#u know me im late to everything

[thatdeadaquarius]

Genshin SAGAU/Isekai Fanfic - A Player's Possessions - Chapter One!!

AO3 Only, no tumblr chop-ups, sorry, it was easier this way!! (technical difficulties..)

You can still control your Genshin characters! ...by possessing them. 👻

☆

Sun: Gender Neutral Reader (you/they/them), Body Neutral

Orbit: Fanfic, 1st Chapter

Stars: Celestia/Unknown God/Asmoday, Mentions of Mondstadt characters, Heavy on Sumeru Characters, Mostly Collei, Tighnari, Cyno, Nilou, Alhaitham.

Comets & Meteors: Content Warnings: Reader/"You" possess characters without consent (framed as accident/trying to figure things out/necessary for mental health of reader to avoid isolation), experience explicitly described.

& Trigger Warnings: Reader/you is mentioned hyperventilating, possibly dissociating (mild/glossed over).

☆

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

AND THANKS FOR ALL THE FOLLOWERS?!?!!!

HERE'S TO AN AMAZING NEW YEAR, HOPEFULLY WITH ALL NEW AND FUN GENSHIN CONTENT THAT U GUYS (AND ME LOL) GET TO ENJOY!!!

:)

Safe Travels Buddies!

💀♒️

If you wanna join a taglist, DM me what for! "Pspspsss, please tag me for [All SAGAU posts, Only SAGAU Language AUs, diff fandom, etc.]!"

(If you ever wanna drop, just DM me! "No more taglists/[specifically this AU/fandom] please!")

♡the beloveds♡

@karmawonders / @0rah-s / @randomnatics / @glxssynarvi / @nexylaza / @genshin-impacts-me / @wholesomey-artist / @thedevioussmirk / @the-dumber-scaramouche / @chocogi / @fallen-starr / @areaderofbooks / @devilangel657 / @esthelily / @justinsomniachild

#genshin imagines #genshin sagau #sagau #genshin isekai #genshin impact sagau #genshin x reader #genshin self aware au #genshin possession au #send help my muscles are cramping but i pushed thru to post this #anyway ill finish the 2nd chapter and post it sometime this week #or next #u know me im late to everything #HAPPY NEW YEARS #aqua art

[hoffmanstits-enjoyer]

uhm, honestly the idea of mark truly and hopelessly falling for peter as he's watching him fighting and rejecting his own damnation, finding in the desperate display in front of him someone that finally may be as miserably stubborn as himself— what does strahm have right then but him? his scream's muffled and distant-sounding behind the glass walls but there's no missing the blood spilled, mudding his vision until everything's tantalizing shades of red.......... he watches until he can't anymore, hoping peter had never looked at him the same way (wishing he did)

#haha im sooooo okay about them. its not like mark remembering him while fighting for his own life affected me at ALL #not like the fact peter's haunting him the same way adam haunts lawrence in saw 3d means ANYTHING to meeeee #no sir. no im FINE #love at last sight as you watch ur enemy rattling at the bars of a cage you trapped them in #spitting in ur face that they KNOW. you. perhaps not as well as they think but oh they got the closest to it #and u get to know them intimately. u get to watch the person they are when facing death itself and peter's everything he wished for #but never knew. so many victims gave up. sobbed their poor lil hearts out. yelled they were good and how could u do this to them? not peter #JUST MARK HOFFMAN IN LOVE WHEN IT'S TOO LATE OKAY? OKAY #hoffstrahm #coffinshipping #mark hoffman #peter strahm #saw franchise #saw v #saw vi #sawposting

[swellteas]

this is like i’ll take care of you. it’s rotten work. not to me, not if it’s you. to me

#spiral from the book of saw #so I made it have a less yellow green filter bc I get that since it’s a saw (adjacent) movie it has to have #all the yellow green blue and red turned all the way up so I put a romantic drama film filter on it just stick with me here #spiralshipping #spiral #zeke banks #william schenk #anyway let's stick this quote to everything like it's 2019-20 again do u guys remember that ? #no im kidding it had its time in the limelight . but let me have this #it woulve been more relevant if id seen this movie when it was released i feel like im so late on spiral and saw stuff :(( #this is like a spiral jumpsacre on my blog bc i have not even mentioned it at all on here but im sort of losing it 🙃 im actually really #into it :/ i know how divisive it is among sawheads (<- not what theyre called. or maybe they are idk) #saw

[cashmere-caveman]

Hanif Abdurraqib, it’s not like nikola tesla knew all of those people were going to die | Anne Carson, H of H Playbook | Richard Siken, Snow and Dirty Rain | Franz Wright, Heaven | Toby Whithouse, shooting script for Being Human S1E1 | Franz Wright, Heaven | Erin Slaughter, I Hope My Salt Lamp is a Weeping Deity | Richard Siken, Straw House, Straw Dog & My Country: The New Age, Episode 16

image descriptions in alt

#my country: the new age #nam seon-ho #seo hwi #listen guys (gn). the worms have been festering the dots have been connected the illness contracted etc!! this is an exorcism attempt #bro what if we had both been suicidal for years bc we just wanted everything to be over but we repeatedly saved each others lives #even when we were enemies bc even when we were fighting for different visions of this country we were still *each others* countries #and what if in the end we realized we were never meant to be apart in the first place and gave each other permission to finally let go #but gave our deaths meaning by sacrificing our lives so that everyone else could live in a country of peace !!!! #basically what if we went from best friends to enemies to allies to enemies to soulmates and died in each others arms and we were both boys #their dynamic is so. i wanna eat so much dirt i tunnel right through the earth and end up in argentina. #god. GOD. im like 5 years late but is anyone out there still insane like me in pain like me etc hmu #wait maybe i should put some warnings on this bitch uhhh hold on #blood cw #death tw #suicidal ideation cw #<- just in case bc idk how else to tag for the uhhh extremely normal mindset of both of them #i hope thats it? if i missed sth let me know! also if u read this far u'll get to see the business tags i forgot at the top lol #cavetext #mctna #nam seon ho #poetry #seonhwi #caveweb #also u would not Believe the fucking sleuthing i went through to find the source poem for that erin slaughter quote jfc #thats what i get for keeping incomplete notes ig :/ #also ive found the franz wright poem as both 'heaven' and 'the heaven' so ?? who knows

[benetnvsch]

i love how bones always animates Kunikida with pointy lil teeths- that's so cool and sexy of them - so have this,,, crooked pointy teeth Kunikida,,,, ough yea :sadthumbsup:

(not sure if i actually like this or am just Used To It after staring at it for hours until 5 am - the sketch did not look like him SOLELY bc I couldn't draw his hair right and the smile threw me off LOL - also also,, my requests,,, are open as always- even if u sent before and haven't gotten to it yet I prommy I read and appreciate and will get to them when I have more time )

#she can smile as a treat #idc if it looks ooc LET KUNIKIDA EXPERIENCE JOY LMAO #kite draws #kite watches bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd #kunikida #kunikida doppo #:dances: #not sure if it looks actually good or I've just Gotten Used to it - #everything looks good if u throw a gradient map on it tho LMAO #inspired by ME and my fucked up lil chompers- I had braces on and off for like a decade and they're still fucky wucky #but they're cool and pointy so who's the real winner? #also this picture might have cost me my cs data structures grade bc I decided to draw it instead of finishing my already late assignment #and studying for my final but low-key who cares #IF ANYONE knows how to code a hashmap from a dynamically allocated array lemme know and I will draw u endless kunikidas for life - #GPA is temporary- Kunikida is forever or whatever KJDHKDJH #curious who actually read tags bc I be writing my life story here #sorry for oversharing guys will happen again </3 #but if u are reading this u are cool and hot and im kissing u on the forehead (platonically) mwah - #thank u #this is so cringe fail of me ill shut up now

[skyeateyourdonuts]

weeoo

#this is gonna be me talking in tags today #ive been rather sleep deprived lately trying to keep up with everything around me #and its been taking a toll on my health like #if i go too long like this i tend to feel more lethargic and my allergies kick in #i got a sore throat bc my room has been Freezing and then i get headaches way way easier #often times my face will flush but its just my nose and idk why #well anyways lmao i just aint feelin great due to lack of sleep #so i emailed my teachers and stayed home and others might say this wasnt it #but i can barely get to sleep at all these days and just bed ridding myself #seemed like the only way for my body to be like #'fine 🙄 u can sleep' lmao #thats actually one of the worst symptoms is im restless i just Cant grt to sleep no matter how hard i try #ive had a couple days where i was running on 2-3 hours bc i spent even longer Laying there #anyways i hope this makes a difference im tired of feeling tired and shitty #luckily my mood has weirdly been high #its just my sleep and health that are low #i think when the sleepiest soldiers are unable to get sleep thats when u know smths wrong #i think also so much is happening and me trying to keep up is taking more outta me than i expected #im a gal who gets overwhelmed easily even if im happy w whats happening lmao #tho im not Happy im more In a Good Mood lmao #side tangent but i HATE being an adult who doesnt have like idk Help lmao #like my dad was so nice to me sometimes and helped me sometimes #i could go a whole day sleeping bc id be fucking exhausted #and hed qake me up and ask me when i last ate and if i couldnt decide but itd been too long #hed make smth for the both pf us or hed make it For me and id just be able to like recover lmao #ah adulthood is hard lmao #alright im done #gata #no need to read <3 yall

[oetter]

damn ive gotta start seeing a therapist again

#‘i sure feel like shit lately! surely it isnt the secrets im keeping from everyone i know when it comes to every aspect of my life. ou well’ #it’s not worth it to try to be the cool mysterious girl that nobody knows anything about. trust me #i feel like a heavily overstuffed pillow or perhaps a glass full of water that hasnt spilled over yet just because of surface tension #a girl turns 21 and suddenly everything changes tragically and irreversibly #vent post #sorry for my excess of Sad Girl posts in recent months but hot damn! life really happens! #promise ill always tag these so yall can blacklist if u want

[cantdanceflynn]

IK I HAVENT DRAWN IN FOREVER BTW IM WORKING ON CATCHING UP

#ITS JUST. BEEN SHIT TO GET MOTIVATED LATELY #ESPECIALLY WHEN IK NONE OF U CARE #LIKE WHY AM I BOTHERING POSTING THIS??? NO ONE GIVES A SHIT??? NO ONE LOOKS AT MY ART FOR MORE THAN A SECOND NO ONE CARES #WHEN THEY DO CARE ITS ONLY BC ITS A GIFT FOR THEM OR I SENT IT TO EM N THEY DONT WANNA BE RUDE #LIKE WHY FUCKIN BOTHER LATELY YA KNOW. LIFE IS JUST GETTING WORSE AND ANYTHING I COULD DO WITH THESE SKILLS I LOVE SO MUCH IS GOING #WELL UP IN FLAMES IF YOU DONT MIND THE WORDPLAY #N IK IT EATS YOU ALIVE TO CARE ABOUT WHO SEES YOUR WORK. IK ITS BAD N I SHOULDN'T DO IT. #BUT IF NOT EVEN ANY IF MY FRIENDS(BARRING MY BF XOXO LOVE U PYXE BUT LIKE I DO SEND U EVERYTHING STILL LOL) CAN EVEN BOTHER #JJST. EVEN LOOKING AT MY STUFF #WHATS THE POINT?? #THE ONLY ART OF MINE THATS GOTTEN THE SLIGHTEST BIT OF ATTENTION LATELY HAS BEEN THE ISAT AU N THATS BC THATS A COMMUNITY STARVING FOR STUF #LIKE HOW MANY NOTES MY WANDERSONG STUFF GOT DESPITE BEING SO BAD #BUT IVE IMPROVED SO MUCH AND POURED SM INTO A COMMUNITY THAT DOESNT FUCKING GIVE A SHIT ABOUT ME????? #WHAT AM I DOING WRONG??!?!!?! SOMEONE TELL ME ID DO ANYTHING JUST TO KNOW WHY I CANT GET ANYONE EVEN THE PERSON WHO LOVES ME THE MOST #TO GIVE A SHIT JSUT ONCE #ill prolly delete this later. Im sry.

[seventh-district]

i’m not like other girls, my “Rest” stats are a heart rate of 110bpm and a HRV of 14 fucking milliseconds. :)

#Seven’s Public Diary #vent #vent post #cw vent #cw vent post #cw health #cw heart #i’m so stressed :) i am soooo fucking stressed and my body is Suffering because of it #i want to just lay here and stare at the ceiling but. maybe a little venting will help #sighhhh wish [N]MbD Sun were here to obsessively fret over me #he can be mean about it idc. at least i’d have someone acknowledging how bad things are for me #sometimes i wonder when the last time was that my body Wasn’t in fight or flight to some degree #have i Ever actually relaxed #hhhhhhh c-ptsd is a bitch #anyways there’s so much to vent about but i’m. doing my best to be vague. i need to be more vague about things #a lot of stuff i can’t vent about anyways. it’s too personal #so instead i’m gonna complain abt how i haven’t been able to play Genshin or Star Rail for nearly a month now #and about how slowly my back is recovering. it’s like every time i re-injure/have a flare up. it heals.. worse. slower and lesser #i dunno how it’s ever gonna get better. truly better. maybe i’ll live with this forever #if being fat is the problem which is definitely partly is. then yeah i’m fucked #all of my problems just make each other worse and i don’t know where the way out of it all is #every time i think i’ve found it i’m wrong and i just make it all worse #anyways as soon as i figure out how to strengthen my core without breaking my back. it’s over for u bitches #‘u bitches’ being uh. all of the shit that needs doing that i cannot physically fucking do right now #i miss being able to sit down. and i’m Regretting de-converting my standing desk back to sitting bc now. i cannot use my PC #which means i can’t fucking do a some of my work or play my silly little gacha games and i’m mad abt it #i’m mad abt a lot more serious things too but again. can’t talk abt it so i’m gonna focus on trivial shit instead #anyways. sorry as always to everyone i haven’t spoken with lately. and in general. i’m so drained from the Everything that i just. can’t. #it shouldn’t be this hard for me to stay in touch w ppl but. it is. guess i’ll add that onto my list of things to be stressed about #i’m so tired of everything man. and i hate being so negative and mean when im stressed & in pain. makes me feel like im becoming my father

[roaringheat]

apex legends breakout trailer having one of my fave punk songs is such a win

#vark posts #every animated trailer they make always has bangers but this one is for me only sorry guys #apex pls pls pls pls make alt skins #mirage would be a punk i just know it #ik im seein the trailer so late but i havent logged on to apex in a million yrs #havent logged in since early last year wtf happened to literally everything #dont think im gonna play anytime soon i mostly just wanted to look around #one day tho #i have too many hrs and am so mirage for me to give it up #im yappin too muchbbut i also apparently got a gift?? from someone i dont recognize the user of?? #literally was sent like a week ago #and the info tab thing says u gotta be friends for at least 2 weeks to send a gift #WHO ARE YOU...

[soldier-poet-king]

Tell me how and why the Naruto manga has me out here already crying on VOLUME THREE, like no big arc has happened yet and YET

These silly little tween ninjas can fit so much lonely sadness in them and also more importantly so much stubborn hope

#fran reads #oh???? havent u heard??? im having a naruto phase at aged 26??? #im not entering my Charlotte lucas year im entering my no shame cringe is dead year #where i get to feel everything ive hidden from and enjoy fully everything i was too sad too as a kid #i didnt get to have a fun time! so im going to do so now! #and it will be even better knowing how sweet it is for all the sadness that came before #i did not expect to live oast 20! #past* #anyway. love my silly lil guys who are just. trying their best to be good and hopeful in a hard world #kakashi as single mom of the century and also my heart ❤️ #actually. sometimes. shounen meant for teen boys is actually something that can be SO personal #to me. a late 20s woman.

[femgirlfriend]

i was finally convincing myself to part with my jesse painting and give it to a friend who I know likes him but then i never did because she never contacted me for more than half a year and when i asked she kept postponing indefinitely and now im thinking i almost gave a piece of my soul to someone who doesn't event want to see me that much and i don't know how to feel about that i feel guilty for feeling like this a little even....

#it's just like...i would have dropped everything to meet in the past and always and i just. u know? #last time we met accidentally literally. she called other mutual friend to meet even. but not me and i kinda realized then lol.... #i even feel guilty about writing this LOL like i feel so guilty like i shouldn't complain at all otherwise im the asshole but #ive been confronting that feeling lately #🌸

[attaboy-art]

day 3: unwound future

[Image ID: A large digital illustration of Natalia from Professor Layton and the Unwound Future at the reception desk of Green Hospital. Natalia is seen from behind, leaning on the desk and exhaling, and her breath is visible due to the coldness of the hospital lobby. The piece has a generally dark color palette with focuses on green and purple. /.End ID.]

@layton-npc-appreciation-week

#lord. this is so late im so sorry #i think im falling a bit ill so ive been lacking the energy to make Good Stuff #which like. i do like how natalia herself turned out in this but ohh lord. perspective #anyways. enough negativity #Tbh ive only ever played unwound future once and the characters that impacted me the most were main ones 😭 so i didnt really know who #to paint for this one.... but i really love how weird green hospital is #and how odd Everything about it was #so. miss natalia in the early morning. something something coldness something something clive something something #i hope u guys like #art #professor layton #pl #unwound future #illustration #digital art

[kendallroylesbian]

im realizing i do a lot of self sabotaging, more than i realize. and that i keep myself from being happy. and idk why i feel like i dont deserve happiness or love like anyone else.

#thank u therapy! but also this has taken a really big toll on me lately #i see it in everything i do....and im like why do i treat myself this way? #why am i so unkind to myself? i care about others but how can i care for them long term #if i cant take care of myself? #ive focused so much on others and ive neglected myself bc someone/something told me i didnt matter. #its so much easier to focus on others instead of Me. u know? #txt 44

[dandyshucks]

starting to think maybe i should turn rbs off on that post actually bc im having heart palpitations now fdsjgjkl why is this happening to meeee

#vent // #me when the paranoia is Getting Bad fjkfdsjkl #its stemming from m.oral o.cd i think bc i am mainly worried abt more eyes on my blog and ppl seeing me frolic here #and the brain gophers have been insisting that i am doing smth horribly wrong and not realizing it #and the worry is that someone is going to see that and bypass talking to me abt it and go straight to making a callout post #and i will be sitting here with Zero Idea abt it #and continue hurting ppl by doing the Unknown Wrong Thing #but i also am not sure how that would happen bc i overthink literally Everything i post #if u see me put tags on smth that isn't just a simple ''ough'' or ''hehe yay!!'' i probably sat there for two mins making sure it was okay #running thru the words at every angle i can conceive of to ensure its not going to hurt somebody somehow fdsjkl #and this paranoia has been so bad the past few days. and when it gets bad then i get worried bc maybe i somehow have a guilty conscience #without even knowing !!! just subconsciously having a guilty conscience somehow !! #which ... only makes the paranoia worse fdsgjkl its a very bad vicious circle #anyways. i have been lowkey avoiding being here lately bc of this but i feel like avoidance just makes it worse #so . hrm. i just do not want to have more crying breakdowns bc i tried to figure out what on earth i could possibly be doing so wrong fsdjk #not exactly a fun way to spend time FDSJKL but ... what can ya do i guess #like i can't ask ppl ''hey am i doing smth wrong?'' bc thats. very vague. and subjective. and also i shouldnt rely on other ppl like that #but my brain is so goofed up that i genuinely cannot tell when i get like this sdjfkl bc i feel so sure i must be doing smth wrong somehow #so every tiny thing seems like maybe its wrong in a way i dont understand yet... ough #ANYWAYS SORRY THIS IS . NOT A GOOD POST TO MAKE. LOL. but i feel like this is the only way im going to bust myself out of this cycle #hopefully if i just Say that i've been really worried then if smth IS actually wrong someone will let me know #and if nothing is wrong then !! i can move on from this continual paranoia spiral !! maybe !! #i feel like me posting this is going to be a Wrong Immoral Move but fdsjkl rly trying to just. break out of it rn fsdjkl #dandyshucks

[gingerbreadmonsters]

gahhhh. im sure it doesn't sound like it most of the time, but wow my degree is so cool and fun 🥰🥰

#yes it is painful sometimes and yes it is lots of hard work and frustration #but like....... isnt it so cool to find out why the world became the way it is #how people in the past were like us and also so totally different #through the right lens human history is both the ultimate tragedy of a self-obsessed power hungry cannibalistic species #and also the greatest funniest soap opera of all time #stories upon stories #i will be very honest with u i was kind of scared when i started that i had chosen the wrong degree #what if its not as fun at uni as it was at school - what if its actually way too difficult and i end up hating it #but ykw?? im so glad i chose this #(for those who may not know i am a history student) #idk man i just wish more people knew how cool and funny history is sometimes #plus the sorts of ways this degree encourages u to think are VERY useful (esp nowadays) #'always question everything' is the motto and wow it is very enlightening to live like this #where has this info come from - can i trust them? why are they telling me this? what do they want? is it even true? how do they know this? #does this info fit with what i already know? why? what do other people say abt this? does this imply something about the wider context here #look me in the eye and tell me thats not the most important ingredient for being online nowadays #(except for block and move on. that one is supreme we all know that) #if u are not so into history i would encourage u to have a little look at some of the cool stories that are there i think u will like them #one of the funny (and very gory) ones that i would recommend is the life and especially death of maximilian robespierre #he was alive during the french revolution in the late 1700s and the way he dies is fucking hilarious when u know whats going on #i have actually talked abt this a lot on discord bc i think its funny - much to the annoyance of everyone else in the server lol #another one from that time is napoleon's coup and the removal to saint-cloud #the power struggles of the GMD and CCP in china in the early-mid 20th century are also v interesting if u like that sort of thing #this has all come about bc i was reading an account today of the marriage of alfonso vi of leon and castile and princess zaida of seville #and wow i have a lot of thoughts about it #theres no way to tell if they were really in love or not and if so how much #but idk something about it is very sweet and very sad to me #she the daughter in law of the muslim king of seville and supposedly falls in love with the christian king alfonso - she converts #to christianity so she can marry him but they are only together for a short time - she dies a few years later in 1093 giving birth to their #son sancho alfonsez (who is killed in 1108 at age 15) and she's buried at alfonso's favourite church (technically an abbey but ykwim)