#so i cant walk so well

[cyberprimeyt]

Better off worse. Cuz yes.

#vflower #vocaloid #art #fanart #v4 flower #vflower vocaloid #v4flower #cw bl00d #yea. #slight vent too- #i was just bored and my legs are sore af #so i cant walk so well #and ive been blasting better off worse in my ears #along with Sakasete koi no hana #two opposites of songs #yes.

[sunlit-mess]

I can only take so much, but lately, they have replaced my reflection. And realize I'm just as bad as them.

#messyr #doodle #vent art #idk what im feeling but im just really tired- pessimistic and agitated lately #overthinking stuff about growth as a person LMAO. Envy that builds inferiority then dissolves into insecurity ew #ive yet to accept the truth that it will never get better- so i can only be there for others until i watch them go. #And I walk back to the same cage where I grew- bc the cage is all I know. I'd watch from afar and wait- wait for what? Idk #Genuinely happy and proud to those who worked hard for that success-- an ugly thought whispers to me thinking why cant I have the same #well- people w the same situations as me- knows how unfair life is so we work twice as hard. but sometimes... It's-- not enough. #And to an unfortunate fate- it'll never be enough. and it feels as if you amount to nothing. #I've been stuck for so long- I'm convinced enough that I cannot be helped. Still I cling onto the tiniest spark of hope. #bpd #abuse mention

[umboocowju]

Beast peak's disciple Shen Yuan? Yeah 😌

#svsss #umboos art #scum villian self saving system #shen yuan #I have a super headache right now #so i'll write more about this idea later #BUT #his shizun cant deal with him #he is chaotic #a menace #all peak lords know him #he tried to break into all the available cqm libraries #his wife beam works so well almost all cqm wants him #but in the end he is just a nerd with a special interest #he told his shizun that if he tried to make him successor he'd run from cqm to live as a wandering cultivator #he likes to steal the beasts and take them to a walk every now and then #he also wants to have them as pets but his shizun will kill him if he find out #he lost 2 fingers interacting with a random beast ofc #and the best part? they became friends #umboosfancontent #OH YEAH he has a qiankun pouch full of glasses because he breaks them almost everyday :') #boosbeastpeaksy

[skitskatdacat63]

2009 Malaysian Grand Prix - Red Flag - Mark Webber(ft. Fernando Alonso)

#feeling incredibly feral over sopping wet mark... #standard mark webber walking gif bcs his sexy waist...seriously...my god.. #he is getting sooooo much camera time compared to everyone else #tho i think its bcs hes the gdpa director at this point in time so hes checking on everyone #(fun fact: apparently all the drivers except Kimi were part of the gpda at this time LMAO) #im not gonna be able to finish this race before it becomes the miami race wknd so i thought i might as well post these for now! #*i cheated and learned this race doesnt restart lmao #nevertheless these cant be grouped with the post-race as they arent technically the post race! #watching this was basically just me zoning out but then bolting up in my chair every time i saw a driver i like #ignore the little black bar at the bottom aaaahhhhh its late and i didnt crop well enough pls forgive me #mark webber #fernando alonso fa14 #webbonso #2009 malaysian grand prix #2009 malaysian gp #f1 #formula 1 #formula one #we do a little bit of f1

[boobgoogler]

klavier is a project sekai addict capcom told me (truth) and I just KNOWWWW apollo picks at his lips when he's working hard on som shit... aka... afflicting klapollo with mo'isms

#apollo justice #klavier gavin #ace attorney #klapollo #mo art #my art #tw skin picking #? #idk if i need to tag this he's just Locked In... #project sekai #hatsune miku #shes THERE #i think hes playing brain fluid explosion girl #bc #i was playing that when talking to my friends earlier... #and my brother walked in and fed me ice cream #AND I KEPT MY COMBO.... #if u know pjsk/rythem games u KNOWWW sometimes its so hard to focus when talking but #i love that song.... #YAY ! #sorry for rambling ni the tags i love you tumblr #well... #yeah okay its 4 am but #gah #ummmm #i was watching jerma clips while drawing this so apollo becomes a jerma fan... #I WISH I GOT A DOLLHOUSE SHIRT WHEN THEY WERE UP FOR SALE.... forever regret not getting one b4 it went away.. #3 YEARS AGO?????? #WHAT #it cant be that long right? dollhouse was like... last month.... wym.... almost 3 years........

[engagemythrusters]

Lando did not do a single wrong thing in ESB. Sure, his actions sparked a terrible chain of events. But selling out Han to save an entire population of people? Not a wrong move. Will never, ever be a wrong move.

#HOW WAS HE SUPPOSED TO KNOW HAN BEFRIENDED A LITERAL WALKING TALKING DICTIONARY DEFINITION OF A PROTAGONIST #ALL HE KNEW WAS HIS PEOPLE WERE GOIJG TO DIE #BECAUSE SOME SMUGGLER SHOWED UP ON HIS DOORSTEP #so. yeah. #LANDO BEST GUY #anyway cant wait to have tumblr lose comprehension bc I said the dread words of ‘did nothing wrong’ #everyone’s gonna get so mad. oh well too bad I said what I said. #his choices sucked for the main characters #nobody is denying that. fr the cause and effect sucked ass and Lando was indeed the cause #but. doesn’t mean it was the wrong move. #lando calrissian #Star Wars: the empire strikes back

[thekeythief]

Back to school for the girlfriends 😌💞🌈

#ronance #robin buckley #Nancy wheeler #stranger things #stranger things 4 #I cant stop thinking about them returning after spring break #you know if shit were normal #but like #Nancy and robin actively being FRIENDS #robin waiting for Nancy at her locker so they can walk to class together #Nancy: robin your class is on the other side of the school #robin: its ok I dont mind the walk :) #rOBIN DEFACING NANCYS LOCKER with the kids #also the kids are fine #look #theres max #shes fine #all is well

[mic-check-stims]

Walkshipping board for that one anon from forever ago who asked about my ships

X-X X-X X-X

#i call i walkshipping because i'm pretty sure their only interaction together was walking bakura home #the dynamic to me is unrequited crush -> friends -> fake dating -> possible qpr -> crush x2 combo -> awkward maybe-kinda-unofficial-polycul #i think since mihos crush on bakura was solely aesthetic‚ it'd start to fade once she started actually viewing him as a friend #and i think once that happened and bakura got more comfortable they would end up hanging out a lot #i think miho would love tabletop games (you cant convince me her enjoyment of capsulemon didn't just come from rping with the pieces) #and her immunity to traditionally scary things means bakura could get her into a lot of his other interests as well #anyway i like the idea that eventually they decide to fake date each other purely to get the girls to leave bakura's demi ass alone #which in turns leads to honda third wheeling them a lot bc 'ur just fake dating right ur not gonna catch actual feelings right' #the idea of this going anywhere romantic hinges on my belief that finding out abt mihos weird strange interests makes him even more into he #and that realizing how many traits she shares with bakura is‚ unfortunately for him‚ how he finds out he might in fact be bi #so now he's still desperately trying to romance miho AND coming to terms with the idea that his jealousy of bakura might have deeper origin #meanwhile the two are like 'hey honda likes us isnt that cute. wanna see how many trinkets we can get him to buy us' #<- (i warned you. i warned you about the extreme yapping that came with this) #moodboard #yugioh #yugioh s0 #miho nosaka #honda hiroto #ryo bakura #ryou bakura #tristan taylor #walkshipping #hands #dice #flowers #planchette #ouija board #jewelry #puzzle

[misspickman]

i love uu complicated ai relationships and unreliable narrators

#i love u breq and mb going well this is just how it is and its always like that. and being slowly proven wrong #i know the realization mb has about three is in the book before this first quote but i also think thats interesting. it kinda walks itself #back on it #im choosing to read that as mb being in denial/scared a bit of the possibility that even other constructs are so different from it #bc secunits liking other secunits is such a big change for its worldview #+ its having kind of a bad time in system collapse. cant fault it for being depressed #txt #murderbot #imperial radch

[hyakunana]

Strangers in a Strand Land . jpg

#destiny #destiny 2 #destiny the game #destiny art #bungie #lightfall #hunter guardian #the young wolf #the exo stranger #elsie bray #elisabeth bray #oc x canon #fanart #my will to make a strand art my will to draw my hunter's strand loadout and my will to draw my girls kissin walk into a bar #i love this art bc it works in 3 different angles but i also hate this art bc i cant decide which one is better #after i coming up with that file name i went to IB so i could perish in several different ways #one of those was by polaris lance and that upset me pls dont hit me with bray weapons im emo #the english equivalent of me maining fi-lamento in portuguese (strand + the lament haha get it ha) #that was supposed to be a pretentiousless sketch but once again i couldnt hold myself #but well at least now I can focus on dark future ch 4 #'but how do exo kiss?' please step back ten houses there's a comic about my headcanon asdfghjk

[guinevereslancelot]

a koi pond for your dash:

❀ 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 ༄ ❀ 𓆝 𓆟 ༄ ❀ 𓆞 𓆝 ❀ ༄ ﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌﹌

#our pond thawed so i sat beside the water today and watched the fish #i wish everyone as beautiful and peaceful a moment as that today ♡ #i dont have a koi pond btw judt a farm pond that a neighbor put goldish in like twenty years ago #they thrived tho and they're pretty like koi fish #im planning to add water lilies to it this year and maybe some other pretty ornamental plants around it idk #also a bench hopefully bc rn you have to sit in an uncomfy rock lol #anyway #still a nice place to hang out im just planning to make it nicer when i have the money for landscaping #im considering adding some actual koi to it bc i read they can coexist w goldfish really well bc they're both carp #but idk i assume they eat more so maybe they would outcompete the goldslfish #also they eat the baby goldfish so maybe not :( #they should crossbreed tho #i think #so maybe i'll just grt one or two koi and see what happens #anywayyy #they're so pretty and peaceful to watch 😌 #my only complaint is its a bit of a hike to the pond #either like five minutes down a suuuuper steep hill or twice as long walking around the hill and back up by the road which is less steep #also you cant really see the pond from the house bc its far away and surrounded by dense brush #alas #these are good problems to have tho #and for safety reasons its good actually that the pond is far from the house and a bit annoying to get to #bc little kids could def have a terrible accident if it was just in the yard or something #bc its really deep #im not the best w these emojis but i wanted to make something cute

[ya-boi-haru]

Ok so here's where I'm at with Icarus:

I'm essentially - for lack of better term - calling their bluff.

Icarus says they don't *want* to hurt their friends and family, but will do so if needed.

Mans couldn't even leave Rae alone when they splashed them with Skulk, so they've already proven that they can't fully follow through.

And today when Icarus was saying, "I don't want to hurt you, Athena." -

No, no, no, you're the big bad villain now. You've got to what you think is right, so go ahead and do it! Go on a killing spree and kill/hurt your friends and family, cause even if you Fable wins, oh I'm *sure* they'll forgive and still trust you after all is done.

You claim that you've never been good, that you're a killer, so go on...

Go on...

Unless you can't?

#dont talk the talk if you cant walk the walk #like im out the door #you want to be alone. ok byeee #like father like son right #you'll be completely alone. but. hey. you got daddys aproval right? #you're being a good *son* right? #this is why i cant join lives i would bit this mans head off #and probs get banned for the colourful language that would follow #icarus is done with us (chat) well im done with them #theyll be alone and ill be there to say i told you so #fable smp #fablesmpblr #fable smp headcanon #fable smp theory #fable smp icarus #icarus fable smp #icarus morningstar

[corvidares]

if you havent seen hadestown in person (or otherwise) i need you to know that in the center of the stage a giant circle is inlaid. (two, if you want to be precise) it can spin in place, and the middle is a platform that raises up and down at certain points in the show. you can see it unmoving here in this gifset. it makes for some truly captivating choreo

but more importantly is what it silently adds to the layers of metaphor;

hadestown as being an inherently cyclical, doomed to repeat story. we keep telling it, hermes tells us, despite the ending always being the same. (we gasp, the audience, every time orpheus turns around. why?)

hadestown, taking place on a stage with a turning table. where the characters keep walking in circles, over and over, forever.

#idk how common knowledge this is its just. if you mainly listen to the soundtrack you NEED to know #and god the way characters will face each other in the circle #or walk away #RAGHRHARHGRHG #find a bootleg that shows it if you can #highly recommend #hadestown #corvi caws #hadestown broadway #its also fun to note that the first inner circle can spin too in the opposite direction at the same time #so you have outer layer that spins . inner layer that spins opposite . and innermost layer that raises up or down #sorry im trying to make it really clear i cant tell if im explaining it well LMAO

[icewindandboringhorror]

sneeping with his legs up over his head for some reason... weird boye

#cats #love the second picture... skrungly sleepy well rested boye face... #since he's an elderly boy now sometimes when he wakes up from a nap he looks a bit scruffy and squinty eyed #Hard to beleive he's like 15 though.. he still looks like a kitten to me.. due to his giant round creature eyes and childlike demeanor #I think it's interesting that like... baby cats are babies. kittens are kittens. and you can tell a cat is like 'young adult' phase #looking from like a few months to maybe 1yr or 2yrs.. but after that they just always look the same to me #a 5 yr old cat is a 10 yr old cat is a 15 year old cat. unless the cat in question is particulalry aged or youthful #I still have so so little energy... it's been icy here this week. like not even FUN but just scary icy even thoguh i lOOOVE the cold #and its my favorite weather. I think it'd be okay actually if I had a woodburning stove/fireplace/hearth thing. literally thats my only #concern with the power going out. I genuinely don't mind stuff like having to go to the bathroom in buckets or cook over a fire or do other #less conveninet things. Its just that if eveyrhtng is electric then you have no way to cook and all of that. well.. and I literally need #background noise to go to sleep lest my ocd sprials become so loud I am slowly driven into maddness.. but a few battery packs or something #and a phone with one downloaded video I could play on repeat is fine for that. I dont need internet. ANYWAY.. so so sad that my fav #orite season ever (winter) is here. and the first cold of the winter is like... just an ice storm that you cant even walk in. I #love like 4 feet of snow where you can play in it and stuff. But just a thin flat sheet of a few inches of ice over every imaginable surfac #is not really playable. the wind speeds are so high and so many trees fall it's actually not that safe to go hang out outside anyway unless #you were in a totally clear open field. which is SAD also because i love ice and high winds. i love to stand out there and get whipped in t #he face with ice crystals and feel like I'm in some dramatic movie or something. but alas.. the threat of being attacked by a falling tree. #I did go out some but again it's like. literallyyou cant walk on it. so I just squatted and dragged myself along the ground lol #One of my stories has a whole section where the main characters are trapped in a deadly cold environment for a week and have to use magic #to survive and etc. etc. so I'm always like.. ouuu.. I should go in the ice.. it's Writing Research actually.. *foolishly gets frostbite* #THOUGH yesterday I went on a harrowing evil journey down a bunch of icy hilly roads to go check on some person's cat because the cat #had been left in the house for like 5 days at that point with nobody to check on them and nobody else seemed to want to do anything #about it (like call all of the neighbors or try to get someone out there) so I just went myself with a roommate who agreed to drive me. #It seemed acting totally normal and I gave it more food and water but.. I am still worried about it.. Apparently the person will be able #to get back to their house tomorrow but.. I dont trust them. But I couldnt take the cat with me because it's like.. a stranger's cat #basically and also no carrier + very skittish.. so I feared if I just tried to carry them bare handed they'd definitely leap from my grasp #and then it'd be like.. sliding on a sheet of ice chasing a cat and so on.. I still think they need to be watched for health issues tho >:| #ANYWAY.... many cat adventures lately... and strange weather... I wish for a normal week without always so many Things Happening.. augh

[eternalchemy]

sometimes i think about when jordan called declan dauntless in the dreamer trilogy and then i think about both aurora and mor calling declan dauntless and i need to lie face down on the floor for five hours until i feel normal again

#oh declan the boy without fear the boy who would risk everything the boy who is not just dauntless but reckless #declan who shoulders all of nialls legacy by himself because he can't let it endanger his brothers #his brothers who dont even know of the legacy at all and declan #dauntless declan who fears nothing he cant let them find out because if they do his efforts of shielding them from it will have been in vain #and then they do find out and what does it do it gets them killed and isnt that the exact thing declan gave up everything to prevent #so declan who fears nothing and has nothing left to protect because his brothers are gone #his brothers are gone and so he truly does not fear anything anymore because what does he have to be afraid of when everything that matters #has been taken already #dauntless declan reckless boy walking into a building full of people intent on getting him as well but his mother was right he is daring and #brave and dauntless and so he goes in and he does what he knows best he has no fear #declan lynch #trc #td3 #i think about him such a normal amount #jordeclan #jordan hennessy

[wulfhalls]

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#over three weeks now since hes gone #sometimes ill hear a noise and think. ah well there he is. ofc hed be back he wouldnt just leave me like that #like a specific way the wood would creek when hed jump up to his favourite sleeping place. the way his paws sounded against the glass door #the floor when he made his lil tap tap tap walk across the hall. #still haven't put away his boxies or his lil things or his bowls. #i still talk to him like hes lying just out of eyesight in his favourite boxie #we always did my puzzles together (i did the puzzle and he ruined it) and we just started one a few days before he. well. #i miss him all the time everywhere #cant stop crying. but like the curling up on the floor weeping type. #its like missing a limb or part of ur soul lol #collecting his fur like its treasure but then the realisation comes that thats it. thats all ill ever have of him now. #for the rest of my life. just this #and then we're back on the floor weeping lol #but i bought a locket to put some of it in so hes always with me still. #anyway. SUICIDE #bb boy #txt.me #u know the spiel. lets not talk about it i just needed to type it out #bb baby