#sorry i have literally no standards

[honeyoats]

do like that morpheus really is just some guy in a t-shirt and jeans

#his best look was in episode two #with the shirt that was like greyish #but not straight up black so it was blending with his coat #and his jeans #like let’s not hide the fact that he’s wearing this long black coat… with a t-shirt and jeans underneath #also i just think the grey shirt and the jeans and the long coat was h*t #sorry i have literally no standards #also slightly controversial slightly not related but kinda related his best look was 1889 Sorry.. 1789 was great! but 1889. better.

[possamble]

do you have any particular thoughts regarding marcille being a half-elf? its interesting to me considering the fact that she seems self-conscious about being a half-elf, but denies it when its brought up

i remember marcille looking visibly uncomfortable over laios simply asking her how old she is, which i think the only reason she might feel nervous about this is because it might reveal her as a half-elf to him.

she's never corrected anybody whose called her an elf either.

never mind the circumstances of the reveal, in which thistle goes on about how half-elves are inferior and accusing her of wanting to become full blooded elf, she seemed particularly upset like he struck a nerve-

i wish the half-elf thing was built upon more. also, underrated marcille line:

okay so i revisited this sequence just to make sure I could back myself up and it's just... man. there's a lot going on.

the first reaction we get from Marcille is this huge panel that takes up half of the page

she is viscerally affected. flushing to the tips of her ears with the intensity of it. and we see it again, a few pages later

so it might seem like she's embarrassed about it and lying to herself, but... I really think it's just that Thistle is accidentally hitting sore spots. If you really look at what he says to get these reactions

"you'll live out your entire life [...] and die that way too"

"a hundred years from now, nobody will be there"

Hear me out. I think, if he stuck to harping on about her inferiority without bringing up how terrifyingly long-lived she is, she wouldn't have been as bothered. But right now, Thistle is accidentally hitting all the marks on Marcille's deepest fears-- and this is after the Winged Lion promised her that her dreams could come true in an extremely vulnerable moment, so it also hits her slightly guilty conscience as well.

I do truly believe that Marcille isn't bothered about being a half-elf the way that people assume she'd be bothered by it. To her, the biggest problem with being a half-elf is that it's isolating.

On one hand, it's not hard to imagine why she'd distance herself from elves in the west. A lot of them can clock her as a half-elf on sight, unlike other races, and therefore she's always branded with this weird stigma of being Othered -- I would even say that she considers herself lucky for being born outside of elven culture instead of having to grow up in it. I mean, just... look at the way elves talk about her.

Skipping past the uncomfortable implication of what 'not tolerating the existence' of half-elves would actually entail, this is incredibly fucking annoying. You can see why she wouldn't want to be around elves much. You see a lot of Marcille reacting badly here, but honestly, almost all of it can be attributed to her freaking out that her bluff completely failed. She's honestly more paying attention to Izutsumi's footsteps and trying to coordinate an opportunity to escape.

And in the end, you see her built-up frustration at being asked if she wants to be a full-blooded elf like 2-3 times in a row.

Yeah, yeah, "the lady doth protest too much," and all. But we know Marcille. We know that she's a lot more embarrassed and horrendously unconvincing when she's being prodded about something she's actually self-conscious about.

Moving onto the flipside of things, it might seem weird that she "pretends" to be a full elf around other races, but it's not really that strange if you think about it. Again, people are weird about her being infertile or whatever, and a lots of them don't even know much about what sets half-elves apart from everyone else. I mean, look at how uncomfortable Laios is just asking her about it

and look at how exasperated and resigned she looks

And like... she's right. Where would that come up in normal conversation? Why would she go out of her way to tell them? She's functionally a normal elf to other races anyway -- got the ears, the abnormally long "childhood", and the huge mana capacity. Unless it's directly relevant or important for people to know, I don't think it's all that strange or indicative of insecurity that she prefers not to bother with it.

(This combined with her sense of being an "outsider" to elf culture also explains why she thinks elf superiority is embarrassing. She sees the way elves treat short-lived races from the "outsider" perspective nonetheless, and thinks it's obnoxious; especially more so because she usually has to play the elf around short-lived races and deal with the reputation of arrogance that elves have built up.)

The sad thing is, this all means that... she doesn't actually fit in anywhere. She doesn't like going out West much because of how elves treat her. But she's also an outsider in the continents she was born in, treated like this exotic long-lived alien choosing to live among short-lived races for some reason. She is always an outsider, the Other, no matter where she goes. Add in the fact that she'll live longer than literally anyone she knows, and it's honestly kind of heartbreaking.

And I think that's the crux of it. Marcille really doesn't act like she's at all self-conscious about being a half-elf because of any feelings of inferiority or being half-made or whatever. She considers herself a perfectly legitimate being and might even, in some ways, consider herself superior to normal elves because she's not blind with elf supremacy or whatever. (And whatever "elven biases" she displays, all of them are born more out of the fact that she's kind of bad at conceptualizing how other races age and mature compared to herself, not that she actually considers herself better or more mature simply for being an elf.)

I think that whatever self-consciousness Marcille has about being a half-elf is, instead, related to terror and loneliness. The reminder that it ensures she'll never truly belong anywhere for the rest of her very long life. The reminder that, in truth, even she's not actually sure how old she is by other races' standards (hence the discomfort when asked how old she is). She doesn't want to not be a half elf, or be a full elf or full tall-man-- in her ideal world, she's still a half-elf. She just gets to live out her life at the same pace with the people she loves and doesn't have to say goodbye again and again and again until she dies.

and one last very important panel, right after Mithrun tells her that all her desires would be devoured

In her ideal world, she's still a half-elf and reality magically starts marching at her pace. But failing that, the second best thing is that she's still a half-elf-- but one who is able to accept reality and let go of her fear.

(But the rest of the story pans out the way it does because, to Marcille, taking reality apart and reshaping it was less scary than simply and fully reconciling with it.)

#asks #dungeon meshi manga spoilers #marcille donato #manga panel analysis #this is probably riddled with typos sorry #readmore cut bc it got long lmao #i ended up babbling about it bc it's such an important character detail to me #bc like... wow. she's so normal about it. she's literally just chilling. #the only thing that really bothers her is the material reality of it and how people treat her #the stereotypes the stigma etc. etc. #otherwise it just.. #literally doesn't factor into her criteria for self-worth at all #the basic truth is that marcille likes herself on a fundamental level #she's not plagued by a deep and festering self-loathing the way a lot of characters in her archetype are #she likes herself and is proud of her successes and accomplishments #its just that shes terrified of failure and can have *episodes* of self-loathing when she fucks up #but who doesn't yknow #i know its a very slight nuance that makes very little difference in how her 'overachiever' problems manifest but its there #the sword of abandonment issues that hangs over her head has nothing to do with her self-worth or self-esteem or meeting her own standards #it has to do with the fear of not living up to *other* people's expectations and not being useful enough to be worth keeping around #she's good enough for herself but she's always so so so scared that she's not good enough for other people #i wont say much about what ryoko kui is saying using this as an allegory for real world racial biases but #dungeon meshi's treatment of marcille's relationship with her being half-elf is so incredibly important to me because it gets it so right. #a trauma about inferiority or being a half-being isn't inherent to the experience of being 'of two worlds' at all #that's something that's unfairly drilled into people by their environment #the *inherent* anguish is the loneliness. the constant longing. the fact that you are always homesick no matter where you are #always just a little bit of an outsider and never fully at home #and dungeon meshi gets that. #edit: cleaned it up a little

[pralinesims]

#if you have a customized one i am really sorry but the poll feature literally can't fit more options in #so this is only about the standard themes! #silly poll #nonsims

[lameotello]

I hate that we've gone from "don't like, don't read" and not caring about what fucked up shit is depicted in fan media as a standard to hypervigilance and having to mind your every word so the group you've found yourself in doesn't know you ship the Not HOA Approved Ship

#like what the fuck #tello talks #proship #I just can't get over it fr #I have a platonic side acc and the fact I have to be afraid some stupid internet person will find out I ship tcest #and tell all their insane little friends who might or might not harrass me #is LITERALLY insane #I have fight daydreams sometimes. as you do. yknow the type of daydream where you're in a talkshow only this is an internet fight #and I try to think of ways to maneuver around a potential ''are you proship?'' situation by saying Yes Fuck You but in a way that explains #what proship IS not what /they/ have made it to be #and that it was the internet standard until like 2016 when some weirdo decided ship wars weren't enough #they needed to Actually Cancel people #but there's literally no way to win because they would /not/ listen #and that's is Insane and I don't feel I'm exaggerating here #anyway rant over #sorry #lol #long tags

[horrorknife]

saying “i dont like cheaters and thats why i dont like lawrence” sure is a crazy take to have when this is the movie series about torturing people. i just dont know if this is the appropriate place to try having a discussion about the morality of cheating when you all love hoffman who is a raging misogynist and takes great joy in causing people harm and suffering. that’s fine or whatever but lawrence gordon commits emotional infidelity and everyone loses their fucking minds. william easton exists and is well liked as a character and youre gonna try telling me how despicable you think lawrence is for emotionally cheating on his wife.

#like im sorry but…the double standards are so fuckin funny. #also very interesting 2 see HOFFSTRAHM SHIPPERS say how much they dont like cheating #WHEN STRAHM IS LITERALLY WEARING A FUCKING WEDDING BAND #do you guys watch brokeback mountain and clutch your fucking pearls too? #its just so reductive to be like Oohhhh i dont like cheaters :-( when thats clearly an important part of lawrences character AND ONE OF #THE REASONS HE WAS TESTED???? #how abt do character analysis of Why he mightve cheated on his wife and then made the choice not to Actually have sex w carla #jonah.txt #sawposting

[phatcatphergus]

Why are you so up in arms about some people not being comfortable with a (rather edgy and potentially offensive) joke? The posts I've seen are just talking about how the casual homophobia whenever Tubbo is around makes them not want to watch any streams that Tubbo is showing up on.

I understand that you don't find these jokes offensive or harmful, at least in comparison to some of the other rp that has been done on the server (and I am genuinely very glad for it!! I hope they never become so), but different people have had different experiences, and to some people homophobia will be genuinely more upsetting than themes of self harm, to name an example you used.

It feels very shitty to see you and some other tubblings vehemently defend these jokes, as it can be extremely jarring to go from enjoying happy gay roleplay to homophobic jokes (yes, even from an openly gay man, the mouthpiece doesn't make the content less jarring).

So I guess I'm still wondering, why? I get being defensive of your streamer, but I guess I'm struggling to reconcile the "queer-smp" with people invalidating others' experiences with, and reactions to, homophobia

Okay well the main thing is that it’s really not that deep. Don’t like the jokes don’t watch, log off, touch grass ect.

People can be upset about whatever they want, but to say that the admin team, his fellow streamers and his community need to “talk to him” about it is insanity. The jokes themselves aren’t even something that isn’t already said in queer spaces irl (again go outside) and the fact that people are so up in arms about their picture perfect straight men playing make believe they’re in a gay relationship and having one actually gay man say “I hate happy couples” is insane.

Really, it’s shows how little the space cares for real queer people and relationships that don’t adhere to their internet filled fantasies of gay people.

At the end of the day, it’s a gay man joking about his own experiences and to get upset about it is fine. But don’t write emails telling him he’s inciting hate crimes, don’t tell the admin team to “talk to him” (ableism and infantilism much), and don’t try to get him cancelled for making jokes that YOU yourself don’t like.

If you don’t like a gay man making mildly homophobic jokes (something he has experienced!!!) but are okay with two straight men playing a gay couple and getting paid for it only to log off and not deal with any irl consequences then you’ve lost the plot I’m sorry.

#you directly control the content you watch so if you don’t like you ca literally turn it off #go on tik tok and you’ll find a billion more jokes that are 10000x more harmful I promise #I’ll make one now if you want #women should lobotomized because we think too much :( #also you hate women in stem how dare you intirrupt my paper writing #sorry I’m in my toxic era #I’ve seen gay people make jokes about hate criming other gay people so this is mild #I apprecite the ask tho I don’t mean to be mean #double standards just annoy me #also this isn’t just about now #itt about how people have been trying to cancel tubbo for shit like this for YEARS #qsmp fandom neg #discourse #anon asks

[vyeoh]

Not to sound incredibly pretentious but I am genuinely concerned with how "strong visual aesthetic" is becoming conflated automatically with "good movie". Like the nightmare scenario is that movies just look pretty while saying absolutely nothing

#vio.rant #yes this is about barbie #like literally what did it truely say about feminism #like what did it contribute? that people should be a person outside of their gender? that there are double standards for women?? #and THAT is radical and groundbreaking????? like it was a fun movie but it did not get snubbed lmao #it just was mattell's pr movie that quoted literally every canva hashtag instagram feminism graphic out there #like greta gurwig is a good director this was just not her best work at all. same goes for margot robbie #like sorry i just was not tuned into barbie's story arc at all. #also im just keg got a nom because it was. just the best song in the movie? both story incorporation wise and writing #ive always kinda felt that they uh prolly shouldnt have given ken the only musical number in a movie about barbie but eh thats what they did #but yeah. i feel like people only like it bc its v pretty (which. the set design is INCREDIBLE) but thats not the same as a good movie yunno #maybe thats just where cis people are in terms of gender theory which. that is unfortunate

[aroflareon]

im in a minecraft mood sorry

#aroflare art #body horror #cw body horror #(?) idk it's literally just a big salamander with the face of a hagfish when it's mouth is open but just to be safe #redesign #minecraft #minecraft art #minecraft fanart #warden minecraft #minecraft warden #do i tag speculative biology? there's a lot of thought put into this. like how they use darkness to seem bigger than it is #or the reproductive system basically being a mix between plants fungi & general lizard reproduction??? idk how to explain it like at all #or the mouth for intimidation. it's actually really inconvenient otherwise so certain hagsalamanders have more standard mouths bc of that #also they evolved from axolotls just migrating into the deep dark. sorry i need to stop talking so much went into this bc i love salamanders #one more thing every single hagsalamander is female

[maddy-ferguson]

it kind of sends me that even though they've been the main enemy on tumblr for like 10 years now people on here seem to have no idea what terfs actually believe????

#and like i say: brf slt #the other day i reblogged a post and someone in the tags said something like you guys think anything feminist is terf ideology when terfs' #beliefs are very specific and rely on like beauty standards and stuff. and i'm sorry but that's literally the opposite of what terfs as in #radical feminists who are ''''gender critical'''' think? people call ANYONE who's transphobic a terf i think that's why people don't #actually know what they think lmao #like the beauty standards thing? you're thinking of conservatives? and transvestigators i guess lmao #radfem or terf ideology: anyone can dress/act however they want if you're amab (male) you're a man if you're afab (female) you're a woman #and you can't identify out of that thinking that you're not a woman because you're not stereotypically feminine #(i'm not saying that's how trans men/afab nonbinary people know they're not women i'm repeating their arguments) #or that you're a woman because you're feminine is regressive and akin to 50s gender roles #gender: sexist stereotypes that everyone should ignore that should be abolished sex is an immutable biological reality #conservative transphobes are like: sex is an immutable biological reality and if you're a female and not feminine you're not a good woman #if you're a male and not masculine you're not worthy of being called a man. and you're probably gay and that's bad. gender comformity is #a must gender roles 4eva #like what they have in common is transphobia at the end of the day obviously but it's a different way of getting there lmao and i don't #think its productive to act like theyre the same? like know thy enemy idk do you want people to be able to identify 'terf rethoric' or not😭 #terf rhetoric in quotes because people call anything terf rhetoric!!!!! and i don't think that's productive at all it's actually very #antifeminist and annoying as hell lmao #calling every feminist argument terf rhetoric is very alienating to anyone who cares about women......calling every transphobe a terf is #just kinda stupid? people call far-right politicians terfs like be serious they despise cis women too😭 #also if you argue with a terf (radfem) and say like why do you think women have to wear makeup or they're not real women!!! they're gonna #be like i literally don't believe that. round one and already tapped #anyway

[widevibratobitch]

doing my sillygoofy research and accidentally coming across a mention of wolfgang mozart's capital M Misogyny that i have never heard of before like what do you MEAN my 18th century specialest white boy wasn't exactly a raging feminist 😭😭

#i see no source for this information tho so......... whom do i trust. #some fuckass who doesnt link his sources or my shit eating little meow meow #wolfgang mozart. if you can see this. im letting feminism lose for you. please let me fuck you when i die. #look im not saying its completely impossible for him to have been like #'yeah ok so apparently he abuses his wife to the point where it's become a public scandal... #but he's a great violinist so maybe chill out about it a little???? geez louise' #BUT. seeing as the wife in question was storace aka his first susanna aka his friend that some speculate might have even been his lover #for whom he wrote one of the most if not THE most beautiful concert aria... idk. maybe he wrote it partly as a #'sorry i supported your shitty ex husband against you' apology. but would SHE still be willing to be besties with him if he did that?? #idk. till i see a source i am definitely Looking Away. #especially since i DO have sources saying he was pretty liberal for then-standards when it came to womens rights #including literally planning to get a first ever women-only masonic lodge going. #but fuck me i guess. he's dead. they're all dead. who gives a shit.

[mayasaura]

thinkin thots about varus the eater,,,, when i read htn and was introduced to the whole 'RB induced insanity' and how the lyctors perceived the Beasts, i assumed it was your classic 'cosmic horror too large for the human mind to convey appears in form that teeters on the edge of reality' , but now with ntn telling us everyone sees an RB the same way, I'm being led to believe its more 'cosmic desire so large it almost ruptures the brain but is still ultimately recognisable' 1/2

(varun anon) what is that desire? it presumably changes from beast to beast, and because we don't know anything about the others apart from some descriptions (though i am curious about what a beast that is received as 'beautiful' by human standards[the one who was trying to drown mercy and only softly repeated 'die'] could possibly want, considering how we have alecto the haunted barbie doll and how much she hates being 'pretty') 2/3 now lmao

(varun anon for the last time i promise/lh) assuming that varun is presenting as their body pre-Oh-Fuckening, it means their cosmic desire is home!!!!!! it makes so much sense why they love none so much and are so ready to come to her aid

Yo, I had assumed the same thing, that the nature of a Resurrection Beast depended on the observer, not the Beast itself. But you're right, Varun proves otherwise! Why do all the Resurrection Beasts appear as different kinds of cosmic horror? Why a giant head? Why something beautiful that tried to gently drown them? Why a giant glowing blue orb?

If Varun is the ghost of Uranus, then that really is just... what it looked like in life.

Of course, there is the difference in location to consider. This is Varun periscoping, peeking out into the physical world, while the other Resurrection Beasts that Augustine and Mercy describe were in the River. We don't know what a fully realised Varun might look like.

So what does Varun want? Does it want to go home, is that why it looks like itself? If home is a place, the solar system, there would be nothing stopping it from going there. Like any revenant, it must have a thanergetic link it could follow back to its corpse. If home isn't a place but a time when it was alive, a part of its existence now ended, then home is beyond even it now.

Most revenants have links to their murderers, too, if it's looking for John: which it seems like it was, prior to the events of Harrow the Ninth. It isn't anymore.

There's only one reason for Varun to be hanging over New Rho, and that's Nona. It's looking for Alecto, the Earth, the last living representative of its kind. I had thought it was looking for her to enact vengeance on its behalf, and it does want that. It asked for it in as many words, the first time it possessed Judith. But...

“They concoct their own vengeance,” said the Captain. “Their justice is not my justice. Their water is not my water. I came to help. I am made a mockery. The danger is upon you, and you do not even know … they are coming out of their tower, salt thing. There is a hole at the bottom of their tower. I will pull their teeth. I will make it blank for you.”

There is clearly a wrong way to go about it, in Varun's opinion. Who or what the "they" is in this statement is not entirely clear, if it's even referring to the same thing every time. The 'they' coming out of their tower would seem to be the devils possessing people, the things that took Colum back in Canaan House. Is their justice not Varun's justice? If it doesn't want what the devils want, then what is its vision of justice, what vengeance does it want Alecto to enact?

#the locked tomb #varun the eater #alecto the first #nona the ninth #ntn spoilers #sorry I took so long to respond to this #I have no defense I'm just horribly unreliable like that #I don't think Alecto's hatred of her body has anything to do with beauty standards tho #she hates it because it's literally a prison #a labyrinth John built to trap her in when he was afraid she would escape #flowing locks of golden hair and beauty standards have nothing to do with it #she adores Crown who looks much the same

[isfjmel-phleg]

🥽

#random personal stuff #sometimes I think there can be an advantage to not having seen something for the first time as a kid but rather as an adult #less of the nostalgia goggles #but there are plenty of things that I'm glad I saw as a kid because rewatching them is like experiencing the joy you had in it at that age #critical/analytical skills in approaching media are very important and we should cultivate them of course #but retaining the way you engaged with stories as a kid - the excitement the wonder the investment the delight - #is maybe something worth doing #instead of going in looking for flaws and failures to meet sky-high standards...approach it as your younger self would have? #and you might enjoy it more? #anyway sorry this is incoherent #(this is about the weekly watch party and having to hear people criticize this show for doing things that were literally in the original? #and I am determined to look for the best partially out of sheer orneriness) #(I love the original show! but the pedestal is so very tall. too tall.)

[terrorbirb]

I'm bored at work so I'm seeing if I should report my old company for violating labor standards.

#totes bro #im so close but it is so obvious it would be me because i used to complain about this all the time #they dont inform their immigrant workers of their rights and so they dont like understand how their timecard works #and thr company advises them to take the least expensive insurance policy because they 'are healthy and don't need it' #but i know one couple wants fertility treatments but couldnt afford it because of that #they dont have the required posters #they also knowingly continue osha violations which i held a meeting over and was told this doesnt apply to us #which uhm it says it does on the Web site so i disagree #all of this is like why i left and what caused me to leave #and literally lying to me and another guy that we would get promotions for the work we did #and then they hired someone else to do the job making our promotions unnecessary and they were like hmmmm sorry #idk they like got a ton worse and i think the president got more reactionary which caused this #not sure how many of these count but thats not for me to decide anyway #oh and cleanliness standards but i actually fixed a lot of those..... fulfilling the role that promotion role that was promised #my coworkers here are like 'absolutely report the hell out of that place' because we do code violations lol #every time i say something they go 'that could be a violation :)' #they paid someone on a salary basis when they were under the salary pay and therefore should have gotten overtime

[druidgroves]

"the preteens are running around sephora because all their third spaces are gone!" i get that but did you know. did you know that there is an age appropriate store for young girls selling (fake) makeup & accessories. are you reasonable enough to understand that 10-12 year old girls do not need to be running around an adult makeup store ruining displays, destroying products, & generally leaving the stores a mess? all while they harass employees & disrespect them. the real solution obviously is to make 3rd spaces accessible again but until then keep your CHILD out of sephora unless you are right there with them & able to fucking parent.

#rae.txt #and stop giving them fucking giftcards to makeup stores !!!! #like this whole debacle is making me soooo anti makeup at this point #bc WHY do these young girls think they need skin care routines !!!! why is society pushing this on them so young !!! #my sister is 19 & grew up in the age of beauty influencers & i watched her grow up faster than she should have #she has tons of makeup she doesnt use & only buys bc shes influenced ! literally has money burning a hole in her pocket daily #i just. most makeup looks these days arent about self expression its all about homogenizing women's looks #to european beauty standards. and to do it well you have to destroy your skin on the daily. #sorry to be a crazy feminist on main but i do think the beauty industry has done irreparable damage to the feminist liberation movement. #ok ill stop now.

[navree]

this is, like, nauseating, this grown ass man who is the literally supreme power of the country is telling the fifteen year old girl not to tell friends her own age about their Secret Talks and the only person she can discuss them with is her dad who is literally pimping her out for this i hate viserys and i hate otto i will kill them with my bare hands i am sick

#personal #house of the dragon #'i don't think she would understand them' GROOMER BEHAVIOR #sorry but that's literally it #'it's a different societal standard' sure is! doesn't mean i have to like it! #(there was some romantic lighting and god i hope they don't try to make this seem romantic) #(i want them to acknowledge that this is like fucked up)

[todayisafridaynight]

We did it... we manifested a new Jo card... god bless

YO LET'S GOOOOOO 🗣️🗣️🗣️

praying to RNJesus that my pull luck is just as strong as it was when i was going for masato.. (╯x╰)

IMMUNE TO CHARM his ass is NOT beating the allegations at this rate ☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️

#snap chats #my dms and mentions have been nothing but jo this morning and i couldnt be happier jsVLKJAL #bros literally putting the 'gay' in 'allegations' i cant with this rgg aint even tryna be subtle anymore (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`) LMAO #crying at the thought of saeko all 'ichi nothing i do's working' and ichi just. Fuck I Forgot 🏳️‍🌈👁️👁️ LKJLKJA #just reminded me of a dream i had where i was texting my dad (which is hilarious since i got a text from him a few mins ago) #n it was just our standard 'Sorry I Couldnt See You Today We'll Try Next Time' exchange but for some goonish reason there was an attachmen #like 'petition to bring Mr Arakawa home' which leads me to believe arakawa was my dad in the dream... #...but now i think it was a roundabout prophecy if you catch my cold JFLKJV #ANYWAY. have to leave my house for the day again so i WILL be trying to pull... please let it be virtually-first-try like last time #itll be really funny rggo cmon..... do it fr me bro....