tiredsaeyoung

[tiredsaeyoung]

Take care of yourself 😋

I’m certainly trying these days… Thank you, anon. ♥

#asks #anonymous #not hc #i know i've been gone for a long time. i'm sorry

[tiredsaeyoung]

i’ve been radio silent, i’m so sorry!!! i’m still around.... i’ve just recently started a really big project and agh i haven’t had time for anything else. 

#i started a whole au series for some kpop stuff #lol i am Sorry #psa #text

[tiredsaeyoung]

CALLING FANDOM WRITERS

After some discussion with a good buddy of mine, I’ve decided to try and do something different with this zine. She suggested to try and add things to the zine that makes it seem like a real magazine, and I thought that was a really good idea as I’ve never seen it done before!

So here’s the official announcement! The Zen fanzine “Beauty and the Beast” is looking for writers! Due to page count, the number of writers and how much you can will be limited for the SFW zine. I will also be a lot more choosy with writers as a result.

What is needed in terms of writing are:

A FAQ with questions from Zen fans and answered by Zen (need only one writer, two at most)

Quizzes (eg. How compatible are you with Zen? And there will be different written out scenarios depending on how you answer) (possibly only 2 writers) 

Short, one page drabbles that will be accompanied by a picture drawn by an artist (either me or an artist who volunteers) that details whatever the drabble is about.

If you have anymore ideas go ahead and send me an email about them! And in order to keep with the limitations, each writer can only do one thing. So if you do the FAQ, you cannot do a quiz or a drabble.  

The NSFW zine has a lot more freedom for writing since it is digital and thus has no page limit. Writing for the NSFW zine may include exclusive smut fics or drabbles and can be as long and dirty as you want them to be ;3

If interested, please email me at [email protected] and include this information:

Your writer handle and tumblr/writing blog

What you’re willing to write

If you’re willing to write something for the NSFW zine

(optional) If you have other ideas for the writing portion in order to have give more options to more writers

Thanks for reading and thank you all so much for the support! There’s a lot more love for the project than I expected <3

#i might apply... #but idk if i can compare to others honestly lol... #signal boost #text #not hc

[tiredsaeyoung]

Jealousy

Author’s note: THIS IS NOT THE PART I SENT TO MY PROFESSOR!!! This is actually SFW, the smut is allllll in the next part ;) I’m not done tweaking it yet, so for now here’s this!!

I’m hungry.

A loud clanging noise came from the kitchen, causing you to turn your head. An out-of-breath Jaehee peeked out from the around the corner, completely covered in flour.

“Sorry about that,” she smiled apologetically, “dinner should be ready in-”

“JAEHEEEEE, I THINK I BURNT SOMETHING!!”

Seven’s panicky voice echoed throughout Jumin’s apartment. Jaehee sighed and turned around, mumbling something about ‘who let Luciel in the kitchen,’ and how she was going to ‘make sure they never saw the light of day again.’

After watching her storm out of the room, you turned back to Zen.

“What were you saying?”

Zen leaned back into the couch and kicked his legs up on the coffee table.

“Just how annoying it is that we have to host our monthly RFA dinners at his house,” Zen glared at Jumin.

The businessman stopped poking at his sleeping cat and stood up. “It’s not like I asked for this!” He made his way across the room and plopped down on the other side of you. “I’m merely a victim of being volunteered.”

“Victim? Please, you don’t even understand the word.”

“I’ll have you know-”

“Can you two not do this?”

Zen and Jumin looked at the blonde gamer sitting on the ground in front of you. “I can’t hear my game if you guys constantly bicker!”

“Or,” you threw a pair of headphones at his head, “you could just wear these.”

Yoosung quickly dodged the flying object. He crossed his arms and pouted.“You could’ve hit me, MC!!”

“Sorry, I’m just hangry.”

As if on que, you stomach growled.

“Speaking of angry,” Zen looked around, “where the hell is your boyfriend?”

You held up your phone and waved it around. “He just texted me saying he’ll be late.”

Yoosung mashed down a couple buttons on his controller and turned back around. “He better not flake on us this time!”

No promises…

Your stomach growled again and you sunk farther back in between Jumin and Zen. You heard quiet laughter coming from you right and swung a pillow in that direction.

“Don’t laugh at my misery, Zen.”

He grabbed the pillow from your hand and chunked it across the room. “Careful, you could’ve hit my money maker,” he gestured to his face.

You and Jumin looked at each and rolled your eyes.

“If that’s your money maker you must be one poor man,” Jumin chided.

“I wasn’t talking to-“

KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK

“That,” you hopped up and moseyed your way toward the door, “should be Saeran.”

And what good timing.

The door clicked and you swung it open.

“Hi.”

Saeran gave you his heart-warming, soul-melting, could-bring-you-back-to-life smile.

“Hey.”

He stepped forward and wrapped his arms around your waist, pulling you into a kiss.

A loud cough finally broke the two of you apart.

You pulled away and wiped your mouth, staring at the your now very flushed boyfriend. Saeran muttered an apology before walking over to the couch, taking your spot between Zen and Jumin. You followed him, sitting down on his lap. He wrapped his arms around your waist again and rested his head on your shoulder.

“So,” Yoosung paused his game and set down his controller, “why were you so late?”

Saeran looked down at Yoosung and shrugged. “I didn’t want to come.”

Yoosung formed an “O” with his mouth and looked away. Zen pulled out his phone and opened up his front camera, checking himself out. You looked over at Jumin, who was picking at his nail beds.

This is awkward.

You clapped your hands together, getting everyone’s attention.

“Let’s play charades!”

“For the last time,” you glared at Jumin, “I’m NOT A CAT!”

“Forty-five seconds left!”

“It’s not my fault you’re a terrible actress!”

“Forty seconds.”

“Well, what about you? This is the FIFTH round you’ve guessed a cat!”

“Thirty-five seconds.”

“And? For all I know you could’ve been one!”

“Thirty sec-”

“YOOSUNG, SHUT-UP!”

Both you and Jumin yelled at the blonde in sync. Yoosung’s eyes widened and he slowly put down the timer.

“S-Sorry, just trying to help,” he held his hands up in surrender.

Saeran sighed, “You do realize they’re on the other team, right?”

“Yeah, but they’re so… bad.”

“Watch it,” you shot Yoosung a bone-chilling look.

How the hell am I supposed to act out The Titanic?

Desperately, looked around the room.

“Zen, come here.”

He looked up from his phone and groaned. “I already told you I didn’t want to waste my talents playing-”

“Get your ass up here before I shove that phone down your throat.”

In a flash Zen was standing next to you. Covering it up so Jumin couldn’t see, you showed him the paper.

“I have an idea, but I need your help.”

You tugged on his shirt, forcing him to lean down. Cupping his ear, you whispered your plan to him.

“Alright, got it.”

Jumin better get this.

As you spread your arms out, Zen wrapped his arms around your waist. He rested his chin on top of your head and you opened your mouth.

“I’m flying!”

Jumin stood up and pointed at you. “The, u-uhh, THE TITANIC!”

“YES!!”

Jumin clapped his hands together and smiled. Without thinking, you turned around and gave Zen a kiss on the cheek.

“Thank you soooo much!”

He lifted you up and spun you around before setting you back down. “See!! Aren’t I an amazing actor?”

“The best.”

A chill shot down your spine when you heard the venom laced in those words. You felt a hand snake around your waist and pull you away from Zen.

“Thanks, Saeran!”

Zen is such an airhead sometimes.

As Jumin bragged to the others about his superior guessing skills, you focused on your boyfriend.

“What’s with the sudden mood change?”

He gave you his classic ‘are you really that dumb’ look and sighed. He motioned with his eyes to something behind you.

Or someone.

You lowered your voice to a harsh whisper. “Are you jealous?”

“…You kissed him.”

“On the cheek, for like, half a second. It was completely platonic!”

“Does he know that?”

“Yes!”

“Hmph,” he looked away from you, letting go of your waist.

“Come on,” you grabbed his chin and forced him to look at you, “don’t be like that. I love you, remember?”

The corners of Saeran’s mouth twitched. You smiled and took a step forward, “Now, kiss me like you don’t want to lose me.”

Something dark gleamed in his eyes, and he gave you a devious grin. “Don’t mind-”

“FOOD’S READY!!”

You let go of his face and pushed past him. Finally, I’m starving!!

Little did you know food wasn’t the only thing you were gonna put in your mouth tonight.

#oh man I reblogged to the wrong blog fml #ANYWAYS ITS SO GOOD AND UR AMAZING #AND I CANT WAIT FOR THE NEXT PART #not my post #long post -

[tiredsaeyoung]

alright~!

match ups are finished!! i’m sorry i ended up taking way longer than i promised :( but i’m glad that i was able to finish all of them! thank you guys for being patient!

also, if you sent one in and it wasn’t done... tumblr must have eaten your message! :( if that’s the case, send it again and i will be happy to do it! although please don’t see this as an opportunity to send one in if you missed when i had them open originally! i don’t think any of you guys would do that, but i just thought i’d say something! if you did miss out on sending one in this time around, don’t worry!! i will open them again at some point. c:

anyways, i love you guys. :’) ♥

#psa #not hc

[tiredsaeyoung]

Matchup please? I'm a 5'7 pansexual female with light brown hair and green eyes. I love anything that can make me laugh, and I love adventures. I don't let myself get close to most people but the people that I am close to I love unconditionally. I'm a Pisces and either a Gryffindor or a Hufflepuff (constantly questioning). Above all, I loveloveloveloveLOVE music, both listening and playing. I believe that life should be for enjoying, not just for surviving. Thank you;;

I’m gonna pair you with Zen!

Your shared musical interest is an obvious thing you two would bond over! But I think he also holds the same sentiments you do as well! I can see you two going on adventures together and really just living life to the fullest. Also…. you guys could probably lowkey make music together which would just be adorable.

#not hc #match up #asks #goddessgrunge

[tiredsaeyoung]

Match up if you're still doing them please? Straight young woman with curly brown hair. Always busy, always running around, always working on something. Organized, love to learn, like to be creative. A teacher, although small groups are better. Independent minded and pretty good at taking care of myself. Patient with people but also don't put up with people's crap. A good listener. Love to read, to eat, to see new places. Cautiously adventersome. Good sense of humor! Laid back and lowkey Thanks!

Gosh… okay… I’m having trouble deciding lol. I really want to say V… but also maaaybe Jumin a bit?

You seem to be very put together, which I think either of them would appreciate.

With V… I think he would love your cautiously adventurous nature and creativity. I think he’s the same way a little. You two would have a lot of fun together.

As for Jumin…. you’re independent… which, at first, you might think he’d be against. But I think someone independent is what he needs. I firmly believe that boy needs a reality check lol. But you’re also patient so I think you would be able to work through his issues with him and build a really strong bond.

#match up #not hc #asks #anonymous

[tiredsaeyoung]

I'm a 5'3 gemini! I have brown hair and green eyes! I tend to act happy no matter what's going on and confide in very few people (by few I mean one). I like to think I'm a very nurturing person and my motherly instinct is in constant overdrive! I often act like I don't care mostly cause I care too much. Um I hate correcting people. A funny thing about me is I don't mind when people get me stuff but I will always try to say no if they offer. I myself am a very generous person! Thank you!

Gosh… I had a hard time placing this one.. but I think I’m gonna go with V!

He would definitely admire your caring and nurturing instincts. I think he’s very drawn to people like that. V is also very generous and would also admire that about you… wouldn’t stop him from trying to give you gifts, though. :) Honestly, I think you would be a very Soft couple and it would be adorable. Plus… this boy needs someone soft after everything...

#match up #not hc #asks #anonymous

[tiredsaeyoung]

Hey can I get a matchup? I'm 5'2" and love softball, I play as backcatcher. I am a straight A student and put most of my time into my schoolwork. I have a job putting away books at the local library. I am very bad at speaking to others in person and look angry when my face is resting. I have a few friends I hang out with at school but we aren't really that close. Oh and also I am the person in my icon. Thank you!! 😊

Hmm… I’d say either Jaehee or Zen !

I think you’re similar to both of them in different ways! You put a lot of time into school whereas Jaehee puts it into work and Zen puts it into acting/singing. I think that hardworking attitude is something they both appreciate. I sort of get a vibe from Jaehee that she’s good at speaking to people professionally, but personally… not so much. Where Zen is just good at talking to people period. Those are a bit opposite, but I think either combination could be a really nice dynamic! I definitely think that you could both be busy with work and schoolwork, but being in each other’s company and it would still be really nice even if not much was said.

#match up #not hc #asks #ash and daisies #here !!! sorry!! work was really busy yesterday :( #but it's sunday! which means it will be really slow #so yeah! <3

[tiredsaeyoung]

Did you finish the matchups? Because I thought I sent one in but I haven't seen it. It's okay if you didn't. I just want to know so I can stop checking if Tumblr ate it lol! Thank you!

I didn’t finish them quite yet! I still have 4 or 5 left, I think. You’re good, nonny! ☺️I will finish them today at work. 💕

#asks #anonymous

[tiredsaeyoung]

Thank-you for the matchup!! (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)💖

No problem! 💕

#greywardentasha #asks

[tiredsaeyoung]

Matchups? Yay! I'm chubby with long, wavy brown hair and hazel eyes, I also wear glasses :D I'm polite and kind; always trying to be positive! And I'm generally happy all the time :) I'm also quite quiet (until you get to know me haha) and I love to laugh! I feel that I need to mention that I enjoy playing with my 2 kitties haha I also enjoy playing video games and hanging out with friends :) Hopefully this is enough info! I'm not very good at talking about myself haha

Aaaa hmm… god I wanna say Yoosung or Seven lol i keep matching ppl w them!!!

Maybe Yoosung a bit more, though. Being happy and positive is something I think they both really appreciate, again maybe Yoosung a bit more. And we all know Seven loves cats, so I’m sure he’d adore yours. ♥

#match up #not hc #asks #greywardentasha

[tiredsaeyoung]

If you don't mind, may I have a matchup? I'm a 5'2 female with long auburn hair and round grey-blue eyes. I'm super emotional, but I like to think I'm also very polite and mature. I love pastels and frills, drawing and wasting my life on video games. Naps are also a big thing for me, too. I'm kinda lazy and it's hard for me to stay focused on most things, but if I'm passionate about it then it's pretty hard to pull me away from it. I also need lots of alone time, lol. Thanks for your time!

Alright, so i’m gonna say either Yoosung or Seven!

I think you’d mesh well with either of them honestly. I think they’d both find you adorable tbh. Also I see them both as huge nap lovers. Lots of cuddles n naps yes.

I think both of them would also be able to give you the alone time you need well! Perhaps, Seven would be better at that than Yoosung… but, still.

#match up #not hc #asks #anonymous #i'm back again #i'm at work! it's easier for me to work on stuff at work #idk why #but i SHOULD get the rest of these done today #love you guys #thank you for your patience <3

[tiredsaeyoung]

Hiii! Can you do matchup? I'm 1.58 cm, brown hair but i dyed it red, and brown eyes. Not skinny but either chubby, i'm in a midway (?) I love anime and manga, and people say I act like a tsundere. I often act all goofy but i feel extremely lonely and think that my friends hate me. I try to draw attention from people, but end up being ignored. I'm curious to see with who you're going to match me up ^^

Hmm... I’m gonna say... Seven.

You two seem to be pretty similar, in interests and feelings. I think he would definitely give you all the attention you need. And you could give him the attention he needs. Also, it’s always a plus to be able to be goofy with each other! 

#yes i am here hello #i'm tired tho and god idk i'm sorry y'all #i'm really sorry;;; #i wanted to at least get one done today #match up #not hc #lovestory214 #asks

[tiredsaeyoung]

sorry!!!!!

today got really busy unexpectedly. i ended up going to get a new phone and switching my plan etc. it took SO much longer than i expected. so i’m sorry to those of you still waiting on your match up! i’ll see if i can get some done tonight but it’s gotten so late now. 

#tomorrow!!! #at the latest #i just realized i had them to do and i was like SHIT #i'm really sorry guys.. #psa

[tiredsaeyoung]

@zens-ponytail  replied to your post “closing match ups.. for now!”

DONT STRESS YOURSELF OUT

zens-ponytail replied to your post “closing match ups.. for now!”

AND YOU CAN ALWAYS COME RANT TO ME

aaa tysm ♥♥ you’re so sweet!! you don’t stress yourself out either!!!

#zens-ponytail #replies #my messenger is always open as well! #♥♥♥

[tiredsaeyoung]

closing match ups.. for now!

okiii so i’m only at work for a little while longer now. i will try to do some more match ups before i leave, but i have to take care of some stuff here and also i’m very tired... don’t worry though! if you’ve sent one in, it’ll be done! i’m going to close them for now. i might reopen them tomorrow, though!

#psa #if i don't get yours done today #worry not! i will get them done tomorrow #it's just getting towards the end of the day now and i'm very very tired