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weirdkpopgirl · 1 year
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Feelings | Jaemin Imagine #4
Title: Feelings
Genre: Angst, slight fluff
Warnings: mentions of anxiety, and (yes another) mental breakdown. how are you guys not bored of me yet?
Word Count: 882
Author's Note: This was an idea that came to me in the morning. Honestly, I debated whether to post it after hearing about today's tragedy. But I think we could all use something comforting in a time like this. I never got the chance to become a bigger fan of Astro, but I did enjoy their music. To all of you who are hurting right now, I hope this can make you feel a little better? Rest in peace, Moonbin 😔.
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For the past hour or so, you’ve been sitting at the dining table in the living room, eyes burning into your laptop. The room was mostly dark, excluding the ceiling lamp which you dimmed. You were editing an animation video for your final in a class, with the serene loneliness of the night to keep you company.
As much as you needed this time to yourself, a part of you feared it. Once the clock hit 8:30 pm, all the bothersome thoughts that sprouted from anxiety began to seep through. You haven’t found a way to stop them from coming. Thus, you have left no choice but to let the voice in your head attack every part of you. Eventually, the voice would tire and rest before returning the next night. 
But the frequent movement of your fingers on the mouse was disrupted by the beeping sound of a passcode being entered. Your head turned in the direction of the clicking noise of the door being successfully unlocked that followed. 
You closed your laptop and got up when hearing the shuffling of shoes being removed. That was when you found Jaemin, walking out of the doorway. 
Despite being visibly exhausted, his lips stretched into a smile, and he wrapped his arms around you. “Hey, Beautiful.”
The previous thoughts invading your mind faded gradually, and you allowed the security of your boyfriend’s warmth to consume you. Shortly after pulling away from the embrace, you brought Jaemin to plop down on the couch so he could relax.
“How was work today?” Jaemin asked, knowing you got off your shift a few hours ago. 
“It was okay,” you replied, forcing a smile. “You?”
Your response didn’t sit right with Jaemin, and he couldn’t pinpoint why. Although you’ve only been together for a few months, he had already picked up on some of your habits. Like when you gave vague answers to his questions, or subconsciously picked on your lip when you lied.
But he nodded, “Work was good. I memorized the rest of our choreography, and the manager bought chicken for us.”
“That’s nice,” you murmured.
“Is everything okay though? You seem a little off.”
Jaemin’s question caught you off guard. You hesitated for a second, not sure if you should be truthful. Sharing your emotions with another was something you hated, especially because you didn’t trust people easily. But you knew Jaemin was probably the most harmless man in the world. So you decided to take a chance.
“To be honest, I’ve been feeling more anxious than usual lately. And I’m barely dealing with it.”
You watched the boy’s brows furrow in concern. “Why didn’t you tell me before?”
“You’re so busy preparing for your comeback. I didn’t want you to worry,” you mumbled, looking down at your hands.
He reached over to take your hands. His was laughably bigger than yours. Any other day, the two of you would be amused by the size difference. But Jaemin was too worried to think about that.
“ I don’t care if I’m busy or not. I want you to tell me when something is bothering you, Jagiya. Because…”
You felt a lump in your throat and tried to hold back tears that were already preparing for their escape. But then Jaemin looked you in the eyes with such fondness.
“I love you.”
Those three words were not uncommon to hear from Jaemin. But instead of smiling shyly in response like usual, your lower lip quivered. Your emotions burst out of the bottle, and you finally break down.
Jaemin pulled you into a tight hug. Your tears soaked through his shirt, but he didn’t care in the slightest. “Let it out, Jagiya,” He coos. “I’m here, you’re not alone.”
His kindness only made you cry harder. But Jaemin continued to hold you and whisper sweet nothings until you calmed down. Once you did, Jaemin got you to open up more about the growing pile of stress in your life. 
“I’m sorry,” you sniffled at the end, feeling embarrassed.
“Don’t be sorry,” He said, handing you a tissue to blow your nose. “You don’t have to apologize for your feelings. I’m just grateful you told me.”
And suddenly, a sense of relief washes over you. In the past, you always cried alone because you didn’t feel safe being vulnerable in front of anyone. But here Jaemin was in front of you. An incredible man who accepted you, even at your worst.
Without thinking, you leaned in and gave him a long, deep kiss. Jaemin was a little taken aback, but he quickly reciprocated. His hand reached to press gently onto the back of your head, as your lips slowly moved in sync. Jaemin’s touch was so pure and he poured in as much comfort as he could.
When you pulled away, Jaemin had the biggest grin on his face.
“You know, I think that’s the first time you’ve kissed me first.”
You felt your cheeks turn red, and you softly hit him on the shoulder. Jaemin laughed and stopped you from scolding him with another kiss. 
In the end, you felt grateful for Jaemin’s love and understanding. From this moment, you knew that you could always count on him to support you when you needed it the most.
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elbowreveal · 2 years
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hey guys, love u /p
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thomastanker02 · 2 years
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I’m not going to sugarcoat it, life sucks right now. The world seems like it’s in shambles, and it’s easy to feel like there’s no point in continuing on. But there is a point, that being because you have something to offer this world. You are one of a kind, and the world needs you right now. The rainy days are the days that mold you into the person that you will become. Those hard days, no matter how long they last, give you more love for the good ones. I don’t k is your current situation right now, but I do know that you’ve survived this far, even if you feel like you can’t go on much longer. The truth is, life has many downs, but it also has many ups. Those ups may be small, but they do exist, and they are worth celebrating. There IS stuff to look forward to, and you WILL get to see them if you choose to. Even if you don’t believe you can go on any further, just know that there’s someone out there who believes in you, and I believe in you too❤️
@cosmicfunnies @babyimlosingit @nyaowow @myrainydayloves @betasuppe @princesstadashi
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sabe-crimson · 1 year
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Brilliant colours
Prismatic lights
It hits your face, the costume lifts you higher
I can’t say more- you’re beautiful
They say you’re wrong, that you are sick, but you show such care to the kids who look up to you
You may be unhealthy, but not of the morals, you shine brighter than many of us
Everyone has their problems, but you have so many that you could deal without, only because of the cruel claws that leap to tear
Feathers shed unnaturally, like a bird’s clipped wings
That which made you so happy, that which impressed so many people
Such an important aspect of your life
Not as common as learning to walk, but something many stumble without
Falling deep, the lion’s pride shreads those wings
Even other colours stained a deep red
All too soon after
For the bugs it seems like a lifetime
But to you, maybe seconds
Because shredding your wings can make it seconds before you leave us
Your colours left behind
Your brilliance stripped away
And left a mess
That can only be helped if set free
Please let things be, or show more people
Your shining confidence helps people find their way out of the dark
Because we are all animals
But the lion can be cruel
The lion refuses to see meaning
You’re a beacon for so many people
I hope you don’t leave so soon
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awesomecooperlove · 5 months
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🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻STRAIGHT UP TRUTH IN FOUR MINUTES 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
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b4ndit · 2 years
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no… i shant read reader x r6 op fanfics….. i can not…….
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zu-is-here · 7 months
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in my DBH phase again but with the power of au sanses >:)
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townofcrosshollow · 10 months
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Biggest red flag is when people start calling people in their life (who are not actually diagnosed, ofc) narcissists. "Oh yeah my mom is a narcissist, my dad is a narcissist too, my boss is totally a narcissist, oh your ex boyfriend sounds like he's a narcissist" yeah you are getting the fucking boot sorry. If your response to people acting badly is to decide that there is a category of Evil Mentally Ill Freaks and another category of Humans Deserving Respect and to just arbitrarily sort people into one or the other category based on your own whims or a reddit post you read, I think you need a lesson in humility and human decency. And a lesson in being less of a heartless piece of shit to real actual people with personality disorders
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revedetendresse · 1 year
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Rhaewin being cute while dancing together
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cerise-on-top · 3 months
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Got any Farah, Valeria, & Laswell hcs? Anything, really- I'm dying for my girls 🤲🤲🤲
Hello! Yeah, I was able to come up with a few! I already wrote a few for Valeria here! Somehow, I forgot to put them in my masterlist, though, which I have since fixed! Thank you for making me aware of this, though :-) These are general Headcanons, though, since I had an easier time coming up with those and because you didn't specify, I hope that's okay!
Valeria, Farah and Laswell HCs
Valeria: She’s always had quite the temper, even when she was young. While she may not have been spoiled to hell and back as a child, she usually got what she wanted, as long as it wasn’t something extraordinarily big, her parents always took care of her like that. Valeria loved her mother, they got along very well with each other, and she also took after her, having inherited her personality for the most part. Her father was a bit calmer than the two of them, but that didn’t mean they didn’t get along either. Whereas her mother would encourage her to do most things, her father would try to talk sense into her if it was a bad idea. She often sulked because of it, which is why she didn’t like her father as much as her mother, but as she got older she realized he meant well. Sometimes she still thinks about his advice, but the both of them died a long time ago, so most things they’ve told her are a distant memory by now. Valeria may be successful with what she’s doing and doesn’t like being told what to do, but sometimes she does wish she could still eat some sweets with her parents like she used to.
Joining the military actually wasn’t her first choice of career. She tried many places, but no one would take her, so she opted for the military, which welcomed her with open arms. She got paid. Not well, but she received the money, which was important since her parents couldn’t leave her with too much. They didn’t have very much either, so there wasn’t much to be inherited. Because she’s a woman, a few creeps tried to harass her, but she had none of it and beat all three of them up herself and on her own. Ever since that incident she wasn’t a big fan of the military either, but no other place would take her. However, it showed just how capable she was and earned her a lot of respect. A few other men would try to make advances towards her, but she shot them down every time. However, whenever another female soldier would jokingly flirt with her, that’s when she’d give it her all, making it her goal to fluster her beyond all hell. She’s spent a few evenings and nights with a few female soldiers, but was always willing to rip a male soldier’s dick off if he was being too friendly with her. During her time as a soldier she also realized that she preferred women.
She didn’t always hate Alejandro, actually. Back in the day, they got along very well. He was a man, yes, but he had enough respect for her. It wasn’t a given, even if it should have been, but she appreciated it. Whenever they sparred he gave it his all as well and never looked down on her. In his eyes, the two of them were equals and it showed. Valeria could appreciate that. She liked him, she spent a night with him but realized she hated that sort of stuff with men. He was the final realization for her that Valeria does not like men. It didn’t make her hate him at first, though. Only when he insisted on the two of them being a thing did she develop some form of disdain for him. Once she told him that she could never feel the same way, he stopped. However, he also started treating her a bit differently since he was in love with her. As he rose in ranks, he was a bit harsher on her than the other soldiers, usually dissatisfied with anything she did. He didn’t even notice that, but Valeria did. Therefore he became just another scum to her.
Farah: Before her town got attacked, she actually had a pretty happy childhood. She was sweet and kind as a kid, she got along well with her parents and her brother and she had a few close friends. Farah loved going outside to play, sometimes even inviting her parents to make potions with her in a bucket filled with water, sand and rocks. Her parents were always afraid of the Russians invading and tried to keep their children safe regardless of what happened, but in the end they were unable to. It hit Farah pretty hard, she loved her parents. Even now she misses them dearly since they always took such good care of her and her brother. At least she still had her brother. Farah knew she was the younger one out of the two of them, so she likely should have been the one to be protected, but once her town got attacked she became determined to make sure her brother would stay with her. Drastic times called for drastic measures, so she actually has killed people just so her brother could stay alive. It was around that time that other people realized how she was a very caring person still and could be trusted. Slowly, through that realization, she was able to gather a small force that could help her.
Farah is a pretty good leader. The people she works with adore her because, under that rough exterior, she’s still a good person. All her brothers and sisters know she can be trusted with just about anything. She rarely ever says no upon hearing a request of one of her people, knowing fully well what it’s like to need something. As she’s been through a lot herself, she always has an open ear for her brothers and sisters. While there’s not always time to listen to everyone’s concerns, if she does have time she’ll listen to you intently. Farah knows a lot more about her people than she lets on, that ranges from how the latest battle has gone to how her sister’s family is doing. She’s never one to turn down someone in need, always offering food and shelter. I know she may seem stern, because she has to be in order to be a good leader, but deep down she’s still the same kind girl that she’s always been. Her people would give up just about anything for her, and they do. One day, Farah dreams, Urzikstan will be free, it will be safe and it will prosper, its people won’t have anything to fear anymore. Trade will continue, the people will be happy and she can finally lay down her weary head and rest for a bit. But until then, she swore she’ll fight and fight until everything is finally over.
She’s never actually been in love. When she had the chance to develop a crush she was too young. Now that she’s older she doesn’t have time for anything lovey dovey in the slightest. Alex was the first person she ever developed a crush on. He may have seemed like an enemy at first, but it quickly enough became evident that that couldn’t be further from the truth. He was a good man, someone who could be trusted no matter what. He was loyal to a fault as well, which Farah could appreciate. However, she never told him, swallowing her feelings down instead no matter how intense they became. Yet, she sort of did always look forward to his small gestures of affection. Alex is a physically affectionate guy, so he’d sometimes pat her shoulder, put a hand on her shoulder or gently bump her arm to show he liked her. Farah is severely touch starved, so it made for a good combination. One time, he asked if she would like a hug, to which she said yes. To this day, Farah thinks about that hug since it was the first one she had received in seven or eight years. It may not have seemed like she was swayed at the time, but she was very content afterwards.
Laswell: Laswell’s parents didn’t really care too much for her. Don’t get me wrong, they provided for her physical needs, but they barely looked after her in any other regard, thinking she was happy because she had everything she could ever need. Laswell may have been strong because of it, even then, but she did wish her parents had cared more about other things as well, such as how she was doing emotionally. There were quite a few things that hurt her during her childhood, but she barely had anyone who would support her during her rough times. Her parents only ever wanted to see her happy and content, but barely made any effort to actually keep her as such. Laswell knew fairly early on that she was a lesbian and did come out to her parents, but that’s all that happened. It was never discussed again afterwards, even if her father would sometimes say that she would “find the right guy eventually” while talking to other people. Laswell has called him out on it numerous times, but he always made it about him and how he was the victim for saying something that made his daughter uncomfortable. Laswell didn’t stay in contact with her parents for very long once she moved out.
Even back when she was a child, Laswell knew she wanted to do something more exciting than be a hairdresser, waitress or cook. She wanted to do something with plenty of action, but at the same time she wanted to study and go to university. And thus she combined her wishes and started going to university at first. Afterwards, sometime in her twenties, she started to work for the CIA. She wasn’t treated with very much respect there at first, being a woman working there and all. But she didn’t let that disrespect get her down. In fact, on the outside, she stayed professional, but on the inside she took mental notes on who treated her badly and who didn’t. It soon enough became evident that Laswell knew what she was doing, even if her master’s degree should have been proof enough that there was some intelligence in that noggin of hers. However, soon enough she was transferred. In fact, she was transferred many times before she became a station chief, but it only showed just how competent she was in her field. Laswell has since saved thousands of lives and is proud of it. To her, such a thing is her calling and she wants to continue doing so for as long as she can, all the dangers be damned.
Laswell adores her wife. In fact, “Laswell” isn’t her original last name, she took that of her wife. At first they played with the idea of combining their names, but Laswell wanted fairly little to do with her parents at that point. Plus she wanted to show her father that she never “found the right guy”. So her being named Laswell is purely out of spite. While she may not be at home all the time, or very often, for that matter, she makes sure to bring her wife a gift every time she comes home. It can be something small, such as a souvenir she found while she was abroad, or it could be something along the lines of a golden ring that unfolds into an astronomical sphere. She needs to pamper her wife like that and make sure she knows Laswell loves her to the moon and back. Money isn’t an issue for her, she gets paid very well. Even if the biggest reward for her doing what she does is seeing her wife smile. Every time she sees her give her a big smile she’s reminded of why she does what she does, and that’s the most wonderful thing for her. Even so, not many people know about Laswell’s wife, only a select few do. It’s a safety measure since she knows people will target her. Although she’s a diplomatic kind of person, if anyone ever were to hurt her wife, then that person can be certain they’ll never walk freely among the sunlight again.
#cod#valeria garza#farah karim#kate laswell#if it was up to me I'd make Valeria and Laswell lesbians. and so I did because this is my blog#and because I wanna kiss them and cook them a nice and healthy meal that reminds them of me! I can't cook to save my life but I'll learn ho#Farah is into Alex so she isn't a lesbian in my book!#“a gay person's straight ship is the most powerful thing in the universe”#you can't tell me Alex wouldn't treat Farah right though! she deserves a guy like him who's hopelessly in love with her#sometimes I think about a poly relationship with the two of them because I love both of these characters dearly#just think about it: being hugged by two strong people at once! what's not to love about this concept?#cooking them a meal and receiving a kiss from the both of them oh god please someone wife me up already#Alex would get all three of you something cute and matching! like plushies!#he'd get a nice dog plushie. Farah gets a cat plushie. you get a plushie of an animal that reminds you of him that's still cute!#like a small bunny or a small birdie!#and just so you know both of them are good at hugging! they're both really strong and good at making you feel protected!#man I love Farah and Alex! they're such good characters! Alex was the first character I truly liked when watching MW1#I was so sad to see he wasn't in mw2 but!!! he's in MW3!!! My boy is back in business!#can I also just mention that you can play as Farah in MW3? isn't that also just so cool? again I squealed!#I squealed every time at the cafe I stayed at when I saw you could play as one of the girls! good thinking activision!
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bibimagines · 8 months
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Q! FOREVER'S AND Q!CELLBIT'S FIGHT TRANSLATION PT/ENG PT.1
(is it really a fight when you are begging your best friend/family to come back to you? just saying)
*also I won't put the "Q" but its ROLEPLAY ONLY
C: this is not our son, STOP DANCING *hits him*
F: respect me, please
C: this is not you, THIS IS NOT YOU. hear me out, look in my eyes *hits him again to stop him dancing* I CAN'T LOSE YOU NOW TOO. I NEED YOU HERE WITH ME.
F: please-
C: YOU ARE THE ONLY PERSON I TRUST IN THIS GODDAMN ISLAND FOREVER
F: -get out. Get Out, please.
C: Look at our son-
F: I need some time alone with Richas
C: look at our son
F: I WANT TO STAY ALONE WITH RICHAS
C: SO GO FUCKING LOOK FOR HIM WITH ME!!!!
F: GET OUT, MAN
C: Go after him with me!
F: GO DO WHATEVER YOU WANT WITH YOUR LIFE, BUT I WANT TO STAY HERE, FUCKING RESPECT ME
*silence*
C: this is not our son, Forever. This is not our son!
F: Please Cellbit, just respect me man, I'm asking you, let me have some time with Richas, PLEASE.
C: you are gonna have the whole time in world to stay with him, when WE BRING HIM BACK. THIS IS NOT RICHARLYSON *BREAKS RICHARLYSTONE BED* FOREVER!!!!
*gasp*
(depressão....)
CINEMAAAAAA
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blizzardsuplex · 9 months
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Is MJF becoming a bad influence on Adam Cole? from AEW Dynamite, 7/12/2023
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awesomecooperlove · 4 months
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Every recipient is on Epstein’s flight log … including Barack Obama.
Was this some sort of back door sicko “Island participation” award?
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petrichormore · 10 months
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Okay I’m paraphrasing but -
Max: Just remember - don’t die. Or you won’t get to impress Forever with your power.
Bad: I won’t!
Max: Yeah… don’t die. Don’t die…
Bad: I won’t, I’ll live forever! Yeah!
Max: Yeah… Don’t die…
Max what the fuck did you mean by this.
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wildstar25 · 2 months
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MiqoMarch Day 06 - Road
"Yours is a long road, my friend, and it stretches on to places beyond imagining... no matter how far your journey may take you, you stand where you stand by virtue of the road you walked to get there. For in times of hardship, when you fear you cannot go on... The joy you have known, the pain you have felt, the prayers you have whispered and answered—they shall ever be your strength and your comfort."
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crabussy · 3 months
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Happy Waitangi Day, if you celebrate!
thank you!!! I'd like to take this opportunity to make people aware that the current government of Aotearoa are attempting to change the treaty in a way that puts decades of work towards Māori rights at risk.
this article provides some excellent info on the situation. please notice how they're framing it- saying that "all new zealanders will be treated the same" is their way of saying "we don't think the oppressed indigenous people deserve special protection of their land and taonga". it is fucking nasty how they are reframing it as a positive thing for equality when they are simply destroying attempts at equity. it sssuuuuuucks and its bad and I would love for more people to know about it. the article also touches on the other shit things they're doing like forcing organisations to remove the te reo māori translation of their names, and withdrawing from the UN declaration on the rights of indigenous people.
basically!!!!! it sucks really really really bad and it goes so much deeper than this but I won't get into it here. happy waitangi day and let's hope future amendments of te tiriti o waitangi are made that support Māori rights!!!!
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