#they were so emosh watching that

[thefrsers]

SamCait + watching and reacting to their chemistry test

#outlander #outlander cast #outlandercastedit #sam heughan #sheughanedit #caitriona balfe #caitrionabalfeedit #samcait #jamie x claire #gifs #mine #everyone's moved on but i'm still mentally here #they were so emosh watching that #i was literally melting just watching their reaction and both being close to tears *sniffles in their so precious* #Josh always be coming through for SamCait nation and that's why he can sit with us :')

[pulsedmaggot]

me when i smoke: slipknot are such an emotional travesty that no matter which two band members you put side by side to each other you could come away with such an intense backstory between the two of them from multiple points in their lives. this band loves each other like a wellness checker whose emails you forget to write back. this band cant stand each other. this band is beautiful

me when im sober: does anyone else think ross robinson and joey jordison explored each others bodies. just me? ok. what about ross robinson and corey taylor. just me again? ok

#yuck.mouth #AM I CRAZY BTW. IM CRAZY. BUT AM I. TRULY #the more i learn about ahem hem tenth member of slipknot ross robinson im like oh okay so they were sucking and fucking #not even in an rpf tinhatting way most of the time. but in the am i nuts or are these guys talking about gay sex. way #slipknot rpf #i watched a video essay today (woahhhh shocker) about joey and it mentioned how he was with ross and it made me so emosh #bands be normal about their producers challenge IMPOSSIBLE

[going-to-ikea-for-the-fries]

It's a Match! || poly!141 x Reader

[Chapter 31] || [Chapter 33]

Pairing: Gaz x gn!Reader || Ghost x gn!Reader || 141 x gn!Reader Words: 1.3K~ cw: not angst but a bit 'angsty', fluff fluff fluff. Summary: While overcoming recent heartbreak, you decide to join Tinder in search of a rebound. Your friends advise to just Swipe Right indiscriminately... What happens when 4 soldiers from the same squad match with you? a/n: This one made me all emosh to write ngl.

Chapter 32: No Harm Done.

You're sitting by the sliding glass door leading out to the balcony on Sunday morning, looking out and holding a warm drink in your hands.

It's raining outside. It's always raining in England, so it shouldn't really surprise you... but it still feels like a lazy, down-sort of day regardless.

You're home alone. Johnny went to base for P.T. and a meeting of sorts, while Kyle went out to the gym himself, giving you some time for yourself.

Your phone sits in front of you, fingers tapping away, back-and-forth, between chats with friends and with the lads, your lads.

Ghost said they'd text you to let you know when they were back, a promise they'd made after they sort of just turned up at your door all injured and hurt without warning so many weeks ago.

It feels like it's been an eternity since you had them all here.

Your eyes find your chat with Simon, flittering over the last couple of texts you sent each other. Right before the boys left on their newest mission.

Regardless of what Kyle and Johnny say about Simon, he's actually the best texter out of all of them... John being the worst.

simon: Have about 5 minutes before we have to go. you: will u be safe? simon: Always am sweetheart. simon: Don't you worry about me. you: i meant ALL of you. you: and of course i worry about u! simon: If it was about all of us, you wouldn't be messaging me separately. simon: And I appreciate it but you shouldn't. you: i hate how smart u are. you: u face death literally every day in your job simon: And I always come back. you: okay but im allowed to worry no? you: youd worry about the others too? simon: I guess so. simon: But I'll be fine. you: u dont know that. simon: I know enough. simon: Been doing this for over a decade. you: that's not reassuring the way you think it is. simon: You're very worried. Is this because of what I said?

That text makes you set down your phone when you read it again, your face warm with embarrassment at the reminder, just like it had been during that text exchange as it was happening.

He had told you he loves you. Two of them had by now.

The thought of that still makes you shiver, the words so full of emotion and vulnerability when Simon said them, never any pressure on you, just a gesture on his end.

you: maybe? simon: That's really cute of you. simon: Don't let it make you worry or overthink. simon: I'll make sure I come back to you. you: si... simon: GTG ✋ simon: Will text you when I touch down.

Kyle's, however, were a lot less vulnerable. They were sweet, sudden, driven by happiness and amusement...

Both of them came out of left field and caught you off-guard.

Both of them felt just as real, however.

You took a sip of your warm drink and glanced out of the window again, watching the droplets slide down the glass panes.

You can't help but think about how things have been going for you.

Is this becoming too much? Is it going too far? Did you finally lose the plot?

When did a silly little Tinder account you made with your friends while fighting heartbreak become a 4-way relationship and 2 out 4 men telling you they're in love with you?

You're lost in thought when the door opens behind you, Kyle making his way in.

"Hey, lovie." He greeted, causing you to jump a bit, spilling some of your drink over the glass top of the table.

"Ah, fuck." You complained as you reached for the napkin holder and started mopping up the liquid. "Hi, Ky." You added as you cleaned the mess you made.

"Sorry, did I catch you off guard?" He asked as he approached the table and began to help you.

"Yeah..." You murmured and looked up at him, finally, finding him in a grey sleeveless hoodie and black workout shorts.

You smiled softly at him as you gathered the wet napkins and moved to the kitchen to dispose of them.

Kyle seemed to catch the look in your eyes as you glanced up at him. "What's wrong? You seem strange..." He asked as you followed you into the kitchen.

"Just thinking, it's nothing." You told him as you turned after throwing out the rubbish, only to find him standing right behind you, looking at you with scrunched brows.

"Is this about yesterday?" He asked you softly. "Was it too early?" He added in earnest.

The memories of the day before come back to you sharply. The way, after he told you he loved you, you sputtered for a bit, your face burning up, your eyes wide...

And how you had come back home together, your nose still pink, his cheek still red, the both of you looking embarrassed and sheepish, avoiding eye contact and biting your lip.

How Johnny had teased the two of you, thinking you had gotten down and dirty in the car and that's why you had come home looking so embarrassed...

You look up at him with a sigh and shake your head. "No, it's just..." You trailed off.

"Was it because Soap teased us after we came back?" He reached forward and gently ran a hand over your cheek.

"No!" You added and sighed, leaning into his palm, and gently holding his forearm in your hand.

"I'm just worried... I've never... been in something like this before." You explained, as you looked into his eyes. "More than one partner and-"

Kyle nodded at you, watching you with understanding eyes and a soft gaze, like he wanted you to keep talking, communicating.

"I don't know how to act about this... I don't know..." You trailed off and looked away for a moment. "It's... a strange feeling."

"To love more than one person at once?" He asked you as his brows raised in inquiry.

You nodded in response and looked up at him. "Yeah... And to... have them love me back."

"So I wasn't the first to tell you, huh?" Kyle asked, having caught the way you mentioned 'more than one person' when it came to 'loving you back'.

Your face burned up hot in embarrassment and you shook your head at him.

"Simon was." You replied, which made Kyle's eyes widen and then a smile take over his lips as he shook his head.

"Wasn't expecting that..." Kyle admitted as he caressed your cheek again.

"Did you say it back for him? Like you did for me?" He asked and you nodded your head in reply.

"Well..." Kyle trailed off, seemingly lost in thought for a moment, as if pondering what to say, and how to say it. "It's not exactly a bad feeling, is it?"

You shook your head. It wasn't a bad feeling. In fact, you quite liked having said the words, having had the words said to you.

"Then, I'd say there's not a big cause for worry. We all knew this would happen, right?" He added. You, once again, nodded at him.

Gently, he cupped your face with both hands, his thumbs rubbing your cheeks. "Then, let's just... let it be." He chuckled.

"You and I love each other. You and Simon love each other. I love Simon too..." He admitted with a shrug. "No harm done, right?"

Smiling a bit more, you ended up nodding and gently pushed up, kissing him slowly and deeply, both of your eyes closing, his hands caressing your face, your hands caressing his forearms...

You're so into the kiss, you don't hear the front door close, nor Johnny approach, until he shows up at the kitchen door. "Greedy bastard, leave some space for the Tav, will ye?"

taglist (CLOSED! not adding anyone else, sorry!):

@daisychainsinknots , @bunnysdaydreams , @iite-cool , @lahniu , @pagesfalling ,

@tapioca-milktea1978 , @live-love-be-unique , @thelaisydazy , @littleghosthunter , @bossva ,

@emotion-no-hot-yes-hotel-trivago , @chamomiletealeaf , @ghosts-hoe , @kariiiel , @ltbarnes ,

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@leeeenistop , @lucienbarkbark , @xxshadowbabexx , @severenswife , @enarien ,

@l0lziez , @whos-fran , @greatstormcat , @openup-yourmind , @neoarchipelago ,

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@stick-the-dumbass , @mothsdrabbles , @justanerd1 , @thesinsoflust , @thriving-n-jiving ,

@blckbrrybasket , @agoodmoviekiss

#ikea writes 💚 #it's a match! fic #cod modern warfare #cod fanfic #captain john price #john soap mactavish #kyle gaz garrick #simon ghost riley #text story #cod x reader #call of duty x reader #141 x reader #gaz x reader #ghost x reader

[mazeinthemiroh]

can we get a hurt/comfort of the skz boys taking a joke too far and making reader cry

stray kids taking a joke too far a making their s/o upset

genre: hurt / comfort? (mainly hurt lmao), angst?

word count: 1k

warnings: it's a bit emosh 🤧

please like and reblog if you enjoy :]

bangchan

will literally be mortified like his world will shatter there and then he has no idea what to do with himself he sort of just freezes up because he's trying to reevaluate his life choices because wtf??? hates himself sooo much for it like he's going to remeber this moment for the rest of his life. bro. i'm not even exaggerating. he?? making you cry by something he said??? usually, he's very good at being playful without taking it too far but now he's questioning everything. will cuddle you for the whole night and hold you close, apologising like a million times because he's devastated really.

"i'm so so sorry baby i'm such an idiot please don't cry because of me..."

minho

i feel like lee know would be the most likely to do this. one of his ways of expressing himself or his love for someone is sometimes by relentlessly teasing them. but he is very conscious that sometimes this can rub people up the wrong way, and there is a thin line between being playful and actually hurting someone's feelings. to clarify, minho never intends to hurt your feelings. so when he sees the effect of his careless words and flippant remarks, his heart is stricken with anxiousness and immense guilt. he immediately pulls you into a hug and tries to laugh it off, but his heart breaks a little.

"ahh baby i'm only joking, don't take any notice of what i say... you know everything that comes out my mouth is nonsense, sweetie."

changbin

will think you are joking at first. he thinks you're just playing around and fake crying because that's something you and him do when you're teasing each other. but when he realises that those tears were in fact very real, he grows quiet and pouts. will take you in his arms and suffocate you with a bear hug and apologise to you, telling you he was only being silly and trying to tease you. won't let you go from the hug until you are gasping for air and then he will pull away from you to look into your eyes and wipe away your tears away, the pout still on his face.

"my baby don't cry i was only messing around" "it's okay binnie..." "NO IT'S NOT >:("

hyunjin

will literally start crying when he sees tears form. "no, no, no no nooo" if he could shove your tears back in he would but here we are, you crying and him crying too. he would say sorry and hold your hands with his for a while, never letting go. or he might pull you in for a tight hug and rock you softly, swaying in a comfortable rhythm as you settle down. will pull back and wipe your tears with his sweater paws :( kissing your eyelids shut in an attempt to help you stop crying. but he knows you're just as sensitive as he is, so he understands if he's gone too far.

"y/n i love you so much *sniffle* i'm sorry i was only joking"

jisung

will have his mouth agape with confusion for a while before he realises what he has done. when he watches the single tear roll down your cheek he knows he just can't possibly be forgiven for this. but i can see him go two ways: 1) he will laugh light-heartedly and pull you closer, saying he was only joking and continuing to laugh because he is in such disbelief whilst wiping away your tears. or 2) just starts crying with you. it will genuinely depend on what mood he is in because obviously these two reactions are very different from each other. but if he is laughing it is more out of disbelief than anything else. either way, he feels extremely sorry.

"omg are you crying? *stifles a laugh* baby don't cry~" "jisung you're laughing!" "i'm sorry i can't help it??"

felix

similar to chan, he would be crushed. will probably dissolve into nothingness because how could he ever hurt his baby? it was completely unintentional, of course. he would never mean to hurt you and thought you guys were just playing around but now he's questioning his reality and having a full-on existential crisis while you start crying because of what he said. will absolutely cry with you and grab you, smothering you with cuddles and kisses and apologising so much you'll think he'll pass out. seriously, it takes him forever to stop apologising to you; you'll have to make him.

"i'm so sorry y/n, oh my gosh i'm so sorry-" "it's okay lix" "but i'm still soooo sorry"

seungmin

he would be absolutely baffled. would blink in confusion multiple times because he's trying to figure out how he totally and utterly crossed the line. he used to pride himself on knowing the balance between being rude and just teasing. but now he questions himself as he makes you cry with his words. then, the guilt hits him like a ton of bricks, his empathy in overdrive. grabs your hand instantly and coos your little cries, trying to calm and settle you, all the while thinking of how wrong he was. he doesn't know how to forgive himself.

"y/n-ah, i'm so sorry for being insensitive."

jeongin

confused part 2. will consider if you are joking or not before realise that you are not. he starts to panic, his eyes turning wide, extremely unsure of what to do or where to go from here. what are his options? how could he do this? why had he been so careless? all these thoughts circled his mind continuously, making him dizzy. he pulls you in for an awkward, side-wards hug as he thinks these things through. mostly he is silently, hushing you here and there, rubbing circles on your lower back with his hand. finally, he speaks up, in a whisper:

"don't cry because of my carelessness, darling."

skz taglist: @hearts4sungie, @seokshineswiftie, @alyszaen, @jtrstp, @a-wandering-stay, @hyungenie5, @anyamaris

#stray kids #skz #kpop #skz reactions #stray kids reactions #skz imagines #skz scenarios #stray kids scenarios #stray kids imagines #kpop imagines #kpop scenarios #kpop reactions #kpop reacts #jeongin #yang jeongin #i.n #kim seungmin #seungmin #han #han jisung #felix #lee felix #hyunjin #hwang hyunjin #changbin #seo changbin #lee know #lee minho #bangchan #bang chan

[earth-to-lottie]

my boy lan bringing home another trophy (which is GORGEOUS by the way)

I don’t want to talk about the Lance/Daniel/Oscar situation cause my rage is unbridled at lance’s piss poor attitude, like has he EVER heard of the word HUMILITY?? not even the crash but trying to blame everyone but himself when he wasn’t looking where he was going???? Bitch it’s a hairpin at a SC restart?? What did you think they were gonna do other than brake??????????? Anyway moving on

I’m so happy Zhou got his little moment too, I got a bit emosh seeing him teary I won’t lie

Also fernando’s save????? Oh my god that man has reflexes never before seen???? Unbelievable like who was saying he’s too old to be driving??? (Tbf I have probably said that but i’ll happily eat my words rn hahahah) He really said ‘watch this’ and I love that for him

#formula 1 #lando norris #mclaren #f1 #chinese gp 2024 #daniel ricciardo #oscar piastri #my boys did well all things considered #I swear if Daniel’s luck doesn’t turn around soon I’m gonna scream #fernando alonso #anti lance

[sitp-recs]

HP Rec Fest, Day 30

Here we come with more @hprecfest! Today I’m only reccing rare pairs since I couldn’t think of any pre-canon Drarry fics 🤔 I wonder if canon divergent / canon rewrite applies?? I don’t read them often either way, so I figured this would be a good opportunity to boost lesser known fics. I think this is my favorite rec post for the fest so far - there’s something so poetic in reccing these two specific fics alongside each other since Little Compton Street verse was my first (unforgettable, devastating) contact with Prongsfoot and 5 years later here I am reading them again - this time welcoming the pain. More embarrassing emosh blabbing below!

Day 30) a pre-canon fic:

empire builders by shecrows (James/Sirius, E, 25k)

Say, James, he rehearses in his head. Remember that time we were both roaring drunk at the end of term, and you put your cock in my mouth, and I came so hard I still get tingly thinking about it? Was that just a one off, d’you think, or did you want to do it again sometime?

Prongsfoot my beloved 😭😭😭 sometimes I feel like I’ll never feel as strongly about a ship as I feel for them which sounds so crazy because I don’t even read it! or, well. after being utterly ruined by Winter of ‘79 (curiously a fic within LCS verse as mentioned below) I promised myself I wouldn’t look for this ship anymore bc the inevitable tragedy of it depressed me way too much. I locked them away in a secret space deep within my heart and only allowed myself to re-awaken those feelings this year, with the brilliant empire builders. what a fic! a few lines in and I was hooked and completely obsessed with Sirius’ unbelievably spot on voice, the peak friends to lovers dynamics, and the unbearable sexual tension mixing guilt and devotion (my favorite shippy combo btw). fuck, they are so young and so lovable, and so attuned to each other it makes me wanna cry. never before a 25k fic has felt so short, I’ve read it in a frenzy and couldn’t stop thinking about their love for days. the best word to describe my state after this fic is “tormented” which might as well be the best compliment I’ve ever given in a rec.

Play Me Like A Love Song by @writcraft (Minerva/Will, E, 67k)

Minerva McGonagall doesn’t believe in love at first sight, which is why her instant attraction to drag king Wilhelmina ("Will") Grubbly-Plank is so unexpected. War tears apart the wizarding world and as one battle ends Minerva and Will must fight once more, this time for the lives of their friends on Little Compton Street. A love story spanning five decades defined by music, laughter and tears, in which love is not always easy, but it’s always worth fighting for.

truly a masterpiece of lesbian fiction, this fic is more like a religious experience, bold, brutally honest, romantic, eye-opening and necessary. I never thought I’d care so much for a ship like Will & Minerva but they worked their way inside my heart and I’m deeply moved by how their story encompasses everything that’s inherent to the queer experience: love, loss, resistance and hope. there’s so much joy and grief walking hand by hand, and it is our privilege to watch the characters mature and experience life as individuals and as a couple. Writ crafts oh so thoughtfully two stunning character studies (Minerva’s voice omg, please don’t @ me on my competence kink) while taking us by the hand into the magical universe of Little Compton Street, which is so completely irresistible and healing. I adore the atmosphere, the imagery, the soundtrack, and how this seductive setting allows them to explore their queerness in such a free, proud and joyful way *getting emosh* I feel like nothing I add here will make this story justice, it’s such a poignant and transformative fic but sadly deeply underrated like it happens to so many wlw tales. I hope this rec inspires at least one person to check it out and while at it please also check the entire series with a Drarry piece and a Prongsfoot piece, a perfect trifecta!

#hprecfest2023 #day 30 #pre-canon fic

[leenaur143]

Bad Lawyer & Crazy Dog, an unconventional love story

JUST FINISHED THE LAST EPISODE OF LAWS OF ATTRACTION!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Okay this is your HUGE spoiler warning because I have so many thoughts and my love for this show knows no bounds but I don't wanna take away from the magic of living it through on your own so go watch it!!!

Overall episode rating: 9.5/10

Overall show rating: 10/10

I was so tempted to take away points for that SILLY GUITAR AND THE SINGING 😭🤣 but it's fine they can't help that they're in love dhhxhdj

So, currently writing this at midnight just after 2/9/2023 which was Tinn and Charn's wedding day!!!!!!! These two goofs have come so far and yeah, couldn't be happier for them 🫶

I took a pause in the middle of the episode to collate my thoughts and here was the list I made about the first half:

1. the mma boxing unconventional fight between tinn and nawin, it was giving 'youtube boxing: worst bits!' but it made me laugh so its fine 😭

2. thee having no one truly there for him except tan - his fellow bodyguards didn't even back him, meaning ever since he started working for tan's family he truly has known no one who cares and loves him deeply which 🥹😭 how did he manage to stay so kind through all that

3. thattep that psychopath.

4. nawin being the best character ever

5. how similar nawin and charn are (one just has a few dozen more braincells than the other

6. how charn planned that entire plot knowing the risks not only to his physical self but knowing he could be risking his entire career but he's ready to do that as we saw when thattep called him to prison 🤧👏

7. the one guy that said you dropped the soap in the prison showers 🥲

8. tan using his annoyingness to his advantage and celebrating being banned from an airline - the most tan thing to do tbh

9. thee and tinn link up AGAIN!!!

10. the wedding talk made me emosh.. the entire proposal (lets ignore the singing but even that wouldnt wipe the huge grin off my face as i was watching it) i love the storyline of the song though (hats off to that tumblr user who explained the story behind the song, this was perfect

11. emotional during the seeking of blessings from charn's mum

12. grandma is a gem 💯

13. maya and rose doing so much to help the people they love - they truly are the MVPs

14. tongkhao's dream living on 🥹 all she wanted on Tinn's birthday was for him to be happy and start a family with someone he loves, and he did it 🥹😭🤧

Also, completely ignore the fact that I skimmed over the whole exposing scene because it was decent but I knew, I just knew Charn wasn't gonna die today and a bullet wouldn't be the thing that ended him so IM GLAD I WAS RIGHT 😭

The wedding! OH THE WEDDING 🥹👏 It was beautiful, just everyone who loves them there and present in form or in spirit - seeing the dolls and knowing Tonkhao was there just 🥹 maybe I'm just an emotional wreck but this episode really got me in my feels

I did laugh my butt off when they were taking wedding photos because why so stiff 😭🤣 It served prom in a nice way WHICH IS FINE it was just looking a bit awkward and hence it was funny 🤭

Also I could write entire essays about Tan's storyline but the fact that he never held any resentment for his dad even after all of THAT is just astounding, and it highlighted how even though Thee and Tan are very different, down to their core values, they're the same which is why they're perfect for each other

Speaking of perfect for each other, seeing Rose and Maya get engaged!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHH I WAS SO HAPPY FOR THEMM

When Tinn said 'one day' concerning the conversation about the legality of same sex marriage in Thailand, I got in my feels again as you can probably gather is a common theme here, and I realised how much good shows like this promote.. and yeah I won't waffle on too much about that but it was really powerful 🥹

All in all, if we learnt anything from Laws of Attraction, I'd comfortably say it would be... how to say doll in Thai 🤣 (WHAT? It sounds so amazing! tuktā (pronounced too-ka-ta), it's a much better word!)

No, but seriously, what a show, I'd definitely recommend watching it and I hope, whoever is still reading my midnight rambles, enjoys it as much as I did 🫰

#laws of attraction #laws of attraction the series #tinn x charn #thee x thaenthai #maya x rose #thai bl #thai drama #turtle talks

[otrtbs]

immediately restarting little women is so fucking real😭😭

also currently w my sister who i see like twice a year bc she lives in italy and we’re going to a. bunch of galleries and museums in rome and florence and i cannot wait to live out my ahb! dreams😭

have a vodka cran for me and whooo go stars💚⭐️

(thoughts on pisces sun, libra moon, gemini rising?)

plsss we were both crying bc the end scene gets us every time (when they’re all little girls and alive and happy and nothing bad has happened to them yet and jo is clutching her. book. like AHSKENAKNSN) and we were both like ,,,,, that was toooOooOo good to watch just once. play it again !

ALSO HAVE SO MUCH FUN IN ITALY THE ART THERE. ALL THE ART. AHHHHH IM SO EXCITED FOR YOU!!!! <3333

okay so i am not an astrologist nor super duper knowledgeable abt the stars i just like passing judgement lmfaooo so please take all of this so unseriously and w a grain of salt but

i feel like you feel a lot of feelings and you feel them like ….. intensely and more openly maybe ? i feel like gemini’s n pisces are a bit emosh. ALSO DO YOU HAVE LIKE SYMBOLIC DREAMS ??? idk why but my pisces friend has all these crazy intense and symbolic dreams all the time so. that’s my basis 😭😭😭 also i think harry styles is a libra moon so youre twinsies basically and i think. you could relate 2 him on an emotional level 😌

#asks

[roxy206]

Live In Chicago From The Historic Auditorium Theatre — 03/27/2023 | watch here | listen here

THE KATYA VOICEOVERRRR

No because this intro is amazing

THE SHOW CLIPS!

Ngl I do miss seeing them walk out onto stage

The two seconds it takes for Katya to mention her short dress lmao

Thank youuu, thank youuu You’re welcome

I’m in my tanning phase at the same age that you were, when you were in your tanning phase

The two of them saying the hoops 😂

Love wins Love wins

Of course Trixie went for the small dick joke lol

If you’re born naked & the rest is drag how do you criminalize it? 🤣

Okay so you really don’t know about drag queens because we are self-centered assholes

If drag really didn’t heal the world the conservatives wouldn’t care, but because it’s working they’re like we need to stop this

So if anybody knows a youth pastor — seriously though

Katya winking pleaaase

You wouldn’t understand what I’ve been through No, I couldn’t possibly! You’re so brave 😂

Katya laughing at herself is so !

I would but I won’t

I don’t drive so what’s gonna happen to me, d’you know what I mean?

You’re really doing responsibility

Katya talking about being an introvert

I’m sorry but Trixie knowing what story Katya is about to tell … I get immense pleasure out of that

It’s like looking up at the rain but reverse

I started getting a huge boner

Now excuse me I need clarification here on whether Katya literally heard Trixie while she was showering or imagined hearing Trixie

I was in the shower — different time — thinking about this person — 👀👀👀

Dungeons & Dragons bitch

Katya wanting to look exclusively for cuddling on Grindr

Am I nuts like if I just want to like kiss, just a man to kiss & hug?

I didn’t tell you [gasp] New information!

I’m so ashamed to admit that I immediately got hard — Trixie’s reaction 😂

When I ordered Noodles & Company upon your suggestion — AHHHH!

MORE LIVE PODS MORE LIVE PODS MORE LIVE PODSSSSSSS

No I’m gonna tell my dentist story for the twelfth time

Okay wait is it a Massachusetts or New England thing to call it a johnny because … yes that’s what it’s called (I guess so lol)

I don’t want no — I do want scrubs

Do you think he was putting the feelers out? How could you not?

Aww Trixie’s guidance counselor 😭

Trixie looking at Katya saying the bog

I was already feeling emosh & I can’t deal with Katya saying there’s something very poignant & touching about it 🥺

Not them doing a BFF quiz

The fucking irony that Trixie did indeed call her assistant when she was out running & shit her pants

Hold on hold on, Trixie shaved Katya’s back?

What do you MEAN oh you’ve seen me in the back of the bus eating pizza

There’s too much to process here I’m going to need to rewatch this one

What did he say? Cheese. Which is exactly what I would have said — Katya’s laugh when she says cheese 😂

I’ve had a colorful life

Is there a difference? You tell me

I didn’t think anyone knew it was a blowup doll

You told me to watch that movie & I haven’t watched it either

It’s 50 First Dates up here at this point

I can’t believe I haven’t told you this

Wait I can finally tell you this story too!

JAME!

This pod episode was lit

#kimmy watches #the bald and the beautiful #dostoyevsky in the sheets #oh honeyyyyy #trixya #trixie & katya #katya #katya zamo #katya zamolodchikova #trixie mattel

[ladynoblesong]

15 questions for 15 mutuals

i was tagged by the lovely @basmathgirl 🥰

tagging: @miladydewinterapologist, @cozcat, @breatheinandlive, @cookie-moi, @lifesizehysteria, @butchlilith, @clumsycapitolunicorn, @beachhausu, @sheep-in-space, @phantomunmasked, @feoplepeel, @juliewlters, @lindaeastman, @sxbob-omb, @tamagocchiheaven.

were you named after anyone?

a greek god! not a great one though i'm afraid...

when was the last time you cried?

last week - it was my final session with one of my therapists i've been seeing for the past 8 years, so i was a little emosh :')

do you have kids?

no, and i'm on the fence whether i want some atm - but maybe someday?

do you use sarcasm a lot?

not really, no.

what’s the first thing you notice about people?

their teeth/smile i think?

what’s your eye colour?

blue/green :)

scary movies or happy endings?

scary movies with happy endings! but in general i'm a sucker for a satisfying, happy ending.

any special talents?

i can speak and read really fast, and i'm quite good at tongue twisters.

where were you born?

in the paris region [derogatory]

what are your hobbies?

watching television/youtube, cooking, musical theatre (but i don't practice anymore), playing the guitar (once in a while), reading, writing, needle felting, playing video games, swimming, hitting the gym - looking forward to doing more now that i'm free from my phd!

have any pets?

not yet, but i have "future cat dyke" as my dating profile bio 🐈

what sports do you play/have you played?

i hate team sports, but i used to do ballet as a kid, then swimming, archery, and more recently musical theatre. at the moment i'm only swimming occasionally, and hitting the gym far too infrequently.

how tall are you?

5'5" (167 cm)

favourite subject in school?

french lit, english lit, philosophy.

dream job?

honestly, pretty much what i'm doing now! i've always loved research & i've grown quite fond of teaching over the past few years too.

#about me #personal #:)

[solarsleepless]

BEA: This is from a Warrior Nun called Sister Melanie. "I became the Warrior Nun in the summer of 1942, following my escape from the hellish Dachau Work Camp."

AVA: Wait, how could she be Jewish and a nun?

BEA: They persecuted others for being different. Not just Jews. She was gay.

AVA: Oh, God. Nazis suck balls.

BEA: "Returning to Occupied France, Mother Superion told us the Nazis were outside the parameters of our mission. She told me that my anger came from hate. And that hate was not within our jurisdiction."

AVA: Wait. Are you translating that from French?

BEA: Pay attention.

AVA: Ooh. Read on.

BEA: "But last night, I passed a group of Nazi officers carousing inside a French pub. I don't know what I thought I was going to do, but I went inside. A Nazi lieutenant asked me to dance with him. When I refused, he grabbed my wrist and saw the number they tattooed on me at Dachau. I let him see it. I wanted him to. He looked at me as if I was vermin. 'Juden, ' he sneered. 'Nein, ' I replied. 'Lesbich.'

AVA: ( laughs ) "Lesbich."

BEA: "His friends converged on me. I drew the Holy Sword and cut them down."

AVA: Oh, yeah, she did! ( pats )

BEA: "But Mother Superion was right. Each slice was an act of hate. Hatred that they had made me afraid to be myself. So I raged in a rainfall of their blood until the Nazi lieutenant aimed his gun at me across the room. I could not reach him. He said he would put me back in the camps himself. What happened next, I can't explain. At the thought of returning to the camps, I passed through fear, past hatred, beyond pain. The Halo flared with a blinding light and emitted a blast, unlike anything I had ever experienced. The Nazi's bullets melted away, along with his gun, his flesh, and a good portion of the wall. I fell back in the collapsed ruins of the pub, drained. I have no understanding of what allowed me to conjure such energy. But in the moment, I felt unbound. Unburdened. I felt finally myself."

( book claps shut ) [NOTE: bea is crying now ]

AVA: Do you want to talk about it?

BEA:( laughs ) Nothing. It's fine. I...

AVA: A badass story of a Warrior Nun tapping into her rage making you cry is nothing?

BEA: Your ignorance is really a downer sometimes.

AVA: Hey! What... what's going on?

BEA: As usual, you've managed to miss the entire point. ( sniffles ) Sister Melanie tapped into something elemental in her soul... and it amplified the Halo's energy. If you wanna pass through 20 feet of stone, you need to break through your own personal pain.

AVA: Okay, but why are you so mad at me?

BEA: I'm not mad at you. ( sighs ) I... I'm sorry. I'm sorry. It's not you. It was everyone but you. My whole life, people have tried to make me into something I'm not. To make me "normal," or at least "acceptable." I became skilled at so many things just so I would still have value... despite my flaws, or what I'd been taught was a flaw. Of course I tried to fit in. But when you're punished just for being different, you begin to hate what you are. And what you love. What should make you happy... only brings you pain. Pain is what made me a Sister Warrior.

AVA: Don't hate what you are. What you are is beautiful. I'm sorry for your pain.

BEA: Don't be.

holy fucking shit

didnt affect me or emoshe me as much as it would otherwise bc i had to listen and read instead of watching but damn

#damn

[lululawrence]

lululawrence's July 2022 Fic List

Previous Fic Lists / Lulu’s List Podcast Masterpost

The podcast episode for July is coming soon.

As always, be sure to show your love and appreciation for all of the hard work our fandom authors have put into their fics with kudos, nice comments, and (when applicable) reblogging their fic posts!

SEX 20mg by @jaerie / jaerie (3k, E, Harry/Louis, Sex Pollen, Friends to Lovers, Vegas, dubious consent (because of the Sex Pollen), recreational drug use, all the marathon sex (again because of the Sex Pollen lol), listen this fic is so filthy but once again Jenna came and gave it all the sweet feelings and I just don't know how she does that lol)

Full Moon Dreaming by @jacaranda-bloom / jacaranda_bloom (43k, E, Harry/Louis, Soulmates Abroad fic, Soulmates, Full Moon dreams, Firefighters, Enemies to Friends to Lovers, more like misunderstandings to friends to lovers lol, Kangaroo Island, Photographer Harry, Coastal Conservationist Louis, near death experience, Botanist Liam, Nurse Zayn, this fic is amazing in every single way, it sucks you in from the very beginning and the love Louis and all the boys have for the island is so clear, And the dynamics between all of them and how soulmates work in this world, it is just so incredibly cool and unique, I could rave about it for ages really)

To Be Gathered Round by @londonfoginacup / LadyLondonderry (G, 4k, Liam-centric OT5 Friendship, Larry are together but that's not the point of the fic so I'm calling it a friendship fic, Magic AU, they're all witches and attending a witches boarding school, it is such a lovely fic, all about friendship and belonging, and also there's talk of disabilities and it made me super emosh to read it all, I loved it really, this fic was also read on an episode of the @podfic-pals and it's great!)

leave my life outside (or let me in) by @so-why-let-your-voice-be-tamed / we_are_the_same (53k, M, Zayn/Liam, Big Bang fic, demon Zayn, demon Louis, demon Harry, human Liam, Halloween party, Hell, Angst with a Happy Ending, But like for real it's all the angst cause it's Mia so really you should expect that by now, Strangers to Lovers, Pining, like alllllll the pining hahaha, listen this fic is incredibly deep in so many ways, it looks incredibly far into morality and what is right and wrong as well as what makes someone good or bad, and it's just so stellar the way it all works together how it does, and the way the characters work through their shit and the side mentions of Nick as well as Harry slowly being brought into it all, it's just so incredible, the world building as well, amazing fic)

Strange Blue Water by @louistomlionson / sitandadmire (2k, M, Harry/Louis, Country Fest fic, Exes to Lovers, basically, it's open ended but I kinda forgot it was because I was able to construct such a full vision of their future together after this it felt like it was written out lol, for real though this fic was incredible, it was somehow hazy and hot and yet so visceral as well, I kinda screamed reading it because I was so taken by it, a short read but absolutely stellar, and soooooo much is packed into the word count it's incredible)

Truly, Madly, Crazy, Deeply by harriet_vane (30k, M, Liam/Louis, Accidental Marriage, Friends to Lovers, Falling in Love, Bed Sharing, Vegas, How funny that I read two fics that took place in Vegas this month, and they were the bookends lolllll, ANYWAY, this fic was the most delightful, watching Liam realize how much he loves Louis and always has was the best experience, It was so soft and natural and cute and fun, and Louis is just so obviously in love with him the entire time, even if he didn't realize it either, and their families' reactions???, and their friends' reactions?? like for real, it's just the most lovely and soft fic, I loved it)

#28th appreciation #fic writer appreciation #fic rec #my fic rec #fic list #july 2022 fic list

[catb-fics]

I’m acc gonna be so emosh if they do get back together and headline some festivals. It’s giving 2019 energy which was one of my favourite ever summers, me and my friends had all just left school and we got up to all sorts that summer, we must have seen the same artists multiple times that year, just following them all around the different festivals - catfish included! They bring back some major memories for me 🫶

I love this so much ❤️❤️❤️

Where did you watch catb? I think they were at their peak in 2019, the set list was perfect (before Tyrants got cut) *sob* and they had such brilliant energy on stage (and balance Van 😍)

I’d love to go back to 2019 too!

I hope 2024 is going to be just as memorable for you lovely for all the right reasons 🫶🏻

#catb asks

[glittertrail]

I was tagged by @amillcitygirl and @gardenarcana (thank you you're both the sweetest)

✨ 16 questions for 16 mutuals ✨

1. Are you named after anyone?

Yes, after one of my aunts. Her and my mom made a pact when they were younger bc if they ever had daughters they wanted them to have the name of the other one. They did. That just so happens to also be my favorite cousin. It makes family reunions confusing lol

2. When was the last time you cried?

Oh god, last week, partly bc i was high as a kite on cold medicine, partly bc people were basically making me feel emosh about not doing glitterasks anymore

3. Do you have kids?

Nope and i don't want any tbh (unless pets count as kids)

4. Do you use sarcasm a lot?

Sometimes

5. What’s the first thing you notice about people?

Depends on the person but eyes and posture usually

6. What’s your eye color?

Brown

7. Scary movies or happy endings?

Happy endings, purely bc i usually fall asleep in the middle of scary movies

8. Any special talents?

Coming up with dumb questions, making people comfortable to talk

9. Where were you born?

Venezuela

10. What are your hobbies?

watching old movies (and any random trash tv show i see anyone talking about), translating and video editing, doodling, sometimes writing

11. Do you have any pets?

No but i want one

12. What sports do you play/have played?

Running and swimming mostly, i don't like playing team sports bc I'm terrible at them lol

13. How tall are you?

5’5’’/166cm

14. Favorite subject in school?

Art, history and languages

15. Dream job?

Some combination of witch/fashion journalist/woodland fairy

16. Sunset or sunrise?

Sunrises

(no pressure) tags: @grinder-lector @blonbersjonde @myhusbandharryhamilton @minglana @angrycatlovesfandoms @junosjukebox @sweetlikesunflowersandhoney @purplejan @inthehytes @supremmedeluxe @petitmonde @pandaroboto @jackredfieldwasmyjacob @baldwinpdf @thecollectionsof @tiaskofi @plegdoctor

#tag thingie

[crimsonandcloverwrites]

BHAH CHAPTER 12 IT'S TIME TO CRY

just wanna say, from the bottom of my heart, buzzy and roman I would die for you thank you for my LIFE

NOT NANS COTTAGE. maximum emotional damage hours right off the bat

god the hill house vibes jamie get out before this place tries to eat u

"Thought for the longest time that I’d never get either of you back.” bruh

Jamie fixing up her old bike for Mikey's birthday at the O'Mara's house. specifically designed in a lab to make me cry

"put out of its misery with a thousand blows to the head with a shovel" is so gruesome I read it like 3 times until I remembered that Jamie actually did that in the middle of some serious grieving jesus

mike calling jamie dani and mikey 'the family' hold on a minute man hold on a minute

dani and mikey snoozing together HOLD ON A MINUTE MAN HOLD ON A MINUTE

god jamie is such a softie this whole chapter is just her trying not to cry with how much she loves people (and is loved in return)

oh boy the eddie jamie showdown

oof my poor son boy

holy fuck this whole confrontation is intense

"After all, why bring home a haunting, a gutter rat from the wrong side of the tracks, half feral and half broken, when the golden boy was right there." how dare u use the title against me like this

"I was mad for her from the start." “We were her best friends. If you fell for her, then how could I not?" hooooooly feelings

jamie saying all this to eddie and not dani. lmao. lol. rofl, even.

grocery shopping together............. intimacy...........

"What if I want more?" Dani being able to ask that now is so important to me that's my baby she's doin so good!!!!!! letting herself love people!!!!!

dfgkjhfkjghfkjh Jackie my beloved

"Jamie made an explicit gesture with her hands" screaming this whole interaction is so fucking funnyyyyyy. in the GROCERY STORE. fucking commedians the both of u

Dani Clayton picking a car by colour and nothing else she's so relateable

horny in a car dealership lot so true! i mean jamie with these practical car skills is v hunky u are so right dani

DANI HAS HER OWN CAR AGAIN. FREEDOM HAS NEVER BEEN SO SEXY

they're so domestic ugh (affectionate)

"I WANT YOU TO WATCH" FKSDJFKJDFH YEEHAW

“I think it would’ve been nice learning with you.” is so soft excuse me while I get emosh in the middle of this sex scene

every day this fic gives me my horny rights *pray hands emoji*

fgkjdfhgkjhdfkjh Judy telling them to take some alone time she said go work out that sexual frustration u horny lesbians

“Just because I didn’t realise it, doesn’t mean I didn’t have romantic feelings.” awww

dangerous dani clayton!!!! she needs to focus on the road!!!!!

"“Jesus fucking Christ,” Jamie said." SAME GIRL

lmao holy shit I love these idiots

nan..... jamie..... ouch

mikey meeting Dani's dad........ gotta go sob for 45mins hang on

Jamie growing Nan's favourite flowers just for her...... the amount of Nan that's in Jamie makes my heart cry

this fic is so like, full of love and really sweet moments but I love that you infuse these little moments of horror imagery in a 'life can be good but we carry around so many ghosts of troubled pasts in us' kinda way. good soup

“You be good. I love you.” i am crying.

sdfjdhfgjdghfjg how is jamie in shock don't tell me u didn't already know u enormous idiot.

I LOVE THE WAY WOMEN LOVE

pls they're so fucking cuuuute

not 'with every piece of me left' ow my heart

i can't believe what them telling each other i love you is doing to me. the power of live laugh lesbians

oh my god Judy i love u

dfjkgdfkjghdfkj Dani dressed for maximum Jamie short-circuiting is my favourite nuclear weapon

Dani "smiling at her as if trying to hold it back" top 10 anime victories

Dani finally getting her horny art room fantasies sfkjghfkjghfkjg oh boy

“You could have brought me here.” I AM LOOKING AWAY THIS IS TOO MUCH FOR ME. bold dani you will be the death of both of us

“I want to fuck you at home.” wholesome <3

whew I too need a cigarette rn Jackie

ooOOOOooooOo Eddie's got a girlfriend

oof poor eddie and dani though I hope they can be friends again one day they deserve it

jamie in full simp mode is so fun good for u babe

God these necklaces I'm obsessed with Dani wearing hers actually. and these two getting to go out together n be gay n in love in public!!!

jamie oh my god???!? horny rights

i am shaking like a chihuahua

“Surprise," sdfkjghdfkjghiudfhgiuerhgkjdhkjfg

"Jamie: suffering" FUCKIN SAME BRO

aww everyone singing happy birthday to the best girl!!! deserved!!! just as deserved as I'm sure the rest of this night is going to go lmao

DFGKJDFKHG ROBIN. doesn't miss a beat huh?? also i hear she's single can I get her number

jesus christ dani clayton I'm about to drive off the road and I'm not even behind a wheel

Jamie Taylor u are a stronger woman than I will ever be

“You wanna make out for a bit?” pls they're so cute

dfkgjkjdfkh princess. iconic

the "nice" that just left my mouth at Dani in lingerie who are u making me become

“I’ll be whatever the fuck you want me to be, love.” so true! me *handshake emoji* jamie

losing my got dang mind

i love that these two are so comfortable with each other it's so so so lovely to see after all the yearning bruh look at them go

“At my mercy.” i feel drunk. i need to go build a hammock

a thousand points to jamie taylor for being strapped and ready for anything and Dani for being outrageously bold and horny this whole scene was so iconic

oof Karen Clayton

Mikey seventeen the dancing queen? they grow up so fast

oof Dani bby getting into it with her. god she's so poisonous

NOT THE LETTERS

Jamie just patiently loving her while she works her way through this oh love

oh my god the box

dfgkjhdkjhgkjfh the mixtape. heart on your sleeve softie jamie taylor

wait was dani wearing Jamie's half dollar necklace earlier??? cute bastards

“They’ve always been yours.” JUST LIKE DANI'S HEART OH I AM SHATTERED

“You kept me here, remember?” This is like The Notebook level romance but better bc lesbians

and now I'm crying bc they get their happy ending. so much heartache but they still found their way back to each other

"My sweet Jamie" 😭😭😭😭

they just love each other so much how am I supposed to cope????????????

they way they've created this little family full of so much love after coming from broken homes and rough pasts makes me ache so much

sdfkjdfhkg god Jamie is such a tease lmao. have fun girls!

THESE PHOTOS!?!??! OH MY GOD

good for themmmmmm

loving the vast array of fucking we get in this chapter!!!! giving the people what they want (Jamie's |redacted| in Dani's--I am forcefully removed from the premises)

this is not the point but oh my god Jamie building Dani a bookshelf....... romance

Jamie providing Mikey with such a nurturing and stable environment that he excelled academically like this.... my boy..... my beloved Jamie. aaaaahhhhhhhhh.

also SO fond of Jamie Carson shenanigans more more more.

god but Jamie's so scared to let go of her not so baby brother. bigger AAAAAAAHHHHHHHH

crying again bc I'm so close to the end and this fic is almost over :(

both of em having to talk to their boys dfkjhgkfj godspeed

genuinely not doing well Jamie and Mikey's relationship is so special and I'm so glad they found each other and they have each other and I can't cope!!! with all these emotions!!!!

EVERYONE COMING TOETHER TO EAT. IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL. THIS WONDERFUL WEIRD LITTLE FAMILY.

the kids all still fighting like they're teenagers though dgkjdfhkjhdg iconic

the simple intimacy of doing the dishes together....

ANOTHER MIXTAPE??? GIMME THE LINK. also that's cute as fuck love is stored in the carefully curated playlists

Jamie is her home..........

BITCH HOW AM I MEANT TO SAY GOODBYE TO THIS FIC. Ok I'm gonna go cry to Jamie's Mixtape (1993)

"if I loved you less I might be able to talk about it more" - me about this fic (however many words of silly waffling this post is doesn't count!!! I'm hiding the real feelings behind humour!!!!). but actually really sincerely genuinely buzzy and roman thank you so much for sharing this fic with us all and making us yearn and laugh and cry and fall in love with them all over again. unmatched.

#bhah #this was pure emotional torture thanks x

[lipstickmotherfucker]

Watching The 1975's Reading set as a twenty-something for the first time is something otherworldly. I can't believe it's been so long since they were last on tele. I somehow forgotten just how comedic MATTY HEALY is—how he's a natural showman. I also forgot that, yeah, they leave me feeling emosh (in the best way), but they make me feel like I'm right in front of them. Like I'm there. This performance is up there with the last time they were at Reading AND their Big Weekend set.

Many things change in life, but my love and admiration for the band that keeps on getting better is one of them! Cheers lads X

#the 1975 #matty the 1975 #matty healy #matthew healy #reading festival #reading 2022 #1975 #97ers