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zandellion0148 · 2 years

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Bottomless Trench

Word Count: 214

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Have you ever been to the ocean? It stretches as far as the eye can see and is deeper than that of the lands. When the sun shines below, the ocean grows brighter and clearer. However, have you on the other hand, plunged in? As for me, I did. When I go to the sea to travel by boat to reach the vast ocean, it both excites and frightens me. I love going to the beach as it really calms me. It helps me to purge my mind of sorrow, regret, grief, and loneliness.

As I dive in these waters, it made me realize something. Loving someone is bottomless Just like this bottomless trench. It’s hard to breathe as I try to grasp for air. Everything is unknown as long as I try to figure what it is. Although life doesn’t go your way, it always gives you surprises. Nevertheless, this world was too harsh for my reality, thus why I try to break by fantasizing. Hence, I travel to the sea to finally relieve my grief. So, at this very last word I may utter. I just want to… I pray that you won’t end up like me, falling for this bottomless love is not worth so try to live freely and happily…

||Word by: Anonie-Writer||

#writing #literature #bottomless trench

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zandellion0148 · 2 years

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Word Count: 1013

Trigger Warning: homophobic, & angst

Note: There will be many triggers and homophobic angst, If you are triggered please do not proceed further. There is also a slight smut with Alpha/Omega content so be WARNED. So that's it! Hope you guys enjoy this story ^^

“DAMN IT DAD!!! WOULD YOU JUST SHUT UP?! I-AM-SICK-AND-TIRED-OF-YOU-TELLING-ME-WHAT-TO DO.” I said it in a fitting rage, then my mother talked back in a cold demure voice. “My son you do know it is customary for us men to marry the same gender. Isn’t it? I and your father were like that too at first but in the end, you would come to agree and love each other.” I just couldn’t understand why we have to marry the same sex, isn’t it supposed to be the opposite? But this tribe of ours wants us to marry a guy, get it? A GUY. As for me I am not like the others here, I prefer holding a woman instead of a man. “THAT’S IT I’M OUT.” BANG!!! (DOORS SHUT) “Hon, what should we do? I've set him to meet his spouse.” He sadly said, “Don’t worry he’ll come around, and maybe he too will be able to love someone again…”

As I neared the forest's end, I spotted the city, which shone brightly against the night sky. I usually come and go here to have some fun with the city's women because our tribe was mostly made up of men. As I neared the club, there were full of people wanting to glimpse the ladies. I approached one but she got snatched away from me. “Hey, you know I was the first to approach her.” I said to the guy in front of me “Yea, so what?” pissed off I didn’t even look back. I then continued to enter the club and it was bustling as ever. Full of people anywhere I go, I sat on the empty seat in the corner, and then a lady approached me. We had a good time and as usual, I was about to ask her to play with me but suddenly my legs felt weak and I suddenly slipped. “Oh Gosh! Are you okay?!” surprised, she then helped me stand up and brought me to the sofa. “Hehe, I’m sorry… Do excuse me, I just need to go to the restroom.” I embarrassingly excused myself and went straight to one of the stalls.

“Shambles! Why does it have to be now?!” mortified of today’s events, I had to go back since it was the day of my heat. Every month during the fourth week, I have to go through this since this is one of the days when I could be able to conceive a child. “Shoot! I have to go back before someone sees me in this state.” As I exited the stall there was a guy staring at me. I didn’t bother giving a second glance so I wouldn’t look suspicious but then he suddenly took my hand and brought me to his arms and kissed me. As I was resisting he then grasp my ass and stick his finger in it. “FUDGE! TAKE IT OUT!!! I SAID TAKE IT O---” he kissed me once more to shut me up. Kissed passionately, I have never experienced it with my partners in bed. We then moved on to a nearby love hotel, where it lasted until the seventh day of the week. As I woke up I saw him sleeping beside me. My body was sore after doing it. I felt disgusted with myself after promising myself to never do it with a guy, then I suddenly stood up and put my clothes on, and hurriedly went outside so he wouldn’t be able to catch me.

When I reached the forest I first went to the river and took a bath and cleaned my ass so I wouldn’t get pregnant. I then went back home silently so I wouldn’t be found out. “Son?” KNOCK! KNOCK! “Y/N?” “O-Oh, dad…what is it?” I startledly asked, “It’s about your spouse…he will be coming here later 10 am, so you need to get ready.” I can’t believe he asked me to meet up with him when he knows I don’t want to which I thought to myself. I sighed and said fine. As the meeting time drew closer, I fixed myself and waited till I heard a knock. “Hello?” he then said while knocking “Hello to you too ---” I stopped, it was the guy from last night. I just couldn’t believe it was him. “Hi Damien, please do enter. This is my son beside me and my husband sitting over there.” my mother introduced. We talked about many things but I just couldn’t look at him because of those nights we had.

After the talk, we then said our goodbyes but then he sought me out and told me “I also don’t like men okay cause I’m straight. Just forget about those nights we had and our little past.” After hearing that I felt a prick in my heart and didn’t mind it. “Don’t worry I feel the same way.” We then didn’t have any contact for almost 3 months and we did our thing. I would usually go to the club and play, and sometimes I would see him too but then in the fifth month, I didn’t feel good. My dad would yell at me and tell me, I was pregnant for about 5 months and didn’t know who the father was because of that incident. Though obviously, I didn’t tell her that it was my fiance. As my tummy was getting bigger I felt conscious about not aborting the child so I then just raised her not to be like me. We then left the tribe and searched for a suitable place in the city and as time passed by, my little darling grew. “Mama, you don’t have to worry about me not having a papa.” She smiled at me with those sparkling beautiful eyes. “But sweetie just don’t end up like me, I know when I was in my youthful days, I was a bad child to my parents because of that incident. Even if the person didn’t love you remember there are still people who still care and will love you.” “Just like you mama?” “Yes…just like me.” I then smiled at her lovingly and still on that very day, I was still longing for him to be with me…

||Word by: Anonie-Writer||

#writing #short story #short fiction #alpha omega #smut

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zandellion0148 · 2 years

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“Death occurred at 11:59 a.m. on February 14, 20XX, and the cause of death is unknown.” The crime scene was being investigated by news reporters who were swarming around my house. As for me, it didn't disturb me because everything that had been going on in this area had been going on for a long time and the reason for it was always unclear. Every year this always happen near my house, I have no clue as to why they do it here but probably it was a safe place for those who want to do some heinous acts and later on police would knock on my door and question me if ever I saw something and my answer would always be no.

As for now, I’m attempting to prepare myself for school. Even if there are incidents like this, nothing can keep me from going to school. “Boo!!!” “GAAAHHH!!!” I freaked out as someone attempted to freak me out. “WHAT THE HELL---” I shouted at him “Sorry, sorry” he jokingly said. “The hell Zane are you tryna kill me!?” “No, no not at all. You were just stiff so I did that. So, how are you? Someone died again in front of your house.” He said “Yea, I’m fine it doesn’t really bother me.” I told him so he wouldn’t pry anymore “If you say so” We walked to school and parted ways as we each neared our classrooms.

My day was like any other day except for today. It was weird because my best friend Zane would always come pick me up right after class ends. It was 4 pm in the afternoon and everybody left one by one but he still didn’t show up. “Hey, have you seen Zane?” I asked one of my classmates “No, but who is he?” she asked “You know, the guy from the next class.” “Really? We had a guy like that?” That was weird I thought to myself. Have they forgotten Zane? But he would always go to the classroom to check up on me. I then hurriedly went home to find him but he wasn’t there. That night felt the weirdest thing because Zane wouldn’t text back to me even if I tried calling him for so many times.

“Ring Ring!!!!” I stopped the clock and looked at the time. “Hmm… What time is it?” When I looked at it, the strangest thing in my life had finally happened. “Why is the day Feb 14 20XX!!??” Mortified I opened my window and saw that the reporters were saying the exact same thing from yesterday. “What the hell is going on right now!?” I took my coat and went outside. I have never done this but this time my curiosity killed me. As I went nearer from the crime scene. Never in my life would I have expected this… Zane my friend died that day. As for now I have yet to return to the present time and now stuck on that very day that has haunted me for the rest of my life.

||Word by: Anonie-Writer||

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zandellion0148 · 2 years

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♡ Starry Night ♡

Word Count: 350

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Our hands intertwined as we walked down the path towards the busy deem street, our bodies close enough to sense each other's warmth. We both glanced towards the local theme park, where a massive Ferris wheel was positioned. Without saying anything we got closer, I felt him lean on me to close the gap, and as I closed my eyes, he whispered, "Let's go there," pointing out the Ferris wheel, which was getting larger as we drew closer. Face red with embarrassment, I expected a kiss but instead I just nodded to answer him.

Just when we were about to enter the Ferris wheel he told me to wait beside it. He opened his phone and ran off to somewhere I don’t know. Expectations filled my mind with excitement but as the time drew farther, my heart beats faster than before. Not knowing what will happen I stayed there peacefully, silently, and hoping he would come back instantly. Then rain came and I was still waiting for him but to no avail I asked for a ticket to ride the Ferris wheel.

As I entered tears fell down not understanding why is this happening. “did he leave me?” I thought to myself as my eyes begun to wonder outside the window of my ride. When I reached the peak, I wiped my eyes and calmed myself looking at the beautiful starry night. Stars shining so bright It was too beautiful for me to grief. It felt like I was being healed but little by little I was ascending down and it was time for me to go.

Then It was my turn to leave I glanced back one more time and when I looked what was in front of me I saw him… He was kneeling down before me. I rushed and hugged him as tightly I could've done in my life. Tears falling yet again out of longingness and happiness. “Marry me, my love” he said to me sweetly in my ears. As I responded “Yes, yes, I do!”. Sealed with a kiss He said “I love you my love stay with me forever…”

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#short story #writing #stories #starry night

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