anon-141

[anon-141]

sometimes i wish he would love me in a way that didn’t make me feel like a burden

maybe he loves me in a way i don’t understand

i want him to make me understand so that i don’t feel like i’m his last option

maybe he doesn’t love me at all

maybe i really am his last resort

maybe i’m just convenient for him right now

maybe i really am a burden to talk to

[anon-141]

show me your thorns

let me hold you

as your thorns pierce my skin I wonder how I felt before the constant hurt of clinging to you

of healing you

of having your thorns stuck in me

before the wounds from your thorns came

before the constant running of warm, thick blood down my body

before convincing myself that the warmth is coming from you, rather than the pain you caused

first poem of the blog that is very short and not proofread (did it in a couple minutes cuz emotions are hard) so nobody judge but constructive criticism is very much welcome!

#poem #poetry #original poem #short poem

[anon-141]

hi hello to anyone that comes across this!! i’m not really sure how to start this but i pretty much made this account to be able to get my thoughts out. i thought maybe reddit would be a better place but man is that place daunting i swear. i write things sometimes (poems usually) but everything is pretty much unfiltered and worked on within the span of 5 minutes never to be touched again lol. also might just be a ranting blog of sorts at times because what better to use a platform for? anyways this account will basically just be my journey through my life cuz it’s looking a little rough right now if i do say so myself so follow along if you’d like and send me questions if you have them 🫶

#mental health #first post #poem