#suicide implication

[tangledinink]

"it just seems inhumane to lose this much."

#lmmaaooooo #its fine i had therapy today #its fine im fine everything is fine #grief is so crazy. anyway. #rottmnt #tmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rise of the tmnt #angst #grief #death #sibling death #suicide implication #kinda? #i guess it depends on how u read it #rise leo #rottmnt leo #rottmnt bad timeline #rottmnt bad future #f!leo #f!leonardo #future leo #rottmnt apocalypse #oh shit i just remembered my therapist told me i should stop saying “its fine” #dammit #fuck

[swollenbabyfat]

Bathtub angel

#failgirl fluttershy #. #.. #... #..... #suicide implication #mental illness #self harm cw

[bridgyrose]

The more I think about ascension in vol 9, the less to me it means literal death, but means death as change. The Ever After clearly doesn't play on life and death in the way we know, but in the idea that life is creation while death/destruction is change. Ascension seems to only come to the Afterans that realize change is the only way forward, which for them means accepting the purpose they are instilled with is complete. But for humans, ascension seems more like an awakening and the start to healing versus change.

Take Ruby for example. Barring the Jabberwalker and Neo stepping on little, death doesn't seem to be a fundamental part of the Ever After. And unless you're killed by the Jabberwalker, accidents that end a current life or purpose still brings their souls back to the blacksmith to be reforged for a new purpose. For Ruby, a human, drinking the tea and essentially killing herself was more akin to killing who she is versus killing herself. She didn't want to be Ruby anymore, and the tree pulled her down to help her. The tea was more a symbolic death than actually killing herself, but gets across the same way.

And once she met the blacksmith fully, her healing process started. The first thing Ruby was given was a choice, that if she really wanted to, she could be anyone she wanted. Any hero, anyone that she could've deemed as enough to bear the weight that she was carrying. And ultimately, she chose herself in order to start to heal. She chose to take a glimpse into who Summer was, shattering her expectations from what she'd been told, and chose to be herself because if her mother wasn't perfect, then why does she have to try to be the perfect huntress or hero?

Ruby had to "die" in order to heal. She had to go through death as change in order to see that she was enough, and the change she needed to make was her perspective. That she wasn't alone, that her friends were there to help carry her burden, and that they could help carry her. Ascension is about making anew, being reborn in the ashes of who you were, and it was the wakeup call that Ruby needed in order to move forward.

#rwby #ruby rose #rwby ruby rose #ascension #just someone early morning thoughts #suicide implication #suicide mention

[twig-gy]

what if i ummm uhhh went insane

#suicide implication #WHAT DO I TAG THIS WITH DO I USE THE MAIN SUI TAGS OR #tw suicide #cw suicide #suicide tw #suicide cw #sure okay. #mi pali e ni #mi pali e sitelen

[buggyisland]

Not since I got a good therapist and medication and a decent support system, no; but thanks for offering

#acnh #adventures in chemalia #animal crossing new horizons #acnh nooks cranny #acnh nooklings #suicide implication #dark humour tw

[shatterthefragments]

Ok but I thought I was going so much better. Things suck, don’t cough on me and touch me esp if you’re a stranger and for the love of god if you’re sneezing and coughing that much in a grocery store I hope you wear a mask

But my coworker was saying she heard they were thinking of bringing back the mask mandate (I have heard nothing of the sort) and that she wouldn’t follow a mandate if it came back

And I hope that if they did they could put people in confinement for not following it. But I don’t think they would because i don’t think many people would willingly wear a mask again.

And it sucks.

And it sucks how quickly my resigned and hopeful “I’ll just live as best I can until other people kill me” and like actually wanting to live can turn to “I don’t want to live in a world where people don’t care for others”

But I guess I’ll just drown it all out by going to concerts in an n95 and going to the ocean and spending money on whatever gets me through the day. There’s too much I wouldn’t get to do.

Just. Sad. But I’m tired and it’s past my intended bedtime by hours 😔 hopefully it’s a good night…

#I feel mean. but also like. care about other people please??? #and like? doesn’t your mom have cancer?? don’t you need to be sure not to catch it?? #care for others #and like ‘the flu was worse’ like?!? PEOPLE DIE FROM THE FLU TOO #fuck you and your apathy #masks #wear a mask #covid mention #suicide implication #long post

[jiangshinigami]

Oh... this is heart-wrenching

#serious post #trans #cw death mention #suicide implication #possibly #twitter #celeste game

[m0thwinged]

BAD ENDING WOOHOOO

I made this :3

#omori spoilers #spoilers omori #suicide implication #implied suicide #suicide tw #omori sunny #sunny omori #omori bad ending #omori bad end #oyasumi oyasumi close your eyes #and you'll leave this dreaaaaaaaaam

[pinknatural]

just remembered the finale and the only reasonable explanation for dean dying in that barn (advanced thanatology) and i just. goodbye 

#suicide implication

[scarfscomic]

olg page 3 + 4

#scarfscomic #suicide implication #webtoons #webcomics

[tangledinink]

So. Leo and Donnie grew up under Big Mama's care to eventually become the infamous Gemini in the Battle Nexus... And Mikey has been raised by Baron Draxum to fulfill the prophecy... Well, where's Raph?

(treasure of the shrine) (tireless devotee) (pledged martyr)

enter -> raphael, child of the foot clan

raph grew up under the protective eye of the foot, raised on endless tales of the clan's grand mission and the essential role he would play in it. his value was very clear from the moment he came into the clan's possession as an infant, given the inherent, powerful mystical energy already laying dormant inside him. though he cannot wield any magick himself, he often spends long hours meditating in the clan's shrine, bathing in mystic energy, awaiting the day he can don the dark armor and awaken their master shredder with his life force. as per clan tradition, he was never given a name and is instead officially referred to by his title-- oblation.

though he is just as devoted to his ninja training as any other clan recruit, his future role makes him far too valuable to be sent on missions or risk combat. in fact, he very rarely leaves the safety of shredder's shrine. this doesn't bother oblation, however. he is perfectly content in his role, and proud of what his anticipated sacrifice will achieve. his faith and trust in the clan are absolute and unwavering. however...

though small children are rarely recruited by the clan, there was one other. recruit calls oblation "obby." and obby calls her "cru." they met when obby was nine and cru was ten and have been inseparable ever since, training side by side. though obby is technically considered a higher rank than her, neither of them have achieved full clan membership yet. obby will not earn his place until he completes his one and only mission, and one that he will do entirely on his own-- bring forth the shredder.

(and recruit is loyal. recruit believes fully in the clan's divine mission. recruit will give whatever the foot asks of her. but as obby's promised sacrifice looms ever closer, she finds herself harboring more and more doubt.)

#the promised prize for moving gemini onward #hehehe #gemini au #tw suicide #suicide implication #thats not? really what it is exactly but tw anyway just in casesies #the expectation isnt that raph straight up does a kys #the expectation is that the shredder is gonna suck all his lifeforce out like hes a fckin juicebox and itll definitely suck at a minimum #will there be long term consequences? will he die? who knows #theyre getting him mad beefy and putting so much mystic mojo in him on purpose though #1. better snack for shreddy #2. better survival odds #friendly reminder draxum survived so #but you know anyway #self sacrifice #cults #rottmnt #rottmnt sep au #rottmnt raph #rise raph #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rise of the tmnt #hamato raphael #foot clan #rise cassandra #rise casey #rottmnt cassandra jones #rottmnt casey jones #rottmnt separated au #rottmnt au

[swollenbabyfat]

"how did he hold it-". talking horse show. the answer is talking horse show.

#i'm not mad it's just a funny q haha #failgirl fluttershy #suicide implication

[eeveelotions]

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love that I had a whole ass two hour long breakdown/panic/anxiety attack tonight, after having a small one earlier today. I'm so fucking tired. maybe I'll go back to thinking I'll die tragically at 28 instead of planning for my 30s and 40s

idk. maybe that's too far. but I'm just...it feels like I'm ruining everything right now. I had two really, really good weeks, and now life is kicking me in the gut. I'm exhausted, I'm stressed, and I'm just. I'm tired. I'm tired of trying, only for things to keep sucking. I'm tired.

#personal #vent #ignore this #suicide implication #sorry

[cpunkhobie]

Ok um. The victim was intoxicated right? What the parents describe I suspect he was also, not well mentally. Given how he was described as “the perfect kid” if ya get what I mean. Idk what to call him in this case, but the victims brother kept repeating “die. die. stop” which I think means that the victim was dying previously, and the brother was desperate and trying to stop it, but got overwhelmed and didn’t know how. This would also make sense since he didn’t start screaming until the parents came home, rather than it being long occurring beforehand. And the injuries the victims sustained would have required a lot of force. The second thought is also home invasion, or the brother was acting in self defense, since again, the victim wasn’t in a good place and was also intoxicated.

#I SHOULD JUST WATCH THE EPISODE. BUT THIS IS IN MY NATURE #eaw liveblog #suicide implication #ask to tag #suicide tw #jonah with a megaphone

[seiqn]

mimimi

#‘sans’ phone after texting the gc I love you all thanks for everything ❤️’ #sei draws #undertale #sans undertale #suicide implication #just in case

[shatterthefragments]

16, 36, 48

I have no idea if I already sent you asks or not. The brain has been fuzzy lately. Feel free to ignore if you've already answered!

No worries!! I am still happy rambly so here’s a cut again:

16. Romantically, do you prefer men, women, both, any/don’t care, or are you aromantic?

I’ll maybe add that right now because Sleep Token is The Fixation I’m perhaps a bit more into men at the moment? But also infatuation is fickle and I have no clue I just love everyone 💖✨

Ooh but also a coworker had a girl she said would be perfect for me and even though it wouldn’t work out bc my poor lungs can’t take smoke and she smokes weed but even when just thinking about her I melt she’s THAT adorable 🥰

Idk. Just. People 🥹

36. What’s your favorite book?

Oh. Oh shit. A favourite… a favourite………… (I am looking at my bookcases) (my sister took a bunch of books though…)

ACTUALLY IGNORE EVERYTHING AFTER LETS GO WITH CALVIN AND HOBBES COLLECTIONS!!!!!!!!! 😁

Hmmm.

Will Grayson, Will Grayson and Ellen Hopkins’ books around 2010 ish are some of the first books I loved that I got and kept. As well as Looking For Alaska.

David Levithan’s Wide Awake I think is the copy I highlighted through my favourite parts?

For amount of rereads: I have lost count of how often I have reread Ellen Hopkins’ books (though her style of prose heavily inspired much of my poetry that I wrote grade 6 onwards and to this day sometimes too even though I hardly remember the stories now) and What They Always Tell Us. I know for sure I read Evernight(?) (Claudia Gray) 12 times before I returned it to the library. I tend to mostly read YA fiction? (I mostly read fanfiction TBH) I adore Maggie Stiefvater’s Wolves of Mercy Falls series so much!! (I had the fortune to go to a writing workshop of hers once!)

I love manga (gosh Fullmetal Alchemist has my heart of course but also some other faves: Our Dreams At Dusk, Genkaku Picasso, Grand Guignol Orchestra, and of course Fruits Basket)

I don’t read much nonfiction despite wishing to. I have a book on Gothic Architecture that I REALLY WANT to read but. Can’t yet. And there’s also a set of architecture books a sailing friend recommended to me but (subject to availability from library) couldn’t read that either even when I checked it out. Will have to try again later. Hopefully the invisible barriers drop.

48. Are you afraid of death?

Yes and no.

Yes because I’m no longer ready for it to be over. There’s so many friends to see, food to try, things to go and do, hobbies to learn and partake in, oceans and beaches to visit, things to cook, people to love, animals to pet etc etc like?!? You know what?!? Even if I just spent the rest of my time learning how to make music that’s so much time?!? There’s never going to be enough time to do everything I want to so I CAN’T CUT MY TIME SHORT!!! I just have to try to make the most of it and drag myself out of my Misery Hole when I can’t see it. There’s so many things I want to do and try and places to go!! Even just within a couple hours of where I live!!! I want to go pet some alpacas!! And there’s no reason why not!! one day I can make a day trip and go drive to go do this?! And tattoos to get! Art to make and admire!! So many endless possibilities!! (So many I can never choose ack) so I’m scared I won’t get to try to do even half of the things I want to. Or go to even one other continent. Cuddles too!!

And no because everything is kind of. A gift at this point? I never thought I’d live this long and don’t really have much of a plan. I definitely thought I’d be dead five+ years ago (whether by my own hand or getting clocked and murdered bc I DEFINITELY watched Boys Don’t Cry too young and I’m left with no memories but abject fear from it)

And I think that I *will* be scared when the time comes because I have a lot of regrets etc and I want to keep going for as long as I can and just. Enjoy what I can. Try to make things better if not hugely at least for my friends. And just. Take the highs when I can get them 😁

Reminder to myself to attach one of the things that popped into my head at reading this question: because even though Desperation to not be here anymore and not have to suffer still has me in its grips. Like? I’ve clawed my way out (and I’ll do it again) and I want to continue living. I want to live to the best of my ability. I want to make a home for myself. In my space. In my body. In my mind. And so I will do my best to.

#shatters’ fragments #ask game #ask games #shatters’ lore #let’s see if I can make that a thing haha #suicide implication #WILDLY IN LOVE WITH LIFE IS SOMETHING I STRIVE TOWARDS