Why do I have this uncontrollable urge to go wonder a forest by myself? And why does that feel like a selfish thing to do? Is it selfish to love everyone but want to be alone in a foggy forest? I don't know what I'd be looking for.
This is the only placr I can talk about this openly.
I am super unhappy with my relationship, my mental state, my way of life and I just want to leave it behind for a short while and live but if I do, my bf said we wouldn't be able to return back to our lives. I just want to feel free and I always feel trapped.