tfw when this tune haunts you through the fields of hyrule and then it also haunts u in your own life bc ur in a band full of nerds and they wanna put together a zelda medley
Alright, little thoughts/headcanons/reminders that will be expanded upon in separate posts in the future, but:
â By all accounts, we know that Guizhong's actual name is Haagentus, this is likely the same to 'Morax' and 'Osial'. Guizhong, keeping in mind that this is what the adepti seem to refer to her as and they also refer to Morax as Rex Lapis (which is the title given to him by the mortals?); I'm tempted to believe that it was given to her by the mortals as well. Granted, this is heartbreaking to think about as Guizhong in Chinese is ćœç», of which ćœ translates to 'to return' and ç» 'to end'. Yep, we all return to dust in the endâ yeah, I hate HoYo too. đ
â She's a bit of a pain in the neck. I say this affectionately, but you need two hands to deal with her. Based on Echoes of the Heart and the quest A Single Harmony for an Irreplaceable Soul, we learn that she's rather competitive, she has no qualms about standing her ground, she tends to push boundaries a little socially even if apparently endearingly enough so (CR: "(...) no matter what nonsense she said, one never felt bothered or offended."), she is very determined (her little tongue as she's working on the Cleansing Bell thrills me so very much) and opinionated/stubborn. Granted, all of this seems to come paired with a certain eloquence and kind air as she was referenced as having been well loved by mortals and adepti alike, as all still speak very sorrowfully even 3700(ish) years after her passing.
â She's very hands-on, she touches everythingâ she simply experiences life through touch, if you will. As an engineer, she touches to find out how things feel, how they operate. This is, in my opinion, further substantiated by her attire. She's the least clothed of all of the gods and adepti, she's also the only one who's actively shown to always be barefoot. So while I can see this as an entirely standalone aesthetic decision, HoYo is so thorough, so I think there's more to it. So along with being an engineer and what that can imply, I think that the intention of how exposed she is and the specific places where this is a fact (her back, her legs), plays into stimulants. The wind, water, the sun, warmth, the cold, everything is experienced through one's skin, the best way to experience 'mortal life', is to experience the little things that make life... life. This is something you'll see me play a lot into in threads.
What is it about my blood that is so delicious to horseflies? I never have an issue with mosquitoes, only horseflies. I got bitten the other day and now my whole lower leg is swollen and hurts like a bitch. I swear I step outside with bare legs for one minute and they start gathering around like
the one where Y/n and Charles had different priorities
this is maybe a bit chaotic because I had one idea and unclear vision, but I like how it turned out eventually
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username1 How do you know? HOW DO YOU KNOW?!
username2 They have WHAT
username3 nah I don't believe in love anymore
username4 But they were together since even before Charles was in formula 1đ„ș
âłusername2 Right? I thought they'll be together forever
username5 And there goes my hope for them to announce an engagement soon
âłusername6 Sameeee except I thought someday they'll just have a secret wedding and not tell the media until weeks/months after
username5 Ngl that sounds like a them thing to do
username6 Well, not anymore
username7 My only question is why? đ
âłusername1 Literally because they seemed like a perfect couple. What could go wrong?
username8 Shit, that hurts more than my parents' divorce
username9 THEY BROKE UP AFTER 8 YEARS??
âłusername10 what đł
username9 They were together since 2016, I remember Charles saying this in some interview
username6 Yup that's right, he mentioned it many times, he was so in love with Y/n. I swear even recently he said after so many years he still falls in love more and more each day
username9 She was there for him when his dad passed, when Charles joined F1, when he signed up with Ferrari, when he won his first F1 race, I wonder what happened that made them break up so suddenly
username10 Oh so she was there for basically a huge part of his life
username5 I remember when Charles said "she's not a part of my life. She IS my life" about Y/nđmy standards for men have been high up in space ever since
username11 Wow just like Sainz broke up with his long term girlfriend last season. Let's just hope Leclerc won't pop up with a new girl weeks after that
âłusername12 Charles and Y/n could be broken up for a long time now, we can only speculate when they broke up
username5 Imagine if Charles posted the Vegas vlog after their breakup đ„č I'm not okay
username12 That was so unnecessary to say, I'm crying now
yourusername One for the money, two for the show, I never was ready so I watch you go
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username1 The caption guys...
âłusername2 Does that mean what I think it means?
username3 What do you think it means?
username2 "I never was ready" he wanted to take things to the next level, but she didn't. "So I watch you go" means she had to let him go because they didn't want the same thing
username3 How could she not be ready after whole 8 years?
username2 Every person matures in their own time and that's okay, they'll both find someone else
username4 That's a Swiftie going through a breakup
username5 Noooo it's confirmed now đ as long as neither of them confirmed it I could stay delulu and think the rumours are just rumours
oldersister Thank you for babysitting Snow White đâ⏠(I wish there was a white cat emoji)
âłyourusername It was my pleasure! She's an angel (and a professional model)
oldersister Feel free to come over anytime you want, Snow White loves her aunt đ€
youngersister HEY how dare you steal Y/n like that!! I wanted to take her out for milkshakes sometime
oldersister Chill, you can do that whenever you want I'm not stealing anyone
yourusername I'd love to go out for milkshakes!!
lilymhe No more Y/nLily in the paddock?
âłyourusername The paddock isn't the only place where we can hang out đ
landonorris what are you up to on the 2nd pic? đ€šđž
âłusername2 LANDO, DON'T
âłusername4 LANDO IT'S TOO EARLY
âłusername1 DONT RUIN OUR CHANCES TO HAVE Y/NCHARLES BACK
âłusername1 Fuckboy Lando been doing too much fuckboying lately
username6 Didn't know she's a smoker
âłusername7 Yeah, she was very secretive about it
username2 It's not like she was hiding it from y'all
username7 She was, probably because she would be canceled for being a wag who smokes cigarettes
username2 A grown woman can do what she wants
username6 It's better that they broke up, way healthier for Charles to not be around a smoker
username2 Wtf she was with him through bad and good times, supporting him no matter what, loving him, making beautiful memories together and you say it's good that they broke up because she smokes?
username4 May I add we never saw her smoking throughout the 8 years, she probably started after the breakup
username5 after the breakup or BECAUSE of the breakup?
charles_leclerc Leaving Bahrain with a good result despite some difficulties. Pretty good weekend if you ignore the braking problem, now onto Jeddah next đ
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username1 brAking problem or brEAking problem?
username2 How is that the start of the season and there's already something wrong with his car?
yourusername Congratulations on finishing P4đgiven the issues your car had, you did a spectacular job
âłcharles_leclerc Thank you đ I tried my best, but felt like something is missing
yourusername I'm sorry :(
âłusername3 WHAT IS Y/N DOING HERE? ARE THEY BACK TOGETHER?
username4 I wish I could believe they are, but I guess some people break up on good terms
username3 How could anyone end a 8yrs old relationship and be friends? đ
âłusername5 Jail for miss Y/n for leading fans on
username6 He looked so sad the whole time, during interviews and all that đ
âłusername7 Yeah he's either done with the car already or he misses Y/n that much
username8 DID Y'ALL SEE THAT ONE INTERVIEW WHERE HE GOT ASKED ABOUT Y/N NOT BEING IN BAHRAIN??
âłusername6 WHAT INTERVIEW??
username8 A lady asked him why Y/n isn't here because she never missed the first race of the season before so it's surprising. He officially said that over the winter break they've decided to part ways due to focusing on different aspects of lifeđ„Č
username9 How do you figure something like this out after 8 fucking years? They wasted each other's time
username7 Calm down lol they grew and matured with each other, experienced how their love evolved throughout the years, no time you put into this is a wasted time
username10 I need to know what are the aspects of life they focus on and if they really are that different
âłusername11 From what I figured from Y/n's post and Charles' interview - he wanted to get married, maybe even start a family and she wasn't ready
username10 Ahhh I remember how a few years ago Charles said he wants to have three kids. Such a shame Y/n doesn't want the same thing, but it's understandable they figured it now. They were kids themselves when they started dating lol
username11 Not really, they were both over 18 years old
username10 I know, but still that's a pretty young age and you might not know yet what do you really want in life
username12 Plus your brain develops until you're 25, they both turn 27 this year so it explains a lot
username13 I'm telling you, there would be no problems if Y/n was there, @/yourusername get your lazy ass on a plane to Jeddah
oldersister Amazing performance this weekendđ
youngersister Goodluck for Jeddah đ
username14 The way Y/n AND her sisters still interact with Charles on social media...
âłusername15 Yeah like are they actually broken up??
3 weeks later
yourusername You'd be surprised if I told you why kangaroos are called kangaroos
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username1 What is miss doing in Australia during the race week?
oldersister I told you this story is fake đ
âłyourusername But it's funny so I'm gonna believe it
oldersister Kangaroo DOESN'T mean "I don't know" jesus christ
username2 I thought it does đ
username3 Too much Tiktok I guess lmao
youngersister Glad I could have milkshakes with you in Australia đ
âłyourusername Back at you although that was a strange excuse to go to Australia in the first place
youngersister It's just not the same in Europe
arthur_leclerc Y/n in her natural habitatđŠ
âłyourusername I swear I was a kangaroo in a past life
âłusername4 What is going on? Y/n and Charles broke up but they keep interacting with each other and each other's families
username5 I NEED to know which city it is
username6 Is that true all announcements on public transport are made with Oscar Piastri's voice??
âłyourusername Yup, I wonder how much convincing it took to get Oscar to do the voiceover
landonorris not a lot to be honest
username5 AHA so she is in Melbourne! Also, what are you doing here Lando?
landonorris do you wanna hear another aussie fun fact?
âłyourusername I'm scared but yes (as long as it's not about thongs)
landonorris do you know what an australian kiss is?
yourusername @/oscarpiastri please put Lando back in his cage
username7 HELP I'M GASPING FOR AIR, LANDO ALWAYS TAKES THE CHANCE TO SHOOT HIS SHOT
username8 Not gonna lie it pisses me off how Lando tries to "flirt" with Y/n in her comments
âłusername2 Me too, it's not ethical
username9 I'm afraid Lando doesn't care lol and I don't think Y/n would ever consider going out with another driver considering Charles and her broke up on good terms
username10 I'm just wondering if norris ever tried funny business back when Y/n would come to races
âłusername11 prolly not but hey now he's free to do it
username5 Just because he's free to do it doesn't mean he should do it
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username2 OH đ
username3 So that's what she's doing in Australia
username4 Wait why is Jacob Elordi in Australia?
âłusername2 Well, Jacob is Australian, why wouldn't he be there?
âłusername12 So we're supposed to believe that Y/n who is Charles' age wasn't ready to start a family, but a 20 year old Charles met weeks ago is? Charles, explain yourself
username9 Honestly the new girl seems just like a distraction from Y/n or a PR relationship
username12 You might be right, maybe Charles can't forget about Y/n so he went with "wanna get over, get under someone new"
username14 Nahhhh cuz she was all over Charles whenever she could and he looked so done đ that's definitely a stunt
âłusername1 Literally, she was always hugging him, touching, holding hands, she barely let him interact with fans, Y/n was so much better AND she always respected Charles' fans
username15 imagine not being able to move on for MONTHS so your pr team finds you a fake gf
yourusername Excuse the inactivity, I've been watching Gilmore Girls
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username1 Very understandable in this case
username2 Our Rory Gilmore finally watching the og Rory Gilmore đ
oldersister I'm afraid Snow White might like you more than she likes me đ
âłyourusername I'm the cool aunt đ€
youngersister Excuse me???
yourusername I said what I said
youngersister And I don't agree with what you said
yourusername Would you watch Gilmore Girls with Snow White? Nope. I do. So I win the cool aunt competition
username3 Guys... When did Charles unfollow Y/n?
âłusername2 He unfollowed?
username3 Yeah... He didn't comment nor even like, so I went to check and he doesn't follow Y/n anymore but she still follows him
username2 Ouch that hurts
username4 I don't care that Charles doesn't follow Y/n anymore, what counts is that she is happy đ look at the last pic, she's so adorable with Snow White
âłusername5 True, she looks happy and healthy while Charles is out there having to put up with a fake girlfriend
username6 What's funny is that Charles doesn't follow Y/n anymore, but both his brothers and majority of F1 drivers do
âłusername7 including the ones who followed her after the breakup đ
username8 Don't try to make up new rumours, Y/n is single and happy
username9 Not to be mean but... It says something about Charles that he had to unfollow
âłusername6 He either thought it'll help him forget or the new girlfriend made him unfollow
username9 Either way it tells us he's still thinking about Y/n
landonorris been a while since I last saw you
âłyourusername Let's see how long we can keep the streak up
username6 SLAAAAAY QUEEN
username10 I'll never be over the Y/nCharles breakup, I'm still going through it months after
âłusername11 That's okay because so is Charles
username12 Tbh in Y/n's place I would just take the chance and go for Lando, just to prove that Charles' PR relationship is in vain
âłusername2 That's not something Y/n would do, but if she ever did that I would support her
Username13 dating men is so much stress, why bother while you can sit at home with a cat watching Gilmore Girls instead?
First date? Probably just a classic dinner at a restaurant or homemade meal. I want to get all dolled up and they actually dress up too and we spend the time getting to know each other.
Capitol!Reader is from a rich and wealthy family which makes her an eligible wife for Snow who is in his second year as president which makes him 24. Reader is just about to turn 18 and sheâs still in the academy. Sheâs being forced into a marriage the moment she is of age (18) but she very much dislikes Coriolanus. She is forced to hang out with him but she is sometimes a brat to him because she loathes him, she does not love him. The day she turns 18, Snow waits outside of the academy for her with white roses but she gets furious that heâs at her school infront of everyone and everyone now knows that they sale courting each other. She causes a scene (up to you what happens) and snow becomes incredibly mad at her. Honestly would love to see dark!coriolanus.
Thank you! Btw I love your fics sm đ Iâve been here since you started writing house of the dragon fics!
Fallen Roses || Young President! Coriolanus Snow x Capitol!Reader
A/n: Thank you so much for this request! And thank you for sticking with me through my changes đ
Warnings: possessive snow?
Wc:
Coriolanus Snow Masterlist
Dividers by @firefly-graphics
âHeâs in his second year as President, and he needs a wife. You are perfect for it, y/n.â Your mothers whispers harshly to you as you sat there, arms crossed, looking to the side. You had been called out of High Biology and into Dr. Gaul's office.
"I don't want to be his wife! I don't even know him!" You argue back to your mother as her face stiffens and her eyes darken. You gulp. "Listen here, daughter. When you turn 18 in a couple of days, you will marry President Snow whether you like it or not. You will have the honor of becoming the First Lady of Panem. Be grateful that you have this opportunity. Do not ruin this for us!" Your mother fires back.
Dr. Gaul sits across the desk from the two of you, watching as mother and daughter fight. "There is something you must understand Miss Y/L/N, Coriolanus Snow picked you himself to be his wife. That is the most highest honour he could ever give. You will live in the Presidential Mansion with him, not lift a single finger, and bask in your riches-" You loudly scoff.
"Hell sounds better than that," You spat in annoyance as you could see your mother shooting daggers your way from your peripheral vision. That was not the life that you wanted to have for yourself in the future. Your life right now was worse. You hated being the centre of attention; although that could never be avoided due to your high status, your parents, and your enormous wealth.
You were grateful without a doubt, but you'd rather give away your riches to people who actually needed it. You hated being forced into events, wearing outfits that were far too uncomfortable, making conversation about the weather and whatnot. It was not your cup of tea even though you were brought up with this kind of lifestyle your entire life. The thought of doing that all over again but as the second most important person in all of Panem? That would be absolute torture.
Dr. Gaul sighs, looking at your mother before closing her mouth again. You liked to argue and shut people up, and you were pretty darn good at it. "President Snow will be here shortly to meet you. I hope you show him the respect that he well deserves." She gives you a knowing look as you roll your eyes.
"Great," You mutter under your breath. The three of your all sat in his office in silence for a few minutes before the door opened behind you. Your mother and Dr. Gaul stand up to greet the President as you stayed sitting, staring at the wall behind Dr. Gaul.
"President Snow," Your mother greets him in her sickly fake voice that you hear every time you are at social events. "Coraline, lovely to see you again," You hear him say as you feel him move closer to you and your mother as he kisses her cheek.
"Dr. Gaul, always lovely to see you," He shakes her hand, "As to you Mr. Snow," She chuckles. Then it was silent. You were still sat in your seat. You could tell Snow was staring at you. "Y/n, it's lovely to finally meet you. I have heard so much about you." You lightly chuckle, turning your head to look up at him.
"Wish I could say the same," You remark, "Now can I leave? I really don't want to be missing out on the lesson," Your eyes move to your mother and Dr. Gaul. "Your schedule has been cleared for the whole day Miss Y/l/n, you will instead, accompany President Snow to his home," Dr. Gaul exaplains.
"What?" You sit up in your seat, hands gripping the arms tightly as they turn white. "You want me to be alone with him?" "You're going to have to get used to it, sweetheart." Snow chuckles behind you as you grip the arms even tighter, your knuckles turning white. "Y/n." Your mother sternly says as you let out a sigh from your nose.
"This is ridiculous, you can't force me into this!" You yell at your mother, "She can't. But I most certainly can. Now shall we?" Snow offers his arm as you stare at him in disbelief. You abruptly stand up making the chair screech against the floor and sling your bag over your shoulder.
Your heals click on the marble floor as you quickly leave the room. "I knew I would like her," Snow comments making your mother turn a slight colour of red from embarrassment. Students were still in their classrooms. The last thing you wanted was even more attention from everyone when they see you and the President together.
You make a sharp turn from the usual route to outside. "Where are you going?" Snow calls out as you turn to him, "Like hell I'm letting other people see me with you, alone." You cross your arms and narrow your eyes at him. He stands there, hands tucked into his jacket as he looks down, chuckling.
"Like I said, sweetheart, you're going to have to get used to it. You will be Panem's First Lady after all." He tilts his head at you. You kiss your teeth, letting your arms fall to your sides. "Yeah well I want to savour the final last moments of my freedom, so let me, yeah?" And with that you turn around disappearing from sight.
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For the next couple of days, you had been forced into hanging out with Coriolanus. Whether it be having a meal with him in the presidential mansion, or him accompanying you as you are forced to go shopping for even more clothes. You had slightly warmed up to him, he could tell. But your disapproval of the whole situation was still there. Your attitude towards him was a clear give away.
Coriolanus quite enjoys your witty remarks. It entices him. Part of the reason as to why he picked you was that you hated your lifestyle and knew you had quite the tongue. He figured you were entertaining to tease. And of course, he found you the prettiest out of all the girls at the academy.
The dreadful day had finally come. You turned 18. Which meant that you could kiss your last ounces of freedom and happiness goodbye the minute Snow slips a ring on your finger. You had school that day. You figured you would be pulled out from your first class to meet with Snow but that was not the case.
Throughout the day you grew anxious by the second. You had yet to be pulled out. The bell rang indicating the school day was over and nothing happened. Did Snow pull out? Did he change his mind? You hoped it was the latter.
You pack up your things and wave goodbye to your friends as they all start to pour out of the main doors of the Academy. From afar you could see a small crowd forming. You make your way towards the crowd and was horrified to see Snow leaned up against a car, a bouquet of white roses in one hand.
"Mrs. Snow," He smirks the second he sets eyes on you as the crowd around you gasp in shock. You felt pure rage and hatred towards the man standing in front of you. You storm closer to him, yanking the flowers from his hands and throwing it on the floor. "Do not call me that," You spat, venom laced in your tone as Snow's eyes darken. He grips your upper arm as the peacekeepers open the car door.
Snow roughly pushes you inside the car as he slams the door. "You have been acting like an ungrateful little brat. Show some fucking respect to your husband." He grips your chin as your eyes begin to water. "You are not my husband." You say as he grips your chin even tighter making you wince. "I will be, whether you like it or not, darling." He smirks at you, all you wanted to do was wipe that stupid smirk off his lips.
You push him off of you as you sit furthest away from him. A tear rolls down your cheek. This was going to be your life from now on. "First thing you should now about being Panem's First Lady." Snow turns his head towards you, his hands roll up his sleeves, "Do not. Refuse. My flowers. Clear?" You don't say anything.
"I said, do I make myself clear!" He yells as you flinch. You tore your eyes away from the window. "Crystal clear." You choke out as he grins in satisfaction. "Good."
Summary: You had a long day and need Bucky to give you some attention.
Word Count: Almost 1.3k
Warnings: Explicit sexual content, oral sex (f. receiving), established relationship, dirty talk, humor, sassy reader, inner monologue, slight feels (it's me, lovelies), Bucky Barnes (he's a warning, okay?).
A/N: Work left me in a mood, so apologies for this. đâ€ïž Not beta read and written on my phone, so any and all mistakes are my own. Please follow @navybrat817-sideblog for new fics and notifications. Comments, reblogs, feedback are loved and appreciated!
You huffed as you took a seat on the couch and wondered why you bothered getting out of bed today. Contrary to popular belief, Mondays werenât always the worst. Naturally, the universe decided it would be fun to give you problem after problem today at work in retaliation for having a positive attitude. How you managed to get anything done outside of putting out so many fires, you had no idea.
And Bucky?
Your beefy, gorgeous specimen of a boyfriend had time to sit, relax, and reread his copy of The Hobbit for the umpteenth time. Manspreading in his chair like he didnât have a care in the world. Not that you wanted him to have a bad day, too. God knows he deserved rest and relaxation.
But why was he reading instead of fucking the obvious frustration out of you?
âYouâre staring at me,â he said, turning a page without looking up from his book. âWhich I would say itâs creepy, but we both know you like looking at me.â
True.
You bit your lip as you unashamedly checked him out, wishing heâd lift his gaze so you could see the blue of his eyes. It was an impressive feat that his prosthetic arm matched his right arm in terms of the muscular form and structure, the fabric of his shirt stretching to accommodate his torso. It didnât matter if he decided to hold you down with his flesh or metal hand, he loved to remind you of his strength as he pounded your desperate pussy, stretching your walls and driving into you so deep that you swore you saw the gates of heaven.
Maybe that was why you thought Bucky looked like Jesus when he was in Wakanda.
âYeah, I am staring,â you replied, tapping a finger on your thigh when he hummed. âBecause Iâm trying to figure out why youâre reading instead of eating my pussy.â
Bucky waited a beat before he picked up the bookmark beside him, carefully slotting it between the pages before he shut it and gave you his full attention. âYou mind repeating that?â He asked, his voice gruff as he tucked some of his hair behind his ear. He wore it down today, but kept a hair tie around his right wrist.
Perfect for him to pull it back when he went down on you.
He smirked and scratched his scruffy chin when you narrowed your eyes. You craved the burn it left behind when he rubbed his face against your most sensitive area. He knew that.
âYou want me to spell it out for you, Bucko? Fine,â you said, leaning back on the cushions as you spread your legs and planted your feet on the couch. Your hands formed a perfect V by your mound, which might as well have been a neon fucking sign since you ditched your under minutes ago, as he tried to hold back a groan. âSee this? I have a perfectly good pussy right here and it isnât going to eat or fuck itself.â
Bucky ran his tongue along his bottom lip before he inhaled. The beautiful bastard was actually sniffing out your arousal. You almost wished you could go back in time and let the scientists know that the serum they created helped super soldiers use their heightened senses to get their dicks wet.
Not that you were complaining since Bucky eyed you like he wanted to devour you whole.
âIâm sorry, baby. Didnât realize eating or fucking your pussy was on my âTo Doâ list today,â he said, purposely running a large hand over his crotch.
Fucking tease with his fucking massive hand and cock.
You pouted when he didnât make a move to get up. âI am your âTo Doâ list. Iâm your girlfriend and I want you to do me because I had a long day,â you huffed, dipping your hand between your spread legs before you batted your eyes at him. âYou havenât fucked me in ages. It isnât fair.â
Your beautiful man snarled at that, making you shiver as you teased yourself. You didnât dip a finger in, but you did spread your growing wetness around as he watched. âI fucked you last night,â he reminded you.
âIt feels like ages,â you corrected yourself. Thanks to him, you experienced what all-consuming desire felt like and you didnât like going long without him having you. He couldnât fault you for that, even if he did thoroughly wear you out the night before. âIâm so empty, Bucky, and I have this tight, wet hole for you to fill up. Itâs all yours if you want it.â
His nostrils flared as he finally pushed himself up, his fingers flexing as you kept rubbing yourself with a sweet smile. âItâs my pussy,â he rasped, palming himself again as he stood in front of you. âAnd since sheâs so needy that I canât even finish a chapter of my book, stop touching her and let me get to work.â
Like you don't have a needy cock, big boy.
The growl in his voice brought a moan out of you, but you didnât stop touching yourself. âUnless you mark it,â you began, looking him dead in the eye as you brought a glistening finger to your lips and traced along them like a gloss. âIt isnât yours.â
You managed not to smirk triumphantly when he took the hair tie from his wrist and pulled his luscious hair back. âShe knows sheâs mine. Bratty pussy just wants some attention,â he said as he dropped to his knees and leaned in to nose at your slit. âBut I don't mind leaving my mark again.â
âDid you just call my pussy a brat?â You questioned, the last word coming out as a strangled moan when Bucky darted his tongue out, his fingers digging into your thighs to keep you still.
âNo, I called my pussy a brat. Good thing I know how to tame her,â he said, winking up at you when you looked down. The playful look in his eyes made your heart swell. He was so beautiful it almost hurt to look at him. âKisses are a good way to start before I pump her full.â
âA very good start,â you smiled, clenching in anticipation.
âAnd she loves my kisses,â he replied before dragging his mouth along your folds. The sensation that shot through you almost had your thighs clamping around his head, but it wasnât possible with the hold he had on you. âI gotta say though. She's a messy little thing. Gets my mouth so wet.â
âBucky,â you whimpered, tugging some of his hair free as he gently wrapped his mouth around your clit.
He hummed and lightly sucked on it before he pulled away, making you whine in protest when the sparks of pleasure fizzled out. âSpeaking of kisses, I almost forgot.â
You gave him a small smile when he leaned up to tenderly kiss your mouth, letting him swallow down your moan as you opened up for him. It ended far too soon for your liking, making you loop a finger around his dog tags to pull him back to your lips. âLove you, Bucky,â you whispered.
On the days you practically ran on empty, you appreciated having someone like him by your side.
âLove you, too, baby,â he whispered back, his gaze soft as he slid back down your body. âNow hold on and let me make you and my pussy forget all about that long day.â
You knew heâd ask later if you were okay, but for now youâd let him shut your brain off and make you feel boneless.
And maybe you'd offer to warm his cock later as a thank you while he caught up on reading.
We all deserve that, right? Love and thanks for reading! â€ïž
One day Bakugou will tell you how he feels about you, but today is not that day.
No but really, why do girls always type the most filth with the straightest faces while the guy on the other end is probably losing his shitđđ
âWhy do you even bother with this shit?â
You donât even attempt to shield your phone, itâs nothing that your boss hasnât seen a million times before. Your face is bored as you swipe through the options, leaning against your desk with your coat and bag on ready to leave the agency for the day as you wait for Bakugou.
To most it was probably peculiar for you to be leaving at the same time as the number two hero, but it had become almost a tradition for you to both grab gyoza at the small ramen bar down the street each Thursday after work. It was a place that Bakugou had found by chance one evening when he stopped a petty villain stealing the cash register off-duty. An act that wasnât forgotten by the kind owner who offered him free gyoza for lifeâ but heâd always leave his money on the table. The food was good, and the atmosphere quiet, just how he liked it. And you had too the first time heâd invited you after your train home was cancelled.
It almost felt like an unlabelled date night, the two of you laughing over gyoza and asahi away from the stress of the outside world for an hour before heâd walk you to the station and wait for your train before making his way to his platform. A slew of food photos and selfies saved in your phone that could indicate a blossoming relationship if they were posted on your socials, and not saved in your camera roll. And perhaps it could be a dateâ if Bakugou would ever admit his feelings for you.
âLook at what he said to me the other day,â Your fingers scroll up on your phone screen and Bakugou takes the opportunity to look at the way the light shines off your cheeks, feeling that familiar warmth begin to burn like it always does when he thinks of you, âIt was so embarrassing.â
Bakugou squints at the screen, trying to read the text without his glasses as his face swiftly contorts to disgust. He doesnât need to read the whole message to know the guy is an absolute fucking douchebagâ
âHe wants to what?!â Bakugouâs blush tickles the tips of his ears as he pulls back to make eye contact with you, âHow would you even get in that position?â
âYouâd be surprisedââ You laugh, light and airy, and it has Bakugou leaning against the side of your desk to stop himself from tumbling forward.
âI refuse to believe that works on anyone.â He snorts as he shrugs his own coat on, switching the light off as you both walk towards the elevator.
âCall it the best of a bad bunch,â You laugh, stepping into the lift as you show him the screen again. This time itâs a conversation that has his throat dry as he immediately focuses on your messages. Just the right amount of innocence piled high with implication as he thought about you texting him like that.
âGuy sounds like a fuckinâ loser,â Bakugou plays it off, jabbing the ground floor button with a little more aggression than necessary as the doors close behind you.
âHe seems okay,â You mumble, âHe works at Dekuâs agency.â
âDefinitely a loser then.â He sneers.
âStop.â You grin at him, and Bakugou has to stop his heart from leaping from his chest from how hard and fast it beats.
âWhat rank is he?â Bakugou scrunches his nose. He better be at least top twenty before he even thinks about having a chance with someone as perfect as you, and even then that wouldnât be enough.
âHeâs still a sidekick, actually.â You laugh, âI got enough Pro-Hero stress dealing with you.â
âYa better not be thinking about jumping ship.â
âYou know Iâd never.â You reply truthfully, âIâm a Dynamight girl til I die.â
Bakugouâs cheeks flushed pink at your admission, heart swelled with pride as he let your words stroke his ego.
âYeah, ya better be.â Bakugou watched in amusement as you kept a straight face as you texted him back, wondering whether you were keeping the conversation sweet or suggestive. Would you look the same if you were texting him like this? Bored and uninterested as you spewed word after word of crass dialogue. He hoped youâd enjoy it like he would, sending flirty messages that would have him grinning at the screen.
âYouâre replying to him wantinâ to eat you out with a straight face.â
âYeah,â You scoffed, âThe best of a bad bunch, I guess. At least he hasnât asked for any nudes yet.â
Bakugou scrunched his nose in irritation at the thought of anyone getting to see that. The selfish part of him wishing that he could be the one that youâd send those photographs to. Posing in the prettiest mesh and lace as you posed for the camera, or maybe sending him a video of you strewn back against tousled sheets. Fingers buried inside your wet, warm heat as you cried out his name.
âYouâre textinâ the wrong people,â He shakes his head, shoving his hands in his jacket pockets, âYou deserve better.â
âWhere am I gonna find better?â You smile over your phone screen towards him, âEspecially in this city.â
âI think youâre looking in the wrong places.â
âWherever I look I just find the same stupid guys.â You sigh, shoving your phone away as you walk towards the exit, giving a smile and wave to the evening security guard as Bakugou nods his head.
Holding the glass door open for you to walk through first, âYeah, we suck.â
When will I find love?đâłđ
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Think of the love you long for, and pick whichever pile that fits the energy you're feeling~đžđ
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âłWhen will you find love: Us, Face, Truth, Age, Right, Uranus, Libra, Venus, 8th house, Saturn, đŠđšđŻđ§
Alright this is interesting.â Some of you are most likely younger but not all, I'm seeing teens to early twenties, but that might not necessarily be the case I just see someone who is very youthful and you might not have many experiences with love yet!đ I feel like my lovely pile 1 you're in the dreaming phase where you really want a partner and wonder what it's like to be in a commited relationship so for you, you're going to find love when you're ready to commit. So much will have changed by the time you find your person, like you might not even be the same person I think your ideas and views on love may be very different when this happens. You will most likely be very mature even, and I can see for some of you this could be a time where you have overcome your daydreaming phase you know, your fantasies about romance. You might have changed the way you give and receive love. Now this could be good or bad but I'm seeing good for most of you because you could've had a habit of overlooking red flags or toxic behavior due to your kindness or seeing things through rose colored lenses, you might have lacked realistic views on love so I feel like when you actually find love this won't be a problem for you anymore, you would have overcome this.âđ This will definitely be a more mature time in your life where you have learned a lot and you have so much control over yourself and what you choose to put your energy into~đ I'm getting with the 8th house energy along with Saturn energy, you may find love in a most subtle most unusual way. You won't be very aware that you have found love until your future someone is open about it, this could take time as your person might need to make their decision and honestly commit to you.đđ
đYour future lover's energy: Kitty, Night, Mindfulness, Doll, At last, Sagittarius, Sun, Neptune, Cancer, Libra, đŠââđŠą
Omg you guys your person is so sweetđ„șđ They have a big heart and they are very honest with you. This is such a fun and adorable person I swear like they're such a keeper.đ«They could be a sagittarius or pisces, any of the signs cancer, libra, taurus.đ They make you smile so much and they may love cats or resemble such creatures~ They have an unreal or almost doll-like appearance. This is a very loyal person their energy is so trusting and kind, they treat you so well and take care of you, they are so delicate with you from the way they speak to the way they touch youđđ They could be artistic or a dreamer too and when you two are finally together they will just feel so complete like "finally I found the one!"đđ They're also a hopeless romantic type for sure even if they don't seem that way on the surface omg they crave romance. They really want to impress you and they always remember the little things!! Like they're so quick to remember that expensive item you like and buy it for you as a romantic gift⥠Did I mention they love giving you gifts? Like they're so stable too so the time you find love with this person you are in a mature state of mind so are they like you guys will be on the same page. They will have a well paying job and very reliable, and omg they're the type to come over just so you two can cuddle.đ„°đ They make things so romantic without getting boring, You guys will have such a warm feeling when you two are together.đ They are your perfect partner, you just fit together!đ
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đYour energy: Oh you're so cool okay so some of you may be a taurus rising/taurus in the 1st house or maybe you desire these traits in a partner. You want someone you can really connect with on the deepest levels, you want a loyal companion and fun conversations!đȘ You could be very social and you like adventure, many people look up to you because you're so inspiringâ You could be a foodie or love sweets too haha most of you might have taurus in your chart~ You have a great sense of humor and you like being sarcastic sometimes, your laugh is so addictingđłđ People describe you as fun and chill. You like memes and funny videos. You might be really into other cultures and you may enjoy listening to music from different countries. You have a diverse interest in everything and you just have this super sweet nature about you. You might kiss your besties a lot and you love having fun with people.đ You really want someone who complements you well, like someone who has the qualities you want. You could have sagittarius/gemini placements aswell, also scorpio for some of you. I wanna be friends with pile 2đđ«
đYour future lover's energy: Myth, Song, South node, Street, Winter, Eros, Earth, 5th house, Vertex, Jupiter, đ§đ„đ ââïžđ€
Alright lovely pile 2 your person is going to make you forget about your worries, this us someone who will sweep you off your feet and they just have so much to offer youđ Sagittarius and Leo placements can be found, lots of fire and earth energy. Could be more masculine energy for some of you. Your future someone is so attractive and they may be like a certain type of person you thought didn't exist like "No that's not possible people just aren't like that in real life" that's what you thought at first but when you meet this person you will be so surprised that like there are people like this omg they existđđ They go above and beyond for you like, they're almost over the top with their love for you lolđđčđđđ€ I'm talking thoughtful gifts, romantic gestures, surprises and hella smooth like they know just what to say to makes you blush.đ Your future lover could be born in winter (january, february, march) or that season could he significant for this connection. They are really good at impressing you like almost too good it always so crazy how good they are to you. They could be creative or into music, they are the type to make you a playlist that reminds them of you <3 I'm not kidding like be prepared for a whirlwind romance omgđ†They could wear street style clothing or be into cool fashion, they like to experiment with their look. You guys will have so much fun together and this is someone you will not be able to forget~đ«
Thank you my pile 2's! If you feel this resonated, you may tap the heart to claim this message!đ
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Pile 3â
Sign energy: Lost in translation, Kiss, Chains, First impression, Water, Vertex, Fire, 8th house, Moon, 5th house, đđđŠđ
đYour energy: You have a very mysterious aura to you my pile 3's. Let's see I feel like you have a lot of emotions, you are more sensitive so to speak. I'm getting a soft vibe from you guys like you're very sweet and kind but also I feel like you're secretly really hot lolđ Some of you could be Leo's, Scorpio's or Cancer's any of those <3 You might get lost in your own head and thoughts sometimes and it gets really hard to think straight. You have an intense desire for love and it means a lot to you, you don't want to be hurt.đ€ I'm sensing that for some you have been in a long term situationship or a one sided crush on someone, there's definitely someone on pile 3's mind already.đ€đ Ahh okay you guys are really hoping you've already found love/the person you're looking for. You fantasize about a deeply romantic and intense partner. Some of you like the color blue, navy and could have heavy water energy. You like sweets and desserts, some of you could be foodies <3 When you're in love you're all inđ lovestruck type for sure~ Valentines day is your jam. You guys are idealists and you have so many goals you want to achieve, you are interested in so many wonderful things too. You may really gravitate towards creative hobbies or supernatural things like spirits and the occult.đŻ
âłWhen will you find love: Blind, December, Unseen, Network, Ladder, Aries, Aquarius, 8th house, 10th house, 2nd house, đ„°đââïžđ§ââïžđŻ
Omg so you guys are gonna find love when things get REAL lol you're going to be so successful during this time and this could be really soon omg like almost 3 months from now even.đđ Ahh I'm so excited okay so you might find love when you start something, something BIG. I mean like a business or new job, for many of you I see social media fame and getting lots of money from that. (youtube channel, blog, online business, ect.đŒđž) You are gonna be in your boss b*tch phase when you finally find love you guys.đ I can see success in practically anything for my lovely pile 3 so be ready!! There might be something you've been working on like a project or hobby just something you have been building for some time now and this is gonna pay off so much during this timeâ I see so much recognition for you guys and that's why you're gonna find love so easily omg this could happen very quickly toođ For some of you your future someone might be a secret admirer of you, someone you don't know yet when you achieve this success. Just know you will be on the right track you know exactly where you're going and how to get there so this person is going to be so ready to come into your life because they see you working so hard and they just really wanna be there for you like this is your moment to shine~âïž Just know everyone will be watching you lol the tea is realâ It's also likely that you will have many admirers when you find love.
đYour future lover's energy: Reach out, Locked, Art, Collarbone, Actor, Sagittarius, Leo, Uranus, 12th house, 1st house, âđ„Žđ§đŠ
Ooh your person is will be so into youđ They have this really magnetic look about them that just pulls you in, they're outgoing but so creative and dreamyđ They have this sparkle in their eyes and everyone really loves them. They are definitely gonna come to you first, that's why you won't realize when you find love right away until they step forward and get things moving between you two~đ Your future love will have beautiful hair and a great smile that's so warm and god you just start fantasizing about it every time you think of them when this happens lol you will be so hooked on this person, like you can't even control it they're just so addictive to you. Also you are definitely coming together with this person when you are involved with online activities like it could be your job or maybe you're online famous you might even have a channel. The flashlight is giving me spotlight energy so like you will be in the spotlight maybe this person is also internet famous or works online, that could be how you two met. Your future love will be in the arts, think painter, actor/actress, heavy artist energy for them. They are probably known online for their artistic abilities, just know you have this person's heart like they're not going anywhere lolđđ« They want you to pay attention to them and praise them because they will see you as this amazing person and they really want your validation aww. Could be an aquarius rising, this person is very unique and has such a special vibe about them.
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âłWhen will you find love: Explosion, Money, Force, Soft spot, Inner thoughts, 5th house, Fire, South node, North node, Uranus, đ·đČđđ€
Oml you guys things are going to be so fun when you find love!!! I'm getting like a sudden transformation for some of you during this time but nothing really says that it's just what I'm feeling for you guys. So you might be doing very creative hobbies during this time and omg you could be making things (lol I mean making moneyđ€). Now I feel like money isn't the reason for doing this hobby but it's just an after effect for sure like you'll be shocked at how sudden the money comes rolling in for you hahađ For some of you finding love could be a result of looking inward within yourself, this could be self loveđ„șđ You might have had trouble loving yourselves all this time but when you find love this will all change, you will feel so pretty and inspiring for yourselfđđ You may be caught up in a love affair with someone during this time and this could force you to think about your future, past and finances as well as your deepest self reflection. However this love manifests for you, there won't be a choice about it lol this love will force you to keep going and don't look back. You will be more of a risk taker then ever before and this could be with money. Oohhh for some of you I'm getting heavy casino vibes, you guys might find love casino or you might start gambling a little more in the future when you find love.đČđ·â€
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summary: y/n is new to ferrari and is working very closely with charles, so it's inevitable that they fall right?
a/n: the outcomes of these races are fictional!! they're altered to fit the story, and there's no specific face claim!
PART TWO PART THREE
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scuderiaferrari Your Scuderia Ferrari Formula drivers for 2024 have delivered in Jeddah; Charles Leclerc finished P3, Y/N L/N finished P4. Big points for the team and much to learn đȘ
ynusername â€ïžđ€
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user78312 Now someone fire the people in the pit, y/n ROBBED of a podium i'm so fr
user99203 this is genuinely my fav team partnership!!
user32164 I can't wait to see how they perform together
user80381 it's such a peculiar lineup, but it's perfect
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ynusername Pleased to finish in fourth, I promise to do better. Congratulations @ charlesleclerc â€ïžđïž
user17352 "i promise to do better" y/n ur gonna make me cry
charlesleclerc Great race đ
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user90313 IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT!!!
user67392 i know it's her first race w ferrari, but if they fuck my girl up again... #y/ntoredbull
scuderiaferrari We're all so proud of you Y/N â€ïž
user88302 call me delusional but she put a heart next to charles' name đđ
user79334 she also put a car, are we gonna speculate that too???
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user17363 y/n and charles leaving the saudi gp together đ
user67424 girlfriend or girl that's a friend?
user93843 HAHAHA
user02341 y/n liked omg
user94834 I know they're teammates, but they'd be so cute together
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charlesleclerc Very proud to start the season with a P3 finish, and to help the team. Also very proud of my teammate @ ynusername, who raced amazingly today.
landonorris Surely you give her the trophy
charlesleclerc No need, she'll win many this season đ€Łđ€Ł
ynusername Thank you Charlie
user76382 CHARLIE??? NEW CHARLES NICKNAME UNLOCKED
user89302 charles' gotta watch out, y/n is gonna tear him up
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f1 Charles Leclerc and Y/N L/N arriving to Albert Park in style đ
user93842 Y/N WEARING RED PANTS!!
user12928 what??
user83901 charles has a superstitution to wear red pants, and it looks like he's got y/n in on it too đ
user92832 How can two people be so fine
user87382 y/n l/n is getting her first f1 podium this weekend đŻïžđ
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scuderiaferrari WHAT A QUALIFIER! Y/N L/N WILL START ON POLE POSITION FOR TOMORROWS RACE IN MELBOURNE. She is the first woman to achieve this milestone!
f1 Something Special
user80323 Ferrari don't fuck her up again
user12357 POLE FUCKING POSITION LETS GO
user77443 when max finally has competition đđđđ€
user90323 Max genuinely needs to watch his back bc she's gonna take the championship
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scuderiaferrari The eyes Chico, they never lie đ« Y/N (P1), and Charles (P4) are ready for Australia.
user90383 Y/N's shoulders must be heavy from carrying all hopes of ferrari
user89032 and points too
user67393 COME ON Y/N!!!
USER33943 The race is gonna be mental, and I'm here for it
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scuderiaferrari And in what is her second ever Formula 1 race, Y/N L/N has won the Australian Grand Prix for 2024!
user89043 HOLY SHITTTT
user79334 oh my god max has been overtaken
user66730 About bloody time
user93112 Y/N IS THE MOMENT!
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ynusername Y/N L/N Grand Prix Winner has a nice ring to it. LETS FUCKING GOOOOO
danielricciardo Trailblazer đ„đđ§âđ
landonorris Can't even be mad about coming 4th when you're first
charlesleclerc So proud of you amor đ«
user43840 AMOR???
user90394 anatomical heart? wtf charles đ
scuderiaferrari Our Y/N đ
user15473 step aside @ maxverstappen, the queen has arrived
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landonorris Very happy to have picked up points for Mclaren today, but all attention should be on my best friend @ ynusername. She's had my back since we were karting at six, and it's incredible to see her make history. She's the hardest worker I've ever met, and is the most deserving person to have a seat in F1. (And yes, she's already bullied me about beating me to a win).
ynusername my races to win ratio - 2:1. your races to win ratio - 107:0
landonorris Don't make me delete this entire post
ynusername i'm kidding (not really), love u lala
user89823 now this would be a powerful couple
user99311 NOOO HER AND CHARLES PLEASE
user56821 this looks more supportive bf than supportive bff
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user13452 not the entire grid partying after y/n's first f1 win
user88734 off topic but y/n looks so fine in that first pic holy shit
user45679 They all love her so much omg
user73292 y/n and lando this... Y/N AND CHARLES COME ON
user66382 Their chemistry is fucking insane i agree
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charlesleclerc Australia was incredible. Congratulations to the best teammate @ ynusername, history maker.
ynusername Thank you Charlie!
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user67382 that second photo is 100% not a selfie two single people would take.
user89293 Brother is in love with y/n
user67262 tbf we all are
user98933 charles x y/n fans wake up, new content dropped
user23348 Sooooo is this a cheeky soft launch...
user67354 is y/n the girl from the party charles đđ
sorry guys this is gonna have to be two parts bc of the stupid 30 images rule đ
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Putting the kids to bed with Mason was never an easy task. Mason putting the kids to bed on his own was a recipe for disaster but right now there wasn't much the pair of you could do.
You could hear Mason trying to wrangle your two babies as you sat with your third in the nursery. Ollie trying his hardest to help Mason tame Tilly as she ran riot and you knew Mason was about to explode. You wondered if you should get up to help but Ryley was feeding peacefully in your arms and you didnât want to disturb him.
âWelcome to the mad house babyâ you whispered, stroking your finger along his perfect nose all the way down to the end before awkwardly reaching down to kiss his head. âYouâll get used to Tills, sheâs just excited about you being hereâ
And she really was.
Never in your wildest dreams did you imagine youâd get pregnant so quickly after agreeing to try again and after your first two pregnancies you thought you knew your body well enough now to know when something had changed. Clearly that wasnât the case though and it was actually Mason who figured it out first that were pregnant with a little help from Nala.
The kids were at school and Mason came home to find you cuddled up with Nala on the sofa. Her head and paws on your tummy as you scratched her head but as soon as he tried to cuddle you, Nala wasnât having it. Growling at him when he tried to put his arms around you and pushing him away with her nose.
âWhatâs crawled up her arse and diedâ Mason laughed. Trying to snake his hands around your middle but Nala would fight him off every time until he gave up and grabbed your boob instead.
âMason? Do you mindâ
âTake it up with her, sheâs hogging youâ he huffed but you just let it slide. You knew Mason needed to be holding something and if it was your boob then youâd just have to get on with it as he wouldnât move off. You didnât think anything of it though, you just knew Nala was protective and after youâd been cuddling for a while she was feeling territorial.
It was two days later that Mason caught you crying in the utility room. Half buried under all of the kids washing and the look of concern on his face just made you cry even harder. Youâd been trying to get ontop of the cleaning all day and it the point you just felt overwhelmed.
âHey, whatâs wrong sweetheart?â He asked as he helped you up but you didnât really have an answer for him. Trying to quieten your sobs but you could feel your bottom lip still wobbling as he looked at you softly.
âSorry Mase, I donât even know why Iâm cryingâ you laughed as he wiped your eyes for you. âIâm just a bit emotional at the momentâ you told him and by the small sigh you knew he had something he wanted to say so you raised your eyebrow at him in hopes heâd speak.
âBaby, you donât think you might beâŠâ
âDrowning in washing?â You laughed but the soft look on his face made you be quiet. He looked genuinely concerned but there was also something behind his eyes you couldnât quite place.
âNo you wally⊠pregnantâ
Pregnant? You didnât think so at all. Apart from feeling more emotional than usual you didnât have any other symptoms that you could think of and you wondered if Mason was just getting ahead of himself.
âNo I donât think so Mase, Iâd know if I wasâ you told him but you watched his face soften as he cupped your jaw.
âWell I know you too, and I think you areâ he teased. âYouâre all emotional, youâre eating everything in sight and Nala suddenly wonât let me go near youâ he listed off and you blushed at the fact heâd clearly caught you snacking more than usual. âMaybe we should check? Just to rule it outâ
âI mean we can but itâll just be a wasteâ you laughed âWe only started trying a month ago, Mase. I doubt it would have happened that quicklyâ
âDonât doubt my powers of fertilityâ he laughed and even though you wanted to smile you were trying your hardest to keep a straight face.
âYouâre insaneâ you huffed, grabbing his hand and taking him upstairs to your en-suite. Youâd made sure to stock up on tests since you were now trying and you instructed him to wait on the bed while you took it.
âThere you goâ you smiled, walking out of the bathroom and handing him the capped test that was still loading. âWhat do you fancy for dinner? Iâll go get it startedâ you told him as you made your way to the door but he grabbed your wrist to hold you in place, looking back at you like youâd lost your mind.
âYouâre not gonna wait?â
âThere's no point, itâll be negative babe. Now what do you want?â You told him, shrugging your shoulders as you really believe deep down that you had nothing to worry about as there was no way you were pregnant already.
âYou pickâ he told you quietly, and with a kiss to his forehead you made your way back downstairs and into the kitchen.
Mason was gone for a while, almost to the point where you were about to go and find him but he suddenly appeared in the doorway with his eyes full of tears and a soft smile on his face. You knew he would be upset that it was negative, knowing he wanted a third baby more than anything but you figured at least if he was smiling then he hadnât taken it too hard.
You didnât have a chance to say anything though, Mason coming straight over to you so he could cup your face and press gentle kisses over your cheeks which made you blush and your knees weak but you loved his gentle side and you let him shower with you affection.
Before you could reassure him everything would be fine and you had all the time in the world to try for baby number three, he pulled back to look at you and you were frozen in place as you knew what that look in his eye meant.
âYouâre pregnant babyâ
âWhat?â
âYouâre pregnantâ he laughed, kissing your cheeks again as you froze in his hold. Letting him continue to kiss your face and itâs like his words hadnât hit you yet until he rested his forehead on top of yours.
âYou're lyingâ you whispered, your bottom lip wobbling as your eyes started to burn but he just laughed at you. Reaching into his pocket to pull out the test so he could show you and there it was in black and white. The words pregnant staring you back in the face until you looked up into Masons happy ones. âWeâre having a babyâ
You burst into tears instantly as you fell into Mason's chest. Him holding you close to his body as he rocked you from side to side, letting you know it was okay and that heâd keep you safe, the both of you safe, and when you eventually pulled back he kissed your tears away.
âI didnât think it would be this quick, sorry itâs just a bit of a shockâ you laughed, trying to wrap your head around it as your stared back at the word pregnant.
âItâs alright, baby. Are you feeling okay?â
âI think soâ you laughed. Letting him grip the back of your thighs so he could place you on the counter and look him in the eye. âI just canât believe it, like I donât even know what to thinkâ
âWell Itâs still early love, how about we keep it to ourselves for a little while and tell the kids when weâre certain everythingâs okayâ he reassured you and you felt yourself relax at how calm and in control he was about everything. âWe can tell the rest of the world after that when youâre ready but for now itâs just us yeah? You, me and Nalaâ he joked before pulling you in for a well needed hug.
So you kept it to yourselves. Telling the kids after your 12 week scan and as soon as Tilly found out you were pregnant sheâd barely left your side and was seemingly very quizzical about what was happening. You knew she wanted to come out and ask fully how it had happened but she kept it inside until one night when it was just the three of you.
Ollie was at a friend's house for dinner and after all of you had eaten, you were cuddled up on the sofa with Mason, Tilly nestled in between you. Her head on Mason's chest as you watched whatever was on the tv but soon enough Tilly was ready for a biology lesson.
âDaddy, how did the baby get in mummyâs belly?â she asked, her head tilting up to look at him but as soon as you looked up you could see the panic written all over his face.
âYeah, how did it happen, Mase?â You teased wanting to know how heâd worm his way out of this one but you could see he was hating every second of this. Sending you a what the fuck face before looking back down at Tilly who was waiting patiently for him to explain.
âOkay, so you know how you write a letter to Santa at Christmas?â He started, Tilly nodding excitedly and you could see the cogs turning in his brain, wondering where the hell he was going with this but let him carry on. âWell, when two people who love each other very much want a baby, they write a letter to the stork and then you have to bury it in the garden so they can come and pick it upâ
You could see Tilly wasnât buying it, looking back at him in confusion and you yourself were waiting for what he had to say next.
âBut how?â
âHow what?â
âHis did they get into mummyâs bellyâ he asked more firmly this time as Mason was quite clearly skirting around it but knowing Tilly she would ask and ask until she got her answer.
âWell um⊠well then the stork, it comes back and uh⊠and it leaves a seed which is the baby⊠and uh, that goes in Mummyâs tummyâ he nodded, stuttering the whole way through as he was panicking but you were loving how flustered he was. Trying to hold in a laugh as you covered your mouth with your hand.
âBut how does the seed get in there?â She persisted, watching Mason now try to hide a smile before his eyes flashed to yours and you knew he was about to say something he shouldnât.
âShe swallows itâ
âOkay thatâs enough for todayâ you interrupted, pulling Tilly onto your lap âyou need to go and pick Ollie upâ you told Mason with a slightly dissatisfied look on your face and he quickly kissed your forehead la with a smile before getting up. âCome on missy, letâs get you in the bath, yeah?â
âOkay mummy,â she smiled. Reaching over to give Mason a kiss on the cheek before making her way up the stairs and you promised her youâd be right up in a minute.
âRight I wonât be longâ Mason laughed as he got up, reaching down to help pull you up with him but he must have caught the unimpressed look from you as he began to laugh at your expression. âWhat?â
âYou know whatâ you laughed. âMaybe If I had swallowed we wouldnât be in this state would weâ
âI love it when you talk dirtyâ Mason laughed. Pulling you into him with his hand on your bum and he squeezed it as he kissed you heavily. âIâll see you soon, maybe when the kids are in bed we can try-â
âMason I swear to godâ you laughed, pulling away and tapping his chest before making a beeline for the stairs but the sound of his giggles as he made his way out the door made you giggle along too.
Things took a turn at the gender reveal though. The four of you not doing anything extravagant but you knew you wanted the kids involved so after you scan you gave your bestie Sid an envelope with the gender inside so she could organise a cake and the next day you were all sat around the kitchen island with wine glasses in hand ready to sink them into the cake and you couldnât be more excited.
Mason and Ollie didnât care what the gender was, as did you, but Tilly was gunning for a baby sister. Having already picked out some toys for her to have and she constantly referred to the baby as she. You knew there would be a meltdown if she didnât get her way but you were trying to distract her as best you could.
âOkay, are we ready?â you laughed, popping your hand on Tillyâs glass to help her push down into the cake and after the count of three you shut your eyes and pushed down on both until you hit the board.
It was Tilly crying no that made you realise what had happened. Looking round to see everyoneâs glass filled with the blue frosting from the inside of the cake but Tillyâs wails wouldnât let you enjoy your time just yet.
Mason was trying his hardest to contain his laughter and when you pulled Tilly into a hug to console her, he wrapped his arms around the pair of you whilst Ollie just grabbed a fork and began to dig into his cake.
âTilly baby, itâs okayâ you tried to reassure her, holding your laughs in as best you could but she just cried harder.
âI donât like boysâ she sobbed into your neck as she held you tight and as much as Mason looked like he was about to lose it, he peeled Tilly away from you and began to talk to her quietly. Eventually taking her out into the garden where you could see him swaying her from side to side as he spoke into the side of her head and eventually she was nodding her head and wiping her eyes
You joined Ollie though, accepting the fork he passed you so you could dig in too while you spoke about the new baby boy on the way and Ollie was very quick to reassure you how excited he was and how much he wanted to help out.
âOkay, I think weâre on board nowâ Mason announced as he walked back in with Tilly on his hip. A smile on her face but her eyes were still red and watery so Mason sat her on the side so you could feed her some cake.
âTilly, my new book came today. Shall I read to you for a bit?â Ollie asked, your heart melting at the way he wanted to cheer her up as Ollie reading to her was their thing. Whenever Tilly was on mad one or overwhelmed heâd often take her over to their little corner to calm down and your heart felt full as she toddled off with her hand in his.
âSo, another boy huh?â Mason smiled as he came over to you. Resting his hands on your waist as you rested yours on his chest and you were thankful for a little bit of alone time with him.
âLooks like it. And after two clones of you Iâm hoping this one looks a little bit like meâ you told him before he kissed your forehead with a giggle.
âAre you happy?â
âOf course, as long as he's healthy I couldnât care what they are,â you told him softly and he nodded his head in agreement. âWhat did you say to Tilly?â
âTold her itâs another boy to boss around. And that if sheâs the only girl then sheâll always be my only princessâ
âWhat about me?â you pouted, watching Mason roll his eyes but he was leaning down to kiss you just after.
Youâd picked a few names out, but just like youâd done with Tilly you wanted to see him before you named him and once you had, the name Ryley seemed to fit him like a glove. Whilst you could tell he was Mason's boy you were constantly told how much he looked like you and it made your heart swell whenever you looked at him.
Tilly also came around as soon as she saw him. Almost bursting into tears at the way her little face softened at the sight of her new brother before she was looking up at you for permission to say hello to him and Ollie was just as perfect as ever with him.
A new baby meant a whole new routine though and lately it meant Ryleys feed came at bed time so Mason had to put the others to bed on his own. Usually heâd love this but clearly the novelty has worn off for Tilly and she was making it as difficult for him as possible.
Soon enough the noise died down. Mason telling Tilly that Ryley wonât want to stay with us if sheâs too loud and she finally took the hint and got into bed. Letting Mason read her a very quick story before he went and said goodnight to Ollie with the house falling silent once more.
You felt Mason pop his head into the nursery soon after, his eyes and facial expression soft as he took you in but he couldnât hide the deep blush on his cheeks. Eyes flicking down to your exposed chest as you fed Ryley and you could see he was debating whether or not he should come in but you nodded your head to motion for him to come over. Watching him carefully make his way over to the pair of you and when he was close enough you lifted your head in hopes heâd lean down and kiss you. Revealing in the feeling of his lips brushing against yours softly and you hummed in delight just before he pulled away.
âYou two alright in here?â He asked quietly, crouching down so he could kiss Ryleyâs head. Your heart fluttering at the adoring way he looked down at him before his gaze was locked on yours.
âWeâre okay. Are you okay?â You laughed, referring to the nightmare he seemed to have just had with the others and you smiled as he rolled his eyes playfully.
âOh you heard that yeah?â He laughed. âUnless you put Tilly to bed sheâs a right pain in the arseâ he teased. âI love her but my god sheâs a handful sometimesâ
âThey donât call her Tilly the tiny terror for nothingâ you winked. âYou done good though sweet cheeksâ
âThanksâ he laughed, rolling his eyes again. âIâm gonna go sort myself out but Iâll see you in our room in a bit, yeah? Take your timeâ
âOkayâ you whispered and with one last heavy kiss to your lips he was making his way out.
You sat Ryley up not too long after so you could wind him. Knowing Mason hadnât really got to see him all that much today and heâd be itching for a cuddle soon so you made your way back across the hall to your bedroom for some time for just the three of you.
You didnât questione why the door to your bedroom was shut even though maybe you should have. He never usually shut it as it was harder for you to open with just one hand whilst carrying Ryley and you always kept it open just in case one of the kids needed you but you just shifted Ryley on your chest so he was over your left shoulder and pushed the door open.
You should have known there was a reason why he shut it. Walking around to be met with the sound of his loud breathing and when you rounded the corner and into his view you were shocked by the sight in front of you.
There he was laid on the bed, T-shirt riding high on his perfect body as his boxers had been shuffled down his thighs ever so slightly to free himself and even from the split second view you knew what he was doing as his hand moved up and down. A shocked gasp falling from your lips before you turned and you heard mason fumbling behind you.
âShit! Oh god, oh god noâ
âMase, itâs okayâ you told him, slightly chuckling as you turned back around to face him but the look on his face made your heart drop.
His cheeks were redder than youâd ever seen them, a humiliated look plastered across his face no matter how much he tried to hide it and he looked on the brink of tears.
âMasey, no donât get upset itâs alrightâ
âI need the bathroom-â
âNo waitâ you called, popping Ryley into his crib as quickly as you could before rushing over to him to stop him from hiding away in the en-suite for the rest of the night and thankfully you caught him before he was able to shut the door. âCome here baby, come and talk to meâ
âNo I-â
âMase, come onâ you interrupted, pulling him back to bed so you could sit on the edge with him in hopes heâd look at you. He was determined to keep looking down though so in the end you just held him tight and spoke into his hair. âItâs okay, you donât need to be embarrassed or anything. Itâs nothing I havenât seen beforeâ
âI thought I had more timeâ he told you. Holding you tighter but you hated how down he sounded.
âLook at meâ you whispered, letting him take his own time to gather himself before looking up at you shyly. âYou donât need to be embarrassed, itâs perfectly normalâ
âI know I just⊠itâs still embarrassingâ he laughed. âI feel like a teenager whoâs just been caught. I just thought youâd be a bit longer with the little man and Iâd have time. I havenât wanted to ask for⊠you know. I wanted to wait until youâre ready and-â
âWho said Iâm not readyâ you smiled. âI gave birth 8 weeks ago now so thatâs two weeks overâ
âI knowâ he smiled. Iâm just worried thatâs allâ
âWorried about what?â
âI donât wanna hurt youâ he whispered and your heart broke at his sad face. âRemember what happened after Tilly?â He asked and you nodded solemnly.
It had been six weeks since Tilly had been born and you knew Mason was chomping at the bit to have you. You were too big and uncomfortable towards the end of your pregnancy so it had been months since youâd last been intimate and it was almost as if Mason was counting down the days.
Your night didnât go as planned though. Unbenounced to you, you still werenât fully ready and even though Mason had been gentle with you and youâd tried to push through it, it hurt too much and youâd ended up bursting into tears.
Mason felt awful, almost in tears himself as he tried to comfort you but you knew he was blaming himself when he shouldnât be. In the end you took his face in your hands so you could pepper his cheeks with kisses but your heart was breaking as he repeatedly told you how sorry he was.
âMasey itâs not your faultâ you told him quietly, but he wasnât having any of it. Hiding his head into your neck for the rest of the night until the pair of you eventually fell asleep.
He was quiet with you but extra soft for a few days until you could talk it out and let him know it wasnât his fault. You just had to wait an extra few weeks and everything would go back to normal.
You could see it in his eyes now that he was frightened so you pulled him closer and cupped his jaw so you could look at each other properly.
âTilly had a massive head babyâ you laughed. âShe was a right pain to get out but I donât feel like I did with Tilly. Ryley was a breeze compared to her and Iâm all healed up now. Thereâs nothing to be afraid ofâ
âYeah?â He smiled. His body relaxing in your arms as you reassured him everything was okay and the small smile on his lips made you feel a lot better.
âYeah, of course. In fact⊠what do you say we pop Ryley in his nursery for a bit so we can have some time for just usâ
âWait, what?â He whispered, his face looking slightly shocked but in all honestly your been craving some alone time with Mason yourself. âAre you sure?â
â100%, Just give me a sec and Iâll be backâ you told him. Slightly untangling yourself from him so you could pick up Ryley and take him over to his nursery. You never left him in here at night but he had his naps in here all the time so you made sure the baby cam was set up properly before dropping a kiss on his head. âIâll be back for you soon, little one. Just keep sleeping for meâ you whispered. Taking one last look before making your way back to Mason.
He was sitting on the bed facing the door when you got back and a sudden wave of anxiety rolled over you as soon as you shut the door. Your body had changed so much since heâd last seen it and you knew you were covered in stretch marks and still sagging in certain places so when he pulled you in between his legs you tried not to look him in the eye.
âBaby? Everything alright?â He asked, fingers delicately tracing the backs of your thighs and you just nodded and you pulled him into a hug.
âIâm okay, just nervousâ you laughed awkwardly. âItâs been a whileâ
âI know, love. We can go as slowly as you want to though, yeah?â
âI knowâ you smiled, kissing his forehead gently but he could still read your mind and sense how apprehensive you were.
âAnd I donât care what you think your body looks like now. You know that donât you? I love you and I just wanna make you feel goodâ
âI know, Maseâ you smiled, eyes filling at his sweet words. Heâd said the same after both your other babies had been born but the words still hit you deep. You didnât look like you used you, three babies would have an effect on anyone but Mason never cared. He took you as you were and only cared about looking after you, telling you youâd given him everything heâd ever wanted and heâd make sure he looked after you in whatever way you needed.
His hands were trailing all over your bare legs, touching wherever he could as his lips pressed kisses to your chest and you couldnât help but giggle as he finally got to touch all the places heâd missed for the last few months.
âWhatâs so funny?â He smiled, pinching your bum gently as you steadied yourself but his cheeky smile was melting you.
âWeâve been together for so many years now, had three kids together and youâre still as horny as everâ you chuckled, wanting him to know how ridiculous you found him but deep down you knew you were just as bad.
âThatâs what happens when youâve got the most beautiful wife in the worldâ he told you. âYou know Iâll never not want you. Even when weâre grey and wrinkly Iâll still think youâre hot as fuckâ
âIf youâre trying to get me in the mood, talking about old people probably wonât helpâ you told him, kneeling onto the mattress and his light laugh made you smile.
âNotedâ he winked, shuffling back and inviting you to lay with him and once you were next to him he laid you back gently and kissed you with as much passion as he could muster.
He kissed you until you felt dizzy, your hands gripping at him where you could and when when you moaned into his mouth he rolled ontop on you so he could look directly down at you.
âWhat do you want baby? You want my fingers?â
âMhmmmâ
âYeah? You donât sound so sureâ he teased but before you could protest he was talking again. âI think I know what you really wantâ
âWhatâs that?â
âYou want my mouth, donât you?â He whispered lowly into you ear. The sound making you shiver and a gasp to fall from your lip at the sound of his dirty words. âThought soâ he chuckled and before you knew it he was kissing down your neck as he grabbed the hem of your shirt.
You knew it was just Mason and he loved you no matter what, so you let him remove all your clothes as he placed kisses to your exposed skin. Pushing any nervous thoughts out of your head so on you could enjoy the feel of him again.
As soon as his lips touched where they needed to you felt yourself melt. Feeling like you were floating on clouds as he reminded you what youâd been missing out on for months as you tried your hardest to keep your moans at bay and not wake anyone. He made it difficult though. Getting back into the rhythm of things like heâd never been away and soon enough your fingers were getting tangled in his hair as he pushed you over the finish line.
âStop biting your lip, I wanna do thatâ he laughed, as he made his way back up to your face. Kissing you so you could taste yourself and you let out quiet moan as he gently sunk his teeth into your bottom lip.
âIâm trying to be quietâ you laughed, lips against his as you spoke before he stole another kiss from you. Knowing he was ready and raring to go.
âWhat do you want now baby?â
âI want you. All of you,â you told him. Watching a slight nervousness flicker through him and you wanted to reassure him straight away. Gripping the back of his neck so you could tug him back down for a kiss and as he got into it you began to undress him until you were both naked and needy for each other.
You knew he was watching you the whole time as he pushed his way inside of you. Your face contorting in pleasure as he took his time before bending down to press gentle kisses over your face.
âIs that okay?â He whispered, moving his hips slowly so you could adjust to him but you were already seeing stars after not feeling him for so long and all you could muster was a nod. âYeah?â Breathed, a sense of relief laced through his voice and you nodded as you tried to reassure him further.
âYes masey, keep doing thatâ you moaned, louder than youâd intended to but it all felt so intense and you knew mason was feeling it too.
âShould I slow down?â
âNo, just like thatâ you sighed. Reaching up to grab his shoulders so you had something to steady yourself but also because you wanted to feel his skin under yours.
âYou wonder why I still canât keep my hands off of you?â He moaned, pulling up so he could hold you at your waist and take a bit more control. âFucking look at you, youâre unrealâ
âMase-â
âI know gorgeous. Iâm with you, just let go for meâ he told you and you did exactly as he said. Letting him coax you through it until you were spent and he was flopping down gently next to you.
Sometimes you felt like this was your favourite bit. Laying skin to skin with your man as he gently stroked your back and you couldnât help but nuzzle into him more as you made every second count. Youâd missed these moments with him and from the way he was holding you close you knew heâd missed it too.
âYou okay?â He whispered after a while. Feeling your eyes growing heavier as he lulled you to sleep but you looked up at him with a soft smile as he kissed your nose.
âIâm perfectâ
âI didnât hurt you at all did I?â He questioned quietly but you shook your head so he knew you were fine straight away.
âI promise you, Iâm absolutely fineâ you told him. Pecking his lips softly before sighing. âIâm so comfy but I need to go and get Ryley. I donât like leaving him in there alone for too longâ
âStay there, okay? Iâll go get little manâ he reassured you. Kissing your head gently before untangling himself from you so he could get dressed and grab your boy.
You got dressed too whilst he was gone and you were just pulling your top over your head as he walked back in with Ryley cuddled into his chest. Your heart thumping at the way they were together and no matter when or where, watching Mason with a tiny human always made your knees weak.
âCome on boys, mumma needs a cuddleâ you laughed. Jumping up onto the bed and letting Mason pass you Ryley before he laid next to you. His head on your chest as Ryley laid on the other side and you couldnât stop yourself from looking down at Mason and seeing how happy he was to have some time with Ryley. âYou okay, Mase?â
âIâm better than okayâ he smiled, reaching up to give you a quick peck before nuzzling back down into your neck. âThank you for everything, I never thought I could be this happyâ
You didnât have the words for him. Your eyes filling with tears as you kissed his temple but inside you were agreeing with him wholeheartedly. You too never thought you could ever be this happy but as you thought about where you were right now and who you were with, you knew right now your life and your family were complete.