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I hope the next months bring you the courage to do something you have been dreading to do, that you recover a bit, that you can feel less pain and more love, that you can find some solutions to your problems, and find new opportunities to grow and live a better life according to your own needs and desires. I hope you develop beautiful friendships and that the relationships you already have keep improving. I hope you get to try new things you have dreamed of. I hope you feel more safe and secure. I hope you feel more confident in your own abilities. I have hope. I will try. Please have hope. Please try.

#<3

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Pesach Gothic

You go to the grocery store. You are surrounded by food but there is nothing to eat.

It is mealtime. You want to eat. Everything in your refrigerator is made of potatoes.

You search your house with a candle and a feather. In the morning, you throw a paper bag into the fire. Suddenly everything you ate last week belongs to no one.

Elijah the Prophet is invited to your dinner party. You never see him show up, but people swear he drank from his wine cup.

The holidays will never end. In fact, you’ve already started counting toward the next one.

You used to eat green beans. But now someone thinks you may make bread out of green beans, so now you can’t eat green beans.

Day five. You believe you will never again eat anything that doesn’t incorporate potatoes in some way. Rice eaters seem like the luckiest people in the world.

A weasel has brought a crust of bread into your back yard. You panic. The rabbi says not to worry, because the weasel is not employed by you.

#obligatory reblog #pesach

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"If only the son of Amram [Moses] had seen the face of my beloved, and his curls and the splendor of his beauty, reddening as he gets drunk, he would not have written in his Torah, '…and with a man' [referring to Wayiqra 18:6]."

(i) עיניים פקוחות Eyes Wide Open, 2009, Dir. Haim Tabakman; (ii) Tachkemoni, Chapter 50: Verse 107, Rabbi Yehudah Al-Harizi, written in approximately 1220

#This is so beautifully written and sad #I can tell that’s not the exact translation #But it is very powerful nonetheless

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Eyes Wide Open (2009) dir. Haim Tabakman

#been thinking about this movie a lot recently #want to rewatch it #eyes wide open

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fucking love when I'm on a call with someone and they start to do a little errand or go somewhere else and they say "and you're coming with me" like. absolutely I am let's go on an adventure I've been spirited away

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…………….y’all ready for Pesach?

Because this person certainly is!

#lol so I thought that bird comment was going in the direction of ‘and they were afraid that the birds carrying chametz crashing into #their window would get crumbs into the house’ and that’s why they needed tin foil #but to just generally ward them off is good too I guess

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worst part about getting angry is how much it makes you want to be mean

#but what about when you’re upset and you still can’t bring yourself to be mean? #what does that say about me?

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Purim was yesterday why is my dash already filled with Pesach. this is truly the Christmas of Jews 😔

#eh #but also like SERIOUSLY #IT’S SO TRUE #I never thought about it that way but like seriously it’s so true

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Fucked up how humanity discovered electricity and radiation and made machines and learned to make airplanes and cured diseases and our takeaway isnt that "Some Magic Is Real And Here's Why", but that magic is fake this is big boy science and it's totally not magical

#CLAP ON #*clap clap* #CLAP OFF

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i’m not ready to know that you’ve learned how to live without me in your life

#I’m doing a lot better than before but I still wanted to post this #been so emotional the past few days #(got my period after weirdly not having it for a while) #but thinking this out practically brought me to tears #so cold the ‘try google or chatgpt’ response was #really just like defeatist #((y that’s not the right usage of that word but it’s what I want to use / I can’t think of a better term)) #but my mood ended up a lot better after I left the guy at the library use my printing pages #chesed really does mitigate depression #then I was so happily satisfied from the mood and some brownie bars that I was just enjoying and it was really so pleasant #((I guess that is my ‘bone’ looking back)) #listened to some Dr. John and cried a bit #didn’t make any breakthroughs but like I feel on the start of one? #or kind of like the precipice of a major revelation #but idk I can’t think the thought through enough #but anyways #took a bath and even put on the banana song for a bit #which does make things a lot better #even if my legs were cold because the tub isn’t that deep #it was still nice #so overall just an interesting night #rant #idk just wanted to capture it somehow #gn world #((also this gives ‘I find I’m scared to know I’m always on your mind’ vibes)) #((as well as another song that I can’t quite place - maybe ‘if the world was ending’ but also not? idk I can’t think of it.))

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Stop trying to be influencers we need good tumblr gifers now more than ever

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March 27th - Happy Birthday Onodera Ritsu!

#sekaiichi hatsukoi #sih

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tired of hearing about how saturn is the most fuckable planet just because it has the most rings. jupiter is clearly the most fuckable planet, and trust me, i’ve already heard your “oh the great red spot is an std” jokes, and i don’t care. and btw, the logistics of fucking the rings of a planet don’t make any sense. have fun trying to put your dick through a bunch of jagged rocks and ice, you piece of shit

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I'm begging you to turn the sound on

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here, i am not an adult, please do this for me 😞😭😞

#/cries #rant #i don’t want to work #i don’t want to be doing this #someone please step in and take over for me 😞

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if you’re jewish and you’re tired clap your hands

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#yo #me #Like what even are dreams at this point