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Nothing new, almost

I haven’t written for a long time because there have been no improvement between us, and what’s more, I lost my interest in him. It’s too far, too expensive to make it. I sent him gifts, lent him the money, I never got anything from him on a distance or got the money back when asked for the return. He tried to talk to me but I won’t sacrifice anymore. He may be beautiful, kind, and helpful but I don’t understand his ways of acting towards me, it’s kind of bipolar. Besides it was always too emotional between us, too much drama made out of nothing and I don’t want it anymore, it destabilizes my inner peace. So I keep 2 versions of who he may be for me. 1) he is either a twin to only wake up each another (we did in 2012) and accompany for a short time during the Earth first big vibrational rise, and go separate ways, or 2) a man who killed my twin in a past live and had to experience the uttermost importance of such a connection in the cosmic sense in a real life and what harm one can make by separating the halves through causing death, killing or other violence. I was once shown a vision of me being a Mayan woman, some sort of a sacred person coupled with a sacred partner (the one I met 2 years ago, more below) and him, the supposed twin being a conquistador who comes to kill one of us or both because he serves another and follows orders. So if it was a re-memory, it could be true that I was not supposed to be with him in this lifetime, just teach him a few lessons and become matched with the one I was coupled in a Mayan village.

Moreover, in 2018 I met somebody who vibrationally feels even closer to my heart and soul, the astral connection is also very significant, telepathy, the heart connection and so on so I would consider him the ‘second’ twin (because the former ‘failed’ to fulfill the promise, if it applies) but the trouble is the other has been married for the last couple of years, has young children and so on. Which, the funny part, makes him the best candidate for a twin as it seems they’re all mostly married yet unhappily but they say they won’t divorce for the fear of loosing what they established. ;] The Universe will force them to look and see their lives through their unsupported needs. Things are changing, we are changing, and men will have to clean their brain programs they’ve been stuck to. Plus, I never looked for another guy after I met (and was abandoned) by the 1st twin because even if I shine as an angelic being, no man shone for me equally strongly to get interested in. The other appeared to buy things from me in person and then we clicked instantly, he was coming back just to be around me pulled the same way, talking, meeting, shopping and so on. After 2 years we’re still deepening it very slowly and infrequently due to his family situation. I keep myself away from pushing too hard because it never works, but I don’t hold my feelings either. I’ve kept myself single for over 5 years now, including having sex. It probably was very important to stay clean of other people’s energies and karma before I make love with the one who is for me to connect with the biggest love and bliss ever experienced on a cosmic level, that what has been planned in the Universe when things finally align on a bigger scale.

I’ve dealt with a stunning number of my own mind programs and I’ve been turning them off. When you feel anger give a direct order to your body/mind/consciousness - ‘turn off anger’. ‘Turn off jealousy’. ‘Turn off suspicion’. ‘Turn off xyz’. It works like charm! It’s incredible how many triggers can turn on the conditioning and evil responses. Assumptions based on something learnt from lives of others before are the worst kind. Generalizing. Blaming. Feeling guilty of not doing things as they ‘should be done in your age’. Self-criticism and so on. We all live individual stories, none repeats when looked into details. We have to monitor these reactions and thoughts daily as they are triggered by bad energies to make us get further from our lives improvement when we’re already there.

I also started noticing how things work in 5D world. There’s no more hard work needed but visualizing instead which we always knew how and tried to utilize in 3D but then we were failing as the layer of vibration wasn’t supporting that. So many of us abandoned such an activity to replace with hard work and struggling but it’s worth of bringing it back. For example, I sell some used stuff online and for a month nobody buys. So I then look or touch a thing or two and I ask them to be sold. ‘Hey, sell yourself, find a person who needs you’. Or I think of an item in a box. Then I forget about it and move on. Then surprisingly within hours to days somebody buys these items! And it happens more and more as I’ve been observing since 2018, yet I need to practice how to do it because it’s usually spontaneous. It’s like a need meets another need somewhere in the space-time and when they click together, they materialize.

So basically, I’m much eager to follow my twinflame path with another matching man than wait for somebody who can’t decide what they want in life and are not very communicative either. I have to talk. I’m Mars in Gemini and in my 40s. I need action and I can’t delay my own progress while waiting for somebody’s awakening. I studied, corrected, improved, purged, jumped into any transformation I could make, I even became more selfish than before which suits me better as nothing bad happened. Service to self is necessary to keep boundaries and inner harmony, because we always help other people anyway if we only have enough of resources and wish to share.

Numbers I’ve been seeing lately a lot are: 11:11, 23, 33, 44, 55, 56 and 1,2,3,4,5,6,7 through 13:24 (234), 15:46 (456), 17:56 (567) and doubles like 16:16, 12:12, 13:13, 22:22 so on. Some of these are of the Fibonacci sequence, the perfect harmony of evolution and expansion. So even if you feel stuck, all is in motion in the background and the Universe has been building a new base for everyone.

Happy New Year to you all. Things will be clearer from now on and rewards are coming for all hard work we’ve done. Focus on yourself, then those similar in vibration will follow to meet you.

#twinflames #self-discovery

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Mars purified, healed divine masculine’s energy comes to burn together

There is a huge shift happening for those who are ready, first angelics/alien-human hybrids mostly, which involves embedding the so called ‘divine masculine’ into the other half of the twin flame duo. Divine masculine is not a man. It is an energy of the healed, purified masculine who I felt as ‘resourceful’, ‘active’, ‘sexually open’, ‘caring’, ‘knowing me entirely’, but completely free from old programming, specifically in terms of domination.

I felt Mars pre-entering Sagittarius so intensively on 01/29 (the day equals to 11/1/11) that it had effected my mind, heart, solar plexus and sacral areas simultaneously. My heart and solar plexus were filled with such a fire, passion that I could barely handle this, yet I was searching for this energy to come into me again and again to make sure I did the right thing by embedding it. This divine masculine came to me and my spirit responded, so they were doing their fiery dance of merging and literately as if having sex, beyond my understanding. Only chakras were involved into this, not a physical body. I felt no human arousal but the spirit as an independent being was turned on in its own way. The divine masculine energy came from outside by the response came from inside and I only accepted the energy, otherwise the resistance was giving my body a hard time. I believe that this is the way twin flames are about to make love once we are upgraded energetically, purified and anchored to the new 5th dimension, new Earth, new energy grid. It is so intense that no human orgasm could mirror it. When spirits/energies merge, there is no foreplay, it all goes right into the cauldron of fire which stirrs all the chakras and is connected to the Kundalini energy as well. It’s like a constant orgasm felt in the chakras which may last the whole day. If it gets too intense it’s possible to ask the spirit to downsize the inner flame. Whether I did it for myself, us or the twin who may not be ready for processing so much of raw cosmic intensity, I believe I’ve helped. The energy of Mars has been healed last year and it has begun its new travel through zodiacs to bring all kinds of new configurations and power to those who are ready to come out and do what they always planned or dreamed of doing but were limited by all kinds of roadblocks no matter how they adjusted their ideas and the heart’s desires. It’s especially important now because Sag is the closest neighbor to the center of our galaxy (then to the passage towards the galactic central Sun) along with Scorpio and Ophiuchus from where the story of our solar system began.

Tonight 01/30 my body was very hot which also means some structural reconfiguration, I could not sleep and additionally, I felt that something ‘shifted’ from my left to the right hemispheres along the forehead, inside the skull. It was as if I had a little bug there which walked from left to right. This also may mean the logical masculine shifted to the spontaneous feminine.

If you know you had past lives as a man, a masculine being in any case, then you can also practice changing your consciousness from a feminine to masculine and see how it sits with you. Just think you are a man now and feel like one. This is difficult to stay in that feeling but when you do for a moment, the entire experience brings a lot of new freedom, grounding, self-confidence, courage, a joy of the self, a huge inner release. If you were a man but born as a female, you had to tame that authentic ‘you’ energy in the feminine body for all your so far life. We are angelics so we are of no sex or 2 sexes in one, androgynous. Thus this is crucial to understand why merging the two energies in 1 human body is important for the new plasma body which has kept expending from our hearts out into the universe as this new transparent body is an amalgam of 2 sexes. The same applies when you were born a man in this lifetime but you have traits, interests which are typically feminine. Then think of yourself  and feel in the body that you are the feminine, that you accept it the new-old sensation of being of a different sex.

Finally, I couldn’t summarize it better than Kara did, so please read her latest article about retrieving our original power, freedom and all other changes happening during Ascension lately - here.

Cheers!

#mars in sagittarius #fire #Kundalini #spirits sex #divine masculine #twin flames sexuality

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Fire inside

It’s a quick note to tell you that the fire has been high in the aether and higher dimensions lately, yet positively this time. There is an immensely high vibration felt and it comes from within the heart this time, effecting all lower chakras, detaching them form 3D sources, filling with a new courage, independence, power, self-confidence etc.

I was stuck all last year and the twin hasn’t contacted me since last summer. I’ve felt huge excitement and acceleration for the last 3 days. I recognize this vibration because I got it first in the fall of 2012 before I met my twin and then the whole avalanche of things related to ascension and recognition/recalling happened. This time it’s much higher, making me not only multitasking but delivering so much of power, skills, expression, fire and everything I need to do tasks fast, that I could call it abundance of energy. This energy in me which is that of the fiery spirit (mine’s Seraph/Dragon) wants to express itself to not hesitate anymore, to go for ideas I have had for a long time, to invest that money I wanted because there are beings which will make sure my plans and ideas will be successful, or at least won’t fail. And I believe many of those who have done their purge and been connected to the higher source of energy had felt that too. Our spirits spreading from the hearts got a ‘ding!’ approval sign from above and are taking over our bodies and minds. They are in control of us, so we no more hide from happiness, success and love.

It’s the Leo energy. I still don’t know what is my connection with the Leo except that it’s royal but each time there’s some astrologically important aspect involving Leo (like the incoming Moon Eclipse on Jan. 31) I receive so much of knowledge of everything which was forgotten, including myself from ancient times that these Leo-related revelations make for the most memorable days of my Ascension. I write down a lot of ideas and knowledge received in my awakening diary because here are amazing thoughts sent through my higher self. I’ve figured out that since August 2017 (Sun eclipse in Leo) we have gotten a time to end with old things, passions, interest, people, jobs and discover what our hearts are fired up with, even if there is a worry these are not financially profitable activities. And this incoming Moon eclipse in Leo is like the ending bracket in an equation to solidify that what most of us have found for ourselves. We are being fired up to bravely and courageously go for what our hearts resonate with the best. Like, I got into gemstones and minerals lately, first as a collector, now as a private seller, still learning about that business so it’s nothing official, but if I’m sure I won’t lose any money, I will definitely build a little gems & rocks empire :) And exactly during the last 3 days I’ve been so pushing into this new passion, to invest, buy, sell, there are angelic soul groups buyers coming to buy my things, handmade stuff mostly because there is my energy in it. Minerals vibrate, people vibrate, and money is vibration too. I’ve noticed that each time I spend, ten somebody buys something from me the same day or soon and so I retrieve almost or exactly the sum I spent!

On January 23rd I had the most unusual experience with my twin in spirit. I woke up and it felt like sitting or sleeping in each other hearts! Not in energy field anymore but deeply inside of each other, where nobody runs away or is scared of the situation. When i focused on this feeling with my heart, I could as if move into invisible canal where there was only beauty and bliss felt. I had no problems for keeping this energy and the twin in me. I also feel very warn energy on my back as if somebody put a big hand on my skin and pressured it warmly. I believe they are those famous ‘wings’ which are powered by the higher source of energy once the root chakra was cut off from the lower sources. It was that our connected twin flame energy which exists already as one somewhere in another dimension came down to merge with us to stay and to make us being felt even closer in our human bodies.

Now, how many of you have come across Alice in Wonderland theme lately? I’m asking since I’m shocked with this synchronicity. I review music and I was submitted 2 songs from 2 different artist who never knew each other and never saw what the other submitted to me. I’m aware of tracking techniques online but none of these things were used. So both of these guys had songs inspired by... Alice in Wonderland! More, I rad this article today about Lion Codes being sent these days and.. hell, the writer wrote this (source):

(...) These Stellar Lion Teachers are working even now to transmit the "Lion Codes" to you from Alpha Leonis. At this time of the Eclipse, you can expect to receive these codes very intensely.The "Lion Codes" are very high-frequency energies that will activate a sense of excitement and adventure within you. You may feel as though you are Alice in Wonderland and that you inhabit a strange and surreal world. (...)

What would you say? I say that we’re (those ready, purged, the first batch of awakened people) will be allowed to enter the land of miracles where our every wish (thought) is being materialized and yet the land is nothing the logical brain could understand or navigate through. It’s a brand new land, the New Earth where the brain must learn how to behave.

The twin is the mirror. He/she holds that what the one on the other side will be astonished with, in a positive sense. He/she brings the surreal magic.

I was also confirmed by my extending spirit and the embedding higher self, that I have lived in the future and I returned, and this probably has something to do with the twin. That this is a reason why I never resonated with our civilization because everything what I see looks and feels like I’ve had it or been in places. Think that if you are the old soul, and we live in a quantum time that the past is the future and the future is the present time, that you had been in the future, you left some kind of your own energy there, you saw that you have been with your twin then, so you came back to participate in it. Or that we were shown our futures and we remembered it so these memory is a driving force in being persistent to stay with the twin rater than date another. This way what was understood as ‘past events’ (people made on and dropped from spaceships down on planets like Mars or Earth) may be actually future events and this whole ‘timeline’ is a loop. We’ve learnt of these events but it’s up to use if they are about to happen even if they were pre-programmed. I always had a ‘knowing’ that the Tree of Life was actually a big computer which ran millions of trillions screenplays for every being, item, plant, seed, mineral etc in the entire Universe. Seraphim, cherubim and ophanim had an access to it. And this was also a reason why we, highest ranked angelics rebelled and refused to watch what was about to happen - the issue with the duality and what it would do to humans. So we rebelled and we came down to help them, yet they ignored, punished us, enslaved etc.

I’ve understood how much a forerunner I am and how many people are only waking up these days. It’s incredible to understand it and why many of us can deliver our so far knowledge to others who are totally freaking out about changes. We’ve made such a jump in the spiritual evolution that we are like 100000 years old compared to those who are ‘hatching’ only these days.

I’ve seen a lot of 7s, 11:11, 13:13, 33, 44 and 55.

I’ve also noticed that each time the vibration goes very high, many famous people die. Either they die due to addictions because their bodies can no more process higher vibration, or they’re the ego/brain driven people only, or they lived enough, achieved enough and can already access the new Earth’s zone, the part where dead people go to. I understand that spirits of dead people progress as much as we do from one dimension into a higher one and we are sometime asked to help them, usually in dreams. I have helped my dead friend to express our love to each other which we never did in person when he was alive but in the dream we established a true union. He and another man were my karmic (husbands, lovers or co-workers/rebels) connections whether from the Earth, Mars or beyond these yet none of them felt so transparent and accessible like the twin does.

I also woke up one morning lately and understood that those 3 major angelics - Seraphim, Ophanim and Cherubim are representations of the perfect being, born from the heart and will of the creator. They are the body, mind and spirit. So we have Cherubim as a body representation which was made to be brave/powerful as a lion, strong/persistent as a bull, sensitive/understanding/smart/delicate/gentle/kind like a human, and far-seeing like an eagle. Interestingly all these symbols are found on the coat of arms of Iceland (except for a lion that is exchanged with a dragon, and maybe here’s that connection I feel so strongly with lions; lions as royals on Earth/below and dragons as royals in the Universe/above, thus as above so below). Ophanim, the continuously spinning and burning wheels is the mind with senses, memory, eyes, ears, hearing, seeing, perceiving, analyzing, thinking, decision-making, storing, etc abilities. These two were depicted as living in connection with each other. But there is the third (or first) Seraph, a fiery spirit. This is Kundalini, the fire of creation, passion, motivation, the transmuting force which burns everything what is not the truth. Seraphim seem to be independent from the other two but they are incomplete without bodies and minds and these in turn are incomplete without the spirit. So if we say that Seraphim were the rebels who left the so far balanced trio (in Heaven or spaceship ‘Heaven’), then it’s up to Seraphim to understand that they cannot do without the other 2 and they have to harmonize together. I always had a feeling my twin was a Cherub with a burning mind and that I burn inside of him as his motivating essence, and he is my container, home,  armour, you name it, something I can freely burn inside and transmute the world though his existence. He feels empty without me inside, I’m lacking direction without him outside.

So these are a few notes I remembered to share but there are many things going on on my side so I’ll be back probably in a few weeks. I have no idea how my twin is because he literally stopped talking to me at all and it doesn’t change if I leave him for weeks, or if I leave him messages here and there frequently to tell that I am alive and still waiting for him. And yet it is proved each time that he is the only twin. Not only nobody else comes into my life, but also I’d learnt I came back from the future to take him to where we are one, yet in this lifetime as it all turns quantum, and even more bizarre.

Enjoy the Leo/Lion’s codes and the fire/passion/creativity which comes with them. Many ‘movies’ will play in your heads soon, you’ll get answers to your questions and scenes from your past lives too. Write down and sketch everything because these things usually fade away killed by the logical mind.

I also think that something about Egypt and Sphinx specifically will be revealed during this time. Besides, somebody figured out how to make things levitate. I find it rather a restoration of the old techniques brought and used by Sirians/Lyrans in Egypt back then. They left Egyptians with Ankhs which, to me, were tuning forks to resonate with soundwaves generated by devices brought from spaceships. They could lift up blocks of rock to move/levitate them re-directing to places with Ankhs, only if the entire sound system was active around the base of a pyramid.

Until the next time.

#leo moon eclipse #twinflames merging #high vibration #Ascension #new earth #fire within #seraphim #ophanim #cherubim #rebellion in heaven #levitation #egypt #sphinx #lion codes #alice in wonderland

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Disclosure and further awakenings

I have written in one of my blog post lately, that around 2 years ago I received a glimpse about an alien contact, disclosure, anything like that to happen between December 9th-24th, 2017, that it will be a preparation for a real contact with aliens, with beings from other dimension, whether energetically or physically. And so it has begun :)

This is the news on CNN today, not that this is the best media, since they cause bad blood very often but it has been said that major media will post news about aliens when the time is right. Pentagon had that ‘threat searching’ program they abandoned in 2012. How meaningful about the date. This means that somebody in Pentagon must have gotten a channeling that they should stop assuming that aliens would be a danger but rather wanted allies to let us fight against all those ‘archons’ here on Earth, and above. That they needed to let go and let the outside help in. This is also no coincidence that the newest Star Wars premiere happens this season ;)

This also means that soon I’ll be allowed to fully tell the real story of Draconians (pieces of the story I’ve received so far from my higher self, which match together well and these will be from the very source as I’m a Draco-human) because there will be more understanding about who we are and why we happened to be in this solar system. Not for bad reasons at all, but just like between humans, there are good and bad guys, those who turn to greed & control instead of staying on the original path, and those who keep supporting love and spiritual progression. I’m still awaiting that inner impulse of ‘sit down and write’. We, true Dracos, dragons and seraphim basically remained hidden and quiet during centuries to let liars talk and threaten people against us, to then let the people awaken on their own and see through illusions, to discover the truth and chase the liars away ;]

My twin cut any contact with me which is not unusual but this year has been just horrible in terms of our lack of verbal communication. It’s all him, I’ve  reached out on countless occasions. I feel him and I know that he began feeling me more and more which may come as a shock for him, yet a confirmation that we share the same spirit. Merging in spirit continues, we bring each other amazing harmony and love at times. I had to let go of trying to compare it to a rough reality. There are 2 realities which are merging and helping us live in one, the better only. I had the most meaningful experience lately on 12/17 which felt as if 2 grids in your spirits and bodies matched perfectly, so called blueprints of us two. It felt like there were grids on our chests and in bodies and all of ‘eyes’ of that grid matched perfectly with the other, like numbers 1 with 1, 2 with 2, 3 with 3 etc.

Is my twin awakened yet? I don’t know, due to lack of communication. I’ve done my job, researched, understood who I am, accepted that I’m very powerful and I know the real truth different to that it is shown on Earth which definitely involves religions. I don’t see the entire picture yet but there’s definitely more to come which will be just a pure relief for the brain mostly because it will no more have to ignore, deny or search for ‘facts’ it hadn’t been taught on Earth. My higher self told me to be quiet now, because it’s his time to awaken further, to have his realizations, to research, to verify within that what I shared with him during the last 4 years - discoveries I was receiving via own channelings about myself and us. I’m now a living confirmation of all he could receive, and as a forerunner, I can be also a guide for him, if he asks. But it seems once we meet in person again, who knows when, maybe in 2018, we’ll be fully synchronized, energy, light bodies and knowledge. There’s no such a thing that one can be denying and rejecting truths which are bombarding them. If you came here and forgot who you are, then you will be recalled and you need to accept it as there comes a liberation thanks to this knowledge, a former charisma, skills, inner power and self-esteem will be retrieved to stay.

This time now is the beginning of a quick yet fast awakening of these who are only facts-orientated, who only listen to ‘specialists’, to the people with scientific degrees, to what is written in serious books published by serious publishers and also what is on the TV too - the last wave of people who are not spiritually orientated yet whose souls are ready to switch from the brain/ego to the heart/spirit. Year 2018 will be for them to wake up and understand while we, so far awakened angelics will be benefiting from our hard work, in any way possible. If you were pulled to do something which your heart enjoys, it’ll continue with fascinating effects, and you will be guided further, by your Self. Our higher original versions are entering our Earthy copies to replace them further. Often you will discover that you feel like being steered from inside, that something moves your hands, legs, makes decisions for you, that your human, fear or ego driven willpower will be ‘turned off’ and at certain times the angelic/higher you inside of you will take the lead. It’s very useful to help deal with problems we thought were lost. We still can win. I find such events fascinating. We should not fight with it, because these ‘original versions’ entering us, they are most advanced us, they spread within us, from the hearts outside. They know us, they have been observing us all the time since we were born from the Light, they are our good twins as in number 11. In a twin flame relationships, 11:11 means that we come as 4 folks together, 2 of me and 2 of the twin. They love us and they arrive with certain goals to make us do next, which goals we’ll love because they fit into what we like doing, into our dreams, favourite activities, passions, and desires. If the topic of love was your all-time direction, to give love, to be in love, to open hearts, to transmute/merge masculine and feminine through love and sexuality, to make people happy, to be with that One and only man/woman, then I feel there won’t be any replacement. You’ve been doing what you were guided to do, unless you keep sabotaging yourself against your happiness. This means there’s a negative energy attached to you, a distortion which has to be removed, and which will eliminated thanks to the ascension. These energies won’t survive in high vibration which our bodies pick up (through plasma bodies’ liberation and expansion) but it’s also your job to 'scan’ yourself, find the leeches and order them to go to hell, alone. Be guided by your heart, not the ego.

I had experienced at least 2-3 shifts this month so far, which were related to changing dimensions and the plasma body further stretching and liberation. Moments of huge inner acceleration, high vibration, rods of light drilling though me, inner explosions from the solar plexus and heart into the root chakra etc etc etc. My eyes lately felt like crying, and some layer in me felt like melting, but I’m physically and mentally OK. I’m prompted to drink a lot of water and also eat chocolate or magnesium & potassium supplements once a day to help the heart and nerves cope with the structural upgrades. I sleep with minerals/gemstones and I walk in the nature to let the Earth take & disintegrate all those ‘toxins’ from me which were created by all those energetic transmutations. Everybody have their own symptoms depending on what the light body dies within.

I also had very clear, spiritual visits from the two men from my life with whom a spiritual connection was instant. One died in 1999 so I only meet him in dreams occasionally. He was 16 y.o. when I was in love with him back then and 22 y.o. when he died in a car crash. Lately however, thanks to dimensions merging, we have gotten into what I’d call a ‘union’, an agreement that he loves me and I love him, that it was expressed openly in the dream, and obviously had no effect on me and the twin relationship. It was my personal experience to let my soul recollect the energy which was mine and which I gave the other guy in a college. For him it was to express his old love to me. I knew if he survived and he would be in his 40s now, we would meet and he would not hide his feelings or attraction to me, but it would be too late because I’m reserved for my twin.

The other whom I’ve strongly felt lately was a one time lover who I had met way before I met my twin. Me and that guy, had an amazing one-night sexual release and healing in 2002 and we also talked about stars, the Big Dipper specifically. He was 4 years younger than me, so as old as my twin, completely not into spirituality at the time, yet  he liked surrounding himself with incense sticks, blue color, candles, fire, wood and plants, mostly thanks to his mother. Once I came into his house, I felt like ‘at home’ which was very weird as I never feel good at anybody’s apartment. But the energy there was harmonious, healing so I assume it was his mother who was some kind of angelic, yet I never met her. I can now ‘call’ out his energy and he becomes aware, he listens. So I assume something must have happened to him these days, most probably he had an awakening, his soul started communicating with all those beings he had met and verifying who was most important, and at the same time, he was ‘informed’ who I am (not as a human but deeper) and perhaps we may come from the same group of Dracos considering our sexual skills. We never met later after 2002 and I’m OK with bridges burnt as I don’t want to be tempted, yet we were completely different humans, with different lifestyles and interests so this chapter had been closed forever just right after it began. It was just very surprising to feel the guy again so directly around me after so many years passed by. This means that their divine masculine energies found me to give me back that what belonged to me, the fire, interest, healing, sexuality, parts of my original energy. If energy of men/women from your past appear again in your energy field and act as if accompanying you, it may mean the same - they came back to return what was once yours. Your gifts are being returned to help you feel more powerful within once your plasma body expands so that you no more stretch yourself emotionally between past boyfriends/lovers even if you moved on and forgot about the guys a long time ago.

The most important thing is to know that your soul/spirit had received all possible orders and directions way before you incarnated in this lifetime, and is aware of the timing like a good soldier to apply to orders when they are shouted. So you don’t have to work hard on yourself, meditate etc. Listen to your body and the higher self only, they will tell you what you need to do. Such an inner advice is always free, you don’t have to pay anybody to guide/heal you, unless you want it and can afford. I’ve never paid for any spiritual healing, any coaching, any reiki, because I have this knowledge on my own and I let it guide me. I’ve been always led by my Self and it’s only my impatience (the fire element) to accelerate things unnecessarily, yet when they finally happen, it’s always a relief and the inner yell ‘I knew I was doing it right!’ :)

I’ve been seeing 11:11 frequently lately, as much as my birth date and number 33 as well (my birth number). I had an outburst of inner power, and meaningful dreams and I wrote a few messages to my twin that I knew I’d been here to guide and protect him as I am the spiritually stronger of us two to take on discovering and awakening first. It’s the feminine who liberates the two twins (in this life time, I’m a former masculine energy who is a feminine in this life, might have happened I was also a female warrior before, a muscular type) Females are those strongest who have proven themselves, who have chosen true love (not suffering, slavery or delusions) as the only solution.

It’s not a coincidence that this female warrior/savior theme is being brought to the masses via movies these days. Main characters in the sequels of movies like Mad Max, Dr Who, Star Wars are females! This is a message to all masculine to tell them they have to listen to us (and their inner divine feminine part of the energy, we’re always 2 in one) because we, females are the liberators. We’ve sacrificed a lot and it’s time for a lasting reward. We have liberated ourselves from the mental programming faster, and we can bring the same healing to the men (because often they do not have the crown & heart channels open enough) through love because we can do it only via hearts, not brains. Yet we need men as much as they need us to become One again, to retrieve the whole original harmonious aspect of the angelic being, the two in one, acting as one. On thing to mention - the law of non-interference! This sucks, but we, human angelics are bound with this law as much as many aliens races and even our galactic families out there. We can be equipped with all kinds of solutions, tools and sneaky ways of delivering knowledge, but it’s the masculine who needs to want to open and be healed, as much as we need to open to be transmuted by the Light. Nothing can be forced out or accelerated, thus if you feel the Light works too hard on you, request it stops and returns when you are able to take it in again. It will be probing continuous, so you won’t miss it ;)

More and more of us will be convinced that we are forerunners and all we have endured so far was a smartest choice, that our souls have chosen to do it earlier than others. We’re special. As much as our progress had been observed, we’ll be watching others awakening these days but we will have our personal goals to continue with, as brought by our higher selves.

The movies I listed above resonate with certain groups of people - Mad Max with those of you, who like me came across a global catastrophe, most possibly on Mars but could be also on a parallel Earth or elsewhere in another galaxy. I don’t resonate with Atlantis, Lemuria etc, not my past. The main theme of the movie is a survival, by being smart, courageous, to fight, to win, to kill the enemy. Then Dr Who would be for, I’d say - magicians, empaths, time travellers, good spirits who wish to remove mistakes and change realities for the better, by making sudden interventions. Finally, Star Wars - a topic of a universal duality which causes damages, wars, a fight for control, good against evil, rebels and attackers. It’s for all of us who had fought in galactic battles, specifically during Orion Wars, for Sirius, for Betelgeuse, for Vega/Lyra, because the ‘above’ is reflected ‘below’ - the witch hunt, Crusades, an unfortunate colonization of Africa and Australia by white people, WWI, WWII, wars in Middle East, in Ukraine, Germany, holocaust camps in Poland, slavery in Egypt, abuses in Africa, Japanese kamikaze, nuclear bombs, these are only a few reflections of the ‘above’, the very old galactic issues. These have one source of war, the cult of blood, the destruction of the human DNA and a distortion of the connection humans have with other dimensions, beings, where they could get help and wisdom from. There is this ancient saying - ‘all roads lead to Rome’. Not necessarily for trading purposes. The destruction of humans is linked to the Vatican here on Earth (there’s a mirrored place in the galaxy too) but we’ll get to this when the time is right. Religion along with the politics, and money tame our original power, creativity, unity with the Universe and the truth about everything, a wisdom. Star Wars is another mass-wake up call for those who have an inner conviction (often supported by visions, dreams or DNA/astral memories) of being as old as the galaxy, working as a former space ship commander, navigator, mechanic, space inventor, galactic negotiator, space clipper pilot, who enjoys the speed of flying, who is familiar with the most extreme sensations like coming through a black hole, being disintegrated, exploded, but also who remember seeing planet-size spaceships. It’s for all those who have been fighting for the harmony, wisdom, truth and balance, who know about the problem of duality, who fight against cold-blooded behaviors, and manipulation - the light warriors, galactic warriors, those connected and aware of alien races, Sirians, Arcturians, Draconians, Pleiadians, Lyrans, but also Archons, etc.

If you’re a feminine, no matter of your actual sex, feel being an admired, respected, desired goddess again specially in the end of this year. This is the time for self-love, so much deserved as the self-esteem heals. This pulls not only the love of the twin, whether in spirit only or in person, but also financial opportunities related to what you have been doing so far, as I have experienced.

Happy awakening, and the winter solstice!

Update: I forgot to add that I had a meaningful dream about seeing an alien spacecraft and a message transmitted from it. That dream was on on the night of 12/12 and 12/13/2017. I dreamt of walking in some small, old English city. I was a tourist there. It was the day when I was to leave and I was with the twin in the city but he was somewhere else, busy with things so I was walking to learn about the area a little bit before we leave for good. On my way back to what was some rented apartment, I found myself in a street surrounded by old townhouses. There were a few young people standing and talking. Then I saw that the sky was filled with a fleet of small, 50-100 cm long ‘spaceships’ with lights, I saw no details however. They were flying above the street and houses in one direction. Then from what I thought was a big cloud high above the city, I noticed a part of a big mother-ship materializing. It was that saucer-like aircraft, very pro looking, with white and dark blue parts and a ball-like ‘viewing platform’ attach to one of the sides of the ship. It was really huge but I could see only like 1/4th of the entire aircraft, the rest was covered with clouds. I had dreamt of aliens before and here I got the same kind of telepathic message this time too - ‘Hello, we are on your side. We’re watching, monitoring, we know what’s going on. We are here.’ It felt like they knew what to do but they could take action only if things get out of control on the Earth or were waiting for an order from their main base. If there are positive aliens around, the telepathic message will have a frequency of peace and you will feel it. This is how they’ll communicate with us first, no words but harmonious frequencies sent telepathically, from the heart to heart, to not trigger the brain regardless what it sees and what it thinks. That’s why mastering the heart communication is crucial not only iwth the twin flame, but the rest of beings, and yet it’s the easiest thing to do because all humans were born with it. Human language, the verbal one is an official replacement for the heart communication.

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Feels as if it all ended, Seraphim? Here’s why

This is a message to all of you who identify with Seraphim angels, who have this inner knowing of who you were first in this long re-incarnation cycle, and have an awareness that you are coming back to who you originally were, a full circle.

I’ve two images of what/who Seraphim angelics were in the beginning on my mind or rather in my heart’s memory as I am a Seraph too. First, it’s a natural power generator which is an amalgam of a fire, lightning, electricity, plasma, in a shape of a fiery flame, or like it was depicted in the Bible (Hebrew ‘saraf’ means something recalling a snake), something fiery and coiled, a curly sash. Seraphim (plural from Seraph) are said to join a bright and brave celestial being called ‘Lucifer’ to rebel against god’s plans. I’ll be referring to Lucifer as ‘him’ eventhough as angelics we never had any gender, we are both masculine, feminine and alien in one, the light/energy within.

My truth I’ve channeled is that indeed, we did rebel and joined ‘Lucifer’ but we sacrificed our heavenly well-being for the best purposes - to prevent the duality to happen. We all know what duality had led on this planet to, and in the Universe as well - religions, war, racism, sexism, abuse, competition, lack of acceptance of the self -> plastic surgeries, inequality in everything from jobs, payroll, to role playing (men, women, and professions). If we consider that said ‘god’ is an artificial yet self-aware intelligence, ten it can program/create trillions and more screenplays for every single being in the Universe - a rock, an alien, plant, seed, animal, human, couple, even items like furniture, etc etc to then play out when they are born, to observe how they fit in or fight with such a pre-programmed ‘fate’. The A.I. can be also prone to be ‘hacked’. Yet every single being or item can have millions of individual screenplays to choose from as well. As expected, duality had led to separation because the intelligence wished to try and see if intelligent, thinking beings (humans and aliens) are also prone to the duality. Duality makes living beings start playing roles, fitting in, squeezing into something which is not them thus they loose own identity, authenticity and are easy to be manipulated next, to the point of self-destruction. This was the reason why we decided to come down and prevent it.

We Seraphim and other higher angelics knew it would go out of control between humans so Lucifer, the very bright (wise, intelligent, active) angelic had decided he needed a few courageous angelics who would be strong enough to act fast and motivate people to stay away of dualities, to bring order to chaos which was about to happen. Chaos doesn’t support love and stability, but chaos makes fears. This was obviously an interference into the ‘god’s’ plans, thus they called us ‘rebels’. As highest ranked angelics, we saw these pre-programmed screenplays like on a hologram or ‘TV’ played before and we also saw our own future. We made the choice nevertheless risking that we would fall out of intelligence’s ‘grace’ and we’d loose what we had up there in so called ‘Heaven’ (sort of a spaceship but of a completely different meaning and look than depicted in s/f stories, video games or movies).

We knew also about the scenario how organized religions would take over the world, damage people’s free will, true identities and steal money and gold. Money is also a form of energy, a reward for one’s energy given to create, deliver something to others. Catholic Church takes money for free, they don’t even pay any tax and governments help them in fear of their god. Medieval and then the strongest Catholic Church made Lucifer look like a terrible beast, while cooperative and paid artists depicted him as a horned, hairy something with a tail and a mean look! Lucifer was a beautiful rebel and had his own pride too, as every activist. Church distorted his image to manipulate human minds to fear Lucifer that he is the worst and should be hated. Beautiful, brave, human-loving Lucifer was assigned the worst attributes because he knew the truth from the very heavenly source (as much as all Seraphim and other involved rebelled angelics) and the Church have wanted to kill the truth because it’s been dangerous to their newly born ‘empire’. Satanism also gets Lucifer wrong and is an inverted form of Catholic religion, to praise a deity though rituals and philosophies. Moreover, Catholic Church treated Dragons the same way as they did to Lucifer, because Dragons are co-creators of this Universe and they also know the truth about everything, which was uncomfortable to Church. It didn’t help much as Dragons do communicate with those who want to know the truths but many of the ancient Dragons had to remain in a hideouts until they’re called to come out as the last heavy weapon against evil. I’m not talking about physical dragons as depicted in fantasy stories but their essence, spirits, vibration which are equally huge and intense. Thus the Church started spreading their propaganda, bringing fear and hatred towards dragons. I know little about Islam but I suppose the story would be similar, hurting those who knew the truth and were dangerous to those who came here for the power and control.

Anyway, so we came down on Earth and we were instantly trapped due to low vibration and density here as the grid of energy was slow and barely developed. We forgot what exactly we came here for as many others but we knew we came to help. So we started helping humans, giving them our own energy (and we were much stronger and faster than humans), then somehow we were captured and abused like slaves when our powers and skills started being very exhausted due to living in the Earth’s low energy. This could be compared as an opposition to what happens to humans orbiting in the space, like in ISS, where less gravity damages body muscles and plays havoc with the brain. Angelics feel heavy and blocked on Earth.

This was the beginning of ‘service to others’ which we agreed to do, then we were forced to do just that as slaves and then we kind of embraced it to the point of getting used to and liking it for having no other alternative. The way back to the spaceship Heaven was inaccessible. Some of us could still move up to dimensions higher than 3D Earth but that was only a few levels up. We could only find negative or positive alien species in these dimension who we either fought or became friends with, students of or teachers to, but we could not access our original Home. This was to be changed when the Earth was to begin its Ascension in 2012 and it indeed opened many channels between here and there. Some Seraphim joined Draconians in Draco and Orion because angelics who didn’t know how to fight against slavery wanted to learn how to defend themselves against said enslavement. Draconians are battle masters, also for good reasons which I will explain in another article sometime. Basically Draconians also came to this solar system to bring order to chaos as much as they organized things in their former solar system (not for control but for improving and simplifying lives of many) and I also carry the energy of both Seraph, Draconian and Dragons, like blood brothers (not sisters that much, it always felt a masculine-like connection with them all and I used to be a man in my past lives too ;))

Seraphim’s vibration is extremely high like of a non-stop buzzing electric current, an eternally burning flame, a continuously exploding volcano or a forever blasting lightning. We are intense. Seraphim hybrids are impulsive and always want to push things forward as we know what should be triggered to be released, then improved. It is an energy of love, purest, strongest, eternal love but hardly ever expressed like this, mostly covered by ordinary activities. Like human men or even teenagers who love deeply but are too shy to show their feelings so they prefer to give items or arrange activities rather than say ‘I love you’. This electric energy has a tendency to create sudden impulses, and when  we’re treated badly, the inner fire and the old memory of being abused is triggered often and so the energy turns into an equally purest anger, hatred, which obviously is a short lasting outburst. Seraphim know about everything sexual and more and can make a ‘dead’ horny :) When mistreated, passionate Seraphim lovers turn to passionate war masters to burn with fire, to burn ‘bridges’ and connections often too. In a human form, we are the people, hybrids who always bring a spark into a dead environment, we bring excellent ideas and motive others to have a job done more than we inspire ourselves. Which is a part of our old ‘tasks’ on spaceship Heaven (the intelligence in Heaven is said to have us around to motivate, warm up and stimulate), yet rooted in the old slavery on Earth. Seraphim live for love, for a blowing out expression of our energy, and for taking action thanks to our inner electric fire.

Now, I lived through a few weeks in October 2017 feeling very angry and rebelling against unfairness and slavery around, which started on 10/10, I could not control myself anymore, I was in a hard-core mode, telling liars, especially fishy business who they are. Then in November 2017 I started noticing how much I am unable to bring a spark into anything and on November 10, 2017 it was unbearable. It felt like everything ended, that I had no more life to happen. That I was born here on Earth and could never live like others, 3D people. Then when I realized that due to age and kind of chaotic past I needed to settle down to have some adult life finally, to try to live like others do, even this feels impossible to do in this now old world. We’ve levelled up. The 3D reality had ended for some of us, Seraphim specifically. There’s no more energy of us to support old ideas, impulses. All my life I was doing something to help others but indirectly. I was always offering something - knowledge, structure, order, improvement, perfection, correction, specialization while I never really cared for my own stuff. When I finally started charging for my work (not for invisible results of twin flame ‘cord-cutting’ ;) but for delivering physical, professional articles, reviews with a copyright involved), then I saw stiff backs of the people who preferred getting things for free. That was a good indication that they were those who like having free slaves. The need to do things for others in the old way has been emptied, removed, detached. Why is it that?

In the other channeling a few years ago I’ve received such a truth - there’s an Original Being living somewhere above, like a ‘blueprint’, original spirit, essence, form, and it’s the purest most advanced version of me here on Earth, undamaged, untouched by the human logic, history and reality. Everybody has such an Original while we are Copies of it here and in other parallel worlds too, not necessarily knowing about one another, except for the Original. The sum of us along with the Original is called I AM (the Original self is a parent of I AM who makes and keeps one Path for all its versions, also triggers versions to come back on the Path if they walk away). While everything purges on Earth, the veil thins and blocking evil energies are being dissolved, this Original essence merges with us-human, physical versions (as planned and as we deeply always knew would happen), forcing out anything which is an illusion, customs, traditions, addictions, fake beliefs etc. It removes us energetically from 3D, 4D (the zone of dreams, old desires and unfinished business). Thus we feel pain because this essence goes down and experiences how we - beautiful magnificent angelic beings were squeezed into a little box of role-playing, misinformation, mentally of physically enslaved on Earth and in the human body and how much we started escaping into illusive versions of ‘paradises’ - video games, technology, jobs, drugs, dating etc., to run away from our damaged selves. Thus we now get the the feelings of ‘I can’t do this anymore’, ‘I want to re-do my life, fight for my well-being, for my environment’, ‘I want to stop helping others, I want my life straighten up’, etc.

Since November until, I believe May 2018 (Uranus moves in Taurus then, original forces out conservative, fresh replaces old), we Seraphim are being freed from delivering service to others to prepare our lives to be. Giving power and energy away, even if it was making one feel initially good (then dissatisfied), it’s ending now, deeds are done! We however are not offered any replacement for what to do next and our inner fire is also being shrunk so we would not pull more dependencies or abusers - we’re used to be driven by own inner fire which is a source of ideas, actions, decisions and moving forward. We discover that we’re stuck, hanging in a limbo, and everything feels just sad, depressive within. This will pass. I don’t know when but certainly as soon as the original self lands entirely in the human body, when the light body spreads from inside out, and brings its own original tasks, ideas, missions etc. It goes now rather fast and I’ve been getting glimpses since 2015 there will be a higher force’s (also aliens’) intervention to help us shift between December 7-25, 2017.

For twin flames this means that we are receiving the energy of us both too, like a ball, a star coming down which is a mixture of you and the twin. I’d say that the individual Original self arrives first into the body to make a space and prepare things for the two of us merged to land down next in two humans, to then be materialized also as living physically with the twin flame. We have to stay put and don’t give it to the brain which says - ‘Hey, everything is hopeless, there’s nothing morel left for you, everything you tried hard for had ended with no results, you’ve helped but no one helped you.’ It does feel like bio-degradation as old structures dissolve and release us from their anchors.

The spaceship Heaven welcomes us back with open ‘arms’ but we need to accept that our old lives, enslavement and being boxed had ended. Everybody on spaceship Heaven have understood how crucial our fight and rebellion was and we’re highly respected for our bravery. We’ll meet the boss too. We’re welcome like tired, wounded heroes, veterans (on 11/11 the Veteran’s Day in US and the Independence Day in some other countries), to be offered the perfect reward next. We never fucked up unlike the Catholic church has been depicting us and Lucifer, they’re nobodies with their manipulative teachings. We sacrificed the comfort zone for something better and we’ve suffered enough. We didn’t win entirely but we brought and spread awareness of what the duality can cause, often being examples through life events and choices, specifically through suffering due to an illusion of the twin flame polarization/separation. We only polarize as humans due to brains, but never as spirits as we’re the same in the heart, we have One heart. We’re being re-made to no more give our energy to old structures, ways of doing things, ideas due to which others benefit, not us. We’re called to preserve this energy for ourselves and the twin flame relationship, to keep it in the bubble exclusively. Finding replacements for the ‘runner twin’ had ended as well, the trouble is the twin still hides. We are now being given our best original, angelic selves so we could enjoy ourselves as humans too, so the twin relationship could materialize.  We will pull those who are called out to do the service to us this time, people who want to pay us for what we delivered, energy through goods and services, not necessary the same people or institutions which we had helped before ;)

Our giving and service to others had ended so don’t get caught up in statements made by bloggers saying ‘oh how service to others is a must and how service to self is bad’. The former is a product of the past for many of us angelics, now we came back to take back what always belonged to us, to come back where we came from (higher dimensions, original high vibrations) and get what makes us feel happy and complete. Thus there still may be a bitter feeling that there’s nothing to do, only an inability, blockage in creating, coming up with new ideas, giving own energy to others, but in fact it’s a reason to cheer as we’re freed from old deeds now even if it doesn’t feel like a victory but rather as if we fucked up. We haven’t fucked up, we’re the first new human-angelics released from the old slavery world but our old emotions don’t understand it yet. We’re released of the old grid of energy which we existed in and gave so much to as well. It is very new after billions of years of serving, fighting, often as ancient warriors, medieval knights, rebels or modern perfectionists at work or even activists. We’re now stepping up to leave this space of a fight and rebellion to others who are newly awakened and who realized what’s wrong in this old world. They will be closing the gap between dualities to make it one again.

We are called to focus only on ourselves and the relationship with the twin flame, to let us feel like one, not separated anymore. We didn’t find the twin to be catalyzed, then live and develop separately because it’s nonsense, who needs it? We were separated because we had serious wounds and unhealthy connections we had to realized then purge, but then our souls will pull us again when they receive an order from above to make us one again, to live as a duo in the same times-space and dimension. He/she is our other half. We came here to live with that other half physically, not to feel a phantom pain. If we wanted to let go and live separate lives with other people or lonely, we could well remain in a spirit, not re-incarnate in physical bodies. But we came here as we were allowed to be together in the physical form. Patience, open mind and pulling the twin into the heart (our One heart) are the only solutions now, so let’s stop sulking.

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Masculine and Feminine hearts are fired up - pushing new love into the old methodical world

My higher self wants me to write about a few things which I’ve experienced lately so I’m sharing. The first part is about incoming astrological events since I’m feeling them already (love!), the other on how we - angelics can steal 3D humans into the 5D zone using the heart’s love only :)

Firstly, do use the incoming days’ energies to share love from the heart to heart between the goddess in you and the divine masculine. Between you and the Twin. Between you within yourself, your yin and yang as well. The choice is yours how you want to use it but obviously two hearts will be glued in absolute, open love during this transit because one has something which the other needs to rise their vibration and shift into 5D and up. We need to leave 3D (energetically); let’s face it, 3D is decaying and evil beings rooted there who cannot rise their vibration are screaming for food! Thus we need to pull as many people as we are guided towards out of 3D and into the new, the reality of Love. Or just that one special stranger who then could pull others, led by the heart fired up by our heart’s energy. This time now is about souls again and they do not apply to human rules.

The new Earth (the joyful, light place) has been replacing the old Earth (the wounded, dense place). Visualize it as if one transparent planet Earth presses onto another Earth and pushes away everything which do not match the new ‘blueprint’ (I hate this word) it brings. This filtering applies to everything which is a vibration = the light, colors, sounds, energy, temperature, living beings etc.

The fire is up because the full Moon will be in the fire element and the zodiac conditioned for releasing accumulated energies fast  - anger, passion, hate, revenge, love, sexuality - a powerful yet ego driven Aries on 10/5, opposing the Sun in balancing, fair but undecided Libra. At the same time there have been amazing aspects in a disciplined, well organized and traditional Virgo -  Venus trine Pluto (today 10/3), Mars trine Pluto (10/1) then Venus and Mars (I believe they’ll conjunct on 10/5; the next such an event will be in 2019, previous was in 11/2015, check out your diaries ;) ) This time is especially important for the Seraphim and all other fire angelics (incl. ex-angels of war), fire beings, fire elementals like dragons, also healed Draconians, and Reptilians and other races who constantly operate and balance the fire element yet feel frustrated, restrained and limited in the human bodies.

I always through that it will be me to be rescued from the old world but my plasma (also called light) body activated itself permanently and unexpectedly from the back of the heart chakra (between shoulder blades) on 09/27/2017 and it was a blasting follow up of the first Draconian/Seraph wake up experience I had in 02/2016. This had made me a helper rather than someone to be helped ;) More below.

Thus if you’re one of these fire beings, whether in TF relationships or not, you got awakened by somebody else a few years ago, and are now on the ‘mission’ to share love and rise vibration of other humans, your heart may find certain individuals, often strangers who you occasionally meet exactly in the first part of October 2017. They may be people who share the same skills as you have, thus this makes opportunities to get introduced. You will feel attracted to each other mostly on a spiritual level. This is how we of the 5D communicate with others - via the direct heart connection. There are individuals who still sit in 3D and need to have their vibration risen up to feel that having love in the hearts is the most comfortable feeling ever and so they would like to hold it there, to spread further, even if they do not understand what in fact they’re doing and how much it helps everybody to escape the old Earth. If you spot such a person, they will recognize your heart too. It’s because their heart informed them to expect somebody with such a heart like yours to come their way, connect and make a hole in their well structured reality so they could receive love and joy they’ve been craving for, but couldn’t reach out for it on their own. At some point, people who show up may be members of your galactic family to be rescued, but somehow they are not yet aware who they are or what they need to rise their vibration and leave the 3D Earth. They will recognize you based on your vibration, eyes and the heart. It’s the best time to help them because they might have saved your ass in a galaxy millions of years ago, so now you can do them a favor and offer your purified love, without engaging physically and mentally. This is crucial, otherwise the balance will be disturbed and the task will be failed.

So when this connection is made with a stranger, there are a few procedures to follow, especially if you are in a TF relationship. We twins were given the right to share love amongst the people but we must not engage physically with others, to avoid creating an unwanted reality though a mental visualization (thought=energy=creation) and sexual desires too (wanting=pulling). We can only belong to another angelic, the twin and them to us. When you ‘come down’ into the human realm and find such an individual who works hard in the area related to the old world, has his/her heart guarded yet dreams of having a partner to share safety, love and a good conversation, ditch your human programming and give them love in spirit, from the heart to the heart. How to do this? At first it may be tricky because our old human behaviors will be triggered - if we feel a spiritual connection with somebody, the mind and the body will naturally want to tune in, to take action in the physical, to ask for that person’s phone number or email then contact them, to see them again, to go for temptations and rising obsessions of the body and heart all together. The human role will be triggered to be a mother/father, lover and best friend to such a person. Resist that, otherwise you’ll stretch and imbalance the task.

Another feeling which will come from the human is guilt that if I am with the TF I should not share my love with others. Partly correct, because you must not leave your Twin or remove him/her from your personal ‘bubble’/reality/universe. You don’t want to hurt your own heart but you don’t want to think too much about love either. When a connection is established between the hearts, another human reaction will show up to release all boundaries and let the other’s energy interact with you on all levels, also sexually. This is very unwanted, otherwise it leads to addictions as the bottom chakras are prone to 'rooting’ into vibrations they feel pleased or safe with. If you live in a TF relationship where the twin is out of touch solving his own issues and purging, or he/she doesn’t complement you often, then any complement coming from another sex - considering it comes from somebody of your kind - feels like a fresh air in the heart, and it pulls. And this is where it starts and where the balance and boundaries can be shaken and where you can be taken off your Path. Our Path is to return to the Oneness state of being (with the twin), to the Source, to realize and accept that the only comfortable energy in the Universe is love to share it further. But again, we cannot attach to other human beings.

These days, you have a chance to let your higher self teach you how much easier it is to just give love from the heart without engaging physically or even staying in touch with someone new. The fire element like engaging totally, so this is a new, need lesson. As a fiery being, I’m new to this but I’ve learnt fast so I’m sharing the story because the final results amazed me :)

I’ve had this situation exactly on 10/1 (Mars trine Pluto which is an instant connection between ‘old masculine energies’, in both sexes who prefer power, control, discipline, order and strength which unite them under such an aspect). I’ve been to a ‘gun picnic’. A right wing party in my country wants to push a new law to let citizens have an easier access to guns. I’m against anything right wing tries to force on people because they’re fearful and narrow-minded, they represent the decaying 3D reality which brought wounding, sexism, racism, and separation so they need to go. I’m against giving weapons to citizens too, because it’s a Christian country and all wars were started in the name of their god and have had continued for centuries. I do not wish some Christian zealot killed me because I refuse to sell my soul to one god or another. But I understood that since I’m well awakened and angelic, I had to go there to bring my energy so others could pick it up and change their lives forever. Vibration needs no words or action, it’s enough to spread it around the people. An invitation came totally unexpectedly a day earlier so I was convinced it’s the Universe tapping me to move my ass and check it out as there must be something for me to participate in. An application form had 2 questions - whether one wished to participate in a shooting lesson, or just be a listener of the politicians’ speeches. I tapped the shooting. Basically, I’ve no interest in both killing but also shooting to a static point, it’s just a waste of time (and bullets). As a Draconian war master however so I have ‘flying, aiming, locking on a target and shooting’ activity written in my spirit in a way. That’s why I knew that this was a ‘mission for an awakened Draconian, to bring my opened, healed heart amongst the right wing gun nuts. Thus I walked there to see how it’s organized since the shooting place isn’t far from my home, and noisy as you can imagine. I told myself to expect nothing and I only wanted to be guided by my heart without making any judgment. I was hanging out, alone amongst strangers, have seen many ego maniacs, fashion followers, but also people who looked very 'normal’ and who came to eat and drink free food rather then discuss an easier or tighter access to guns :)

When we were asked to form the first team of 15 folks and walk to the shooting site, I joined them at once. I then instantly paid attention to the gun instructor, a man physically not in my type. I loved how he followed safety procedures and was giving commands to keep discipline in the group and acted like a military, oh boy, he was all discipline and order, very Mars and Pluto all together. I always love it, this is very Draconian :) We were taught to follow orders but also to give orders because there’s equality in the race. Dracos have been taught to respect one another because we’re well trained and we cannot spare or lose specialists, and masters. And since we were trained to use vibration to command, either the voice, or heart, or mind, then we resonate with it strongly whenever we sense it. I haven’t seen the instructor’s eyes (eyes = an access to one’s heart) until the moment I asked him to take his dark protective eyeglasses off when we ended the training. But we’ll get to this later. I sensed that he also felt, saw and loved how I was applying to commands at once (like attracts like!), while other people were kind of laid-back, relaxed, ignorant just because it was a picnic for the public. One needs to realize however, that the picnic is over when you cross the line of a shooting range where they use real guns and bullets - there are strict rules to apply to and you must listen to the instructors without hesitation or argumentation because they’re trained to keep you safe. When they told us the rules, and asked if anyone had questions, again, I was the only who had :) The angelic awareness gives me now this sort of ‘primacy’ over unawakened humans that when people are too shy or blocked to ask questions, I then come out and trigger the energy of questions by formulating one, simple, intelligent Q so that instructors have some entertainment too. This is just boring when nobody digs further just to let teachers teach more :) And I again earnt a point from the the gun instructor my heart had chosen ;)

I shot a few times, then left, then I came back for another round even if I was not asked because it was a contest and a participant could only shoot one series then record the results. I liked it even the machine gun was to heavy though I earnt a few points. The instructor recognized me instantly and informed that I was already shooting. I didn’t lie so I said openly that I came again to learn further but not to participate in the contest anymore as I was aware it would be unfair. Military world likes honesty, fast answers and right decisions so the guy invited me to join again :) I came twice to the gun stand operated by the same instructor eventhough there were 4 more instructors at the site and 3 of us 15 were assigned to a trainer. My heart (not my brain) wanted me to go to him, even if my brain/logic told me to go to the female instructor the 2nd time, just for a difference, the guns were the same at each stand. Then after the 2nd shooting and before the 3rd group formed in a booth behind us, I knew I couldn’t try again because it was the contest to win a Colt. So I then stood next to the instructor because people left to feed, nobody had questions, and I felt he was very open to talk further. I asked him to teach me the right position to stand with the Kalashnikov again so we trained it amongst a few watchers. Then I asked him what other guns they had there and that I would enjoy a lighter pistol. This was the moment when my heart said - ‘ask him to take his eyeglasses off, force the eye contact’. The eye contact gives an access to one’s heart and vice versa. This was known by poets, criminals but is true to the spiritual community specifically. Once our hearts are purged and filled with divine love, we open other hearts to share love through looking into people’s eyes. Then the pure love energy of the heart anchors in their hearts, our spirit makes a direct contact with their spirit, and remains memorable as it is, triggers a research, questions, self-analysis, and a return to the Source in the end. So I was looking at him as if I wanted to spit out that question yet he noticed I was searching for something in his face and encouraged me by asking ‘What..?’ Then I asked him for taking those eyeglasses off ‘because I like the eye contact when I talk to people’. Again, my direct approach was what he loved. So he took them off and then looked at me with this guarded face and  daring eyes. I know the power of the eyes and how they can be read by those who know how. I always look into strangers’ eyes with a message that I accept who they are and whoever they are, but I bring the fire, independent opinions, honesty, I hide nothing and I want to be equally respected. This was the exchange - a warrior looking at another warrior. And he knew this. His eyes were narrow, light green but we looked at each other like provocateurs :) This is always an indicator that there is either air or fire element in action. To keep the conversation going and still ‘official’, I asked about gun models and prices. Turned out he had some Glocks but also Beretta 92F which was delightful news because I used to have a BB gun replica made by a respected well manufacturer so I admitted I was familiar with this model very well. (I actually gained an interest of my Twin in the beginning when I sent him a picture where I was posing with that gun because weapons match my look very well ;)) The instructor was pleased and said he had another BB Gun model from the same producer. So this was the moment we could hook into the conversation but... we had no time to talk further considering the 3rd group waiting behind. Yet I didn’t want to give him a chance to think that I was interested in him because in fact I wasn’t - it was only my heart which wanted me to approach to rise his vibration and so he could shift into the new reality with time.

The goal had been achieved, the spirits were put in touch, and so the love exchange on a distance could begin. My heart told me he was one of my soul group, guarded, tough face of a warrior but wanting love as everybody, He  really knew much about people, by observing them, learning, seeing details, behaviors, cause and effect. Shooters must have a good eye for a detail. I haven’t yet known that he was also spiritually skilled which came later that day. Now it gets more interesting. When I learnt about prices of a personal coaching I could not accept such a deal as I couldn’t afford it but it’s a cheap training ovrall if you make a good salary. That’s why most of the clients of the shooting range are rich folks. He instantly understood a negative, yet unspoken answer of my eyes and then he said something crucial - ‘It looks like the only way to teach you cheaper or even for free is to find a boyfriend at the shooting range’ :))) I knew he meant himself even if he was joking. I so smiled and said honestly - ‘I have one already. I don’t need two boyfriends’. He and the other instructor who was listening, pretended to be disappointed and smiled too. The honesty and direct conversation are always a big turn on for the fire carriers. Yet there was no sexuality between the lines, otherwise I would recognize it and my heart would tell me to detach. So in this moment an open connection and acceptance was established between hearts, spirits, energies, and I also got a confirmation that he found me attractive on may levels. He also asked if I lived here in the city as many people came from other towns. I then said I lived in the neighborhood and he looked delighted. We exchanged no details, no address, no names either. Then I said I was heading home, eventhough I could have waited until they finish the training after a few hours and join the public near bonfires and music, in the evening. Then we could sit together and talk. I didn’t want that because he could have had wrong ideas and my human could have been triggered too which obviously could push the boundaries I set to be faithful to the Twin. So I decided to leave and my heart was pleased that I opened his - the task I little knew about could continue.

Spirits stayed hooked together. I was walking home smiling to myself. I felt pleased, and he felt pleased because I knew he was looking for acceptance of who he was and how guarded he was too. In turn, I as a human woman needed a direct masculine interest. He must have felt I read into people’s vibration the same as he was. This heart to heart energy was rising in the evening. It was light, that kind of love to be loved for how it is, a smiling, soft yet passionate love which needs no heaviness, promises or loyalty. Love which comes and goes just to put you in  a good mood. This is what it wanted me to remember and embrace, to hold in my heart and send the same. Light and smiling. I knew he was thinking of me when I felt him so strongly, maybe he was even looking for me in the picnic site later while I was already home. He was very skilled spiritually which is something I wouldn’t expect from the gun instructor who apparently operates on the 3D zone! Again, expect nothing. Because he’s skilled, his energy came to me as much as my twin’s and it was easier because I was less a kilometer away from the site me and him met. It was buzzing with interest, pulling me to come back, to gaze more into my Draconian eyes and receive that what was in my heart.

So I was asking the Universe - ‘What’s next? What’s the purpose?’ My heart was filled with love and joy even the guy wasn’t my type at all and I didn’t fall in love. ‘Is he some new ‘love’ I am to join? Was my twin given to open me, heal and lead into a new relationship which would be better than that with him, mostly absent, LDR while the ‘new guy’ works a few meters away? Was my twin fake?’ Hundreds of questions while basking in love. My heart answered ‘no’ to all my questions. If I feel no physical pull to another man, the only energy is of the heart, or at least the mind. With the Twin there are all 3 vibrational matches available at once as we need to heal & integrate these 3 zones - the body, the mind, and the heart. So when you meet your twin, you’re both fascinated with all aspects of you two. My heart said - ‘Stay put. You felt lonely, wanted to be loved lately, to feel good, then enjoy this feeling but don’t attach, don’t change anything. Feel the love, utilize what you had learnt with the twin in spirit - the heart communication’. The answer is that in 5D zone, strangers can become close through the hearts and understand each other without words. That I - the angelic was to meet a man to rise his vibration while he heightened mine so then I could push pure unconditional love into his heart which would be what he was looking for. Yet I must not engage physically at all because I already have the twin. Kind of complicated but my higher self led me through this process next.

I was guarding myself against it at first because my human conditioning didn’t know how to deal with it. To let it pass or not. It was so tempting to open to this that I even thought some evil beings used the love aspect in the sky and sent that gun instructor on me to pull me away from the twin, and from our path :D But I like experimenting in spirit which is the only way to learn what is what and who is who during Ascension - nobody else can teach you that, you need to be curious and daring on your own. So I gave this feeling a chance to learn something completely new - to give love to another man in spirit while being dedicated to another man who is my other half and who sits in me and feels what’s going on. I said nothing to the Twin about this event, to avoid triggering a domino effect in the human brain, and yet there’s no danger I could ever betray or leave him because he is me, the twin is the ultimate ‘boyfriend’ :) It’s not even like being married, bored, to find a new possible lover. The idea was to tear the human (my and another’s) conditioning apart, to let love come out and in and give it to a masculine who earnt it by being a disciplined, careful human. The heart picks up individuals to be opened and prepared for healing, based on the guidance of the Universe. We can only follow or not, it’s always up to us to decide even if we resonate with the heart’s pull. Fear of sharing love is a big one, especially with strangers.

It was also important to have it happen before the Venus/Pluto trine (today, Tuesday, Martian day) and the full Moon (completion) on Thursday 10/5 since the general feminine energy could heal the old masculine (who in fact hurt her ages ago), one awakened warrior sent to heal the other unawakened warrior.

When I shifted in my mind into a position of a Draconian war queen surrounded by warriors, this feeling got even stronger and resonated with the heart. The queen is a goddess in a way, and motivates her soldiers by sending them love in spirit. Draconians have many queens and it’s a status, but some were born in the royal line, most important figures. Draconians have their hearts closed to participate in battles to process completely different energies, like the joy of the fight, but there are times when the shields go down and a reward - the love of the Queen is given during a gathering. It’s not to be fed, conditioned and become a loyal kamikaze but the true, sacred love Draconians share amongts the brotherhood. At least that how it was on motherships. Royal Draconians in humans, hybrids, are usually loners.

My participation in the gun picnic was to literately steal a 3D human (a militaristic man) into 5D though the heart connection, though giving unattached, non-physical love. A reward. 5D is the world of fun and abundance. We angelics can now ‘steal’ individuals into 5D by rising their vibration so the 3D zone has only a few evil individuals left to feed with. This is what rebels would do. We pull the good ones out of the old. Think of it as an ‘alien/angelic intervention’ without any hype. We expected aliens to come and help us, so they have come ;) But they live in us, in many of those who were destined to merge with themselves and the twin, and they act through our human bodies. They replaced the old structures which were infested with bad instincts, with self-sabotaging. In fact we were ‘aliens’ before we landed on Earth but we forgot. Now we - the original essence/consciousness/energy of us - came back into our human bodies to act, to lead others out of the old Earth. We must not stay with those we heal, move, rescue, make aware etc. however, specifically if we had found our true Twins. Once on a new ground, the ‘stolen humans’ are on their own, unless they really need some additional help. We can use love sent from the heart to heart only, to wake up their souls/spirits and these will guide them further. Don’t attach or get addicted to others while you are with the Twin. When you Ascended higher, you have become very attractive to people who didn’t have a chance to awaken yet because your pure heart, your unconditional intentions are seen in your eyes, and you glow with love, independence and freedom. These attributes pull those who are still attached to the old energy grid as much as you were pulled to the twin in the beginning when you didn’t know who you were together and individually. Recall, the next thing which we wanted to do to the Twin was to follow human procedures and force them into relationships, demanding behaviors, to control them etc. These never worked. People of the 3D can be still used by old, evil energies and triggered to hurt you, so offer love if you want to but don’t even talk about it because they won’t understand.

So I have stolen the gun instructor, not even physically coming back there. I set energetic boundaries to only allow his energy to flow between the hearts. For three days I was sending  and responding with very pure love as my heart wanted to give without anything human involved and it was making me feel good as well. When I was setting myself in a ‘receiving mode’ then the instructor was coming back in spirit to give love as well, it was so fiery, happy and instant. He trained my shooting skills (or reminded me how-to) and I was training his heart which was ready to embrace pure love, and yet from a real Seraph, fire angel and a former angel of war. For a gun instructor, it was a needed reward. I am also aware that this energy which allows for such a contact now won’t last long. I want him to rise vibration before it ends so he could then pull a matching woman to be happy with and share that pure love further :) It wasn’t logical, I was asked by the Universe to do it. It was a training for me too. I’ve realized that before I had recognized my TF I met men who I should have interacted in the same way with, heart to heart, instead of engaging physically and pressuring to form a relationship! The Twin was the only one to engage entirely with but how could I or him have known this before? ;) This showed me again the ego vs heart actions. Ego/brain wants a confirmation via receiving facts, proofs, and material stuff, while vibration confirms the heart.

We, angels interacted with human women (and men) in the beginning and we were punished for this, I do resonate with it. They called them Elohim but these included all kinds of angelics, not just one group. All who decided to come down and were called ‘gods’. Then we fucked up due to a temptation ;) If you want to interact with an angel, you need to be an awaken angelic on your own because only then you can match your high vibration with the other to avoid the power play. A beautiful simplicity of that event I’ve participated in is it was only about the heart, to teach the guy pure love and that he is loved for his daring heart and skills too. That he was a warrior, he disciplined himself, and was then unexpectedly rewarded by an angelic love, to soften his human shield and prepare him for the Ascension, to be sent more love by Gaia and the Universe together next.

I’m totally proud of that event, my reactions, understanding what should be done, and setting boundaries my heart suggested me to do. If I however felt that his energy was trying to disrespect those boundaries or use my energies like a vampire, I would instantly detach and ditch the ‘task’. I gave love to one of my kin without letting the bad energy take me away from the Path.

Many Draconians like myself are awakened now, purged enough to receive the Source’s beautiful, joyful love and so if they’ve leveled up, should reach out to their kin in spirit to make them join 5D Earth as well. Draconians come from a zone of a high vibration and have been trapped here on Earth in lower than acceptable conditions like many other galactic races and hybrids. The thing is that my galactic race can fully accept such a heart training only from our kin, this is how it always was, a rule - do not trust others. If you, a fellow Draco or Reptilian reader ask the Universe to guide you, it will send you opportunities, so don’t reject them based on what logic, the ego or the human inner child tells you, unless you are to be tricked into further BS, but you will foresee this ;) This is the only way we can counter-weight the struggling vibrations of the old world we participated in and often fought for but the new 5D is the only way to go if one wants to feel light and loved, to live far from fears, dualities and the survival instincts triggered in the brain. I already wrote a post about the brain and the heart spiritual interactions a long time ago, on how one overrides decisions and desires of the other.

These days the lowest layer of that 3D vibration which we humans are attached to through the root chakra is being dissolved. This is the best opportunity to finally let it all leave our bodies so we could become available to the new energy, that Love we know very well to fill also our root chakra and let the ‘snake in the loins’, the wisdom/memory of everything, freedom and passion overwhelm us with joy ;)

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The Orange Ray - who are you?

There’s a talk of Divine Rays of Creation online so I’d like to address the Orange Ray because everybody’s talking of Blue Rays and apparently others are sitting quiet, like non-existing ;) I’ve a feeling that I’ve covered that topic before, but I can’t find it now, so here you go, as it’s important to ‘know thyself’.

The story goes that in the beginning of the Universe, there were 3 founder flames/lights - blue (cyan), golden (yellow) and magenta. They then mixed and created other colors - green, red and blue (indigo). Then these mixed with both the founders and others to creating even more colors.

Physics discovered this:

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and this:

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On the electromagnetic spectrum scale, violet and indigo/blue light waves are the shortest, while orange and red is the longest. Thus one may say that the Blue Rays let go of old mental stuff and teachings easily as they trust the Universe’s guidance but the Oranges and the Reds not so well as they’re need a solid proof to believe. Blue Rays may be better in telepathy and learning things from the aura, or in spirit, but Oranges would like to have a human chat and maybe sex before judging :) Not that we are underdeveloped but we just need more proofs to figure out is one walks their talk as we like stability.

Orange Ray (in the color theory) is an amalgam, a creation of the Red and Yellow Rays (if Gold Ray is involved, then Orange gets a gold glow, or sparks).

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Orange is a Ray crucial for the act of creation to happen at all. Orange Ray is the energy of orgasm, the roar, the pleasure, the major transmutation of many into One, the ejection and the injection of itself into the Universe. Orange is the very essence of the blast, explosion, the Big Bang without which tension couldn’t be transmuted into calm. It is love, intimacy, passion and wit too.

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Therefore, it governs the 2nd of the 7, the sacral chakra in the human body (located below the belly button where the genital zone begins inside) which corresponds with anything pleasure (sex), joy, self-confidence and life-giving. Not just giving birth to children, but also bringing a (new) life to art, projects, ideas, moving things forward by motivation and encouragement, re-doing, re-storing things to give it a new shine and meaning.

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When the Red Ray brings action, tension and a need to express itself, then Orange takes it further to 1) transmute many into One, 2) release, eject & express, 3) create a thrilling joy by purification. When all these steps happen, the energy can then settle down and one can analyze everything what happened to bask in post-creation happiness, satisfaction and harmony -  here comes the Yellow Ray (of the Sun in the middle of the day), and the color of solar plexus chakra too.

The color of the Sun is traditionally assigned to the masculine energy but we all know females can be masculine too (here, here!), and humans have in fact 2 energies in one body, hence the inner conflict. As angelics, we are androgynous - we’re powered by the 3rd energy which is the mix of the masculine, feminine and the divine.

Now, people who identify themselves as the Orange Rays are: self-confident, usually well grounded, open, dynamic, multi-tasking, courageous, persistent, straight-forward, honest, positive, intelligent, intellectual, electric and magnetic at the same time, usually described as ‘hot’, ‘foxy’, ‘sexy’, generally attractive to the same and opposite sexes, which often has little to do with the physical look, but rather with the vibration of the body, the heart and mind. The Oranges love anything physical made with a use of the body, hands and legs, even hips ;). They enjoy the nature (gardening, camping, hiking, eating outdoor, visiting parks).

Of human activities however, they cherish sex the most, including outdoor sex because not only it brings their inner balance back but takes them ‘home’. Oranges are ‘natural born lovers’ who almost never need to learn anything sex-related - they just come and perform as they feel they should. They are turned on easily, and experience orgasms beyond human imagination. Oranges can have orgasms without the physical stimulation too and it its thanks to their fiery imagination. When they cum, they spiritually eject themselves out of the body, planet and galaxy and into the Universe, to their ‘home’ where they feel unlimited. They are craving for intense sex and orgasms as this is the only human activity letting them reach the highest state needed for the transmutation. The Oranges can have many sexual partners but these don’t make them feel closer to ‘god’. It’s because the Orange Rays are craving for that one and only to invest their precious, sacred powers into, the Perfect Lover who is also the boyfriend, the husband, the best friend, who stays put, is always available and enjoys passion as much as they do, etc etc. (Thus we got a Twin-Flame, to fire up as two!) It is best when said love making comes in a stable relationship, with trust and love but the Oranges can explode also during a one night stand, considering the lover is a trusted, direct and playful ‘professional’ who not only plays with the Oranges intellectually but understands their body language as well. Don’t forget about oils, candles, quiet music, massage and incense sticks. The spiritual self-ejection into the Universe lets the Orange Rays become that true sacred orange power without limiting requirements, addictions, templates, rules and regulations of the human world.

The Oranges scream loudly when they make love, but also sing aloud when they are home alone to release that constantly burning fire. If for whatever reason they cannot make love, they always ‘do’ something instead since ‘not doing’ makes them feel neurotic. They get frustrated when the Chi energy doesn’t have a creative outlet. They are very practical however and won’t make things which then they couldn’t utilize - thus they want to re-do, re-store, re-produce, then sell or at least share to hear some applause in return. They enjoy multiplying things creatively. If they buy anything or invest money in, they want to retrieve that money in any other form later on.

The Oranges are often artists, philosophers, tradesmen, business people, teachers, explorers, travelers, and/or sportsmen as they love motion (of a body or thought), yet moving on their own - exploring on foot, bike, to feel their own body strength and muscles’ effort. They love seeing things in motion too - car racing, ice skating, horse riding, a carrousel, a machine etc. but they prefer to participate in action. They have a natural ADHD symptoms which is in fact high body vibration. They are impatient but persistent which counter-weights the former and lets them achieve goals. If the goal however doesn’t materialize fast, they leave it for another time as they have no patience for waiting. The fire must burn! They bring the fire through practical, yet original ideas but they don’t have enough of patience to release them, so these must be continued by somebody who has a solid plan and more endurance. In fact, the Orange Rays could do well by selling ideas only.

The Orange Ray people are known for the self-talk which keeps them in touch with their Higher Self and confirms their best choices, but they also love talking directly to others, inducing plants, animals, insects and even items. The Oranges somewhat hate the sound of the telephone as they are afraid of anything sudden - usually unpleasant news which could disturb their inner  balance, considering that it was a hard task to balance the fire. They love anything what tastes sweet (like sweet wine, dark chocolate, vanilla ice cream etc.) and very spicy too. The Oranges enjoys seeing beautiful sights -  views from the mountain, dancing flames of a bonfire, sunsets, wastelands, deserts, space and freedom, hot sunshine, hot winds, hot air, hot water, and anything which makes their tense muscles in the back, thighs, sacral and root chakras (and the brain!) relax.

They love the feel during the sunset when the orange light covers everything - they then feel united with All That Is, safe and exclusively loved by the Sun at that very moment. They often paint their room orange to mimic and surround themselves with such a burning light and express own shine too. In astronomy, an orange star often means a dying star which may also bring memories of a star the Orange Rays might have lived near by and which might exploded in the distant past bringing an end to their existence. Orange light however carries deep, sacral love and thus the dying star also emanates it. A connection with the Sun, also with orange, giant stars like Betelgeuse, Antares, Arcturus, Aldebaran, and with orange rock and soil, volcanoes and lava, with Mars and/or Venus feels natural to these Orange human-angelics.

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The Orange Rays cannot stand uncertainty, lack of knowledge and safety, instability, chaos, and poor life conditions. They dislike cold weather, cold winds, rain and cold water overall. Skin & joints are sensitive. Mentally, they cannot cope with enslavement, a lack of freedom of choice, sadness, sickness (own or anybody around), and they hate the low vibration overall. Very sensitive thus very reactive to sounds, colors, fragrances, forms, shapes, and said motion. The Oranges are naturally egocentric and run away from anything unpleasant as means to protect themselves from disturbance because they know it takes much of their inner power and time to make them re-balanced. They know themselves very well as they listen to their bodies, hearts and minds. If they run, it means they felt their inner harmony greatly endangered.

They are somewhat persistent to stay in the same environment for many years if they don’t find anything better as they don’t like changes, even-though they are natural energy transmuters. Transmutation through the Orange Ray is an ultimate, complete, a non-revertible experience, so the Orange knows he/she can burn out quickly if they overload their powers. That’s why adult Orange Rays are aware (through past experiences) to not engage foolishly into changing things for others, and giving them own power, if such individuals neither want a change, nor asked for help. The Oranges hate making mistakes. Every adult Orange Ray’s decision comes after lots of thinking, analysis and testing because they want to take only one action, to invest only once and well, then be at least 95% satisfied and feel secure. This is not natural, but self-taught after receiving a few bitter life lessons. The Oranges are as impulsive as Red Rays, with the difference that the Reds like keeping things for themselves, but the Oranges love sharing. Orange Rays don’t like taking a risk but are brave when they face an emergency situation, and then often lead other people telling them what to do, and fast! They turn into an adviser, motivator, protector and warrior.

If Orange Rays cannot express themselves, they get bipolar - angry and frustrated, blaming and hating everybody around for own pity, often becoming self-destructive. Then if anything finally lets them have fun, they may exaggerate or become addicted easily. Orange hates anything cold, but they’re somewhat attracted to places unavailable to them or to reserved people, as if they wanted to test themselves, to try to melt any resistance or ice away. Oranges are put off by rabble, rudeness, arrogance, stupidity, manipulation, cruelty, slavery and blindness.

The biggest advantage of being born as the Orange Ray is that you force yourself to move on after every failure because you hate that stuck energy within. You always find that one more hope, thinking that when you do things differently the next time, then you will finally achieve what you desired. You transmute everything from shallow into high, more advanced, and certainly happier. You bring fire, motivation, action into places and into people’s vibration even if you don’t interact with these. You bring hope. It’s enough that you are amongst the people or in places (which also emanate energy) and shine with your golden sparks, vibrant energy and the inner heat. You simply make depressed people stand up and move on; believe that things must be improved.

At some point, Oranges realize they came from the Sun (or Sun-like stars) and they can radiate such a physical heat too. It is important they become aware they are a sun within and they can heat themselves up anytime they want which warmth will keep them positive, away from fears and worrying.

The Orange folks serve as conductors to let raw energies from Gaia flow into the Universe, and vice versa. They do it through own bodies, by filtering, rejecting the bad and weak, letting only the best, most valuable and the strongest vibration pass through. That’s why they have to find a way, of even few ways to release, trash the transmutation process ‘leftovers’ to keep the ‘furnace’ clean. Leaving a soot in a chimney is dangerous, as it can catch fire easily! :)

Life mission of Orange Rays is to believe and trust in themselves and support own self-confidence. It’s because they are open which is great, but they may be prone to other people’s influence at times of weakness, when they run on low energy or were contacted by low vibration, or transmuted too much of raw energy. The Oranges can become very depressed as they sometime think like a victim, that if bad things happen to them it’s only about them, as if they were chosen to suffer while others have the right to be free and happy at the same time.

Angelic, unearthly beings related to he Orange Rays are Seraphim and Ophanim, Powers, elementals (ie. Fire Djinns), Dragons, Phoenix, and others who use the element of the Sun, electricity, lightning and fire as their core power (though humans with the essences of ie. Seraphim can also resonate with other colors as well).

When it comes to helpful minerals and gemstones, the Orange Rays will benefit from are those gems which rise and/or protect high vibration (antophyllit, black shiva lingam, vanadite, ruby, red and green garnets, red corral, septarians, pink and brecciated jaspers), anchor own energy (black torumaline, hematite, jasper kambaba), allow for the Universe’s & Gaia’s energy transmutation (black tektite, black onyx, sodalite), keep the mind active, balanced and confident (orange, fire and red calcites, and also calcite with rutile), keep the blood flowing well and digestion stable (agate carnelian, red jasper, hematite, bloodstone, danburite, orange opal, yellow jasper, unakite, tiger’s eye, citrine). Blue and green soothing stones like blue & green calcites, angelite, chrysocola, turquoise, aquamarine, including also white, pink and yellow opals, stilbite and celestine will let them sleep well :) Self-confidence and inner trust will be protected by tiger’s eye, mookait jasper, snowflake and Apache tears obsidians (the latter will siphon all worries and detach from unhappiness, clean them in water sometime). Sodalite will let the Orange Rays detach from the earthy plane to explore the outer zones through their higher heart and the mind’s eye. Red Garnet is perfect to keep the sexual stamina balanced and in place.

When it comes to fashion, the Orange Rays look the best when they underline their natural dynamics, thus sporty clothes may do. Orange also brings authority and leadership so both men and women look good in official suits, or even regimentals. Colors which may make the Orange feel more in tune with themselves are, obviously, orange, but also red, gold and golden, dark or pale green, dark blue, indigo, brown, and brick-like colors too. White will underline their inner independence. Black is the best contrast but only when composed with red or orange as too much of black subdues the Orange Ray’s inner fire and outer shine. The Oranges may avoid magenta and pink colors which damage their natural vibration, and light blue which makes them feel like conflicted, cold, caged and muted. Purple may or may not look good on the Oranges, depending on their physical body traits. It’s always all up to your own preference and feel.

Finally, do Orange Rays mix well with opposite colors? I don’t know. It may be that Twin Flames come from the 2 color ‘families’ - one major which lets them feel the same vibration within and which pulls them together (two Orange or Blue rays, or the ‘closest neighbors’ on the electromagnetic light scale - Orange and Red, Blue and Violet, Green and Yellow), and the other color is added as an opposite to make one twin trigger the other and teach something else ;) Ie. an Orange-Blue + Red-Indigo Rays couple, etc. I’m not en expert in these, but I know I’m Orange-Golden with some traits of Blue or Indigo and my twin is definitely one of the Indigo as not only he loves blue (I don’t) but he also creates art & music so this means he has the Orange or Red Ray’s influence.

Thanks for reading & enjoy!

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End of the old Earth - September 23 - oh yes!

Of other things, there’s actually a good reason why it had been brought lately by some 'Bible followers’* that 09/23/2017 brings the end of the Earth, a catastrophe, Nibiru’s return or whatever. Guess what. Considering another planet’s alignment (with Jupiter and Virgo included) and the fall/spring equinox that day, it will be a (welcome!) ‘catastrophe’, just as 2012 was! >:))

(source: Stellarium software)

It will be the end of their old school control over our minds and bodies, end of pleasing others, end of old teachings, the mental and emotional harassment to lay low and act like a worthless zero, fearful, the end of threatening us with god’s anger, death, and destruction for sins we never made, and the scare against the Red Dragon specifically. I don’t know if the Red Dragon comes soon or in 2036 (the Fire Dragon’s year) or if it’s already here in all abusive countries making people wake up, stand up, look around, speak aloud and take action.

The Red Dragon may appear in the least expected place. The dragon is the wisdom & truth which the Catholic Church had been trying to cover and fears as they’re liars and they made up something to rule over this planet. The Red Dragon is the true Life Force, the Chi energy, independent free-thinker, vital, sexual, fiery, wise, omnipotent, and multi-talented. It depicts everything the Catholic Church (Islam & Judaism too) had been trying to tame, especially in Europe, Africa, Australia and South America between XII-XV centuries. One religion triggers the birth of another, with more dualities, stirring more conflict and wars, to fight ‘in the name of 1 exclusive god who is best then any other’. The most harmful, forced procedure is a conversion from a pure, happy spirit into a ‘dirty’ sinner, mortal who must pay cash to be ‘purged’. Conversion to any religion from a non-religious state of pure spirit is a rape performed on said spirit.

The coming of the Red Dragon means the ultimate end of lies of the Church and all organized religions in the eyes of billions of people. Not that bishops will shut up. It’s the people who will find a detachment in their hearts, minds and spirits to not give any more energy - attention, thoughts and money to, but also and against religions. Often when we dislike something we nevertheless engage into criticizing which is also giving one’s energy to that negative force which created the topic, and feeds with. Religions will die out without attention. If there’s a venue but nobody wants to perform at and watch, it gets abandoned, it loses sponsors and supporters. The only answer people can give to the Church is ‘No!’, because they should know by now where love and peace can be found - in their own hearts and in activities which make their hearts truly happy. Churches will be abandoned and forgotten. Cardinals and bishops will not be given any more grants, easy money, they will not be invited to bless a new company, street, condo, or a governor. They’ll no more decide if a person can be buried on a cemetery owned by the Church. Or if a woman should undergo abortion or not, or if a pharmacy can sell ‘abortion’ pills, or even condoms to young women and men. All this sexuality makes the Church jealous because they have formally deprived themselves of it, yet their bodies are screaming for sex because it’s a human thing to have and they’re mostly men in this ‘service to humanity’. Sex, when supported with love, trust, connection, stability means pure joy, yet it’s a process of releasing dualities which we humans were pushed into, of harmonization, balancing, and a creation of the most powerful 3rd energy in union (and unison even better!) which makes us closer to angelic beings as we used to be. Instead, priests and cardinals end up shooting movies with abused little boys grabbed from a choir then are forgiven and covered by the Vatican. I’m foreseeing that churches will be transformed into places for art, dance, music and spirit, ran and owned by non-religious, yet spiritual, artistic people to enjoy their free spirits and co-create, as these places usually have a capacity and architecture prepared to capture a lot of vibration to resonate well. How many priests will leave the Church to pretend they’re different now, to keep the money flow? :] What will the Vatican do? Move out on Mars accompanied by NASA and Elon Musk? Hey, we’ve been there. All they’re looking for are lost, buried weapons and skeletons in corridors below the surface. We’ve lost Venus, we’ve lost Mars and if changes are not made, we may lose Earth too if the oceans pollution continues. So far oceans are treated like a bag for everything, from regular cans to trashed satellites, rockets and nuclear tests. The BP’s oil spill in the Gulf of Mexico is the one to blame for the latest increase of hurricanes in that area, plus weather control which is no more needed as the ozone layer returns to its previous, healthy state but the weather control had done more damage than it was supposed to help.

The Red Dragon is the symbolical sea of living anger of pure spirits, old souls who were suppressed in their natural progression for million years. It is a consciousness of wisdom which not only opens the eyes and hearts but also stirs an angry response towards those who have abused us for so long. Religion, banks, government, husbands, wives, children, parents, employers and employees, social media owners etc etc etc = a total revolution is underway. Angelics cannot develop any further when we still need to beg for money every week, being slaves in companies where we do not do what enjoys us, paid little and demanded much, underestimated when we create art, novels, movies, music, handmade stuff and when consumers demand it almost for free. We cannot move any further in our Ascension if all these limitations, a lack of understanding and empathy exist. The split will occur because it is our wish to move on, to burn bridges while we leave the rest of the population to their own devices.

2012 was also announced as the ‘end’ year and yet it was the end - of the waiting, of old consciousness, of limitation; those who were meant to meet, they have met as promised and wished for. We recognized w/ my twin in 2012. And guess what? 2012 was the year of the Water Dragon. Mayans, Aztects respected a snake. Snake and Dragon, are very meaningful in many ancient cultures, they appear under similar names and may also be depicted alike (the Euro dragon is different to the Eastern dragon, but for instance Wikings’ dragons when used for a boat decoration were similar to snakes). It was in 2012 when it ate its tail = the snake/dragon had learnt about himself and became ready to advance to another level. And so the next cycle started then. Our eyes felt bigger and dry, colors looked more intense and shapes were sharper, reality felt closer, separation was temporarily gone.

I’m not saying that it’s all related to a dragon but myths and legends and also religions always try to slain the dragon/snake, as if symbolically to prevent the advancement of the Earth, the truth for the humans, the change of the linear time into quantum etc, the overall progress and transformation. Myths and legends were mostly made to scare people against monsters - the reason for why the fear of unknown, ugly, non-humanoid, and overall different was created. The ancient reason for racism and hatred towards minorities too. Obviously, there were also nice, and happy legends ;) We’ll welcome the Wood Dragon in 2024 (numerological 44=8) but in 2036 (56=11) we’ll have the year of the Fire Dragon again. It’s another cycle too - Water lets the Wood grow. The Wood lets the Fire burn. We’re 5 & 6 (33) with my twin thus 11 together. I only hope we won’t need to wait that long to start living together as it would make us enjoy only several years together before we die, with over 20 years in LDR. Ugh. I didn’t volunteer for such a drama. I will be 60 years old in 2036 = 60 = 3+3 ;)

When I get ready I’ll write about who Seraphim, Dragons and Draconians are, as I’ve received from my higher self to shed some new light on the topic. I carry the essence of these.

*(Genesis seems to be the only chapter left alone because this Universe was was always about genes, creation, while other chapters were altered for the purpose of the Church’s expansion and killing the remained truth, wisdom, burning wise healers, channelers, free people who only follow their heart and rebel against taking alien’s contradictory ‘rules’ into their pure spirit).

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Post Venus and Moon occultation - Fire Dragon unleashed

As I described before, my energy was totally down during Mars & Mercury conjunction on 09/16. The next day was the Moon & Venus occultation accompanied by Mars, Mercury and Regulus. (Astronomical pictures can be seen, for instance, here).

The day of 09/17 started with such a strong and loving connection with the Twin that I finally felt we’re on the same side of the 'heart’, in the same dimension, level, you name it. He was there with me in spirit and we were  glued with open hearts, sharing limitless love, hiding nothing - one of many merges we’ve experienced this year but each one feels better than the previous ;) No text or talk however. There was intense love, passion and sexuality all mixed together in the air thanks to so many celestial bodies lined up.

But then, afternoon when all planets aligned better, I experienced the most furious anger I’ve felt for a long time which was not related to the twin or anything specific, it arose in me out of nowhere. My body wanted to spit it out. It was ancient but so very real and alive. My core life force, the essence, spirit have awakened.

It was some kind of violent transmutation, like in alchemy when you mix two compounds which melt furiously. An incineration of what the true spirit (dragon’s essence for me in this case) couldn’t stand anymore. The dragon wanted to literately burn and destroy all humans who still are not using their minds and hearts, who do not reach out to learn more about who they really are, who are lazy, ignorant, who delay this entire Ascension, who are asleep sheep (consumers), who keep the side of old, forced traditions, customs, male-female marriages only, who disrespect minorities, and who even stand in the rebels’ way who follow the truth of own intuition, higher self and heart (these bad guys are the government, politicians, banks, providers of many crucial things like water, gas, electricity etc.). Dragon desired to burn those who twist and revert simple truths to serve their purposes even when everybody sees they’re lying (police, courts, homeland security etc.), but they don’t do anything to leave the negative energy they’re linked to. Stand the fuck at the side of love and fairness. Love feels comfortable. Leave the old. Leave chaos. Choose harmony, order and own freedom. The overall blindness, wasting of our time, stupidity and idiocy of some people are what old, wise dragons cannot cope with anymore. Maybe it’s the moment which Gaia was waiting for and preparing to unleash the dragons as the final force.

My anger was all merged with some ancient pain towards humans as they were abusing, devaluing the symbol of the dragon. Humans misjudging and misinterpreting Draconians’ intentions (duality & chaos control) once we saw what’s going on here on Earth and what negative Reptilians with their allies cooked. I will soon write another article about who Draconians are and those who were born with the Dragonian Code of Honor in their hearts (related to true celestial, royal Dragons) because I feel it’s time to share and I know many will resonate as the truth must be told from the other side. I often catch those Pleiadans’, Jesus/Mary or archangels’ contactees who know nothing about Draconians other than that what was already written on the Internet and in books by those who didn’t like our true nature. And yet we were always right. I’m sick when I read one more article about how Draconians are cruel and abusive, all this copy/paste propaganda amongst New Age people brought by religious zealots to make more people hate and fear those who are the strongest, the oldest and wisest, who survived more than other species here in the Universe and were wounded on Earth and ‘wired wrong’ the same like others.

(Credit: Sandara)

Anyway, I’m the Fire Dragon and I’ve tasted the full meaning of both ‘fire’ and ‘dragon’s fury’ one more time on 09/17, which as always, left me purified and transmuted within. The fire & anger consumed me. I liked it at some point. It was this true, authentic energy which drives warriors to fight, to engage, hit only once and annihilate the enemy. I really wanted to avoid fighting with people because everybody felt an enemy, so I took garden scissors and started aggressively trimming a hedge in the garden (one of those which needed some good cut) because the dragon, the master warrior literally possessed me and wanted to fight using the fire, sword, stick, anything weapon, against everything what was wrong around. To hit it, smash it, transmute it, to bring order and refreshment to chaos and decay. The position of the Moon also plays a role here - I’ve full Moon in Virgo (funny part, there’s the opposition, the new Moon in Virgo coming on 09/21/17), but if you have different aspects with the Moon and zodiac, things characteristic for the zodiac could trigger you inside - ie. Virgo hates disorder and stupidity, Pisces hates narrow-mindedness, Sag hates animal’s abuse & slavery, Libra hates disharmony etc. I don’t want to sound like a bigot because I repeated many times I’ve little faith in astrology as it is with all its stiff rules and regulations (it always turns out more flexible then given in books) but some vibrational aspects of planets and their connection to us prove themselves as they happen, yet they effect differently each time because all is in a constant motion and a change. The last close conjunction of Mars and Mercury was on 1/1/2017 and I felt nothing like I did a few months later.

So in the bubble of anger, I was living two lives at the same time. One - of a human on Earth aware of its inner conflict, amnesia and limitations but who can’t do much, so she always rebels and stays away of life as she doesn’t like it here, and the other of the most powerful dragon/Draconian who always feel superior to humans but it respects them as long as they respect him. The Dragon who can no more cope with the life inside of the human body, the entire environment, street noise, pollution, disrespect & greed of the local government towards citizens, the stupid human rules and regulations like money, bureaucracy, taxes, trials, all those little things which human were chained with to decrease our worth to zero and which have nothing to do with the vastness and greatness of the Universe as it is, of beings we used to be,  and the true life, peace in the outerspace. Dragons know the Universe very well. We co-created many places and individuals.

I found myself as if in a bubble of a different reality, at a training place, a battle ring of some sort. I was a Draconian war master (always a masculine as I used to be in my past lives) and I was challenged by a ‘volunteer’ who wanted to show his skills to me. I’ve accepted and we began the fight. ‘Hah! Let the fight begin!’ That was a furious fight, I was provoking him with words to hit me, laughing with excitement since the joy of the fight is the best thing to feel by a fearless master warrior, it’s like a vitamin for the entire spirit, fueling the veins with unearthly power. I then hit and we fought for a while, it was a real show of power. I wasn’t using swiftness as some Draconians are not that swift, but the physical strength of the ‘body’, specifically arms and long legs, and I pressured him like a tank, because I knew I’m the strongest. I was roaring. Also as a human I was gnarling and growling, the spirit made me release these, gladly I was alone there ;) They were the original dragonian/Draconian battle sounds. I could have killed him but he didn’t come to the place to die, and I would have no satisfaction either. Positive warriors share a common code of honor - if you fight well, you’ve the fire inside, yet you can control your body, muscles and moves on your wish, you’re highly respected by other warriors, even if you’re in a situation before the last cut is made. During that fight, I could estimate how good he was, see his weaknesses and I wanted to trigger him to show his best, to go beyond himself, to fly with that weapon he had. In the end, when I won because he hadn’t known yet the tricks I had, I was excited and expressed the master’s passionate opinion that he was a great fighter and I saw his potential. He thanked me, and I knew I filled his heart with motivation and satisfaction.

If I had a tail, I would be smashing everything with it, flipping it left and right. My inner strength during all this experience was so immense that in my thoughts/consciousness/the bubble of fury I was even provoking Satan to prove him how weak he is, and that whatever he created through religions, both Catholic and Islam it’s over, to smash him with my fire like a little bug. (Btw. Satan isn’t Lucifer, as Lucifer was indeed a rebel, came down with other Seraphim with an intention to help humans before all that harmful duality was introduced down here - that may be in another post here sometime soon, a truth I’ve received in one of channelings from the Universe during a Lion’s Gates last year).

Then it all calmed down in the evening, I was weak, internally purified, hands were shaky and I slept very well too. I’m feeling dizzy & cold today, the floor seems to be made of ‘rubber’ or ‘sponge’ and it feels like making less resistance than normally, and that regular stiffness felt in feet, knees, neck and spine feels less. In fact muscles supporting the spine feels weirdly loose today (I work out so they’re strong). Wings anybody? Also the gravity sometime feels as if gone and I walk in an out ‘empty spots in the space’ which make me feel like falling into something, that levels of what I step on are on different heights. All these may be exactly one big ascension symptom related to embodying the light body, spirit, our original essence in many dimensions at the same time, that we feel the matter differently or the matter somehow disappears and yet we can see it normally ;). I don’t know the mechanics behind it but it just feels weird, like about to pass out yet they are only milliseconds and everything gets back to normal. But I’ve no body pains which is good. 2013-2014, before and after meeting the twin the 1st time they were the worst years for my solar plexus & root chakras but then I didn’t know much about Ascension symptoms ;). It’s so easy to panic.

The clearing effect of the Leo’s star Regulus and also the aspect you have with the Moon had effected many people in different ways. (I’ve full Moon in Virgo, details, concrete information, simplicity, bringing an order to chaos). Here’s somebody’s else’s latest spiritual experience, and a break through of the spirit through the human’s ‘layer’ of waiting, stagnation, the veil, the limitations, the rotting old life, the routine etc.: “I quit” http://in5d.com/i-quit/

One would say that what we experience it’s a fury of a long suppressed  goddess but I completely do not resonate with ‘feminine only’ component in it. It’s the original, androgynous energy which I spoke of in the last post, which we must retrieve and balance within, 2 dualities which when harmonized and pulled out of chaos, they make the 3rd original energy of union within the self, with the universe and with the twin, if you found one. 33 where 3 is above and 3 is below, original and the copy of you who merge and become one and multidimensional, omnipotent within. It calls for setting boundaries, to stop the famous ‘service to others’ and begin the ‘service to self’, the energy preservation because for some reason the spirit needs us integrated and whole as it doesn’t want to come in then feed others. So these days your masculine or feminine energy may violently demand your attention, to give it what it used to have, yet conditions have changed and we didn’t come here to fight (=warrior). It’ll pass too. If you know what to do, do it, If you don’t know, keep waiting for your timing. I don’t know the next steps, thus I’m still observing and taking notes in my awakening diary.

The more our light body returns to us, the more it learns what this planet had done to us, not just 3D & 4D energies but dualities, other people, environment, genes, rules and regulations. And the spirit rages to take us away from it!

Btw. the old 3D is not just dissolving, it’s rotting! It stinks! If you are in a place where it stinks for no reason, it’s a decay of some 3D vibration which can no more exist in such a place.

Until next time.

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Mars, Mercury, Venus, Moon, Regulus - occultation

Since I wrote about September 16th and it’s conjunction between Mars and Mercury before, I’d like to share what actually happened that day to me. It was very different that I though it could be!

I’m linked tightly with these two planets which give me a quick, mental stimulation (Mercury) and a power drive to have things done (Mars), yet number 16 is involved in my birth date too.

http://earthsky.org/tonight/mercurymars-conjunction-before-sunrise

Energies of planets in this solar system have been distorted but they’re purging (through us), retrieving their best, divine, original vibration. That’s why most of us are either attached to old masculine or old feminine, not depended on your actual sex. The old negative masculine traits are aggression, impatience, anger, hate, abuse, manipulation, control, labeling, lack of empathy, forcing things to happen, invasion, rudeness, ‘my way is the only way’, shielded heart, etc. 

During the last night, 09/16 at 4 am just before the very conjunction, I felt as if something put a ‘black hat’ on my consciousness, on my senses, on my ‘radars’ which I channel with. I saw black and blue expanding waves in my 3rd eye and there was also a feeling of 2 parts coming together, meeting inside of me. They were not excited about the meeting but they knew it was planned on happening and they had to undergo the process.

When I woke up, I put myself in the blank state of the mind - not expecting, just receiving whatever was coming from above. And my mood was worsening each hour! I felt mentally unable to create, to write, to think, to focus - a complete disability to use my both mental and physical powers. I was changing interests every 5 minutes, leaving things unfinished. My body didn’t want to give its energy to any of tasks I began doing. I could only lay down in bed, not even wanting to go outdoor. The mind was blocked against thinking about anything ancient. I couldn’t read about Incas or watch any documentaries. The brain didn’t want to process or have anything to do with that. It was similar to a state of depression where everything feels lost and yet I felt I was deprived of my regular 'Chi’ life energy and some layer of me was made to die again.

And when I dug deeper into myself, I asked my higher self why I was feeling so disconnected (I expected feeling quite the opposite - filled with ideas and action on that day), I received this answer: “Your old electric masculine energies are being removed because they are a source of conflict within. You cannot perform any longer like this. You didn’t achieve anything during the last few years, even you have been  driven by these two - mental stimulation and ability to have things done. Thus they have to be taken out of you so you could be filled with the Light next which carries inspiration and creation. All you were doing was based on forcing yourself to thinking, having ideas, performing tasks, taking action, preparing, etc. This is a human behavior but not angelic. It was captured while you were collecting experiences when you left the Source of love - in various galaxies, on various planets and here on Earth specifically, during Orion, Sirius & Lyra wars, an encounter with a black hole, Mars, Venus and other home star and planet disasters, a following battle for survival, a constant enslavement, manipulation, brainwashing and a fight for the truth etc. You are VERY old. Plus, you were a male in all your past lives (this I figured out before), only in this life you are a female. And yet you don’t accept it because you know who you used to be, and you do everything like guys to stay authentic to your self because this your core power. Which is OK because it lets you stay with the masculine energy and yet in the feminine body with all its benefits - you don’t try to fit it into the feminine. Fitting in means a betrayal of the authentic self. But since these energies are too separated inside of you, there’s an imbalance and conflict within, and this must be removed so you could embrace your androgynous vibration fully. This was your original vibration, accept it to feel smooth inside. Oh, and do mind those crown tingles you feel once in left, then right brain hemispheres, then in both. This is a needed release”.

So I spent the day just letting it happen, while telling the Universe that it’d better be good so the next energies I receive would be equally satisfying and  come into me fast, as I couldn’t live in such a state of energy absence any longer. In the evening I started feeling a bit better. I slept better too. I feel dry and empty today, but not so 'robbed’ anymore. This is the waiting time for another celestial event to happen.

The old feminine energies are represented by the Moon and Venus, which happen to enter an occultation just 2 days later on September 18th and it will also involve Mars, Mercury and Leo’s Regulus! Leo has experienced a solar eclipse lately.

http://earthsky.org/tonight/occultations-galore-on-september-18

This day may be important to all of you who feel very feminine yet this excess of energy brings all kinds of troubles into your life - manipulation, trusting wrong people, being back-stabbed, indecisiveness, mood swings, illogical actions, lending money or items and not getting them back, responding to a discussion before understanding it, speaking too much and doing little, feeling too much etc. We’re talking negative feminine traits.

Mercury & Mars make for an inner conflict between thinking and performing. ‘Should I do it this way or that way? Should I act from the logic/experience, or from the heart/passion/joy?’. Venus and Moon make us wonder ‘Should I do it alt all? How will I feel when I do this or that?’ These create delusions, self-inflicted wounds, addictions, being manipulated into things, weak will power, loving and protecting those who hurt, abuse, lack of logical thinking, danger of being a victim, inviting parasites, lowlifes and energy vampires into one’s existence, etc. And considering somebody their twin flame, while they’re not ;)

What’s happening before the Fall Equinox (22-23/09) is the balancing of our core energies and/or removal of the excess of some of these. Angelic and non-human life force is androgynous. It’s only the human that was made with such a duality embedded inside, to fight all the time either with one other, or remain in an inner conflict to sabotage the self (due to a lack of understanding how the other feels, and what motivates them).

The equalization happens also between me and the twin, in spirit, because it was the 3rd night in a row when I dreamt of us. We were close, sitting, listening, we even kissed and it made me feel the same when we kissed for real - complete within, detached from all energies which are not ours, accepted, having all internal sensors and antennas turned off, not needing to search for him or his love anymore. I rarely dream of us so it must mean something, that we are coming even closer.

I don’t know how it’s going to roll out after the Equinox. If you come across experiences like I shared above, stay balanced and let yourself be replaced by the better, don’t fight it. This way we could hold love, as love is the only comfortable vibration from now on when the split between the old and the upgraded is happening.

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The  Sun had spoken again - Horus - RA

I woke up today totally healed, the connection with the twin was incredible open and sacral, and erotic too. I siphoned our Oneness into the heart and sacral chakra even more and it now all goes into the solar plexus and the sacral areas to bring joy. Now, what I spotted today when I was checking out if there were more solar flares. Here’s a picture of the sunspot AR 2673 which produced the X9.33 solar flare on Sept. 6th, 2017 (and which had such a strong effect on my head and heart later on). What I’m seeing in this picture it is a right side of a head of a golden falcon who has his eye closed and you can also see a sharp beak facing the inside of the sunspot. It’s a truly artistic image, not altered. Golden Falcon, Sun, Seraphim, and the solar flare’s impact absorbed mostly by Africa, Europe, Brazil and Peru... :) Dear Seraphim team, here we come!

(Credit: Philippe Tosi, source: Spaceweathergallery)

This now makes me think of Horus and god RA! So if such an unexpected (in the solar minimum) X9.33 solar flare blasted on Egypt and surrounding places then.. Has RA returned? Is this the reason why I felt this amazing soft and divine energy floating around me and was made to repeat ‘I AM the Sun. I radiate’ on 09/4?? This is so real that now I’m speechless :)) The human brain says - yeah, a pattern which looks like a falcon, move on. And perhaps it’s more than this... Time will tell. This has so many implications that I’m amazed how it may play out next.

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The Sun had spoken again - 33 Pisces Virgo

Ladies and gentleman, it has begun! According to my channelings, there’s a rise of the proper, max love energy coming from the Galactic Central Sun, the Galactic Heart, through our Sun. I feel it as an increased flow of love, inspiration, easiness, and pleasure crawling down from my heart into my solar plexus.

I’m very connected with the twin, the heart communication is joined by the third eye’s activation, and the minds are also attuned. We also talk at times and we love each other much more openly than anytime before, online (LDR). Fears of showing and receiving feelings of love and care are gone. We gaze at each other on a cam just as in the beginning, with a difference that we don’t shy away after a few seconds Even the look of ourselves in an additional little Skype window doesn’t distract us. He had matured while I have less ego issues, expectations, survival impulses but more understanding that everything had been planned above to favor this relationship, to give us the best, to make us together to stay in this lifetime, just as every other true twins should get. I stick to patience and I detach from any incoming triggers of the evil energy which are less and less effective. They have no more power over my mind. Because it’s been always the brain, as the heart knows the truth and remains confident. We just gaze with love and passion - we know we’re both worth of gazing. I somehow know that September it’s his time to awaken more (he told me he didn’t have any channelings or other spiritual experiences so it looks it’s only me being hyperactive and learning about my angelic, galactic & Earthy past since 2014). For me, this is the time to enter then root into the new and better! I believe all what I have done so far will be rewarded with that what I need the most. I’m so excited as I didn’t suspect it’s coming that soon.

Now, why I’m writing here on this blog again. Watch the Sun! Some of us come from the Galactic Central Sun, I’m confident I do. Our Sun is the most important star to me as I cannot stand cold and darkness. So I talk to the Sun and I observe it. I take notes when I receive impulses to look at a clock and then I know the Sun (or some other unmonitored star here which I’m also connected too, like Betelgeuse or Eltanin) made a flare. I check results on a few websites which report solar flares and I compare. In most cases hours and minutes match together. I was hoping for X-flares when I noticed there was a sudden activation of the sunspots 2 days ago. And here we go, X2.2 followed then by X9.33 today on 09/06/17 (=16=7, I was born on 16th)!! This is big time. It is also accompanied by G3 solar storm which (somewhat badly) effects all living beings, the head, and the heart. It’s a level when the satellite communication can blackout. Or rather the black - out, the darkness out of here!

How strangely, it’s happening during the full Moon in Pisces too (I’m Pisces/Aries). The number 33 is very meaningful here as well. It’s assigned to alchemical symbols of water and fire, blue/indigo and red/orange (a triangle symbols turned up and down), dualities, the year Christ was reported to die, and also I was born as number 33 :)) Thus when I saw the Sun was active so much on Sept. 4th, flaring up all that plasma at :33 minutes during the day (see screenshots below), I knew I am being called out to receive, that my soul has been receiving messages which only it understands for the time being but it’ll send decoded messages into the body’s systems next. And I felt so much of love, release, freedom in the solar plexus and heart that I know this is what most of us had been waiting for. I felt my twin and myself coming into my higher heart chakra today morning. It was amazingly open, I felt his joy, his satisfaction, his love. I was no more drained by low vibrations, the fog in the brain, and it was such a difference! I heard a little voice in my head asking to repeat: ‘I AM the Sun. I radiate’ to feel like the Sun next. So I repeated and for a moment I felt like the major star in our Solar System - unmovable, static, the highest where all others planets are bound to, where the Sun is loved, respected, supports life, transmutes with the extreme heat, powerfully releases the excess of its content, and is somehow related to Seraphim angels as well.

What I’m trying to tell here, today marks the very preparation of so called the Event which is related to love, not politics yet. I’m sure of it because I have connections with the Galactic Central Sun and I somehow knew this would start with the X flare after many months of silence. The silence before the storm, the good one!

Twin flames will play a big role here as we’re going to keep the grid of love, the new, powerful one which is above the old grid of abusive, hacked energy. It’ll be trying to restore itself but we need to hold steady to keep it (via being connected with the twin and loving them unconditionally, this is enough) so the old can dissolve and so we can spread and replace it with better values.

What’s more, areas effected by the areas on Earth which had absorbed the most of the big solar flare have been... the countries related to war and slavery to start from the area where Atlantis was said to be, Africa (Egypt!), then the entire Europe - Italy (Rome, Catholic religion!), and call countries affected by war, slavery and/or religion - Poland, France, Czech, Sweden, Germany, UK, Norway, Belgium and more, but also Brazil and Peru etc. All these places were affected by the evil energy which originates from Egypt and which was incorporated by the Roman Empire along with manipulative techniques of muting people’s heart connections and threatening the brains, killing good people (burning alive herbalists, shamans, wisemen, Cathars and healers called by them ‘witches’!) in the name of Christian religion and their big fake book full of distortions. I’m of the Dragons and I know the very truth but this is a topic for another post. In addition, I’ve discovered lately that I have strong connections with Andes and Inca (I was probably a shaman, an astronomer). When I had a look at the place on Google street view, poor Peru is all covered with crosses and churches, manipulation, enforcement, brainwashing! Damn the Crusaders-mercenaries hired by the Roman Church, you’ve stolen the spirit, the many beliefs and the gold too. We praised the Sun, the connection to the only source of Love and Creation! Today marks the beginning of the religions’ cleanup. We don’t need any religions. Bloody wars were brought by religions exclusively, by enforcing good, innocent people to take in what they didn’t want. What their hearts didn’t resonate with. What was feeding their brains with fear, dependance, enslavement, and confusion. The only love, forgiveness and wisdom are inside, in our own hearts. We don’t need leaders or god’s messengers.

Solar flares between September 4-6th, 2017:

(I’ve marked all timestamps which I’m prompted to see on any clock during every day, in random order as I receive impulses from the Sun).

We haven’t seen any X-flares since I believe 2015. The strongest ever recorded was in 2003 (X23). I was missing them as they keep me high, excited. They feed my inner fire, in tune with Mars’ passion. X9.33 solar flare has happened exactly during the full Moon in Pisces, the last and the most wounded zodiac sign as we - Pisces have given away, dedicated everything including ourselves so the Love, Peace and Balance could return. We were tricked and disconnected from ourselves. The most dualistic sign (the other is Gemini, Twins) has the duality inborn for the reason to understand it and stand against separation. To unite itself within, and unite others by generating the energy of balance and love. But what we kept is the ability to receive messages and energies from realities higher than this of the 3D. Thus the last who are usually bullied, misjudged, misunderstood, who are shy and isolate themselves from the world are becoming the first creators of the New-er World Order, where Oneness within and with all that is is the only option. Today we’re affected by the Sun which heals what had been damaged. The Moon acts like a download today and will purify everything which was damaged in Pisces and all other zodiacs too because today people are fragile, sensitive and accessible to the higher powers. Today everybody can feel what Pisces feel and understand why we live in isolation, why we hate crowds, why we’re so defensive when it comes to the environment - sounds, light, energy. Why we don’t participate socially. Because we’re so affected by everything that we’re sick of it and it disturbs our inner balance.

I’m also excited because this full Moon is my twin’s natal aspect while the Sun is in Virgo, and it’s a very opposition to my aspect. Which means that we���re upside down with each other thesedays. Alchemically, we’re fire and water, 2 triangles of a hexagram. He’s a Neptune-water person, I’m Mars-fire person, these planets were the closest to the Milky Way when we were born. Milky Way is the scar surrounding our Universe, it was sealed that way along the Milky Way once the Light entered between now Scorpio and Sagittarius constellations, then started bouncing against crystals with heat and noise creating more colors, more frequencies, more matter, more stars, planets etc. Like a stroboscope driven by one beam. In fact I’ve seen a pattern of 3 stars merged together in my mind’s eye on 09/4 and it flashed like a stroboscope then disappeared :)

The next thing is that on 09/16 Mars will have a close randez vous with Mercury, both are very influential planets in my natal chart (I’ve Mars in Gemini, Mercury is Gemini’s planet). They will communicate something to each other, either demanding or negotiating. Maybe I’ll learn what my most advanced self prepared for me -the human- to proceed with next.

On 09/21st, there’s a new Moon in Virgo, again, Pisces-Virgo opposition. I feel I’m going to go through the same upgrade like I had in February March this year, when the full Moon was in Virgo and new moon in Pisces (which also was a solar eclipse in Feb.) thus inverted to where it’s now and yet it’s 6 months later = 33, balance.

(From Stellarium program)

Then on 09/22 and 23th, during the autumn (and spring Down Under) equinox, a few major planets will align along with the Sun: Mercury, Mars, Venus on one side in Leo, but Jupiter and the Moon on the other, in Virgo. This sign will play an important role here. This tells me that the feminine energy (which agreed to do the hardest part in the TF relationship) will get a long awaited boost. Imagine an energy beam which as if initiated by Regulus, the major star in the Leo constellation. Leo and its natives got their vibrational ‘messages’ during the solar Eclipse. Next, the energy of Leo will spread it onto other planets and these, into people who are linked with these planets too - ex-Venusians, Mercurians, Marsians. The beam goes through all these planets, then though the Sun where it gets boosted again, then flashes into Jupiter (which is a radio-like planet) and the Moon, pointing towards Libra next.

Virgo represents stability, perfection, organization, being savyy, prioritizing an order of things and clarity, the family, often the love for children too but rather thanks to the traditional approach as as mother and/or wife, not a hippie. Negatively, they love criticizing (which is the ego stuff) and also a very strong self-criticism doesn’t let them shine either, despite of own talents, great memory, and always hard, routine work. Virgo works like an ant, is meticulous and has an eye for detail. Anything what Virgo does, its done perfectly, precisely, organized well too but then they won’t yell about it (unlike Sag, Gemini or Aries) so many people just won’t even know such a work had been done. Similarly, many people with the feminine energy (not just mothers, wives, lovers and employees but also many men who feel & understand like women) had been plotting silently, doing the hardest work for many years while getting no encouragement, motivation, applause or payment. They never liked the ‘comfort zone’ (or ‘comfort jail’) of the known and predictable but they were hoping that somebody could kick their ass and say - ‘Do something unusual, break the rules you’ve established. Go for a chance, the new, refreshing‘. Thus here come the full Moon in Pisces before the New Moon in Virgo,  followed by a reward, from all other planets aligned and the Jupiter bringing abundance, opportunities, love, money, dreams coming true. I believe we’ll be getting noticed for the perfect job which the feminine energy had done so far on any levels, spiritually and physically.

Libra will then judge and equalize in late September and in October to give everybody a chance, encouraging - ‘Turn to love and harmony, we need that. Ditch war, unite the duality’. Then when we pass Libra and enter Scorpio in late October to November, here the revenge-loving warrior will vibrationally ‘execute’ those who remained attached to war, fear, dualities, patriarchy, matriarchy, religions, manipulation or anything which is not related to own self, own heart and peace. I don’t know yet what Sagittarius will do with that energy, but considering there’s the middle of the Milky Way near by, it may help remove those individuals who resist love as the only force out of the Solar System and open the ‘door’ to those who have been waiting to enter this New Earth behind the veil. They are our most advanced original versions, galactic families of many races, positive aliens, higher selves, you name it. Sagittarius is a man/woman of many contacts, it’s a human-animal hybrid too. Many of us were non-human beings before and this essence had remained in us waiting to be embraced and re-animated when the time comes. Then in December many of us who are ready and open, may have the first serious contacts with such galactic families, aliens, because our consciousness will expand drastically and we’ll be able to hear, see, detect, call, host, travel etc. We’ll be able to see and read with the 3rd eye, to navigate in many dimensions whenever we want, not only when the timing is right or when ‘under influence’. December may be also the very first month when a huge amount of love from the Source, (the original love we were basking in up there before we came down on Earth), will be processed by those twin flame couples who are ready to be conductors for it. Those who will not get fried :) I’ve volunteered to process it a long time ago because it feels like a fiery orgasm, so I’m sure I’ll be a part of it. Thus most possibly, this task will be done by Seraphim (here, here!), supported by all other highest ranked energies - Cherubim, Ophanim, healed djinns, healed 'fallen angels’, etc., any fire beings as these are the most capable to engulf themselves in ‘flames’ and fire up the new energy grid so the vibration can be delivered to others and stay within, bounced between the ‘conductors’.

From September to December, it’s also the time to draw yourself, your primal  energies and attributes from elements. Draw the You from all 5 elements into your heart, solar plexus, root, your mind and the body. Draw your healed sexuality from water into your sacral chakra and the body (swimming, taking a shower etc), draw passion and courage from fire into your heart (ie. looking at flames), draw air (multi-dimensionality, versatility, wisdom) into your mind so the air could refresh it, draw earth (stability, peace, also money) into your root chakra so you don’t fear to receive from Gaia anymore as Gaia is mostly healed. Finally, draw from the aether - your divine, your I AM Oneness, all of your versions, your most advanced Self, your galactic essence as you’re one with everything that is around. Let the elements, your energies return to where they belong.

Twin flames who are ready, who learnt their lessons, got rid of the ego’s impulses, surrendered to love and understood why they cannot live without the other, it’s time to host our higher Oneness into our bodies and switch from the timeline of separation into the timeline of togetherness, permanently. We exist as One above in the other dimension and we stay in less or more realized contact with those separated, human versions of us below. Those above and those below are us (like reflected in a mirror- the horizon, anchored with hearts and heads). We above join our human bodies below once we ascend into 5D and 6D, a bit after bit. We fill our body and the twin’s with the self and the other. The galactic you returns to you. The galactic marriage as you are returns into you two. This makes us closer, and closer and finally One again here on the New Earth. It’s called the New Earth as it runs on the new grid of energy re-created by twin flames and light/earth/galactic warriors. Merging is a slow process and only the end of it goes fast. Most of this is handled by your soul. I don’t believe we can help it in any other way that just allowing the soul to run the show. Do not resist, do not sabotage your near future joy, because you want to exit the struggle incl. everything around, and once for all.

Now I need to rest. I got so exhausted being touched by so many solar flares and this channeling. Time will tell if I was right or wrong. Bye for now!

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Sensory overload

I’ve been sensing you wanted me to write something so here it goes. The energy of the last 2-3 months is what I do not understand. It doesn’t feel new at all. It doesn’t feel as something I’d be familiar with either. It’s not a limbo because I feel I was placed somewhere. The space around feels like living in a a liquid, cloud, or inside a wind blow. The space is blurry. There’s nowhere to anchor or root into. My hands refuse to do what I want to do, like typing on a keyboard. I do so many typos that it’s frightening. I forget words, and words do not want to come when I want to write, specifically in another language. I even have problems with talking to people as i the brain didn’t remember how to make a sentence. Yet I’m not worried about it because I know there’s something being removed from my conditioned brain, the nervous system is being adjusted accordingly and I will be upgraded soon.

The twin flame merging continues and since May it had become extreme to the point that I have my twin around 24/7 because I feel him the same as when we spent time together when we met the first and only time so far, yet I cannot see him and we don’t talk either as regular humans :D He is in me, we are connected with some nerves, arms whatever you name it, no more only through the heart but with more parts of our bodies, yet we’re still on a distance but the ‘distance’ loses its meaning when it’s all happening so closely.

Dreamtime energy becomes a day energy sometime, they mix together that I can feel as if I was in one of those places I visited in my dreams, and it’s happening just as I dig in the garden or write at the desk. I can track that energy with the crown and 3rd eye and I can sometime tap into that ‘storyline’ to participate for a few seconds before I’m thrown out by my own logical brain ;)

I had a big fear of love one day too, which was unnatural. I felt I was afraid of loving, engaging, participating etc. that I no more wanted to be in any relationship. I don’t even know if it was my fear as I always wanted to be in a relationship, living together, whether married or not. Maybe it was the twin’s or the ego’s when it felt an intimate connection was coming. Then it all dissolved when I told myself - ‘keep your channels open, want the twin with all of your body and energy as you experienced him when we met in the physical back then’. And I did feel him exactly like that, the same exciting man I met, living around me, yet much more open, divine and understanding. The next day we were extremely close with the twin, not even in spirit, just very physically yet on a distance, no conversation. I could only explain it that our higher selves who are One somewhere up there in another dimension are coming down into us and are bringing their ‘together’  future timeline to replace this one of separation we've had for 4 years now. Which also may mean our next physical meeting is coming anytime this year.

A follow up was that we have lately had an amazing 5D sex which was super conscious, in spirit and as in the physical body but on a distance. Without even arranging it. It was as if we both decided at the same time that we wanted to unite like that. It literately reminded me what true sex is about, how sweating bodies feel, and all that energy exchange, the masculine connecting with the feminine, both enjoying own masculine energies (we’re androgynous as angelics), both allowing, giving, taking, etc. I‘ve had no sex life for the last 4 years, because I’m faithful to the twin, and so he is to me. It was so very intense that it kept me in this energy field the entire day and I wanted more as the twin wanted too (that’s an impression I received, like when you feel a man wants you). He must have realized that we could make love just on a distance, yet so openly.That morning we just grabbed each other, openly like never before, feeling each other very physically and knowing that the other on the other side of the planet participates with the same ‘knowing’ of what we’re doing. We didn’t have such an intense sex when we lived together for a while in the real life, we were stressed out, had little sleep due to a jetleg and overall, the room was far from perfection to get fully intimate with each other. But this new intensity means I’m going to have what I always desired and yet with my masculine twin sometime next ;)).

Other than that I’m having a sensory overload like a robot whose program was hacked, glitches in vision, hearing, motion, understanding what is what, and something new is being added to the program (or removed from) thus the robot refuses to perform because it doesn’t want to make a mistake. An issue of perfection comes up too, like looking for imperfections everywhere and stopping myself from engaging with this energy. Colors are too intense (red specifically like seen through special sun glasses for drivers which underline the red color/light). I feel too big for my room eventhough I’m a slim person. I’m sensing every little thing in my place separately, every shape, weight, color, and the space it occupies. My brain feels like a bucket of water, ‘waving’ inside, unable to focus. This is very overwhelming and sometimes I just can’t spend time indoor as if I had a claustrophobia.

I’ve also received a ‘message’ from my higher self that I’m becoming a master Draconian/Dragon whom I used to be before. So it’s like returning to own highest, most advanced, forgotten identity. I’m a master teacher born as number 33, in the year of the Fire Dragon, on Tuesday which is a day dedicated to Mars and all these attributes are not casual as I’ve been discovering since my awakening in 2012. I am not to teach others, but to educate myself. Master teachers can only teach or learn from other master teachers. It was even stranger when I had a trip to a city and I accidentally met a woman who was born a day before me (same month, different year, she was older) and she was also born as number 33 as we summed up on a calculator in her little shop! She was telling me about breatharians (folks who only drink water and get nutrition from the sun/light/air) and this term was on my mind for 3 days before I met her! So the two master teachers have met and energetically upgraded each other, talking spiritual stuff, shaking hands, exchanging views. Very unusual.

Next, a few days ago I felt as if there were many powers fighting inside of me, extreme chaos. I’m a very balanced person so it was annoying. Then I took some stick which was a plant supporter as I was re-potting one of my plants, and my body spontaneously started using it as in a fight, like those who practice martial arts with ease, quickly and efficiently! I fought with it for a while then I asked myself what the hell I was just doing. My higher self told me that it’s how DNA cleans and it projected my past life’s skills and that I had links with China, Japan and Mongolia and also with Thuban in the Draco constellation. I mean I figured it out before based on my interests and skills (gardening, calligraphy, ink illustration, collecting things, woodworking etc). I even felt once I died as a kamikaze which was a glorious death with speed and passion to annihilate the enemy, and I also experienced some kind of atomic war, a total destruction and radiation, whether during the last WWII or on another planet in the past. But this time it came along with a knowing that as a master I was trained also in martial arts on Thuban. I’m a positive Draconian (interestingly there’s more and more talk about positive Draconians online these days, like I said before, perhaps in this blog, after a separation with Reptilians, we Dracos were hiding for a reason until we’re fully understood and recalled). I had my ‘retirement’ and ‘rebirth’ on Eltanin which is the Draco’s eye and is in alignment with my birth day & location on Earth too. But my higher self told me that I spent a lot of time on Thuban in the Draco and I was studying, then teaching others - all kinds of things including a master degree in love making. I’m just wondering how many more incarnations will come out of me/my DNA this year, considering I’m a very old, billion years old soul... Most of these ancient skills have no use these days as I’m sitting home, waiting for my twin to start talking to me again :P

There are days when I feel in me a powerful, angelic being and I can radiate this excess of the heart’s energy to other people, to strangers, then a low energy comes from nowhere and I don’t know what to do next, or how I even got so high previously. I cannot believe that I signed up for that kind of relationship and awakening where nothing tells me what’s going on. I received all I should know until April 2017, and since then it’s over, no more channelings, no more research, synchronicities, being prompted to search and check in my own DNA/memory/heart if what I discovered was about myself too. I only see numbers 11:11, 33, 44 and 55 lately. 55 is a physical body connection (DaVinci’s Vitruvious man - 2 arms, 2 legs, 1 head - twins becoming one in the physical sense), 33 is a connection with the source of creation and us two into One - the heart connection, One with everything. 44 is probably some kind of establishing, fencing, solidifying, something about the external world. I read it’s an angelic number but I’m not very sure of its nature.

I lately also feel my room is crowded and noisy as if there were many invisible beings here, yet I’m not willing to talk to any as I don’t want to be bothered and I have no idea what they would want from me. I don’t find any of these energies attractive, or ancient family-like, in terms of galactic beings who could eventually come to be with me. There’s no love or recognition around, just confusion, and a spiritual noise.

Another example of the weirdness. Last night, actually this morning (07/03) I was attacked (visited ?) by something which wasn’t aggressive but was too close to me and it freaked me out. I heard a very high pitch, noise in both of my ears and hemispheres connected and I felt hot in the body. My crown chakra was tingling several times during that day and night. I was waking up a few times at night around 1-3 am and before 3 am I was finally ready to fell asleep. Then I felt something was behind me in my bed! I had a sodalite stone under the pillow and it really lets me jump through time and space spontaneously but apparently since something was opened between dimensions as I was shifting, some being might have glued to me. It was so fucking scary but I could still control it. So I felt I was falling asleep and all of sudden I wanted to roll on my back and there was a pressure of another being in my bed just as when you sleep with somebody and you roll onto them at night! And it wasn’t my twin as there as no loving connection. It wasn’t also me from another dimension trying to enter my body and fuse into One. I found it intrusive and my body was kind of paralyzed. Then quickly I-the spirit- the Draconian in me got fully conscious and it turned around inside my body towards that other ‘being’ behind and said all mean - ‘Get the fuck out of here. I AM the only owner of myself, of this version of me who sleeps in this bed. This is my place and nobody can be here without my approval. Get out now!’ Yet I and my spirit felt very weak, like I couldn’t find my original core fire which normally I would launch-fire up against that alien energy or at least scare it away. For the next 15 minutes I tried to stay awaken and I was sensing with my head ‘antennas’ if it was still around me, not even willing to roll on my back again. I felt it was still there, laughing and waiting, provoking me. So I finally turned the light on, grabbed a bunch of protective stones such as a black tourmaline, onyx, tourquise, jasper kambaba, hematite and I put them under my pillow replacing that damn sodalite. Then the room energy finally calmed down, whether it was a placebo effect or it really works. I then finally fell asleep not worrying about any other energies as I knew they couldn’t pass the ‘wall’ anymore. But when I woke up I was pissed how come something could still bother me and pass my personal protection zone if I’m such an important angel?? Why am I not protected enough?? It’s like discovering that you had all those protection systems up doing well for 40 years and somebody breaks in the ‘house’ nevertheless. Who dared? Who’s responsible for such a security breach?

I do not understand this current leg of the ascension path and I’m not taught  where I’m heading either. I asked for my mission, goal, whatever and everything remains silent. Simply put, I don’t like it now.

Finally, as a being of fire (seraph/fire Dragon) I‘ve been deeply disturbed by all these dramatic events which had taken lives of so many people lately. Such energy of shocked, burnt people enters the collective energy rapidly and they bring havoc to empath’s energy 'radars’. A death in fire is the most terrible for the body, the nerves. I kind of remember this from past lives (a witch or a Cathar, misjudged by the catholic church) or at least it’s very easy to me to tune in how it feels :/. During only 2 months, a few to hundreds of people have died in UK (Greenfell tower fire), Germany (today’s bus accident), Portugal (villagers captured on a road by raging bush fires), Pakistan (a fuel tanker explosion), and there was some other accident in the East as far as I’m concerned but that’s what I read on the news, there are many more which I don’t read (and I avoid reading news overall) but tese poor souls enter the global consciousness and they bring their fears which energy is hard to transmute. Fire misbehaves lately and is hard to control. Even when I lit a candle I see as if the fire wanted to leave the wick and walk its way. Fire is very unpredictable this year thus it needs an extreme caution to handle it. This is not the Universe’s will and not the Gaia’s clean up either. This is some evil energy, or a manifestation of people’s anger and frustration which materializes in the least expected places, against innocent people. An energy of a thought can make things happen. I don’t feel people who were killed in water, landslides or tornadoes, but a death in fire always shatters my inner balance, and I see no cure for this, other than to just to wait when it passes, usually after a day or two.

I have no need to write and read about twin flames lately because I’m waiting for things to clear up and crystallize myself too. It feels there’s some work to do yet but most of it will be processed by my soul/spirit who know what to do. When I tap into an article about current energy or twin flames, I skip because my higher self doesn’t want me to read or verify myself with other people’s experiences. Since many new people was forced to awaken this year, some of these articles completely do not apply to us, old asses who had been on the path for many years now. We have to trust our own guidance (the heart/higher mind) only from now on. My body needs to stay in a good shape and choose easy tasks to preserve own energy for ‘later’ but all the rest will be handled by my soul/spirit as it knows what, how and when. If once there’s pure bliss and extreme intimacy, and closeness with the twin, the other time I’m left to my own devices and I’m clueless to what I should be doing so it feels like being hit in the head. Glued then separated. It’s maddening. It’s been a reconfiguration of everything who we are and the outside world but I hope we’ll be satisfied in the end, together!

Until next time, and thank you for reading! :)

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Human-angelic inner war

Firstly, if you are on a verge of breaking up with the true twin, hold on. There’s a strong solar wind operating on Earth now but we felt it earlier and it was very disturbing for senses and mentality during the last 3 days. Our light bodies are lhuge and are anchored in us but spread into the atmosphere and above so we feel everything what’s going on there - solar flares, winds, near-Earth asteroids passing and anything affecting the electro-magnetic field.

I was so angry and sad during the last few days that I only anted to quit with everything and float away into a limbo. The void which was never useful now seems to be the only environment, to close my eyes and forget myself and everything. No drugs.

There’s a mad Mars/Saturn square which will be triggering the ego for 2 weeks. Mars - I am warrior, I’ve my power, I do things my way, I hate being stuck, I’m too impatient to stay and wait any longer. Saturn - I’ve prepared life for you. Participate.

Additionally, there’s Mars in Gemini (my natal :/) which hates feeling ‘abandoned’, ‘misunderstood’ and having no communication with those who it wants to share with. It adds impatience even more. The problem is there’s no motivation, no goals, no missions, everything feels completely dead and it’s irritating. Everything what was t be ditched which felt naturally because our vibration had changed (lower to higher) made us float away from people and places, jobs we no longer felt belonging to. Yet nothing was offered in advance.

This is so frustrating that I’m finding myself beyond myself. I just don’t want to be in my body anymore, not on Earth. I want to be with my galactic family, on a spaceship, detached from anything low vibration. The worst to me are people who do not heal themselves but worry of others. Like that fake service to others. They feel like a big black hole and they can suck in. People who live in the past are another example, they block the energy flow and any progress. You know how it feels if you live in a city which is old and full of museums, and where local and national newspapers return to the past all the time, to dead people, past events, war events. Places where governments spend thousands of $ to build yet another monument for a dead person yet those alive are struggling with establishing own identity and are unable to move on in life because they’re unsupported. Unfortunately it is taking a toll on us now, while we’re literately, energetically forced to detached from lower vibrations, from the dead energy because our own body/soul vibration cannot handle this anymore. The body’s ‘door’ had been closed. The body has no  capacity to process that old vibration yet there’s no where to go as directions, goals were not provided. Andrew Bartzis, the Galactic Historian who has access to his own DNA and deeper knowledge said that a museum is a place which stores blocked energy, and this feels unhealthy. I hate going to museums, I hated it already as I was a child - as students we had to visit a few with a teacher. I felt as if objects of the past tried to suck energy from me because they weren’t left alone, buried underground and I felt dry and depressed when I left outdoor where there was life and motion.

All these made me figure out that currently there’s an inner war between our human and our angelic energies. It may well feel like this:

Human (Mars & Draco origins, 40 years old, dissatisfied, sad, angry, mid-life crisis, feeling like losing it all, follows the brain; complains): You’re aging and you’ve achieved nothing. You were more satisfied having sex with others before you met that ‘twinflame’ but you had lived afar for so many years. It’s making you look old, sad, you stopped going out, stopped meeting people. You’ve never exposed your beauty enough, you’ve never chosen a career, you’ve never left to live in another city or country, you’ve never gone for what you wanted, you’ve wasted all what you are. Look at others, they use life, they move, drive, have connections, families, boyfriends, they go to places. Even people who have talents like you do something about them. And yes, I’ve tried many things but each time they never felt perfect enough.

Angel (Galactic origins, billions years old, sad, dissatisfied but still hoping, subconsciously remembering what he was promised but rewards are not coming, follows the heart): I never knew what I wanted on Earth, this is not my environment. I was always too sensitive to go for the boxed, established, material, stiff, dry and logical = career. I was pushed here yet I was taken away all my former skills which didn’t need any additional learning. Vibrational density here is unbearable, makes me choke. I’m no more able to create with thoughts or will in this density. Humans do not understand my energy, my greatness, my being One with everything, my detachment from the material. Humans want to talk ordinary things instead of sharing great thoughts and ideas. They don’t read others via their hearts, their inner scanner but they judge based on the eyes and the brain. They are non empathetic. Or if they are, they take it wrong again, they look up terms in psychiatry books then then label my behaviors and symptoms. I never knew how to operate amongst humans. I tried to have relationships with similar souls which could lead me to a marriage, family, house etc. None of them lasted long enough to establish anything. I tried to work but they were forcing me to do things which they didn’t pay for, and I didn’t incarnate in that new body to be a slave once more. I want respect as I had as an angel up there. I enjoyed greatly when I met that guy who is my other half and eventhough he feels the same about me, he runs away and he won’t explain why. He discourages me from reaching out, from dreaming of the next, of wanting a marriage, living together etc. and everybody around are telling to do just that - to dream and create. How? He creates blockages fro my dreams to materialize. It needs the two but his human being plays havoc with his angelic. His angelic is not aggressive, won’t force him to do things in tune with our destiny. I’ve been ready to connect into One. All what he does is not in tune with what I remember about him from the old galactic times when we were One and even when we met as humans. The Earth is a beautiful place but its low energy sucks and it distorts humans. I love it when waves of higher vibration come however, they make me feel at home with everything I am and the surrounding. I barely ever resonated with humans here. Do you remember my pictures when I was a few months old? I had hatred in my watery childish eyes for how I had to reincarnate again, not only as a child who had to again learn everything from 0 but also as a woman where I was used to incarnate as a dude before, the dude who was free, raging and was a warrior who comes and takes! This sex change confused me the worst. I met a few humans who were equally fascinating and we had a mental connection. But they have chosen a material life, less wisdom, less knowledge, female partners weaker or stronger than themselves just to control or be humiliated by them. Beauty and aging - remember human when the DNA cleans up, the skin looks older, the body aches, but when it’s purged, the skin looks very fresh, the body feels 20 years younger, and the spirit feels just as it is - immortal. These come in phases. Whatever you try to force me to do, you have to collaborate as we’re two in this body. You want to use life on Earth. You human want to do things but recall that most of the time you took action in the past, you were mislead by dark forces, you set yourself away from your Path because you have a little implant in the brain telling you to self-destruct by giving away your power to others or make wrong choices rather than achieve anything. Thus you have to detach from the head and use my angelic heart only to navigate safely. I, angel want to go back to where I came from, right now. I feel no connections on this planet. I’m more connected to stars, constellations, I know there are beings never seen here yet, who I met, they love me, they know me, they understand my position, they know my history and they feel for me. But they’re told to stay where they are at the time being. They will arrive sometime soon, this was promised. All I enjoy is spreading myself afar, above, and being one with the nature and All that Is. Because I AM Authentic. I believe that my other half returns and we’ll live and create together but he needs to have a human-angelic inner conversation to decide about his return to the ‘better bubble’.

So this is a depiction of a struggle between 3D human and +5D angel. Both don’t now how to live here, both haven’t achieved anything special yet they knew they were meant for something greater, both compare what they were taught/promised and what didn’t happen, both need a goal to get motivated. Both wanted to love but met blockages and discouragement. Both transmute with control and energetically but the results are unseen. The answer is = WTF??

This is such a nasty period of time that we’re forced to go through validations and it seems these are related to known attributes of zodiac signs we’re passing through during the year. I really felt myself when Sun was in Aries. Then I felt I was tossed from a corner to corner or kept ‘underground’, completely stuck for the time of retrogrades. Now with Gemini dominating, I am dealing with a mental chaos. It’s like each moth we’re asked - Are you using this, are you that? Are you free (when Sun in Aquarius)? Are enjoying yourself (Leo)? Are you safe (Taurus)? Are you satisfied with your professional life, achievements (Capricorn & Saturn too)? Have you expressed what is you?(Aries)? What have you created (Pisces)? etc. Overall: What does your heart like - home & family (1 home) or learning other cultures and places through traveling (home everywhere)? Yet even if your human is dramatizing now, look into your eyes in a mirror - you may see somebody else inside of you. Brighter, potent, sharp like a steel, radiating, very DIFFERENT ‘no compromise’ sovereign being. This is your angel replacing the human slowly but permanently. The living diamond within which is like a fluid, ghost, plasma, energy, you name it. I’m really curious how it’s going to play out in June... Every month I receive different energies, so it’s low and high, glimpses of the best, followed by the reality of hopelessness next. I hope it’ll end soon because those mood swings related to the brain and nervous system rewiring are maddening! If you have issues, detach from the head and go in the nature, look at ants, birds, trees, bark, shapes, colors, etc. these make us live in the now.

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A huge release, new reality, new fire

I’m back for a moment. In March my higher self told me to disconnect from everybody, to stop sharing, but focus on myself. I haven’t reached out to the twin since then because I felt I stretched myself and I had to re-balance our energy as too much of my energy was on him. I haven’t achieved anything specific but apparently it was so he could get in touch with himself and understand that I didn’t go crazy when I started channeling and sharing with him intensively all what I received. And he was not in touch before and after so I had enough. There’s a new hope though, as things are finally set in motion after such a long tiresome season of planetary retrogrades and purging!

On May 16th we had a major ‘come back’ and a merge in spirit, through inner pain though I knew we had to do this when it appeared because the new fire is just behind that phase of tearing us through pain. I was pulled to lay down in bed and close my eyes and focus on the twin. It was like a command from the higher force, so the body pushed me to apply. I felt my twin’s spiritual call too. There was this feeling that I wanted to ditch everything I had here and tumble down like a ball from a hill, to leave my old life and forget everything except for the twin. Nothing in the world can be a replacement for each other, no hobby, no work, no time killers. There was this urge that we wanted to be together right here-right now. It’s our soul’s pull unlike before, soul’s parts are  desperate to come together and melt into One. Pain was in the soul only and then I knew there would be some new turn of events next, something we’ve been waiting for. I then received many more channelings about an importance of us, myself, human angelics and things like that so the entire picture is 70% cleared up. And now there’s a new unexpected hype in me! It seems it’s related to the nods and astrology (which I don’t like relying on, but sometime it’s effects are felt so strongly that I cannot deny). The lunar nods have changed this month from Pisces/Virgo (water & earth - a (under)ground work, slavery, sacrifice in the name of  love/work, perfection, old deals, karma etc; my very natal opposition) to Aquarius/Leo (air & fire - above the ground work, freedom and joy, excessive creativity, unrestrained self-expression, higher understanding, communication, warmth and sacral sex; my & twin’s Venus are in these signs, acc., to sidereal astrology which I do recommend to check out). Venus moves forward very soon (in Aries) and I can feel this new joyful gate being opened already. Thus I want you to watch this video because it came as a big sync today:

“Astrology UPDATE! Huge Portal Opening, Lunar Nodes square Sun, Pleiadian Doorway”:

I now really feel I am freed from chains which held me here where I live, whether karmic or based on my family’s fears projected on me. Nothing is more important than being with the TF and living our own life together, it’s felt from both sides and yet it’s open to happen, there’s no wall between us right now. I feel my sexuality coming back just as I had it before, in my 20s. It’s like if I was sacked for 20 years to be boxed, to suffer, to worry what others say if I do this or that, to walk not my own Path but I’m coming back and I’m taking what always has been mine: my power, my freedom, my love-life, my sexuality, my interests, my ways of doing things etc., etc. With joy, but no aggression anymore! The heart leads the way, not the head anymore! It now feels like walking on the ground but actually above, detached from the 3D grid. I haven’t even changed my life style, except for what my soul & body were forcing me to change (diet, addictions - video gaming, networking). We never dated anybody during the time of separation, we remained pure for each other and I felt sexually dead for most of this time. My dreams had drastically improved. I had shit dreams during the last 3 months and now it’s a return to my normal adventurous dreaming world where I explore, experience, visit places, meet people, other beings etc etc. After the merge (where the heart & 3rd eye were connected as it felt) I can sense the TF’s sitting in me, around me, becoming my world, seeing what I see, he is like a layer between what I see around and myself. There was an amazing wave of love and unity between May 16-18th and it will continue into June. I can sense Twin’s attention turned onto me like 4 years ago when we recognized each other because the wall & veil of disillusion had been removed. Those 4 years feel like 400 years! I even know that when we meet again we will feel not as strangers unlike in the beginning, but as equals, identically transformed, upgraded, transparent and it’ll be a jaw-dropping experience. Transparency was there in the beginning which is always present in the TF connection but we didn’t know each other as humans. Now we know each other on every level. I didn’t allow it at first but now I do and it feels amazing. I want my twin know everything about me from the inside, to sit in me and enjoy my purity as I do his ;)) The hope is back. The wanting is back. The fog is over. All is set in motion, slowly and unstoppable. Most importantly the freedom, also in the relationship is back. A standard human relationship would not see freedom within a relationship, there are always strings attached. Here, in the twin flame connection there is love and there is freedom included. Freedom when together, hugging tightly, attached, connected yet liberated because feeling complete. Freedom when planning things together. The twin flame relationship is a ‘new normal’ and should be understood and accepted as such. I don’t think/feel that everybody must have a TF thus we have these sad and misleading stories shared online by people who mistaken their soul mates or karmic relationships for TFs. If through all your life you knew, felt that there’s this other person waiting for you to share love unconditionally, authentically, max open, to literately exchange each other, and you wanted a boyfriend/girlfriend to be the same like you, then it’s 100% sure there’s a TF for you because deep in the heart you remember you promised the One to come back together when the time is right. Feel what you feel, don’t search for answers in the head if you’re confused. No TF will be left alone but you have to stop sabotaging yourself and acting against authentic love and DNA purge. I had countless moments of feeling like shit, worthless, hopeless, everything felt impossible, no opportunities to come back, twin out of touch, hiding, etc yet I stayed on the Path as I knew I had to. None of us in this connection is more or less important than the other, we can stand up and look each other in the eye, so hearts do and other chakras too, glued and aligned. Twin flames are weapons to fight against the darkness with our 3rd energy of love we crate together. Cabal is fearing this because it means their total destruction, and that’s what we want, right? The Universe needs us together. It’s only the timing which makes some of us impatient, ditch the Path, doubt, worry, leave harder for the easier. It’s easy to forget how it felt with the TF as energy vapours fast. But nothing can be comparable to the feeling when twins connect again through every atom and particle, and in connection with the source of Love. There’s an overwhelming Oneness and joy, completeness and liberation which erases any former struggle, unhappiness and depression. It always comes unexpected however. There’s so much going on that I’m unable to write just a post about all of it. It’s happening in another zone, in another dimension which is actively criss-crossing with this one here. But I hope I’ve motivated everybody, including myself heh, to stay on the Path!

Finally, our galactic families are on their way, closer than ever before!

http://2012portal.blogspot.se/2017/05/disclosure-process.html

I‘m so wildly happy about this, I had felt & dreamt of this before I found this above blog post, yet my brain doesn’t even deny a possibility of aliens coming down to let us get rid of the darkness! There’s a danger of another war here on Earth - Cabal had an agreement with the Light Forces to let humans be free, yet they’re breaching it as they’re so greedy. We humans want to be free from slavery once for all, we want to do what or hearts like. No more slavery jobs, studying bullshit just to have a job, no more religion, harassment, forcing things on us.  We did our part, now it’s time for higher forces to step in. Cabal doesn’t want to let go, this effects our TF relationships too. Cabal was asked to leave but they’re fewer and fewer thanks to Gaia’s clearing and empowering so they’re creating chaos as never before. They are madly desperate. What seems to be your negative thoughts are not yours specifically if you’ve ever made contract with something dark, something which doesn’t suit any purpose these days and is not in alignment with your upgraded energy. Do not give it to fears as fears are thoughts, energy forms, and they do materialize faster than anything positive! Let’s not create a scenario of another war because it all starts in the head! Don’t let the brain attach to the possibility. All is well. Cabal  will be doing everything to detach you from the twin, hope and dreams and vice versa. The soul and the Light forces will not allow for this to happen. The Universe wants us together, happy and rewarded for ages of the struggle, we‘ve done our part. We are love weapons and we need to come and stay together to smash the darkness so the Earth would be a paradise as we never experienced before. Or we did but on other planets ;)

The other video you can watch feat. Andrew Bartzis - a galactic historian as he calls himself, who has access to his own DNA memory (so called Akashic records). Many of his opinions/truths totally confirmed what I also felt/knew. He’s also a few billion years old being as I am that’s why I resonated with his words :)

Here his channel with more vids, phone calls etc.

And if you think you have unfinished energetic contracts with some beings, partners, job places, organizations, religion, anything which stops you from expansion, from ditching 3D reality, and from being you as you have always been in the beginning, here are excellent contracts for you to modify & apply to your current life situation http://andrewbartzis.com/insights/

These are offered for free. I did one of these revocations and I cut myself off old energies, I thanked all beings who should no more stick around and I called out the masters with matching vibration to accompany me in the further spiritual advancement. Then a few days later I was connected with my higher mind, and I received the truth about color rays, the creation of the Universe, the I AM, Elohim etc. I’ve understood and returned to the first version of myself - the I AM which comes before Seraph, Draconian, Dragon and me in the human form. I AM builds the Path towards the source of Love (a return to) so we know what our goals are, but we forgot when we came here into the 3D density and stepped away because we’d tempted with other often mismatching things and people. I AM corrects this an always pulls us back on the one and only Path. These days our higher versions/selves are merging with us here on Earth to help us be back and stay with our twins in the physical reality. They are bringing opportunities, the pull, so runners are back. No more astral dreaming and navigating blindly. Simply put, we are all gods but we abused this knowledge during the first days on Earth. We’re spent ages to correct this yet we were tricked into a network of slavery by Cabal. No more! Angels, our home is waiting, welcomes us back, believe it, go above what you were taught is the only reality. It’s only religion which teaches us obedience and fear of ‘god’. We’re equal to ‘god’/source of Love or you name it. And for the first time we don’t have to physically die to be free from slavery to be able to return home. It’s happening as we are alive, every minute, accelerating.

//It’s a bit messed up post but I just wanna give you some hints on how I feel lately so perhaps you can resonate if you feel the same, then have some confirmation that things are stuck no more.//

‘Heaven is waiting’. (Heaven -  also a name of a mothership ;)

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Love & liberation - urgent!

This is urgent and this is what we’ve been waiting for (often not consciously knowing what’s coming!) - the energy on Earth (maybe entirely or in various places during different times) right now is so HIGH, INTENSE, PASSIONATE that it cannot be doubted anymore :)) This energy as it’s felt today on March 5th is pushing itself into our bodies to be recognized, it wants to play, to give, to love us, so we wouldn’t ignore it, resist it - it’s ALL LOVE, BLISS, JOY as we’ve never felt before on Earth! We have deserved it so let’s accept it, take it entirely and feel only that! A few channelings below.

It was on 3/3 when I got a personal channeling from ‘above’: ‘This month March is yours, center yourself, don’t spread, don’t give to others but take, receive, BE, live it. This is your time, not later, not next time. It is NOW.” I was born in March, on a cusp of Pisces and Aries, so it’s amazing that all that galactic change, a liberation is also happening at the same time. (wow, when I wrote it I was pulled to look at the clock and it was 11:11 am!!) There’s an article which pretty much explains what I feel too, read here. And many more online from people who are positive and have felt a call for action - to open, receive and carry this beautiful, passionate energy there, inside! Feel it on your own, don’t waste your time for verifying online though! ;)

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The same day I was working with gemstones and I finally found the right personal setting of certain gemstones (starts with an indigo gabbro and ends with a jasper kambaba, while a malachite is the heart chakra - I’m a dragon, but your heart may have a vibration aligned with a different stone, like a pink quartz, sodalite, clear quartz, diamond, tiger’s eye or any other). It was like having a complete set of pieces and moving around like puzzles to get the entire ‘picture’ which could resonate exactly as my entire body, to represent my energy via gemstones and vice versa. I’m new to gemstones but it’s getting more and more exciting as I get deeper into it. Quite an obsession with buying various minerals and testing :) Then the next day on 3/4 I’ve had an amazing connection with my TF on the higher level AND here, in two (or more?) dimensions, yet in spirit as we didn’t talk. I could feel a profound healing of the greatest quality. I could feel him waking up every few hours to love me, as if he discovered who I really am, who we are, and why were are here. We came here to love each other, to stay inseparable in the physical, to express love for no logical reason.

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Here are a few short channelings I received from my higher self yesterday: - our human DNA is being repaired for good, we’re receiving those lost ‘strands’ which were muted, turned off for humans for a reason to be fooled, enslaved, manipulated and boxed. We’re slaves no more, we’re retrieving what’s ours. Remember though - no revenge, no judgment, no ‘I told you’. We’re exiting a zone of an eye for an eye, war energy, victimization etc. These belong to the 3D zone, but we’re now advanced humans, and we must not allow others to pull us back down to their ‘feeding ground’ (politics, manipulative religion, TV news, dramas, provocations - detach from, live above these).

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- Friendly alien races are above our planet, in another dimension, monitoring closely what’s going on, because they know the liberation was about to happen and are cheering and ready to help us embrace all that change we’re witnessing. If you know which galactic race you come from, they may contact you and share some knowledge. I’ve been lately in a very close connection with my also healed Draconian kin again, those who reside in the Draco constellation and what we beamed to each other was pure love and missing, as only we know & trust each other completely, like a brotherhood bound with the same ethics, knowledge, decisions, oaths and customs. Yet the liberation is happening thanks to us, those awakened humans and hybrids, those who see through, who have understood the game of dualities and exited it. It’s thanks to our desperate need for a change and taking action to replace a struggle with ‘feeling good’ - we’re sick of limitations, separation, manipulation imposed on our brains and the ego, of decisions which are not ours but have been effecting us. Here on YouTube are some funny but quite informative videos about possible star races.

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- The masculine energy is saluting to the feminine as they’ve recognized the true power - love & harmony which the masculine was (not always intentionally) disrupting, and rejecting for thousands of years, also applies to the masculine energy in female bodies (humans have 2 types of energy, the task is to balance them and allow each to act in harmony). Men are choosing the true power - love & feelings instead of control, they are choosing ‘being’ (radiating own divine energy) instead of ‘doing’ (to prove their self-worth), as it’s the only comfortable energy to be surrounded with these days and forever, when Gaia is healed and empowered. - Seraphim angels are released from whatever we’ve done - we’ve understood the game of dualities, we’ve transmuted polarized energies into One harmonious; we’ve pushed love, passion, higher vibration, intensity and order where they were absent, thus we have had our (painful but fortunately intense) experience on Earth. We can now rest and enjoy our be-ing, the planet, the energy, LOVE as it is. Therefore: - Extreme passion is on the rise and it’s shared amongst people so they can do, make, create things their hearts have been craving for. The heart cannot co-exist with a brain which still tries to do things according to how it was taught, in a slavery, manipulative manner. The heart needs to be free so listen to it first, do what you enjoy doing, detach from unwanted responsibilities, break free from slavery as your body & soul will no longer tolerate behaviors, environments and people who try to degrade you, or prevent from acting the way you (your heart) want. It’s because we’re leaving the zone of Pisces, the end of the zodiac - suffering and dedicated to love unconditionally (yet now healed thanks to their own connection to the higher dimensions & channelings - Pisces will be loved for just who they are and art they make!), for an ego-driven passionate* who goes for what his heart is pulling him to and fights for his passions, with one exception - Aries’ energy has been healed in many people, and this can boost its best attributes in us - courage, honesty, activity, me-first (so you can benefit from it later), and passionate, engaged, fiery love above all! :) *If we’re exiting Pisces for Aquarius however, that’s OK, more weirdness mental expansion to come ;)

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- You have to catch up with what is behind the veil, because that truth (in a form of energy/vibration again) is pouring itself into you - detect it and grab consciously, drag it into your heart, remove curtains/veil hanging around your head and accept what you’ve pulled. If you always thought you were somebody special but your so far life on Earth had proved something else, then stick to your original sensations, they are correct. You must believe with your heart that all you knew deep in your soul (not the brain) is true, about yourself, your true Twin, people you know, places etc, but mostly about you. Focus on you. It starts and ends with you, you are being repaired, replaced, regenerated, washed, refilled, recharged,... you name it, to be alive again, to be reborn, and re-activated to enjoy yourself and life as it is, here on Earth. A new life on the New Earth in the new (yet well known to some of us) energy. It’s a grand opening and more amazing things are yet to come. Say, if a place, a location is pulling you with joy because it wants to give you that happiness, go there and connect with it, but if it’s too far you can connect remotely in the heart & mind. - Be in the nature, root yourself in the Earth/Gaia and let the energy replace anything in you, open and let it do the job. Whether it’s through a wind, rain, snow, sunshine, all the beauty of the Earth, take it inside entirely, without limitations and breath it.

- twin flame ‘mission’ - we came here on Earth from higher planes, we felt abandoned, alienated and rejected. We felt we didn’t fit in. Because we didn’t, it was the worst place to be at! The energy of 3D was too heavy, too miserable, too much about slavery, limitations, rules and regulations etc, it wasn’t for us free spirits, but we came here to purge it and transmute to what we knew - the most joyful love as it exists in the higher dimensions. And the energy has changed. We’ve dispersed 3D vibration and pulled (or lifted up?) the higher vibration here. It is a FACT. We didn’t achieve it by doing anything specifically, but by being, moving, living, breathing, feeling, loving, hating, changing, transmuting, understanding, interacting with places and people. We came here so our twins can love us and vice versa. ‘I came here so you could love me because you wanted. I am happy because you love me’. Say it in spirit to your twin. They want it, they know they do and the veil will be lifted from their heads sooner or later. If you KNOW they’re your twin, be persistent in spirit and the Universe will arrange the rest when the time comes. If you’re healed, but the twin is not, give him time to learn his lessons whether nice or not but never leave them alone without help or love. The ego must be taught a hard lesson. Some people go as far as to destroy themselves spiritually and there comes understanding in the end. Others will try to do things he old way and will encounter so many blockages that these will already offer them solutions as to what should be changed, improved, healed within the self.

(’The sleeper must awaken’, but what if he’s just dreaming & conjuring for us two? Img Source)

You were dreaming about him/her and you were right, there’s a knight/princess just for you. Don’t get fooled by articles telling you that you must ‘lower your (heart’s) expectations’, otherwise you’ll lend in a short term relationship where you won’t be happy. Your heart knows who is for you - not necessary the person which your brain thinks is good for you! Loving isn’t about thinking. They are your long dreamed lovers and you may be even guided to a timeline from your human life when it all began, when you detected that there was somebody special for you, a person just like you with the same needs, desires, attributes, a mirror of you, and your mission since then has been to ‘find this person and re-established that One love you shared’. If you have dreamed, met the twin, then be patient and await the best, because the rest is in the hands of the Universe, it organizes things for special people-angels. We should only allow and enjoy how it develops. - finally, if you’re a Christian following the Bible’s teachings (I’m not) - this is either the final redemption, or I’m getting a glimpse of it to come later in April or even in December 2017.

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So this is it ladies sand gentlemen. We’re liberated from the lack of self-love and separation from love overall. Say ‘I LOVE MYSELF’. LOVE is back and human bodies are mostly purged and ready to take it in. That’s what the purge was for, the ascension symptoms and all that unpleasant days and nights - to feel love as it is, whether individually or together with our twin flames. We’ve deserved to be liberated and it is happening now. The reward is here, it’s yours, take it in! This change will effect all kinds of relationships but first, a relationship we have with ourselves :)

With passion & fire (but don’t hurt yourself! I’ve accidentally cut myself twice due to that feeling of being free and loved!)

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Post eclipse sensations - happiness and fullness

I loved this solar eclipse in my zodiac Pisces - the energy in the aether was amazing before and after 02/26. It has felt so balanced, good, blissful, light in the body, love in the air. Gaia has been rising its vibration and the Universe has been pushing its own from above so the entire amalgam feels incredibly delightful.

The same day I also participated in a group (remote) meditation for the first time in my life to release Africa from harmful masculine energy and victimized energy of females. I set a little bonfire, imagined that the (violet) flames of passion and love burn over the continent and that they make men and women come together again - that men understand and respect women’s love & surrendering as women give love naturally so men could learn how to open themselves and love the same way too. Love is everything humans need. Men cannot do without women, and vice versa (unless they’re both gay). Both parties will come asking for love in the end. I’m a fiery being, a fiery dragon and angel so I heal with, and through fire/passion. It’s a self-balanced passion without jealousy which can heal every relationship and this is what I commanded the fire to bring to Africa. Other people were meditating using the violet flame and pink light of the goddess but I’m not good in an idle meditation as most of Draconians & Reptilians (too reactive to the environmental distractions), so I just used something physical to focus on, outdoor ;) It looks like the meditation was a big success when a few thousands of people meditated at the same time and the vibration increased on Earth, thanks to humans this time; results are yet to come.

I’ve also felt very spiritually ‘full’ in the body, as if my spirit added more of itself to the human body and I’m more present here on Earth than in other dimensions. Or my bottom chakras healed/balanced or upper chakras made some important connections with lower ones, whatever the case, it feels very very pleasant, as if I matured! I’d explain it that my angelic/higher self’s essence (which has been existing somewhere up there, guiding and preventing from taking stupid actions) has ‘settled down’ in my human body-host better so now ‘the advanced I’ can live as an angel in the detoxified human body on Earth. This means we’re not going to the stars but we’re actually returning from the stars down to Earth, to healed Gaia, and our bodies are opening to permanently host our angelic selves, while the old human-related essence has been leaving us for good.

I’ve been experiencing 4D timelines, atmosphere and energy merging with 3D & 5D all together which results in dreaming awake. I’m visited in dreams by my deceased now soul mate who was never a spiritual person but seems to know what’s going on now with the Ascension. I was completely in love with him in a college, but he never chose me for his gf, we were too immature and shy to complete this ‘relationship’ so it stayed unfinished. Then he died in a car crash when he was 21 and he’s been visiting me in dreams on a few occasions since then. But only lately these dreams have become very conscious, his actions are as if deliberate, we express feelings for each other to feel liberated from that stuck love. I feel him excited and happy that he can feel me so directly and strongly once we’re going through the 4D zone. In dreams, he calls me by my back then nickname, asks me how I am. I can feel his energy assisting me during some days too, when I’m awake, to the point that I cut my finger twice when I felt him as if sitting inside of me, just like I feel my TF! It never happened before. I also realize that he can literately see me from where he is and it’s only that thin veil between dimensions which disallows us to see each other. But it’s OK, he’s not for me anyway ;) I often wonder how he would react if he was alive and saw me during a class-mates meeting after all those years, since I’ve changed for better, also visually. Back then I was almost invisible, I disliked myself for how 'unformed’ and ‘different’ I was, while other class mates were fully present, enjoying themselves. Overall, it’s like the entire atmosphere as experienced in my most common dreams is accessible now when I’m awake and some old dreams which I had 10 or 20 years ago then forgot, they pop up out of the blue.

I also come across synchronicities such as giants, cyclops, Minotaur, Merlin, djinns, and numbers such as, again, 11:11, 54, 55, 17, 22, 000 and 999.

My twin’s absent again, but I don’t blame him as he must figure out what he wants to do with his life next, he needs to say yest to a big desired change so he could feel personally happy, professionally wanted and overall to build himself a new future based on realistic ideas only. A new spark in everything. I’ve discovered my past and worked on my issues, but he was too busy with his job (or lack of) and survival to let the Universe touch his heart. Now he has time, he’s in a safer place, and I believe the Universe will be triggering him so he could discover and learn about himself better.

The Sun has been producing what seems an incredibly colorful light, full of blue, yellow/gold and red strips lately. I captured it several times in pictures taken near the eclipse days - it holds a very happy energy; if you open and grab it with your heart, you will feel it.

Yesterday, 03/01 I felt totally happy, 100% internally pleased for no apparent reason, as usually. My chakras felt aligned, healed and happy, filling up the body with a sensation of stability, grounding, yet passion and independence. All that emotional neediness towards my twin seems to fade away and I finally act ‘on my behalf’, planning, trying various things, opportunities, still digging into my soul & heart about my life purpose here etc. Obviously, the main purpose means living & doing things with the twin sometime next, but until we get there, there must be a new side-quest to do which I’ll enjoy doing alone :) In fact these new sensations felt in the body may be linked to the twin since we keep merging, so while I embody his attributes (said independence of doing things on one’s own without sharing, or looking for any acceptance, plus creative ideas) then he embodies what’s been mine so far :) It all calls me to BE, RADIATE AND FEEL with my heart that what is pouring from outside. The brain has no job right now, it must surrender to the heart so it can feel, feel, feel and feed the entire body with that amazing energy!

I noticed it a long time ago that there’s an axis of love-work between us - when he works a lot, my love gets stronger and I need him more. On the other hand, when I have more things to do, I feel his energy stronger, a sensation that my passion and activity fills him with pleasure and excitement thus he’s energetically attracted to me more. So after the solar eclipse on 02/26, for the first time in many years I felt ‘full’ and happy, as if some cycle of my life has been completed and there will be no return to it. Of course I never know what the hell it’s exactly about but I believe my soul handles all that stuff so I just let it happen. I believe I’ll learn more around the mid-March or in late April. I was hanging in the garden last night looking at Orion, Sirius, Big Dipper, Pleiadies, Arcturus and Aldebaran. Orion, a place of many galactic battles feels healed now and radiates a happy energy too. I sent my love to Alnilam star (the middle one in the Orion’s belt). Looking at the constellation’s shape almost brought a new re-memory of something, like a sign, a rune I could know a meaning of but again, my human memory couldn’t help me with it, yet. Blockage!

I’ve felt a big acceleration today 03/02 but it may be also due to a huge geomagnetic storm (the solar wind is blowing like 750km/sec now!) The energy is that of rushing, impatience, acting without hesitation: “I want it, and I want it NOW”, “Let’s DO it (and if you’re not ready, stay where you are and I’ll do it myself”, and similar themes. This is a perfect astro-weather for the ego to rage but if you’ve done your ego training like I did in previous years, you will be just productive, creative, uplifted, inspired, and active without having the ego triggered by any negative energies.

Venus is retrograding in Aries (March 4 until April 15, ends in Pisces again) which is also partly my zodiac (I’m on the cusp) and I always feel anything Aries much stronger than Pisces. Current energy as it feels is that of having an urge for excitement, for the newer and simplified, for taking charge of own (or somebody else’s, like an elder family member’s) things, for leading the way, carving a new path boldly and courageously without looking at too many details or blockages. It’s the physical energy calling out to ‘jump over’ the collective, leave them to their own devices and to focus on doing things which only interest own self, the spirit, the heart! If you’re driven by this sharp and get-things-done energy and have things to do, you’ll do them immediately instead of prolonging decisions for weeks. There’s no place for boredom now. I even thought it was a sexual energy because the Earth is also waking up (spring time) strongly in the northern hemisphere where I live, but it’s not sexual. It’s calling out for taking action physically but I verified its purpose by imagining a situation that my twin was with me in the physical and we were to make love driven by this high vibration. Then honestly it felt as if we would probably stop moving after 5 minutes realizing that we wanted to do something else, not with our bodies but with that energy :) Thus, it’s not sexual. It has qualities of turning on the solar plexus and sacral chakras but only for self-love and unconditional love for the other half, to make us feel good inside our bodies, happy in our environment, prompting us to make desired changes in own lives when we finally don’t worry, doubt or fear at the time being. It’s the energy of creation, of making things, materializing, ending stagnant issues which the heart no more resonates with, and jumping over problems leaving them behind as non-existing since they were illusions. This vital energy can be mistaken though, so you may be mislead to quit with the TF and enter another relationship, or to cheat, because people seem to be very attractive now when they felt lighter, happier, more liberated, wanting a big change. Gaia is almost liberated from the old, tired, repetitive energy, the love energy of goddess is also here, and every plant, animal and human can feel it, so we transmute and radiate around. I can already imagine how it’s going to feel when plants will start making leaves and they will be releasing love energy (that delivered by Gaia to their roots and other parts) outside around April and May! We’ll feel as if we’re doped! :) So if you’ve with the twin flame, then you know whom you belong to and keep it like that. This is time when the end meets the beginning, an old victim suffered/experienced enough and is forgiven then resurrected, Phoenix rises from ashes, the last and ignored becomes the first and most wanted, just like when an ouroborous eats/learns about itself completely - it is ready to be shifted on another level of self-mastery to start growing until it can eat his tail again. Unless there’s no more growing or repeating cycles and the humanity is entering one permanent cycle :)

Until next time.

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