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im an idiot i didnt know that people saw it when you booped them so ive been booping everyone with reckless abandon

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mind still circling around slow damage. damn that shit was good.

#i tried playing hashihime right afterwards. didnt like that one after the last route. #kawase kinda hot though.

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update: this shit is so good, go get feedbro if you're using firefox fr fr

i should really get on the neocities train. make it RSS-friendly. and get back on bluesky i guess. idk. all this ai stuff is so annoying. maybe I'll just become a hermit again.

#im too sick to sit upright again #rss and vns is all i have i keep fuking fainting

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i should really get on the neocities train. make it RSS-friendly. and get back on bluesky i guess. idk. all this ai stuff is so annoying. maybe I'll just become a hermit again.

#my japanese is improving so maybe pixiv. i just still feel bad about the last scandal that happened with that site #I made a cohost too. and for a while years ago i tried mastodon. #idk. If im cheeky I guess I could try twitch or youtube at some point lol

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tumblr has an AI toggle you should turn on to prevent your work being shared with training models/etc! it's under settings & visibility.

#fucking hell #not this shit again

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thinking about posting an analysis I did of the paintings in Slow Damage (there was a thread about it on vndb).

I've written quite a few reviews of visual novels too, but most of them are unpublished - and those that I've published have been heavily shortened. People seem to dislike negative reviews, I've noticed. Even if you write respectful descriptions of why you think something wasn't great, people will still dislike it.

So I guess my Slow Damage analysis might see the light of day, but my Clannad review probably wont

#visual novel #I tried really hard to like clannad. i have spent well over 20 hours trying to like clannad. and it didnt work.

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#there he is

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a doodle

#my art #doodle #drawing #digital art #original character #demon #devil #might delete at some point idk just wanted to post #it's a bit wonky but i liked the colours

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man ive drawn a whole bunch lately but it's all heavily referenced anatomy studies. i pull up tutorials and then i just go ham in my gay little sketchbook with my gay little pencil. I think im learning something. maybe.

#art thoughts #just got put on the most insanely restrictive diet to maybe hopefully help me recover. fodmap is mad #but hey: i'm not barfing anymore. and my head feels... less swollen. but fuck me i miss bread. and pasta. #listened to that enka-style song from Kill Bill on my fancy new headphones just now and it made me cry. life is weird.

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in other news Clip Studio Paint has been screaming about memory issues on my ipad ever since the latest update. which is funny, considering that the only other app i have on there is Procreate and the default apps.

#what is he screaming about? we dont know #art thoughts #i should install easy canvas and just run it on my pc for now.

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[washes up on your local shore half-drunk 12 days later] happy merry January the first'd. 2023 was Not Great for me, but I hope 2024 will be kinder to, well... the world, in general, I guess. I'm sending you all my warmest wishes from my sick bed.

2024 Fuck war, Fuck Terfs, Fuck Suffering, Lets goooooooo

#everything is on fire #i am not an activist online. i dont think id be any good at that. but I read the news a lot and stuff. this is who i am.

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hi

#digital art #my art #drawing #doodles #original character #demon girl #artists on tumblr #chibi #im really sick these days. it's hard.

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📌Wassup, eyo, hi - I'm Falfa, and I'm a dumb 20+ year old loser-nerd. Sometimes I draw! I also write sometimes. This is my art tag. 📌

Some of the things I like that you might see me talking about here are:

Visual novels, Manga and indie comics

RPGs and strategy games (especially turn-based ones)

Story telling, writing, and world building

Internet culture, languages, sociology, and media analysis

Art and design, in general

Being a bisexual piece of shit

Some of my all-time faves I keep coming back to in terms of fanart and analysis are:

Puella Magi Madoka Magica

Neon Genesis Evangelion

Fire Emblem

Nitro+ novels

Touhou

Danganronpa 2

Dungeons and Dragons

Here’s where you can find me:

This is my Bluesky account

This is my dormant Pixiv account

This is my music tag (note: I don't know how to make music)

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gonna make a pinned post/about me for all the mobile users out there. might as well

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really liking this visual novel so far,

The entire theme really speaks to me. "If I know that I am 'wrong', and that my desires are 'wrong', how do I manage that? If I am aware that they've probably sprung from 'wrong' places (trauma), should I stop myself from pursuing them entirely? Even when the people I'm pursuing it with consent? Even when all parties are enjoying it, despite knowing it's fucked?

When should you let others engage in unhealthy behaviour? When should you intervene? When do you know the limits of yourself and others? How do you respect what you feel while also respecting what others want - or don't want?

How do you bond with others in a healthy manner, when you haven't learned how?"

#slow damage #surodame #media analysis #promise there will be art again at some point. doodling a lot these days. just have to feel satisfied enough with it to post #lately ive been drawing towa chibies. and an aoba. and some bg3 doodles. and a graha tia. #my lacking anatomy skills and illness are holding me back though. im trying.

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thank you, npc-guy-from-chapter-one ; there's nothing i love more than being correct and having a good time

people keep talking about how Die Hard is "technically a Christmas movie". I think people should start doing the same for Slow Damage.

#seriously though - thank you #this made me smile #slow damage

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people keep talking about how Die Hard is "technically a Christmas movie". I think people should start doing the same for Slow Damage.

#stuck in bed playing through this blind rn #slow damage #nitro+chiral #it's been an enjoyable ride so far. #wasnt expecting Ace-Attorney/Danganronpa like mechanics but it works #i want to draw towa smoking 800 cigarettes at once....