#to post auuuugh

[voixprizma]

hi. i am not dead

#voixer art #sekaiju #sekaiju a world of creatures #paintedeyedfanatic #pt-01-analog #i need make more art #to post auuuugh #i've been dying from demotivation

[eldest-of-katts]

okay because people have shown up in my dms talking smack I'm going to make one blanket statement on the 1000 year loli chilchuck thing.

yes, there has been a problem with young girls being put in suggestive positions in anime with the "uhmmm she's actually a bajillion years old" excuse. yes, other characters don't treat chilchuck like an adult. yes, he is short with big eyes.

However, chilchuck consistently acts like a grown man. he- in both the manga and the anime- straight up just is an adult. He looks like an adult when he is any other race during the swaps in the manga. When the other characters get turned into half-foots they look similar to chilchuck. He is explicitly stated to have more dungeon and general life experience than laios, and he acts like it.

The 1000 year loli trope explicitly functions as an excuse to prey on people who are inexperienced and unable to advocate for themselves. Chilchuck is a parent, is a union organizer, has explicit boundaries that he enforces rigidly, and he is treated as an adult man by everyone who doesn't have a fantasy racism-focused character arc/issue.

I can see how if you haven't read the manga and seen that he has an established life that he later reveals (and haven't paid attention to him in the anime lol) you could get a mistaken impression about him. Marcielle does too in the source material! It's part of her character at the start of her arc that she has issues with longevity!

The thing that irks me a little about this interpretation is that it leans into the child-coded discourse that was prominent a while ago (she's short!!!!! but has boob???? ILLEGAL!!1!) and it does a disservice to the themes of infantilization as a policy maneuver hurting the working class.

I saw chilchuck and his labor advocacy for half-foots both as a metaphor for racism (obvious take ik) and for ageism.

The working gen z as a cohort are being infantilized and pushed out of job markets due to infantilization, similar to half-foots in the show. gen z is being maliciously portrayed as too young to vote, enter office, know themselves, know their rights, and take advantage of their resources. Simultaneously, child labor protections and protections against workplace abuse are being rolled back in the US. In Japan, young people are being worked to the bone for nothing and are becoming disenfranchised as a generation while simultaneously expected to be the labor faction that supports the postwar generations in their old age.

Chilchuck's being treated poorly I saw as a clever commentary on the ways infantilization allows for protections to be stripped away under the guise that "oh it's just a job for teenagers- they don't need more than minimum wage" or "let the kids rescue the economy! they're always complaining about that job market!" while simultaneously stripping away rights under the guise of protection- "We can't have that on the internet! think of the children!" "to protect these young people we must raise the age of medical consent for hormones/reproductive health decisions!"

Kui's work with this series spoke to me on many levels, and specifically, the infantilization issue touched me in a way that few other pieces of media have. The struggle to be taken seriously in a stem field as someone young, as someone female, and as someone who had a high-pitched voice to the point I did years of voice training to be taken seriously, chilchuck's character resonated. I (kinda) understand your instinct to think "SHORT! CHILD! RALLY THE MASSES AND KILL THE PEDOS!!1!" but in this case, it's misdirected- mostly because the author was trying to use this misdirection to prove something to you, the reader.

Kui consistently makes cutting commentary on modern issues, the show's take on food neutrality as its headliner, but also the author's takes on cultural issues and the environment (with a focus on our place in the food web as animals). I feel that reducing chilchuck's very conscious position as a tradesman and an activist discounted due to his apparent age down to "1000 year loli ewwww let's send this random tumblr user suicide bait" just displays a lack of critical analysis of the show and a level of disrespect towards Kui and the work as a whole.

TL:DR- stop sending me kys messages I'm fucking that old man

#dungeon meshi #chilchuck #suicide mention #fandom critical #dw I blocked the person but please refrain from telling people to kill themselves over chilchuck #hes a cool character but he is- still- only a character #long post #I know he's short but short people can still have sex #shocking I know #the person who sent me the message also has a lot of weird opinions of laios #like that he's too 'pure to think about sex' #broooo nooooo don't have weird opinions about autistic people being unable to consent!! #that's weird as fuck! autistic adults are still adults!!! quit infantilizing an already marginalized class!! #you're falling for the blatant misdirects that legislate away our rights!! #I get that it's just an anime it's not that deep #but at the same time the analysis skills are not skilling!!! #the reading comprehension is not comprehending!! the media literacy is not FUNCTIONING!!! #i am WORRIED ABOUT THIS #YOU WILL FALL FOR A PSYOP YOU ARE NOT IMMUNE TO PROPAGANDA #your words and deeds online are indicative of a deeper issue in your thinking that reveals a lack of understanding towards your own biases #you retain puritanical reactions and instincts despite carrying a new title #your understandings of the world are deeply and evidently shaped by flawed and cruel systems that you have failed to examine or grow out of #AUUUUGH please learn and grow as a person suicide bait helps nobody

[8bit-mau5]

Oops, all tieflings! Chibi icons I had done for preclaimed tiefling adopts @ramgodd and i are collaborating on! All of these guys have a new home now, so now im working on their final lines and painting over them 👀

Commission info and slots can be found [HERE]! If you enjoy my art, feel free to support your local trans artist by tipping me on kofi 💙

#artists on tumblr #dnd #dnd art #tiefling #Gabriel's arts #commission #KINDA SORTA? i was offering one of these for any collab adopt preclaimed #excited to work on cheebs for the next batch too AUUUUGH neros designs are so fun to work with okay #anyone inchrested in preclaiming and having access to my art early #should Dm me for my art server invite #OR sub to my kofi 💙 #idk if it's late as balls. i need to remember to post my art more MNJHDHFBHF

[tinswag]

Thinking about this severely underrated [and current disaster] ship....

#runescape #rs3 #azzanadra #wahisietel #azzywahi #myart #man....i feel like wahi is azzys actual perfect companion but azzy is too dumb to notice #and just kept going along with sliske for 1000 years lmao #i feel like wahi is level headed and logical enough to keep azzy grounded post ascension #also cares about him as a friend with no ulterior motive at all #like come on az...open your eyes and go apologize to wahi for ignoring him before i actually start throwing hands on wahis behalf auuuugh

[honkowo]

revamped a few things regarding gut stuff + a taste of angels' fuckass technology heehee ^^

angels have a completely liquid brain thats contained in a thin membrane, supported by a sheet of cartilage thats absolutely PACKED with nerve endings. having a liquid brain allows them to take a lot more damage to the head without fear of brain damage. theyre fucked if their skull gets pierced however, as once air gets in their skull, the membrane will pop and send brain soup everywhere. luckily for them though, their skulls are both thick as hell AND have a layer of fat and muscle to pierce through first.

their sails can fold down now, as well as their front teeth now being able to move similarly to a parrot beak(LOOK UP PARROT SKULLS THEYRE FUCKIN WILD) allowing them to grip onto prey better. angels eat rocks in order to strengthen their bones so i changed up the coloration of their bones to reflect that. depending on what minerals they eat, angel bones can vary in colour as the colour of the original rock gets mixed in with the original calcite bones. old angels will also eat gemstones and other sparkly minerals so that when they die, their bones(mainly the skull) will be extra sparkly for funerary reasons. some angels will eat gemstones regardless of age just because they like the idea of their bones being extra pretty, even if no one can/will see them.

ever since angels figured out how to harness the processing power of their liquid brains, theyve been using it in almost all technology ever since.

rather than writing things down, angels will use this liquid to store information in a computer-like fashion, and by sending off specific signals into it they can program the liquid to do just about anything. depending on the amount used, these "brains" can record and store memories, open doors, pilot ships, and even replicate and store whole entire people! as long as they have a constant stream of nutrients and regular monitoring, these brains can live almost indefinetley. in order to activate/talk to it, you must be touching any exposed part of the membrane. the tech may not work correctly with other aliens however, due to it being so closely connected to angel biology.

brains that have a consiousness integrated into it are called BUIs(bio-unital intelligence), and are the angels' equivalent to sentient AIs. not gonna go too much into detail about them now since i wanna make a separate post on them, but theyre often created to do more complicated tasks, such as governing highly populated ships and running ground settlements, but theyre also made when an angel's body has been life-threateningly damaged and they dont want to die just yet. this is only done if said nearly-dead angel agrees to it beforehand, as the integration is both painful AND permanent. BUIs dont need to be touched directly to function, and will perform tasks independently of other angels.

gif stills under the cut like usual :3

#AUUUUGH ive been wanting to do a big post again but the cold has been absolutely BEATING my ass whadda hell #owo whats this #angel tag!!! wahoo #speculative biology #spec bio #guts tag for guts stuff yippee #xenobiology #uhh i think thats it lol #yeah turns out coming up with unique ways of intepreting organs is kind of difficult when youve only got google at ur disposal so dont- #-expect my bullshit science to make sense teehee #felt bad about not adding any blockable tags for stuff so im gonna go through my art stuff and tag the more gorey stuff #might redraw the full skeleton but not much will really change aside from some minor differences so maybe later

[hasarjunadoneanythingwrong]

drew this for a friend for a video of theirs

#sei shonagon #dioscuri #castor #pollux #bonus wu in the corner but you can barely see her #fgo #my art #afaik the video isnt done but they didnt mind me posting this #side note:AUUUUGH SLEEVES HARD AUUUUGH

[spaciebabie]

springtrap whimpering post. fern art save me

#spacie spoinks #fern art #fern art save me #rgrgrgrgrgrgrgr #i need 2 reblog the post auuuugh #ignore me. i want him carnally. cant stop thinking abt it.

[in-my-loki-feels]

I'm so glad Loki finally won something in this awards season but I'm especially glad Tom got to accept it. Everyone on that show deserves recognition of their hard work, Tom even more so than others. Waking up and reading his acceptance speech got me all emotional because I'm once again reminded how much time and love he's put into Loki as a character. I can't accept that this is the last we'll see of Loki but I also can't imagine anything topping this exact moment in time for the character, having come so far over so many years.

And the shout outs! Sophia Di Martino, Gugu Mbatha-Raw, Wunmi Mosaku, Ke Huy Quan Owen Wilson and a final shout out for Zawe! I only wish she'd been in the audience. They're such a stunning couple and his love for her is so clear it's unreal.

#auuuugh #I always get emotional when tom talks about loki #partly because of his passion for loki #but also because in a post s2 world it feels so final #please don't let this be the last of loki #now i'm crying again #tom hiddleston #people's choice awards #loki #loki series #it's good i haven't found a video of the speech yet because I don't think I'd survive hearing it

[attractthecrows]

dicking about at work with characters I haven't interacted with yet from a game I do not own and have not played

[ID: Two notecards with writing in blue ink. the first reads:

"Allies?" Durge blinks in surprise. "Were we really?"

Their eyes narrow thoughtfully. Their face is almost serene. The pretty little blade turns idly in Durge's hands, its edge leaving pinpricks and weepy little lines in their flesh.

"I imagine it's somewhat freeing," Durge says suddenly, "no longer being beholden to your gods. Released from the shackles of personhood, as it were."

Their expression is guarded, unreadable.

"Though of course, I have no frame of reference as to that. So this whole discussion smacks of futility, doesnt it?"

The second card reads:

Gortash shivered. He'd always loved Durge for their coldness, their intellect as sharp as the hungriest of knives.

They will not mourn him, their former lover, they will not hesitate, and they will not be burdened by guilt. The favored spawn of Bhaal does not know tenderness or mercy. And he knows the inky stillness that will overtake them as they watch him die.

Oh, magnificent one.

Avatar of slaughter, I submit to thee.

/end ID]

#durge #the dark urge #gortash #i think i will like their storyline very very much yes #NOT ME CATCHING A MISSING WORD A FULL FIFTEEN MINUTES AFTER POSTING #AUUUUGH #also this is unedited drabble crap to get a handle on their dynamic tee em #so far my one and only media inspo for durge is skynd richard ramirez #'SHUSH BE QUIET! SHUSH he said/the demon is alive/the demon wants you DEAD' #cuz KILLIN IS SEX #KILLING IS SEX #HUSH HE SAAAID. CUZ KILLING IS SEEEEX /techno riff #durge/gortash #durge x gortash

[girlmetalsonic]

GUESS WHO GOT A DRAWING TABLET

some random whiteboard doodles from me trying to get used to it

#me posts #my art #sth #metal sonic #amy #ralsei #utdr #nightshade #<-for my own sorting purposes srry #AUUUUGH IM SO HAPPY :DDDD drawing with a mouse hurts my hand this is so much better #FINALLY i can make stupid doodles on my puter instead of in the margins of english homework

[saetoshis]

considering an elysia theme revamp (for motivation)

#ISNT SHE SOOOO GORGEOUS AUUUUGH MY GOD #🌸🌸🌸 #SHES SO PRETTIIIIIII #UWAAAAAA #i want her #when u have her bow and one of her stigma but not her ;n; #i am v upset abt it but its fine !!1!1!1!1 #ANYWHOMST #HOW IS EVERYONE MWAAAAH #i need to write again #but i am.. unfortunately in school #[‹ moshi : posts ›]

[thatsparadise]

sorry abt the fact i haven't posted (new) pt fanart in weeks help 💔 i feel like my fanart's getting repetitive but i don't know what else to draw plus like i've said i'm a little burnt out from making pt fanart

#i promise i will cook something new eventually #IF i figure out what to draw😭 #so if i get motivated expect more sprite redraws for now lol #those get a bit repetitive too but when i said my art's repetitive in the post i meant that as in like all of my art is noise couple #i feel like i never draw anyone or anything else just those two repeatedly #i do like drawing them yes but auuuugh i feel like i'm not a good artist if everything i post is the same but slightly different #ok ranting over sorryyyy these tags don't really contribute to the post i just felt like ranting a bit

[und3rwat3r-a5tr0naut]

Y’all tired of my reblogs yet snsnsnsn

#the fallout phase is back in full force #AUUUUGH #*dives headfirst into the world* #maybe I’ll post about my current sole survivor #she’s so interesting

[8bit-mau5]

Pictured: a man consumed with carnal desire for the most proud failguy you've ever seen. I need more mlm rep like THIS. Meme redraw comm for @/SeaPlaysRPG !

Commission info and slots can be found [HERE]! If you enjoy my art, feel free to support your local trans artist by tipping me on kofi 💙

#artists on tumblr #dnd #dnd art #dnd chracter #Gabriel's arts #commission #THIS IS AN OLDER ONE I FINSHED LAST MONTH BUT I. FORGOT TO UPLOAD HERE #ANYWAYS. look at them and love them. im REALLY happy w/the results here #finding a new way to go about art that isnt so hard on my wrist and is genuinely fun that doesnt take 8+ hrs to render... yeah. #ive learned that using a brush with texture and color jitter to apply flats/the base color layers makes everything much more fun to look a #nothing is as fun to me as meme redraw comms and i wanna open more next month AUUUUGH #i finished this one a few weeks before the prev comm i posted but again i just keep forgetting to toss my art onto this site 😭 #enjoy<3

[17yearcicada]

is anyone else just like eaten alive by the guilt

#i don't even know why... i got to see my friends and they have been very nice to me #they invited me to the post-show dinner 😭 like auuuugh okay... #.txt

[headintheclooudsss]

can my brain STOP playing the pink panther theme i am TRYING to SLEEP.

#posts #good fucking lird #i cannot deal with this shit #sir its 3am. why #insomnia probably... #AUUUUGH i sleepn't