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Woking on an illustration for a make-believe cover. I like how it's coming so far, pray for me not to ruin it 😂✨✨

#mine #fashion illustration #watercolour #fashion design #work in progress

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Oh. My... This is so hot and sexy I can't even find the right words 😍 everything is perfect, from the bush to the veins, to the tip.. Gorgeous.

Thanks for sending in, and keep them coming!

#nudes and numbers

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Nudes (or lewds) and numbers?

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it's funny how my design philosophy is "less is more" while at the same time my personal styling philosophy is "more is more is more is MORE"

#me #selfie #gay boy #gay life #tumblr italia #styling #more is more #star wars

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guess who got their bachelors degree in fashion design? 👀✨

#me #fashion design #bachelors degree #milestones #tumblr italia #sony rx100 #rx100m5

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layering // things on things on things

#me #selfie #gay boy #gay life #style #fashion #fashion trends #layering

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#👀

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one of those nights.. 🌙

#me #selfie #gay life #my body #bodyodyody #men in makeup #men in skirts #Garter belt #legs for days

[thefelineofaveb]

about Rome.

#mine #My photo #Fairphone 4 #Rome #Moon #Sky #Winter #Blue #Ancient ruins

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#pretty please 😳

if you’re reading this send nudes

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eco di vita // life echoes

Ho ricominciato a costruire me stesso qualche anno fa, dopo aver capito che - così com'ero - sarei andato incontro all'autodistruzione.

Per prima cosa ho giocato col mixer delle mie capacità: emotività? troppa, metti al minimo; razionalità? utile, levetta al massimo; propensione allo scontro? nah, troppo sbatti, azzera; e così via.

Ha funzionato, e sono riuscito a sopravvivere a me stesso ben oltre lo sperato; ma ora mi ritrovo con una personalità a metà. Evito gli scontri, anche se non sono una persona accomodante (di solito, mi rimuovo dalle discussioni); accetto l'irrazionalità degli altri, ma ho perso contatto con la mia; so empatizzare e riesco a capire le emozioni di chi ho davanti, ma le mie proprie le sento attutite.

La mia mente è una grotta, che ho dovuto svuotare per rendere vivibile; ma non sono riuscito a trovare cose nuove da metterci, e quindi è occupata solo da un'eco assordante.

Recuperare le forze per rimettermi in discussione mi ha preso anni interi; ma ora sono pronto a rimboccarmi le maniche.

Spero di ricordarmi come si fa a vivere, e non a sopravvivere.

I started building myself from ground up, some years ago; the way I was would have taken me to self destruction.

First, I played with myself like I was a mixer: emotions? too much, turn it down; rationality? I like that, amp it up; fighting for myself? nah, too much energy required; and so on.

It worked, and I got to an age I didn't think I'd reach; but now I'm just half a character. I don't like fights, but I am no accomodating person; I accept irrationality in other people, but not in myself; I am an empath, but I can hardly hear my own emotions.

My mind is like a cave: I had to declutter in order to live in it; but I couldn't find new pieces to add, so now it's just an empy place with an excruciating echo.

Recovery has taken me a lot of time, but now I am ready to put the work in.

I just hope I can remember how to live, and not only how to survive.

#personal #personale #growth #crescita #sopravvivenza #pensieri #random thoughts #surviving #tumblr italia #mine

[thefelineofaveb]

feeling myself

#me #mine #gay life #selfie #my body #bodyodyody #gay boy #gif #my gif #men in briefs

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went to the disco tonight! ✨ it's still hot in Rome, so I dressed short and fresh (and went light on makeup lol)

#me #selfie #Shameless reblog

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Finally getting what I want in 2024

#well it's not actually 8 inches but I'm not far from that #come find me and make your wish *almost* come true

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solstice outfit

#Cutuals #That jewelry is 🔥🔥

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he/she/they're the boss ✨

#me #selfie #gay boy #gay life #genderqueer #gender nonconforming #Style #men in skirts #men in makeup

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purple nights.

#me #selfie #my body #bodyodyody #purple #gay life #gay boy #mesh top #shameless reblog