#why is life so difficult

[hiddenworldofmary]

me this morning at 10: i’ll eat breakfast and take meds and work on academic obligations

*realises there’s no wifi, can’t youtube while eating breakfast, what am i to do, panic*

me at 11: i will hotspot my ipad and eat and have coffee and take meds after and work

me at 13: well fuck let’s take meds and get ready for the day and work

me at 13:25: is it too late to take meds have i sat and contemplated decisions for too long, *writes post*

me now at 13:31: fuck (again)

#why am i like this #adhd #actually adhd #adhd problems #why why why #why is life so difficult #why are deadlines a thing #i pushed the deadlines three times already and faced consequences i can’t do it again #university #academia #chaotic academia #mine

[1i0v3ry4nr055]

tb to the time i was struggling to figure out the meaning of some lyrics and staring at the genius page so hard the office lady asked if it was a hw assignment

#it was patd #it was ryan ross era #it was fever #i still dont fully understand the lyric #why is life so difficult

[newgirljade]

Notice how you’ve been disassociating for the last three hours? Yeah, me too.

#spacey #brain dead #sleepy #why is life so difficult #idk what else to tag

[philliamwrites]

Could you please post a sneak peak of the upcoming smut scenes 🫣🫣🫣🫣 I’m desperate for the next chapter!!!

i am so sorry this took so loooooong 😭

writing has not been easy at all lately, i've been completely avoiding it to be honest, so unfortunately, i don't have anything to share at the moment! 😔

i'm working on the next chapters and trying to finish the Trost arc before March 3rd but at this point, I can't make any promises 🥲

#phill.ask #i'm so behind things lmao #why is life so difficult #considering opening onlyfans lmao #for feet pictures #imagine not spending half of your day working your ass off to secure your basic existence #capitalism sucks

[thebusylilbee]

I barely slept at all last night so obviously im craving the sweet embrace of death this morning

#why is life so difficult #bee tries to talk

[lesbianlotties]

waking up early to try and do a lot of work today, and then not being able to work because of the Very Sleepy ✌️😔

#why is life so difficult #i'm not having a Great time currently

[playstaytion64controller]

i want to draw something? no inspiration

i feel inspired? i dont want to draw

#why is life so difficult #i just want to be creative #aaaaaa

[ellcrys]

I’ve been reading too much fanfic recently

I really need to pick up a real book 🥲

#in unrelated news i also need to procure food for lunch #i have nothing to heat up in the fridge and i don't want to cook but i also don't feel like leaving the house to pick up food and i'm too #cheap to order delivery so i guess i'll starve???? #why is life so difficult

[pussy-ache]

i wanna go to bed but i also want a bowl of cookie crisp

#why is life so difficult

[teozenin]

you guys know what is most cruel in this world?

seeing the person you love most be with someone else. it brings me to the harsh reality that i could never be her:) no matter how much i try i will never be able to fit like she does.

they complete eachother perfectly like 2 pieces of a puzzle. it hurts so much to look at them knowing i will never be able to hold him, get lost in his beautiful eyes and kiss every feature of his face.

i want to be by his side in every moment. i just want him to acknowledge me. i want him to see every part of my being, who i truly am.

i want to bathe in his fragrance and wake up in his embrace. but everytime i wake up is another day, miserable with nothing but a deafening silence and his absence.

but no being as beautiful as him would look at someone like me.

all i can do is to stare from afar and helplessly long for something I could never have.

why is love so beautiful and sublime, yet hurts just as much?:/

#venting #annarexyz #idk what tags to use #unrequited love #why is life so difficult

[impscreation]

Sometimes I just want to give up on art as a profession. But then I remember how much I enjoy making things. I just want my creations to bring others that same joy.

#anxienty #intrusive thoughts before bed suck #i wish i believed i was good enough #why is life so difficult #i need an easy mode #fuck my life

[mostlykind]

going to waste 10 minutes in the toilet again. what are they gonna do? ask me what I was doing?

#work has a way of making time move so fucking slowly #that it becomes painful #i want to cry so bad but I’m not bothered to deal w a runny nose #and a blotchy face #so I’ll save that for when I get home #but basc this lady who was training me was supposed to go maternity leave in TWO weeks #but she gave birth over the weekend and now everything she was doing is being directed to me #and so much of it hasn’t been covered and I’m stressed #and overwhelmed #and don’t want to work another fuckin day again #why is life so difficult #rahma’s rambles

[edwardcullenisadilf]

i don't know how I'm here

sometimes i feel like my existence is pointless. there's so many people that are gonna go on to do great things, and I'm just sitting here like an idiot. i don't know what i want out of life. i don't know what I'm doing. if I'm honest I can't even picture myself at like, 30. i feel like my body is alive but my soul is dead. it's been dead for a while and it started dying the second i was born.

#depression #what is life #i hate myself #but yk sometimes thats just what happeneds #why is life so difficult #why cant my brain just be fucking normal

[ladystrawberrysblog]

The feeling of emptiness can be so god damn overwhelming sometime

#feelings #emptiness #emotions #emotinal #why is life so difficult

[kingleedo]

Ngl clothes sizes suckkkk especially since more often than not they only account for one body type; like I'm rather well-endowed and there's a metric ton of clothes I'd otherwise fit into save the bust and it's so frustrating!! Also the inconsistency of clothes sizing among different brands/stores!!

I know right :( like I even got two T-shirts in the same size and one is literally SO HUGE while the other fits nicely: not too loose and not too tight. I am so frustrated. I'd go shopping irl but all the brands we have here never have stuff that I like. 🥲

#answered #anon #why is life so difficult

[thesilvishow-blog]

My

My deodorant stick fell out and went into the toilet.

I will never emotionally recover from this

#today is a bad day #deodorant #why is life so difficult #bad photo quality #i can't use cameras