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svt-nari · 3 months

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you don’t remember?

— time period: end of 2019, during the ode to you tour in osaka.

a/n: this was requested, hope you like it! also,,, not proofread! this is the longest chapter i’ve ever written for nari 🥹

“okay, i’ll call you later, love.”, she smiled with her phone against her ear, shoulder pressed to the wall next to her. “i have to rehearse for the concert. love you!”

as she hang up, nari sighed. she could feel the tears forming in her eyes. she felt so overwhelmed and she missed her boyfriend so much. baekhyun always helped her feel better whenever she was like this, but it seemed like today neither him could help her.

nari knew her anxiety was in another level, specially with all the pressure and the nervousness from performing in front of thousands of people. she felt like it had been forever, even though it hasn’t been that long since they performed for a big crowd. though, her mind never thought about herself first. because even if she felt like that, nari couldn’t find it in herself to tell her members - if she was feeling like this, they were probably worse.

her head felt a bit heavy, the lack of food in her system making itself present at the moment. she knew she didn’t have time for this as they had to rehearse since it was the first show in japan in a while. because of this she rested as much as she could and got up just for the rehearsal, skipping her breakfast and the usual vitamins she took in the morning. nari opted to just shook her head, putting her freshly blonde hair in a low ponytail and her hat on her head. it was going to be a long day.

“are you okay, nari-ssi?”, she heard one of the staffs ask and nari gave her a small smile with a nod. the staff felt a bit skeptical considering her pale lips and tired gaze but left it nonetheless, not before telling nari’s manager about her concern.

as nari got on stage, she could see the boys joking around, laughing with each other and giving tips on what they thought that could be better. she usually felt happy and at home whenever they were all in a good mood, though, today her head started pounding as soon as she got up there. the noises being a sort of trigger for her as she wasn’t feeling too well. the closer she got to them, the louder the noises got. she was used to their loudness but due to her state it was irritating her a bit. and they could tell by her expressionless face.

the moment she got to her position the talking stopped so they could start the rehearsal. it was okay for the first few songs, nari felt like she could do it without any incidents. she felt confident in herself when she didn’t faint during hit, her dizziness got the best of her but she was able to pass it as normal. though, as soon as ‘very nice’ started playing she knew it wasn’t going to end up well.

nari’s head felt heavy, her body felt like it was floating. she wanted to lay down and some of the members noticed her tired state. mingyu even told her to sit down for a bit but she refused, stating that she could finish it.

“if you all can do this i must do too, can’t let the team down..”, she muttered weakly with a forced smile.

the boys knew she wasn’t going to let up so easily and let her be — but kept on looking her over anytime they could. though, as the first jump move happened, nari ended up losing her balance and got too close to the edge of the stage to regain her balance and breath out. she ended up stumbling once again because of the dizziness from leaning on her knees and ended up falling down the stage. the fall being at least 2 meters away from the ground. the world seemed to stop at that moment. everyone gasped as soon as she fell, the music stopping as the members and the staff crew surrounded nari.

they all had worried gazes, specially her members when they spotted some blood on her head. she had fallen head first on the hard ground, which made a huge cut appear right where she hit her head due to the harshness of the fall. a bloodied mic pack placed right beside her head, indicating that it must have ‘helped’ her cut happen.

as soon as it happened the medical team was already working on nari, being careful with her as they put her unconscious body on a hospital bed to bring her backstage. as she got there the paramedics rapidly rushed her to the ambulance, seungcheol frantically ran after them to be able to reach them before they went.

“seungcheol-ah…”, their manager stopped him. “i’ll go with her, you stay and care for the other members, okay? you can go as soon as you finish the rehearsal, she will need to be treated and there’s paperwork to fill.”, he sighed, signaling to the paramedics he was going with them. “so stay, please. and call me once you get there.”

the leader nodded and watched as they took off, sighing to himself and silently praying that she would be fine.

“hyung… is noona going to be okay? can we go with them?”, dino asked, looking worriedly in the direction they took nari in.

“we’ll all go after the rehearsal. i’m just as worried as you all but it’s better if manager-nim goes so he can work with the hospital papers and the company.”, he sighed, rubbing his face as his mind ran with thoughts of the girl. “i promise we’ll go as soon as we finish here, the concert’s tomorrow and we have to work on the final touches.”

the other boys nodded and got into position, the rehearsal’s mood being completely gloomy. it had happened so fast, no one had time to do anything. before they knew it she was already laying on the ground. it was probably the one scene they would never like to replay, specially because of the fear of loosing their member that they are currently dealing with.

the blood made it all so scary, her closed eyes and unmoving body just added to it all. no one knew if she was okay and no one could concentrate because of this, the worry being evident in their shaking bodies and shaken up voices whenever they sang. seungkwan had tears in his eyes while wonwoo had a serious expression on his face. no one was able to hide how they were feeling - and the staffs knew that. that’s why the rehearsal was cut short and they were told to rush to the hospital to see the girl.

“go, the rehearsal is over for now.”

as soon as she muttered these words everyone was out of the stadium, on the way to the hospital they took nari to.

“is she okay? will someone answer her phone if i call her?”, seokmin wondered, gazing down at the device in his hands.

“don’t even bother, seokminie…”, jeonghan sighed. “i’ve got her phone with me, it fell from her pocket when… yeah…”, he trailed off, playing with her phone case. he smiled when he saw it, remembering how excited she was when she found the hello kitty case.

“i tried calling manager-nim but he won’t answer…”, seungcheol fumed out, a frown etched onto his features.

this just made everyone even more worried, questions running through their minds. suddenly the minibus felt too tight, the thoughts running wild through them.

is she okay? did she have to undergo surgery? did it mess with her head? god, how they wished to know something soon.

the moment the car stopped moving everyone flew to the reception, the staff giving them instructions on how to get the her room. they rushed to the elevators, hitting the highest floor to get to thwart secluded rooms.

they quietly walked through the giant white hall, heaving sighs when they found her room and entering it as quietly as they could.

when their eyes feel onto her everyone let another scared sigh leave their mouths. seeing her laying there unconscious, with just a huge bandage on her head made them feel better - at least she didn’t have to go under surgery. though, as much as they felt relieved, the sight of her with those wires connected to her body made them feel uneasy. she had medicine being injected into her body and a machine helping her breath better, a mask placed onto her mouth.

all thirteen pairs of eyes fell onto the door when they heard it open, immediately bombarding the manager with questions as soon as they saw him.

“boys!”, he whisper-shouted. “you have to behave, she’s asleep and need as much rest as possible!” he shushed them quickly. “also, you should have called me when you arrived.”

they apologized, bowing their heads to show how sorry they felt. the man just sighed, smiling fondly because of the situation. they cared so much for her that they couldn’t help but be eager to know about her condition.

“she went under lots of tests and came back some minutes ago, her results were just handed to me by her doctor.”, he explained calmly. “i need you all to stay calm while i explain some things about her condition to you, okay?”

the boys nodded and gave him a sign to keep talking, making the other man clear his throat to continue.

“first of all,” he started. “she had a injured ankle because of the fall, nari ended up twisting it pretty badly when she stumbled and it caused a small fracture when she landed on the ground. they said that some weeks off her feet will heal it completely.”, the men all sighed, thanking the heavens for this news. “also, she bruised her left rib - the one she feel onto. she needs to rest so it can go back to what it was.”

everyone sighed in relief once again, though the “good” news didn’t last for that long.

“now for the worst part…”, their manager sighed. “she had a concussion, her head hit the ground harshly because she fell head first.“, he paused for a bit to take a look at the boys. they all had worried expressions plastered onto their faces. “i need you all to hear me out before you say anything. so, don’t. freak. out.”

coups told them to stay quiet and sit down somewhere, sensing this wasn’t going to be a nice thing to talk about and fearing that they would get too agitated at the news.

“okay…”, the man sighed. “there’s a high chance that nari will have some memory loss.”, gasps could be heard around the room. “the hippocampus part of her brain was the side that she hit, this can cause some memory loss. they aren’t sure if this will really happen nor if it’s going to be a short or long-term loss, but there’s a big possibility of it happening.”

everyone was left speechless. did that mean that she wouldn’t remember them? that she wouldn’t remember about her job? that she would forget their memories all together? they didn’t know how to feel yet, the possibility of it happening leaving them a bit scared of the upcoming hours.

it had been some hours since they arrived when nari finally woke up. she groaned because of the harsh sunlight hitting her face which attracted the attention of the members, jeonghan quickly going to her side so she could see him and know she wasn’t all alone.

“hi, nari-ya.”, he smiled softly, rubbing her hand with his thumb. “are you feeling any pain?”

she shook her head, regretting it immediately as a sudden ache went through her head. she quickly squeezed her eyes again, moaning at the sudden pain she felt. seungkwan nudged mingyu who then hit the medical button, patiently waiting for a doctor’s arrival.

“w-what happened?”, she croaked out. “my head hurts… can i get some water?”

chan nodded from beside jeonghan, getting a cup from the bedside table and filling it with some water from the jug next to it. he quickly turned back to her and handed the cup carefully to the girl, being mindful of her rib and helping her sit up to drink from the cup. she smiled weakly at that and patted his arm, thanking him as she took a sip.

“you fell, nari-ya.”, coups explained, patting her leg hidden by the fluffy hospital blanket. “you ended up hitting your head and got some injuries. you need to rest for now, so lay down again.”

nari sighed and - with help from the others - laid down once again. she moved her ankle slightly and hissed in pain, stopping her actions immediately. her body felt heavy because of the medicine and her head throbbed slightly, but she felt better nonetheless. specially because they were there.

“thank god she didn’t forget about us, i was so scared it would happen…”, seungkwan mumbled to dokyeom, both of them nodding.

“well, looks like you woke up, ms. hwang.”, the doctor entered the room, the members straightening their postures and bowing to the man. “how are you feeling?”

“my head hurts and my ankle too, i can’t sit up because it hurts to move but they helped me to so i could drink water.”, she explained, making a face as a hard wave of pain coursed through her head due to the sunlight, joshua noticed and quickly shut the blinds.

“it was bond to happen because of your injuries, you had a pretty bad fall. you have a injured ankle and a bruised rib, so you need to rest to have it fixed. also,” he paused to look over her files, getting a pen from his pocket. “you had a concussion, your head was hit pretty hard during it and we should get you checked up once again now that you’re awake.”

she nodded softly, trying to not move much so her injuries wouldn’t hurt. the doctor came closer to her, getting a small led pen from his pocket and started to examine her eyes, telling her to follow the light with them. she did as told and he wrote some things down before getting back to examining her.

“i will ask you some questions, is that okay?”, she agreed, looking up at him. “do you remember where you were?”

“i… i can’t really tell…”, she answered.

“do you remember anything about earlier?”, she softly denied, her eyes filling up with tears. “can you tell me about your life for a bit then?”

“well… my name is hwang nari, i’m 20 years old…”, nari told him, earning some gasps around the room. “hm, i’m an idol. also me and my brothers we just debuted. we have a comeback coming up and i can’t be injured for it…”, she mumbled out, obviously upset at the thought of not participating of the ‘first’ comeback.

seungkwan, hoshi, dokyeom and chan quickly excused themselves from the room and went outside. they all had tears in their eyes. she couldn’t remember they were on tour and about their successful journey, nari doesn’t remember anything from 2015 until now. how were they supposed to go back to touring if their sister didn’t even now they were doing it in the first place? was she just messing around with them because she wanted to see their reactions? god, they were so confused about it all.

what made them even more emotional was the fact that the first thing she thought about was their comeback and how much she cared for it. nari never wanted to disappoint anyone, even if she was injured and none of it was her fault.

nari felt really confused when she saw the expressions on their faces. they seemed… sad? confused? she didn’t really know, the hwang girl could only imagine what was going through their minds.

but it nowhere came close to what was actually running through the 13 boys’ minds.

the request:

thanks for requesting, lovely! <3

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wavesmp3 · 10 months

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erased | wonwoo bday fic

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wonwoo finds himself in a memory.

it’s from when the two of you went to the farm two hours out from the city to pick strawberries. “it’s one of my dreams”, you had told him at the start of summer, a sweet sticky drip of strawberry ice cream threatening to fall from the edge of your cone, “i’ve just always wanted to go strawberry picking”.

wonwoo looked up strawberry fields nearby that night.

the day he chose to go, he recalls, turned out to be the hottest day of the summer. a killer day that wonwoo could do without reliving, but then he sees you with your big floppy hat and impossibly bigger smile and forgets all about the sun and it’s relentless heat. you pick another strawberry, the biggest, brightest one you can find, shove it in wonwoo’s face with a sigh of contentment, and drop it in your basket without saying a word. forget the heat, wonwoo just loved this day with you.

the rest of the memory unfolds as he expects it will. you pick some berries, take a break for homemade strawberry shortcake from the farm, and return to the field to pick some more. it’s only when both of you are done picking, when you’ve washed the fresh fruit and are strolling along a path of orange trees, that wonwoo notices that something in this memory is…off.

“do you remember that fight we had in the store by your mom’s place over cheese?” you ask suddenly, fingering through your basket for a strawberry. you find the perfect one, take a bite, and pause to lick the juice from around your lips. wonwoo finds it cute, smiling absently, while wiping your face with a napkin. “the super petty one when she was throwing that party for…”

“for my aunt.” wonwoo finishes for you. he finds a nearby trash bin and tosses the now pink napkin into it. “yeah, i remember that, but—“

wonwoo stops in his tracks. this isn’t how it happened.

“what?” you ask nonchalantly, searching your basket for another strawberry. “did i remember it wrong?”

“yes-well, no, it…” wonwoo trails off, grasping at the faintest sense of consciousness.

“what?” you repeat.

“that hasn’t happened yet.”

and your face the moment he says it… it just crushes him.

how can he describe it? it’s like when you tell a kid that the tooth fairy isn’t real. it’s like sobering up and aging a thousand years all at the same time. it’s like you’ve been pretending something—this—is real for so long you forgot that it’s all in your head. forgot it’s just a memory, wonwoo’s memory. that this moment isn’t happening in real time. it happened a year ago. and that party you mentioned only happened three months after the two of you visited this strawberry field. and that in the summer of this year, you and wonwoo are broken up. and have been for nearly two months.

this is a memory. but in this moment, with betrayal painted all over your face, in every crack and blemish and wrinkle, wonwoo struggles to remember why he wanted to forget it in the first place.

“you’re erasing me.” you say, so quietly and so heartbroken wonwoo barely even hears it. this isn’t part of the memory from the strawberry field. this is real. it’s you speaking to him, staring at him like you did when you broke up. it’s you, or whatever is left of you.

wonwoo can’t even say the words. he just nods.

and now, staring at him, in a memory that isn’t yours, you don’t look betrayed anymore—you look ashamed. “i erased you first didn’t i?”

wonwoo doesn’t even feel angered by the reminder. he just feels so fatigued by it. two months before now and ten months after this memory in the strawberry field, you and wonwoo broke up. you ended the relationship, cut ties, and went your separate ways. a week ago, wonwoo received an email that you were erasing him, a procedure to rid your mind of certain memories. in this case, your memory of him and your relationship.

revenge, wonwoo thinks flatly, still fighting against the fog to remember why he’s getting the same procedure done to him. no, he corrects, redemption.

“say something.” you say at last, right in front of him, basket of strawberries forgotten. literally. figuratively.

and of course, all wonwoo can think to say is, “why’d you forget me?”

he’s been wondering all week.

“why’d we break up?” you counter. it’s not meant in a rhetorical or mean way. it’s a genuine question. this version of you wasn’t the one that parted ways with him.

the memory shifts then. slipping out of his fingers like sand, he doesn’t try grasping after it. but he does think: he doesn’t want to forget that day. he wanted the procedure, yes, but that day he wants to keep. like a memento. like a relic of what used to be.

a new scene materializes. his first run in with you post break up, at a park by the river. he was going for a walk. you were sitting at a bench. he wastes no time, there isn’t enough of it to waste anyways. he runs straight to the bench he found you at that day.

“wonwoo,” you call when you see him approaching the bench.

“why’d you forget me?” he asks again, more fervently, breathless and flushed, hands grasping at your wind breaker with a desperation that he’d find embarrassing if this was real life. but it isn’t. it’s a memory he’s trying like hell not to forget.

“i was just so hurt.” you answer. and of course, this isn’t how this run in actually went. in real life, wonwoo saw you sitting there, stared for a moment too long and then bolted in the opposite direction. “i’m so sorry.”

“what if i don’t want to forget you?” wonwoo can already feel you slipping away. this moment was so short in real life, the memory is fleeting. and the last thing he hears before the river rises up from behind him and carries his consciousness away with the current is

“what if i regret erasing you from me?”

the next memory, is a hard one. the moment he knew it was time to call it quits. that winter had been so cold. it seemed to ice over your relationship. and god, wonwoo held on so hard for all of spring, praying the ice would melt away by summer. but it’s may and your kiss still tastes like freezer burn.

“hold on to something other than me.” you tell him, laying next to him under the sheets. the sun hasn’t risen yet. it’s a sunday. that wonwoo remembers. “hold on to the day we met.” wonwoo does. it was a beach. it was a beautiful day. the water was still freezing. “meet me there again in the morning.”

“but i’ll have forgotten you.”

“wonwoo,” you say with such sweetness and love, it knocks the breath out of his chest, “we fell in love once before. we can do it again.”

“what if it ends the same way? what if we break our hearts again?”

the memory is fading again. wonwoo can feel it getting pulled from beneath his feet. he holds on to that beach. he holds on to that freezing water. he remembers, he remembers, he remembers, he

wake up.

when wonwoo wakes up that morning, it’s like any other day. like any other day except for the odd feeling in his chest urging him to go to the beach, and the voice in his head telling him, “what if it doesn’t.”

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prod-svt · 30 days

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media/literature referenced in seventeen songs (1/?)

joker (2019) in wonwoo's joker // kraken (1906) in monster // le voyage dans la lune (1902) in back it up // don quixote (1605 & 1615) in don quixote // chulsoo & younghee (2005) in mansae // sing street (2016) in check-in

#seventeen kpop #seventeen lyrics #joker (2019)#kraken #trip to the moon #le voyage dans la lune #don quixote #sing street #don quijote de la mancha #세븐틴 (seventeen)#jeon wonwoo #yoon jeonghan #lee chan #svt dino #seventeen dino #chwe hansol #hansol vernon chwe

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twthirai · 8 months

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just like - 愛 ♥

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horangslay · 7 months

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watching the going seventeen 2019 episode where one group goes to a dairy farm & the other goes to a coffee museum; Chan is being soooo cute in the museum!!! 💖

#svt #seventeen #svt dino #my little lychee #going seventeen #gose #gose 2019 #FIN posts

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svtminji · 9 months

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An Ode is the third studio album by South Korean co-ed band, Seventeen. It was released on September 16, 2019, through Pledis Entertainment. The album spawned two singles, "Hit" was released as the album's lead single on August 5, 2019, followed by the title track, "Fear", on the release date of the album.

An Ode was released on September 16, 2019, with 5 physical album versions: "Begin", "The Poet", "Hope", "Truth" and "Real". The album also includes a Korean language version of their Japanese single, "Happy Ending". The Japanese single had been previously released on May 29. In contrast to their previous uplifting music style, An Ode showcased a different side of Seventeen, with a darker concept.

MINJI’S LINES IN..

★ hit ❪ track one ❫

하나 되어 oh yeh | [SC/MJ] 오늘부터 해방 뛰어 ❪ 0:54 - 0:57 ❫

☆ lie again ❪ track two ❫

(진심이 아닌 말을) ❪ 2:58 - 3:00 ❫ 또 거짓말을 해 ❪ 3:14 - 3:16 ❫

★ fear ❪ track three ❫

this is love 온몸에 퍼진 | 내 모든 fear 내 속의 상처 ❪ 2:24 - 2:31 ❫ the way i love the way i love ❪ 2:34 - 2:37 ❫

☆ let me hear you say ❪ track four ❫

매일이 오는 기적 같은 | 너의 위로가 나의 하루가 돼 ❪ 0:30 - 0:36 ❫

☆ 247 ❪ track five / performance unit ❫

월화수목 또 금토일 | 매일 너를 찾아가던 길 | 그 위 길 잃은 발자국만 yeh | 남아있어 홀로 외로이 ❪ 1:15 - 1:22 ❫ 247 247 247 247 ❪ 1:45 - 2:00 ❫

☆ second life ❪ track six / vocal unit ❫

☆ network love ❪ track seven / foreign unit ❫

하늘 바다 뚫어 닿게끔 ❪ 0:32 - 0:36 ❫ one time 나랑 춤춰 | two times 눈을 맞춰 ❪ 2:39 - 2:42❫ 기약 없는 말은 함부로 않기로 해요 ❪ 2:59 - 3:02 ❫

☆ back it up ❪ track eight / hip-hop unit ❫

☆ lucky ❪ track nine ❫

oh 겁이 나서 | 비 그친 뒤 life is so beautiful ❪ 2:37 - 2:43 ❫

☆ snap shoot ❪ track ten ❫

너 in 뷰파인더 초점은 auto | 자연스러운 움직임 따라 널 따라가 ❪ 1:20 - 1:26 ❫ 지금 이 순간을 담아 ❪ 2:38 - 2:40 ❫

☆ happy ending kor. ver ❪ track eleven ❫

꼭 말해줘 꼭 말해줘 | 사랑한다고 | woo ❪ 1:05 - 1:12 ❫ happy ending, happy ending ❪ 3:15 - 3:17 ❫

MINJI’S LINE DISTRIBUTION in AN ODE

MINJI in SEVENTEEN'S FEAR MUSIC VIDEO.

the song "독: Fear" by SEVENTEEN explores the toxic nature of a relationship and the internal struggle to let go. the lyrics express a sense of despair and longing for love, despite knowing that it is detrimental to one's well-being.

"독: Fear" delves into the complicated emotions of a toxic relationship, portraying the conflicting feelings of love and fear. it serves as a reflection on the damaging effects of such relationships and the need for self-awareness and strength to break free from them.

MINJI in SEVENTEEN’S HIT MUSIC VIDEO.

"HIT" by SEVENTEEN is an energetic and empowering song that celebrates the group's ambition, drive, and success. the lyrics convey a determination to reach new heights and defy limitations in order to achieve greatness.

"HIT" is a song that embodies SEVENTEEN's drive, determination, and artistic growth. it represents their confidence in their abilities and their unrelenting pursuit of success, while also inspiring their audience to join them on their journey.

MINJI in SEVENTEEN'S AN ODE SHOWCASE.

MINJI in TRUTH, BEGIN, THE POET, HOPE, & REAL VERSIONS -> snippets of the photobook & photocard

truth ver.

begin ver.

the poet ver.

hope ver.

real ver.

FEAR: n. a basic, intense emotion aroused by the detection of imminent threat, involving an immediate alarm reaction that mobilizes the organism by triggering a set of physiological changes. if u made it this far, thank you. svtminji est. 2023

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