#quite literally half of my life

[my-wildflwr]

oh !

#that is #quite literally half of my life #x

[princessgiggles333]

so rarely are comedy movies targeted towards teenage girls. so rarely are the ones “for” teenage girls actually funny. so rarely do comedy movies for teenage girls incorporate lgbt characters as part of the main theme without directly mocking the gay community with bigoted “jokes”.

and yet here we have: Bottoms 2023.

#bottoms 2023 #bottoms movie #hazel callahan #bottoms josie #bottoms pj #bottoms isabel #bottoms brittany #quite literally once in a blue moon #maybe because most movies have old ppl in the writing room… old ppl who know nothing about teenage girls #i’m holding onto this film for the rest of my life #because i’m convinced nothing else will come close to this gem #representation done RIGHT!! #nothing was forced!! because i know for a fact more than half of the writers were women #AND THERES AN 80S THEME!! #okay i’ll stop tagging now

[somecunttookmyurl]

all the while society conflates "being an adult" with "having a proper job" and "having money to make arbitrary Adult Purchases" disabled people who can't work - or can only work part time or can only do entry level baby jobs - will never be 'allowed' to be adults

you can say "being an adult is looking after yourself you don't have to have a job!!!" all you want but most people who say that will still assume anybody who doesn't either can't or won't 'look after themselves' actually. and every 'marker' of 'adulthood' that's observable and thus actually counts or whatever loops back around to... having a job and 'contributing' something

#yeah i have netflix on all day #i am quite literally signed off of work for the -rest of my life- #what the fuck else would you like me to do with my time when most people are in fact at work #or did you think i can't have the tv on and put laundry away at the same time or something #must i work on commissions on silence in a dour room to be perceived as an adult #anyway 'looking after yourself/your home/your pet' is not observable #to anybody who doesn't like ACTUALLY live in your house #unless you are extremely obviously NOT doing it #if a tree falls in a forest etc #owning a house? job. like not even 'in this economy? lol' #disabled people LITERALLY can't because we aren't allowed to have enough savings for a deposit #car? would you honestly trust me with a vehicle lol but also: job #you mostly cannot buy a car without one it's a requirement for the lease #otherwise you aren't 'trusted' to pay it on time #incidentally most landlords will also - perfectly legally - refuse to rent to you because you are going to be unreliable with the rent #which is being paid directly by the gov anyway like take your trust issues up with them bro #a family? if i get married or cohabit with a partner my income gets sliced in half #so to support even myself let alone a child would require. drumroll please. employment #savings? adults have savings right? yeah but unlike you i have a gov enforced cap on mine #'good furniture not shit from ikea' (someone has remarked that ikea furniture is 'college dorm-y' it's going here) #i mean do i have to say it

[toxooz]

been having wisdom tooth pain since saturday thats only getting worse and u kno what i understand him now i dont condone his actions but man,,,,i get it 💀

#priscus #he severely abused ponti bc he had hundreds of teeth growing in wrong in at least 15-20 parts of his body so its not Actually his fault uw #this is a fukkin joke btw in case some fuck takes to my ask box lmfao #GODDDD IT HIURTS #my appointment just to get referred to get them removed is in a week bruh idk if i can last that long genuinely #this aint even bad timing at this point this is straight up malicious this body wants me dead i tell u dead #its starting to fuck up literally half of my teeth like what is the long term damage going to be maNNNN #dont even get me started on the wisdom tooth removal surgery in and of itself like #my whole life i fear this bc i would quite literally rather die than be a blithering swollen faced idiot spouting god only knows what to my #loved ones fuck fuck ufuukckccc #remember kids this is what they mean when they say procrastination will ruin ur life take it from me a pro procrastinator

[maddy-ferguson]

when people who like seasons 1 and 2 better explain why it was better they always lose me when they say "the characters were what mattered the most the supernatural plot was basically not that important it was ALL about the characters" like...that's just what YOU were more interested in not what was happening in the show? like wdym the supernatural plotline wasn't that important in seasons 1 and 2. saying that it was more balanced or more subtle i get but saying that the supernatural plot wasn't THAT important and that it's not what made anyone love the show is a blatant lie

#and like i say: brf slt #and i've seen people say this many times on many occasions i'm not even exaggerating. or making anything up #and i've been saying this for. a year and a half. minus two months. when volume 1 came out someone tweeted 'what the duffers fail to #understand is that no one watches st because they care about the russians or whatever. people watch st to see a ragtag group of kids be #nice to each other! to see a lesbian and a man with nice hair be friends!' and i said i agree with this at like 60% the 60% being ofc that #i hate the russia stuff we know this. but like. as much as i like the relationships between the characters if there's no life-threatening #things going on for more than a few dozen minutes...then i don't really care like that would be another show. (this has been a constant #i was not as into the show or the characters as i am now when i said that like volume 1 was my first time watching the show #since 2019. and it's a constant because it's still true) like that's literally what fanfic is for. or other shows. #and plenty of people watch stranger things for the russians or whatever i was actually surprised when people were ranking the subplots i #saw quite a lot of people put russia in their top 2 i was stunned. it was mostly older people older people meaning anyone who was 22 in #the past. i'm kidding but like idk people who were like 40+ and also guys? idk. like there's actually an audience for that my bad you guys #(not my bad i will always be a russia in st anti. because i hate it.) #my point is. no that was actually it. i just don't get it wdym people don't like the STORY plenty of people do. in the fandom especially i #totally get focusing more on the characters and being more interested in that i literally never talk about the supernatural plot and i #really like the characters yk and i understand when people say that they enjoyed the distribution between character things and supernatural #plot things in s1-2 more but saying that the supernatural stuff was like an afterthought and that no one actually cares or cared ever and #that it was never important is? like i get where they're coming from but also...no #and i get doing the 'if you don't take it as literally the monsters and supernatural plot things mean this and that for real life and for #the characters' i think it's very fun but like. if you don't like the genre and ignored it for the characters...?that's not really on them #i worded this like my joyce and bob post from july i hope you like it. the first sentence only #wait i actually didn't. just realized. false advertising sorry #saying this as someone who likes seasons 1 and 2 better too that goes without saying

[trans-xianxian]

I'VE BEEN IN POVERTY MY WHOLE LIFE AND YOU'RE TELLING ME MY GRANDPA JUST HAS A CASUAL 49 THOUSAND IN MY NAME. WHAT.

#I know thats not that much in the grand scheme but for someone who literally has zero dollars and zero cents right now #and has quite literally been below the poverty line my whole life #homeless for several years #thats like. an unfathomable amount of money to me #he was like 'only half is available now' THATS STILL SO MUCH MONEY #what the hell dude #ghost posts #text

[akkivee]

i’m pretty sure the reason we got nagosaka’s second round of solos mimicking the og album art was bc kr was making a concerted effort to bridge the gap between the amount of music the ogs and nagosaka have lol

but those first solos for the og divisions were their beginnings as characters so maybe we can pretend round two solos for nagosaka is their true beginning lol

#vee queued to fill the void #both sasara and kuukou backslid in terms of development between the mcd era and 2nd drb #and i blame the true hypnosis mic lol #sasara while still a flighty sonuva btch opened himself up to samatoki in a way he should have with rosho (bc of his past with rosho) #and kuukou believe it or not lol would not be the type to trash an entire establishment and stay blind to his team’s needs back in the day #like kuukou is quite literally learning that lesson about not charging bullishly at others’ problems in both the unami chapter and nb track #and what does he do with jyushi and hitoya in harmonious cooperation???? charge bullishly at them assuming that’s all it’d take to help them #frfr both sasara and kuukou backslid lol #post 2nd drb tho???? with these solos????? where they’re fundamentally the same but show the lessons learned????? #these solos are their starting point ACTUALLY lol #which would make nagosaka’s first solos more representative of their pasts ngl!!!!!! #like those solos probably suit the nagosaka in the first manga run!!!!! #kuukou cocky as shit jyushi defined by his past hitoya’s finest rizz but heart hidden #sasara my life’s a tragic comedy let me run away to find a different outlook rosho trying to figure out how to stand on his own #rei the mastermind and that’s all you need to know lol it lines up very well #man!!!!!! that’s some good shit lol!!!!! this is the stuff that has kept me in hypmic for half a decade LMAO

[brown-little-robin]

I'm ridiculously busy the next few days and will need to make several decisions that will affect me for a long time. Be praying for me?

The decisions are about whether or not to do things that will be fun (and Super Me, such as joining an advanced ceramics class) and difficult (advanced. ceramics class. during senior year when I'll already be taking really difficult classes. HELP)

#like I could learn some really good skills #but also I've SEEN the 400 level ceramics class here #they have class at the same time as us 300 levels #and the class looks. SUPER demanding. #It would probably quite literally be half of my life #but I would learn SUCH cool skills... making handles and spouts for instance... I would get to work with porcelain... #UGH God help me make a choice that will be good for me and that I can be at peace with #Robin speaks

[britneyshakespeare]

Man is saying weird things to me again

#help mom he's oversharing about drinking scotch every evening #that's very on brand for Man #tales from diana #i literally did Nothing to reach out to him i don't know what he wants #i was just thinking in the shower literally not even half an hour ago about how you know it's strange #he used to always have this way of talking to me like he was trying to impress me which is just kinda silly honestly #like i was a 20-21-year-old in awe of him and he was a retired male model eight years older than me w more life experience #and some rather exotic and interesting experiences at that #i think he somewhat envies that i seem (at least to him) like a self-possessed 'intellectual' #thats how he talks to me at least. it's funny tho #not that im not. like. smart. i think the both of us know i'm better-read than he'll be in 3 lifetimes #and i'm not quite self-possessed but i certainly don't have the open-wounded insecurity he does #while also being rather more confident than most ppl in some areas (and it's not ALL unearned) #he's got much more ambition than i do though. more ambition than i'll have in 10 lifetimes #and he seems to do everything with a motivation of external validation and approval. #so i think he has a chip on his shoulder. poor little Man #the two of us could not be more opposite. but i don't really strive to be like him in the ways he strives to be like me #he chases this dream of what he thinks the perfect man is and it's quite inhuman so of course he falls short. #i on the other hand am if anything much TOO accepting of my own faults and shortcomings. ahem #these are all things i will never say to Man. he's too silly to hear it #besides. im rather sure he likes me (? in some way) and i am these days just very ambivalent to him #i can't NOT say i find him attractive bc i do but he's just. sooooo not the one lol #he's a fascinating creature all flaws aside but i never find myself studying him at my own volition #Man just comes outta the woods sometimes to tell me about his travels or women or whiskey. he's odd #he's very eccentric but between the two of us i think i'm the better eccentric. no wonder he visits me sometimes #but he brings gifts and prayers like he's coming to a devotional shrine or something. i'm like sir this is not a temple #he'll never be normal but he is so strange in the ways i'm too good for. if i do say so myself #(and that's saying something bc i'm not too good for ANYTHING)

[phoenixyfriend]

This is clearly not scripted and I talk in circles but hey at least you can hear The Shift

#personal #phoenix talks #quite literally #accents #long island #I've lived with LI/Queens accents for more than half my life #queens from two to seven #LI from seven to eleven and then from twenty-two to twenty-seven #Manhattan was in there for four years as well but that's not the same accent grouping

[kyouka-supremacy]

bruh

#My life is such a joke #I got into bsd because I liked this girl. to later learn she was straight up homophobe #... and obsessed with Dazai #which is the funniest way I ever got into a fandom ever tbh. can you imagine liking bsd and BEING HOMOPHOBE like. how???????????? #On the other hand she disliked Chuuya so I guess that explains it... #Fast forward to a year later another girl from my dorm I'm hanging out quite a bit these days I really enjoy the company of asked me who– #was on my phone background #(which... I just realized... is exactly *precisely* the same way I found out the other girl liked bsd– #and started talking about it with her... Okay that's odd) #And I told her - super awkwardly because there's a huge huge stigma for people who watch anime here - #“ahah it's a character from an anime. bsd. don't bother though the anime is bad” #Okay. I thought it would have ended there #TWO DAYS AFTER THIS EVENING SHE. SHE COMES AT ME WITH “oh I actually watched a few episodes from the anime you mentioned!” #“I skipped through half of them though.” #“I really like the suicidal dude!!” #— #girl. #GIRRRRRLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL #My life literally IS the biggest joke ever. HOW. WHY IS THIS HAPPENING. the chances????? #And the conversation happened while watching Sanremo which is exactly when I would use to talk about bsd with my other friend a year ago! #C'mon! It's such a joke! #Cmooooonnn I'm going insane over this #Whatever this new girl is super friendly and has such a beautiful beautiful smile I hope I can hang out with her more. #I'm sorry our schedules don't match a lot she always has meals super early... Uhm......... #random rambles #Kyotag stops being a magnet for Dazai stans challenge #It's funny a colleague from university who casually watched the anime too ALSO loves Dazai #I get he's popular and pretty but like. No actually I don't get it sorry #Also I'm usually super polite with people so I'm there like “Oh yeah 😄 His character is very... fascinating 😊 ”

[barkingangelbaby]

no but I miss smoking weed I miss being high I miss intentionally dissociating I miss feeling numb I miss not having to think I miss existing in a space without physically feeling it I miss I miss I miss

#I'm not afraid to admit i have issues with substance abuse probably #i smoked weed for literally half of my life #i think i was smoking a q a week before i quit #just zonked out i did not exist i was not a person #and i know it's good for me to have (mostly) quit but damn #with the way my moods have been lately i just want to get stoned out of my mind and pretend i don't exist #not suicidal i just. do not want to be. #things can and will get better though #but fuck fuck fuck do i wish i could get stoned without feeling like my heart's going to explode #don't read this next one #tonight i miss doing pills even tho it's been like 4 years since i did last and i know that's a bad road to go down again #but fuck i just want to be n u m b and i don't want to drink as much as i did in december #someone punch me in the face #u didn't read any of this #dumb dumb #delete later

[sysig]

Me: I want to play The Stanley Parable Ultra Deluxe so badly but I can’t justify the price at the moment :(

The Stanley Parable Ultra Deluxe: *goes on 50% off sale*

Me:

#Ehehehehehehehehe #The Stanley Parable #WPTSP #Yeah I can swing half off #I spent quite a lot of yesterday (their day) playing the various versions! #If you don't know - the source SDK/Base 2007 stuff? That's how to play the Half Life mod version lol #Literally all The Stanley Parable #I even dedicated a page to my BuJo to the various endings! I can add this one now!! <3 #I like how the original has six endings and then the HD Remix has 16 endings lol - give or take #I do count ThE bRoOm ClOsEt ending so y'know ♪ #Eeeeee ee eee looking forward to it ehehe #I knew I had to snap it up! I want to play it that badly! #Plus the devs deserve it I hope Steam doesn't take too much of a cut #I'm excited ahhh #WPVG

[orphyd]

I used to see you post sweet messages and comments on everyone's blogs before you got big on simblr. It makes me kind of sad that I don't see you do that anymore.

I still try and leave comments on peoples post when I see them or even think of a comment but it’s mostly because I’m older and not as active on here as I once was, it’s got nothing to do with me being “big” I’ve been what’s considered “big” in this community for multiple years I’m just in a much busier point in my life I’m sure I’ll get back into it when things slow down again but I’m not even sure myself when that will be, it’s something I miss for sure but it’s just not in my top priorities at the moment. Hopefully sooner rather than later idk

#I’m quite literally in the process of moving houses this very moment #although i would love to interact with the community more #I’ve got another much more time consuming life away from my computer #even though i wish i didn’t half the time #if pp think I’m a little meaner now that sucks since that’s mostly real life shit trickling into here #so if that’s the case I’ll work on it #ask the crab #anonymous

[boomerang109]

what if capitalism is making the one job i thought was possible for me feel unattainable not because i haven’t literally been doing it since age 13 but because it’s not well paid enough so until you get into a higher position you have to work multiple jobs and i knew that i always knew that but. fuck. why is adulting going to be so exhausting. what if this really is the best time of my life? being a depressed college student? what if it’s downhill from here?

#I love my quiet getting high nights cause they let me unlock my thoughts #i HATE my quiet getting high nights cause they let me unlock my thoughts #like bestie I was just watching critical role why did I pause it to write this down #anyway in other news I have a ten hour tech day and I’m ✨scared✨ #technically it’s nine and a half though because they moved the call by a whole half hour #and honestly I’m going to get breakfast for meal swipes so I might end up being late cause breakfast doesn’t open until 10 #but like fuck if I’m gonna try to make food here #I want to pack my bag tonight but also I just laid down after doing dishes and I’m exhausted #I’ve had such a long day too I had two normal classes (one of which I basically led the class. I interviewed two professionals in front of #the whole class. FUCK I probably need to send them a thank you email. that’s gonna be a tmrw issue or I might draft hifh but like not sendin #but anyway after that I had one hour for lunch and then three hour lab which was fun!! because we went ride pooling but like we walked a #shit ton and in the sun #oh and my roommates must’ve forgotten I come with today cause they left me behind (which is totally fine cause I didn’t get up but it did #mean I had to catch the on campus transport and that takes forever and so I was late to meet my friend for breakfast and dining hall was #closed so I had to get food elsewhere which literally cost the same as the dining hall in the morning which is dumb but it took waaay longer #anyway hifh boom takes tumblr diary entries too seriously idk why I channeled my whole life into this post lmao #i think it’s cause I’m self-isolating HARD (despite being fairly social at the moment? it’s a surprisingly cool balancing act im pulling off #quite well as a busy bee) so I felt the need to pretend to have human connection without actually breaking my self-imposed isolation lmao #boom blogs high

[starlooove]

Tim Stans want tim to be steph so bad

#the tim being left out fics #that’s quite literally Steph’s canon #anyways I want Steph Duke and Damian to be a trio #I was gonna say cass but no offense to the love of my life #whenever she’s involved she’s gonna overshadow the other three SOREY #but actually that’s gonna happen with Steph being here either way #and you might think it’s gonna happen with Damian but half of y’all don’t even like him like that fr #like #everyone says they hate Ian wayne but that’s how y’all see Damian period #in conclusion Cass In the group now mwah #these four vs the other three FIGHT #matter of fact put Bruce in there to make it half fair 🤭🤭🤭