Okay posting this again.
If it's late for you GO TO BED. there's more time tomorrow. 馃敨
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that place where we鈥檙e half asleep and half awake is when we can glimpse the afterlife, i think. i can hear you laughing in the living room, and i realise i havent heard you laugh like that in years.
im still asleep, i can feel the blanket over my shoulders, my eyes are closed, but im thinking about that one quote about how you can replace a lover, a friend, but you cant ever replace a brother.
when i was deeply sad, when i was taking ice cold showers in the winter to feel something, it was only the thought of losing you that i was afraid of. and even though im still asleep, i wish i could keep hearing you laugh like that for eternity.
i hope when my life ends, i hope death is when i finally wake up and join you in the living room, and drink energy drinks with you that our mom hates while playing video games together for hours like we did when we were children.
i hope that i can live an eternity in our memories, in me hugging you everytime you came home from college at 1am at the airport while it poured rain outside, in holding your hand when you cried after your fiance broke up with you, in the late night talks over facetime about our lives which were the only spots of light in the darkness that was my life for many, many years.
i was never afraid of death. because i knew that whichever one of us died first, we would wait for the other. we would wait for each other, before facing whatever comes after, my dearest older brother.
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Favorite Character - Marble Sky
Lemmie just say, I frikin LOVE this story, and how well it's written! Horror RomCom is something I never knew I needed, but I do!
Now, my favorite characters in shows/books/anything have (most of the time) always been the villian (Only exception being TMNT)
Like in Hazbin Hotel, it's Vox n Val. In Helluva Boss its Striker. In Gravity Falls its Bill Cipher. Etc. Etc.
So naturally, as soon as I saw Sculptor-
Yeah. Mr. Meat Grinder man is my favorite.
Sadly no fanart to accompany this post (yet), but it IS COMING. I just need to uh- get a handle on... life. And I'm eepy.
So @somerandomdudelmao, amazing story, I love Sculptor, and I need to draw him sometime. (aaaaand make an equally murdery OC, but that's a side topic :D)
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I need to go to bed. but I just. Hooiughhh. a few guys in the brain that I鈥檓 not normal about at all. Goodnight
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i will finish my links later !! im gonna to to sleep now <3
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been doin this thing where i like. take a lil nap at 730, wake up at 9 and spend a few more hours awake and then go back to sleep again and honestly it fucks
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cut my heart out with a fucking knife
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my roommate spilled acetone on her bed and then used rubbing alcohol and clorox bleach to clean it out but the scent stuck around and now shes lighting candles and spraying her wet mattress with perfume GIRL MY SENSES ARE BEING BOMBARDED IM NAUSEOUS MY SENSITIVE FRAIL SINUSES CANT DO THIS
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Not ONLY do I have an opening shift tomorrow, but I'm gonna have to be up EARLIER to try and pay on my storage unit bc I can't fucking. CALL. The STORAGE PLACE. AND I CAN'T. PAY. ONLINE. ANYMORE. And it is DUE. TOMORROW.
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i'm so glad goncharov happened when it did, right before prolific public use of AI. that was pure honest gaslighting straight from the heart. real human whimsicality and trickery thru blood sweat and tears. we were a family. and we all gonched, together. you cant replicate that with any machine.
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I must sleep. Sleep is the mind-healer. Sleep is the big-life that brings total ability to fucking do anything. I will face my bed. I will permit the blankie to pass over me and snores to pass through me. And when sleep has gone past I will turn the outer eye to greet the new morning. When the sleep has gone there will be everything. Energy and will to live will remain.
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they should invent a new type of "staying in bed for 2-3 hours after you wake up repeatedly opening and closing apps on your phone" where it makes you feel awesome and energized and emotionally fulfilled
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