#panelele

[sugaroto]

Panelele* story time

*Panhellenic exams, aka will define whether I go into uni or not

Day 1: Essay, aka greek

Our theme was feminism and women's rights. I think i did ok? Tho I finished like an hour earlier and then started panicking cause I finished earlier and didn't dare to leave the classroom. I literally checked everything like 15 times and even counted my words on theme Γ and Δ (Γ =literature exercise, Δ=essay) and then I panicked again cause I was -20 words on the essay

A good thing is that the day before I was reading some old essays of mine and I happened to read one I had written about human rights (this was probably the best one I've ever written since I got 25/30) and I remembered 2 paragraphs I had about women and wrote everything on my essay, tho it was a little messier of course but at least I had the ideas ready?

One thing the whole school agreed on is that once we got out we all laughed on [that one guy] (misogynist, racist, homophobic etc kinda guy) that probably failed

Most of us dislike him and once we got out we were like "GUYS. HIM" And then laughed about it. Sorry not sorry. He wants to be a politician, I hope he wont succeed. The country is already bad as it is

Also, a lot of people (online) were commenting on Text 2, cause "I was so glad when I saw feminism was the theme, but once I read text 2 I was dissapointed to see it still misogyny"

Which yeah, I get where they're coming from, the author was like "new feminism is bad and likes victim-culture, classic old feminism is good" and... also the description said something about identity of genders which sounded very queer to me so I thought the author might originally be attacking trans people but the actual text did not mention trans people

Also. None of that matters. Yeah the text was bullshit, was my job to listen to it? No my job was to find what gave away that the author was using comparison on the second paragraph. I literally had to find the words "on the contrary" and "but" (αντιθέτως, όμως) and say why they meant comparison

I was so focused on that that when I noticed something was weird with the text I just went like "Huh... weird ....*circles*ΑΝΤΙΘΈΤΩΣ"

Also, the whole point is to keep it neutral and not be controversial, I could write that all women are witches that should be burn if it was my opinion but if I wrote it reasonably and fair enough it'd still be acceptable

Probably the most controversial in my essay was the mention of "hijab" which I tried to be very neutral about

Day 2: ancient greek

2 parts, γνωστό & άγνωστο aka (known & unknown)

Known: what we have been taught in class, texts from ancient dudes we have to know the meaning about

Unknown: text we've never seen before in our lives but we're supposed to know enough grammar and translate it ourselves and answer questions about grammar

Known: absolute bullshit. Aristotle. Fuck you Aristotle. We were sure we'd have the text about Alexander, but no it had to be Aristotle's town. I didn't know shot I messed up on that part

Unknown: disaster. The text was some dude whining to Socrates cause his son wanted a σοφιστη teacher, the grammar ruined me. I wrote σχε, the right was σχες, I wrote αγενου, the right was αγενους, I wrote ραον/ραδιον, the right was ραδιον/ραον. I was crying two days about it. The whole word is considered wrong. I get nothing for the effort of trying to figure out that έχειν becomes σχε(ς) in β' πρόσωπο προστακτικής αορίστου β or something and also that is a fucking ανώμαλο

Also. They were this close 🤏 to fail me, cancel me before we were even given the exam

Cause, in order to do all that grammar shit, we need to make a draft

So since we had to be in the room for the next 50 minutes or something waiting, I started making a draft of some very basic nouns and verbs bc knowing me I'd forget everything once I was given the exam

And im like "sorry is it OK I wrote with a pencil?"

"YOU WROTE? THIS CAN GET YOU CANCELED ITS CONSIDERED CHEATING" *αντιγραφή as in "copying" as if I have the answers next to me and I'm copying them

And im like "I didn't copy them," I literally just wrote them and birthed the thoughts out of my fucking mind what the fuck is the difference if I do it now or in 30 minutes

And im like should I erase it? It's pencil I'm not cheating I literally JUST ANAPNOH GAMOTO OLOI OI MALAKES EPITORITES SE MENA

And they call some other teachers and I guess who was supposed to be the boss was like "nah keep it who cares its ok"

And then, when I was done with the exam, cause I had shitted my pants cause of that, I started erasing the draft just in case AND THE MOMENT I DID this freaking bitch gets up and goes and talks to the the other teacher while looking at me and then they call the boss again and I hear him whispering "it's ok"(δεν πειράζει)

But I was so sure they would cancel me the moment I got up so I sat there for like 30 minutes in fear that if I got up they'd tell me "sorry you failed cause you erased the draft we let you keep"

Day 3: latin

We're given the exam right?

I start writing

The teacher brings her chair next to my desk and rests her hand on my desk

(THE PAIN OF HAVING TO SEAT ON THE FRONT FUCKING DESK)

Ok... maybe she wants to do her job which is to keep an eye on students. She's not bothering me yet

She grabs my ID card (we were given those in order to participate) and reads it...

Ok...

She lets it down

She grabs my sharpener and looks at it, she lets it down

Why. The. Fuck. Is. She. Touching. My. Things.

She gets bored and starts drumming her fingers on the desk. I give her a death stare( and so does my friend on the other desk) but look back down as soon as she looks back at me

She SPEAKS TO ME "Είναι πολλά τα θέματα;" (does the exam has a lot of parts?)

Considering they almost failed me the other day (different people) and im not allowed to... like have a chit chat- like this is a serious exam there's seriously a police officer outside- I don't know what to do I just shrugged at her

"Ok let me see then" AND SHE GRABS THE EXAM FROM MY HANDS WHILE I WAS FUCKING WRITING TO "SEE" AND IM LIKE "πρέπει να γραψω"(I have to write) and SHES LIKE OH YEAH RIGHT AND GIVES IT BACK

WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK

I THINK THATS ILLEGAL AND I FELT ASSAULTED

THIS IS LIKE THE MOST IMPORTANT EXAM IN MY LIFE SO FAR AND SHE HAS THE AUDACITY TO BOTHER ME CAUSE SHES BORED

YOU CANT JUST GRAB MY EXAMS LIKE THAT

ALSO IT WAS DEAD SILENCE IN THERE UNTIL I SPOKE "I HAVE TO WRITE" AND PEOPLE LOOKED AT ME BUT THE ONES THAT WERE CLOSE HAD PICKED UP ON THE FACT THAT THERE WAS SOMETHING FUCKING WRONG WITH HER

My friend who I'm together in tutoring class and was sitting on the other side of the classroom was like was that sugar? But she didn't dare to look up or speak bc she understood something was off

Like

WHAT the actual fuck

Do they check the teachers before they bring them in? Wtfwtfwtfwtfwtwtf

I couldn't focus after that

Thankfully Latin is my fave class and the texts we had to translate were easy

But holy fucking shit

And I did do a mistake on the translation cause I wrote "αναδεικνύει" instead of "ανταποκρίνοταν" so I later when I was checking my answers I asked where I had to write the right word bc there was no space so I needed to leave a note and she was like "I don't think we can answer now that everyone has left" (we were only 3 students in the class by then) WELL MAYBE I WOULDN'T HAVE MADE A MISTAKE IF SOMEONE DIDN'T GRAB MY EXAMS WHILE I WAS TRANSLATING

Day 4: History

History is my worst class. The teachers were normal. Nobody tried to fail me before I was given the exams.

I didn't have high hopes for history because I've never gotten a good grade but my tutor believes I was lucky enough cause everything that was on the exam was something I liked and knew(according to her, according to me I hate it all)

The good news is that on the first πηγή* my answer was very big, first time that happens I always fail on my πηγές

Also there was a question about what the first government of Crete did and I had no idea what the first government of Crete even was but I remember there was a list of 12 things that were done in Crete so I just wrote that cause it was the only thing I knew

Turns out that was the right answer, I found it out by pure luck

Also turns out there were 9 things, but in the end I had only found 5 so ok

*πηγή they give us a bunch of texts and we have to write "according to the text and then according to what I know *answers questions*"

Day 5: I still have English on Saturday and idk what will happen. That was a choice exam

#sugarenia school stuff #probably the last time i use that tag🥲? #panhellenic #Panhellenic exams #panelele #panelele 2023 #Panhellenic exams 2023 #πανελληνιες #Πανελελε #πανελλήνιες 2023 #sugarenia talks #sugarenia thoughts

[louloudomwro]

i miss wearing eyeliner

i miss waking up and feeling calm

i miss liking myself

#panelele

[fandomchaosposts]

I'm trying to study organic chemistry but my brain is what if piarles

#like bro #i get that i had time during panelelle because covid but how did i handle that #fandomchaos posts #pierre gasly/charles leclerc

[newtness532]

the mental health is not mental healthing properly

#the anxiety is reaching panelele levels again 😶👍 #jo says stuff #personal ramblings

[ann222sblog]

ΤΙ ΝΑ ΣΟΥ ΠΩ;ΣΕ ΝΙΩΘΩ.ΜΕΤΡΑΩ ΑΝΤΙΣΤΡΟΦΑ.ΘΕΛΩ ΝΑ ΤΕΛΕΙΩΣΕΙ ΤΩΡΑ.ΟΧΙ ΔΕΝ ΚΑΤΑΛΑΒΕΣ.ΤΩΡΑΑΑΑ!!!ΑΥΤΟ ΠΟΥ ΘΕΛΩ ΕΙΝΑΙ Η ΜΟΝΗ ΜΟΥ ΑΓΩΝΙΑ ΕΙΝΑΙ ΤΟ ΑΝ ΘΑ ΠΑΩ ΣΠΙΤΙ ΝΑ ΚΑΝΩ ΜΠΑΝΙΟ ΝΑ ΒΓΩ ΓΙΑ ΠΟΤΟ ΕΙΝΑΙ ΝΑ ΚΑΤΣΩ ΜΕΧΡΙ ΤΟ ΠΡΩΙ ΣΤΗΝ ΠΑΡΑΛΙΙΑ.ΦΙΛΟΙΙΙ ΤΕΛΕΙΩΝΕΙ ΡΕ ΠΟΥΣΤΗ.ΥΠΟΜΟΝΗ.ΜΠΟΡΩ.ΜΠΟΡΕΙΤΕ .ΜΠΟΡΟΥΜΕΕΕ.ΔΩΣΤΕ ΤΑ ΟΟΟΟΛΑΑΑ.ΣΤΗΝ ΤΕΛΙΚΗ ΘΑ ΑΚΝΕΙΣ ΑΥΤΟ ΠΟΥ ΕΣΥ ΜΠΟΡΕΙΣ ΤΩΡΑ ΜΕ ΤΟ ΚΟΥΡΑΓΙΟ ΠΟΥ ΣΟΥ ΧΕΙ ΑΠΟΜΕΙΝΕΙ ,ΜΕ ΤΟ ΧΑΜΟΓΕΛΟ ΠΟΥ ΚΑΠΟΥ ΞΕΜΕΙΝΕΙ.ΟΜΩΣ ΈΡΧΕΤΑΙ.ΕΣΥ ΘΑ ΤΟ ΚΑΝΕΙΣ ΝΑ ΕΡΘΕΙ.ΤΩΡΑ ΚΙ ΟΛΑΣ

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[poutseole]

Gamw tis panelele

#panellhnies #eksetaseis #tiskata #ellada #Hellas #hell #ash #skase

[me8usmenhh]

🎂 🎄

Na perasei auto to pragma pou exw

Na grapsw kala panelele

Na vrw kana wraio paidiko na dw

Kserwgw xristougenna

[xatzifragetiki]

[ Του χρόνου τέτοια μέρα , δεν θα θυμάσαι τίποτα ]

#πανελελε #πανελληνιες2021 #γρρεκζ #ελληνικά #ελληνικο μπλογκ #γρεεκ ταμπλρ #ελλαδα #greece #ελληνικα #διαβασμα #καλοκαιρι #greek #greek tumblr #struggle #studywithme #panelele #volos #σαλ

[thyma-ths-agnoias]

Φαντάσου μας τώρα

Με φρέντο εσπρέσσο μέτριο για 'σένα και γλυκό για 'μένα, πάντα ήμουν το γλυκού, χωμένα σ' αυτές τις θέσεις του πλαστικού τραπεζιού. Την αλμύρα και τον ήλιο τα αγαπούσα ανέκαθεν, μα με το τάβλι και την παρέα είναι ακόμα καλύτερα. Τέλος πάντων, πού ήμουνα; Με κερδίζεις κι εκνευρίζομαι γιατί ξες πόσο ανταγωνιστική είμαι αλλά ταυτόχρονα δεν μπορώ και να αντισταθώ στον Δεληβοριά(Δεληβόρια αν σ' αρέσει καλύτερα). Το τάβλι,εν τω μεταξύ,θα θέλαμε πολύ να φέρει την δική του ιστορία αλλά είναι αυτό που πήρα πέρσι απ' τα τζάμπο. Τι να πεις, θα του δώσουμε εμείς την αξία του στα καλοκαίρια και τους χειμώνες που μας περιμένουν. Ακούμε τις άλλες να γκρινιάζουν, η εορτάζουσα δεν άντεξε να περιμένει καν να απορροφηθεί το αντηλιακό πριν βουτήξει. Το τάβλι ήταν εξαρχής δική μας υπόθεση κι αγάπη. Δεν θα σου πω ποιος κέρδισε γιατί θα το δείξει το μέλλον. Αλλά για τώρα, άντε, σήκω και πάρε εκείνο το νεροπίστολο που βρήκαμε,να μάθουν να γκρινιάζουν! Μετά ξέρουμε ότι περιμένει μοχίτο, άργησαν αλλά θα 'ρθουν. Κι ίσως κατά τις τέσσερις να γυρίζουμε στο σπίτι,το ιδανικό θα ήταν με τα πόδια αλλά μάλλον με αστικό και μάσκα μας βλέπω. Δεν πειράζει. Όσο περιμένουμε την σειρά μας στο μπάνιο,θα λιαζόμαστε στην αυλή,με τα μαγιό ακόμα θα ξαπλώνουμε στο γρασίδι. Την Δ. την πήρε κι όλας ο ύπνος στην αιώρα,δεν κοιμάται πολύ τα βράδια. Εμείς παίζουμε με την γάτα του ιδιωκτήτη. Το φαγητό στο πόδι κι ας έχουμε τραπέζι, είμασταν πάντα λάτρεις των aesthetic και το πικνίκ στην αυλή είναι εύκολο. Σου έχω πει ότι θέλω να αγοράσω ειδικό τραπεζομάντηλο για πικνίκ για να κάνουμε και στην πόλη; Περνά η ώρα κι εγώ με την Κ. ακόμα στην αυλή είμαστε και διαβάζουμε. Τραβάει χρόνια αυτή η ιστορία. Εσείς απ' την άλλη ξεκινάτε να ετοιμάζεστε. Και καλά κάνετε γιατί εγώ πάντα έχω την ψευδαίσθηση ότι προλαβαίνω κι ότι δεν χρειάζομαι πολλά και στο τέλος βιάζομαι να βρω κάτι που μ' αρέσει και παρακαλάω να με βάψετε, καθώς, ναι, ακόμα δεν έμαθα να το κάνω μόνη μου. 7 λεπτά και είμαστε στην χώρα. Αναζωογονημένες, μαυρισμένες-η άλλη είχε ξεκινήσει το μαύρισμα απ' το διάβασμα, αν είναι δυνατόν!κι εσείς όσο μπορείτε- και νησιωτικές! Ζούμε επιτέλους αυτό που σχεδιάζαμε και περιμέναμε! Κι έχει ακόμα να τραβήξει η βαλίτσα...

@petaloudestomualo μπορεί το όνειρο να μη βγει έτσι ακριβώς, μπορεί η Πυθία όντως να μην με επισκέπτεται αλλά στις διακοπές θα είμαστε τουλάχιστον παρέα οπότε πόσο μακρυά απ' αυτό να βγει

#2020-2021 #panelele #γενια'03 #διακοπές #καλοκαίρι #όνειρα #πανελλήνιες #πανελληνιες #ονειρα #γκριικ #γκρικ τεξτ #θαλασσα #παρέα #παιδιατου'03 #ελλαδα #γρικζζ #υπομονη

[sugaroto]

"The distance of opinions in the political matter soon became a personal problem"

...

NOW IS IT MY FAULT IF I SAY VENIZELOS AND THE PRINCE WERE FU-

#enemies to lovers 500k words #lovers to enemies? #exes au #you dont know how hard i try not to say some shit like 'they were having a love fight' to my teacher #cause when i 'use my own words' i say shit like 'there was a beef between the 2 countries. people went on a trip. and the big countries #were being mean so they didn't help the small greek poor kingdom of Greece' #yeah Venizelos and the prince broke up and they're fighting over the custody of Crete #their beloved daughter #AH SHIT ITS 2.54 AM WHY #SCREW YOU PANELELE I HAVEN'T SLEPT IN DAYS #sugarenia thoughts #sugarenia talks #θεωρητικη μουντ #θεωρητικη #8ewritikh #panelele #πανελληνιες #Πανελελε #Βενιζέλος

[mars-hyperfixations]

Αν όλοι εσείς εκεί της επιτροπής τολμήσετε να βάλετε θέμα έκθεσης τύπου "ΠεΡιΓρΑψΤε ΤηΝ σΧΕσΗ σΑς Με Το ΒιΒλΙο" (φέτος που τα παιδιά έχουν περάσει από καταστάσεις τρομερής ψυχολογικής πίεσης) όπως κάνατε στην κακόμοιρη γενιά του 2002 θα αναλάβω προσωπικά την δολοφονία σας.

#panellhnies #panelele #πανελλαδικες 2021 #πανελελε #πανελληνιες εξετασεις #πανελλήνιες

[newtness532]

sometimes you just need a loved one to remind you to breathe

#the other day before the exam i was getting stressed and jittery and my friend helped me take a few deep breaths #i think her action helped more than the breathing #also my mom before panelele used to tell me to not forget to breathe but also to not breathe too much #so now when i do need to just take a breath to stop stressing i just think of them telling me to do it and i think it helps a bit #jo says stuff #personal ramblings

[tesserisdwdekatou]

Θα περασει και αυτο

#panelele #πανελλελε #tumblr #υπομονή #πανελληνιες2021 #καλοκαιρακι

[mpoumpoukakii]

Θέλω να ξυπνήσω αύριο πρωι σε μια παραλία με μια μπουκάλα τζιν στο χέρι και κανένα άγχος για την επόμενη μερα

#greek quotes #mine #summer #panelele #πανελληνιες #τζιν #life #greek tumblr

[me8usmenhh]

Na tou steilw h oxi?

Jerw oti den endiaferetai pleon gia mena Alla exw thn anagkh na tou milhsw. Omws skeftomai Kai an prepei na ton afhsw Kai na mh steilw gia na dw an endiaferthei otan vgoun oi vaseis. Opws eixe steilei gia otan teleiwsa me tis panelele omws katalava tote oti eixe allous logous na steilei gia na apokthsei epafh Pali mexri na synanthithoume. Opws Kai egine Kai den esteile Jana legontas oti exei ta diks you themata. (Nai ennow oti ithele na dei thn """kollhth""" mou afoou mono se ayth edine shmasia).

Λοιπόν κατά την γνώμη μου γραψτον δεν αξίζει προσπάθησε να ασχοληθείς με τον εαυτό σου

[hliotropiooo]

Current mood: 🤡

#greek #quotes #greek quotes #panelele #mood #panellhnies #πανελελε2020 #πανελελε