#will i lvoe u like so much truly

[mediumgayitalian]

“Oh, shoot, sorry. Go back to sleep. Sorry.”

Nico shifts, blinking the sleep out of his eyes. The light in the infirmary is low, and strangely soothing. It’s almost hard to keep his eyes open. But he manages, rubbing his knuckles under the curve of his eyesockets, and searches in the dark until he finds what woke him up.

Will stands a couple feet away from his bed, figure curled and shadowy, owlish eyes wide and almost unnaturally reflective in the dark.

“‘S’okay,” he mumbles. “Couldn’t really sleep anyway.”

“Oh.” There’s a shuffling sound, and suddenly Nico feels warmer where Will has stepped closer. “You in pain?“

“No. Just bad at sleeping.”

“Hey, me too.”

Surprise at Will’s easy admission and a little bit starstruck at the bright flash of Will’s grin, Nico doesn’t have the chance to beat himself up over being so flippantly open. His teeth seemed to glow as much as the whites of his eyes, which would be creepy, except it’s hard to feel anything but calm as a cool night breeze wafts the scent of lavender from the sill planters in every inch of the infirmary, and it’s hard to think of Will as anything but warm. Especially the hand he places, briefly, on the curve of Nico’s knee.

“Insomnia?”

“Something like that.”

“Still. Sorry for waking you up.”

Nico hums, fiddling with his skull ring. “Why were you up, anyway?”

“Oh, I won’t have time to sleep for another couple days.”

There’s a mellow cracking sound, and then all of Will’s knuckles begin to glow a soft, sunset yellow. Nico startles.

“Apollo thing,” Will explains. A smirk is now visible at the corner of his mouth, forcing a dimple on his right cheek. In his hands, almost hard to see under the glow, are three small vials of something Nico doesn’t recognize. “Getting meds and salves in order.”

Hesitantly, Nico drags his gaze away from the clinking glass bottles, forcing himself to meet Will’s eyes. They’re ridiculously bright. Is that an Apollo thing, too?

“Why does that mean you can’t sleep?”

Will gestures to the myriad of occupied beds outside the curtains Nico has pulled up. “Shitton of injured, man. I got way more people than I got stuff. I prepped for the Romans beforehand, obviously, but I didn’t have a good hand on their numbers and didn’t prep enough. I’m short on supplies. Haven’t slept since Gaea did.” At Nico’s look of alarm, he quickly assures, “But don’t worry, I had Cecil brew me something strong. It’s disgusting, so I think it might be his Coffee Redbull Matcha Heartstopper Special, With A Shot Of Crushed Caffeine Pills For Good Measure, but I’m not sure. Hands are only a little shakey, though, feel.”

In a mirror of a few days ago (fuck, Nico hopes he’s kidding; how long can people go without sleep?), he darts out and rests his hands under Nico’s. Sure enough, they’re trembling, although nothing nearly as bad as before.

“Dangerous levels of sleep deprivation aren’t as bad as delivering a baby, huh.”

Will shudders. “Don’t even joke.”

He looks so genuinely horrified that Nico can’t help but laugh. All they’ve seen, all they’ve suffered — and golden boy is gagging at the miracle of life. If Nico wasn’t so sure that he’d seen at least as many gory nightmares as Nico, if not more, he’d tease him for being squeamish.

…Actually.

“What kind of school nurse wannabe is squidged out by birth?”

“Nurse?” Will squawks, snatching his hands away (Nico finds his own hands, strangely and suddenly, cold). “I didn’t go to seven years of med school to be called a school nurse wannabe!”

Nico narrows his eyes. “You didn’t go to med school. You’re fifteen.”

“As I said.” He grins teasingly. “I didn’t go.”

It takes Nico a second, but when he gets it he cannot physically hold himself back from kicking him. Solace, weak from muffled laughter, stumbles sideways into a lamp.

“Ay! Be careful, you wanna kill the camp’s only brain surgeon?”

“If he’s being annoying,” Nico bites back. He can’t quite stop smiling, and he’s embarrassed about it, but thankfully the darkness hides his face. “There’s no way you’ve done brain surgery.”

The shitty cot Nico’s been coerced into camping on for the next three days creaks as Will perches on the edge of it.

“Have so. In the woods, two years ago, removed a brain tumour. Stressful as shit.” He flashes another sideways grin. “Couple dozen more medical emergencies under my belt, and I might actually be as qualified as a nurse in this country’s garbage medical system. Thank the gods for them, honestly. They do a shit lot more than a lot of doctors claim to.”

Sensing the topic change for what it is, Nico doesn’t press any further. “That what you wanna do?”

“Aw, man, I don’t even want to think about it. The idea of someone else running this infirmary gives me a stress ulcer. Y’all do a lot of stupid shit and frankly some of the procedures I have performed exist in no medical textbooks anywhere, medical or no.” He snorts. “Anyways.”

His hands are blazingly warm again, almost like sun through a maginifying glass, when they pat his shin twice. He stands, stretching — more bursts of light appearing along the length of his spine, lighting what his fading knuckles leave out.

“Try to sleep again, Neeks. You’ll need it.”

“Maybe I should be the one to say that to you,” Nico says. Will waves his hand dismissively, and in a fit of impulse Nico reaches out and grabs it, meeting his raised eyebrow with a stubborn set to his jaw. “I mean it, Will. No one’s awake right now. I just woke up. Why don’t you crash for an hour or so? I’ll wake you if anything happens.”

Will hesitates. “If anything happens, that’s on me. It — I can’t let it be on me.”

“Do you trust me?”

Stupid question. Of course Will doesn’t trust him, Nico let someone die in front of his eyes, Nico is the bringer of death and darkness, why would he —

“Yeah.” Will sighs. Nico looks up, startled, but the medic is eyeing one of the few spare cots, face screwed up in consideration. “You’ll wake me?”

“Immediately,” Nico assures hastily. He nods his head at the bunk next to him. “Sleep, man. You look like you need it.”

“Oh, well, just what I’ve always wanted to hear from you. You look stunning, by the way.”

Nico knows it’s a joke, but he flushes anyway. Thank Hades again for the dark infirmary, and the length of his hair.

“Whatever. Sleep or don’t.”

“I’m going, I’m going.”

In seconds he’s out of his flip-flops, slightly-scratchy blankets turned up and wrapped tightly around him all the way up to his neck.

“Thanks, Nico. I owe you.”

In the next breath, he’s out, all that’s visible of him the flutter of his light eyelashes and the tangled mop of blond hair. He snores, slightly, with every puffed exhale; a tiny, stuttered sound, not unlike a cat. It’s kind of cute, and Nico’s smiling before he realising.

“You don’t owe anybody shit.” He shakes his head fondly, leaning back onto his pillows to keep an eye out. “Goodnight, Will.”

#i think nico would be very protective very early. and i am correct #pjo #percy jackson and the olympians #hoo #heroes of olympus #pjo hoo toa #nico di angelo #will solace #solangelo #nico di angelo/will solace #nico/will #will/nico #nico di angelo & will solace #smart will #will i lvoe u like so much truly #100 ways #100 ways to say i love you #my writing #fic #longpost

[jestersking]

Owen: “Hi, Martyn. It’s been a good while, huh? Spring just started. We built ourselves a little house. We even left a room for you, I think you would have liked it. It’s been... Hard without you. You were such a reliable part for all of us, that it’s kinda hard to actully... Live without you. And managing the rats became so much more difficult! It’s like your chaotic attitude helped them being calm, huh.  Besides, I would really love to hear your advices on some things... Well, it doesn’t matter where you are - we always have a room for you. Or your spirit. I prefer not to think about it. We miss you.” Apo: “Hey, Martyn. Since you left I became a main tailor in the house. It’s kinda funny ‘cause the only thing that I really can’t do is hats. But I’m trying. Sometimes I work in your room. It just feels like you are right here, right beside me and you watch me. I hope you don’t mind me here.” Scott: “Hello, Martyn. I’m sorry.” Bek: “HOYYYYY MARTYYN!!!  You WILL NOT BELIVE THAT!! Me and El are !!OFFICIALLY!! married!! Yep! I did it! Acho was our priest! I hope you are proud of me!  Sometimes when she says something incredibly cheesy I look around hoping that I’ll hear you scuff or laugh. But you are not here. And it’s fine! Truly, it’s okay! I will take care of your room! And your Ratsune Miku wig too!  i miss you” Will: “Hello-hello, Mraty.  How aeu you? Wee doing jusut fine. I hope yu dotoo.  Acho is techin me, how to wiret poems! Its rally fun and i love it. it’s knd hadr to hold a pen but im dong ny best! I wuld luve y to jion us.  Can i aks yo someing? Do you like daises r rsses more? I wnt to decoaret ur door.  With lvoe, Will.” Jimmy: Tubbo: “AT MARTYN. MARTYN RARF. MRATUN. EVERYOEN IS SO DSADD THAT UR GONE BUT URE NOT GONE RIGHN??? UR IN OUR WALLS I KNOW IT!! U WIIUDLNT LEAVE US RIGHT?? RIGHT?? Martyn? You’re here, right?” El: “Martyn. It’s been so long and I’m still not used to the thought of you not being here. That I can’t knock on your door and you won’t be here meeting me with that cocky smile of yours. I know, I should stop hoping. But sometimes I still do. I’m dreaming of your voice. Bek misses you a lot, you know? Sometimes I can hear her crying while she’s cleaning your room. I can’t help her, I would cry too.” Krow: “Dear Martyn: Go Fucking Fuck Yourself.  I fucking hate you. I hate you so much. I hate you more than I hate cats.  I hate you for pushing me into the portal. I hate you for killing Oliver. I hate you because you always were so agressive to our guests. I hate you for leaving. I hate you because you were so dear to everyone. I hate you because you made everyone love you and then YOU FUCKING LEAVE.  I hate you because you made everyone cry. I hate you. You left. You fucking left us. Why? Why? Have I done something? I’m sorry. Please just go back. I’m begging you. Please. Please.” Oli: “’sup mraty  ah i havent said that name in a while. its like a curse in this house. no one talks about u. thats fair. i hate talking about u too.  i know ur not dead. u just better than this. yeah u better than dying. but u left us anyway. why? god if i know. god if anyone knows. but u know i belive thats its a cool reason. like ur saving the world or something. i wouldnt be suprised lol. it doesnt matter. truly it doesnt. whatever you are doing: we still love u. and we trust u. u always will be a shining star for us, a sweet memory.  we love you, Mraty.”

#rats smp #ratssmp #InTheLittleWood #wooo angst!!!! #most of the mistakes are my own choice of writing #rats are killing me #so im killing you #please add your own versions of letters!! #anyway. cry.

[sandbarbirdie]

birdie my love!! i hope you are well and having a wonderful day/night!! <33

i’ve had a fair few asks before about jake and how touchy he is and how he would just give the best hugs and hold you so close and for some reason, out of all of the tgm characters it just sticks the most and i’m always thinking about it. his big arms and his broad chest just are pillows like???

after a long day i just wanna crawl into his lap and have him play with my hair, hearing him yabbering on about something bob did during training that made him laugh. hearing his laugh and the vibrations run through his chest? oml it would put me straight to sleep. if i can’t sleep (most nights lmao) i think about either him, bob or rhett just holding me 🥺

i just wanted to get this out there because it’s always on my mind!! i love you so much my beloved!! thank you for always being your beautiful and kind self!! 💖🫶🏼💞

"birdie my love" "BRB WHILE I GO SCREAM AND CRYI LVOE U. YOU ARE SO CUTE

Let's be honest here. Looking at Jake he oozes masculinity and strength. Strong arms, broad chest, sharp jawline. But truly he is just so darn soft!! He gives the best hugs, hands down. His arms are perfect for wrapping around you and pulling you closer to his chest. Holding you there until you have to wiggle your way out cause you can't breath. His chest is the perfect spot to rest your head. His hand is going to instinctively make its way to your hair.

His legs??? Perfect spot to sit yourself down or lay your head while on the couch.

His arms are always open for you and he'll hold you close. Especially if you've had a long day. He'll talk about literally anything to distract you. Even if it included something stupid he did ( like put dish soap in the dishwasher at his first off base apartment because thats the same as the tablets right? nope). He's gonna hold you until you fall asleep and hold onto you until he wakes up. He also has a hard time sleeping, especially when your head isn't resting on his chest. The smell of your shampoo and perfume smells like home and is so comforting.

(Rhett and Bob would also ABSOLUTELY hold you tight)

I am so softttt. Thank you for this thought my love!!! I hope you have a wonderful day/evening!!! Thank YOU for being you!! My lovely and beautiful seb <3

#moots <3 #i wanna jake hug so bad #my writing #jake seresin x reader #hangman x reader #jake hangman seresin #top gun maverick

[tillman]

what is Robo ky's role in the themes of gg?

hi wifey :-)

i actually rlly rlly love thinking about this particularly throwing his x series themes and ideas behind him next to xrds depiction and then of course throwing all of that next to the little slayer drama cd w him . theres a lot . to chew on . and i think its particularly sad a lot of people arent willing to give his depiction in the earlier games any mind... i have to put on my im sorry women hat but i love him in the x/xx games... sorry..... i lvoe him so bad.

anyways under a readmore cus . its . 3 am dont expect good concepts fleshed out i just want to talk about my favorite robert ideas ok ? hes cute to me.

i like. ok this is not even worth mentioning really but i really liek his like 7 lines in slash. SORRY. maybe just because i play him so so much and he is so so dear to me but well i will take all i can get. anyways this is my favorite of his its very cute. he only shows up in kys route for one ending that has way sicker art of it than it should haev but ..

i love this..... his raison d'etre being exclusively to defeat ky. <- this comes up later too (i love you nok)... like he kinda becomes Exclusively a pawn for the greater pwab story in mc and and also ac but.... like what a simple tie in to the constant gg theme of identity and being human and what not. this w his nok depiction make me fucking insnae... hes truly just some guy trying to prove he is Some Guy. like he sucks and should be put down ruthlessly but hey! thats something!! hes not just a ky clone hes the anticatholic ky clone and that makes him worthy of life just like anyone else. he should be not so weird about women though ok ?

i think i am too autistically attached to like. the assassins guild w millia and venom but the theme in gg that resonates w me most is this idea of life? and what it means to live. and this idea of wanting to live despite everything. life isnt something you earn or have to deserve . theres a lot in millia and eddies AC routes in particular when i think of this ...... anyways its why i genuinely really am touched by xrds portrayal of robo ky as this kinda like. dude who is jsut very confident in his own way of life. all his stuff about dreams and all is basically the exact same as millias ending in AC after she kills eddie and realizes she can move on and live happily and find life outside of zato and shit. u know? i liek when gg does this - telling the same story over and over in different ways. this one in particular is just the one i find myself coming to over and over again....

i also really like robo ky as a like . motivation for venoms arc? i guess? i cant word that. but all the assassins guild members go thru this mostly thru the urge of slayer this like realization they are more than just objects and weapons and can live and find themselves and what not. and like slayer kinda pushes venom over To robo ky as his own sort of mirror in that storyline. which is cute. it works. for both of them . theyre two very interesting characters to pair together and i get why they did it especially w the nok story of robo ky watching mk ii die and be unable to save him and venoms themes in ac mostly ending w this cautionary warning of his own destruction if he keeps up the whole ignoring the guild to look for zato thing. i just like it.

^ in this it does baffle me they became like the Yaoi bait or whatever i dont really understand that. i think theyre silly together but they have such a fucking interesting dynamic... crying rolling around i want their story to continue so bad and not because im biased and want either of them in strive because i think theyre the most fun gimmick characters. hey speaking of that htye are the most fucking fun characters im glad theyre the two arc sys paired up for xrd cus it means i get content of both my mains together easily. epic fucking win. the issue of this is that sadly they are both bad to women . venom is just slightly better because hes just awful to one specific woman and calls her a bitch so so so much . anwyays bad influences on each other on that issue but i like that two of the characters whos struggles focus on being human and reconning with being just a tool of those that gave them life get solace with each other. makes me happy

anyways. tldr. robo kys only addition to the themes of gg is that tits fucking rock and you should suicide bait ! thanks !

#i like him . maybe i am just an issues haver and really appreciate themes of like. being human despite a perceived fault and #othering.. but ... waa waa. ok i like him

[honeyfallen]

🍓 didd u know that i lvoe you so much ... o hgod....

DARBY!!!!!!! darbie…. darby listen…. there are.. not enough words to tell u how much i Love and Appreciate you…… it feels like i’ve known you for Forever, we hit it off so easily, we are absolutely cut from the same cloth… same humor, same brain 100% i am just so glad we started talking, ur such a welcome presence and a friend i think i Really needed when we met, it was truly a Weird fucking time for me and you are simply a Delight that made things better and easier :( love goofing off in ur dms and making u laugh and u also absolutely make me cackle, i just Adore u sm </3 AND saebyeok and elijah are just… they are my little guys they are my best friends i cant believe they work so well together but they are stuck! forever! sorry saebyeok this little man will be ruining ur life Forever and she loves it okay u m good luck with the rest of ur exams ur so cool to me thanks <3

#﹒˚ ₊ ︵ out of character . ♡ #darby is my cool bug #i love her

[legobatjoker]

okay so its well past 1am i shld have been asleep ages ago ad alo i do nott feel good i have a headache rlky bad abd feel kinda nausuae ad also just got a awfuk cramp in ly leg so um ya this may be rly short nd stuff bc i am ohysically suffering like soo so so much but i rly jsut wanna say that !!! i lvoe you soso mcuh luce i really realyl do :'> like just you really are such such such such a kind caring sweet tohughtful considerate caring friend to me like you rly rly do jsut make me feel soso lved and cared for and safe with oy uand like i also jsut love love talking witho yu and spending time with you and knowing you and nd jsut you rly are soso amazing and so s oss oimportant nad wonderful to me and i jsut lvoe you sosos muc had i hope you know that im rlu always here for you my love nas ya ilusmm :'> i hope ur day was good and thatu sleep well gn !!!! :> 💞💗🍊🥭🍰🍓🐈🌼💕✨✨

PLEASE DO NOT WORRY AT ALL ABT SHORTNESS OF ASK OR ANYTHINF DEAR i completely understand in general but especially if u r having such pains like tht like!!!! yeah pls dw i completely hnderstand ofc and just really really hope you feel better soon!!! but yeah that:’>>>> really does mean so much dear omg ;;;:;…. like i am just sososoooo glad that you feel that way and like that you also enjoy talking and stuff sm and that i can be like considerate to u and show care for u jn a way tht matters because!!!! yourlly deserve it and im j rlly glad to:333! and tysm i am soso grateful knowing ur here for me;;.. and i truly do love you so so much too💕💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕 gnight and i love youu sleep well💕💕💕💕

#mewtuals #castle.answers #mwah!!

[chanstopher]

first this may seem so weird but when I saw how long your reply was I got very emotional bc you’re just so super sweet and ily and idk how that all came out of your reply but ye anyways I’m sappy sorry 🥺😭😭😭 SO ANYWAY! my weekend was fine! I spent it relaxing and in correlation to you asking about my txt spiral I’m seriously and truly a moa haha 😂😂 the rest of June I was just watching mainly their content like their show and their videos and stuff! and I actually ended up buying their digital concert on Jul 2nd! it was so fun and honestly it just made me more excited to go and see them 🙈✨ also I haven’t watched any stranger things but I knew the new season came out and the second volume just came out other than the loud fights have you enjoyed it?? also hhhh honestly firework shows aren’t for me so I get it, it gets semi bad where I am and it was so bad one time (I think it was 2020 the noise was almost nonstop 😭) ooooh we love when things still end up alright even when it’s not what we planned we take those wins!! 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼 tysm for asking about my writing 🥺 it’s been going okay I think, I’m writing things for a few collabs with other ppl and it’s been a lot of fun talking with others and brainstorming my ideas 🥰 and hhhh aww ty ty my mom is doing fine, she’s resting currently but I’ll be sure to tell her you said hi! I know she’ll like that! we actually went out to the kpop store today and I picked up some txt goodies!!! it was a lot of fun, and our store plays mvs and stuff inside and they just happened to be playing good boy gone bad HAHA (this ask is so long hhh sorry I just wanna tell you everything 💜💜💜)

sorry i was trying to get my stupid gifset to show up on the feed and it took forever because tumblr is stupidddd afxga honestly i love that the spiral is just full on stanning now thats beautiful its what they deserve! i lvoe them so much theyre just some dumb boys and its just so <3333333

very impressive to avoid stranger things tbh but i know its just not some ppls thing, they killed off someone i really really loved so im distraughtttt over that but the cooking/yelling show is really good! i love the guy from shameless who's in it and he plays likea super talented cook so im very invested in it zfsasd

i also think fireworks are overrated and they just freak out animals and make squirrels abandon their lil homes and just not worth it imo but they usually have fried dough and im a sucker for that so its a hard choice lmaoo

im glad ur writing! i did see u posting some enhypen stuff i think, tbh i generally glance over fics cause i dont read them but when i see ur url i make like a mental note that ur posting? if that makes sense?

my kpop store is just a record store so they generally have whatever is in the top40 playing os i only ever recognize things from tiktok asxc but omg txt always has such beautiful photobooks! i have a few and god i love them theyre soo nice! plus their last few albums are SO my aesthetic so i just love collecting for them

i hope ur week goes well my angel!

#drm.ask #decembermoonskz

[nestacherons]

That was not my first kiss since 1945. I’m 95, not dead.

#marveledit #mcuedit #steverogersedit #captainamericaedit #steve rogers #i'm crying bc i lvoe him so much i mean i don't talk about it that much but steve was actually the first superhero that i truly loved #i mean yes it was bc of tony that i found out about Marvel and the reason why i was like ok superheroes not my thing but let's #give this dude a chance #but it was steve that made me love the whole superhero thing #I JUST THOUGHT OH WOW THIS MAN!!! THINKS LIKE ME HAS THE SAME VALUES AS ME I LOVE WHAT HE STANDS FOR OK!!!! I FINALLY FOUND A SUPERHERO #THAT I LOVE #shdkfjkd idk... then i read more about tony and idk he won my heart and he slowly began to dethrone steven shdkdhkfs BUT i still love steve #anyway here u go i tried something different today hope u guys like this shdkfjd #my:e #mine:mcu #mine:steve

[caruliaa]

ok yah it is rapidlyyyy approaching 1am and im literally soooo tired sleepy ohmygodoeness i shld truly sleep!! so yah im so sorry if this is short but regardless i would like to get to tell you how very much j care about you and how i think so well of you in well so many ways like. all the ways like!!!! ur such a phenomenal creator and u are so cool and epic and amazing and make and do suchhhh awesome things and i think ur soso wonderful to talk to and message and like when i get ur messages and asks and stuff they make me so happy fr !!!! just like you make me so happy everyday just by being my friend and being so wonderful of a friend and . also ofc you are simplie a wonderful lovely good person!!!!! and i love you so so muchhhh!!!!!! i just love you oughh (hugs you maybe if you want to maybe??💕❤️❤️❤️💕❤️❤️💕💕💕💕💕❤️❤️💕)

oooohh luce T-T i love you so so much i hope you know i really really do so very much ;; ! ur so so sweet and kind and caring 2 me omg nd it rly does make my life sm better and sm happier and im j so so greatful and lucky 4 tht and lucky for YOU !! (tht. prob doesnt make sense ghdghf im going 2 b honest its been a long week lol but u got what i meant !! i hope!!) nd ouugh ur rly rly so os sweet mx nd it makes me so so happy tht like. u rly care ab me so much nd say nd feel such sweet things ab me ;; !!! and just i hope u know tht i think ur so so amazing and wonderful and im so so happy and lucky to know you and i lvoe talking with you and messaging you and hearing about the thing u care abt and abt you and just talking w u is always so amazing and im so sos happy and feel so so lucky to know you so so so lucky and happy and just idk you just mean so much 2 me and im so happy and lucky to know you i rly rly am so much :'> *hugs you back so much for a while if thats okay* 💞💞💞💞💞💞💞❣❣❣❣💗💗💗

#sorry if this doenst make sense kidna rly tired nd having a bad day but this rly did help me feel sm better so thank you so so much mx #i love you so much :'> #flappy rambles #asks #lucy ! #fave

[catofthecanals289]

N U R S E ! (I swear I chose all of these just because I wanted to know, I wasn't purposefully trying to spell that haha.) for E, what would a sequel to lactation fic be like!

you are so lovely <3 thank you

N: Is there a fic you wish someone else would write (or finish) for you?

oh dear, you know my graveyard of fics. It'd be wonderful if someone wrote my max has a small dick fic for me but I also want to write it XD

U: A pairing you might like to write for, but haven’t tried yet.

oh interesting. Hm. Chris Kreider/Mika Zibanejad? also Viktor/Jayce!!

R: Are there any writers (fanfic or otherwise) you consider an influence?

you :)

and hm I guess Cornelia Funke is the author who truly ignited my love for reading as a kid. there's my ex boyfriend (kinda, don't ask) who was a writer (not published) who's the reason i started writing myself and 'betaing'.

S: Any fandom tropes you can’t resist?

well you know I love me some hurt/comfort, I love angsst, I love fucked up shit, and with Maxiel, god where do I start, what do I lvoe about them? how different they are, how special, how people in their world and look at them and say 'this is unusal' and jsut like the drama of it all, the pain, the choices, the whole 'loving oyu has been the best and worst choice I ever made' vibe...

E: If you wrote a sequel to [insert fic], what would it be about?

a sequel to my lactation fic? Well As you know i wrote this in a crunch so I didn't have time to write all the scenes i wanted to. I had planned to bring things full circle where they do stuff semi-publically in a bathroom at the circuit. Where like max gets out fo the car and he's dying with how full he feels with how much he needs to get the milk out and Daniel *knows* so he finds him and jsut strips his tits out of his racing suits and drinks from him right then and there. I guess that'd be in the sequel

#you are so sweet #i'm sad about never getting asks and you send me one #my bestie is the best bestie

[misterbitches]

Dude yong jie’s character is literally unbearable this is like how not to write a vharacter 101

Our first intro to him is stalking, then PUNCHING someone in the LIVER bc the person he “loves” was fucking drunk and he blames his best friend? Then his mom is like “lmao actually um hes psycho” so anything they try to do retroactively like how they peppered in HIS DAD DIED A BLOO BLOO but previously it was also his OWN MOM going “im afraid he’ll lose his humanity” so not only was there no breathing room then it’s bumrushing him into their lives as best friends and it doesnt work. This dude sucks and he isnt even fun to watch. You know how breaking bad has one of the most abysmal main characters of all time but all of us were fucking ENGROSSED but the show made it clear that every enemy he faces, even the DEA, we want THEM to win (it is also a class analysis but woreva) so i am like wtf they show us literally nothing here. He’s just there. Wasting space and being awful. What is the purpose of his character in ssu’s life? Once you rape someone it is fucking over full stop but he didnt even fucking manage to start off in any compelling fucking way. Absolutely bonkers dude Esp bc theres at least a base moral code ie DONT HARRASS GIRLS UR “INTO” and thats why mei fang the absolute mad lad beaut was like “lmao nah i hate u”

Soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo?????????????????????????????????? WHERE IS THE WRITING HERE? WHAT IS THE SCRIPT? awhat is the PROGRESSION? This is such an insanely fucking dumb plo5 point i rly cannnnjnnntoeiwijshsgsgsgsgsgsgeggwiwowiw GORL

Lets talk abt the good things in the characters (theres none for yong jie hes just there being a little bitch)

Li cheng - himbo dumbass “manly” cutie and the manly stuff is fun cos it gets heaped on and yet every bit of him can be extremely “feminine” and jubilant. Great.

Muren - seems >:O but i rly like that hes actually pretty open in his own way. Side note: he is so thin and willow-y i rly loke tall pretty boys (and all women lmao) and he doesnt do it for me but He suits the character like his body and the way his character is. Also u gotta be weird and he is

Hsinng ssu (girl im never gonna learn how to spell their names it’s too much work cos the eng alphabet andnromanization is terrible) - mild mannered, good son, a homosexual confirmed confirmed g”(awesome!) great friend, good brother (and i guess his reward is being raped, great message!) and someone ppl like

The establishment of the three of them and their distinct personalities happens within minutes and then we meet

Yongjie - what about him? He may have an MI, okay, but we dont know for sure and oh gee that doesnt matter actually bc u have to get urself treated and also not be terrible. Not even psychopaths do the shit he does BC THEY HAVE TO GET HELP. Why the parents didnt get him help and are just realizing their son is terrible? Who knows . His purpose seems yo be “boy obsessed with brother like his actual brother” i dont care id they arent related in that way bc that’s not the fucking crux of incest and it is so insanely Fucked every thing to do with incest is almost always a disgusting powe r issue. WHAT PURPOSE DOES HE SERVE? WHAT DO WE ONOW ABOUT HIM OTHER THAN HE IS A FUCKING JERK AND AN IDIOT AND SUCKS AND I HATE HIM AND THAT HE WANTS TO STALK AND ATTACK THIS REALLY AWESOME FUCKING DUDE OK

There’s no returning point deom rhe line they croased byt theyb set him up for failure. Even in the fight hes a fucking cheater hes a goddamn immature rat they know he fucking sucks but he just sits there and waits for everyone else to move around him. A fucking selfish prick with nor edeeming qualities snd hes also a violent rapist stalker. Really great that thry have no clue how to make this dude actually have any humanity or likeability. Hes the man from 365 days basically except not even that hot and at least he kidnapped her but “WAITED” for “CONSENT” but in that movie’s world nothing mattered and it was bad and the point was to have a horny movie. But this show is for younger ppl and also IT HAS RULES AND IT KNOWS WHAT BAD ACTIONS ARE???? Soooooooooooooo in all these other dumb salacious books there seems to be just a mutual agreement that it’s fucked up but totally normal i their movie’s universee (it isnt and it is still just bad filmmaking)

Also it is up to yong jie to figure put how to get over it and understand that his brother is concerned for him. Bc it is. His brother. There’s a reason that incest is never advisable and thays bc there is no way in that situation that people aren’t somehow being coerced. There has to be a sort of split in the pursuer and the person being pursued bc one person is not thinking that way. (This is why people who find out they are related after the fact and havent grown up together is something thatms really unfortunate. They had no idea and they have to grapple with that but that is another scenario and it happens bc THEY DIDNT GROW UP TOGETHER.) i have experienced this from a (not immediate) fam member and i was the vulnerable one, had less powr, that is how it must go.

Thats why the power imbalance is scary and none of this is acceptable but it begs the question how did they get to this point? But the show doesnt even address that bc they cant bc theyre not original. And power imbalance does not mean automatic absolutely not territory. Theres things we dont like (in my casee i hate age gaps a lot) but i will avoid that.

I havemt seen “right or wrong” and i have no desire but from what ive garnered from ppl i like who liked that episode, the show outlined the moral issues with it. Idk if they did it in a way i would have preferred (again no desire) but at lesst from what ive heard it...tries? Idk i dont see the need for these if they dont give us a reason why these ppl should be together and there’s several lines that cannot be crossed that were. Basically it’s like stockholm syndrome now and there’s no choice for him, it goes beyond power imbalance and “legality” so to speak and now it’s just entrapment.

Theres not even avoiding or enjoying. Even for MODC as stupid as i found the secondary rship and negligent even like ok. Fine. Whatever. His boyfriend is 100 but at least it was semi agreed upon. It is what it is, go forth. I will criticize it but at least it was the story and as stupid and gross as i think it is and they will probs break up (idc what the show says) at least there are set ups that can make us see “why” it works and oh, gee, their whole rship relies on a different fucked up but at least at some point it could possibly be transcended. The foundation of youngjie is “rape entrapment and aw now they are in lvoe” BITCH NOOOO???? Where is the REASON? And why should we root for them? (There is none and when the Thing happens it is now impossible for that not to be absolutely foundational to their rship lmao and that is never something that goes away.)

I would like to say theres nothing romantic int he flashbacks i know thats what theyre trying to twll us but the actor is 30 and that child is like 8.

Im not missing the point bc i see it with my eyes and it sucks. If you cant even write the character well then how do you interest something heavy and work out the links? The only solution is yongjie dying i mean fucking off forever and hsing ssu not letting him into his lifeXni doubt we will get that but at the very least they cannot end up together and that will be their crowning fucking achievement over the waste of time bullshit plot this was. Imagine actual conflict that wasnt so deeply fucking traumatic and, oh, again WHERE ARE THE PARENTS? They fucked up SO FUCKING BADLY. This gives people the wrong idea about how these things work. God he is truly a shitty character and his ass isnt even fat so wtf bitch why am i here!

#history 4: close to you #history 4 #a thot #god my anxiety was thru the roof turns out i needed to eat

[nicky999doors]

story time!!!!! when I was dating my evil ex, this guy who was one part of the couple he was hooking up with (was not aware at the time) lent me some audio gear (kinda $$$ tbh) and he was super adamant about me using it because I would get more use out of it and I was like kk. anyway, after getting bullied into an open relationship by evil ex, I then witnessed them all hit on each other for like 2 hours and I was like hmm wtf... is going on... and then I was like oh evil ex also wont stop talking about this dude... interesting. anyway I broke up with my bf like over a year ago and WHOME do I hear from on monday but this dude who I borrowed the gear from..... 

so i’m like ok kinda stressful I dont wanna interact really with this person but also dont blame them so i’m trying to be as gracious as possible but like also.... have you ever been able to just sense guilt through texts? the way that he’s talking to me he’s like “i’m in LA would lvoe to come by if thats ok, but I don’t want you interrupt the work you’re doing blah blah” and and I was like yeah whenevs truly just trying to be like soo neutral and he keeps giving SUCH GUILTY PHRASING of everything i’m like... 

hmmm maybe I shouldnt give u this shit back......

I will, i’m too much of a goody goody but like part of me wishes I curved with a “no <3″ 

#i'm aware the way I typed this out is chaotic

[megatraven]

Agghhh...that person bringing up Alexs season 2 part where they finally fight against their mother to protect MC...I literally LOVE that scene bc it’s another way of showing how much they love MC. I see Alex as being her golden child (which is just shown SO much even if she does love all her children) and they having a great relationship together (by the hint of saying how Alex visits their mother in Olympus on a regular basis. I believe its mentioned somewhere) and like...them finally snapping and risking hurting her feelings somehow because they can’t stand the thought of their lover being hurt because she doesn’t know and bringing up painful memories (for literally everyone) just because it’s the truth and trying to make her realize how her actions are really important in dealing with this situation...AND HOLD ON ANOTHER ASK BC I DONT WANT THIS TO BE TOO LONG-

And then the ending of her literally!! Grabbing Ares wrist!! And being like “I’ve lost taste for war,” AND!!! JUST BEING A QUEEN!! AND IT HAPPENING AFTER PHOBOS AND DEIMOS SO SHE LEARNS TRULY WHAT SHE NEEDS TO DO AND HOW TO PROTECT HER LOVED ONES AND HER LOVED ONES LOVERS EHWBSB. And the scene in their season 3 POV when Aphrodite says, “There are many things she needs to be protected from,” AND LIKE...Aphrodite is juST UGHHH!! The way she learns...is kind and has patience...and loves Alex so much...loves those around her...the way she makes sure to tell them that they ARE enough and that they ARE deserving of respect...fighting back against Zeus....AND HNNNG ALEX YEETING THAT LIGHTNING BOLT AWAY...I needed to rant about Alex again bc oof I love them so much and they’re SUCH A GOOD CHARACTER...and I swear if we have another Alex complex with Arin?? I WILL CRY BC THATS SO SWEET AND SUCH A GOOD TROPE. I’m sorry these are both so long-

WAAAAH I LOVEALEX THANK U FOR RANTING ABOUT THEM AGAIN....... AND I LVOE APHRODITE TOO I LOVE ALL THIS......... the relationship between alex and aphrodite is so good and written so well, i definitely agree that alex is aphrodite’s golden child, i mean, liek you said, they visit her often.... the way they act with so much respect around her (kneeling before her and taking her hand in theirs, etc)...... they really really love their mother, enough that they try to write off the hurt she’s caused them over the course of their life, and they only end up standing up against it when it starts to affect the woman they love.

and it’s so important that aphrodite learns from her mistakes and realizes that she’ll really lose them- her only child that visits regularly and loves her!- if she doesn’t adjust the way she acts and thinks........

anyways i rlly love how their relationship develops through alex’s route :^) <3

AND YES WHEN ALEX FIGHTS ZEUS HGNGHHHH...... DRIPPING WITH THE POWER OF THEIR MOLTEN AURA....... SO FREAKIN COOL......

(i pray for arin w an alex complex-)

[gayspock]

anyways forever late... bake off ep 5

- anyways idk ive been deprssed as FUCK again i havent been able to watch bakeoff . fucking mento illness. but anwyays here we go

- also . this is so premature. i saw ppl gushing abt peter again and idk im jsut filled with rage. idk wht it is abt him tht i hate SO much....... i think its just all the praise hes getting when tbh. i havent been wowed by anything hes done. no offence peter. u have a smug little face. sick of it all.

- wait.... was i mad bc he stole sb from sura in ep 1. i think so.

- probabyl that.

- god i miss sura im so mad shes gone im so SAD shes gone . fuck it all and i think i know who leaves this ep sick of how i get spoilt so easily i like the bakeoff page on fb and i rarely check fb just for my unifessions page and they always jsut post spoilers. tired of it.

-OHW AIT. I FORGOT. HERMINE IS STILL HERE. I THINK. I HAVENT HEARD WHISPER OF HER BEING BOOTED. i hope she stays omg i lvoe her so much

- ok so cornish pasties first off??? thts weird like. I GET IT but also u kno... how much variation cn they do on those??? other than pastry designs?? and even thn like.... the kinda pastry u use for cornish pasties puff up and lose shape easily like hmm and huhhh?

- oh

- wAIT YOU JSUT MAN... PASTIES IN GENERAL . LIKE WHY DIDNT U SAY THT. FUCKIN LAURA OUT HERE WITH A CHEESE AND ONION. am i stupid i thought cornish pasty specifically meant,.... well cornish pasty and i thoguth it did come with some slight variations but tht it wa smostly same y hence the confusion like

-  hermine it looks very delicious i believe in you

- im literally so sorry lottie i like u and ur cute but this is the most rancid british bullshit i have ever seen

- mashed potato in a fucking pasty im going to die with the SAGE an all and the gravy. i cna just FEEL it coagulating and clogging up in my mouth bc u KNO bitish mash is just. rancid. and all of that with fucking pastry encompassing it yuck . its like tht fucking pie bap from the wigan place where ur just fighting layers of stodge and shit .

- this truly is hole less. nobody who serves me this is getting any hole ever

- of course you’d think it would sound nice paul i swear to FUCK you’d eat fucking mud from the ground and  cry abt it being spicy u rancid little worm of a man

- nevermind i hate peter’s too

- literally FISH AND RICE it’d be so dry   . is this ONLY ME. IS IT ONLYme tht can imagine just biting into it and it jsut being......... flavourless and dry. am i insane. maybe i literally just have had bad experiences with haddock or whatever idk i dont remmeber wht tht shit taste like. rice is lush but idk abt it in a pasty like i really think u need sth else in there to help it or else its just so... idk man im just not sure if am a fan

- 4 MINUTE AD BREAKS. ARE YOU CLOWNS.... AM I AC CLOWNS. THIS IS SICK AND TWISTED, BAKE OFF.

- also fucking. there is something SO evil abt amazon releasing the corona flavoured adverts holllly shitttt<3

- cactulaly i like. get 0 exposure to adverts nowadays. i dont have a tv & i wouldnnt watch it if i did. and obvs mst of the time i have adblock on. so like.... so like.... i was PROTECTED but now i have 2 see all the rona based ads... oh  my GOD i hate it

- also what did i tell u peter. its DRY . ofc IT WOULD BE DRY. youve just got rice in a fucking pastry with FISH . IT’S BONE DRY. UGH

- LITERALLY WHY IS EVERYONE .... BC I SAW IT EVERYWHERE ELSE TOO. PPL ARE GOING ON ABT HOW PETER IS SO GOOD AT EVERYTHING WHEN LITERALLY. SINCE WEEK 1 WHEN HAS HE BEEN THAT GOOD? LIKE THEY ALWAYS HYPE HIM UP BUT THN DURING JUDGEMENT THEYRE LIKE “awh well its actually not tht good :(” BUT DONT MAKE A FUSS ABT IT

- (meanwhile not 2 call racism again but is aw a load of ppl blasting hermine and saying she was terrible... when literally shes been doin so well. she knocked it out the park again here. ofc she did<3)

  - OMG

- FOGGY

- also literally hwy are u all putting RICE in ur pasties like. tht might be a thing but surely you would need to compensate with a load of sauce and flavour like.............. another dude. the dude i keep forgetting . dave. is it dave. idk he is literally the one tht WILL NOT stick in my mind the most forgettable shaped man. sorry dave. angyways like i dont think itd be terrible but like i said doesnt i need... sauce   and a LOT of it

- HOLY SHIT THIS TECHNICAL IS A DISASTER

- IM EVERYONE JUST EATING HSIT

- GOD LINDA IM SO SORRY

- IM SO SO SORRY LINDA

- “NOT BAD EFFORT” HEY PRUE? THESE WERE THE FIRST ECLAIRS THAT WEREN’T

 -i i really hope hermine does well in showstopper she’s really on road to starbake

- CAGED TARTS. ME IN LOCKDOWN.

H.. HOW ARE OU PLANNIGN ION DOING THIS LOTTIE

literally i wish rowan was here JUST for this challenge  . he wouldnt be able to do it but, like, dave’s “louvre inspired tart” ......... we’re getting big rowan vibes from it all. he’d do something stupid and extra (or try to)

OMG

PASTRY SNAIL1 PASTRY SNAIL!

okay travis marcelroy (cant believe it took me this long to think of tht one) thats kinda funny

- UH HEY BAKE OFF ARE WE JUST GONNA KEEP SAYING THW WORD G*PSY? OKAY. I FUCKING GUESS

- “UPMARKERT TART” MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE<3

- oh no

- TRAVIS MARCELROY YOU R BOTTLE

- hey

bDONT SHOW ME AD S LIEK THIS I DONT LIKE IT I DONT LIKE IT SCARY

-  NMARC ITS SO PRETTY......

 - come on HERMINE PU;L IT HOME LETS GET YUO STARBAKER GIRL ITS WHAT YOU DESERVE

- THE

- IM

(starts to see red)

- linda im so so sorry. man. this sucks

- BUT LOTTIE POP OFF I GUESS

- they just RIPPED into travis marcelroy huh

- .

- L... LAURA?

- UOU GAVE S GTABRBAKER OTO ALRUAU?

- IM SEEING RED. IM ACTUALLUY SEEING FUCKING RED

- HERMINE...

LAURA CAME SO LOW DOWN IN THE FUKCING TECHNICAL

- HERMINE CAME SECOND AND SHE DID AMAZING IN THE SIGNATURE AND SHE DID SO WELL IN THE FUCKING SHOWSTOPPER HER BASE WAS JSUR A LITTLE THICK ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME ARE YOU ALL FOR FUCKING REAL WHAT EVEN WAS LAURA’S FUCKING SIGNATURE AGAIN ID ONT REMEMBER DO YOU KNOW WHY BCAUSE IT WAS FORGETTABLE, WORTHLESS, I SIMPLY DO NOT CARE IM LIVID WHO WHY WHAT AND WHEN THIS IS

- THIS IS JUST

- IM AT MY FUCKING WITS END

- YOU..........................................................

- HERMINE ROBBED. FUCKING R O B B E D. THIS IS FOUL THIS IS VILE IM LITERALLY ENRAGED IM SO MAD IM NOT FINISHINGT HIS EP I KNO LINDA EATS IT OF SHE DOES IM SO MAD IM SO MAD

#egg.txt #I WANTED 2 STICK WITH BAKEOFF THIS YEAR BUT #i got spoiled again and i know my missus leaves and im saaad #all my faves jsut got knocked tf out. sick of it all #gbbo liveblog #JSUT FINISHED IT #FURIOUS

[dmonchld]

hello i wanna know why u love me pls and thank u

okay pj, where do i start??? so your account always reminds me of klaus from the umbrella academy, and he’s my FAVORITE CHARACTER!!!! so like seeing your account always makes me very happy

your writing is truly amazing ma’am, and i love it so much!! it brings me so much joy to see that you posted and i might or might not have post notifications on 👁👄👁

i think one of the first times i messaged you was when you asked someone to be mean to you, and i did it but i felt really bad about it..... but you said it was fine and that you needed it

i was also kind of afraid to interact with you cause all writers are higher up in my brain and are ✨scary✨ so you’re in fact ✨scary✨

but messaging you about simping and me being adamant about no simp september 😤😤 has made my entire week and has truly brought me so much joy

so, in short, i love you cause you put up with me, you find my dry ass humor funny, and you don’t think i’m a bitch 👁��👁 and i lvoe you cause you’re amazing 🥰

this feels really short and i’m so sorry if it is🥺

#i lvoe pj

[legobatjoker]

UM UM UM UM UM UM UM UM UM !!! i rly told myself tht i wld get to bed at 2am 3 am latest and mow not only is it 4am it is well getting very close to 5 !! -___- idk how the fuck i let this happen bc iv literally been soo tired and out of it today but i somehow have uh oh UM so ya i rly gotta get ot bed like now like rn so im rly rly sorry tht this will b rly rly quit short again 2nd day in a row im sorry but i do rly just wanna say that !!! i love you so so much my bleoved i rly rly rly do !! like u rly rly do jsut make my life and day soso much better and warmer and happier and im rly soso glad and greatful for you and that u get to have you in my life my beloved like you relaly really are such a wonderful kind caring thoughtful sweet understanding and considerate friend to me and make me feel soso lvoed and cared for and warm nd safe w u and it just feel my life w soso muc h joy whenever we get to talk or message and jsut to know you my dearest and i rly rly hope so so much to be the same to you bc u rly do deserve it nd i rly do want to and yea i jsut lvoe you so so so much my dearest !! i hope ur days been good and that you sleep well, ilusm <3 !!! 💗💞🦋🐞💗🍓💗🍰🌼⭐💕🥭🌻💗💞✨✨✨

oh naurrr not the 5 am i hope that you got to sleep in at least </344!!!! but yeah pmg you truly are sosososoo beloved to me dearest and make my life sooo much happier and fuller and fill my days with so much joy warmth brightness support happiness and more and its just!!!! sosooo wonderful and absolutely so amazingly wonderful that i can do the same for you and make you feel that way mushroom like :’>>>>> that makes me sososoo happyyy and glad and just!! yah i love you sosososoo muchhh strawb !! 💕💕💕💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻❤️❤️💕💕❤️🫶🏻❤️🫶🏻❤️❤️💜💜💜💕💕🫶🏻❤️🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕💜💜🫶🏻🫶🏻

#mewtuals #castle.answers #SOREY FOR LATE REPLY AS ALWAYS THESE DAYS yeah i rlly am becoming a morning answerer..