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risingsh0t · 19 days
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🎂 — thea anaedius for @faerune
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keeperofquestions · 6 days
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An aesthetic board I made with @thehazbins at midnight last night for our new verse with Phel and Thea. First time doing one of these.
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boston-babies · 4 months
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Are you excited to furniture shop and decorate your homes?? ☺️
Thea and I are really excited!-Brayden
Casey’s already showing me her Pinterest board aesthetics for our place😂-Ryan
Will and I have already starting picking some things out!-Brandon
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jetaimeazar · 2 years
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“i’m not strong, but i know a lot of ways to destroy men emotionally.”
thea hale aesthetic mood board. 💓
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avrablake · 2 years
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Happy Blorbo Blursday!
Do you have any aesthetic/moodboards for your OCs or their relationships?
Hi! Happy Blorbsday and thanks so much for asking! I'm sorry I couldn't get to this last week, but I'm always happy to get asks about the blorbos in my brain.
When I started this project, the very first thing I did was make a pinterest board. Buuuut, I know a lot of the art and stuff on pinterest is there without permission so I keep those boards private, just for my own reference. I've started using Unsplash to find sharable pictures and have started pinning those to public boards. I also do a lot of picrews of my OCs and use wombo to make aesthetic art for my wips.
Here's some moodboards I've made using mostly unsplash and wombo
Thea:
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Here’s ones I made for each of my wips: Beyond the Darkness | Nightshade | Merpeople and Space Angels
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I also recently did this OC Associations Tag Game that has a lot of aesthetics in it.
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imaginyimagines · 2 years
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Your OCs Call Signs Would Be...
I thought it would be cool to see what my original character’s call signs would be if they had to select one, since I love Top Gun: Maverick far too much. (Since I have SO many characters, I will break it up a bit. This is strictly wrestling edition) 
Sabrina ‘Rina’ McMahon: Pixie or Mama Bear - She is a fiery sprite and famously an extremely protective motherly character  Here’s what she looks like! (art by SidTheKid on DeviantART)  Aesthetic board by @nightmareantagonist
Arwen Juliet ‘AJ’ McMahon-Harter: Lens or Paparazzi -Loves cameras and taking photos
Thomas ‘Thom’ McMahon-Harter: River - Since he’s easy going like a lazy river 
Presley Andrews: Moxie - Play off her attitude and her husband’s ring name is Jon Moxley  Here’s what she looks like! (art by @xjordynary) Aesthetic board by @nightmareantagonist
Priscilla Good: Johnny - As in Johnny B. Good 
Odette LeFay: Mirage - Play off of a character name of hers Here’s what she looks like! (art by @ss-trashboat) Aesthetic board by @nightmareantagonist
Anika Tanner: Jasmine - Her ring name, inspired by the Disney Princess  Here’s what she looks like! (art by @ss-trashboat)
Willow Lewis: Mjolnir - Thor’s hammer, she is an extremely powerful person and has a background in bodybuilding  Here’s what she looks like! (art by @ss-trashboat)
Mya Hughes: Diamond - Part of her ring name Here’s what she looks like! (art by @ss-trashboat)
Tessa Schuyler: Nightmare - Part of her ring name  Here’s what she looks like! (art by @ss-trashboat)
Shirin McLane: Siren - Her ring name Here’s what she looks like! (art by @ss-trashboat)
Antonia Herrera-Bautista: Ember - She is a fiery Mexican woman, but something not traditional sounding  Here’s what she looks like! (art by @ss-trashboat)
Rebekah Funk: Hardcore -  Granddaughter of the hardcore legend, Terry Funk
Allison Adkisson: Sin - Part of her ring name, she spells her name Allysin 
Caroline Rhodes: Dot - Her father is Dusty Rhodes, who infamously wore polka dots in the WWE. 
Brianna Elaine ‘Laney’ Lunde: Enforcer - Her father is the legendary wrestler Arn Anderson 
Bianca Morrison:  27 - This character is partially named after Jim Morrison of The Doors, a member of the infamous 27 Club 
Adelia ‘Dee’ DeRossett: Dee - It’s already her nickname, derived from Adelia  Aesthetic board by @nightmareantagonist
Theadora ‘Thea’ Thibodaux: TNT - She has a very fiery temperament, can explode
 Roderick Weston:  Reese - Variant of his ring name which is Rhys 
Clara Ross: Pin-up - Play on her personal style 
Ruby-Sarah Oswin: Sisi - Nickname derived from Sarah; also inspired by Empress Elizabeth ‘Sisi’ of Austria. 
Talia Chapman: Moon - Her middle name is Mahina, meaning moon or our moon in Hawaiian 
Ceridwen Lysander: Mimi - Nickname derived from her middle name of Mirah. 
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john3vanmba · 2 months
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New Friends and More
Last year, on May 8, 2023, my MBA program in De La Salle University has started. I met my initial set of friends in the orientation; they are Che, Alex and Jeah. We’re all different but we clicked right away. The first two (2) terms were a bit light since we’re just trekking our bridging courses since we aren’t business or accounting graduates.  It was really fun and I never thought that I would enjoy going back to school at my early 30’s.
Then this 2024, we enrolled for our third term. We just need one (1) more bridging course so we enrolled that, together with some true MBA subjects. One of those subjects is the “La Sallian Business Leadership, Ethics and CSR” under Miss Pia Manalastas, our ever so bright teacher. Part of the subject completion is for us to have a “Service-Learning Program”, where in the whole class is grouped into two (2) sets of nine (9) people. Luckily, I was grouped with my batch mates, Che and Alex, plus a new set of awesome friends, Roma, Zyrus, Rovin, Thea, Mel and Simms. Our goal is to provide assistance for GABAY Ph, a small local organization situated at Caloocan City. GABAY, by the way, is a non-profit, community-based organization with a central mission to establish comprehensive and enduring psychosocial support and spiritual guidance for individuals living with HIV in the Philippines (PLHIV), which they referred to as “clients.” The group and their representative agreed to provide some sort of leadership trainings to GABAY’s officers, volunteers and member. Also, we’re thinking of giving them additional assistance like improving the aesthetics of their place and adding other merchandise options in their sari-sari store. We gave a lot of ideas and it was fun brainstorming with my group mates in order to help those in need.
Little did they know, I have a very close friend who also has HIV for years now, so I quite understand the thoughts and feelings of the GABAY clients. He always tells me his struggles so I always give him the listening ear that he needs. I’m so touched that he trusted me this very sensitive secret. I can’t give him anything to help with his disease so being a supportive friend with no judgement is the best I can give for now. But now that we have this service-learning activity in DLSU, I can help people like him at least alleviate a few of those uncomfortable feelings. What I learned from my friend is that what HIV patients really needs, is understanding and treating them like a normal person, because they still are. Shutting them from society and showing disgusts are not the solution, rather help them live like us and prolong that life. We are all children of God so we must treat each other with kindness and respect; and I promise to do that as long as I live.
We still have a long way to finalize all our ideas but I guarantee that this would be awesome and beneficial to them. Although, we cannot provide long term assistance as of this moment, I hope our leadership training, as well as a small help in their place and business would at least lift them up and make them happy. We had a lot of good thoughts and we plan to see the place ourselves so we can plan better. Maybe room partitions and repaint would be helpful? Maybe redesigning their store and sign board are great too? Maybe Roma and Che can share their leadership experience to them? I don’t know but I’m very excited!
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runbulletproof · 6 years
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Bones (Star Trek) aesthetic board. [Do not repost. Do not remove caption.]
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tessellate-skies · 4 years
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Thea
Key Words: Angelic,Delicate,Yearning
Song Recommendation:can you hear them sing?-Cemeteries
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Check out Thea’s Pinterest board!
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avasharpe · 3 years
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The Best of Me Belongs To You
Chapter: One of One
Summary: The four times Nyssa saw Sara and the one time she greeted her.
Fandom: Arrow, Legends of Tomorrow.
Relationship: Nyssa al Ghul/Sara Lance, Sara Lance/Ava Sharpe (Mentioned), Roy Harper/Thea Queen.
Characters: Nyssa al Ghul, Sara Lance, Ava Sharpe, Thea Queen, Roy Harper
Rating: General Audiences.
Additional Tags: Fall Aesthetics, Angst, Unhappy Ending, WE COULD HAVE HAD IT ALL.
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(This is an old fic I’m reposting but it fits with the fall vibes.)
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Nyssa walks down the aisle in search of a new tea kettle. The old one had collected rust after spending the majority of its time on the stove holding tea she would never drink. Somehow she ended up in the home décor section and her boots click on the floor as she carries her basket in the crook of her arm.
There was a swish and the hairs on the back of her neck stood up as she felt the air brush past her, moved apart by the knife that flies through it. Nyssa hears it land and looks to see to it embedded in a cutting board on the next aisle over.
“What have I told you about playing with merchandise?” A harsh male voice criticizes the thrower.
Nyssa looks to see Sara turn towards the store manager with a disgruntled look. Sara wears jeans and a store issue shirt with her long blond hair swaying around her shoulders. She looks good, although she doesn’t look happy.
There’s a pain in Nyssa’s heart, one that is as familiar to her as breathing. The manager says something and Nyssa can see the murderous glare in Sara's eyes and she wonders if the effects of the pit still torture Sara. Nyssa stands there, frozen in time as she watches Sara scowl at her manager before being called away by another customer.
She wants to go to Sara, but a little voice inside tells her that Sara may not be happy to see her. Especially, if her soul is plagued by the Pit's desires. The event that Nyssa begged to stop, and the guilt she still cares for the part she played her Beloved's tortured soul.
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Nyssa had just finished her latest novel and in a fit of rage had gone back to the library in the midst of a rainstorm just to return the book. The novel, although praised by critics, had a cathartic tone that had not been well played by the author. Leading her to be disappointed and yearning for a more satisfying story. Now, she roams the shelves in an attempt to find something else to satisfy her.
The peace and warmth of the old building, along with the browned tones had calmed her as the smell of old books surrounded her senses. As she picks up an ancient novel she caught a flash of blonde hair in between the crack in the shelf that sent her heart into her throat.
Nyssa walks to the end of the aisle and peeks around the corner. Sara sat at one of the oak tables mulling over several books and papers. There were a number of tables set up in the library for students and others to sit at, but they were all empty save for the one Sara was using.
Nyssa could see the many papers Sara had spread out and the various books she had stacked around her. She was deep in her studies and writing in her notebook, a look of concentration on her features. One Nyssa had seen many nights before as she taught Sara her language and as they studied other League related things.
However, these were not subjects Nyssa had studied before. The stack of books next to Sara were about aerospace engineering and flight as well as astronomy and history. Curiosity got the best of her as she considers approaching Sara and inquiring about the reason for her study.
Once again that little thought intrudes into her mind, saying that Sara was better off without the pain Nyssa brought to her life. Every time Nyssa had entered Sara’s life it had ended in only heartbreak for both of them, but this time they were free of the service to the League and expectations of others. Perhaps this time it could be different.
She contemplated her position and almost lost herself when she caught Sara's blonde hair flicks over her shoulder. Sara whips around in an attempt to catch her. Nyssa quickly sidesteps behind the shelf as she hears Sara get up and race towards the aisle, but by the time she reaches it, Nyssa is long gone.
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This time she had drawn the short straw, literally. Thea had held them both between her fingers in an attempt to settle the argument of who should venture out into the cold fall weather for takeout. A welcome change from their usual dinner of boxed meals. She goes up to the podium at the restaurant and gives the manager the fake to name placed under their order.
The lowlights and red decor mirror the fall evening outside the windows. Nyssa looks around for a place to sit and wait when a short brunet woman brushes past her. She pulls along a tall man with a sunny smile whom she vaguely recognizes as he mutters an apology. Her eyes follow the happy couple as they go to their table. A party full of several other people takes up the center of the restaurant, but Nyssa easily picks out Sara’s face in the crowd. She’s smiling at them as they greet her and sit down across from her.
There is an empty seat next to Sara and Nyssa thinks about how easily she could fill it, but would Sara even want her there? There’s a familiar ache and her heart as if it was tearing open a deep longing. Nyssa watches the party as they laugh and talk, sipping red wine and eating the bread on the tables as they wait for their food.
A clap of thunder catches her attention as it rumbles through the air. The party doesn’t notice, they continue on with their merry dinner. The manager calls her name and hands over the bag of hot food and Nyssa can see the steam come up through the paper boxes. She takes one last look at the group and at Sara's beautiful smile. It’s a genuine smile and true happiness radiates from her.
Nyssa can’t ruin that, she thinks. Sara deserves happiness more than she does. She turns away and walks out the door of the restaurant into the wet, cold streets of the city, layers with golden leaves.
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Nyssa happens upon it, walking around the corner in the park towards the fountain. She sees the couple straight ahead of her. She had been out taking a walk to cool her head. It seems that sharing an apartment with two all but teenagers still slaves to their hormones had taken its toll on her sanity. Nyssa ran out of the apartment they had been staying in after Thea and Roy and started kissing, grabbing only a coat and her gray hat.
The couple is locked in a kiss. Sara is leaning up on her toes as the other blonde’s ducks down to reach her lips. Sara’s got a grip on the other woman's gray jacket collar, holding onto her to keep herself steady. She used to do that to Nyssa, she used to run her fingers along her label and cling to it with a death grip. Nyssa touches her collarbone as if she can still feel Sara's hands there.
Her first thought is that it should be her. It should be her kissing Sara. It should be her ducking down to reach Sara’s lips, but it’s not and Nyssa can barely stand to see it. She thinks she should feel jealous, but instead, she just feels a longing for her beautiful yellow bird.
Sara pulls away with a smile across her face, mirroring the one on the woman’s face in front of her and dropping back down onto her heels. Sara straightens the other woman’s shirt as she pulls Sara in closer to her. She whispers something in Sara's ear that makes her laugh, the sound echoing through the park.
It was that beautiful sound that sent Nyssa falling in love with her all over again. Sara’s laughter pulls at her heart, but it wasn’t meant for her. She knows now if Sara were to look over and catch her, she would see the pain on Nyssa’s face. She steps back once, then twice, till she turns and runs in the other direction. Now Nyssa only feels jealousy in her heart.
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“I don’t want to go,” Nyssa insists.
“Oh come on you’ll have lots of fun,” Thea said, as she put the finishing touches on her makeup. “It’s for Felicity, remember. It’s her first Hanukkah without Oliver and I want to be there.”
The idea of spending the entire night enjoying Felicity's and everyone else's company without having to see Oliver entices her very much so. Despite how the thought of potentially running into Sara overwhelms her senses.
“What are you gonna do Nyssa? Celebrate Hanukkah all by yourself in this crappy apartment?” Roy asks, knowing she would attend just to spit him. They have a very good relationship although, it was more teasing than anything, he was the little brother she never had.
She was also looking forward to having the night off and being around others her own age. Thea and Roy were wonderful, but despite their shared agenda, they were both at different stages in their lives.
"Alright," she agrees.
“Hey,” Felicity greets them with an eager smile and a warm hug and she ushers them into her home.
There was a fire going in the hearth and blue and white decorations adorn the brick walls. Felicity and Thea quickly got swept into a conversation as Nyssa hung back admiring the apartment. She wanders around towards the kitchen and before she catches Sara’s familiar warm smile. She’s wrapped around the arm of the blonde Nyssa saw at the park. She turns to walk away from them, but before she can take a step Sara recognizes her.
“Nyssa.” Sara calls out, her name sweet on Sara's lips.
“Hello, Sara,” she said trying to be polite. When she turns around and looks at Sara she sees a kind of softness in her eyes.
“It's good to see you, Felicity mentioned that you were traveling with Thea and Roy to destroy the other Lazarus pits,”
Nyssa nods. “They also told me of your time traveling adventures. It must be exciting.”
There’s a kind of heaviness that sets in the air as they gaze into each other’s eyes. The other blonde that is attached to Sara’s hip looks between the two of them.
“Hello, I’m Ava Sharpe, Sara’s fiancé.”
Before she can introduce herself to Ava, Thea bounds over having heard Ava’s introduction. She squeals at Sara as they embrace each other in an excited hug.
“I heard someone’s engaged,” Thea sang.
“Yeah, Sara show her,” Ava said, holding up Sara’s hand, to display the ring on her finger. It's certainly extravagant with several large diamonds in an intricate display. Something Nyssa knew Sara never wanted. Not in their lifetime at least.
“So Ava, Felicity said that you work for some sort of time agency?”
“Yes, the Time Bureau…” Ava said as she began to explain her work.
Nyssa lets her eyes fall down into left, a silent signal to Sara. Who takes her cue and untangles herself from Ava. They walk towards the pantry and away from the crowd as Nyssa puts her hand on Sara's back, knowing that she would lean into her as Sara caves to Nyssa's touch.
‘I’ve missed you’ or ‘you look good’ are some of the things she expects Sara to say. However, once they're alone in the pantry, Sara turns to lean against the counter across from her.
“I’m so proud of you,” Sara said, her smile is soft and the weight of her words surprises Nyssa. “Standing up to your father and Merlyn, dismantling the League, and destroying the Lazarus Pit. You've ventured out on your own and created your own path in life. It’s everything I could have wanted for you.”
“I was simply doing what was best," Nyssa said, looks down at the floor and away from Sara’s bright eyes, grateful for her approval, but her instincts are always to be modest.
Sara gave a little chuckle and Nyssa wants to wrap up this moment in a bottle. If only so she could keep the feelings and the sound of Sara’s laugh forever.
“And what of you? I have heard of some of your adventures, but none of the details?” Nyssa asks, yearning to hear of Sara's life.
“I’m a time traveler now and the captain to a crew of misfits. Recently we’ve been battling a few demons. Things somehow get messed up a lot, but I like to think we fix things more than we break them.”
Sara seems to shine as she describes her work in Nyssa can see that it is her true calling.
“I’m glad you’re happy with your work and with Ava as well,” Nyssa said, the first part fell naturally off her tongue, but the latter set of words she had to force herself to say.
“Yeah Ava and I are happy,” Sara said, nodding her head eagerly and fiddling with her ring. “Are you happy? Do you have someone? I didn’t see anyone else with you tonight.”
“There is no one else in my life,” Nyssa said, ‘only you’ she thought. “But I am happy, very much so.”
“That’s great,” Sara said nodding, drumming her fingers on her clutch.
“Yes,” Nyssa agrees too quickly.
Every cell in Nyssa’s body screams ‘go to her! Kiss her, pull her into your arms and never let go!' Surely Sara must see the longing on her face and the way Nyssa’s body aches for her.
“There you are,” Ava said walking into the pantry. “Have you two had enough time to get caught up?”
Ava plants herself next to Sara and wraps an arm around her. Ava leans down to give her a kiss, but Sara turns away and resigns Ava to kiss her cheek.
“Yes,” Nyssa said, eager to leave. “I think I’ll go find Felicity and see if she needs any help.”
Then she does something she’s never done before. While walking away Nyssa turns to look back to her. Sara's lips were parted and there was a look of longing in her eyes, one that Nyssa knows all too well. Against her better judgment, she left Sara in the pantry. She knew that Sara will be happy with Ava. Nyssa has seen it and she can find someone else to love. Although, in that moment it seemed she will never truly love anyone else.
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“Why didn’t you tell her how you feel?” Thea asks on the car ride home, questioning her from the passenger set. “You could have swept her off her feet and taken her away.”
“Not everything is a fairytale, little Queen.”
Thea rolls her eyes but continues. “Didn’t you see the way Sara looked at you, she still loves you.”
“She said she was happy and she is engaged to another. I will not go against her word and intervene where I am not wanted.”
“Nyssa, Sara’s lying. Can't you see, she was looking at you all night, she…”
“Thea, enough,” Nyssa said, gripping the steering wheel.
Nyssa studies the road before her and the rain that fell across it. The leaves from fall sit decaying on the roadside as winter sets in. She knows she will never be with Sara. No matter how much she longs for her, no matter how much she is jealous, no matter how happy she knows she and Sara could be.
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phantomarchive · 4 years
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Send ‘Trick or Treat!  🎃’ to my inbox and I’ll give you a treat! | @hartofbalamb​​
🎃 (for any of my blogs! Whatever strikes your fancy <3) 
I picked one for Squall because a) I love Squall a lot, and b) I have a board for him on my Luna pinterest board for Reasons, so I finally got to put some of my Squall aesthetics to use! I love these so much, and I hope you like this!
Down To Nowhere - Thea Gilmore : So I am going down to nowhere / With the dropouts and the bums / I'm a soldier in a vacuum / When the darkness comes / I'm a Vaudeville comedienne / In a theater of bones / And it's a laugh a minute / Where nowhere is your home
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hellopugeroni · 4 years
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do you have a pinterest? if so i'd love for you to do an aesthetics board from Thea and Madison
I do have pinterest, but my account is private and I rarely use it. I was mostly using it as a way to save inspo for builds. I don’t really have the time to make aesthetics boards, unfortunately. 😔 That said, I really appreciate your interest in my sims! 
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Crossover/Mashup Aesthetic Board - Cheryl Blossom as Thea Queen/Speedy
Aesthetic Masterlist
Notes: This started as a one off and blew up from there, Veronica as Black Canary or Betty as Felicity anyone??🤔
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pelagicgifs · 4 years
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thea aesthetic
i was tagged by @kafkawritcs. rules: go onto pinterest, type in ‘your name + core + aesthetic’ and make up your own mood board! tagging anybody who sees this, idk both my friends have done it
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blckthvrns · 4 years
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Have you seen ATHENA BLACKTHORN? THEA is in SOPHOMORE year. The ACTING MAJOR is/are 20 years old & is a ARIES. People say SHE is/are OUTGOING, TENACIOUS, QUICK TEMPERED and CALCULATING. Rumors say they’re a member of CALLOWAY. I heard from the gossip blog that SHE CONVINCED HER HISTORY PROFESSOR TO LEAVE HIS WIFE FOR HER, AND THEN LEFT HIM.
(repost for the new acct, she hasn’t changed she’s still awful)
❣ . STATISTICS
name : Athena Rosaline Blackthorn
nicknames: Thea, T, Thena
age : twenty
school year : sophomore
major : acting / film studies
date of birth : 2nd april
zodiac sign : aries
sexuality : pansexual
+ traits : outgoing, tenacious
- traits : quick tempered, calculating
❣. PERSONALITY :
Thea is outgoing to a fault, the first to raise her hand in a lecture and one of the last lingering at the end of class, chatting to her classmates.
thrives being in calloway, loves the elitism of it all, the romanticism of secret letters and iron clad gates of society secrets.
a mix between cher horowitz, blair waldorf, veronica sawyer & a hint of eve polastri
likes who she likes and hates who she doesn’t, always one to veer sharply one way or the other. Indifference isn’t something she often feels towards people, though it’s usually due to the fact that to her, it means they’re just plain forgettable.
can be incredibly easy to get along with when she wants to be, insufferable the next.
probably considered more often than not a drama queen by most, one of those out there acting majors who craves a spotlight and a table to dance on.
❣. BACKGROUND :
Athena is one of quite a few blackthorn children, all born to leander and apollonia blackthorn. She and her brother were born together on a cloudy night in early April, Thea born first, desperate to make her way into the world with a wail of strong lungs and tenacity.
the blackthorns themselves have a bit of a tumultuous history, scarcely heard of before their rise into the ranks of the wealthy in 1921. Very Kennedy-esque, prominence now runs in their blood. But power and wealth always come at a cost.
Some call their family cursed, whether it be the will of a scorned witch or karmic justice balancing the world once more, living and loving as a blackthorn was never intended to be easy.
& while Thea doesn’t want to believe in the curse, it’s hard to ignore. Blackthorns die, or their loved ones die, it’s all one big circle of death and heartbreak and she can’t exactly deny it. If anything she points it out when it’s convenient to her, an excuse, a reason, a justification for behaviors she indulges in.
In her own mind, her version of the curse upon them is unforgivable. Is it a worse curse to lose the ones you love, or to never feel that grip of love to begin with? To never truly be lovable keeps her alive and well sure, but that chasm in her chest remains unfilled.
Growing up in a family where competition was as common as breathing made her stronger, if not smarter. Named after the goddess of war, to her it was a blood right. She learned to outwit to get what she wanted, what she lacked in stature or strength she had tenfold in wit and charm. Innocent eyes and a conniving little need to have her way. Her brother, while her other half, was all the heart, where she remained the head. It worked for her, in most ways.
went to a boarding school in europe for most of her early education, spending winter breaks and summers back in romania when she could.
Thea thrived on attention, and tried out a few hobbies and extracurriculars before acting became her passion. It was fun to her, to become other people with emotions and dreams so different from her own. It was fun seeing what those characters brought out in other people. If she didn’t like what she was given, she could shift, change, become someone better. Maybe just maybe, you never knew her at all. try again, look at the surface once more.
convinced her parents to allow her to attend of all things, a public school in manhattan. LaGuardia School of Music & Art to be exact, too many gossip girl fantasies interwoven with the knowledge of the stars its campus produced, she begged and pleaded and argued until she got her way. truly her biggest con to date.
Thea spent those years diving into becoming unending versions of herself. Took in the world around her, a city that never slept full of millions of souls to bare. She went out, partied, discovered, lived the life free of chains of her own making for once
The fact that she HERSELF was never discovered and whisked away to stardom she chalks up to another result of her curse. To be adored, but never truly loved. To be wanted, but never feel that love within herself for someone else. Was she unlovable, or just incapable of feeling it? She could scratch up every emotion under the moon in a second for performance. Anger, grief, passion. But love? Thea wasn’t sure she’d ever feel it.
She dated of course, various boys and girls at school or those whirlwind affairs on her summers home. But nothing ever lingered, ever stuck. She was always meant to be a little too much, yet never quite enough to hold on to. But the rush of feeling like someone’s entire universe was quickly an addiction.
Lust, was something else entirely. Lust was primal, immediate, and something she could cling to. She slept around and had her fun, but never let it linger, never stayed after to see whatever would soon cloud her partner’s gaze,
Coming to Yates was in part for the theatre department, but mostly for the whispers of the existence of the societies mentioned by her brothers. Call it a terrible fantasy, but visions of dark academia aesthetics and elite college life pulled her in. In her eyes her big break is still on the horizon, just a little further than anticipated.
Which brings us to last fall, her first year on campus. Met her history professor, noticed the way he couldn’t take his eyes off her. It was a new kind of thrill, having a weird sort of power over a grown man. He called her his ‘little goddess’ a term she found a bit condescending but whatever, the attention was devoted, almost reverent. It was easy to see how far she could stretch it, gifts he would give her, sweet nothings of their could be future if he just did something about it.
& After a while of doing nothing more than exchanging messages, having secret coffee dates out of town, he mentioned leaving his wife so they could start over, be the love story he envisioned them as.
That was when Thea realized what it would entail, how the rest of the little fairy tale would play out once the fun little scandal of it all faded. Doting housewife to a history professor, step mom to two teens who sounded already annoyingly perfect on paper. All mapped out. Gross, in summary. So he made his plans, and she made hers. Her plans left him in the dust, even as his divorce papers were signed sealed, delivered.
So she’s newly single-adjacent, though not sure where it’ll take her next. Her focus is back where it belongs on her and her alone, where she hopes it stays.
❣. HEADCANONS :
she loves being loved. It is a part of the reason she’s so quick to fall into another ‘role’ for others, tweak her words, expressions, make herself the most lovable version in their eyes. There has never been a moment where she’s felt it in return but to receive
Moments of adoration and appreciation fuel her like nothing else. She’s an actress, she needs applause and validation to live.
While her relationships with her siblings have always been incredibly complex in her eyes, her relationship with her twin brother is the one that’s faced the most hardship. Connected at the hip for their early years, incredibly distant in locations the rest, she wonders if he truly loves the person she’s turned into. If any of them are capable of loving who she is now.
she’s smart, genuinely very bright and just uses that fact for her own devices. Playing dumb might get her where she needs to be in some occasions, but she plays the long game. being named after a god of war is something that sticks with you after all.
watching terrible reality tv is her comfort, often spends half the show critiquing the wardrobe and the other half exclaiming how much better an option she’d be if it were her in their place.
loves to party, loves to drink, though drugs scare her. Something about the possibility of a complete loss of senses or control is something she’s never been able to repeat after a really bad trip back in new york.
drink of choice is fucking cosmo bc, carrie bradshaw.
❣. POSSIBLE CONNECTIONS :
a best friend! whether they met in new york or when she got to yates, someone who’s her ride or die friend who sees all of her shit and loves her despite it.
someone who is very much just not that into her. girl can bat her eyes and smile that smile and still?? nothing. probably drives her insane.
one night stands, ex hookups, current hookups. sometimes she gets around, we been knew. maybe even an ex bf or gf? maybe once things got serious, she killed the relationship before they inevitably realized they didn’t want her.
a fwb solely for when they just need a little fun? Can be very little feeling involved beyond thinking the other is attractive. Probably don’t even see the light of day in each other’s presence.
straight up enemies, hate each other on sight, probably drag each other to pieces
a verbal sparring partner?? girl is full of opinions whether it be in classes or life in general. someone to knock her down a peg or three and enjoy it. Could also be weird intellectual foreplay?? who’s to say.
literally anything else! come at me, let’s do some shit.
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