#not only that but mmmmmm

[shimenawas]

words cannot express how badly i want to throw myself off the face of the earth ajsjskskskskmwk

#whatever you have #━☆*:₀. lovely chats ೃ #cw: venting/vents #HELP MEOEKSKSM #the lady who was selling us stuff asked me what i wajted and i just said bcs im #INCREDIBLY indecisive and v much shy letting other people know of my thoughts and opinions (whether irl or online) #after that we went to a restaurant and it took me 30 minutes just trying to raise my hand to call for the waitress eksbsksn #I HATE MYSELF I FEEL SO EMBARRASSED 😭😭?? #help how am i still alive #like i know what i want and what to do #but hhhhhh #PEOPLE for some reason make me act hesitant jsjsjwk #not only that but mmmmmm #lowkey feeling kind of jealous of other people #how they have confidence and look pretty and #and it ngl reminds me of elem school where i knew i wasnt the prettiest and that the only thing i had going for me #was my smarts #and now i still kind of have that mindset TT?? #i do my best in other things/hobbies because i have the need to be like #good/amazing at them or else i'll be hopeless???? #whhsushsjs #i am experiencing v complicated feelings tonight

[xiiiwayfinders]

Not to be dramatic or anything but the KH2 prologue is one of the best video game things in the history of forever

#mmmdmsmhsshsj #it's just so #i love these kids and their summer vacation and the sense that something is very wrong but only roxas is aware and #just the creepiness and weirdness and ahhhhhhh #honestly if there was a whole game of that i would be so down for that #anyways mmmmmm kh2 prologue #kingdom hearts #kh2 #hayner #pence #olette #roxas

[art-the-f-up]

Feligami Mafia Boss/Assassin AU

#mmmmmm #i think it's important that people realize i ship feligami more than any other ship in ml but only second to ladynoir of course #miraculous #miraculous ladybug #ml season 5 spoilers #ml season 5 references #feligami #felix fathom #kagami tsurugi #mafia au #assassin au

[heich0e]

enemies to lovers with kageyama doesn't even work because he won't even think of you as an enemy you're just an annoyance

#calling him yamayama-senshu at a karasuno reunion as adults just to annoy him #bickering with him all night (giving shoyo a run for his money as Peak Tobio Irritator) #ends with tobio grabbing your face with both hands just to be like 'DO YOU EVER SHUT UP' only for both of you to realize how close you are #mmmmmm delicious #hq hcs

[moony-ghoul]

i just think that phantom should breed swiss and they’re so desperate they just wanna feel swiss squeezing around their knot so bad and fill him up and they’re digging their claws into his tummy frantically humping tears streaming down their face and swiss is just smiling down at them wiping sweaty hair from their forehead

“awe poor puppy”

#mmmmmm #yummy #idk #i got home at 6am and only slept three hours so my brain is like that really watery slime

[cosmicrhetoric]

REVENGE IS NOT REDRESS. REVENGE IS A WHEEL AND IT TURNS BACKWARDS. THE DEAD ARE NOT YOUR MASTERS

#deep in the denouement of my nine millionth listen of the monstrous regiment audiobook and it's still the only book ever #maybe its cause im hearing a new voice/version but the duchess/wazzer scene was SCARY i got fr chills. ty jen from the it crowd #and pollllyyyyyyy polllyyyyy my friend polly. i forgot she decked strappi at the end #monstrous regiment #discworld #the vimes voice is growing on me though hes such a bastard in this book. more so than normal #hes like......my fave vimes moment (or one of) is the feet of clay fakeout where he pretends the plot to break his sobriety works #and hes pretending to be passed out and then gets up and breaks rusts nose and downs a packet of what looks like arsenic and goes #MMMMMM DELICIOUS. YAY. that's my fave moment and hes giving elevated That energy in this book

[westmeath]

Excerpt on Midnight Cowboy from an interview with John Schlesinger in Literature/Film Quarterly, 1978:

Riley: When I've shown the film to students, they have very mixed feelings about the ending. How do you see that? What is that moment to Joe? Is it affirmative, or is it despairing?

Schlesinger: I don't see it as a despairing ending. I feel that it's a catharsis to the whole film. It's a catharsis of a boy who has been lost and who has these strange memories of being picked out for sexual prowess and how important that seemed to him. He has this whole experience of going to New York and finding that the fantasy is total bullshit and that the reality of life there is one of eking out some kind of existence, and then he finds the relationship that he strikes up with Ratso. Some people have said it's a homosexual relationship, but it really isn't per se. It's about the need of one human being for another. I daresay that Ratso- if anybody had found him attractive, man, woman, or dog- would have been anxious to express it physically perhaps. That's why he was so hostile towards it all. But I think that having made a commitment to Ratso, Joe realized the whole ludicrousness of the situation. On the bus he ruminates about the possibilities of what he's going to do, and I think in the back of his mind his taking Ratso to Miami is a kind of gesture. I think he knows it's hopeless. That's what I remember discussing with Jon Voight, that Joe knows they aren't going there for a life together in the future. He knows that Ratso's probably not going to survive the journey. At the end when he sits there with Ratso, I don't think Joe's saying, "Now what am I going to do? I'm lost." I think he's already released himself from the fantasy, he already knows that he's going to be okay.

It certainly never struck me as we were doing it that we were making something that was meant to send the audience out in deep depression feeling that Joe Buck is totally lost, because I don't think he is.

Riley: As a matter of fact, he's saved.

Schlesinger: Yes, and I think he's saved by that relationship, by discovering something about the possibilities of a human relationship in the midst of this very unlikely one. That's exactly what attracted me to the material.

#midnight cowboy #john schlesinger #joe buck #ratso rizzo #poast #much to think about... much much much to think about here #if only i had found this at the beginning of my essay rather than at the end #because it's confirmed quite a bit of what i've already written about lol...... #literally was just saying last night about how regardless of who rico may be into he would likely never express it anyway #out of a sense of self-hatred and self-preservation AND also just because he's extremely thoughtful in a way joe isn't #and he is probably just aware of the reality of his situation. can't focus on such 'trivial' things when he's busy just trying to survive #also 'joe knows that they aren't going there for a future together' mmmmmm... yeah #films

[w1lmuttart]

Man of all time

#first time drawing Serizawa I tried my best fhdbdbd #i was screaming the whole time when he was fighting in the last ep I feel bad for my neighbors #ducking loved loved LOVED seeing him use the business card as weapons that was so cool #mmmmmm brain empty only Serizawa #mp100 #mob psycho 100 #mob psycho 100 spoilers #mp100 fanart

[kiwisoap]

I recently switched to a new dentist cus my old one retired and I needed one of my fillings replaced (popped out while I was flossing 😔) but after they redid this one my tooth has been really sensitive to any kind of mechanical stress, to the point that I haven't been able to really chew on the right side of my mouth for the past 4-ish months because if a seed or a grain of salt or something gets on that tooth and I bite down its HURTY. But I'm getting it re-done today so FINGERS CROSSED that it stops being sensitive

#jawjackin #ive had a LOT OF FILLINGS and this is the only one ive ever had issues with so im hoping its something that can be fixed relatively easily #they wanted to do a crown but i was like mmmmmm no thank you thats My Tooth i dont want it ground down to a nub #so we are trying a new filling instead

[hanamisofficialspouse]

"I looove Jujutsu Kaisen! The characters are super hot!"

"I know right! Gojo/Nanami/Toji/Choso/Megumi/Itadori/Geto/Sukuna/Yuuta/Mahito/Inumaki is attractive as hell🥰"

Me who I was thinking about this majestic being: 🧍

(And barely anyone who could hear me out😔)

#shitpost #shitposting #jujutsu kaisen #hanami #Why are they so underrated😩 #not only that I genuinely find the attractive? #like no kidding. That curse has some muscles and the features are otherworldly beautiful #hanami jjk #jjk #jjk hanami #hanami jujutsu kaisen #tireddovahkiin rambles #hanami would treat you so much better than half of those guys times HUNDRED #im choosing the green flag thank you very much😌 #they thicc #tall boi #mmmmmm

[shimamitsu]

mmmm i have the feeling that the issues that were brought up in ch45 will be explored more in the future (hopefully). i always felt like the chapter ended kinda... abruptly? and even if the message obviously came across i don't think it got the kind of "closure" that arcs like this usually get in sukirofa. i'm not complaining at all, i'm just a tiiiiiny bit suspicious. it's my skippy sense

#it was only those few pages and then ch46 started on a whole different note #idk i feel like it's weird that this never got mentioned again? am i crazy #and even if mitsumi's reasons for breaking up were very clear everything was shown from shima's perspective #we didn't really see her thought process from her pov #like there has to be something btwn 45 and 46. there has to be something else #i feel like. we'll come back to this at some point #Mmmmmm #LIKE THERE'S. a weird gap in mitsumi's pov btwn 45 and 46. maybe it doesn't matter probably it doesn't. well #skipping

[crying-art]

Me? Obsessed with you? Yes. Yes I am.

#me??? getting into cowboy bepop??? it’s ten thousand times likely #only because Netflix is taking it off soon and it’s been on the bucket list for awhile now #*microwave noises* mmmmmm him #sorry for the nighttime photo being so wonky. he a lil confused but he got the spirit #cowboy bebop #spike spiegel #spike #my art #artists on tumblr

[pup-pee]

*throws up on page* here

#im so rired fjahdljfkga but im posting this b4 i fucking slumber znooze zz z z zzzzzzzz #like uhm my eyes r not wanting 2 stay open rn<L( mmmmmm #dog is nexct 2 me he is dragging me 2 slepp #I DONAW ANNT DREAM ABOUT CHEESE AHAIN #anwyays tags :33 #nirvana au #nirvana!wally #nirvana!dick #nirvana!bart #nirvana!kyle #nirvana!bernard #nirvana!tim #woopeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #basically only look @ wally ttho lol #puppee art

[fallenandproud]

fun fact, the breaking point that led me to finally cave and make this sideblog was watching youtube shorts and the algorithm decied to throw a TON of hazbin hotel / helluva boss stuff at me and one came up with Lucifer Charlie's dad just as like. one of those edits and THEN i scroll and THE NEXT ONE IS SOMEONE DRAWING THE FALL FROM HEAVEN and i decided right then and there that on top of my demon fixation coping mechanism i now am going to project heavily onto LUCIFER HIMSELF.

#aster.txt #exmo moment #religious trauma #ell oh ell #exmo #exmormon #ex mormon #ex cult #apostate #i really like hazbin hotel /helluva boss's worldbuilding though #its like the only media that depicts anything even remotely christian that i can actually handle without it fucking me up #i havent watched good omens yet but im sure that one will make me project all sorts of issues #ive been watching the good place and even that one sets me off sometimes #im too messed up for anything even vaguely remniscent of how i was raised #but anyway yeah hazbin hotel youtube edits made me realize i relate to lucifer himself #and ive been going through faith crisis shit for EVER but even just like a year or two ago if you told me that #id have been so wildly uncomfortable for various reasons #i think thats funny #my religious trauma is so funny sometimes #mmmmmm demons

[iguessitsjustme]

Listen. Do I know it's a bad idea to go into the MDL comments? Yes. Do I do it anyway? Of course I do. I'm nosy. I want to see what disasters are happening in there.

#also thanks to that i'm able to see what users are lowkey bullying people for daring to not like the show #not even saying anything bad about the show but just offering honest criticism #and i get to block them #and maybe one day if i block enough users #the mdl comments will be safe for me #but also i don't want that because it's the lowest stakes drama ever #i'm not involved i'm just watching #they don't know me they know nothing #i don't post on mdl except once maybe twice and that's only when i'm looking for information #like who is this random side character or does this have a dvd release #but boy oh boy it's like watching the world's most unhinged train wreck #i can't even say it's the gayest train wreck because i do not think the worst offenders are even queer #i mean they might be but most of them have in their bio and have mentioned in their comments things that make me go #mmmmmm you're the problem i have with fandom coolcoolcoolcoolcoolcool #say you're supporting the actors all you want but you're still on the internet bullying the actor's fans #i should really get ready for bed since i didn't sleep last night

[brown-little-robin]

Dungeon Meshi getting popular is so weird to me because to Me it's the unique underground funny-and-then-really-creepy manga my Cool Uncle sent me in the mail when he found out I like manga

#this'll probably be my only post on the subject #maybe someday I'll watch it but for now no thankyou it will remain Uncle Manga #mmmmmm I guess I'll tag this #Delicious in Dungeon #oh but I can confirm that Senshi is the best ever and Laios is very complicated. and Chilchuck is extremely funny and Good