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#there's a couple of specific methods that are most of the thoughts usually so they're the specific ones i gotta watch out for more if that
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"i mess up things and then i don't have the energy to fix them up" yes brain true sentence but no brain the appropriate response is NOT "therefore i should kill myself (and here's how)"
#tw suicide#i wish i was joking#i am just so so tired of keeping myself alive! can't someone else do it for a change? or better yet kill me??#said something to the emergency room psych#she queried it and i confirmed i had said precisely what i intended#she blinked and said 'i usually hear that from jaded forty year olds not twenty year olds'#i won't share what because it was a highly specific explanation of precisely how i might see myself suiciding or how/whether i thought i#could. she asked me and i answered. apparently she wasn't expecting that level of detail and confidence#is it funny to anyone else that i always struggle with confidence but i can confidently tell her specifics about suicide thoughts?#this is reminding me of the fifteen year old yesterday i was conversing with and he randomly started listing all the suicide methods he#could think of and i was internally like you missed a dozen i can think of. didn't say that obvs#i don't know i am. tired. of everything. and i had a long and good conversation with an older woman from church last night (mother of the#boy. i have confided in her before she's great)#she's hte only person irl who now knows about the second suicide attempt (tho she doesn't know it was the second) and she was encouraging m#to see the psych and escalate care#but all day ive been regretting telling the psych or bro or anyone honestly#it would be so much EASIER to have said nothing and gone through with my plan#i wouldn't trust myself not to rn if i had access#i mean. i know multiple ways in this room i could kill myself. but i won't#there's a couple of specific methods that are most of the thoughts usually so they're the specific ones i gotta watch out for more if that#makes sense#ooh gosh im rambling i should shut up xD#personal#puddleglum hours
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wazzappp · 5 months
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Retroviruses got me fucked up
@moosemonstrous are u ready for a dissertation? I hope so.
people who followed me for art I'm so sorry
ALRIGHT so we're gonna cover a couple areas.
General information about retroviruses.
Details about The Corruption and theories about how it works inside the body.
SPECIFICALLY ROBBIES viral weird shit. Cause what he has going on is even more fucked up than normal fucked up. Fucked up squared.
Me ranting about skin necrosis and why I shouldn't have just. Thown it in there because I thought it would look fucky wucky.
GENERAL INFORMATION ABOUT RETROVIRUSES:
As most people know, a virus is a cell that enters the body of a host and alters its DNA to turn that hosts cells into virus making factories. This is what allows viruses to duplicate and spread through the body so quickly. But whats that? 'What makes retroviruses different from other viruses?' I hear you asking? WELL EXCELLENT QUESTION THATS A PERFECT PLACE TO START. A retrovirus is different because its method of self duplication involves an enzyme called reverse transcriptase. This makes retroviral infection PERMANENT. Even if the virus is defeated by the immune system, those changes stick around. The phrasing used was 'ipso facto mutagenic' meaning 'by the fact itself/inevitable'.
...Which is kinda metal honestly I want it on a tee shirt (definetly not thinking of Amadeus saying that to Robbie as he tries his best to explain theres no way to undo whats going on with him. nahhhh angst don't got a hold on me like that [<- vibrating])
'Ohhh but if those genetic changes never go away, doesn't that mean that those viruses will get passed on through peoples children?' ASKING SUCH GOOD QUESTIONS TODAY MY MUTUAL BECAUSE THE ANSWER IS YES. Once a retrovirus codes itself into a hosts gnome, its called a provirus (pro gamer move right there) Fun (not fun) fact around 8% of the human gnome is made of proviruses. These are called endogenous viruses, and for the most part they just kinda sit there and stay dormant. TERRIFYINGLY, other viral infections can trigger these endogenous viruses out of dormancy. As for what actually causes a provirus to go dormant uhhhhhhhh I dunno. Couldn't find an answer in my research someone make me look stupid with an answer please because I wanna know.
Ok now lets talk about the immune system a little bit. There are a few different kind of cells at work (hehehehehe) that help to fight viruses and other infections in the body. The first are Cytotoxic T cells or Killer T Cells. These are the cells that directly destroy cells displaying genetic patterns they recognize as bad. Next we have CD+4 Cells (Helper T Cells) which act as a library that stores information about how to identify an infected cell, and shares that information with other Killer T cells once one figures it out. Then there are the Regulatory T cells which suppress your immune responses to maintain homeostasis. They're what (USUALLY) stops your immune system from killing you while trying to clear a virus. Last there are Macrophage. CELLS AT WORK MAID MILFS- I mean cells that clear the debris that remain after the Killer T Cells are done destroying them.
Retroviruses have two primary ways of either side-stepping the immune system or just. Overwhelming it completely. Acutely transforming retroviruses do just that. They reproduce too quickly for Killer T cells to destroy them all and exhaust the system. The second type are called Non Acute Retroviruses. They camouflage viral particles as immune cells to suppress the immune system. For example, HLTV-1 is a retrovirus that disguises itself as a Regulatory T cell to artificially suppress the immune response thats trying to kill it.
HTLV-1 is really interesting because most of the time patients are asymptomatic, but 5% can graduate to HTLV-1 associated myelopathy/tropical spastic paraparesis, which affects the spinal cord and white matter of the central nervous system. This usually results in the weakening of lower extremities and sometimes total bowl/bladder control loss. It suckkssssss (but is also a retrovirus that affects the central nervous system so were circling back to it later 👀).
SPECULATION ABOUT THE CORRUPTION:
I've said previously that The Corruption has potential for a retrovirus that affects the central nervous system by degrading the brains ability to regulate muscular contraction, while also pumping out a ton of cortisol and adrenaline to encourage 'hysterical strength'.
Now I did a little more research about Hypoglycemia and combined with the nerve damage people would likely die from cardiac arrhythmia, which is a life threatening kind of ventricular fibrillation. Long and short, it means their hearts don't have the proper energy and stimulation to keep beating properly, so they stop beating in sync. This results in insufficient blood flow to vital areas like the brain, and combined with the inadequate blood sugar, this would result in very fast brain death.
Let's talk about the immune systems response to this Corruption retrovirus. We would most likely see lots of inflammation, and with the main focus being on nerve cell this would probably result in meningitis, which is inflammation of the tissue surrounding the brain and spinal cord. If left untreated this could result in a coma and then death. So we're seeing a SHIT ton of pressure on the brain and central nervous system. Which is like. VERY BAD for a person. We're talking brain death very very fast.
As for how the virus would target the nervous system directly we could look to real world examples like rabies (ahhhh rabies. can never get away from you). The virus would attach to nicotinic acetylcholine receptors, which are what turns chemical signals into electrical signals in your nerves. It would then spread through the axons of the central nervous system and eventually reach the brain. We could also pull a rabies with 'once you see symptoms it's too late' which I, personally, find fucking terrifying.
In terms of the virus losing its effectiveness once outside the body of a Demon/Kaiju we would likely need to look at the anatomy of a retrovirus itself. The outermost area is composed of envelope spikes, which tell the cell to let it in. After that is an envelope protein which plays an important role in complete virus particle (virion) assembly. Theres then a protein shell that contains reverse transcriptase and the RNA gnome that it will use to recode a host cell. If this virus evolved to survive in an environment that is always warm (hell. lol. lmao.) it might not be prepared to deal with these colder temperatures in our world. This could result in damage to the protective protein barriers and cause damage to the real important parts, the RNA and reverse transcriptase. This would mean that the virus would not be near as effective as a fully intact retrovirus cell.
The Corruption could be an endogenous virus thats embedded into the Demon/Kaiju gnome that wouldn't affect them, but would absolutely affect us because we haven't seen them before.
ROBBIES WEIRD FUCKSHIT:
alright guys this is where we put the FI into SCIFI cause your about to read a whole lot of nonsense sentences.
Robbie. Robbie is fucking WEIRD in EVERY universe and this shit is absolutely not different. Him being exposed to that previously mentioned damaged version of the virus from a young age might not give him true immunity but it would give him SOMETHING to work with. His immune system is at least slightly familiar with it and at this point whatever damaged version he came into contact with has already established itself as a provirus in him.
The Corruption thats established itself in The Charger is different.
Like I mentioned in my first diagram, I think there was a chemical reaction that stabilized the corrosive aspect of The Corruption, but this reaction would also have had an effect on the retroviral properties of the Demon/Kaiju material. ESPECIALLY when we add Eli into the mix.
Now, I think generally the amount of radiation that these viruses would be exposed to would kill them (if you believe viruses are alive. there is some MEGA debate going on about that). But if the corruption was just stabilized/hardened on the outside and left squishy and organic on the inside, that would successfully protect everything. And whats that organic squishyness on the inside? EXCELLENT QUESTION AGAIN. If Eli died while inside The Charger then it's not a stretch to think his DNA would have been incorporated and stored via through the natural processes of the retrovirus as a provirus. And so you end up with the genetic mixture of a horrifying creature capable of heinous acts, and a Demon/Kaiju. WITH retroviral properties. Dear god.
Robbie would get exposed to this the very first time he enters the Charger. Because of his semi-immunity + genetic relation to Eli he would likely be able to overcome the more meatsuit damaging aspects of this mixture and just get right through the genome editing without much fuss from his immune system. We would still have a certain degree of damage to his nervous system which allows for that change in strength that would occur in usual examples of the virus (maybe some added aggression from mild influence in his amygdala), but not to a deadly degree. Honestly this shit would barely classify as a virus its just. A nightmare mutagen at this point. So while some of his gnome would remain fairly the same, a good 30% to 50% is megafucked.
Changing Robbies genotype to this degree will naturally result in a change to his phenotype! For the sake of fun were gonna ignore stem cells and their weirdness (for now. I just need to stew on it a little longer and I can make up some bullshit I'm sure). The damage his muscles would experience from less regulated signals would mean they experience muscle tears and subsequent muscle growth. For usual muscle damage from exercise this takes a few days, so if we wanted to keep with that timeline it could be interesting to introduce some minorly sped up healing. That would also be fun for reactivating the growth plates in his bones to allow him to become bigger and taller overall (boring body horror my beloved @cicada-candy that term is never leaving).
THEN you can get into some of the fucky wuckier traits like tapetum lucidum and TEEF. TEEEEEEFFFF. The teeth in particular could go a few different ways. You could just have growth and development of the canines resume until they become elongated and more prominant. OR. You could replace the teeth with bony protrusions from the skull that would push out the original canines and grow in their place. Because of the time it takes for bones to heal your looking at this happening around 20 weeks out. Literally any fun trait you want to take from Demon/Kaiju could apply here.
The most important part would be the nerve bundles on his spine that would be used to bluetooth to The Charger (<- this is a nonsense sentence. I am aware of this). These would provide faster communication with the charger and (theoretically) more intuitive movement, while also allowing him to eventually controlling the charger from the outside. Please note that this would cause EXTREME STRESS to his nervous system. It would be like a person trying to flex a muscle the size of another person for the first time. LEARNING PROCESS. TAKE IT SLOW OR HAVE AN ANEURYSM.
Which leads me to the youtuber apology part of this.
WHY I SHOULDNT HAVE JUMPED TO SKIN NECROSIS:
Skin necrosis is a result of the mass death of skin cells that is furthered by the damage to blood cells. This usually results in a blackened, leathery texture to the necrosed skin. I SHOULD HAVE NEVER EVEN MENTIONED THIS.
What I SHOULD have done is said 'hmm ah yes it would make more sense for some protective covering over these nerve concentrations to either come from materials in Robbies body or to mutate into the skin of the Demon/Kaiju'. This is why we do sufficient research before getting back on our bullshit, wazz (mental note mental note mental note mental note).
I am quite partial to the idea of that stronger/thicker Demon skin/armor growing under Robbies skin and it just itches and burns until he cant ignore it anymore. And then he can pull off. Whatever skin is on the top of it. HEHHEHEHOHOHOHO DELICOUS MENTAL IMAGE of him panicking because he just wanted to scratch his back but now theres blood on his hands and skin sloughing off and dear fucking lord how did he get to this point in his life (<- I daydream about normal things guys don't worry. very average things).
ANYWAY uhhhh if you made it this far I love you. Legit. Have a cookie. Take a nap. Have a happy holidaze <3.
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puppycheesecake · 7 months
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Hey there! It is indeed very satisfiying to see CAS organized :O Could you share your process / sorting method? As I understand it I need to group all the stuff toghether in folders first. Do you dress up a sim with for example all your witch hats, search them in your folder and make a category out of it? That's how I thought I would do it but maybe you got a better way to do it :D (and if you want to have the CC sorted by creator do I need specific folders for tops, bottoms and full sets?)
Absolutely.
I dunno if there's an easier process or not, but I can tell you what I did.
I already had my Mods folder organized into folders and sub-folders, so for clothes and hair I just went into the respective folders and made a separate folder within for every creator, sorted alphabetically, then numbered them starting with 001. (In retrospect I should have started at like, 005 or something just to give myself a little wiggle room in case there was something I wanted to add at the top, but oh well.) Most CC has the creator's name in the filename, so that makes sorting it easy.
*** I number 001 instead of 01 or just 1 because when you open up your Mods folder in Sims4Studio to batch fix everything, it'll knock all your folders out of order unless there's three digits. Found that out the hard way. :T
I know the example in the tutorial didn't have their folders numbered and just has the creator name, but I'm not sure how they're managing that? I have all my folders numbered so I know what display index number I'm assigning them. (¤﹏¤) So ClumsyAlien hairs go in Mods -> Hair -> 005 ClumsyAlien, and I know when I batch fix it to set the CAS display index to 5. (And I'll know what to set the display index to for any new ClumsyAlien hairs I download in the future.)
*** On top of having folders for most creators I also have folders titled "A-C," "D-F," etc., for single pieces of CC that don't warrant their own creator folder. It keeps them loosely alphabetized. Like, if I only have a single shirt by Creator A and don't want to make an entire folder just for that, I can stick that shirt in folder A-C instead. The way I have it, I have creator folders at the top -> misc. alphabetical folders below them. So that shirt by Creator A won't be at the top of my CAS catalogue, but it'll be at the start of my "miscellaneous section" beneath all the creator sections.
For hats (or any category where I sort by function instead of creator), I open up a blank Sim in CAS, put whatever CC I want grouped together on them, save, then open them up in Tray Importer and drag all that CC into its own folder. Number the folder and batch fix as usual.
The example in the tutorial had them breaking up clothing by top/bottom/etc., but I don't really see the need for that, so I didn't do it. ¯_(ツ)_/¯
*** When numbering folders/batch fixing, it's probably smarter to do every other number (001, 003, 005) so you can go back and add in more folders later, but I was not smart. :V I've already got a couple new creator folders tacked on at the very bottom, whoops.
It's a long and super tedious process (hence why I'm doing it in batches and not fixing everything at once), but man, it has been so worth it. I only have clothes, hair, hats, glasses, and shoes done so far, but even just having those organized has cut down on my time spent scrolling through CAS searching for a piece of CC.
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thebluestbluewords · 6 months
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i have a question about your rhyming is hard descendants fic (which is so lovely by the way, your writing is so snappy and captivating) — if there’s no death on the isle, when did the rest of the rotten four’s (other) parents die, apart from jay’s mom? was it before their imprisonment?
ooh thanks for asking!
I actually went back to read the fic again before answering this, because my headcanons for how their other parents died can change a lot depending on what I'm writing!
For Rhyming Is Hard, I had some very specific headcanons in mind:
First off, the rhyme they're using interprets "parents" as birth parents, the biological contributors of each child who was within range when the spell was cast. The magic mirror is a bit more literal with spell requests than, say, Mal's spellbook, because unlike the spellbook, the mirror has more of a will of it's own. Sort of a genie-lite vibe, because while it can't make things go wrong, and it doesn't really feel malicious about how it interprets spells, it'll jump to the most literal possible interpretation of a rhyme by default.
Second, as I said in the fic itself, there's a couple ways to die on the isle, despite the best efforts of the barrier. (forgive my formatting here)
“I thought the spell prevented that?” Ben asks curiously. “The spell was supposed to prevent anyone from dying under the barrier.”  Jay snaps his head up to look at Ben, and if his eyes are a little red, well, nobody else is close enough to notice.   “The spell doesn’t work all the time,” he explains, voice low and even. “You can get around it if you destroy the body. Scatter the remains, or burn them beyond what the spell can handle, or let the sharks deal with you. People who really want that way out usually go with the sharks.” 
So, all the ways that you can die on the isle rely on destroying the body before the barrier spell can kick in and bring it back. Sort of an Osiris method. Scattering, burning, and being eaten by sharks (or theoretically any other large enough and hungry enough carnivore) all adequately destroy the body before the barrier spell can kick in and bring them back.
So! For the kid's parents, here's the rundown:
Mal has two living parents. Maleficent is chilling in her castle being evil, and Hades is slowly expanding his cave, which he moved into after abandoning his restaurant that we see in the background of D2 that one time.
Jay's mother, as stated in the fic, committed suicide by sharks rather than continue to live with Jafar. As an important side note, in this and most other of my fics unless otherwise stated, Jay's mother is one of the Huns from Mulan who was sent to the isle for supporting Shan Yu in his takeover attempt. Her relationship with Jafar is contentious at best, and she....didn't necessarily want a kid. Take that one as dark as you will.
Evie's father (biological, as per the terms of the spell) was killed in her mother's dungeon. The Evil Queen has more than enough resources to brew traditional poisons, even on the isle, and my personal headcanon for this fic is that after Evie reached an age where her mother was pretty sure she'd survive, she killed Evie's father by chaining him up and testing how much piranha solution she could slowly drip on him before the solution overtook the barrier's healing factor. Once she'd gotten the amounts figured out, she used him as a test subject until she found a solution that would dissolve flesh, but leave bones behind.
(Evie is the reason I specify biological parents here - I love the idea that the Evil Queen had a relationship with the huntsman, and if he was on the isle, I don't think she would have killed him or used him to have a child. I think she would have kept him around as a sort of pet, and he might have been almost a father figure to Evie if that's something I ever feel like exploring more).
Carlos's father was skinned so that he could be made into the finest, softest human leather, and the rest of his body was burned before the barrier spell could kick in and bring him back. There's a wood stove in Hell Hall, after all, and it gets cold on those long dark isle nights after they've run out of wood and trash to burn. (sort of a Ms. Lovett vibe, but with marginally less cannibalism and lot more nightmares about the oven set from the current broadway run).
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metalgirlrising · 1 year
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Idk but the majority of "tumblr funnymen" on here is a bit cringe. Everyone's sense of humor comes from just....being sarcastic and referencing someone else's joke on here but they rlly aren't "jokes" it's usually someone else snarky comment on a specific conversation (the "you may be ___ but IM different." Is the only one to come to mind rn)
And I know it's sparky for ME to bring this up and maybe even cringe myself since no one is doing any harm and ppl are just having fun on Here but it just reminds me of when I was in highschool and I didn't know how to fit in at all. I didn't know hownto dress nice or have a sense of style or even knew how to socialise. Anyways I had language arts with these two white girls and they where snarkey as all hell. They where the type of girls who felt they where the cut above the rest because they made family guy references AND read books and got straight A's. I had once bought myself a pair of hello kitty glasses and wore them to school a couple of times. (Again I had no sense of style and was trying to figure it out but I knew I looked cute in glasses and this was the Era where girls would wear those 3D glasses u get at the theater and just take out the lenses anyways I just thought it was cute) and I remember they where making comments about me they made a comment about me loud enough so I could hear them saying "oh, you mean the girl with the FAKE glasses?" Within earshot so I could hear. A part of me was a lil hurt and maybe my self esteem went down a lil but also I remembering thinking 'man....what a fucking prick.' Like I KNOW they're fake I know that everyone KNOWS their fake. It isn't big news to anyone.
But the story doesn't end there. In the same language arts class the two girls grouped together with this scrawny white boy that would be tumblrs sexyman and would be obnoxious trio in the back making snarky comments making references that they think no one but them gets yadda yadda. WELL this one dude enrolled in our class he definitely did and sold drugs. On top of that he was genuinely funny. He even made conversation with me a few times and he was the ONLY one that talked to me during class. WELL.... somehow me,him, and the three snarky kids and I think two others got grouped together for a project. I already made plans so sit there and stay quiet and do my work alone but somehow the three obnoxious kids and the stoner guy got into a discussion about the "best method" of using a bong and these pretentious ass kids said that a water bottle is the most efficient way to smoke think we where gonna be like "ooooh and aaaah" cause they didn't think anyone smoked weed in this class and the stoner guy was like "are you fucking kidding me a water bottle are you dumb??" And continued to lay down hard how and why it was efficient at all and these three kids tried to chime in with some shit they pulled up from wiki pedia or something but this dude wasn't having it. Then he went "you guys obviously never smoked weed." And they where ALL quiet and all I could think of was "ooooooooooh" this dude redeemed me without knowing he did. It was great it was awesome because he was right!
I wish I spoke up then but lmao idk sometimes when I see certain posts I just think of those two gals
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seonghwasriceball · 3 years
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Enhypen Reaction
To being jealous
Lee Heeseung
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A difficult guy to make jealous, I think. Like, it's Lee Heeseung. It doesn't get much better than that. But, anyway, he wouldn't get jealous in a "Someone was flirting with my s/o, what if they woo them and I lose them" kind of way, but more in a "My s/o is giving someone else attention, and I want them to pay attention to me" sort of way.
You were at Enhypen's dorm to spend some time with your boyfriend, but the maknae line had called you away to play a game with them because they were tired of only interacting with people in their group. And for the first little while Heeseung was fine with it, happy even, he loved seeing that you and his group mates got along well, but after two hours, he was getting lonely. He didn't like that you were spending more time with the youngest three than with him, because you were there to spend time with him in the first place. At first, he sat in the room and stared at you for a while, hoping you'd get the hint, but when that didn't work, he went away to sulk in the bedroom. After about twenty minutes of self pity, Heeseung began to feel guilty, because he was the eldest, and therefore he should be more mature than this, and after all, they are kids. They need to interact with people, they're still growing and developing. But the way you hugged Riki when he lost a round instead of hugging him made Heeseung sad. So, instead of whining into his pillow, he texted you to ask if you'd come spend time with him any time soon, and started giggling and wriggling about when you told him you'd finish that round of whatever it was you guys were playing and you're all his. When you finally came and laid down next to him on the bed, he had the biggest, cheesiest grin on his face, and he basically pinned you to the bed with his body, his face in your neck, voice slightly muffled when he said,
"Hope you peed before you got here, because I'm not letting go any time soon."
To sum up, Heeseung will get quiet, then disappear when jealous. He'll recognise and acknowledge the feeling, and then feel bad and immature for it, but cuddles and reassurances from you make it all better.
Jay Park
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Jay is more easily jealous than Heeseung, but again, not in an insecure way, but in a "this guy has the audacity to flirt with and touch my s/o? Nah, I don't think so" and a "that should be me with my arm around their shoulder" kinda way.
So, you were out with Jay shopping, and whilst in one of the shops, you met a classmate who was always kind of flirty with everyone but had been much more forward with you specifically over the past few weeks. It had made you pretty uncomfortable, but he wouldn't stop. You had told Jay about it when it would not let up, and he had asked if you wanted him to do anything about it but respected your wishes when you said no and that you just wanted to vent. But now, this guy was right in front of him, flirting with you and taking your hand to play with your fingers, ignoring Jay and his arm around your waist. When you took your hand back, and he reached out to take it in his again, Jay decided he had enough. Slapping his hand away and glaring at him, Jay pulled you closer to his body and proceeded to tell the guy off.
"They are quite clearly in a relationship, dude. And on top of that, extremely uncomfortable with you. Take a hint and back off, have some self-awareness."
Overall, Jay doesn't really get insecure kind of jealous, more of a protective kind of jealous. He just wants people to know you're taken, and above all, he wants you to feel safe and comfortable. I want one
Jake Sim
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Cliché, I know, but I will push the soft boy Jake agenda as far as I can. Jake doesn't get jealous much; he loves and trusts you way too much for that. He wouldn't put his entire heart and soul into you if he didn't. But, sometimes, he'll see you post a picture with some friends, or see you talking with them so freely and excitedly, or you'll mention one name more frequently than usual. He'll start thinking about how being an idol means you can't do all that stuff with him out in the open, and he can't always be there for you when you need him like that one guy from your class can. So, he gets sad and starts to close in on himself. He's more quiet than usual and doesn't joke around with the boys as much.
After class, you had gone straight to the dorm to congratulate your boyfriend and his group on their successful promotions stream fever. You were currently telling Jake about your day because he always insisted you tell each other everything, just to stay as connected as possible. You mentioned one name a lot more than you usually did during your story because you were set up to do a project in pairs, and he was your partner. The guy in question was a classmate you were sort of friends with, but not entirely. Like, if you didn't know anyone else in a room and he was there, you wouldn't feel uncomfortable sitting next to and talking with him, but you wouldn't go out of your way to eat lunch with him, so you had never really mentioned him much before, but he had made a hilarious mistake when working together, which you thought would make Jake laugh, so you told him all about it. When you finished, you excused yourself to the bathroom, and that left Jake alone with his thoughts. He began thinking about how this guy makes you laugh, and is in your class, and can spend so much more time with you, and he started to get really sad. When you came back, you recognised the look on his face immediately and went to sit on his lap and tell him about how much you missed him and how you wish he could be the one doing the project with you. Good intentions, didn't work. That sort of just highlighted the fact that he was missing out on time with you. When you saw it was just getting worse, you resorted to the most fool-proof method you could think of - you began kissing him all over his face and telling him that you're so proud of everything he's doing. You don't mind the long periods of time apart because you wanted him to do what he loves and that you'll always be waiting for him when he has time off. If that doesn't seem to work (it usually does), you would tackle him down on the bed and cuddle him, basically like a koala on its tree. Arms around his shoulders, legs around his waist, your nose against his ear, telling him every three seconds that he was your favourite thing ever.
"Thank you for staying with me no matter what, baby. I love you so much."
Yeah, he gets sad, but you just cling onto him and force it into him that you love him; he'll soon be back to the happy little Aussie boy we all know and love.
Park Sunghoon
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How are you gonna make Sunghoon jealous, huh? How are you going to find someone who could live up to that? That's right, you won't. The only way Sunghoon is going to get jealous is if you're sitting really close with somebody else who could possibly be as good a boyfriend to you as him. Like, say you have a guy best friend who you're really close to, and you're sitting on the couch with your legs over his lap. This guy knows you almost as well as Sunghoon does, and you're clearly comfortable with him like you are with Sunghoon, so it's entirely possibly that if he were to make a move, you'd be up for it. That's really the only scenario I think Sunghoon would get jealous in. Of course, he won't say anything, tsundere Sunghoon ain't about that. He'll probably just come sit next to you and make some sort of physical contact that gets across the message of, "My s/o, I love you, even though I don't verbally tell you all the time."
You were over at the boys' dorm, just cause, and were watching a movie with your best friend, Jay, and boyfriend, Sunghoon. You had known Jay for much longer, and in all those years you had been best friends it just became natural that you would invade his personal space, so when you put your legs over his, and leaned back on Sunghoon, neither one thought much of it. Sunghoon got up about halfway through the movie to get a refill on his drink, and you just let your body flop down in his place, legs still on top of Jay's, who now had his hand over your knee. Sunghoon thought nothing of it, until he got back, when a specific line was said on the screen. You and Jay said it in perfect unison and then burst out laughing. Sunghoon recognised the line as one you and Jay would say to each other all the time, it had become an inside joke between you two that neither of you ever explained to anyone, so you always looked like a couple of weirdos to everyone. Everyone except for Sunghoon, who saw that and couldn't help but think about how Jay knew you throughout all of your life, and he was relatively new to you, and got kind of insecure. But, he knew you wouldn't choose Jay over him romantically, but he still didn't see any harm in showing you both who was really your favourite boy. So, instead of lifting the top half of your body and sliding underneath so you were once again leaning against him, Sunghoon picked you up from the couch completely, and sat back down with you in his lap, making sure your body was slightly turned away from Jay. For the rest of the movie he sat there with his chin on your shoulder, arms around your waist, giving you little kisses on your neck every so often.
"Mmmm, isn't this so much more comfortable than before, Y/n?"
All in all, Sunghoon doesn't get jealous often, and when he does, he refuses to admit to it. But, you know. Everyone knows.
Kim Sunoo
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HO, BOY, when Sunoo gets jealous, he gets JEALOUS. And, what's more, he makes sure you know. He makes sure the person making him jealous knows. He makes sure everyone in the room knows. He'll start doing aegyo for you, then turn to the guy with a disgusted look on his face, you know the one, the very Sunoo one. Then he'll turn back to you and ask you how cute you think he is, then has the BALLS to ask who you think is better looking, him or the guy who was trying to flirt, and he doesn't even acknowledge them as a threat, he just wants to show them that he has you whipped because he does.
You were hanging out outside with Sunoo when someone came up to you and started flirting, eventually asking for your number. Obviously, you instantly declined and turned to grab Sunoo's arm to leave before he got all competitive, but, alas, it was too late. 4Sunoo was already giving this guy The Looktm. Sighing internally, you just decided you would enjoy the show and pull Sunoo away before he emotionally destroyed this guy. At first, it was just some light scolding. 'They shut you down when you started flirting, what makes you think they'll give you their number?' and 'Couldn't you see they were clearly with someone. We were holding hands, are you blind?' but then he busts out the aegyo, asking you if you would really leave him for some rando off the street, finally turning back to the guy, and telling him once and for all to get lost, before he grabbed your arm and flounced away. You were positive that, had his hair been long enough, he would have ended with a sassy hair flick. and now I must manifest long hair Sunoo real quick
"You really thought you did something there, huh? Newsflash, they've been trying to shut you down nicely since you looked their way."
Yeah, he ain't having none of it.
Yang Jungwon
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my SON As much as Jungwon wants to appear mature in your relationship, he's still just a kid, and kids emotions get the best of them sometimes, so yeah, he gets jealous. He gets jealous like Heeseung, in that he wants all your attention, and like Jay because he wants to be the one who's holding on to you, and like Jake, because he knows that he can't spend as much time with you as is ideal, because not only is he an idol, but he is a leader, and therefore has more responsibility than just another classmate you know. So a jealous Jungwon is a sad, insecure Jungwon pls my heart I just want him to smile and never feel sad ever, I will punch his emotions for him if he needs it, he activates such big caring older sister feelings in me, more so than my actual little brother
Enhypen had finished their schedules for the day in the mid-afternoon, so instead of just lounging at the dorm, Jungwon decided he'd pick you up from school and take you to get something to eat. He texted you beforehand to make sure you didn't have any schedule clashes that might get in the way. He waited in the company vehicle while student streamed out of the building, watching to spot you. When he did, he didn't like what he saw. You had exited the building with a boy he had never seen before, laughing and joking. You were actually being quite boisterous, pushing and pulling each other, he could hear your laughter from where he was in the car park. He always loved that sound, and he was happy you were having fun, but he wished like hell that it was him you were hiving fun with. He wanted to mess up your hair and then trip you over and laugh as you stumbled, he wanted to be the one telling you the jokes that made you laugh so hard you had to bend over. When he saw you jump on the other guys back was when he had had enough. He got his manager who was driving to honk the car horn, and got out of the car and waved at you. When you recognised the figure in the mask and bucket hat, Jungwon saw your eyes light up like a Christmas tree right before you started sprinting towards him, without even saying goodbye to your classmate. When you were finally within hugging distance, you launched yourself at your boyfriend, telling him how much you loved and missed him, and how boring everything was without him. Just your natural reaction to Jungwon's presence was enough to calm his insecurities, and he calmly told you that he had missed you as well. It wasn't until later, when he was dropping you off at home did he ask about what was happening with your classmate at school.
"So, who was that guy you left the school building with?"
Baby gets jealous easily, but is also comforted really easily, to the point you never even realise he was jealous in the first place.
Nishimura Riki
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Riki is not having it. He doesn't even give the jealousy a chance to creep upon him. If he wants your attention, he's asking for it. If he needs reassurance, he tells you. If he is ever uncomfortable with the way somebody else is touching you, he makes his objections known. He doesn't see the point of keeping this all to himself and worrying about it when he could talk to you and sort it all out. He has more important things to worry about, like whose bed he's going to invade that night or when he's next going to get his fix of bungeoppang. A lot of times, if you're interacting with someone in a way that makes him feel jealous, he'll just pick you up and carry you away, usually just to plop you down in the next room and take a nap on your shoulder.
You were backstage at Inkigayo, waiting for Riki to finish getting his makeup done, so you talked to Sunoo for a while. You actually found out you had quite a lot in common and were bonding over your shared interests for so long that you didn't even notice when Riki was let out of the makeup artists chair. He came and sat next to you, but you didn't acknowledge him, which was fine with him; he didn't want to interrupt such an animated conversation. When Sunoo suggested exchanging numbers so you guys could continue your conversation later, Riki began to feel that tiny bit strange. As he watched you enter your numbers on each other's phones and then Sunoo walk off to get his makeup done, he recognised what was happening and decided to put a stop to it. When Heeseung came up to try and talk to you both, Riki just straight up ignored him as he stood up and lifted you up by your armpits to take you to the corner of the room where he sat you on top of the dressing table and just pressed his face into your neck, muffledly complaining that you liked Sunoo more. Carefully, you ran your fingers through his hair and told him you could only see Sunoo as a friend and that the number was literally just so you guys could gush over Anne With an E when you got home that night.
"All these guys do is take up your time away from me. I hate them. You're never allowed to speak to anyone but me ever again."
Yeah. Riki doesn't take no sh*t when it comes to things cutting into his cuddling time.
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Supporting Satoshi - an examination and comparison of JN36 and XY121
Part One: Snowballs do not cure depression but it was worth a shot
You know that episode of Pokemon where a gym leader beats Satoshi in a battle so hard that one of his pokemon gets mildly hurt (though there's no long term effects) and because of it he becomes depressed, closing himself off from his friends before someone comes along to pull him out of that mental state, and also severe weather phenomena is involved and a reflection of a persons mental state? Or rather, the two episodes?
So when I was watching Journeys, I noticed an episode that had a similar-- but distinctly different-- plot to an xy episode I had seen before. And what was particularly interesting was that while I couldn't stand the xy episode, the journeys episode was one of my favourites. I won't drag this out for you guys, I love the journeys episode and re watch it a LOT and the xy episode sort of just leaves me with a sour taste in my mouth. and don't go claiming its solely ship bias, because i saw the xy episode first and disliked it then.
This will analyze both of these episodes, comparing them against each other. Specifically within the context of how Goh and Serena both help Satoshi through a similar situation There will be some discussion of AmourShipping and Satogou in this analysis. I'm going to be a bit negative regarding Serena's actions and the potential "romantic" weight of them here, but I want to be clear that I Do Not dislike Serena as a character. Personally, I wish the writers had given her more room to grow outside of her romantic interests, but I do not hate Serena as a character. I do, however, disagree with her actions in this episode. Please don't take this out of context and dont be ship fighting in the comments, it's boring. This is a comparison of These Two Episodes, not of Goh and Serena and their respective ships as a whole.
This part mainly focuses on the xy episode and the second will focus mainly on the journeys. It's only divided into parts because of the tumblr post limit.
(If you like the xy episode or hate the journeys episode, awesome! having your own opinions is great. these are mine though, so i hope you'll listen to them)
With that out of the way, let's start. And I'm going to use mostly japanese names here because I'm taking screencaps from the subbed japanese copies.
The set up for each of these episodes is eerily similar as pointed out in the gag at the start.
Xy has a bit more set up before the episode in question though, with the initial loss and retreat into the forest by Satoshi taking place the episode before. The episode opens up proper with Satoshi taking time to breathe to himself, alone in the forest.
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Emphasis is placed on him taking a deep breath, aided by the visuals showing them (thanks cold air) and the silence of the rest of the soundscape, with the only other sounds being the wind and some bird pokemon, plus some falling snow.
Journeys Satoshi starts off in a better mental state than Xy, with the episode starting off with him jogging along with his pokemon.
However, we can still see that he's been affected by the last battle he lost, against Saitou, as he's putting a lot of effort into training and doing better.
Which, doesn't go well for him, as he loses his next two battles as well, and drops in the World Championship ranking as a result
And he's pretty upset about it too. Same thing as over in xy. In both cases, a respective friend/love interest notes that Satoshi is upset and expresses concern.
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He's got support from his friends in both situations! But that support comes across in very different ways.
But, to understand how that support manages to affect Satoshi, we need to understand the problem at play.
Now, I wanna make something clear here. Satoshi's problem is not that he is a sore loser. I'm not arguing that's not a contributing factor, or that he's not upset about the loss (particularly in the world championships), He's still bitter about the lost part, but the root of the problem is not losing, he's been shown to be fine with losing (if not a bit more motivated to win now) in prior episodes.
Satoshi's problem is that his pokemon are getting hurt. Satoshi's problem is that his pokemon are getting hurt, because they're losing battles. Satoshi's problem is that his pokemon are losing battles because he's not training them well enough. And to clarify, that's not my viewpoint, it's his. Satoshi's problem is that he's not good enough for himself, and he feels that that's something he has to fix on his own.
So how do we help him?
Our weather event in question is introduced in separate points in the episodes, but I'll cover them both now.
In xy, it's this snowstorm, which conveniently becomes a problem directly after Serena returns to the Pokemon Centre.
In journeys, it's a sandstorm! That's in near direct contrast to a snowstorm! Incredible.
Heading back to xy Satoshi, things aren't going great in the forest. Luckily, Serena's run off to find him.
I think it's of note here that Serena runs off with the best intentions, she wants to help Satoshi, plain and simple. It just sort of goes wrong along the way.
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It's worth noting that Xy Satoshi tries to bring himself out of being sad by the tried and true method of "stop being sad"
Despite telling himself this, he doesn't get anywhere. Which makes sense, because it's not getting the the root of the problem. It's not even addressing it at all. He's just trying to 'be better', which isn't even a battle strategy. However, it is something I can see him saying, so this isn't a critique of Satoshi's thought process, but me pointing out that this isn't really effective. Which is supported by the narrative, because again, he doesn't get anywhere, he doesn't even move.
I can't show it in screencaps but the lights in Satoshi's eyes are shaking here, something that they consistently do throughout the series when he's feeling a particularly strong emotion. Keep that in mind. It couples well with another trait of his, and that's his hat!
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And by that I mean how he hides his eyes with the brim of it when upset, something he does exactly as Serena shows up and calls out to him. Now, he's not upset that Serena is here. He's upset about the pokemon stuff still. He's trying to hide the fact that he's upset from Serena.
Serena starts off with her speech well, trying to appeal to Satoshi to let her in and talk things out. And maybe it's because he wasn't ready for it yet, or because of the way she phrases it (a lot of 'i' and 'me' language which can be helpful but can also come across as though she's making it about her. not her intent i don't think, but a possible interpretation.), it's not her fault for how Satoshi reacts regardless.
But how Satoshi reacts is not good.
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Now it's really interesting to note that before this, Serena was standing while Satoshi was sitting, putting her above him in terms of active power, when it comes to how the shot is presented, but when Satoshi stands up, the camera tilts with the movement so that they're on equal level. Neat!
And Serena yells in return, scolding Satoshi for not talking about it. Not the best move, since pushing someone to talk about something that's upsetting them isn't really productive, but she's trying here and she's frustrated.
Satoshi continues to withdraw and self isolate, claiming it is his problem and that he wants to be left be. Now, this is the mindset of a clearly upset person and isolation may not be the best option, but he did make the explicit request to be left alone here.
He's clearly upset as he turns away from Serena's eye and slumps over a little.
And then Serena throws a snowball at him.
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Angry as he is, you can see Satoshi's expression change when he sees Serena's reaction.
Serena tells Satoshi that she's not like the Satoshi she knows, who is always full of energy and positive and a leader, and a bunch of other positive traits. The problem here, is that Serena's looking at an idealized version of Satoshi. And while the intent here was probably meant to be something more like "you have so many wonderful traits about you I know you can do this", coupled with the snowballs and the phrasing, it seems as though Serena is scolding Satoshi for being sad.
Or rather, being angry with him for not living up to her idealized version of him, and not wanting him to express any negitave emotions.
Which is sort of a really bad mindset.
The snowballs continue, never once does Satoshi fight back. In fact, he stops arguing entirely after the first one. Serena knocks him off his feet and tells him he's not being himself, before running off. (In the english dub, Serena claims that Satoshi isn't being "the real satoshi" and then demands that the real Satoshi be "given back", so it could be worse)
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Satoshi decides to literally run his problems away, because it will help him reach some kind of conclusion, and immediately trips and falls down a large hill. No, I'm not making that up. Something like this just isn't like him. He's just gotta stop being sad!
Now personally, I really disagree with the idea that "being upset" isn't "like a person". That's because based off of my own experiences, I know it can be really damaging to hold the mindset that any negative emotions you feel aren't a part of you and that you shouldn't be upset because you're usually a positive and happy person. Not the case with every person, but I personally really have a problem with shows telling children that they just shouldn't be upset instead of processing their emotions in a meaningful way. (The journeys episode doesn't do an outstanding job of it either, but this is a bit of a tangent anyway. A show that does do this right is "OK KO! Let's be Heroes" which actually deals with this problem in greater depth and does a fantastic job of it.)
But the snowball scene ends here. Now I'll get back to Journeys in a moment, but since Serena has finished her part of the comparison for the most part, I'm going to summarize a bit more of the xy episode.
Satoshi decides to literally run his problems away, because it will help him reach some kind of conclusion, and immediately trips and falls down a large hill. No, I'm not making that up.
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The snowstorm kicks in, Serena get back annoyed, then similarly groans and yells, and the whole xy gang + pokemon go running off in search of Satoshi. Pikachu appears the most concerned.
Now Serena tells the others she lost her cool and said something horrible to Satoshi, but explains its because Satoshi is someone she admires. Cool motive, I get it, still kinda bad.
and in the end, it's not Serena's words that get he message across to Satoshi. The solution to this problem was Satoshi finding a way to reaffirm his abilities and instinct.
In the xy episode, he helps some pokemon out of the tree, and when his very cool frog friend shows up, they're able to work together with their bond to save this one from falling off a cliff.
Here's the point. Satoshi learns by doing, by actions. He needs to see first hand that there are ways of getting past his problems, and that it's worth having the courage to keep going. The lesson is about valuing pokemon as equals and partners, and specifically that trying to be better as the trainer alone isn't going to help.
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This is essentially where this plot line ends, team rocket is there for a bit as well but as much as i love them they're not relevant here, and some fun stuff with the league, love it not important right now its like 3am and I'm not sleeping until this is finished so we gotta keep things moving.
This was no doubt Serena's intent to get a similar point, but she goes about it the wrong way. She tries to convey this with words, as conversation and motivational words have helped her in the past (Elle's words of praise stick with her, Satoshi's words from when they were kids, etc). It's a good idea, but their different ways of learning and growing from a similar situation are incompatible, and that's why things don't work out in Serena's favour. There's also still the problem of "pulling yourself together" not being helpful in this case.
There's also a very similar line in this scene to the one at the end of the journeys episode, as Satoshi says to his frog that they should start over from scratch. It's essentially the same phrase with different wording. It's great. The Storm ends as he realizes this as well! Wonderful in terms of pathetic fallacy.
The gang all reunites, its nice. Satoshi thanks Serena for what she said after apologizing to everyone, which contradicts what he said earlier but I've already established that I dislike this message here so I won't go over it too much. I guess he's right in a literal sense in that in response to her words he went and ran until he tripped off a cliff but the emotional growth here was because of his own actions (and the frogs), not Serena's. Sorry Serena, you'll get em next time.
This is essentially where this plot line ends, team rocket is there for a bit as well but as much as i love them they're not relevant here, and some fun stuff with the league, love it not important right now its like 3am as I write this so we gotta keep things moving.
So. What about Goh?
Well...
(Part Two here on account of image limit!!)
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oftenderweapons · 2 years
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Hi Dora! I love your work. Thank you for giving us some yoongixkitten & joonxvixen. They’re my two favorites🥰 out of curiosity do you think any of the couples you’ve made would ever do group sex together? Not really a request. More of a query lol💜💜💜 sending you love
Hi! Autocorrect renamed me Dora and I do not dislike it at all! I'll keep it in mind for a possible new pseud 😉
I'm happy i could deliver those fics and I've been working on smaller fics since its been difficult to stay invested in writing lately. But yay! New content on the way!!!
About your ask, I've replied below the cut, since there's explicit stuff discussed.
About the group sex... I kept this ask in my inbox for a few days to consider all the people potentially involved and their couple dinamics and well...
Let's just say Tae and Lace with Hoseok and Giggles were the first people that made me say 'hell yeah'. They're all freaky enough and they're the least jealous out of the bunch. They would most definitely take that into consideration, however there's a rather high chance of Taehyung getting a little possessive were Hoseok to get a bit too close and personal with Lace.
Giggles would feel extremely comfortable with Lace, she would be very amused at seeing Hoseok dealing with Lace's more curvaceous, luxuriant figure. She'd be fascinated by the sight of him worshipping Lace's chest. And at the same time, she'd be more excited at the thought of being ravished by Lace rather than any other of the participants.
Taehyung would consider a quickie with Giggles, just to study how different she would feel from Lace. He would appreciate how Giggles is so lithe and small and easy to manouevure thanks to her extreme stretchability and slender figure.
Meanwhile Hoseok would be amused at how Taehyung would use Giggles. How sensuous she would turn underneath his touch, more thorough and unhurried than Hoseok's usual method.
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But they're not the only ones I matched up.
I think that, if correctly worded, Yoongi and Kitten would also agree to group sex, specifically with Seokjin and Angel. It would be less "unfazed" than what I imagined for the other four. Angel would hesitate, but at the same time she would be curious.
In the end, her and Kitten would end up getting perfectly along, understanding each other so thoroughly that Angel would definitely consider doing that again.
Yoongi would mostly watch. He would have eyes only for Kitten — he has always fantasised about watching her have sex with a woman, so of course he would spend every second staring at Kitten, studying her. And once Angel would be begging for a break, Kitten would swap with Seokjin.
Yoongi would mostly watch. He would have eyes only for Kitten --he has always fantasised about watching her have sex with a woman, so of course he would spend every second staring at Kitten, studying her. And once Angel would be begging for a break, Kitten would swap with Seokjin. n, so of course he would spend every second staring at Kitten, studying her. And once Angel would be begging for a break, Kitten would swap with Seokjin.
There are high chances of Kitten watching Seokjin fuck Angel like an animal. And yes, Kitten might beg for Yoongi to eat her out while she watches the other two wreak havoc over each other.
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I don't deny I've thought of Jimin taunting Jeongguk about it as a competition. There are very slim chances of it happening, but if it does happen, it would probably culminate with Candy passing out from overstimulation, or both women begging for a moment of reprieve.
Not to mention Princess would flip the tables on Jimin, rebelling to him domming her and making him submit in return.
And at that point nothing would keep Jimin from getting pegged so ruthlessly he would end up whining for help, tearing up for relief.
Jeongguk would watch the older man thrive in his submissive role and would probably open up about it with Candy, but nothing too extreme. Maybe a vibrating buttplug?
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The only one I'm not sure would get along with the shaggery is Namjoon. He can barely bear people hearing Vixen through the walls, but people seeing her? Touching her? No. Especially since he knows she wouldn't enjoy that much, too caught in her own head to actually live in the moment.
The only thing that would bring him close to considering would be getting Vixen so jealous she would grow reckless and desperate enough to unravel him. And the idea of watching her with another woman... Maybe... Or watching her with another man, spotting the differences, instructing his assistant on how to pleasure her...
He would shake his head and send the thought away. Too much risk for too little gain. That's his little fox. His.
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I just played through the new HDD lessons and I... What????
The 3rd lesson specifically has me pulling at my hair. The cast is reduced to idiots once again!! We've got Dia, Barb, Luci, Sol, and Satan here at the party and yet the curse is still an issues?
Lucifer canonically is very good at breaking curses and what does he do? We're to believe Solomon and Satan have never heard of the curse and are therefore unaware of how to break it, and they also have no methods to work out the solution on their own??? And Dia has the power to reincarnate Lilith as a human (and keep the Celestial Realm from noticing) and Barbatos has unspecified time powers and they're both useless too?
Why are they asking the demons in the Little D's for help? It's so stupid. And also they are trying these solutions that the demons are suggesting! Does that mean that these are feasible ways to break a curse? Why is the cast doing the stuff but not the MC?
Not to mention the stakes are pretty pathetic? If you think about it I guess having your personality altered indefinitely sucks. But in the event MC only makes remarks that are barely meaner than their usual dialogue. They don't do anything to particularly risk their relationships or hurt anyone so???? And even though the cast is like oh no we have to hurry it's not as if there was an actual deadline imposed I'm just sjdsks what is happening?
Also pretty lame to just say that the demons we're returned to wherever once the curse was broken. That doesn't make sense, and it happened off screen. What was the point of having them here really??
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I’m gonna yell this here, but for all the hype that the devs built up for this event—
IT IS SOoooOOOoOOO SHIT GRRRRRRRRRRR
Four fucking pages to one event and this is the best they can come up with? I’m as disappointed and upset as I was during the Art event where the most competent characters were also completely useless just to pad out the fucking thing when writing a decent story for it wouldn’t take such any strenuous stretch of the imagination.
Like… This is soooooooo stupid. If MC’s supposed to be sadistic now, why tf didn’t they just grab Valago and shake him like a maraca until he told them how to undo the curse?
Hell, why didn’t anyone else do that?
Why didn’t Solomon and Satan go off somewhere to begin researching the curse? Why tf couldn’t Dia do anything??? Don’t tell me some demon in the body of a Little D outdid the prince of the Devildom with a curse? And if MC was holding the protective stone and the bouquet the whole time why didn’t anyone think to use those instead right away??????????? My Disbelief Could Not Be Suspended At All And That Is Bad
And god, yeah. Why why why were they just going with the Little D’s suggestions when I cannot fucking imagine anything that they suggested as being ways to counter the curse? Especially if it’s not MC who’s doing any of it lmao???
Would’ve been fun if they did it like reverse Halloween where MC’s the unhinged one but nooo… Gotta go lukewarm! Which I guess they have to since not everyone wants to be mean to the boys but then why go with a personality change as a curse in the first place if they’ll give the option to be nice?
And yeah, I thought we’d like, have those little buggers stick around for a little bit now that they’ve had their fun? But no, I guess not? We don’t find out anything about them at all????
Then the side boys all go home if you don’t take the story key route??????????
The nicest part I guess was the end with the photo album but I wish that part stretched a couple more chapters. Like wouldn’t it be nice for them to talk more about how much they love and appreciate MC? Without the influence of gems? Would’ve nice if some of the Gem event dialogue went here instead…
Are we just not the crowd for the events or something? Because half the time they just grind my gears with how stupid they make everyone for the sake of forcing it to go longer. The entirety of Part 3 just shouldn’t exist.
The whole thing certainly didn’t feel like the pleasant surprise that I was hopping for :/
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Giulio Moretti - HPMA Character Profile
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NOTE: I am a cisgender female. As such, I have been hesitant to make a trans oc and will not be going into much detail about Giulio's experiences specifically related to his gender. If anything in here feels iffy to anyone not cisgender, please let me know and I'll correct it
Personal
Full Name: Giulio Antonio Moretti
Gender: Male (trans)
Sexuality: Demisexual, polyamorous
Birthday: June 1st
Age: 11
Birthstone: Alexandrite
Zodiac Sign: Gemini
Blood Status: Full Veela
- I'm mostly using these headcanons written by @carmilla-the-bird, though over time I might end up changing a couple details
- I'm not certain if full Veelas would even use wands/go to magic school but these ones do because I say so
- What I'm specifically adding is that since HPMA takes place later than the full HP series, there has been a new method developed to allow full veelas to better coexist with wizards. This comes in the form of a clear gemstone that can be inserted into any piece of jewelry, usually necklaces. While the stone is worn, the charm [or allure, as I call it] that all veelas have while glamored is dampened by up to 80%. Another effect is that when angered, the veela won't be able to lash out with their fire magic, unless they've trained their magic well enough that's it's less of an instinct and more of a conscious choice. Minors are legally required to wear it at all times, except in their own home with only their family around. Once an adult the veela can choose whether they want to wear it or not. The stone has a similar trace to underaged magic, so when a Veela who's a minor takes it off, the Ministry is alerted and their location will be tracked
3 Positive Traits:
- Empathetic
- Resourceful
- Playful
3 Negative Traits:
- Irritable
- Addictive
- Pessimistic
Usual First Impression: When meeting Giulio, most people see him as a spoiled and stuck up little boy. This isn't true. He's just very wary of strangers, so he doesn't tend to leave a good first impression. Once he's more comfortable around someone, his positive traits outshine the more negative ones
Location
Birthplace: A Veela-specific clinic in southern Italy. His mother travelled there for all of her children's births, and the midwife there is the woman who delivered her
Current Home: His family home in England, a medium sized house under a strict Fidelius charm, which his aunt is the Secret Keeper for. His bedroom is on the second floor, looking out over the fish pond in the backyard
Future Home(s): Fresh out of Hogwarts he'll share an apartment with Lori with heavily warded Floo access. Later homes TBD once his love interests are planned out
Favorite Place: The little house the family rents for a month every summer in southern Italy. The town is full of good culture, and better yet, good food. It feels peaceful, even when there's a loud festival going on
Disliked Place: The woods a mile down the road from his home. The woods are the last place Giulio saw his grandmother before she went missing, and now they feel like they're haunted. He refuses to go on walks there anymore
Appearance
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Face Shape: Round, slightly pointy chin
Eye Color: Deep teal
Hair Color: Whitish blond
Hair Style: Self cut (horrifies his mother), slightly uneven, medium length. Not brushed every day, fluffy
Skin Tone: Pale
Freckles/Spots: A few beauty marks on his face, two near his right eye and one on the left side of his chin
Scars: None yet
Piercings/Tattoos: None
Height: 5'7" [fully grown]
Weight: ~ 135 lbs [fully grown]
Physique: Thin. Luckily for him, Giulio's family has always had rather "boyish" bodies - wide shoulders, not very curvy - but he's still got too much woman in him to be fully happy with his form
Clothing Style: Baggy tops, loose pants, nothing fancy. Giulio tries to attract as little attention as possible, because while he's glamored people stare at him a lot anyway, even with the dampener. He does like colored pants, but his tops are usually grey and black. His dampening necklace is the most eye catching thing he wears (as it was a gift from his missing grandmother) and he wishes he could take it off, but he legally can't
Carried Items:
- The last picture of him, his sisters, and his grandmother ever taken
- A lighter. He likes having the fire near him since he can't access his own fire magic
- His hair scissors, for whenever he feels like it needs to be trimmed
- A container of Silly Putty he got from a Muggle convenience store
- His water bottle
Magic
Wand: 10" Veela hair wand in Fir wood. A very pale colored wand that's a bit rough around the edges. The hair is from his younger sister Martina, who yanked the strand right out and handed it to the wandmaker after no wands appeared to choose a very defeated looking Giulio. The wand was made while Giulio watched, and he checked it many times throughout the process to make sure it felt like it would have him, which it did.
Animagus: As a veela, Giulio can transform into pretty much any bird shape. He has no need to go through the animagus process
Boggart Form: Him, fully matured, very womanly, and in a wedding gown just like the ones his older sister Alessia fawns over
Riddikulus Form: Him in a ridiculously exaggerated Bloody Baron costume
Amortentia (to others): Someone smelling Giulio would smell new pillows, the faint burning metal scent that clings to him, and the dry shampoo he uses
Amortentia (to them): He doesn't smell any sort of romantic interest yet. What he smells now are safe, comforting smells, like the cigars his mother and aunt smoke, the perfume all his sisters use, and the smell of his favorite restaurant in southern Italy
Patronus: Bird of Paradise
Happiest Memory: Receiving his wand once it was completed, and finally feeling the connection and power he'd heard so much about but thought he'd never have
Mirror of Erised: Some might consider it sad, but all he sees is him, happy, the way he wishes he was - including not looking at all like a Veela. Someday this will change
Family Spells: It's not really a spell, but the Morettis have a particular bird call that, when paired with the right charm, will alert every living family member to the caller's location, should one desperately need help. It's only to be used in emergencies. Giulio isn't sure he wants to know why his grandmother never used it
Inherent Magic: Veela stuff - storm sense, fire, bird transformations, allure, slight levitation abilities
Family
Grandmother: Francesca is not an ideal parental figure. She grew up in a time when full Veelas were treated with nearly the same suspicion and prejudice as werewolves, so she's very anti-human. However, she was still one of Giulio's best defenders and most treasured family members. She places a huge importance on family and is the one who came up with the idea of the special danger call. Francesca went missing when Giulio was seven, and there have been no clues as to what happened.
Mother: Valentina is a kind, gentle woman who cares for her family before anyone else. She and her sister were taught all their lives to be nothing more than a pretty face, and while Bianca rejected this, Valentina embraced it. Even now, with her own mother nowhere to be found, she has trouble remembering to be herself. She wears her necklace at all times, terrified to be without it
Father: Giulio never knew him. He's not sure he even has one
Aunt: Bianca is, in many ways, the exact opposite of her sister. Bianca embraces all of her less than proper instincts, and even walks around in public completely unglamored, acting as a good deterrent to anyone who might want to come say hi, innocent intentions or not. Gets angry very easily, and has caused public property damage more often than Valentina would appreciate
Sisters: Two older sisters, one younger. All Slytherins while in school
- Alessia, six years older, prefect. A headstrong young woman who takes advantage of her allure to get what she wants, and is skilled enough to fight off anyone who gets too "friendly". She likes to have a collection of boy toys she never lets get too close, but secretly only has eyes for the Hufflepuff prefect, Lina.
- Emilia, four years older, Quidditch captain. Hates her allure with a passion and refuses to even think about romance until she's out of school. Could kick anyone's ass, and will do so if she feels the need to. Very protective of Giulio, has gotten into at least eight shouting matches with those who misgender him
- Martina, one year younger. The baby of the family. A bit of a spoiled brat, and too young to fully understand exactly why her older siblings are all so wary of strangers, or letting her out of their sight. She dreams of being the Minister of Magic, and of being able to take her "stupid, ugly, and stupid" necklace off for good
Pets: The two family screech owls which trade off being at school/home, and an Abraxan Giulio found on Hogwarts grounds that likes him a lot
Family Values: The Morettis hold nothing higher than each other. The family's main priority is sticking together, and always doing whatever they can to help each other achieve whatever they wish. The family is also, as a whole, rather reclusive
Opinion of Family: Giulio loves his family. For all their faults, they hold true to their values and he couldn't imagine one of them ever betraying another. Even if they won't ever truly understand him, they've all tried and they do what they can, and it means more than he can say
Friendships
Introverted or Extroverted: Introverted
Best Friend: Oleander Loris. Her anger issues, her weird pink eyes, and her tendency to drag him along to social outings are all things that Giulio comes to appreciate over time. He originally became curious about her on the train ride to school, when she stumbled looking at his older sisters but didn't notice him at all, and they spoke for the first time in Flying class. Lori is definitely a force to be reckoned with, and the fact that she's not affected by his allure in the slightest makes him feel really happy
Worst Friend: TBD
Friend He Didn't Expect: Cassandra. They aren't the best of friends, and maybe they can't be considered friends at all, but she doesn't hold the contempt she seems to hold for most others for him
Who He Wishes Was His Friend: Kestra Fernera. She's got fire powers, and she doesn't have to be chained down by the Ministry. He thinks she's super cool, and is very jealous of her and how popular she is, but he's far too nervous to try and talk to her
List of Casual Friends:
- Brian Haywood-Reese @catohphm
- others TBD, but likely the main cast of the game. Mc friends welcome, if any are interested!
Romance
Current Crush: None
Current Partner: None
Past Partners: None
Future Partners: TBD
His Type: Pretty much anyone who's able to look past the allure that Giulio hates so much and also isn't afraid of him in his natural form, though most people haven't even seen it
Hogwarts
House: Slytherin
Prefect Status: No
Quidditch: Not on the team, but plays casually
Clubs: TBD
Organizations: None
Favorite Class: Flying. Duh
Least Favorite Class: Potions. It gives him a headache surrounded by all the fumes
Favorite Professor: TBD
Least Favorite Professor: TBD
Timeline
Young Childhood:
- Giulio realizes young that he hates the idea of being a girl, and insists that his mother change his name. His family thought it was a phase, but once they realized it wasn't, they became more serious and started to see what they could do to help him
- He's a sheltered child, learning early the importance of staying close to a trusted adult. He sees the horrors of what can happen to a Veela caught unaware at a young age when he almost loses his mother to someone who wanted to sell her, and never looks at strangers the same way again
- At five years old Giulio is given his dampener necklace. He refuses to wear it until his grandmother forcibly puts it on him. He decides it's not that bad, though it feels like it's choking him and he doesn't like the muted feeling in his hands that comes from the loss of his instinctual magic
- At seven years old, Giulio is on a walk with his grandmother in the woods when he hears a loud screech. She sends him back toward the house, saying she'll be right behind him. Hours pass, and she never follows. There's no evidence as to what that screech was, or what happened to his grandmother
- At eleven years old, Giulio spends a week traveling to different wandmakers around Europe trying to find a wand so he can go to school in the fall. For some reason, his magic is picky and not a single wand even comes close to working for him. When he's given up all hope, his little sister Martina asks if the wandmaker takes custom orders, and rips out her own hair to be used for Giulio's wand. It's the first time Giulio cries happy tears, hovering his hand over the uncompleted wand and feeling it call to him already
School Years: TBD once I'm able to play the game
Post Graduation: Giulio moves into an apartment with Lori soon after graduating. While she immediately starts work, Giulio takes time to find some higher education, and work on training his Veela magic now that he can take his necklace off whenever he wants
Career(s): TBD
Marriage and Children: TBD
Death: Giulio will be murdered by [redacted] in order to save [redacted]'s life, but he'll be very old (around 200) and will have outlived his lovers, so he doesn't see it as too much of a shame. He'll be buried in the family garden and have some lovely flower bushes planted over him
Notable Facts Not Previously Mentioned
- The Veela magic in Giulio recognizes him as a boy as soon as he does. When his allure kicks in, anyone attracted to men finds themself affected, while those strictly into women do not, even though male Veelas are practically unheard of
- His aunt Bianca paid a personal visit to Hogwarts before he was enrolled, ready to throw flames if he was going to be put into the female dorms. Luckily, she didn't need to worry, as once the situation was explained it was settled with a simple change in his paperwork
- Giulio hates being cooped up indoors for too long. Even in the coldest days of winter, he'll spend as much time as possible outside
- Starting in third year, Lori will figure out how to get the necklace off of him without alerting anyone [putting it on herself within a few seconds], and Giulio will occasionally spend a few hours free and in his natural form in the Forbidden Forest. Unbeknownst to him, wearing the necklace saps at Lori's magical core, and it takes her a day or so to regain her strength if she wears it for more than thirty minutes
- Giulio will likely have three partners in the future. He could never even imagine having one, so if his younger self was told he would have three he would probably have a difficult time believing it
- Cutting his hair so frequently doesn't affect his magic like his mother feared it would, though he does feel nauseous when he does it
- The dark teal eyes are something only he and his sisters have, which is how he knows they all have the same "father" or whatever they had. His mother, aunt, and grandmother all have the traditional black eyes. Not even Alessia ever saw any type of man around when her younger siblings were born, so there are no clues as to how the four of them exist
- As much as he hates the dampener, it does him a lot of good when he's younger. He gets angry easily and often feels very defensive, so without it he could have gotten into a lot of trouble
- Though he doesn't like his allure, Giulio will sometimes take advantage of it like Alessia does if he wants to get out of something. He won't fight it, he'll play nice, and let whoever he needs to back off get a little dazed
- He wanted to hide the fact that he was a Veela when he first came to Hogwarts, but with two older sisters and his allure he couldn't
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summit-studies · 5 years
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When I was much younger, somehow I remember myself devouring books at a much faster rate. I find myself feeling somewhat ashamed of myself for how much less I'm reading these days, and "read more" always makes it into my lists of resolutions and goals. Recently I've been trying to get back that spark for reading, so I'm making this post as an exercise for myself as well as to share with you guys some ideas and methods to consider if you've ever felt this way too.
put away that phone
Time flies about twice as fast when I'm on my phone, compared to when I'm reading. The seconds seem to literally trickle though my fingers when I'm on social media, and suddenly and hour or two has been chipped away from my life and I have nothing to show for it. This doesn't mean that my interests online are worthless, but when I start to realize that all I've been doing is mindlessly scrolling for the past hour- yeah, I should've spent that time reading instead.
I also have this extreme fear that social media is ruining my attention span, but research is still split and paranoia about it won't do any good either- moderation is key.
it's not you, it's the book
Some books are just harder to read than others. Sometimes it's because they're classics and the language used and it's flow makes the book hard to trudge through, no matter how beautiful it is.
Other times it's because you're dealing with something like a Murakami book, where is gets so absurd at some point and deep at others, that you need a breather after each chapter.
If you feel like you're stagnating, it might be because the book you're trying to get through is one of these. Especially if you're the kind to stubbornly refuse to start a new book before finishing your current one. Realising what kind of book you're reading may help you be kinder to yourself about taking your time.
The solution which usually works for me is to resort to "lighter" reads, oftentimes rereading sections from some of my old favourites (this is why my copies of harry potter and the hunger games look horribly run down) or finding lesser known books from the local library that deal with a subject matter easier to digest.
busy life? try audiobooks
Our modern lifestyles seem to be doing their best to eradicate reading. Audiobooks are a good solution, if they work for you. They don't require a physical medium, so they're more efficient in that aspect, and they allow your eyes (which may have been straining to focus on a screen all day) a nice rest.
They're good for busy people because you can get through a book while getting through more menial mechanical tasks, like chores and laundry- two birds with one stone.
maximize time
On trying to analyze what in particular I used to do to manage to burn through books so fast, I've found that I used to waste much less time.
Depending on your lifestyle, there may be more "empty" time in your day that you realize. For example on the bus, during meals if you eat alone, before bed, when you're bored during certain events and just end up sitting in the corner on your phone, etc.
get the most out of it
Either by scribbling in the margins of the book (that felt sacrilegious to type) or by writing in a bujo or journal dedicated specifically to books, writing down your thoughts during and after reading a book will help you digest it. You can also write down any preconceptions or expectations you have for the book. This helps you process the book and discern the specific ideas that you understood through the book.
It's also cool to read these reviews/logs/whatever you want to call them after rereading those same books in a couple of years, it may offer insight into how your perspective on life has changed and grown.
That's all I've got! I'd love to hear if any of these has helped you, or if you have any ideas/experiences you'd like to share!!
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adulttrio-imagines · 5 years
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Hi again! I'm here to ask again about the headcanon prompt if you don't mind! Could I get n. 11, 19 and 25 for the adultrio? Btw, I think the way you wrote Chrollo back in that ask was really good! Don't feel pressured if you don't get them right tho, sometimes they're really hard to think of what they would actually do!
This took more time than expected as I wasn’t expecting it to get this difficult. I hope you enjoy it though!
11. Who do they go to for comfort?
Hisoka
While he doesn’t have a specific person he goes to for comfort, he does have specific things he goes to. His way of life and personality makes it very difficult for people to approach him, so in canon I imagine that he seeks out pleasurable things to balance out his discomfort, so things like violence and murder serve as the perfect avenue to let out his frustration, though these are only in extreme cases. Generally, he will head out and distract himself by picking fights or becoming a public nuisance and disappear before he can get caught. The thing is, it isn’t easy to unnerve him, and anything/anyone that does is dealt with swiftly. I assume a switch flips on and he goes into problem solving mode, which is to say, he gets rid of the problem. If this problem cannot be solved by murder and requires him to wait, he would go and bother any one of his play things, taking out his pent-up aggression on them, and never explaining why he did so.
Chrollo
I would imagine that Chrollo keeps his feelings bottled up a lot, even in front of the troupe. Of course, the older and more perceptive members like Machi and Franklin would notice the slight changes in his demeanor, but hardly ever approach him on the topic. They give him his space, just like how he gives them theirs, and that’s generally what he needs. While he doesn’t like talking about his personal problems, just being in their presence alone is enough to remind him what keeps him grounded and pushes him on. There are times where the cap explodes, but that’s usually in extreme situations and it’s this when he’s at his most unstable I believe that if you can get him drnunk enough, he will open up under those circumstances. Generally though, nothing really phases him and it is rare for him to get upset about anything. If push comes to shove, he finds the logical way to deal with his problem, and any emotional consequences are just pushed away and dealt with at a better time.
Illumi
Illumi hasn’t had anyone he could go to for comfort in the longest time. For almost as long as he could remember he was his own supporter and his own comforter. I imagine sinking into the ground or being alone somewhere safe is how he deals with his pain, as he reminds himself of why he does wat he does or why he must stay strong. This almost never happens since he doesn’t doubt his abilities or motivations but being emotionally isolated for so long has taught him how to deal with those feelings.
When he was younger and before his relationship with Killua soured, he was who he went to whenever he needed a pick me up, though it is not like his younger brother could tell. But seeing his brother so happy always helped him remember why he went through things and made him persevere on. Even further back, when it was just him and Milluki, they both relied on each other for support and did share a comradery, until Killua replaced Milluki, but I do like to think that the two older brothers do have a certain amount of trust in the other.
19. Any bad habits that they have?
Hisoka
I believe Hisoka has this really nasty habit of acting out in the most outrageous ways to get the attention back on him again. No matter how embarrassing it gets, and if he can make it sexual, all the better. Whenever he wants something, he wants it now. Every moment not spent on him when he wants the attention is a sin in his eyes, even if the situation is not justified. The fact is that, he needs to be constantly stimulated, if nothing can occupy him, the boredom would just eat him up. From the way he dresses to the outrageous color his hair is dyed, he goes for the most attention-grabbing choices and he expects everyone to give him that. All the best if you try to ignore him, it just riles him up more and he will get violent if it takes too long.
Other than that, I’ve mentioned this before, but I see him impulsively buying and wasting his money on the most frivolous things. Gold coated phone cases, Supreme bricks, branded handbags, you name it. And the worst thing is that sometimes he loses them on purpose the same day he gets them since he just gets bored and doesn’t want to deal with them anymore.
Chrollo
Stealing would be the most obvious answer, since he has magpie-like tendencies to grab whatever caught his eye. However, he has a bad habit of losing himself in his thoughts and letting them spiral out of control. Often times he would get so into a topic to the point he just retreats into his own head and blurt random realizations out of nowhere mid-conversation. This absent-mindedness would carry forward to points where he would even leave conversations and retreat into himself, once he gets going there’s no telling when he’s getting out of it. I imagine this happening at a more frequent and serious rate when he was much younger but growing up in an environment like Meteor City gets rid of traits like that. It’s a habit that got pronounce when he got older and had more control over his environment, especially with people he is comfortable with.
I also believe he isn’t the kind to take the best care of his belongings, especially if he deems them disposable. He goes through books at record speed but discards almost all of them once he’s finish since there is nowhere safe for him to store them. It is easy for him replace most things, and while he isn’t careless per say, he isn’t afraid to lose material things.
Illumi
While it is not a bad habit per say, Illumi has a strange tendency to blurt his thoughts out loud, no matter the situation. Coupled with his brutal honesty, this can lead to a few awkward moments. Like his encounter with Gon during the hunter exam, situations like this are common in his interactions with others, which is why he is so selective with who he works with. It is extremely uncomfortable when he spells his thoughts out, especially with how messed up his methods can get.
Besides that, he can also get very particular about things are done and has certain things he must have done by using his way only. Since he believes his way is the best, any attempt to try other methods would not be taken well. He’s horrible at giving in to others and is very selfish in his own way. He is easily the hardest to deal with, especially with how stubborn he gets.
25. How do they take advice given to them?
Chrollo and Illumi answered here, since the question is kinda similar
Hisoka
I do believe Hisoka can take advice, especially from people who have caught his eye. It won’t mean he will heed to it, but he will hear you out. He’s confident in his abilities and believes that he is the best. In the rare event you bring up something that he had not notice prior, he will evaluate the situation to determine if you are lying, and if by some chance that you re right, he’s the type to act as though he already knew about it and claim all the credit since he has no shame
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In a prison scenario, is there any research on what best prevents people from trying to escape? Good living conditions where they're being held & serious consequences for escaping are two that come to mind, but I'm not certain if those are just tropes. Also, if someone escaped and was severely punished, would they likely try to stop others from escaping? Or assist them so they wouldn't get caught? (Character is mute & must communicate via action, so it's not as simple as explaining it to others)
I haven’t read any research on preventing prison escapes but I find it hard to believe that there isn’t any. I’ve got a grand total of one book specifically on prisons (most of the books I have are on torture or abuse more widely and cover incidents in prisons). The book is Prison Worlds by Fassin, I’m not sure what I think of it yet.
 It talks about escape attempts once. The passage references escape attempts using explosives. It cites one ‘successful’ attempt (the prisoner was free for a grand total of six weeks before recapture) and one unsuccessful attempt (the door held). The larger context is the search for explosives in a cell after a tip off that prisoners were trying to escape using the same method. Nothing was found.
 The overall impression I get from what I’ve read is that successful escapes are pretty rare in the modern day. And how common they were historically depended on context.
 Generally, there isn’t any clear evidence that ‘harsher’ punishments result in a drop in crime. Or rather- there isn’t any evidence that this is the predominant factor.
 Let me give a few examples here to illustrate the point.
 Both India and Pakistan have (at least in theory) strong punishments in place for sexual violence and rape. Sentencing goes up to the death penalty and there is (theoretically) an automatic life imprisonment for some crimes, especially against minors.
 Campaigners believe this has caused a drop in convictions. It has led to courts letting more rapists go free.
 The way that works is pretty simple: the sentencing is seen as so harsh that police, juries and judges do not think defendants ‘deserve’ the punishment, even if they’re believed to be guilty. Less people are brought to court (ie in cases of gang rape it’s common for only one suspect to be charged), more people are acquitted.
 In contrast Kara’s research on sex trafficking strongly suggests that higher sentencing does have a deterrent effect in this case. That’s because his economic based research shows a pretty clear link between price and demand. It also shows that the potential profits for abusers and slavers are incredibly high and are not really dented by the penalties in most countries.
 My instinct here is that any form of corporal punishment in a prison setting could easily have the opposite effect. It could encourage escape attempts and would encourage resistance.
 Decent conditions inside the prison are- well bad prison conditions are often treated as a form of punishment or as part of the punishment. Things like poor heating/cooling conditions, inadequate shelter, not enough food or water, poor quality food, over crowding, lack of hygiene facilities and so forth- I’d argue they should be treated as a form of corporal punishment. Especially since they’re often used as torture, explicitly or implicitly.
 If living conditions are intolerable and prisoners are routinely abused they are going to try to escape. They’re also more likely to attack the guards and attempt suicide. They’re also more likely to attack each other.
 But honestly? I suspect the biggest barriers to escape attempts are physical ones. Walls, rivers, cliffs, fences, locked doors.
 I’d also include natural barriers in this category. People who know that escape means death by starvation or dehydration or exposure are unlikely to make the attempt unless living conditions in the jail are very bad.
 Returning to the earlier point I mentioned briefly about context- I can think a lot of successful historical escapes from jails, prisons, slavery etc. The impression I get was that these were still rare at the time and they mostly involved systematic flaws.
 Jack Sheppard’s escapes were impressive. But he was alive during a period where most shackles could be opened by a sharp strike to the hinge or a loose nail. He was small and imprisoned in cells designed for larger men.
 Escapes from slavery, both in modern times and historically, should be considered in light of the fact there are usually far more slaves then guards and physical barriers are- often not well maintained.
 What I’m driving at here is that people take advantage of opportunities to escape. They also weigh their options. The situation would have to be pretty dire in prison for a person to choose to walk off into the desert away from the only source of water for miles.
 I think that brings me to the character’s situation.
 Both responses are possible. Even if the severe punishment constitutes torture.
 Torture does produce an entrenched opposition to the torturer and their ‘side’. But that doesn’t necessarily create the altruism to help other people.
 Even with an altruistic character there are plenty of reasons why a torture survivor might choose not to help. Incapacity for instance- which can be due to the long term psychological symptoms of torture as well as physical injury.
 Someone who is depressed generally has less energy to spare helping others, which makes helping people more difficult. Insomnia, another common long term symptom, often means people are too tired, too disoriented and too ill to help as much as they might like. Hypervigilance and panic attacks might result in someone being actively excluded however much they want to help- on the basis that a highly visible symptom might draw more attention to a group.
 Another reason could be the risk. The character might agree with the idea of wanting to escape but think the plan isn’t good enough.
 They might not trust some of the people planning the escape.
 Now I don’t tend to use muteness in my stories, but I have made characters as ineloquent as possible (or put a language barrier between them) in order to make sure they speak with their actions. So- I appreciate what you’re trying to do here and how difficult it can be.
 My way of approaching this sort of problem is to work out what’s most likely for the character first and then work out how to show that. But I’m getting the impression that that’s not how you work. And that’s absolutely OK. There isn’t a ‘right’ way to approach writing. If starting with the actions helps, then do that.
 Wanting to help but being too ill is probably the easiest one to set a course of action for. But- it could also be one of the more painful options to write because you’re setting the character up to fail. This one is a case of finding ways to show them trying and failing.
 Showing that the character thinks the plan is too risky is a little trickier. Here’s how I’d do it.
 I’d have the group approach the character for help and have the character clearly refuse. But after that the character hangs around them a lot. Not in the same group or even particularly near but in the same room or near to the room. And then the first few times the group do something that’s likely to get them caught the character is there.
 Not with an active solution or anything that could be taken as obvious cooperation- but when it looks like a guard might be taking interest suddenly the mute character has ‘clumsily’ upset a cleaning cart and soap suds are flooding the floor. When someone’s getting close to a hiding place the mute character suddenly discovers their snacks are missing and This Means War.
 You get the idea. A sort of inconsistent, background assistance at the most valuable moments. Coupled with a continued refusal to become more actively involved.
 Not trusting some of the group could be shown with a similar sort of partial-assistance. Refusal to take part in general and acts that help specific group members while ignoring others.
 I haven’t talked about agreeing to help because the kind of acts you want the character to there should be pretty obvious. This is a perfectly realistic option and if you’re not sure you can get across the character’s motivation for refusing I’d say it’s preferable. Because it avoids any suggestion that ill treatment has made the character passive or obedient.
 It’s harder to get across a character’s motivations and the nuance of their thoughts when they can’t communicate directly. But it’s perfectly possible.
 I think one of the main things you need to decide here is whether that’s something you want to try writing. Does the story have space to not just show the character’s actions but explore why they’re acting the way they are?
 I hope this helps. :)
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Among the list of difficult health conditions that tons of individuals cope with is sometimes high blood glucose. though there square measure millions of treatments for treating polygenic disorder, several islands square measure temporary and don’t offer long-run results. rather than banking on wasted treatments and things, the effective possibility is with a program that's typically specifically tailored for serving to those that have high blood glucose level. Keeping this in head, we've got reviewed the most popular The Vedda Blood  sugar Remedy, that meant to grantprofit to individuals of all ages World Health Organization would love to minimize their blood glucose level amonga brief span of your time amount.
What Is Vedda blood sugar Remedy Ebook (PDF)?
The Vedda blood sugar Remedy is Associate in Nursing innovative program that would be comprised of natural solutions, food recipes and diet plans to assist individuals management and their blood glucose level, that is that the issue for polygenic disorder. The program is truly created when thoroughgoing analysis about the tradition and culture of Vedda  blood sugar  and also the natural techniques to regulate blood glucose level. The main thought of the program assists within the normalize the blood glucose and scale back the danger of polygenic disorder. the actual fact is, there square measure several alternative earmarks of a controlled blood glucose level, as well as weight loss. This protocol conditional on Vedda  blood sugar  thus it is not solely safe, however what is a lot of, it doesn’t cause any side-effects.
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Anything that looks too smart to stay true sounds like some scam. However, this is often false with the Vedda  blood sugar technique program. this is often since it's actually helped 1000s of individuals so far with lowering their blood glucose level. even so, it's additionally a incontrovertible fact that brought on by used this program were honest and in accordance with their efforts.
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How will Vedda blood sugar Remedy System Work?
The easy tricks and tips prompt within the Vedda blood sugar  Remedy permit you to organize fight polygenic disorder, shed fat, enhance energy levels and scale back the danger of connected health diseases as well as cecity, heart attacks, sensors injury, excretory organ problems and lots of a lot of. it's a potent remedy which will reverse the amount to your hypoglycemic agent resistance to regulate blood glucose. There square measure numerous sections within the Vedda  blood sugar  Treatment technique. every section helps a users with the data they need to treat their polygenic disorder the natural approach and safely. Here’s that that you get:
The Vedda blood sugar Remedy Book: This guide comes with ingredients that square measure employed by the Vedda  blood sugar  so as to regulate the blood glucose. whereas victimization data on this space, the user is in a positionto grasp a lot of a couple of Vedda  blood sugar and their ways in which of uptake for the event with healthy living.  Blood Handsome regulation Recipes: future a element the guide contains some compilation of recipes that square measure aimed to control a blood glucose level. All the recipes is elaborate exactly, so as to make sure it's easier for the user to require them.  30-Day Blood Handsome Protocol: This section of the Vedda  blood sugar  contains lunch set up that the client ought to follow for week, so as to note nice results.  The main portion of the Vedda  blood sugar  is sometimes vegetable oil. According so you'll Dempsey, the Vedda blood sugar  create use of vegetable oil liberally among their diet, thus as and keep themselves aloof from totally differentdiseases, as well as polygenic disorder. The vegetable oil works to delay the method|biological process} process so as to stimulate the body to secrete consistent stream of energy daily. This flow of power converts into low glycemic list when taking food. This assists within the higher digestion of carbs and forestall the blood glucose levels accountable.  Vedda blood sugar  Remedy formula
Vedda blood sugar  Treatment technique Ebook By Michael Dempsey
It are often vital to grasp among the author of this guide {to create|to form|to create} positive that one will make a choice before creating a get man of science and author of the Vedda blood sugar  Treatment technique is MichaelDempsey. His mate and small woman were diabetic and troubled to regulate their high blood glucose values. Dempsey used various treatments for his family, however while not success. When Dempsey has used most treatments, he determined to carryout his own analysis to work out the precise cause and resolution to high blood glucose values. One day, whereas researching he found realize the Vedda blood sugar and their therapeutic diet program that keeps their community from numerous life likely diseases as well as polygenic disorder. Slowly and bit by bit, the author complete the facts of their healthy fashion. He found that these individuals integrate healing foods, healthy exercises and specifically vegetable oil among their daily routine to still be healthy. This light-emitting diode Dempsey so you'll define a break-through anti-diabetic method, referred to as the “Vedda blood sugar Remedy”.
The Benefits With this Formula
100% natural, safe and scientifically evidenced remedy for cutting your blood glucose levels in your house.  Already worked for thirty seven, 838 individuals round the entire world.  You’ll be in a position taking management over your blood glucose values, defeat your polygenic disorder, and rework your health.  It is terribly all to straightforward to follow the directions regarding this technique.  Comparing to a medications you’re on at this time, it’s terribly reasonable.
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Vedda blood sugar   Protocol Side-Effects?
The method is natural: no pills, supplements or chemical treatments there.  It’s solely offered electronic digital format, once more – no actual physical product or something of the actual kind.  You cannot expect long results as a result of this remedy, however though it may take it slow to seek out out them (30 days usually) – they're attending to permanent.  Where to shop for the PDF (Ebook Guide) at the simplest value And Cut price? Numerous websites on the net claim to supply the program at an excellent charge. however you wish to staycautious of frauds and scams. so as to induce entitled to your bonuses and 60-day a reimbursement refund, you’ll ought to purchase it from the first web site, that offers very cheap value.
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Reimbursement Policy: You get an excellent 60-day refund policy as a result of this program. So, if you are notcontent with the results, merely contact the client maintenance staff.  Customer Service: you'll receive the client care and a focus contact variety when obtaining the order.  How for any Refund or Cancel? simply contact their client satisfaction (“contact us” within the bottoom of the page), as reported by alternative users they handle it among day.  How Long till the appliance Works? consistent with guarantees, it takes thirty days to work.  In Which Countries could be a Program offered To Buy? offered for all nations, note: the guide is throughout English.  Where will My partner and that i Purchase it Online? To the Official web site, that’s additionally low-cost rate you’ll notice. simply click here to maneuver to their own web site. 
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