blueberry cheesecake stuffed donuts
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Being Obsessed Thin
Ever since I was about 10 years old, I was obsessed with trying to be tiny. I started Weight Watchers at the age of 11. I did not want to go to middle school fat, so I started to lose weight and exercise. I have tried so hard in my adult years to lose weight and sometimes I did and sometimes I didn't. I was upset when I would gain weight on the scale. My dream weight was to be 115 pounds. I never made it to that weight. I starved myself, hated my body, and at one point even turned to self-harm. I could not stand the rolls and the stretch marks all over my body. I felt like an outsider. I was not tiny and petite like my peers and I felt like the outlier when I played sports. I was considered the "fat dancer" or the "fat cheerleader." I felt that if I could be skinny, I would be beautiful. My beauty is not defined by the size I am. This is the body that God gave me. I am healthy with no health problems *knock on wood* I exercise daily to keep myself from getting sick. As well as eating a nutritious meal. I eat mostly fruits and vegetables with healthy grains. But, guess what? I'm still plus size lol I used to be so frustrated but my fiance loves my body and I am slowly but surely beginning to accept myself for the way that I am. Be kind to your body because you only get one.
Xoxo,
The Dainty Belle ❤️
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Michaela Jaé Rodriguez for Charlotte Tilbury Pillow Talk campaign, 2023
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