#should i mention that shes taken

[saturnayeon]

YALL OMFG MY TWT OOMF RIGHT I HAVE THE FATTEST CRUSH ON HER BUT SHES LIKE ALMOST IN HER 20S AND IM BARELY PUSHING 17 😭😭😭😭😭 BUT SHES SO PRETTY AND SHE APPEARS EVERYWHERE LIKE AHHHHH I JS WANNA 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼

#mimi talks #should i mention that shes taken #PRETTY SURE SHE IS STRAIGHT TO #IM TOO GAY FOR THIS

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Culture Shock

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #xiao xingchen #xue yang #a-qing #As I sit here and type out my thoughts I realize that the last panel looks like A-Qing is crushing XY's candy...oops. #she's supposed to be crunching her *own* wrapper for dramatic effect. XY's candy is still in XXC's hand. #Hes still standing there. 180 degrees out of frame. Which is where your heart is! MEANING: XXC is in your heart right now #holding out a little piece of candy that has yet to be taken. #This comic was so close to being on the chopping block. Honestly I'm still not sure I should have kept it in #but I liked this scene a lot*** and tbh the yi-city arc isn't around for much longer. Let them have fun while it lasts. #not to mention I have few opportunities to build up spanish speaking XXC. And we are close to the pay off. #XY is in his 'oh god I need to start learning the basics of this language or I will drown' phases. Lets see how well he does! #***The candy represents so much! It's a symbol of unobtainability! Of comfort and status! Both A-qing and XY crave candy as much as they- #-crave those 'unobtainables'! XY has money to by candy (part of status) but he lacks love and comfort is his life! #So XXC offering them this little piece of candy is more than just a treat! It's a piece of love! #But as sweet as candy is....it cannot last.... #(this also makes the scene where XY disrupts A-Qing's comfort by offering candy very interesting to analyze)

[outism-had-a-purpose]

Ryoshu and Rodya friendship where they sometimes sleep in each other's room when it gets too much in theirs.

When the candlelight in Ryoshu's gets too bright and suffocating with the heat and reminds her too much of the fire her daughter died in sometimes she knocks (more of. just letting herself in lmao) on Rodya's door to literally cool off.

Sometimes when Rodya's room freezes her down to the bone to the point where that she can't sleep, and the stench and sight of her dead neighbors haunts her every senses, Ryoshu gets a quiet knock on her door, and an even more surprising, a solemnly quiet Rodya outside, asking her if she can take a quick snooze here because she doesn't wanna go out and do the night watch.

Something something the only bed worth sleeping is the one right next to you (sad). Fire and ice duo. you get me riht

#ryoshu #rodion #limbus company #assorted outisms #haven't taken a look at the lore so i have no idea if they've disproven it yet but i think (?) that their rooms bend to their mindsets #and at their worsts looks like their base egos #like the ishmael's room is always fucking waterlogged joke. heathcliff sleeps on the moor lmao #canto 9 is a long way to go so. we don't really know what ryoshu's deal is besides the what we've seen but if we're going with her source #then she definitely had a kid. idk man. tortured artist that got her daughter killed because of her art commission that the mafia (whicheve #one of the fingers or might be several of 'em) commissioned #and though rodya does mention something to sonya along the lines of 'not worthy to feel warmth' because she still feels deep guilt from #getting everyone in her backstreet disctrict killed by the middle she wouldn't want to look like she's losing sleep over it in front of the #other sinners. and that compared to hers ryoshu's room is pretty damn toasty so why not take the chance #oh hey rodya and ryoshu both have a relation to the fingers. idk where im going with this. forgive my tag rambling #anyways ryoshu and rodion sleeping together. can be either platonic something romantic or a secret third thing. the world is your oyster #i really should go back to writing my [REDACTED] fic i haven't gotten anywhere with it

[the-lark-ascending69]

> be a robin buckley fan

> be lesbian

> project on robin

> look up "internalized homophobia robin buckley" on tumblr because it's cathartic

> 3/4 of the posts are about st3ddie or just about steve

#saw one in which steve was like ''no robin you don't understand! i have never been loved! i don't know how that feels like!'' #i have several grips about that interpretation #going from the fact that's not true (dustin is clearly a big steve fan + robin herself cares about him deeply) #to the fact he probably wouldn't be introspective enough to voice his emotions this concisely not to mention he'd probably wouldn't take #a moment to realize he's never felt loved if that were the case. i mean. he could think that. when he's like 35 and more in touch with his #inner world. 19yo steve can't even get the hint that hitting on a girl who's already clearly taken (nancy) is wrong so like i don't expect #him to be that smart #but i can live with people having takes i don't agree with. my opinion doesn't have to be everyone else's opinion if you see steve that way #it fine #what bothered me was the fact he was saying this to a lesbian living in the 80s lmao #who tells him that 1) her whole life has been an error 2) she doesn't think he'd want to be close to her if he truly knew her and 3) #3) is paralyzed by fear of social suicide if she dares believe for even a second that the girl she likes may like her too #like i dont need people to do deep dives into robin lore and quote from memory lines from Surviving Hawkins abt robin feeling like she's #rotten inside. not supposed to have friends. feeling like something is wrong with her and that pushes people away etc etc #the fact that she's a lesbian should tell you enough abt who has the biggest chances of being loved 😭 #also bothered me that it showed up when looking up posts abt internalized homophobia because?? where's the internalized homophobia therw #unless it's gay steve feeling bad abt it in an AU (as if canon robin didn't go through it) #like look im not bothered to find steve-centric content in the robin tag cos people are gonna tag her in posts mentioning her. #she's his friend. #but there are barely any posts at all about robin's internalized homophobia. like i saw 2 or 3. compared to all the steve or steddie ones #where's the love for my babygirl 😭😭 #anti steddie #not really but y'know i don't wanna bother anyone #edit: the bit about there being like 3 posts on robin w internalized homophobia isn't exactly true. there are a few. but they still feel #drowned in st3ddie posts #like something isn't right here

[tianshiisdead]

❄️ For femslash Hetalia @femslashetalia day 7: Plaything

❄️ Pairing: nyo Japan/nyo Manchuria (OC)

❄️ Rating: M for suggestive themes and implied dark themes

❄️ Warnings: Imperialism, dark themes, implied abuse, suggestive content (like one single line at the bottom about touching someone’s chest and nothing else lol), implied brainwashing

❄️ 1932, Manchukuo freshly established, Manchuria answers some questions.

#hetalia #tiart #i guess #nyo japan #hetalia OC #nyo manchuria #cw: #colonialism #implied abuse #implied brainwashing #stockholm syndrome #ig #historical hetalia #dont look at me (painful) #not to be annoying but read the disclaimers please #this isn’t meant to be taken as glorification #nor does it bask in suffering #my intention was to capture and play on themes of propaganda and how the incarnation of such a state might act #should go without mentioning that japan isnt very nice here #although she isn’t on the face cruel either #also my manchuria is a dude hence the nyo lol

[cedarw00d-the-fourth]

There are two wolves inside of me. One wants to make Raphael the worst person alive to Agnezes and torture her, and the other wants to make him be kind to Agnezes while still being a little shit. They are both kissing and fighting eachother.

#fighting wars with myself #in my og “Bad” ending for Agnezes(she has 2 this one she goes with raphael) #Raphael straight up takes her horns as a trophy of finally having his bride #in her other bad ending she kills herself because she doesn't have anywhere to go #but yeah raphael is horrible to her #he still pampers her and treats her better than the other debtors in his house #but i should mention that he first slept with her when she was SEVENTEEN. #she was still a minor when she was taken advantage of #she's also not the only one of my guys to be S/A'd as a minor #iru was even younger when she was and that's why she's hypersexual #but yeah ig raphael becomes sweeter when Agnezes has his child #but he's still horrible to her. #cedar rambles #bg3 #baldurs gate 3 #bg3 spoilers #bg3 raphael #raphael bg3 #oc: agnezes valric #raphael x tav #< i guess

[franeridan]

I understand why everyone who read dunmeshi instantly shipped marci and falin but tbh the fact that it's just treated as canon by the fandom cuts on a lot of interesting analysis that could be done on their relationship outside of the romantic reading, which is kind of a shame

#when i read through i spent a lot of time trying to understand if marci saw her as an equal or as a younger friend she had to take care of #this started from her comment about how 29yo is “a child” and falin is younger than that #and then the scene in the bathroom which is very loved by the shippers #it felt a lot like falin understood the implications and marci didn't yk #i read that and it just felt like they were failing to communicate bc marci just couldn't see falins body as something she should be #embarrassed about #very mom with a child behaviour #same in the bed falin mentioned growing up and marci said it was just the same #doesn't it imply she still sees her as a kid? #there's that time in the backstory of when she first met laios and how she treats falin like a kid who can't make her own choices too #like she tells laios off for taking her away and then tells her she'll take her back to the academy like falin isn't #perfectly able to choose for herself #extremely “mom knows best” of her?? #there's a lot of moments like that #then there's also everything that could be said about falin being marcis first friend and what it means for her to die #like...if you just call it romance it goes to undermine a bigger issue in marci's character imo? #like marci went to those lengths just cause she's in love with her but i think the point is that this was yet another person she lost before #she was ready to let her go? her character arc culminates in her accepting that falin might just be dead after all #and even with the possibility of falin being reborn she was ready to be taken away by the elves and never see her again #this is incredible growth for her but it only makes sense if falin was just one of many friends this could have happened with #and not the love of her life? I'd assume she would want to spend the rest of falins life with her if that was the case #whether or not she got over her fear of everyone dying before her #it's a thought! i think it's interesting to think about! #it's fun to ship them so I'm not saying we shouldn't or whatever but not treating it as canon now and again would open #to so many possibilities #for example I can't get out of my brain the scenario in which falin is in love with her and marci just can't see it until it's too late #kind of like himmel and frieren? think of the angst!! all lost because we just assume they're canon......tragic

[aroaessidhe]

2023 reads // twitter thread

Love Letters For Joy

YA contemporary Cyrano de Bergerac retelling

an ace girl with cerebral palsy who’s determined to be valedictorian, with only her academic rival to beat

when her friends start pairing up, she starts to wonder if she wants something like that, and emails the anonymous romance advice email going around her school

#Love Letters For Joy #aroaessidhe 2023 reads #hm. #the good: so many disabled characters! #main boy has asthma; side characters in wheelchairs and two others incidentally with CP; #and like every other character is wearing glasses #(which tbh. is probably just a normal amount of disability i any given group of people but how often do you see that much in a book lmao) #(I also just noticed the BG characters on the cover too) #but it is very…….doesn’t really explore anything in depth and also the drama got pretty comical at the end? #i forgot it was the CDB retelling. #feel like it should have taken the concept and then ran with the natural possibilities for the characters instead of trying to stick to tha #no more YA where the secret anonymous person keeps their identity secret for no reasonable reason and it only causes problems pls #near the end the dude is outed to his parents and kicked out. and like holy shit it does not explore that in depth?? #one of her ‘friends’ is in love with her and after kissing her without consent goes on this aphobic tirade and becomes like a comical vilai #neither of those things are handled very well #also just little things like joy tells her friends that over the course of the book she’s realised she’s pan - #which was not mentioned a single time in her internal narration. there's tons of that kind of thing. telling not showing. #asexual books #while she mentions she's ace a lot she doesn't talk about specific experiences a lot #(which is not an issue but damn i wish it would have done that with Something in the book)

[simoni-999]

I'm gonna end up saying this really sloppily but something that surprised me (in a good way) in ptutu was how autonomy is so heavily respected and usually considered to be the strongest factor when making decisions regarding Mytho. Duck and Fakir both knew that returning his heart in full would lead to the raven returning. Fakir, in an effort to protect Mytho, essentially took away any autonomy from him. He controlled what he did, where he went, who he was with, and didn't hesitate to restrict Mytho's access to the outside world entirely. When Tutu first attempts to return the prince's heart shards, Fakir fights back, believing that since it will lead to the raven being unleashed, it's up to him to keep Mytho safe. But as time goes on, Fakir and Duck start to work more closely, and Mytho regains a lot of control over himself, through both the return of his emotions and Fakir realizing that Mytho can and should make decisions for himself.

Once Fakir stops trying to control Mytho, Mytho becomes very verbal about his wishes. He can't return the heart shards himself, so to that extent he has to rely of Princess Tutu, but he can be clear and direct with the people around him about what he wants. Mytho's decision is rarely doubted by Fakir or Duck, despite the known consequences. It's more important to Duck and Fakir that Mytho's wishes are respected and upheld than what they and others might believe is best for him. Even when the raven is released and Mytho is in potential danger, his want for the heart shards doesn't waver, so Duck and Fakir's conviction to return them doesn't either.

This is pretty poorly written but I just felt like I needed to say something about this because I feel like this is something overlooked in a lot of media. "The greater good" is usually prioritized in situations, as well as the idea that, even though it's not what this character wants, it's what we know is best for them so really their say doesn't matter. But it does. It's the say that matters the most. And tutu held strong on that. Mytho's autonomy was what was protected and fought for in the end, and I thought that was pretty cool.

#i hope this came across right #i was just. really caught off guard by how much the other characters respected his decision #and i shouldn't have been! that should be the norm! people's wishes regarding their own bodies and wellfare should always be upheld! #but most of the time they're not. #so i was pleasantly surprised by how ptutu essentially revolves around returning and protecting the autonomy of someone who has had #it taken away by people who believed that they know what was best for him #also sorry that i didn't mention rue she also plays a part in this i just thought it shown through more in fakir and duck #rue also took away a lot of mytho's autonomy but it was more for her own needs and validation than the belief that she was keeping him safe #anyways ptutu rocks #princess tutu

[daincrediblegg]

Truly devastating to want to jump into an AU for your canon x oc/si ship when you haven’t even scratched the surface of your main fic for them yet 😪

#lady terror/francis western au my beloved #with sufficient elements combined from ravenous deadwood red dead redemption and true detective #not to mention that fucking hozier song it will come back is fucking stuck in my head at all times #put me out of my misery man I can’t stand it #look I just want that sheriff crozier pining in a saloon #even going so far as to be taken upstairs by one of the girls there but stopping it all before it even starts bc he really needs *her* and #he knows it. pays up anyway and tips his hat respectfully as he goes #but he wouldn’t dare get his hopes up that a fine lady like miss sinclair would take up with an old cowboy like him #sofia didn’t and why should she she has so much ahead of her what with her exploits in her father’s business ventures #he’d just tie her down #except he’s wrong bc he’s shown himself capable of letting her be herself. trouser-wearing and all on their search for that band of outlaws #and suspected cannibals up in those mountains who have been pinning things on the natives that SHE knows and has befriended and wants to #protect from the law. and she’s damn crazy for putting the bounty out and for going along with him but SHE DOES #and she can take care of herself but neither does she want to be alone and she chose him #he’s one of the only people who sees that in her #I’m gonna go cry about it cranky frog style now ok goodnight everybody

[the-best-bagel]

ok final verdict tiger and bunny 2 is really good and a huge improvement on the og HOWEVER. lunatic's ending was bizzare rushed depressing and went against everything his arc was pointing to. like it felt like some hayes code contrived bullshit

#he did not have to die and thematically should not have died #like his whole arc was changing his view on heroism so why was the ending just his og stance taken to its logical conclusion #also i keep refering to lunatic w fem pronouns in my head lol girlie looks eggy #but yea her ending should have been changing to heroism for the sake of saving ppl rather than punishing them #and not punishing herself #like who thought having her kill herself bc the ghost of her abusive dead dad told her to was a good idea #also she should have transitioned and started going by luna bc thats fucking cute ty kotetsu #tbh i think her arc was planned to be longer but the writers realized they didnt have time for it so. sorry mentally ill abused girlie #ur killing urself #OUTSIDE of that though i liked everything else #could have used an extra episode or two though #suicide mention #i got emotional at the taibani end but my brain was chewing too hard on the lunatic stuff for it to actually hit #they shoulda been a trio #ACTUALLY one more thing kotetsu barely ever used his power he could absolutely keep being a hero without it #and we should have like had an afterwards where he like advocates for useless NEXT rights #or something #once again it feels like this show was made to explore way different things than it does #like its not built for the racism allegory sorry it just doesnt work well #theres an argument for it being disability/ neurodivergence but it really just felt like a race thing #also rip fire emblem lmao she got hit w every kind of discrimination in that universe #sucks shes an oil baron #tiger and bunny spoilers

[tchaikovskym]

I have this bad trait where I quietly to myself think I'm better than some people in certain situations and not say my moral argumentation out loud about it

#FOR EXAMPLE #my coworker saw a video of some VERY drunk guy peeing in a festival #and pretty obvious filmed and published without his consent #and she even mentioned how thats awful and how the guy should take legal matters for that video #and my other coworker was like 'oh but it will never get taken off the internet people like those kinds of videos' AND THEN WENT AND WATCHED #THE VIDEO AND ANOTHER COWORKER JOINED #and i just sat there like. what. #if you wanted to give that guy some privacy you would not have watched and shared the video with others like. youre the problem. #you are the problem !!! like!!! girls!!!! what are you doing!!! girls!!!!! #anyway i did not say anything bc like. what could i say

[sheepwasfound]

yeah not happy with that response whatsoever

#the first thread was very baity and the proof shakier but the second thread unfortunately seems like much harder proof #and dream's response was very bad #i would've even better trusted a response that was rly vague and concise like #'i have not done these things or these things ever. i will take legal actions' #or then a response that rly went through everything one by one very clearly #his response instead was vague in the worst way where he's basically omitting certain things #and only mentioning the convenient things #while none of it is illegal it's just nasty and not at all how a cc with that much experience and age should ever act with fans #i recognize that it can be that some things are true and others not #but until there's more information it's he said she said and nothing to be done for it #right now i'm waiting things out to see how they develop but i am not happy with dream's response at all it only made it seem worse #i am hoping for a better response to prove his side of things but if it's left like this i'm not believing him #i hope legal action is taken but it takes a good while #unless the faker backs out and comes clean whoever that is #anyway i'm not taking sides right now i'm staying out of this #cw negativity #cw discourse #cw drama

[pluralphilza]

median plurality here :> related to a lot of what your talking about, feeling more comfortable leaning into it for indemnity and comfort, management stuff, feeling always vaguely blurry and away, and a disconnect from official medical terms, was just really nice to read and be able to relate so much, have a great day that's all ^-^

Aww tysm!! 💖 Its always nice to see other systems especially median systems bc there is a lottt in this community. I think identity and personhood is really interesting and isnt really that well understood (at least from what I've seen that isnt really my academic specialty lol I'm a history major) because we have a lot of these like specific ideas about how people are and function. It's very strange!! Medical terms and understandings are helpful for a lot of people but for us it caused us a lott of issues with our hypochondriac kind of tendencies with our anxiety instead of just being like okay cool what works to help me/live with this.

#real #if people are a dick about me mentioning i struggle with hypochondria kind of shit i will shoot you on sight #it is an important thing to talk about but i hate soso many of the ways like mass sudden self-diagnosing with disorders are treated/talked #about #it made it soso difficult for me to figure out that I have POTS and prob EDS #like my mom thought it was just because it was trendy to have POTS or whatever for so long #<-his heartrate goes up to 190 regularly #i dont have real malice twords her for it though because a lot of it was her own internalized ableism relating to her chronic ilness stuff #also she struggles with health anxiety as well #it is always very frustrating though how people with hypochondria/healtg anxiety or even just general anxiety arent taken seriously #it feels like one of the new modern hysteria diagnoses #like disabled people can have health anxiety too... #like irrational fear about your health is going to feel a lot more rational to you when you have bad health already #not to dismiss those whose health anxiety is related to diaabilities though #prob should have put all of this in a seperate post instead of the tags #oh well

[scalpelsister]

my mouth. is swollen. 😭

#IM SICK OF IT!!! #babies first surgery and i (the baby) am mad about!!! #my mouth hurts i cant eat i talk weird i feel achy and tired and sore i got a migraine i cant brush my teeth properly #i cant laugh or cough or sneeze without pain and anxiety about fucking up my healing #and like the wounds themselves dont even hurt THAT bad but bad enough!!! #not to mention like. the dr was nice but the experience of like. hearing your own teeth crack is really uhmmmm bad #and i fucking hated the whole thing!! #not true. the assistant said i smelled nice and had the most beautiful eyes shes ever seen #which. another w for mens deoderant and shampoo #sigh.... <3 #BUT that aside everything was horrible im having a bad time #by next week i should be able to eat again like normal. im going to die before then i fear #also i know im being a big whiny baby about this. im aware. HOWEVER i am also just a big baby. in general. one must keep in mind. #i may be a Tough Guy about some things. this aint one of them 😭 #anyways i need to either be held and doted on or taken out back and shot. or both. #my post

[duessperare]

thinking about mikey tokyorev and madoka again. god.

#ooc. #it's all about. the lack of agency in their own lives. #eternal victimhood and having their choices taken away from them.............. i'm so emo................. #it makes me want to go back and re-analyze the tokyo revengers ending in a new light tbh but i'll put that on my tokyorev blog #rather than this one. lol #thinking about agency and madoka a lot atm. i love how you can argue that homura took away madoka's agency in the series #but can also ask ''should a 14 year old have the agency to essentially commit suicide in the first place??'' not to mention she ASKED homu #to save her #and yet... while it's similar in some ways; madoka's ascension to godhood is a much more complicated situation than just a suicide. #isn't it still her decision to choose to save everyone if she wishes?? etc etc #it's just very complicated and i can understand both of their perspectives 100% #i keep going back and forth on it like a yo-yo. help me. #suicide tw //