#putting it entirely in ur hands

[nyxi-pixie]

dazais the realest mfer on the planet bc like. i have been obsessed with chuuya for nearly a year and ive never magic girl princess carried him. like dazai thinking abt him every sleeping and waking moment rlly makes sense when u take that into consideration. imagine princess carrying THE nakahara chuuya and then not being insane about him for the next 6 yrs. cldnt be me. cldnt be dazai either. u just gotta let the insanity infect ur mind

#theres also the whole insanity of being rhe only person that can retirn his mind body soul and sanity to him when he willingly gives it up #putting it entirely in ur hands #which for a person with evidently no meaningful connections in his life at that point and a messy relationship w giving a shit abt things #has GOT to be a little wild #like im always bullying him for being weird and offputting and crazy and deranged and unsettling and abnormal abt chuuya #but considering the Everything abt them #maybe hes like. not that crazy #maybe its just real and true of him #soukoku #anyway #oh stormbringer the skk fanfiction ass ln that you are

[sttoru]

you’re quick to pull your head back the moment you see that intimidatingly big hand coming down onto your vision.

Was he bout to snap the shit out of us? 🥲

yeah… he was about to pull a shigeo on us 😞😞

#sttoru responds. #nay im kidding its more like a face grab #like yk those chin or cheek grabs #but instead (bcs his hands are big and can probbably cover ur entire face) he’d grab ur face #LOL #i feel like sukuna would be the type to do that #and kinda put pressure on it too until you give up #PLAYING WITH OUR LIFE 🗣️ #<- ryo likes that

[sukugo]

pussy healer whose discharge has healing properties and uses that to heal injuries

#f.txt #say a comrade has an injury #they just take a hand to their pussy and take some discharge and smear it like a balm on the wound. which heals it instantly #sometimes they just put their entire pussy on the wound #say someone loses an eye. they'll just sit on ur face and start humping it. #we could have the same thing with semen. #GFJHF IMAGINE. #u have a fatal wound and are bleeding out. #and some guy's like 'oh shit wait i can help' and they just pull their dick out and start jerking off. u're literally dying. #me as a healer fr #i guess this is one of those moments where if u have a blood kink or something it could come in handy #bc just the sight of the injury would already have the person wet/hard thus speeding up the healing process #ns4w

[gorespawn]

don't mean to be a little freak but since i work in a hospital now ive got a new perspective and appreciation for gore art. like oh my god you got that fat tissue just right—

#i have seen so many internal organs man #i held a large intestine in my hands (was gonna say bare hands but they really weren't) #he'd gotten a colostomy like 12 years earlier but after 7 years his intestine fell out! it fell out! and the doctors were like eh it's fine #and it was. he'd had his intestine hanging oout of his stomach for 7 something years and it was fine. and i held it in my hands #a good five inches of intestine. like a tentacle. in my hand #i put my entire hand inside a new crazy hole i found in a guy (to this day the grossest thing ive seen in my life i thought i'd die) #(like you can't... you can't understand... you can't....) #i put my hand inside a guy's foot! they had made a large hole in it! i put my hand in #one woman just had her small intestine out in the open like it was nothing! walked around and everything w a lil plastic bag over it #there are so many crazy holes to clean and flush #like. just. stomachs. do you have any idea how good the body is at having holes. sometimes holes just appear and eat their way thru the bod #making tunnels like a little ant except it's your body and suddenly ur intestine is inside your bladder or whatever like how did THAT happe #.txt #a man shat blood all over me i cleaned it forever man #one guy got a fistula between his intestine and aorta so he got like shit in his bloodstream. how did that happen!

[1-800-helltalia]

decided to torture the nations more by saying i hc that they’re all stuck at the mental age of their physical bodies

so like half the cast gets to enjoy having teenage angst forever

#rrrrrrrrrrh :) *rips them up into little pieces and puts them back together* #there’s something so beautiful within suffering #i love the human condition. there is blood on my hands but i am free #no but. imagine ur a personification of an entire COUNTRY but ur brain isn’t even fully developed #being a nation is both a great blessing and a fate worse than death #hetalia #hetalia world stars #hetalia axis powers #hetalia headcanons

[boltgunkiller-archive]

i find it damn near impossible to get mad at santana’s behavior in 3x06 and 3x07 because i genuinely do think she had the right to be lashing out at everybody. sue me idk

#idgaf if she was mean to kurt and blaine when they were “trying to help” in IKAG #they were the first performance & santana was put under the spotlight by the guy who fully outed her to the ENTIRE STATE OF OHIO & now she #-was expected to be just happy and jolly about some bullshit lady music week to celebrate women as if that has anything to do with wtf just #-happened to her by finn’s hands & of course she was upset because she was only back in the new directions because finn basically #-blackmailed her into rejoining like hello!!! so of course she was snippy with them… and tbh i don’t even think she was being that mean. #i think she’d have reason to be even MEANER actually. that reaction of hers was completely reasonable. and honestly it must’ve hurt seeing #-two people who are meant to Get what it’s like.. participate in that? especially when the last thing she wants is her sexuality that she’s #-still very insecure with Being broadcasted. to the whole damn club. it’s already about to be shown to all of ohio with names addresses #-details about her whole personal life etc like she really didn’t need that spotlight right then she needed to have space and love and #-support… none of which she got. #also the glee writers tend to make a character do a bad thing and then have another character do an INFINITELY WORSE THING #and then they’re like “oh but. the first character was being so mean. this absolutely deplorable and wayyyy too far reaction is definitely #-justified now because that was just so mean of the first character ugh!” and basically spins what happened into showing the first characte #-as the most evil person alive??? as if that’s even remotely true.??? and yes this is about santana cause they do this w her #and quinn. a LOTTTT. like a LOT. rn i’m talking ab santana though so i won’t cover quinn sorry fabrayers… one day! #like yes santana was being mean sure whatever. but finn didn’t have an excuse IDGAF what the hell anybody says about the body shaming stuff #it was mean. yes that’s true. but i don’t think you understand how different those two things are #they’re both bad but the outing is infinitely more despicable and personal and filled with malice and it’s so much more endangering in a wa #-that can’t even be compared to the dangers of body shaming you know. like they’re completely different and the outing thing is just too #-personal and Wrong like. idk. just get that through ur head they’re both so different and finn went way too far and personal. he could’ve #-just mocked her looks if he really wanted to get back at her. mocked ANYTHING else. but he chose the worst thing you could do to somebody #who is scared and in the closet and hurting #also yes santana’s written to be rude a lot of the time but her degree of rudeness in those episodes was Overplayed and def not in characte #like it didn’t feel much like santana’s brand of meanness it was 100% the writers trying to justify finn more because they continued to #-paint finn as the good guy who chose the high road… when that couldn’t be further from the truth thanks. he didn’t choose the high road he #-completely blackmailed santana and used her to make him look good basically. so you can’t change my mind on that Def being a writer issue #and just them Hating Women. especially santana. thanks. #also this is all coming from somebody who loves finn. so. 🤣 #i fuckingggg hate seeing people say santana was mean and had no right to be doing all of that in those eps.. BITCH YES SHE DID #like in other eps sure (<- nuanced topic/take) but this one? No. she was justified IDGAF. should’ve been meaner

[hella1975]

'the final pages of the report include a few interesting details. they note that every hero at the scene explicitely said that no work study students participated in the fight against shigaraki. our part was erased from the record. that denial is the only reference to me, kacchan and todoroki in the entire document' IM SORRY? THE VILLAINS ARE RIGHT DOWN WITH HEROES. DENYING THEIR PART WHILE THEY'RE LITERALLY BEING WHEELED TO HOSPITAL UNCONSCIOUS? WHEN THE FIGHT WOULD HAVE BEEN LOST WITHOUT THEM? WHY DID KIDS NEED TO BE ON THE BATTLEFIELD ANYWAY AND THEN AFTERWARDS WHY ARE YOU MORE CONCERNED ABOUT THE LEGALITY OF IT THAN THE PART THEY PLAYED? i hope you all die

#there are like two good heroes maybe #i love hawks and i wouldnt even count him in that for... obvious reasons #it's like. erasermic. and that's it #everyone else is either very obviously awful and corrupt (the HSPC and endeavour) or are way too chill with clearly immoral things #LIKE sending kids into battle and putting morality directly onto a biological power outisde of people's control at birth #like yeah the villains are fucked and killed a shit ton of people but at least theyve never pretended to be anything different #society took one look at them and said 'you do not deserve to be saved. you are a monster' and they said fuck it we ball! #they embraced their quirks and the things society crucified them for and made a league where they were accepted #and they never once pretended to be anything but what they were #GOD THIS FUCKING SHOWWWW #like i LOVE how morality and heroics is handled in mha it's so so good and nuanced #& then it's just. endeavour redemption. like what in god's name possessed horikoshi - a writer who i KNOW can handle this topic - to do tha #midoriya looking at shigaraki who just wiped out an entire fucking city: you looked like you wanted to be saved... #midoriya looking at touya who's in unimaginable amounts of physical and emotional pain at all times at the hands of his abuser #that he's had to watch for 24 years shining in the spotlight and receiving praise and adoration: idk ur dad was nice to me one time #mha #mha spoilers #hella watches anime

[re-alku]

This is literally my peak im never going to reach these heights

#room of swords #you can take literally all the angst you want from it in canon #but the actual dynamic is me and the bad bitch i pulled by being autistic #strawbarrow #ill add character tags later fuck that #gyrus isnt even real in canon #el ur main character literally cannot escape space hell #i lied in canon is so fucking angsty #one can only die to the others hand #while the other continues to die and put himself at risk because they are kind of doomed to fall in love #they are rlly stupid actually #kodya you need to stop dying.......... king please #literally just codependency #kodya being alive is the one thing keeping gyrus from either dying/giving up entirely or becoming god #bro i know its gyrus's story but i pick favorites #also kodya kind of. has made himself a secondary main character #oopsie #i ramble a lot in tags </3 #strawbarrow funny etc etc #ros lore wild etc etc #alku art

[suremarkj]

who: @cursedflesh​ where: outside of terry’s place (doxxing :elmo:) what: that’s our grandma!

if there was one thing mark was sure of, it was that leo was going to be seeking terrence walker out. and if there was one thing mark was sure of ( so... that would make it two ), it was that he, as the man who had introduced her to the genealogy websites, could not bear to be responsible for any disappointments she may encounter in her endeavors ! ( any disappointments at all would be a shame, but to be actively responsible for them ? well... ) lucky for him, with some followers in high places, terrence walker was decently easy to place... he never thought he’d be alright with this so-called ‘doxxing’ ( a real invasion of privacy -- the house he actually lived in was as off the grid as possible for a reason ), but queefburglar69 finally came in handy. “ tell you what, a little old woman’s gonna stop by any time now -- ‘bout yea high, ” he began, putting his hand level to his shoulder, “ and she’s gonna be real excited. gonna tell you she’s your great-great-great-great-something-grandma, and you gotta at least pretend to be happy, ‘right ? name’s leo -- might introduce herself as leonarda with a real long last name -- and, boy, she’s been fuckin’ waitin’ for this. ”

#interactions ! #interactions || terrence ! #interactions || terrence 1 ! #1) u can choose if he knocked on his door first or if theyre in the hall or whatever :elmo: i just :elmo: didnt want to draw it out AFHOILD #2) i was also gna mention how MAYBE she'd already beat him to it but omg so unlikely!! then didnt #(see: so this can obvs be after terry/leo thread. doesnt have to be but might make more sense given the circumstances! #again ur choice! but anyway <3 he's just thinkin <3 doesnt know how leo wld've found him first!!) #3) this is the most mark has talked in his entire life ever. #4) starting to think i shldn't have numbered these tags but i totally put 6'3 and 5'0 in a height comparison thing #so that i cld get an accurate measurement for where mark's hand shld be <3 #5) mark? calling someone one year younger than him 'boy'? wow! who wld've guessed!

[saetoru]

anon that sent me the ask about the geto fics being similar—yes :,) i agree they were eerily similar :,) so i did message the person to handle it privately and they’ve agreed to take it down so thank you for bringing that to my attention :,)

​sorry to make a vague post ab this on dash but i wanted to address it to the anon so they were acknowledged

#but more importantly — psa !! #i’m very aware that certain tropes — especially redemption fics — follow very similar premises #they tend to focus on the healing and moving on from horrors that are canon and those will be similar in all fics yes #it’s okay to see a fic and be inspired by the plot exploring these things and writing on urself #but what is not okay is following the progression of multiple scenes #and cherry picking unique details / lines / headcanons an author has made in their version of a trope #i put a lot of time #and effort and energy into my writing #no concept is entirely unique and i’m more than okay with ppl being inspired by other writing they read #but i’m definitely not going to condone people copying the details that make my fic my own and set mine apart from other writer’s versions #of redemption tropes #so please be mindful of that if u are ever inspired by a fic and it’s premise #if u decide u will try ur own hand at it #and please also don’t copy the title and the layout of the fics either #thank you

[villainsidestep]

north says your brothers are dead.

north says your brothers are dead, but he has to be a liar, because he has always been a liar. because he has always been a bastard. because the numbers mean you can't check his thoughts for lies. because he has to be lying. because the alternative is that your brothers left you. because the alternative is that you left them. left them lying on the sidewalk in an open grave of shattered glass and broken concrete and all those dead bodies and all that blood, there was so much blood, why can you not stop thinking of the blood?! of their hands reaching out for yours amongst the ruin, amidst the fall, along your spine when you uselessly throw yourself at north's thoughts again?

north's thoughts make you feel sick. make you feel staticky. make you clench your teeth and fists and stomach as you feel the nerves creep in, the dreading fear of something being wrong, the persistent terror of needing to stop, needing to keep going, needing to reach just a little bit deeper, needing to find purchase somewhere, anywhere, anything, anything about them, because they couldn't just leave you! they wouldn't leave you! you're supposed to stick together! you've always stuck together!

north says your brothers are dead. you wish you'd died with them.

#gideon shut the hell up challenge #this is AWFUL but. sometimes u just gotta write words down #me: hehe wouldn't it be fun to write smth abt the whole 'siblings using telepathy to figure out if the others are around' #me when typing: for some reason instead writes abt fawn trying to get into north's brain ?? #fun fact I absolutely know without a doubt that they attempted MULTIPLE times to fucking . get their little claws into his brain #but north has been on numbers ever since hb happened so <3 it was entirely useless on their part <3 #also we're 50-50 on whether or not north even knows anything abt the brothers post-hb. bc on one hand it would be V Fun #if he did in fact know they'd survived and that he just fucking lied to fawn for funsies. BUT. it would also be fun if he Didn't know #bc they were like 'literally just keep ur attention on ur own fucked up lil creature' and he doesn't ask questions so it was more of like #evil bragging. bc their only real safe connection has been severed and now that he doesn't have to have them in his brain anymore ?? 10/10 #( writing. ) #update we've put this under a read more THREE fucking times bc tumblr refuses to keep it. so if u see the full thing. sorry #keeping up with the beckers

[tidaltow]

percy’s feelings about luke just became 1000000x more complicated which I didn’t think was even possible but here we are and we are far from okay 💃🕺💃🕺💃🕺(rambling about the finale in the tags [spoiler alert ig])

#🌊🔱 « ooc » #literally about to go to bed but I spent a good majority of the evening just sPEWING feelings @ my poor friend and gf so pls kill me #listen I already could put together a PowerPoint abt their dynamic #from the books alone — always screaming abt the impact Luke has #even in ways Percy doesn’t consciously realize #but then the show had to do this ??? #give us flashbacks ?? change up The SceneTM to sprinkle in fresh pain?? #look Disney you gave him anxiety #I hope ur fckn pleased #the main issue here with juggling book and show canon is stuff like this #bc it's like ??? percy has so much animosity toward luke throughout the books bECAUSE of the nature of his betrayal #it was cold and boy literally tried to murder him #ofc percy isn't going to be super stoked to try to change his mind or “save” him after that stunt #but with the SHOW handling that scene differently ??? luke like “hey let's go be feral together” and percy just “??? what if we didn't” #luke: ://// ur no fun #(humor to cope with my pain givemethis) #percy's entire perception of luke is DIFFERENT #it's more like “this guy didn't try to kill me in cold blood -- he's troubled and legit was giving me a CHOICE before things went sour” #so i'm just :))))) HOW DO I EVEN ??? NAVIGATE #anyway I’ll be holding my head in my hands and wailing if you need me

[pcktknife]

You’re keeping pearl in the closet? Let her out!!! She needs to be a free lesbian!!

wait until I find out I've been keeping marina in there too

#idl if this os universal but u know how sometimes u wake up m ur family just decided it was a clean the entire house da #*day my grandma does that and is like a super neat freak so im worried ill wake up one day n my figures will be gone or moved somewhere #so pearlina had to get put in my rooms closet juuuust in case #i dont think theyd get thrown away but i do think they could get thrown in a bag or some shit and im really wary of that cause i dont #want em to break or anything </////3 #asks #anon #ooo so many typos oh well u get the gist #if it makes u feel any better my drac n clawdeen dolls r out in the open holding hands lol

[jesus-discarted-underwear]

#me all day today #i’ve been hand crafting a music selection and putting it on my #mp3 player #i’m really crafting an early 2000’s #middle school #vibe goin here #i fully plan to use all the storage on this thing #i managed to make one playlist #it’s called ‘ur mom’ #and the only thing on it is #an entire #kidz bop #album #i think my story is funnier in the tags #< 3

[trollbreak]

MERRY CHRIM JONAH!!!! i didnt get the opportunity to Draw u Thing so im sending message bc ily and u are my Friend. FIRST OFF. I LOVE UR LIL. ITTY BITTY GUY STYLE. they look like i could chew on them like gummies. its always so fun to see other ppls trolls getting jonah-fied too!!! i think literally not too long ago i was talking with someone (forgor who) about how much we enjoy ur art??? i gotta catch up on ur troll lore too (statement of the century), u have plenty of interesting looking guys but i havent gone picking thru them yet!!!! have a happy day and i hope u get all the things ever. :3

MERRY CRISIS MIK I HOPE ITS BEEN A COZY ONE

Also I’ve 0 art energy today but man… all day I’ve been like damn I gotta lilguy antemh I think it’d be funny… iam pointing at u with my whole arm I like ur guys and if u want me to pocket size them just say the word….

#ALSO #gotta catch up on lore is such a fucking mood lmao #I’ve got enough just some guys tho that u don’t entirely have to lol #also silly guys that r fun without context #hands u heehoo hands u heehoo hands u heehoo h- #AND #I LOVE UR ART AS WELL #UR MUSIC TASTY AND UR ART GOOD TEXTURE I WANNA PUT MY HANDS ON IT

[alligaytorswamp]

ermmm something happened to my hand and now it like feels uncomfy and 2 of my fingers don't work properly ahhahahaha (im panicking)

#i mean i had issues with it for agessss #if i did smth too tough (like picked up smth heavy) or drew/wrote for too long it would hurt #like my palm and wrist and even till elbow #and recently it like suddenly started hurting on my ring finger #idk english like that but the part where it connects to the palm BUT closer to the pinky #it would hurt every time i would like move my hand and ring finger was involved #couple days later it stopped hurting?? all seemed well yet my hand now felt a bit off as if i overworked it but i could actually do stuff w #w/o pain #last night i noticed that my pinky and ring finger like.. don;t work right?? #idk how to explain but like when i bend them instead of slowly bending like they should they kinda snap into final position? #it;s doesnt hurt just feels very Wrong #and on top of that #i can like straighten them #u know how u can put ur hand into a fist and then straighten each finger separately? i cannot do that w my pinky and ring finger #fun fact my pinky couldnt straighten for year but ring finger was ok. rn my pinky is WORSE? like it's just not moving unless entire hand do #um very fun for me AHAHHA #and idk today the entire muscle/nerve/who knows hurts from my palm to my elbow - which isnt too uncommon for me but i didnt do shit to caus #it. i have been doing nothing pretty much and it still feels OFF.. :'( #anyways i will be getting some shots in case it's um an inflammation of the joint and then we will see if i get better #dont even have a doc near me im in a VILLAGE (throwing up and dying) #someone pray that my hand gets better #adry.txt