#the old plane ticket

[arctvros]

high school sweethearts to college fiancés

#pls note all the little details in the back!!! #long distance is hard #the countdown on the calendar #the old plane ticket #iwa’s seat number is oikawa’s jersey number #yes i do think they would get engaged very young #sorry but they’re soulmates i don’t make the rules #iwaoi #hq iwaizumi #iwaizumi hajime #haikyuu iwaizumi #iwaoi fluff #iwaoi fanart #hq oikawa #haikyuu oikawa #oikawa tooru #haikyuu fanart #haikyuu #haikyuu!! #haikyuu time skip #timeskip iwaoi #arctvros

[shitouttabuck]

what do you do when the girl you spent the better part of the last decade in love with calls you up to tell you they dumped their girlfriend and quit their job and would you like to go spend a couple weeks on a beach in greece with them because they miss you and love you (not like that) . and you miss them and love them (not like that. anymore) and you’re probably not getting into grad school anyway and even if you did you can’t keep moving countries to start over because that doesn’t fix things and you could use the money you have saved that you were gonna put towards tuition to buy a plane ticket and sublet a beach villa instead. because you miss them and you love them and you’re tired of missing them and loving them has always felt good and you never feel good anymore and whatever maybe you can just have a lovely few weeks in fuckin greece and just. that’s enough you don’t have to try more than that they go back home and you stay on a beach in greece for as long as anyone else will remember . hypothetically. you should do that, right

#this is rhetorical look away!!!! #it’s an either/or : this or trying to go to grad school #but the thing is #at some point i convinced myself that a change of place and building a new life would make me happier than rotting in my parents house #in my hometown where i feel like im in a timeloop sometimes #but it wouldn’t? i Love my friends but. i am sad here and i was sad in scotland and i was sad in cambridge and. i will be sad wherever i go #it’s not a fixable thing #being around beth is a bandaid on it #so maybe i should slap the bandaid on buy a plane ticket and then. whatever i will be sad After or #i know i sound insane but the thing about being obsessive is that when one person physically has your back when you are 20 years old #it makes sense that they feel like the only thing that will help fix it #sorry this sounds strung out i have like three different things in my system that i will sleep off and be fine im not having a meltdown #this just feels like a Decision To Be Made and i thought typing it out would help give me some clarity or whatever #made a list but i wrote ‘washed your hair when you couldnt do it’ and i’ll be so honest that’s all the convincing i need to do #anything they ask of me ever #idk where my bank card is so no financial decisions tonight anyway #if u have read all of that. apologies and goodnight x #n

[milkweedman]

It's really something to hear my sister talk about how much moving was a mistake. Given that she is the only one who wanted to move and it was supposed to decrease her commute which it did not at all, and also cost me my entire life savings and a semi functioning knee. Like wow. It was a mistake you say. That's crazy bro. If only someone had told you this multiple times and tried to talk you out of it. Fucking alas.

#i had enough for plane ticket so i could get married #i had JUST gotten enough #and theres literally no way ill ever save that up again #especially considering that my sister is convinced we wont get another year here because the dog is so badly behaved #like this. was your. idea. good fucking grief #i couldnt afford to stay in our old apartment just by myself nor could i afford a new place #since i quit my job to help move and also because it had become unbearable #i just feel like. i got the short end of the stick somewhat #i really wish i could get my own place.

[l13bg0tt]

I need advice on how to not feel so insecure I want to die at parties 🙈 going to one tonight and we’re going to the bar after 😭

I sound like an actual child. But really am just an introvert who doesn’t go out much :)

Pls help. It’s like 20 girls who I don’t know very well and it’s for one of my besties bday. I feel like ppl are gonna think I’m a nerd for bringing cupcakes.

BASICALLY I NEED TO BE SLAPPED

#is cupcakes too much #are we too old for cupcakes #brb buying bae a plane ticket so she can hold my hand #parties are scary

[nymphaforesta]

little reminder that I have new videos for sale and I'd really appreciate it if you could support me 🫶🏻

#plane tickets are hella expensive and i really need to go see my dog since she's very old #so pls<3

[hatedmaggot]

trying to think of what i could sell to make up the money ..my dvds obviously.. i dont have a lot of books but i cld still sell my tc ones maybe? uuh.... what the fuck else do i even have thats worth anything

#just stuff in storage at my old house i mean.. #my graphic shirts maybe ??? #uhh i cld sell my vcr its in almost new condition .fuck id miss her #if i sold all my dvds for like $5 average id have $1500 but thats all lost on a passport plane ticket and elliots vaccines / pet passport #i also dunno if that wld be enough for all that. literally not even counting food either. i have no idea what im gonna eat

[queerbuckleys]

Cant believe I signed up to go and be deadnamed and misgendered hahahahaha

#I’m excited to see my cousins tho #at least the plane tickets were ten bucks #and I think I have a good few people in my corner #but it’s a bunch of old people bababaa

[chanteuseu]

1st day on wellbutrin, i havent told anyone but i do be kind of feeling it

#had a terrible day singing at work #which slay bc singing is my work #but not slay bc i sucked ass a little bit #and i know the wellbutrin had SOMETHING to do with it #i can feel my perspective shifting #good things to come hopefully #i have an audition for juilliard which feels beyond insane to utter out loud much less in the tags of a tumblr post #let's see if they'll let me in #i cant even imagine ​lil old me in new york #fuck why are plane tickets so expensive #most of the time i just want to go back to my parents house and lie in bed #sometimes i'm ready though #sometimes i feel the hunger #the magnitude of my dream manifesting #everything will be alright #and things are pretty good right now #i do be busy as FUCK tho #personal

[cruelsister-moved2]

iykyk exactly what im referencing but the phenomenon of making a blog with a quirky hyphen url dedicated to something as the very first step to making that thing part of your life gives me such second hand embarrassment 😭 like the langblrs that immediately reblog 1000 language learning google drives and inspirational quotes and translated poetry in their target language and then their most recent post is like i just downloaded duolingo!!!<3

like wouldnt you at least learn one sentence in russian and see if you like it before trademarking sarahochkas-russki-journey dot tumblr dot com? and I'm curious bc u see 1000s of these blogs in this initial stage but much fewer of them that made it any further so are 90% of them just immediately giving up and quietly deleting the blog or whats going on there

#makes a blog called adventures-in-Rome about my move to Rome #and the first post is ahhhh im so excited I just googled how much a plane ticket to Rome costs squeeze #and then 100 aesthetic pics of Rome and some inspirational quotes by Italians #aware I'm in my mean old lady era. not saying they're doing anything wrong just saying I hate to see it #when I try a new thing I tend to wait until im very into it before I tell anyone bc I don't want it to be embarrassing if it's not for me #in the end and I quit #I think theres a balance bc it gets weird if u leave it too long but at the same time im so glad I didn't come out to anyone as asexual #when I was 12. you know.

[subatomicskud]

One day when I have the money for it, I need to get a really big suitcase when I'm travelling over visiting my mum's and finally rescue the life sized cardboard cut outs of Freddy and Jason I had when I was a teen and bring them back to my flat.

#every year im like MUM PLEASE DONT THROW THEM #and shes like YOUR HUSBANDS ARE STILL SAFE CHILL #she lives super far from me so i only see her once or twice a year and plane tickets and adding on huge luggage bag is mucho diñero -_- #but i wish to be reuinited with my old flames once more #had those cut outs since I was like 15 and they just been in a closet somewhere at hers since i moved out years and years back 😂 #my partner will be like 'ah great new permanent house guests'

[jasonsthunderthighs]

I got my ID! MCR here I come! 💜🤩

#I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE ‘EM #I'VE WAITED ALMOST A DECADE TO SEE MY FAVOURITE BAND #AHHHHHH #I was DEFINITELY pushin my luck to see ‘em cause I needed to get my ID to get a plane ticket to see ‘em #cause I needed to have it by next Tuesday #I was havin so much anxiety over this and freakin out cause of time anxiety #my old ID expired on my birthday of this year plus I lost it and needed to get a new one anyways #I need to shut up #Shut up G #not DC #not DC related

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#bluh. its been a long week and its not over bc i have to get this fucking manuscript done like fucking this weekend #and Sunday i have to go do fieldwork and then its Monday hhhhh #my boss: the meme of the week is productive women get shit done #and im like being called a woman in stem kills me a little more every time i hear it bleh im just trying to live my life #and by live i mean drain away all my time in the lab. uuuuh i need to rewrite these fucking methods and dun wanna #also fucking the coordinator lady who bought my plane ticket to visit one of my potential schools made it so that im gonna have to drive to #the airport at like 4am and then ill get back to my apartment at after 12am on the return. like i said my time was flexible but wtf lady? #its prob bc they were expensive tickets bc the fucking military #ugh. and the other school is like select 3 profs to meet with. and im like wtf y do i have to? if its just screening stuff y dont u just #assign it? i dont understand hhhh i dont wanna talk to them. i fucking dunno. at least i made it to the interview stage i guess #also also i was running today and randomly remembered that over the break my old bat of a nana was being stingy abt #money bc she said she was gonna give out inherentence to her kids while still alive so they would still be young enough to enjoy it #and my dad and uncle could retire a lil early and still pay for insurance and now shes going back on that bc she doesnt want taxes to go to #the government and my papa is like 85 and hes gotta b nearing deaths door and he cant reel her in anymore #anyway. point is she was talking to my uncle abt her reasons for keeping the money and she was talking shit on my mom for like the way she #spends money. like my mom has cancer u old fucking bitch. shes trying to enjoy her life a little before shes like dead or bedridden #shes also made comments abt my moms weight and like wtf lady she has cancer. shes had multiple abdominal surgeries she had a hernia for #like a real long time sorry shes not spending all her time exercising and eating tasteless healthy food like u #anyway i just think my nana is a bad person. so is my other grandma tbh my sister gets so pissed at her for ordering my mom around #like she treats her dog better than she ever did her kids. lol my grandparents just suck on both sides #and like everytime my parents r like go do things for ur grandparents im like fucking y? they're bad ppl #i dont kno how my parents r so normal #anyway wtf was i doing... ah right procrastinating #unrelated #srry for lack of drawings. just zero time 🫠 #i lov my mum so much. she doesnt deserve any of this bullshit

[kuruna]

i luv used books... the ones i bought last week came in today and the previous owner of one of them had been using a dried oak leaf as a bookmark <3

#hope talks #i wanna keep it preserved somewhere... ill have 2 figure out a good place 2 put it #nother time i found an old plane ticket from spain inside a book

[lordsardine]

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#woooo used points to book plane tickets . i love points #miscellaneous #renting a car for the first time ever too at the airport so uh. that'll be somethng #i have never once had a good experience at the airport car rental places -__- #but im going to pa to see my grandparents which will be nice #and will go and drive around where i grew up. and omg i want to go to my old hair dresser. Teresa i miss you #[edit] booked an appointment with her let's fucking goooooo #no one has got my hair like you have Teresa ;o;

[espooky]

What if I just moved again lol

#my old uni friend who now lives in [CENSORED] needs a roomate in august but at this point i have like 800 pounds in my bank account and #like that wouldn't even cover both the deposit and the plane ticket at this point #but i feel like if i dont move soon im gonna kms #and i hate england so i dont want to move anywhere else here #hates a rlly strong word thats not true its just not my vibe rn

[emmaspolaroid]

got asked if I want to nanny a family vacation for an entire week this summer and while that sounds Hard I’m also like…. that could be Vegas money

#wwwy still feels so far away but I don’t want to be scrambling #that could easily cover our plane tickets or hotel #ugh but 4 kids is a lot especially the two four year olds (who I love dearly they’re just so chaotic lol) #like what would be expected of me lol can I please have alone time after like 6PM or something how would it work hahaha #bc working all day but then getting to read alone on a balcony with a glass of wine sounds Nice #I would be homesick too tho I get homesick v easily #but……. the paycheck…..