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confetti-critter · 1 year
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Oh god its gunna be too late to go to the library :(
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fuck-customers · 5 months
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God some ppl truly are on this earth for themselves and themselves alone. Not a shred of empathy for other humans, it’s just them in their own little world and everyone else can just get fucked. I don’t get how ppl get through life with that kind of outlook like tofay i had a lady, I saw her taking a shirt out of her cart and throwing it on my shelf in my section (I can’t leave my section during store hours) and so I asked her to please hang on to it and give it to the cashier if she didn’t want it.
“Well someone else put this in my cart.”
Ok… that still doesn’t mean you need to leave it in the shelf that I just fucking cleaned and tidied. Whether you picked it up or not, fhe nice thing to do would be to take it with you and hand it off to the cashier later. It’s really not asking a lot. But as I said before, some ppl refuse to do even the smallest fucking favor for their fellow human.
I tell her that even if it wasn’t hers, she’d be doing me a big favor by taking it bc we work very hard to keep things tidy and I also can’t leave my area to go put the shirt back in it’s place. I’m hoping she will finally get the idea and be nice to me.
Nope, she continues to argue.
“Well I’m just gonna leave it on this other shelf then, it’s in the clothes section.” I look at her like ??? Like how is that any better than leaving it on a shelf in the makeup section? Someone is still going to have to pick that up.
I’m just baffled speechless at this point but I guess she took that as me not understanding what she says. She continues “I’ll just leave it with the clothes bc it’s clothing.”
Like yes bitch I understand your stupid logic. What I’m not understanding is why you’re so goddamn averse to doing the littlest, convenient fucking favor for a retail worker. What im not understanding is how people like you fucking exist, that would rather argue and whine and fight tooth and nail before they do something nice for someone else.
Finally she says she’s going to leave it in the clothes and just turns away and throws it on top of a shelf of shoes and storms off. I call after her “these are the shoes?” But she pretends she doesn’t hear me. Fucking cunt. Will never understand people like this, it truly blows my mind how selfish and inconsiderate some ppl are. It’s so disheartening to know that some people really do consider workers to be subhuman, and that any act of kindness towards them is pointless/wasted. Fuck off and die and when you’re reincarnated into the next life, I hope you work in retail and get shat on just like you do to everyone now. What goes around comes around and if you’ve been living your whole life this way, honey you’ve got a LOT coming
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thealmightysimpren · 8 months
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Since K Project is part of your requests list: do you think you can do Mikoto and Totsuka and something like where they realize/start to realize they're in love with the other? 👀👀
OFFCCCC! Thank u for being the first person to respond to my post, and I’ll try my best!!!😁😁😁.
okay so I need the ppl who read this to give me as much fed back as possible. Piz and thxxx u.
✨It was a normal day for the HOMAR gang Totsuka was sleeping on the couch of the bar misaki and kamamato were fighting as usual with Mr. Kusanagi in the background looking pissed off and we can't forget the beautiful Anna who was looking at her red beads. ✨*YAWN* (guess who decided to wake up) rubbing his eyes lazily Totsuka stretches and stands up “man~ that was a good nap!” “Well well well look who decided to get up, want a drink?” Says kusanagi while cleaning a glass cup. “No thank you, but I do want to go to the convenient store, anyone wanna come with?” Totsuka asks with a silly smile looking around the room. After a few moments Totsuka sighs in defeat “guess I’ll go all by my lonesome..” “wait a damn minute I need some more cigarettes while ur there” says the beautiful mikoto!!! “Yay I now have a shopping buddy!” Tosuka yells gleefully. At Totsuka s word mikotos face contorts into a scowl “that’s now what I meant idiot” “huh? Then what did u mean?” Makato stays silent for a few seconds before speaking “ya know what never mind I need a few other things from the store” mikoto says while looking to the side.
✨✨✨✨✨✨Time Skip✨✨✨✨✨✨
✨it’s been several days since then and the HOMAR gang has noticed that mikoto and Totsuka have slowly been spending more time together. Totsuka has noticed this as well and he thinks he knows why…it’s because…..mikoto is LONELY! (jk jk Totsuka isn’t that dumb ….I think?) he has a feeling that mikoto likes he and he can say he doesn’t feel the same way I mean what is there to not like about him he’s caring in his own way, sexy, and is a big tsundere basically a big ol’ bear. But these feelings aren’t really knew or surprising he has always had a small gut feeling that he likes mikoto. ✨mikoto on the other hand isn’t quite sure of what he’s feeling and doesn’t really understand why he wants to hang out with Totsuka so much lately but he isn’t TOTALLY oblivious he knows he thinks Totsuka is cute and the way he acts like a idiot on purpose is annoying but also adorable. so he decides to confirm his feeling but just as he was thinking of a way to do this Totsuka bursts into his room and shows a posted to mikoto “ Hey King let’s go to this festival together!” Mikoto agrees without a second thought knowing this is his chance. “Yay time to go shopping with the king!!!” Totsuka says grabbing mikotos hand starts to drag him around catching mikoto off guard but he still lets himself get dragged away. ✨as the two are shopping they get more close to each other and their feelings grow.
✨a few days later it’s time for the festival and Totsuka and mikoto are walking side by side in their new kimonos that they just bought, and you better believe it was a pain in the ass to get mikoto into that kimono it was like going through all 7 rings of hell back and forth but in the end the gang finally got him to wear it somehow. As the night went on they stopped at many food stalls and game stalls one in particular was a little fishing stall, once Totsuka saw this stall he was in love and dragged mikoto to the stall while holding hands. It was finally the end of the night and both were now certain they had feelings for each other but did know if they should make a move so they continued this relationship for a while.
bro I need help with tags lol
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sadisthetic · 1 year
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I’m giving the designers objectively the right amount of credit. I’m a former lego employee :-)
doubt. even if you were, why are you taking personal offense to criticism to the show as a whole and are taking time out in your life to defend something under the mask of anonymity where you have absolutely no claim to your name? wheres your sense of professionalism? taking offense a silly small no name artist questioning a design element. in a caption of bloody fanart no less. and you say youre an ex lego employee! ex! so youre less relevant now. if youre not lying that is. you wont even say what your position was. lego employee is so vague.
anyways. because youre on anon all this claim does is make you sound like the "my uncle works at nintendo!" meme. im sorry to say that as an anon. you are nobody
by the way. by set design im speaking from an entertainment arts perspective. not the sets that kids buy in the store. im talking about sets that are Actually used in the show. this kind of design work.
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http://www.cynthiahalley.com/ not ninjago related but this is MY definition of set design. aka. what im seeing in the show. not the simplified little toy models
anyways. looks like youre not done!
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shakes out my hands. alright! you wanna play this kinda game? okay sure, ill play along! why not. i have time to procrastinate. you are rude by the way!
lets google that very phrase you gave here
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mhm mhm! yup! that sure is the grate that jays prison was based on! but huh..... hm! im kinda curious about what the inside looks like. you know? the inside of the hold that jay is in that this is all about?
lets add a term to the search
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huh! huh! interesting. that doesnt look like anything i saw in the show. hmmmm actually this doesnt give me enough sense about the architecture of the ship, so let do the same research that ive been doing for my own curiositys sake
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cool..... pretty expansive actually. ehhhh i want a tour. this doesnt sate my curiosity enough. i wanna see what the grates underside looks like because im bored and obsessed with this lego show
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i wont waste everyones time. an example is at about 11 minutes in
wow i learned a lot about ships. also i looked at diagrams. not that you ever had the thought to. hm. now how did the hold jay was in look like again
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thats fucking stupid. in the few frames we are given of it of the different angles, its clearly just a fucking box. no depth leading to the curve of the hull, no visible door and likely no door whatsoever bc it would complicate things. a box that probably is in the shape of its opening. lets be real. this is a design that was easy and convenient for the cg modeler to make. ive done 3d work for a class. its hell. i dont blame them. but anyways. ppl who worked on this probably just saw the grates on the surface of the deck and was like oh we dont know what that looks like on the inside but its a perfect place to throw poor ole jay in! grab the trusty basic 3d cube. use difference to cut it out. add texture. and to be honest? yeah the story doesnt need an entire storage space to be built for realism sake. why would they do that for a cg lego show. lets get lazy about it, what do the kids know, whats important is that jays life sucks. the sparseness serves more of a purpose the bleak hopelessness of the pit jay has dug himself into
my point still stands. this is just a hole. it aint right. this is not how old ships were built. this cell was made for jays specifically for the sake of simplicity in both the production standpoint and story. its dumb but serviceable for a narrative purpose
but anyways so from this ive learned an important thing or two about you! you! dont know how to research! you! have only ever looked surface level. literally surface level, you saw these images of the deck and never even thought about whats underneath? the very thing ive been questioning? ive been talking about how its just a fucking cube this entire time. its just a hole. you given me more insight about ships so i thank you for that but uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. youre very bad at convincing someone whos right
also you contradicted yourself. you said that "the concepts for the misfortune’s keep were done carefully" but then you go on to say that it "doesn’t require accurate research"? after telling ME, silly ole me who clearly has easily done more research than you, to do a bit research? hello? whats the truth? hm? what are you trying to prove now. doesnt need research because its "basic hollywood tropes" kay so whats been done here is nothing original because theyre copying whats already been done hundreds of times. great argument. dont get me wrong tho i love a good trope. especially when it involves things i enjoy. like jay having the most miserable time. heres the thing tho. what is being brought into question is not what HAPPENS to jay. its the fucking lazy set dressing. am i wrong to point out thats just a hole? its a hole. absolutely no deeper thought has gone into designing that. why are you so mad about it?
i do this for a hobby. criticizing ninjago is literally 75% of the fun for me. thinking soooo much about the shows i like and pointing out the bits that are wack is how i occupy my brain in my spare time. so what are you doing man. is defending ninjagos honor your hobby? get a better one. or at least more thought and consideration and media literacy. like im thinking about the show from a production standpoint as well as writing. this show has So many holes in it btw so theres MUCH to think about and mull over. a lot of stuff for me to play with. its nice in that sense. ninjago is a sandbox if anything. im sure im not alone in thinking this
thanks for the soapbox anon! youve overstayed your welcome! get out of my house! im just a guy with opinions as scathing as they are.
OH WAIT IF YOURE REALLY AN EX LEGO DESIGNER? WHY ARE SO MANY OF THE NINJAS GI'S LAPELS FOLDED RIGHT OVER LEFT? ITS BASIC KNOWLEDGE THAT IN A LOT OF EAST ASIAN CULTURES, TRADITIONAL CLOTHING THAT FOLDED IS FOR DEAD PEOPLE. NINJAGO IS LOOSELY (SO VERY LOOSELY.) BASED ON JAPANESE CULTURE. SO CLEARLY VERY LITTLE RESEARCH GOES INTO DESIGNING THE LITTLE LEGO GUYS OUTFITS THEMSELVES!!!! WHOS THE WHITE GUY WHO DESIGNED THE MINIFIGURES. I HAVE PERSONAL BEEF WITH THEM.
but if youre a nobody. byebye. i dont think you can come back from this. im done here. this was fun. drops the mic
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potpiehead · 11 months
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I've been struggling a lot with my Issue again after I thought I had it under control and it's driving me fucking crazy because it's on my mind almost constantly and causes so much frustration and whatever. Described below
I don't have an eating disorder, that's not what this is about but if you have an ED you might not want to read it
I feel hungry most of the time now because sometimes I just don't want to eat. I hate grocery shopping so much because I hate spending money on food and I associate it with the whole situation. Since it's easier to not eat, sometimes I'll just skip lunch or dinner and be hungry as hell and feel like shit. And I get sick of foods so often and it's frustrating because I can't stock up on certain things that I can always have on hand to eat.
I hate going to the store so much and I avoid doing it but it's also really hard for me to plan out what I'm gonna eat Because I can't think of anything I want and if all I have to eat is something I don't really like it stresses me out and sometimes I won't eat it at all. So like I have to buy foods that I enjoy but it's really frustrating to balance convenience, price, nutrition and actual enjoyment to the point that there are very few things I will actually buy. So I have to shop pretty often. I like getting food from restaurants but I can't afford to do that for every meal obviously. I'm not a picky eater by any stretch but I do want my food to actually taste good and everything and sometimes the shit that I make does not measure up to that. There are certain reliable things I can make well that I enjoy but I even get sick of those. I have dinner kinda figured out, I either make chicken or tofu, and rice, and then some veg and fruit on the side or whatever (and sometimes I make other stuff too). The other meals are a lot harder to work out because convenience and transportability is a much bigger factor. I feel like I have a very small capacity for forcing myself to eat things I don't really like so I can only do that so much.
I just put off eating like it's doing laundry or something. And because I skip meals/eat very small amounts of food on some days I am hungry almost all of the time. Just the other day I ate like a bowl of cereal and some other small thing and I had an upset stomach the whole next day. I've tried talking to my therapist about this but he hasn't been super helpful, and it's not caused by body image issues whatsoever so I don't know if he would know how to help. It's just like "skipping dinner won't hurt, and I'll be asleep soon anyway so it doesn't matter. And it extra sucks because I'm fairly active so I have a very high appetite and NEED to be eating more. And the past few days I've been occasionally feeling nauseated like I need to vomit here and there.
It's just so miserable but it's hard to tell ppl about because it feels so dumb LOL like I literally can afford food and SHOULD BE EATING but I'm not because I don't feel like it even if I'm literally starving. Often I'll be so hungry it hurts but I can't think of anything I want to eat or I don't feel like making food so I just don't. And this has been an extremely pressing issue in my life but it just started like, a year ago I guess? I don't know why. it's so hard to figure out and occasionally I'll have some good food stocked up and have the motivation to make it and eat it but then once I run out and I'm sick of those things I'm back to square one. I genuinely have not heard of anyone else having this problem either. There r ppl that intentionally don't eat, or have a low appetite for medical reasons, or don't have food but I've never met another person that sometimes just won't eat sometimes because they don't feel like doing it even if they are hungry.
And I'm posting this later but I'm actually writing this in my notes app on my break at work and Im just sitting here eating a lunchables that I didn't even really want because I am extremely hungry and I didnt bring anything to eat. It feels like sometimes I am absolutely frozen and unable to do anything because my entire mind is occupied with "FUCK WHAT AM I GONNA EAT TODAY" because I didn't buy groceries!!! which has been happening so much. or when I do have food I dread having to make it. im fucking tired of it dude. If I want to keep going to the gym and doing BJJ because I love doing those so much I need to get to the bottom of this problem because if I'm not eating enough then I'm just hurting myself. This is the only aspect of caring for myself that I really struggle with.. everything else is basically easy. but it's THE first thing I will neglect the second I feel mildly overwhelmed. If I don't eat much the day before I'll wake up and feel STARVING and like my stomach is doing backflips.
And it has nothing to do with body image in fact I would PREFER to not lose weight because I'm happy with how I look now (I haven't lost weight this whole time for some reason which doesn't really make sense but I really hope that I don't start losing weight because that is NOT what I want to do at all). I kind of think this is an ADHD moment (executive dysfunction) and the reason it hasn't been an issue before is because my parents would buy + make food, so I would just eat what they bought/made or eat school lunch so I never had to think about what I was gonna eat but now that I am 100% responsible for buying my food and feeding myself I am having a hard time. The thought of going to the store stresses me the fuck out but I have to do it so often. It sucks. I think I might get a chicken quesadilla from taco bell on the way home (Reading this right before posting it and I want to mention I didn't get one LOL) as a band aid but something needs to be done. I just got really overwhelmed as I wrote that Lol. Sorry for the wall of text
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cryptidmomochi · 5 months
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hey by the way. this isn't just from the new ui update but be careful whos profiles you click on in discord. i dont know if its just on desktop or if its also on mobile, but some of the newish "profile animations" pose serious risk to photosensitive ppl and ppl with epilepsy. i have mild light sensitivities and some of these were like being fucking flashbanged. it's another thing people can and should complain about.
the ui update is also pretty inaccessible, just in different ways.
leave them feedback either thru their feedback site or through the little button in settings, and leave a bad review wherever possible (especially on app stores). bad reviews are the best option because if their rating is dropped enough, people will be more reluctant to use the app, but the two feedback avenues also have a lot more room to be specific with your complaint.
and if you need to, it's not too hard to rollback your discord version on non-apple devices (i wouldn't be surprised if there was a way for apple, but i don't know it, and as far as i know apple disallows installing apks from third-party sites). I personally tend towards apkpure, but there's also apkmirror and i'm sure others. just be careful.
Before you install the apk, you'll want to make sure you clear the data and cache on the discord app, then uninstall it. After that you can install the apk file.
Apks are also a good way to get access to apps from other countries that aren't otherwise available, by the way. I used to use it to play a mobile Puyo Puyo game as well as Japanese Puzzle and Dragons (they have monsters the English version doesn't).
Don't download the apkpure app though. It's more convenient to just download things from an app manager, i know, but apkpure's app is basically adware and if you tap the wrong thing you'll be bombarded in scam ads.
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at this point these aren't even episode specific lol but i'll start with smth episode specific
i really hate how in one shot, chat noir is clearly solemn as he takes timebreaker's freezing hand for ladybug but in the next, when ladybug is running from timebreaker, you can see him grinning like he's about to kiss her. there's just smth extremely icky abt that bc we're supposed to think this as a noble sacrifice and hint at his feelings for her, but instead it's treated like a joke where ladybug doesn't even get a say in their relationship.
hawkmoth is just a worse dr. doofensmirtz lol.
i have a third thing but it relates to what i'm going to say about what i was thinking about during this episode this time. and it's that white men really shouldn't be writing shows or movies likes these, with a female protagonist (a mixed girl, even!) that's supposed to be a role model for young girls since young girls don't get superhero role models often still, unless they have like a team of female/women sensitivity readers
bc the thing is, ladybug may be the title character, and the protagonist (to chat noir's deuteragonist counterpart) but she's not treated that way in the narrative. like yes, there's smth to be said about how the narrative treats chat noir, and trust me i have seen that discourse. (and as an aside, i find it frustrating that the writers can't think of more creative ways for him to use his cataclysm that's actually useful and doesn't seem like he's just doing it to do something otherwise fans will complain about their imbalance. which fans did anyway!)
but the way ladybug is treated doesn't make it feel like she's the protagonist. like sure, as a protagonist it's okay for her to make mistakes and learn from them, but watching this now, when she's not there to deliver the cake and then her parents scold her for not being there, becomes a pattern in the show where she never grows from that. and it starts to feel more like the narrative and the writers are punishing her and not letting her move on from that. not only that but adrien is never faced with dilemmas like that. his absent father who is also akumatizing ppl hardly pays attention to him, which is very convenient. and we never see him get in trouble for being late for a photoshoot or leaving a photoshoot or smth bc he had to go superhero. it's only ladybug. why does the narrative think she's the only one who has to be taught lessons?
i think i got off on a rant. what i'm trying to say is that i think that ml was written with a layer of misogyny because of who its creator is/was idk it's canceled. like sure there may have been writers who were women on the team, but ultimately, the creator had the most and strongest say in how things shook out. and yes, i know that his girlfriend at the time also had a big hand in helping with the episodes. this doesn't excuse any acts of internalized misogyny she perpetuated. which is also why i think it would need to be a team of writers who are women or a team of sensitivity readers who are women to make it more well-rounded.
also kinda relates to why alix is the one who has the learn the lesson. her reason for giving it to alya is valid! she's on skates, going fast! she, out of everyone there, would know best where to store a small, fragile, delicate item. what if she crashes or falls on the item? it's safer for someone to hold, even if it's ultimately her responsibility to take care of at the end of the day. sometimes, responsibility is letting others help you.
marinette was right, in that alya should have taken care of it when alix asked her to, instead of handing it off to marinette. (you can hold your phone with one hand??) or, she should've been more vocal about not being able to hold it bc she wanted to record the race before the race started. it's not wholly alix's fault. and it's a weird thing to teach kids that responsibility is solely on their shoulders, rather than thinking logically about something like whether or not a pocket watch would actually be safe on someone who is speed racing in roller blades.
and i'm back to sailor moon comparisons bc again the creator said! i'm all over the place with this one but i wanted to at least talk about it a little, bc the difference in sailor moon is that usagi is the title character. she is Thee protagonist. but importantly, mamoru isn't the deuteragonist. her friends are. mamoru/tuxedo mask is a just a side-piece of eye candy.
and there's nothing wrong with chat noir not being that, but the narrative simultaneously treats him as a side-piece of eye candy while also treating him like the protagonist. and they have to choose one.
adrien can't not have trials and tribulations like marinette has, and he can't not learn and grow and evolve (tho, it could be argued that these trials marinette is put through don't even help her character arc or growth, they're just put there to be there, which is such shitty writing) while also being the deuteragonist. like sure, it's second fiddle, but narratively, a deuteragonist is still important!! we also want to see them learn and grow alongside the protagonist!
yet adrien doesn't get that treatment. the narrative coddles him. he never learns anything. he's either teaching marinette something or not doing anything at all but being a piece of eye candy!
anyway, basically i think the creator and his at the time girlfriend has some misogyny to work through and that also contributed to why ml was so shoddily written.
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anxious2dsimp · 3 years
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General Dating Headcanons | Sero, Todoroki & Bakugou
‧͙⁺˚*・༓☾。・:*:・゚★。*✧・゚:˚۰˚☽˚。・:
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‧͙⁺˚*・༓☾。・:*:・゚★。*✧・゚:˚۰˚☽˚。・:
Pairings: Sero x Reader, Todoroki x Reader, Bakugou x Reader
Reader: Gender Neutral!
Format: Headcanons​
Warnings: Cursing bc Bakugou 🙄 (as if I wasn’t the one who picked him lmao)
Request: :))) hellooooo :D hmmmm may i get general dating headcanons for sero, todoroki, and [insert your favorite character]? 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖 @smexy-goose
‧͙⁺˚*・༓☾。・:*:・゚★。*✧・゚:˚۰˚☽˚。・:
Hi again!! Omg yes, I’ll gladly write some hcs for the best bois! I had a hard time picking a fave, but since I have written for Kami and Kiri in the last request I decided to go with blasty boy❤️ (Also, I’m trying a new way to post requests, I hope it works!)
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Sero Hanta
I feel like Sero is genuinely so fun to date, just like he said in that one dorm episode, he’s always the wild card.
He’s a goofball, so he adores making you laugh and smile as much as he can. I love him omg😭
Will definitely take advantage of his height (he’s among the taller ones in the class) and give you surprise hugs from behind and rest his head on yours.
He’ll also use his quirk on you for everything from pranks to just randomly pulling you to him to give you a quick peck or a hug :’)
He’s pretty standard with PDA, so he won’t go around making out with you in public but he will do little gestures like those <3
In private I feel like he’s definitely cuddly, he’s just so happy to be with you!
He loves having you over at his room to just chill or be in each other’s presence, even if you’re doing stuff individually.
Speaking of, the bakusquad definitely complains about you having privilege in using the hammock in Hanta’s room. 
Denki will whine like; “why does y/n always get to use the hammock? You said it was out of bounds!”
“That’s on pretty privilege, sorry! And you’re just jealous you don’t have a cool s/o like mine,” Sero will say and poke his tongue out from the hammock where you’re swinging togehter :’) 
I’m warning you now, if you had a healthy sleep schedule before going out with him, you can kiss it goodbye.
Sero will absolutely be up till like 3 am sending you memes and tiktoks that remind him of you.
And with him blowing up your phone you’ll most likely end up talking into ungodly hours of the night, the *sleep deprivation* only causing funnier conversations.
Those will end up becoming inside jokes that he’ll bring up to make you laugh while the rest of the class is like ???
That also results in some weird ass nicknames sorry not sorry
So he’ll sometimes call you regular stuff like babe and other times... he’ll call you things like “Bert” (FOR NO REASON??) or “Candied Blood Pumping Organ” instead of sweetheart lmao
Overall you two are just THE chaotic couple (and if you’re not generally that way he will bring out that side of you)
Pranking your classmates? Pranking each other? Random ass adventures? Trying weird food together? Dancing in the kitchen at midnight while sharing late night snacks? By going out with him you said yes to all of the above.
From sneaking out of the dorms for late night food runs to occasionally skipping class to go to the arcade or the beach, you usually can’t go a week without doing something fun togehter.
This one time you two were out with the Bakusquad and y’all stopped by a supermarket to get food. 
So you had to ask Bakugou to buy you something bc you and Sero had to stay outside and just hand him the money.
He was like “tf?? why? Just buy your shit yourselves!” You had to explain you two were banned from the store because Hanta had accidentally crashed a cart he was driving you around in into a display of cereal boxes.
Ah yes, good times.
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Todoroki Shoto
I feel like he’ll definitely need a small push when it comes to relationships bc of his past, but once you’re with him he’ll care deeply about you and will try to make you as happy as you make him :’)
I’m begging you, please give this boy some luv and affection!! For the most part you’d probably initiate PDA because he’s too nervous to do it himself
At the beginning he wouldn’t even be comfy cuddling, solely because he’d be afraid of hurting you somehow :(
But once you’ve reassured him he complies, and from then on out you just have to open your arms and he’ll instantly know it’s *cuddle time*
It’a one of his favorite pastimes bc he just feels so safe and loved <3 he also just loves the feeling of you playing with his hair
Luckily you get to do it year round since you cuddle his hot side in the winter and cold side during the summer
I feel like he’s secretly insecure, so the fact that you trust him and love him for who he is makes him feel like he could melt <3
Because of that you’re the only one he truly opens up to and shows his real feelings to, not to mention the only one who can touch his scar
And though he isn’t great with words, one look at him during one of these personal moments when its just you two, and you can just see it in his eyes.
Especially if you kiss his scar, his eyes might even get teary this sweet boy I 😭
That’s also probably why he shares his precious cold soba with you
Since you’ve been together, Shoto has just been so much happier, so his siblings and mother LOVE you.
They’re constantly inviting you over for dinner when Endevour is working (bc he’s a huge buzzkill to say the least), and his mom adores when you come with Shoto to visit her :)
Todoroki really enjoys seeing you get along with the people he cares the most about...
 BUT what he hates is THE EMBARRASING STORIES HIS FAMILY TELLS YOU OMG (you live for them, but I wouldn’t tell him that if I were you)
“Fuyumi remember when Shoto-” “Natsuo, no💙“ your bf will say as he unconsciously squeezes your hand, both of the siblings laughing at Shoto’s glare.
You had to hold in your laughter so hard omg
Though he isn’t that talkative, you guys definitely have that kind of relationship where you two could be silent and still feel completely comfortable (oh I’m so jealous of that but nvm)
He’s definitely observant, so expect the most considerate gifts and the most assertive observations, he’ll always know what you need.
The type of observant that gives you a water bottle before you even notice you’re thristy during training, or switches sides while walking so you loop your arm with his on his warm side when you’re cold.
Also the type to gift you that one thing you really wanted but mentioned once like months ago along with your favorite snacks/drink (you best believe he has them all memorized bc he’s just that attentive)
Over all, just a really soothing relationship were you can be comfortable with each other and feel at home when you’re together.
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Bakugou Katsuki
Ok so, I feel like you’d be a competitive couple, turning anything into a competition in an endearingly annoying way.
You’re definitely the type of couple to go to laser tag, an escape room, an arcade, etc, as dates >:) but the competitions don’t end there:
Who can plan the best date? Who can make the other blush first? Who can get the other the better gift? Who’s the better kisser? Who gets the higher score in class? Or wins at sparring?
Especially when it comes to productive stuff like training or academics, although he won’t admit it, he’s just pushing you to be your best because he knows how amazing you are :’)
All the bakusquad knows about your shenanigans and at this point they’ve learnt to stay out of it & go get the Advil just in case bless their souls lmao
I’m sorry but he definitely calls you nicknames that purposely piss you off (with no ill intentions ofc), like “gremlin”, “dumbass” or “booger”
I suggest you also call him stuff like that back, like “angry pom” or “blasty” to get on his nerves >:)
You guys also definitely friendly bicker all the time, knowing that you take it lightly (though strangers won’t, resulting in some hilariously awkward situations)
“You’re such a fucking idiot,” he’ll say rolling his eyes as he messes up your hair.
Just watch his smirk dissapears when you reply, “no, u❤️″ It gets on his nerves, I just know it.
So he’ll chase you around as you call each other random stuff. While the other people at the convenience store are just like  👁👄👁
He never means it tho, keep in mind if you’re dating the self proclaimed future no. 1 hero he thinks highly of you :)
So he’d definitely be protective while simultaneously showing you off <3
Will always greet you with a kiss and keep his hand on your back or waist so ppl know you’re with him
RIP anyone who tries to hurt or flirt with you, I say try bc Bakugou will be exploding them even before they get the chance😅
Denki’s definitely almost gotten his brows blown off his face bc of that lol
Speaking of, the bakusquad still can’t get over the fact that THE lord explosion murder has a soft spot for you,
You mean you take care of his injuries, scold him when he burns himself out, touch his hair, and hug him when his moody... and you DON’T get cussed out and blown up? Shooketh
However they don’t see what happens behind closed doors, & how you’ve helped him with all the trauma he has experienced
You’re the only one who he is vulnerable with, you’ve seen him cry and he tells you about his nightmares and fears
You do the same with him, and you promise each other to get through anything together, which you’ve done so far :’)
Bc of that his parents love you, and his mom’s always going on about how she’s so glad you “stand” his son😂
Why can’t he be real ughhh
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azusaluvclub · 3 years
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Hi Jay!! I really loved how meticulous you were about the last one, including the messiest parts of their room was a personal touch I didn’t know I needed ♥️ I was hoping you could also do Wolf Keum’s room as well? 😩😩😩 he’s not my favorite or anything but 👉👈 I mean yes he is 👁👄👁
a/n ; hi !! im so glad to hear that u liked it !!! funnily enough , i almost left out that part , cause i thought itd be too weird / too much to include , lol- glad to know that it wasnt :,)
anyways , here u go !! took some brain power to settle on smth , so apologies for the wait ;; but i hope u enjoy !
eunjang + stephen ver.
wolf keum / keum seongje
⋆ kinda small, but he has a window w a great view and one of those lil juliet balconies (just a railing, not the ones u can actually stand on lol-) ~ doesnt actually care about the view, but opens up his window often so he can smoke over the railing and not stink up the room :,)
⋆ overall plain, semi-monochromatic color scheme- dark woods, shades of grays and whites, w other colors accented here and there ! i imagine he gets cold at night quite easily, so he has a thick ass comforter (smth gray and checkered that hes had for a few years) on the bed that he curls up under :,)
⋆ another who i imagine isnt in his own room often ? between school, the union, and beating up ppl as a hobby, he doesnt really spend a lot of time at home ;; his room isnt messy tho, but rather .. bare ?? at least on the surface- not a lot of furniture (except for the necessities) or decor, so not much about the room rlly screams him when u first walk in ?
⋆ what solidifies it as his room tho is whatever clutter is lying around- crushed up alcohol cans and bandaids in the wastebin and his trademark red blazer peeking out over the laundry basket- other than that, theres no obvious personal touches ;; no pictures on the walls, decorations placed around, and nothing sentimental on display
⋆ this is not to say he doesnt own anything of sentimental value — although i dont think hes super sentimental to begin with ;; but what he does have — family photos + childhood keepsakes — are stored away in the closet or under the bed for safekeeping- :)
⋆ keeps a mini first aid kit in his room ? got fed up having to rummage thru the bathroom cabinets for medical supplies after a fight (especially while sore and tired and generally not-in-the-mood), so he decided to invest in one- nothing fancy, probably smth he got at a convenience store on a whim, but he stocks it up every now and then when hes running low on bandaids and antiseptics
⋆ neatest area: his desk ! not bc he actively tries to keep it clean, he just doesnt use it too often ? its a small one and aside from a lil red lamp in the corner, practically bare ? you might find his textbooks on it, a pencil or eraser that got left out, or other misc shit that he set down and didnt put away, but nothing that gets put on there actually stays there v long- so yeah, by default, its p tidy :,)
⋆ messiest area: u know how most people have a junk drawer somewhere in their house ? yeah hes got a whole bunch of 'em- has a mini drawer chest beside his bed and, aside from the top drawer — which is home to previously mentioned first aid kit, an extra pack of smokes, a lighter, and his glasses case —, theyre all overflowing with misc shit- papers, wrappers + empty cigarette packs, broken chargers + earbuds, unused school supplies, pocket change ;; you name it, its probably somewhere in there- basically a void where everything he doesnt know what to do with / couldnt be bothered to put in the bin goes :// will he ever clean it out ? sources say probably not ! :,)
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lostbbygorl · 3 years
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THE GENERAL AND ULTIMATE MODERN AU EREN YEAGER HEADCANON POST:
✨ Oooohh boy..... Eren Yeager
✨ In this post, I'll be discussing Eren as a child and Eren as the 19-year-old Chad we now know him as
✨ Okay, so Eren as a child
✨ WHERE TF DID HE GET THAT RAGE?
✨ Everyday he wakes up looking like an angry gremlin and he growls at people saying hi to him in the hallways
✨ The elementary school teachers genuinely like him and they know deep down he's a very sweet boy but KIDDO PLS GET YOUR HANDS OFF LIL TIMMY'S NECK AND DO YOUR MATHS MANIA MULTIPLICATION WORKSHEET HE DIDN'T MEAN TO DROP YOUR FAVORITE ERASER
✨ Mikasa and Armin were the only people who could calm him down
✨ You know that one kid who gets sent outta the classroom every week? And like teachers always call said kid's parents for a meeting? Eren is that kid
✨ At first, a very disappointed Grisha went to the meetings, and then neither parent went cuz they were too busy, and then Carla always went. By "too busy" I mean having yelling matches and digging up old bones and then storming off like toddlers. That was the hardest part of Eren's life
✨ A lot of Eren's rage came from his parent's crumbling marriage and he missed his dad but MY GOD he was relieved when Grisha left them. Eren has a soft spot deep down for him, but he's gonna break a damn wall if he sees Grisha again, and near his mom
✨ Eren's behavior improves at the start of middle school though. He's still not to be fucked with and lowkey terrifies the teachers, but he's much more amiable
✨ Eren's grades also improve in middle school. He finds more motivation and his study routine is shite but atleast he's putting more effort. Speaking of grades, he always scores 100% in PE
✨ Eren was always the fastest runner and even though he isn't super passionate about sports, he's competitive
✨ I feel like Eren would sometimes do sports for fun, but his main interests lie in martial arts. I hc he learns karate or judo or smth and get numerous degrees in it throughout the years
✨ Eren is popular despite being a hardass. He still gets clowned doe
✨ PLENTY OF FUCKING INJURIES AND BRUISES
✨ Now onto college Eren with the long hair and dem abs
✨ He's chill for the most part ig, still scary doe
✨ He gets daily reminders from Mikasa and Armin to study and that's the only reason he passes
✨ I feel like he'd take the same classes as his friends and be nonchalant about college but then get interest in his subject and find it's his passion
✨ "Woah", Eren doing a perfect Gabbie Hannah impression at 3 AM after realizing how much his major means to him
✨ Eren's handwriting is messy but readable. Hw takes notes on random pieces of paper and random notebooks so the night before the exams he's turning the house down looking for that half ripped sticky note
✨ But I mean the grade is good so he won't stop the bad practice
✨ 9/10 times Eren is the veteran face showing new college students around the campus. Him and Jean actually
✨ In a modern world, Eren and Jean are frenemies becuz Eren finds him annoying. They have roast battles and even rap battles. Eren tells Jean to stfu if he even breathes
✨ Eren goes to bed at 2 and he actually tries to fix his sleeping schedule but then Jean sends him game invites and he's just MAD
✨ Sasha and Connie throw parties every weekend and you best believe Jean and Eren are in the convenience stores getting snacks and then tampons to make a tampon princess castle tgt later on
✨ Eren is the friend who has a nice ass car. He picks ppl up and drops them off everyday
✨ He LOVES going on late night rides with his peeps
✨ ESPECIALLY Mikasa 😳
✨ Eren is head over heels for Mikasa and Mikasa is the same and their mutual pining is so fucking embarrassing atp
✨ Eren is one of those ppl who are scared of love so the intensity of his feelings for Mikasa scare him so when he's hanging out he's like
" Mikasa looks pretty I wanna hold her hand. Welp, time to fuck or beat one out"
✨ Eren is defo popular among the ladies but he isn't flirty, he's just polite. He isn't a fboi despite what other writers say
✨ He does like hookups doe. He'll back off if a gal aint interested doe
✨ Eren also seems like a tattoo kinda guy. He has one of an eagle on his neck and his initials on his back
✨ Idk why but he rubs me as the type of dude who'd be friends with kids. Like 1 or 2. Namely, Gabi and Falco
✨ Eren goes to Paradis college and FalBi go to Paradis middle school. They used the college performing hall for a play and Eren volunteered to help prepare the stage to get out of classes. That's when he met a sweet, quiet Falco and a hyper, feral Gabi. He was amused by their interactions and got nostalgic seeing them tbh cuz he remembered his elementary days with Armin
✨ Gabi was trying to rope Falco in for another one of her dangerous plans and Falco ultimately caved
" Let's sleepover in this hall tonight. Our parents are out and I bought all the stuff we need"
" What? That's crazy! What if we get caught?"
" Come of, Falco. Pleeaaassseee?"
" Fine, but it's on you if we get in trouble"
✨ " Kid with the ponytail, that's a crazy plan but Imma cover for you", said Eren joining in
✨ They've been talking ever since and when Eren realized Gabi is Reiner's fave and closest cousin, they became closer
✨ Overall, Eren is a loveable dude despite being a bit chaotic
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domjaehyun · 2 years
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breathe in, breathe out, relax, breathe in, breathe out, relax.. yes, I'm doing breathe exercise bc you fcked the air out of my fcking lungs miss jewel (crying to the pain but what's new). idk, idk how to tell you another way that you're just an incredible human being and im so happy to know you. that's just crazy how over heels you can make me over a fictional story of a man.. an attractive man bC THE DAMN THREE PICS OF HYUCK LITERALLY LURED ME IN TO START READING EVEN THO I WASNT READY. like, I wasn't given the chance to take a breathe of air u know 😮‍💨 I think you got the memo of the majority of your domjaehyun fam, WE LOVE THE WAY YOU WRITE HYUCK'S CHARACTER and u just combined all of our weaknesses into his character .. today.. you delivered a masterpiece 🤜🏻🤛🏻 good job, you really did ♡ thank you thank you and thank you for this, I hope you know that you're have the power to lighten the days and nights of many of us ♡ and we appreciate you so much for that hehe. *cough* anywAY ladies let's get back to our favorite story, hyuck is so hot ????? also, was a chill reading, it was recovering bc of the little change of the background (minus the walk to the convenience store who added some spicy stuff for the story development hehe, I'm mad at that lily girl hm but I don't blame her. yn's attitude during this scene was funny to read lol but hyuck's response to it.. damn.. if only had eyes for her I'm so jealoUS). speaking if this scene.. THE SCENE BEFORE ? the way you build the tension between them, hyuck trapping her against the wall of a building.. giving in into the kiss but being interrupted by something else, it only build more and more the tension and i was waiting for the moment where it would explode 😶‍🌫️ it was like a countdown, it was so hot omg. I liked the side characters as well, it was a good distraction from the tension between our two hotties!! i literaly loved the way you wrote hyuck, like.. the way he wasnt having any filter toward yn and how he literally spoke about the truth ? it was so unexpected and it got me crazy 🥲 and the way he touched her.. oh god I need to calm the fck down before I start doing a mess of myself lol. there is too much things to say omg 😭😭 I'm so active at night itd funny bc it's always during this time that I send you feedback hehe but anyway who care ! the sexe scene?? like.. in front of my salad like that ? they didn't even check if there was ppl lmaoo exhibitionist much ? or they don't even care and couldn't resist anymore.. damn that sounds hot.. mutual pinning is so hot when it's writing right, and this my friend, you did it with a perfect score ♡ also, I'm jumping from scene to scene I'm sorry but the sight of hyuck smoking is hot, but only for the mind pic tho, bc it's bad for the health and I don't like the smell of weed, but again, who care hyuck is so smexy right ✨️🗿 ALSO THEY HAVENT EXPLICITLY SHARED THEIR MUTUAL CRUSH RIGHT ? (or else I'm really blinded by my live for hyuck) I would have loved a final ending with this, but I think the whole story speak for itself when it comes with mutual attraction with feelings involved ❤️‍🔥 again, you keep surprising me with how phenomenal your writing is, you're doing so much for your audience, I love you 👉🏻👈🏻
okay i’m gonna. do smth new and make sure i address every part of this by like. quoting it in a way? HEAR ME OUT YOU’LL SEE OKAY UNDER THE CUT :D
okay my responses are in the indented block quotes :D
breathe in, breathe out, relax, breathe in, breathe out, relax.. yes, I'm doing breathe exercise bc you fcked the air out of my fcking lungs miss jewel (crying to the pain but what's new).
IM SORRY FHFDGDFGS I DIDNT MEAN TO CAUSE BREATHING PROBLEMS!!!!! that was not my intention BUT IM HAPPY YOU LIKED IT :D
idk, idk how to tell you another way that you're just an incredible human being and im so happy to know you.
OMG??? this is so sweet wtf thank you so much 😭😭😭
that's just crazy how over heels you can make me over a fictional story of a man.. an attractive man bC THE DAMN THREE PICS OF HYUCK LITERALLY LURED ME IN TO START READING EVEN THO I WASNT READY.
DFHJGSJKLF I’M SORRY your message abt not being ready made me cackle earlier 😭 it took me so long to find pictures i like and i kept finding pictures that spurred OTHER fic ideas it was so painful :(((
like, I wasn't given the chance to take a breathe of air u know 😮‍💨 I think you got the memo of the majority of your domjaehyun fam, WE LOVE THE WAY YOU WRITE HYUCK'S CHARACTER and u just combined all of our weaknesses into his character .. today.. you delivered a masterpiece 🤜🏻🤛🏻 good job, you really did ♡ thank you thank you and thank you for this, I hope you know that you're have the power to lighten the days and nights of many of us ♡ and we appreciate you so much for that hehe.
:’) THANK YOU he’s so fun to write i love him i do i do :’) thank you omg a “masterpiece” PLS ive been worried abt this fic im like . no one is gonna like it …………….. very nervous…….. so this means a lot thank you omg :’) and all these kind words im MELTING PLS THANK YOU 😭
*cough* anywAY ladies let's get back to our favorite story, hyuck is so hot ????? also, was a chill reading, it was recovering bc of the little change of the background (minus the walk to the convenience store who added some spicy stuff for the story development hehe, I'm mad at that lily girl hm but I don't blame her. yn's attitude during this scene was funny to read lol but hyuck's response to it.. damn.. if only had eyes for her I'm so jealoUS).
HE IS SO HOT YOU’RE RIGHT !!!!! and yeahhhhh late night adventures are fun and good opportunities to get close to people :D and OKAY YES I WANTED TO MAKE THAT KINDA CLEAR………….. we do not hate lily we do not blame her she just fell victim to his charms even if he didnt know he was doing anything !!!! we are a lil aggravated that she wanted him but we, like you said, cant blame her 💖 #welovewomen #respectwomen aND OKAY NO BC I REALLY LIKE WRITING WHIPPED MALE CHARACTERS IT’S MY LIFEBLOOD AT THIS POINT…….
speaking if this scene.. THE SCENE BEFORE ? the way you build the tension between them, hyuck trapping her against the wall of a building.. giving in into the kiss but being interrupted by something else, it only build more and more the tension and i was waiting for the moment where it would explode 😶‍🌫️ it was like a countdown, it was so hot omg.
HEHEHEHE i enjoy teasing it’s so fun omg it’s probably like my favorite part of writing 😵‍💫 I LIKE THE EXPLOSION MOMENT I LOVE THAT SHIT!!!!!!!! THANK YOU :D
I liked the side characters as well, it was a good distraction from the tension between our two hotties!!
omg i wanted to give jaemin and jeno more screen time tbh but i was really trying to avoid this being as long as it ended up being 😭 i had a whole deleted scene in my mind but it’s gone now </3 so sorry to nomin
i literaly loved the way you wrote hyuck, like.. the way he wasnt having any filter toward yn and how he literally spoke about the truth ? it was so unexpected and it got me crazy 🥲 and the way he touched her.. oh god I need to calm the fck down before I start doing a mess of myself lol. there is too much things to say omg 😭😭
eeeee i love direct men that’s so hot to me and i just think . he’d be upfront about liking you like . he might flirt in convoluted ways but overall if he likes you i firmly think You Would Know 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 and YEAH THE TOUCHING. …… *dies* this was self-indulgent of me will be real. will be very real. yes. i like touching 😭
I'm so active at night itd funny bc it's always during this time that I send you feedback hehe but anyway who care !
it is okay i am active whenever i feel like it so no hour is too late !!!! :D
the sexe scene?? like.. in front of my salad like that ? they didn't even check if there was ppl lmaoo exhibitionist much ? or they don't even care and couldn't resist anymore.. damn that sounds hot..
LOOK SJFJSJJDSJDJS they were temporarily not of sound mind and body cut them some slack </3 the horny took over </3 BUT if it’s any consolation i imagined haechan parked like. in a relatively quiet area like there aren’t even many houses so the chances of someone coming out were low !!!
mutual pinning is so hot when it's writing right, and this my friend, you did it with a perfect score ♡
EEE THANK YOU i’m obsessed w mutual pining it’s so cute and fun 🥴🥴🥴
also, I'm jumping from scene to scene I'm sorry but the sight of hyuck smoking is hot, but only for the mind pic tho, bc it's bad for the health and I don't like the smell of weed, but again, who care hyuck is so smexy right ✨️🗿
that is totally okay weed isn’t for everyone!! he’s rly so . so fine like i just think Hyuck Sexy—
ALSO THEY HAVENT EXPLICITLY SHARED THEIR MUTUAL CRUSH RIGHT ? (or else I'm really blinded by my live for hyuck)
YEAH YOURE RIGHT THEY DIDNT SAY OUTWARDLY “i like you” at any point for real but they get at the point in other ways !! like when haechan says he likes her too much to be mean to her yknow?
I would have loved a final ending with this, but I think the whole story speak for itself when it comes with mutual attraction with feelings involved
🥺🥺🥺 thank you omg and yeah i kinda hoped? ppl would react like that? bc i wanted it kiiiinda open ended? possibly bc another song inspired another part to this fic but idk . idk 🧍🏽‍♀️ idk!!!! but it’s safe to assume they’re like . basically together at this point BUT they’re still kinda toying with each other!!
❤️‍🔥 again, you keep surprising me with how phenomenal your writing is, you're doing so much for your audience, I love you 👉🏻👈🏻
THANK YOU SO MUCH I LOVE YOU TOO 😭😭😭 IM SO HAPPY YOU LIKED IT GENUINELY!!
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unohanadaydreams · 3 years
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It’s the live blogging for the beginning of the Arrancar arc that I forgot to post after I read it. Just a warning that I talk way too much in this one.
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Ichigo looks genuinely SO scared that Tatsuki can see his deputy badge. Not just shocked, but scared. He doesn’t want her to be a target, but as we know, she becomes one after not dying immediately after Yammy does his mass soul suck.
He just got back from the Soul Society and it’s like he’s just remembering ‘oh fuck, I’m home again and all the people I care about are still at risk. Saving Rukia didn’t suddenly change that’.
That one, big battle against Byakuya didn’t suddenly end everything. The world is still changed for him and for the people around him and the happily ever after didn’t come just because he won.
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Not sure, because I haven’t gotten to when Ichigo actually takes Shinji up on his offer, but I’m sure what Isshin says is the Central 46 cover up version of things, because as we know, it’s not true.
And Isshin saying this is very funny, because you are ALSO a lawless ex-soul reaper, sir. If you stepped foot in the Seireitei, they would beat the shit out of you. The remaining Shibas would flower cannon their way in and join the party, too (mostly because that’s how they express concern, but yknow).
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Real friendship is being so horribly gross to each other that you are embarrassed for yourself and each other. Shinji doesn’t even wanna do this, it’s just something he has to do, to preserve his shaken honor and to make Hiyori regret the day she thought touching his pancake ass was a good idea.
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Okay, so I don’t have anything grand to say, just that I really enjoy how ALL of the Arrancars are introduced in the sexiest way possible on panel. Even Yammy looks great when he’s introduced. RIP to the ppl who only know these characters from the anime, because the optics of this arc was lost in translation, for sure.
Like, the designs of the Arrancar are literally so fucking good. Even the designs that ppl say are “ugly” fuck so hard. Kubo truly is un fucking beaten at making seggsy characters.
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God this panel FUCKS. Not only the swaths of black that signify Hichigo trying his best to take control of Ichigo the moment he sees a strong opponent, but the way that Ichigo automatically looks to Orihime and Chad because he is genuinely scared that once he loses control, they will be as likely a target as the Arrancar.
It also makes his consequent instinct to push them both away later on, both in his reluctance to speak to Orihime and his insistence that Chad run away instead of fight beside him, more nuanced later on.
He’s not just guilty. He’s scared. He knows that Shinji is right, as much as doesn’t want to get involved with him. The idea that he would not just fail to protect his friends, but be the one putting them in danger pulls him back to how he felt in the beginning, when he was made to realize that his friends and family where at risk due to his spiritual pressure luring in hollows/giving them sight and powers.
And once again, Rukia forces him to understand its not something he can change. And it’s not something he can shoulder alone. Not just when she forces him to speak to Orihime with some fucking honesty in his voice, but also when she looks disappointed at Chad running the opposite direction of Ichigo when Grimmjow shows up, because there is only one reason he would do that (because Ichigo was scared and told him to leave).
Sometimes you just have to slap the self destructive tendencies out of your local human delinquent turned friend because he’s so used to aggression that its the way he’s most comfortable speaking about his baggage in any capacity.
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Damn, ma, how’d you package all these onigiri? And don’t you fucking lie to me 🔪🔪🔪
The concept that there are soul reapers that don’t understand mass production is actually so fucking funny.
They go to the human world and treat malls like modern day castles. They are humble gods lording over their mall food court feast.
This is how I know the majority of shinigami know how to sew and cook, because there is no way they can just pop into some local convenience store or fast fashion shop.
Except for the 12th division/R&D. They eat like malnourished college kids trying to develop scurvy for the fun of it and wear embarrassing merch after they spill mountain dew on themselves.
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I know some people don’t like that Orihime has so much time dedicated to her feelings of jealousy, but I think its one of the best handled parts of this arc, because her jealousy stems first and foremost from her insecurity that she no longer belongs--that for all her smarts and unique powers, it is not enough and will never be--she is not enough and never will be.
Orihime just got back from the Soul Society, where she feels she has done nothing of help, and she comments on this multiple times. She was not hurt, because she did not battle, and could not hear Isane call out the news of Aizen’s betrayal. She was not strong enough to help Uryu against Mayuri or Ichigo against Byakuya. 
She doesn’t view her contributions in Soul Society as valid, because she is not proficient in battle and above that, she does not want to kill people, even enemies. How could she possibly belong to the same world as Ichigo, Chad, and Uryu when the sight of complete strangers being blown to bits makes her crumple and her every attempt to fight is met with an immediate defeat.
This growing sense of insecurity is fully aggravated to something unbearable when the arrancars show up and Tatsuki, Chad, and Ichigo are all harmed and nothing she does is good enough to stop it. Not just that, but everyone seems to drift farther away from her afterwards. She knows its because they feel bad too, but it sucks. It feels like she’s lost her friends even when they’re right there, avoiding making eye contact with her.
And, I’m sure Orihime does feel jealous of the connection Rukia has with Ichigo, of her ability to make Ichigo stand up and look his fears in the eye, but that seems like the easier thing to admit than that she feels completely unimportant and useless as a person compared to someone like Rukia, who originates from the supernatural world that Orihime is struggling to navigate.
Not just that, but Rangiku is EXACTLY right. It is very human to reject those kinds of feelings or take those feelings and weaponize them in an attempt to put power over someone and therefore those feelings.
But, Orihime doesn’t do that. She is thankful to Rukia. She loves Rukia. She loves that Ichigo can depend on Rukia--that she and her friends can depend on Rukia.
She has emotional competence and strength that a lot of teenagers straight up do not have and she cries to Rangiku, convinced that she is irredeemable and weak for admitting that she wants to be more. That she wants to be grown up and graceful and strong and she doesn’t like herself compared to Rukia.
I also really like the full scope of what Rangiku says, because AGAIN, she’s right. The idea that you only need one person and that Ichigo doesn’t draw his strength from all his friends and family, isn’t true. The idea that Orihime is losing a competition and Ichigo has already chosen the winner isn’t true.
Calm down, Orihime. Keep doing your best for the people you love. Keep doing your best by Ichigo and he’ll keep doing his best for the people he loves. He’ll keep doing his best by you, too. Nothing’s been lost and nothing’s been won. You’ve seen the finish line already--death--and all you can do now keep trying to fight it.
I just really like how well they lead up to this moment, because Orihime does broadcast her feelings of insecurity, even when she dresses it up as her being silly and care-free through out the previous arc and beginning of this one. And how they execute it, as well.
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no see i wanted you to keep going its great!!!! haha. and yeah same about being on here w her and leaving then coming back lol. what was your old url i may have followed you??? and i feel like i know the poetry you mean and while i am white that is absolutely insane to hear because i also read it as being about his blackness????? did white bandom really manage to whitewash that??? like maybe its because (unlike a lot of ppl on here it seems like) i have real life black friends around me all the time and grew up with black folks but i find it strange even still if just from a critical thinking perspective djdjsjxjsj. like i am pea brain but STILL wtf lol. anyway... re: the photoshopping.... what is his actual skintone? im kind of confused by the photos you posted in regards to the editing bc i just really don’t understand saturation etc rip. ANYWAY feel free to ramble more i literally adore learning about it. like i dont need more whitewashed pete content i want who he really is. it makes my heart so full i love him so much 😢
im glad you enjoy hearing me ramble about this haha!!! i had a couple urls that i was known by. i was deadnarrival, soulpunkboxes and diykordie at various points in time, although the last one was the one i deactivated under. i went by just mellie at the time, although now i go by dils more often (though mellie is still my name and is short for my full first name, amelia)
wrt the poetry, its possible that people didnt so much as miss the blackness as much as they didnt feel qualified to bring it up at all?? and while its fair to not discuss it, it was really alienating for no one to even mention race at all. i wasnt friends with any black fob fans at the time, the ones i knew of had moved on bc they felt kind of unwelcome, which is pretty common in all subcultures, so i was just like reading people talk about how sad and emotional it was like he was some kicked puppy and then reading this poem full of tangible anger and resentment and frustration and a desire to fix the world and a desire to not be part of whats broken and it was like. damn. yall just see sadboi shit?? wild.
ANYWAY to address your questoon about skin tone, to tldr, saturation is how bright a colour is. 100% saturation is pure colour, while 0% saturation is pure grey, so lowering the saturation makes colours duller. exposure is the amount of light a photo, so low exposure makes a picture look too dark, and high exposure makes it look too bright, and can make everything look white, or at least much lighter. so lowering the saturation makes colours duller, raising the exposure makes the image paler, doing both... ya.
but here are some pics where petes not edited or isnt super pale!!! as a rule of thumb on the red carpet or next to people who are darker than him pete will probably look darker. black fob fans pass these around like currency lmao. these are mostly early pics bc theres definitely more later ones but these are what i have saved.
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that last one is a super special rare pic of pete when he was in arma playing cards outside of a convenience store. his melanin is POPPIN.
something that compounds this is that a lot of filters on social media like insta and snapchat are live action whitewashing. like itll be like "beautify✨" and then you r 5 shades lighter and your nose is slimmed down.
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YESSSSS YOU’RE BACK AND TAKING ASKS
14 and 15 for the most recent post, and I’m gonna come back with more too
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Here we go!!!!
14. At what point in writing do you come up with a title?
Honestly, it usually differs from piece to piece! Usually, though, the title comes last! (Though I do have a short list of potential titles for Li Cu fics stored away, most of which are just lyrics from songs xD Whether I end up using them or not, only time will tell!)
15. Which is harder: titles or summaries (or tags)?
All of these tend to give me a bit of trouble xD if I was to rank from hardest to easiest however, I think I'd say titles are the hardest and tags tend to be the easiest. For summaries I usually just slap a portion of the fic in and then add a small almost-summary below it, mostly because I feel like giving a sample of the fic will be more effective than trying to give a succinct description? Kind of shows you what you're getting into before you've even clicked xD
Titles, I use a lot of lyrics from songs, especially ones that I think fit with the character. Though, this does sometimes mean my titles are... long and it can make it a little awkward when trying to talk about the fics themselves. xD
Examples include;
"Come with me, I promise the water is fine..." Which is a lyric from God Bless Eric Taylor by Marietta, a song that I relate to Li Cu somewhat.
This next one is the title of a chapter instead of a whole fic, but I'll count it anyway xD Chapter 2 of I'm Here is titled: "I have this dream that I'm hitting my dad with a baseball bat and he is screaming and crying for help..." which is from the song Father by The Front Bottoms.
I ideally try to make it so that the lyrics also match up with the contents of the chapter/fic. I'm Here's second chapter is all about Li Cu's nightmares, so I thought the title would be pretty fitting xD Honestly, thinking back maybe I could've added more types of dreams.... Ones that fit that title even more.... Small rewrite of that Chapter perhaps? I don't think it would be that different, but still... Would add more angst onto everything xD
The title for "Come with me..." Also sort of relates to the contents of the fic, but moreso in the following line that appears in the summary: "I need something else to comvince me I won't die."
Honestly these lines could have me ranting a whole lot, especially in relation to Li Cu. Just makes me think of all his conflicted feelings, and how he must feel when he drags his friends into the mess he didn't even make. (And these feeling really would increase after Su Wan blames him for the snake bite and getting Shen Qiong inveolved, and during just... the entirety of the time he, Yang Hao, Su Wan and Liang Wan are in the desert together. (ESPECIALLY when Yang Hao is being absolutely mistreated by the 9 families, like sheesh.)
It's just a whole lot of guilt, but also maybe some stubborn determination? Li Cu is very adamant on living just to spit in the face of everyone around him. Existing out of pure spite, but with friends involved, it's more like he's existing to fulfil a purpose? One that he feels like he's bestowed upon himself. Not Wu Xie, or Rishan, or anyone. Just him. He stays alive so he can protect his friends. He'll keep them safe, he'll get them home alive. He has to. And he knows that he will. Or else, what is he even persevering for? "I need something to convince me I won't die." In the fic, this could also be referring to Wu Xie, as he kind of marks safety by the end of the drama. Wu Xie being there means it's okay. It means he doesn't have to fight anymore. And in the fic, it also means that Li Cu can let go. Of Everything. Permanently. (I have so many branching ideas based on that 300 word demon of a fic, you wouldn't even believe)
ANYWAY I'LL STOP RANTING ABT THAT FIC MAYBE I'LL TALK ABOUT THAT FIC MORE IN DEPTH SOME OTHER TIME IF PPL WANT IT.
As for tags, I struggle mostly because I never know what's okay to tag? I'm afraid of tagging a fic with something if the content of that particular tag doesn't show up all that much in the fic? Unless it's something that's a potnential trigger, and then I'll tag it, even if it's small. Just ot be safe. But like. Characters, I don't tag unless they're actually there and present and doing something. If they're mentioned, I tend to not tag them since it's not all that crucial? For people to know they show up for a second? Idk, I like to be as succinct and precise as possible with my tags, because I know how annoying it is for tags to be clogged or for fics to have too many tags xD
4. Share a sentence or paragraph from your writing that you’re really proud of (explain why, if you like)
I have a few, surprisingly! I'll choose two, both from the second chapter of I'm Here!
"Each one makes him wake up, terrified and shaky and wanting to hide or just outright stop existing; to become intangible, untouchable, safe. Of course, he can't actually do that, so instead he pushes the fear down and suffocates it before burying it in the backyard of his mind in the hopes it'll never be dug up again."
Something I try and do while writing is find ways to explain how I. Just. Experience life? (This is also present in Chapter 1 with the line "Further frustration gathered in his chest, making it tighten with stress before it shot up into his throat". Just little things that I've never really seen in words before? That I feel but never know how to accurately describe.) There's always the whole "let the void swallow me/him/her/them whole" thing in media that I love because, honestly, mood. But I guess for this I just wanted to word it differently? In the way I felt was most accurate to myself. Just to be in a state of which nothing can get you, be it life or that one imaginary demon that you sometimes think is lurking around the house at the convenient time of 3 AM, Y'know? When real life becomes TOO real and you just want to blip out for a second, just pause everything and have a moment to be free of everything xD
I also just kind of like the metaphor(?) with his fear. Trust Li Cu to not only associate feelings with violence, but also treat his feelings violently xD I feel like I'm not the best when it comes to imagery and creative expression, especially through words. I point out the obvious, the facts, a lot, both when speaking normally and in writing, and it takes a bit of time for me to remember that I'm writing a story and not jotting a list of events xD So anytime I actually come up with something more kind of creatively written, I feel particularly happy with myself.
"He can't even fully comprehend what's been going on - everything feels bizarre and just out of reach, moreso than usual - but what he does know is that Wu Xie is here and he's angry. The man stands above Li Cu, his cold calculating eyes burning him with wordless accusations that, despite their ambiguity, feel justified. There's guilt, desperation and denial crashing inside him like waves assaulting a rickety raft on a stormy sea. What these feelings are for, he doesn't know. It makes him want to plead for forgiveness all the same."
Let's be honest, Li Cu probably has way too many mixed feelings on Wu Xie. The man who simultaneously built him up and destroyed him. The man who caused him agony, but is also probably one of the best things to come into Li Cu's life??? Like damn, I think I'd be pretty conflicted if I was Li Cu. And things only get worse when, in this fic's timeline, Wu Xie essentially ghosts Li Cu out of guilt for what he did to the kid. This is taken wrong by Li Cu, and he ends up feeling abandoned. By his own kidnapper. I just feel like this snippet is pretty okay at capturing all the blame he puts onto himself, and captures some of the trauma that comes with the events of Sha Hai as well. I just kind of like how this paragraph turned out in the end. xD
6. What character do you have the most fun writing
LI CU!!! Absolutely Li Cu. I don't know exactly what it is but it just. Clicks with me? Or at least the version I write of himd does, it's probably not even close to Li Cu's canon portrayal xD Maybe it's because of the fact that I'm also an angsty, angry 19 year old that I feel as such? It's much easier to put myself in the mind of a teenage boy rather than a 40 year old man xD In terms of non DMBJ writings, I have OCs that I love writing for! Funnily enough, one is an angsty 19 year old boy with a lot of self-worth issues (ringing any bells?) and the other is an angry, confused and conflicted character that was modified to be a kind of living weapon, but had since escaped and repressed all their memories of what happened. Though, the memories eventually start to resurface and they begin to question themself a whole lot, with flashbacks haunting the corners of their mind and driving them deeper and deeper into guilt-filled despair.
In general, angsty characters with a lot of conflicted emotions are super fun to write for! To flicker around from thought to thought and dive into all the hidden feelings that a character can have. It's just super enjoyable for me xD
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