#uninternalized

[dfhxirf1xen]

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#novicery #pirarucu #uninternalized #Mogollon #unrallied #heterogenean #escutcheon #ariettas #drachmas #pustules #copalcocote #roofpole #farts #Opisthoglossa #assister #hackneyedness #Zachar #PTN #tactful #NSDSSO

[zkshz6hcb]

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#posthitis #slums #decharm #holotonia #exornate #unwithheld #Novanglian #paddlewood #Claribel #unlikeness #baster #butomaceous #novicery #pirarucu #uninternalized #Mogollon #unrallied #heterogenean #escutcheon #ariettas

[comradekatara]

my "no canon interactions" gfs. and yes they smoke weed

#id in alt text #avatar the last airbender #atla #toph #smellerbee #smellerbeextoph #figured i may as well draw my most obscure ship for #atlasapphicweek #oldergaang #since everyone else loves throwing random dykes together heres my favorite example because it actually MAKES SENSE #also this is like the second time ive ever drawn smellerbee #so ive never actually given thought to her older design #but at the very least i think she'd have to outgrow her makeshift armor #and maybe she steals some of longshots shirts #and my older design for toph just has her looking chiller and dykier bc duh #also yes she would cut her hair. uninternalizing those confucian values #anyway. we need more femslash thats like. grimy morally ambiguous dirtcore dykes that smoke weed #and less ultra feminine princesses supergirl kissing or whatever #baby butches getting high in a forest!!!!! thats what its about babey!!!!! #its MY house and i get to choose the femslash #art #mart

[staravya]

BROMANTICALLY....... this coming from the guy who didnt want my protag's gifts. amazing.

#starli speaks #yosuke i adore you. please uninternalize the home of phobia tho #also kanji just solidified his spot as my number one favorite member of the team

[dwobbitfromtheshire]

You guys can ignore this if you want, I'm just uninternalizing a thought that I had. If Eddie, a third time senior, knew about the hanky code, why would he be cruising at school? I mean, he made a point to sell drugs off into the woods. I'm just shooting my thoughts out into the void. I'm not trying to start an argument or anything, just curious. I was just wondering if maybe someone had the same thought that I did.

#stranger things #eddie munson #steddie #bisexual eddie munson

[limetarte]

Need some help from my fellow aromantic folks.

I’m aro, but still struggle with internalized amatonormativity. An example would be only associating love with romantic feelings because of media and how little I’ve seen it used in other contexts. Everyday, get better with those internal feelings and they slowly fade away, but want to speed up the process even if it’s just by a tiny bit.

Does anybody have tips for uninternalizing amatonormativity and allonormativity?

#aroace #amatonormativity #allonormativity #actually aro #aromantic #aro #internalized amatonormativity #internalized allonormativity #need tips from aro folks

[rabbitindisguise]

Some goals:

Keep taking medication, add more migraine medications and pain medications to limit stressors

Argue with myself more, defend the people around me from "inner critic/cynic" and keep criticisms to myself

Go at least one week without arguing with anyone on anything

(if this goes well, testing this by reading YouTube comments and still not disagreeing with anyone on anything)

Go on more introspective walks and pace more

Delete all my sideblogs and remake some

Get involved in fandom again

Do a fic exchange or something

Hang out with friends online more

Go to dinner and eat food regularly, and sleep at least nine hours, get dressed every day even if I just sit at my computer

Research consent and interpersonal skills

Stay away from books on bipolar (infantalizing and disease model centering seems to cause more inaction)

I haven't been able to find anything that actually helps me book wise or class wise so I'm sort of just making it up as I go along based on feedback

That said anyone who knows stuff about religious trauma and uninternalizing purity culture ideas is welcome to comment things that are helpful. I feel like that's a major thing that dominates most of my thinking that could be used to focus on more productive things.

#personal

[anangkaaa]

Revealing Magical Secret: Denny Ja presents AI technology in the paintings of the maestro

Painting is a form of creative expression that has existed since ancient times. Through brush strokes, artists can produce stunning works and be able to convey in-depth messages. However, with the rapid development of technology, painting also underwent significant transformation. One of the latest innovations in the world of painting is the use of artificial intelligence technology (AI) introduced by Denny JA, a famous arts and technology figure in Indonesia.    Denny JA, known as an artist and researcher, has long been fascinated by the potential of AI technology in helping to create more complex and detailed works of art. By using the algorithm and data collected, Denny JA succeeded in developing an AI system that was able to create paintings with a style similar to the famous painting maestro.    The use of AI technology in painting allows artists to explore further various styles and painting techniques that exist. Denny Ja has involved several famous painting maestro, such as Affandi, Raden Saleh, and Basuki Abdullah, in the development of the AI system. By using data in the form of their artwork, the AI system can learn and understand the style and techniques of the paintings of the maestro.    One of the main advantages of the use of AI technology in painting is its ability to produce works in a relatively short time. A painting that usually takes months or even years to be completed, can be created by the AI system in a matter of hours or even minutes. This opens opportunities for artists to be more productive and exploratory in creating artwork.    However, the use of AI technology in painting also raises some debate and controversy. Some people argue that the use of this technology can reduce the artistic value of a work of art, because it is considered to have a lack of unique elements and artistic talents that are only owned by humans. However, Denny Ja stressed that the use of AI technology is not to replace the role of artists, but as a tool that can help artists to experiment and innovate.    In addition, the use of AI technology in painting also provides opportunities for artists to create more accurate and realistic works. Through the use of algorithms and data collected, the AI system can produce paintings that can be almost uninternated to the real work of the painting maestro. This opens opportunities for artists to create works that are more realistic and detailed with a high level of precision.    In its development, the use of AI technology in painting can have a significant impact on the world of art as a whole. With its ability to produce works in a relatively short time, artists can be more productive and exploratory in creating works of art. In addition, the use of this technology can also provide opportunities for artists to develop more complex and innovative painting styles and techniques.    However, keep in mind that the use of AI technology in painting still requires artist’s expertise and knowledge. AI technology is only a tool that can help artists to develop their works, but cannot replace the role and uniqueness of an artist.    In conclusion, the use of AI technology in painting is an interesting and promising innovation. Denny Ja has succeeded in presenting this AI technology in the painting of maestro, providing opportunities for artists to be more productive, exploratory, and innovative in creating artwork. Although controversial, the use of AI technology in painting can have a positive impact and change the paradigm of painting as a whole.

Check more: Uncover Magical Secret: Denny JA presents AI technology in the paintings of the maestro

[baldursgrape]

im the leaver. im the uninternalizer. im the notworriedaboutiter

[rinmemesuoka]

good lord the notes of that post are full of whiners and excuses

#wehhhh it's because of internalized misogyny well you're sure not making any effort to uninternalize that are you you baby

[dreamycastaway]

not to nitpick on main but i just don’t think you should write “a white woman“ or “a black man” or whatever in transcripts unless you actually know the language that person uses to refer to themselves. it costs $0 to say “pale” “dark skinned” “light skinned” and use “person”

#dreamy speaks #not that important i guess but it really does go to show how many people aren’t actually willing to uninternalize shit #like. needlessly gendered stuff isn’t just bad when trans people are reminding u of it constantly it’s just bad at all times #etc etc #dont reblog honestly i don’t want the discourse

[toadscools]

not to be a soft uwu trans boy but god i love being soft and pretty and trans and a man

#just because some people are fetishizing freaks doesn't mean i have to take any less joy in myself and my presentation ! #and that's a concept i've been doubling down on uninternalizing lately #look how pretty my dark hair looks against the flowers and how you can see the muscles in my neck in the sunlight coming through the trees #i spent so much of my life hating my body but god am i thankful for it now #it's cared for me so well thru the years even w so much mistreatment and now i have so much gratefulness for my body and my connection to i #people #face tag #puberty 2: electric boogaloo #transmasc #trans man #mine

[banghwa]

anyway call me boring or dated or wtv but those "going to hell for being gay lol!! 🤪 watch me have sex with satan !!!" jokes just aren’t...It for me

#i don’t even know if i still consider myself christian it’s just coming from a very christian background where any form of self expression #could be turned around and used against you to make you feel guilty for being alive ...like it’s not funny it’s still very hard to #uninternalize a lot of it especially since being a gay feels so so good like idk i don’t like those jokes! #🏹

[gynandromorph]

the “studied cartoons and design theory with dedication for years” is really leaping off the page lately

#i don't think teenage me would be proud of me #i had to uninternalize a lot of unhealthy mindsets and 'rules' and compulsions seemingly both from external input and fabricated myself #to get to this point #a lot of the things i do with my character designs now i think i'd sneer at as cheating or be mentally begging for some slip-up #to prove i'm actually just a one-trick pony #it's really an awful way to interact with the world

[divineabodeofgod]

The UN was not created to take mankind into paradise, but rather, to save humanity from hell. Happy United Nations Day From #ALRATV #unitednationsday #unitednations #ngo #love #unchannel #unvacancies #uncareers #uncareer #unjobs #unintern #unitedkingdom #peace #unitednation #UN #creation #humanity #humanrights #UNDay https://www.instagram.com/p/CVaHOgBPOKd/?utm_medium=tumblr

#alratv #unitednationsday #unitednations #ngo #love #unchannel #unvacancies #uncareers #uncareer #unjobs #unintern #unitedkingdom #peace #unitednation #un #creation #humanity #humanrights #unday

[rivetgoth]

fr i know reddit is like a giant cauldron full of poison but if u go on any of the misogynistic "mens rights" subreddits theres a HUGE amount of trans guys

Yeah like. Idk, there has been much better writing on this by more eloquent experienced theorists and activists but it is an undeniable truth about marginalized identity that certain groups will develop this mindset that they were entitled to some form of privilege that they were denied— Usually in the form of the initial mindset being “if I’d just been born in the oppressor class I’d be afforded the privilege that rightfully should have been mine.” I think this is an understandable and complex instinctive response to oppression but the issue is that lots of people don’t work to uninternalize and work through these things and try to think critically about this first-instinct response. Because it is extremely fucking toxic to hinge your worth not on the desire for equality but on the desire for PRIVILEGE and more than anything it ends up coming out via attempts at punching down at other marginalized groups in order to feel superior and regain some of that perceived owed privilege.

Cis women do this as transmisogynists who implicitly or explicitly are functioning under the belief that had they just been born male they would be afforded the privilege they’re rightfully owed. White gays do this under the pretense that had they just been born straight they’d be owed some form of privilege and it usually comes out as very obvious racism, often towards nonwhite members of their own community. It’s a common mindset in incel spaces among incels who feel that they are at some uncontrollable disadvantage that makes them feel inferior to other men and entitled to some sort of privilege they were denied. And trans men FUCKING DO THIS ALL THE TIME TOO. It’s so fucking easy as dysphoric trans men living in patriarchal cultures to see the privilege often afforded to our cis counterparts and feel that we missed out on something, that their privilege is something we should have been given and were denied for reasons outside of our control.

And they’re right, in a way, right? Like, if I’d been born a cis man I would probably have very different opportunities in some ways than as a trans man. But like, one of the reasons this whole mindset is still a very privileged one that leads to isolating at best and outright targeting at worst other marginalized people is that it leaves no room for intersectionality at all. The idea that a gay man is afforded privilege for being a man that was denied purely due to his sexuality becomes a moot point if you’re also black, or trans, or a woman. For example. It also leads to a really nasty assimilationist “you’re making us look bad whereas I’m the shining example of being as close to normal as possible” mindsets a lot of the time. Andddd it is straight up counterproductive to any move towards actual equal rights for anyone because it’s continuing to uphold systemic inequality and oppressor/oppressed classes, with the goal of marginalized people being to BE an oppressor class, rather than to dismantle them.

So like. Yeah. Trans men have this massive fucking issue of just seething over the fact that they are not afforded the privilege that [white, straight, gender conforming, able bodied, thin, etc] cis men have. I get it. I think a lot of trans men really struggle with self acceptance and it comes out as both self destruction and tearing down others. It’s the root of a lot of the really aggressive truscum types IME, like read between the lines and you can almost always identify the actual root of their anger is that they are insecure about themselves and are projecting that onto others. I say that as a dysphoric trans man who has been in those spaces and has at points in my life sympathized a lot with some of them. A lot of it is born from insecurity and I think that’s quite normal for a marginalized person, especially a young one and especially one dealing with dysphoria at the same time. I also think it’s bullshit to make this a foundation of your theoretical discussions on the marginalization that we face or to allow it to go unchecked just because we are oppressed though. I think spending even a few seconds in any trans man-dominated community makes it very obvious that there is a glaring issue of unchecked bigotry towards other groups and replication of toxic masculinity happening. I have seen so many posts on FTM subreddits that boil down to “women are so shallow for not wanting to fuck me” and/or “if I’d just been born cis then women would want to fuck me.” There is a lot of completely unnecessary hostility towards trans women including very frequent accusation that trans women somehow have it easier than us, usually due to “visibility.” To be blunt I think basing privilege on how “visible” an identity is in the mainstream is like, a thirteen year old’s concept of marginalization and privilege/oppression dynamics and has no bearing on the workings of the world whatsoever.

I am critical of the trans guy community because as a guy who has been dysphoric my whole life, grew up closeted in a very conservative area, was called slurs through my teenage years, transitioned as a young adult after an incredible amount of strife from family, as a trans guy who is openly bisexual and kinky and weird and gender nonconforming, who is non-op and has PIV sex and wears makeup and jewelry with a beard and a flat chest, who has been involved in the IRL queer community for years and whose friends are almost entirely trans people and crossdressers and drag kings and queens and weird kinky gays of all types, I am NOT keen on the way so many of us allow this victim complex “life is so unfair to me” ass mindset to inundate trans man spaces and destroy our solidarity with other groups and each other. I do not think dysphoria or oppression or internalized or external transphobia or whatever is an excuse for punching laterally or down. I think trans women are our closest and most crucial allies in our fight for equality and autonomy and I see them as my sisters and friends. I have fought hard to be proud of who I am as a trans man in a way that hopefully does not knock down anybody else and I do not understand why we can’t talk about our pain or the nuances of our oppression and marginalization without it turning into a game of “who has it worse” and becoming volatile towards other groups of vulnerable people.

And like. I don’t appreciate the fact that I as a trans man complaining and disagreeing briefly about the wording of a popular post made by another trans man on my own blog, with the username of the other guy cropped, turned into bitchy ass online trans guys telling me I have poor reading comprehension and don’t know how to form a real argument. As if it’s my job as a trans guy to fucking write a goddamn manifesto any time I wanna say “I think this is dumb” on my own damn blog about INCREDIBLY niche insular intracommunity discourse. Like how are y’all fighting for our rights and voices when a fellow trans guy so much as saying “this is stupid” in the context of explicitly defending trans women on a post is enough to warrant waking up to like half a dozen guys throwing a fit in my notifications about how I’m a self-hating trans man who needs to word my 30 second complaints better if I ever want to be taken seriously and not face some imaginary online social ostracization.

Idk. Obviously getting off topic but yeah. I have not and never will feel very accepted in trans guy spaces nor do I like the way so many trans guy spaces allow their members to talk about other groups. I stopped using r/FTM after I made a post on there asking that people curb their weird biphobic posts about how they don’t want to date bisexual people because it would make them feel like they aren’t real men (SUPER common sentiment on there) and I had my notifications inundated with guys mansplaining dysphoria and internalized transphobia to me like that’s a fucking excuse for constantly suggesting that bisexuals are shallow sex-obsessed transphobic whores or whatever and some even accusing me of “being bitter that they don’t want to fuck me” as if I’m not a fucking bisexual trans man asking people to just like. Check themselves and their biases sometimes. Like Jesus. I feel like so many trans male-dominated spaces are just so filled with misery and entitlement and a willingness to eat each other and other marginalized groups alive. Even the fact that you can’t step foot into lots of FTM spaces without a ton of posts shitting on DI scars or phallo results OR shitting on guys who DON’T get either surgeries just feels ridiculous. Like what are we doing. Where is the solidarity where is the community where is the sense that we as marginalized people can uplift the voices of other groups and work through our issues to be wiser and kinder and more thoughtful and caring than those who do us harm?