really familiar with the comics thought his character was too old-fashioned and outdated and would not be relatable in the 21st century.
fast forward and after making several movies showing Steve does in fact belong in modern times they end his arc by sending him back to the 40s, proving those ppl right who thought he was too outdated for our times.
what was even the point of all his movies?? i know the answer it to make money.
but even from a business point of view it's mind boggling that Disney was so careless and put so little thought into how they ended the story of one of their most popular characters of the first 3 phases that now a good chunk of the audience believes Steve is some racist and sexist guy.
i'm sure they'll bring him back one day, either for some avengers multiverse nostalgia fest or when they reboot the MCU, and it won't have the same effect because Steve just isn't as beloved as he used to be. not that i care about the success of this soulless megacorp but i'm still baffled after all these years about how stupid his ending was.
The entire point of Steve is that he was a main out of time in his own time. He was ahead of his time. Which is why he does work, (and why he is needed!) in the future. Whenever that future may be.
I'll tell you what it is... the people in charge of Steve in the MCU are exactly as ignorant of the character as people who don't know anything about who Steve is in the comics. (I.E. the 'well he's wearing the stars and stripes so I assume he's some kind of jingoistic pro-imperialism figure and therefore I don't like him on sight' crowd, closely related to the 'well he's polite and neatly-dressed and not a dick for attention, so he must be a boring goody-two shoes boy scout type' crowd.) Wrong on every count!
Markus & McFeely think the way to 'do' Steve is to make sure we know he's straight, while love of Bucky, relationship with his other men, and his passion for fighting fascism, are all reduced to the status of footnotes in a story whose only question is 🙄 '...yeah yeah, fighting Nazis is fine or w/e but when is he gunna get a girlfriend??'
So they don't see anything amiss in an ending where Steve goes (back in time) to get a girlfriend. Because they think that was the only relatable or important thing about him. Making sure the handsome hero is just like them!
And why they also don't see anything amiss in him being a walk-on part in a Mary Sue/Captain Brexit story. Because it's just more of the 'Steve's only important trait is heterosexuality' narrative. 🤷‍♀️
(As far as they're concerned, stucky was an embarrassing and completely unintended side effect, something they want stifled by any means necessary, and when it comes to Steve being as full blown antifa as he is in the comics- oh, well, we musn't alienate the Republican shareholders/CEOs/customers. Walt Disney himself would be completely on board.)
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chrollohearttags · 7 months
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can we get a little sneak peak of reverb chap.10 gworl…im excited😝😝
why of course. It’s going up tomorrow night btw 🤭🫶🏾 cw//pure filth
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nani-nonny · 4 months
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I'm so mental illness about apaf
ME
The hours I’ve spent thinking about them…
If you listen close you can hear them rattling in my head as I cry just thinking about having my to write my thoughts down—shake my head like a maraca and listen to the rhythm of me tumbling down another rabbit hole of peepaw storytelling
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