#so fucking proud its. weird

[nintendont2502]

The Hanged Man is the card that suggests ultimate sacrifice, surrender, or being suspended in time.

#homestuck #davesprite #god. #did you know? that im so so so so SO normal about him? #dont even ask how this shit happened i dont know #i probably spent like. 10 hours on this? #so fucking proud its. weird #rbs very much appreciated jesus #milo scribbles #me.txt

[theplatypusblue]

i'm gonna be real i don't think there's any hope for this guy.

#the only way to avoid all this would be for lloyd to forge his own identity/path which umm. have you seem him?? thats not happening!!! #he's fucked!!!! #ninjago #lego ninjago #lloyd garmadon #this meme format is super old isnt it.... whatever who cares #i have exams i could be studying for rn but!!! i dont want to lol #also do you ever draw something thats so epic and ur proud of it but then ur scared to post it for no reason. idk man its weird

[theplantbish]

Laying awake at 1am thinking about how so many esc artists get forgotten about like a week after the finale, yet here our tiny man from fucking Vantaa is still killing it, still selling out nearly every show, still trending on tumblr all the fucking time, people from all over the world still talk about him months after esc

#käärijä #jere pöyhönen #I've been suddenly taken over by The Feels™️ #I'm just so fucking proud of him and like???? it's been MONTHS but sometimes I still have to like stop to process #ppl all over the world are listening to finnish music?? IN FINNISH?? our weird language?? #and they're fucking loving it?? I just never thought it could happen you know #its gonna be a no sleep only emotions kinda night for me

[hiero-green]

Can any biology people explain to me (extremely heat-sensitive autistic) why I feel like I can't breathe when I overheat when it's not even that hot

(for context I'm Irish it's only 14°C out but it is sunny)

#about me #science tumblr help #also look im proud of my country and theres a lot i love about it but holy fuck i hate peoples attitudes when the weathers nice #people are so starved for the sun and heat here that when it comes its like how DARE YOU suggest that not everyone finds standing in the #baking sun comfortable #not everyone likes sweating through every layer of clothing #i get looked at weird for using a parasol and i know i need to get over the shame bc like #fuck you!! i want to be able to breathe!! #i want to maintain my mental functions!

[nikki-rook]

Tessa Violet in her music videos over the years. Her latest album My God! just came out, you should go listen

#i've been a fan of hers for so long and its so cool to see her do so well and her music is SO GOOD you need to go listen #its hard to pick a favorite from this album #i dont often like an entire album from an artist so its a rare find to enjoy something like this this much but i really do #having been a fan for so long i definitly feel proud of her and that seems weird to say but its just how i feel i guess #way to fucking go girl this is awesome #tessa violet #crush #bad ideas #i like the idea of you #bored #games #my god! #bad bitch #music video #music videos #tessa violet music #music #bookwizardgraphics #nikkirookgif

[kurz-qw]

thing from an art stream that i am very very proud of

#inscryption #inscryption fanart #inscryption p03 #p03 #p03 fanart #every time i draw him the fucking style changes its so weird #was being hyped up over the texturing and im very proud of it #also the only drawing that ive done on pc that actually looks BETTER on my phone god bless

[rederick-ignis]

teefs

#big yawn! put those chompers away #theyre scaring the hoes #crashman #megaman #megaman classic #reddy art #Everytime i draw him showing his teeth he looks so uncanny and its so funny to me #It makes sense i guess. You dont see how sharp and pointy his teeth are until he opens his mouth #Im not necessarily proud of this but its meant to look weird and fucked up so its fine

[zedif-y]

fuck it . reblog this and put in the tags who your favorite youtuber/streamer is and why . i'll start (you can give more than one)

feel free to ramble!! i'm curious!

#ryan's screaming #ur answers dont Have to be mcyt related but this is a mcyt blog so :p #mcyt #mcytblr #hermitcraft #trafficblr #okay okay so. #my favorites are impulse and zedaph . tango to an extent as well but i admit impulse and zed are my favorites by a mile #i cant fully articulate why i love impulse so much because its really a whole variety of reasons #his videos/content in general just have such a calming effect on me man #i love how he interacts with people and he has such a nice voice and it genuinely makes me so happy when he creates something awesome #like yeah!! yeah be proud!! thats fucking awesome! #scar and skizz have mentioned this too but the fact that hes a good leader . the fact that he looks out for other people the fact that hes- #-a genuinely good guy . #i hope this isnt weird KLJDSGHKJSDG #im just... i know i dont Really know him . obviously i dont know him on a personal level . but the fact that the people who Do and are- #-around him have such good things to say... #and not just that his work ethic makes me actually insane . dude is on a GRIND and he works hard and it shows!! it really does! #he said himself he reads every comment he gets and when he runs out he reads SKIZZ'S COMMENTS #he cares so much about the content he puts out and that care SHOWS. IT BLEEDS INTO HIS WORK. I LOVE IMPULSESV!!!!! #and like. ive already rambled about zedaph #but i really really really seriously think hes so underrated #because man. MAN you can see the hard work as well #hes so clever. hes so witty . hes creative as HELL #his videos are unlike anything ive ever seen and ive never watched a zedaph video and NOT laughed #like how does he come up with this ?!?!? #not to mention the care he puts into zedcraft . i may not be a part of it but??? THE MONTHLY EVENTS?? #his editing is AMAZING too #and THE MERCH. THE MERCH!! like yes i know its not like he crafted and designed all of his merch by hand . like dot drew the create cube- #-and the olympzits was designed and built by the zedcraft community

[whumpy-wyrms]

I LOVEEEE ART

#okok #i drew something i am soooo insanely proud of #NOT NORMAL ABOUT IT AT ALLLLL #maybe i will reblog it on here. idk #i’m super proud of it i need everyone to SEEE IITTTTT #and honestly do i Really care about people here knowing my main art account? i’m not sure anymore #like idk telling everyone irl about my silas and aspen ocs really just made me think and. huh #what’s the point in keeping everything a secret #like whump ain’t even weird it’s just horror who cares if people know abt this account right #unless i’m wrong and like idk #what am i talking about i have no idea i just spent the last six hours drawing something reeallllyy cool #maybe i’ll reblog it here cuz like also #i have more mutuals here. i have more friends here and im more active here #what even is a main #anyway it’s furry art if that changes anything #🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇 #BATS <3 #anyway ITS ALMOST 1AM????? FUCK?????? #wyrms says stuff #i reblogged it on Aspen’s blog so it’s there if anyone wants to see :3 #oh yeah @dead-aspen-tree don’t follow it cuz it’s mainly cringe /j #it’s cool art i am very proud of it haha #anyway gn tumblr im eepy

[bangcakes]

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#uh.... LOL so yada yada yada u know what im gonna talk about JDJDJD GOD HELP ME #i just realized........... that u know. usually on the 15th (bc timezones) im like super hype bc sjs birthday #but LMAO........ i so happen to be seeing.... my .... crusheroo on that day so Zjxjdjkdkdkd HOW LIFE CHANGES WOW #i didnt realize til i saw a bday (old) set of sj n i was like WAIT FUCK DID I MISS HIS BDAY. ONLY TO REALIZE. IT WAS THE SAME DAY.... #hhhh but god. ya i did it. i survived a whole month without seeing him. but like bc we message or whatever occasionally (and my #frequent daydreaming lets be real) it didnt feel that long !!! wow !! proud !!@ #like realistically i knew i could do it bc i went like. 4 months without seeing him JDJJDJDJDJD #god imagine. i spent the whole summer trying to get over him. only to see him 1 time n have everything come back #but WORSE. BC. RECIPROCATION????????? #god lmao. feel like im never gonna be over this. feel like i could even be married to him everyday n id be like WOW HOW DID THIS HAPPEN???? #shits so weird idk. idk. im just NDJJDJDJDJD HOW DO WE GET TO THE NEXT STEP #BUT AT THE SAME TIME. I SHOULD GET TO KNOW HIM BETTER. GOD ITS SO DJFJFKKFKDKDKDKKD #like this is what its like to really like someone huh. all those other crushes i had were like.... a 0 in comparison #like wtf is this. when everyone else had crushes and liked ppl is This what they meant. jfc #idk if i could go thru this again JDJDJJDJDJD. hope hes it. ya #id promise to save everyone n never talk about this again but we both know thats not gonna happen ANDNDNDNDND #personal

[myrmica]

vitalasy going WHO IS INFLUENCING YOU ? DID YOU TALK TO MAPICC? as his immediate reaction to the zam betrayal and you can hardly even hear him say this because his mic cuts out is top 10 craziest eclipse moments to me

#this in combination with subz telling zam that he's proud of him for being able to betray them because it means that they did help him #bizarre things going on here like 1) subz is coping so hard. he is saying that to make himself feel better #2) i would argue that subz overstates mapicc #as a responsible party for zam's behavior at times because it's easier that way & so much weight gets put on subz being zam's savior in bot #of their minds #and Also zam is never able to fully work through his mapicc baggage because despite everything he still wants to hang out with mapicc and #this will just always be true but he also knows that it's somehow wrong and weird of him to still want to hang out with mapicc after all of #that because everything subz and vitalasy signal to him about it is 'FUCK THAT GUY!!!!!!!!!!!' (reasonably so) #my thesis statement. 3 million reasons for why zam is not capable of being honest and vulnerable with them ever and this is one of them #and in place of being honest with each other they all form this habit of performing a grand gesture (trust apples etc) to reaffirm their #relationship but it's suuuuuuuuuuuuch a bandaid over a crack in a wall that is about to fall the fuck down #and a lot of his behavior can be attributed to mapiccissues yes but it's about the way subz frames it #can i say also why was vitalasy scheduling meeting times to speak to the dude he sleeps in the same bed as every night. minecraft roleplay #logistics create the funniest situations on earth. i'm only pro 'its a coherent world and not a minecraft server' when it's funny #m #lifesteal

[vamprnce]

oh man going back and seeing the beginning scenes of sm ps4 compared to sm2 now really hurts, like Peter and Miles were so innocent before all the awful shit happens to them 😭

#text #like its so weird going all the way back to the beginning like peter was so excited to finally get fisk and then hes late to his job #now he has so much damage and trauma w everything at the end of the second game #and miles :((( he's just an innocent kid then martin li fucked everything up for him #its been exciting to see him grow over his game and sm2 tho im so proud of him

[totopopopo]

Sniffling sobbing and crying like a little wet beastie. Well okay I finished the podcast………

#funny story. I didn’t know camp here & there was a podcast until like three days ago #but I knew the will wood album super well. I literally have done drag to one of the songs on that album #but I thought it was just kind of a weird album that inexplicably only had a few songs with lyrics ??? lmao #like all the lyric songs fuck so hard and I just accepted the other songs like yeah okay weird but okay #overall a great album despite the lack of songs with lyrics. #and then I saw a fucking podcast bracket about it and was like WAIT. THERES A PODCAST???????? and well here we are. #my heart. torn clean from its chest #the song I did drag to was your body my temple and I’m still really proud of my performance but I would do it differently now that I know #what it’s about #i also put it on my Harry du bois playlist before I knew about the podcast but u know what. it still fits #anyways everyone to listen to camp here & there. !!!!!

[raymend]

not being able to sing well anymore is like the one part of being on t that is making me sad. like i miss being in choir but there's no fucking shot i could do it with my crackly ass voice. like yesterday i was tryiong to sing and it was so so so so bad. granted i talk in a higher register at work all day and i was zonked but i just couldnt hit pitches like i used to. like i know it will settle eventually and be fine but like. Whimper

#ray.txt #Wait actually if i do figure this out i soooo want to be in choir again this fall like i think ill take part time classes at the college i #did my pseo at cuz i liked it there! and also liz my choir director was so so nice <3 literally that class made me so much more #comfortable with my voice.. Like when i took choir in middle school it was weird and dysphoric for reasons that i obviously #didnt have the words to describe yet. but the way that liz used gender neutral terms to refer to everyone made me feel #so comfortable and made me apprecaite my voice for what it was even though other people saw it as being feminine maybe #it was like a tool to me and i could sing and feel proud. #Fuck i literally just remembered that the reason why i took choir when i did was cuz i heard that testosterone just FUCKED your singing and #was like. Well ill enjoy it while i can i guess like it sucks that i cant get on t rn but might as well enjoy my journey #its just. Yeah. again like i know that ill be fine its just sad

[waywardsalt]

mmmm a while(ish) back i wrote out a scene from one of my loz aus (the one with an actual name, 'in the court of the crimson king', [often shortened to just 'crimson king']) so uhhhh i edited it a bit to account for some changes made since then and decided to share it here!

(if this is difficult to read for any reason let me know and ill just paste the text in normally)

this was also my first time actually writing bellum for real as opposed to how it works in peus so im still a bit shaky with him

this is meant to be a flashback scene for... somewhere within the story, a lot of the more specific plot details of this au are still murky, but it's the most developed one and most likely to be the next au i actually write. its fun and older than i expected, since my friend was able to find and share some old documents i had shared with him a few years ago and i was surprised to find an early draft for this au in there.

the basic idea of this au is that it is set in a semi-industrial hyrule city, separated into segments (districts?), each of which is run by an anonymous leader who handles both the general matters of their segment as well as being in charge of a lot of crime. bellum is one of the leaders in this scenario.

linebeck lives with his adoptive family (link, aryll, and their grandmother) and helps them make ends meet by going off every other week to earn money through jobs. due to money often being very tight, linebeck secretly moonlights as an urban legend-type figure known as the 'demon of the gray moon', and takes extra jobs ranging from theft to spying to murder, often working directly for bellum, who is a close friend he's known since childhood and the one who helped him cultivate and bring into reality the persona of the demon.

(i need to somehow shorten this synopsis, but there's a lot going on from the start and i have yet to even figure out how things begin, so... it's a work in progress. the plot that takes place has some elements of wind waker and a little bit of phantom hourglass as well as kind of being its own thing)

#my post #uhhhh i dont have an au tag for this one hang on #not gonna tag it with the actual name bc thats gonna put it in tags with like. the band n shit #crimson king au #yeah thats easy #heres some weird thing. with bellum in a humanoid form being linebecks really weird friend. this is the one where theyre kinda homoerotic #even tho this is a fucking ganonbeck au. THE og ganonbeck au of mine #anyways linebeck killing people (usually for money) is a consistent through-line between a lot of my aus #he's kind of just straight up a serial killer in this one #linebeck is like 20-ish in this au and was adopted when he was like 12 btw. hes link n arylls adoptive older brother #ID BE GLAD TO ANSWER ASKS ABT THIS. BTW. THIS ONE HAS BEEN SIMMERING A LOT AND IS THE MOST DEFINED #girl i WISH i could show you the design for the demon of the gray moon outfit im so proud of it #i could probably draw up a really crude idea but rn the mask is kinda inspired by the all night mask in mm and has a bunch of curved horns #also the long description of bellum is bc its my first time writing him w/ that desc and bc this might be an early flashback #my writing #fanfiction

[abyssalpriest]

if i disappear after saying that ive been assassinated no jokes aside if i take that down its not bc i disagree with it, you can still pin it on me as a belief that i think that shit should be said and ill put my whole ass behind it, but saying shit like that has consequences lmfao. also theres a time and a place to bring that up

#ive already. dealt. with enough fucking propagandising royal family members on my fucking ASS this lifetime to last. the rest of #this universe's incarnation. sometimes its better to not get involved which i KNOW is a big part of why the propaganda is rampant #among people who work with ''demons'' but like. no. no race is more superior than other races. hot take i know sorry #ramblings // #honestly tho. im so sick of dealing with the topics of ascending and (''demon'') racial supremacy and fighting jxdaism under the guise #of ''we hate chrxstians tho and thats good!'' bc ''(JEWISH NAME FOR GOD????) is a horrible person he wiped out half his angels!!!!'' #listen i do not care how uncomfortable you are w your species' and peoples' histories you are. leave innocent fucking people and their #concept of the Creator that you dont even understand alone. whats the point in pride in your people if youre only proud of how #your people are Better than another set of people. like. bruh. are you proud of being a (demon) or are you so insecure your only source of #literally describing said propagandising family members lord almighty im gonna stop myself there. #WOW. I DSFJKHDFH. IVE NEVERRRRR SUDDENLY GOTTEN THE URGE TO TALK SHIT ABOUT WAR /AND/ SPILL THINGS PEOPLE #WANT SECRET /AND/ TALK SHIT ABOUT TWISTING KNOWLEDGE TO MAKE YOURSELF LOOK GOOD /AND/ HAD IT DEVOLVE INTO #''even tho im (practically) hindu jxdaism is too fucking important to my family for me to not have OPINIONS about shit'' BEFORE HMM #WEIRD WEIRD unincarnated selves just fucking going AT it. i mean. spilling opinions. cant say they havent gone at it in other #ways too wow no wonder Ardhanarishvara (God as half man half woman) and Shiva and Shakti are super important to me - #NO WONDER THIS CAME AFTER TALKING ABOUT CONSCIOUSNESS AND MIND WHO I SEE AS SHIVA AND SHAKTI #anyway the first post had nothing to do w jxdaism and this topic itself has nothing to do w it i just finally had it click why Certain Peop #calling the things the kings they worship did atrocities of (name) was bothering me SO much. i mean i knew why the rest of it was bothering #me - i mean the NAME bit clicked