Hi! Can you do something for me?
Relax your shoulders. Let them fall down. Now tense them up for a moment really hard. And relax again. Use your hand to massage them gently
Relax your jaw. Open your mouth, stick out your toungue. Let your mouth hang open for a bit. Now puff your cheeks. Relax your jaw again
Relax your neck. Move your head side to side slightly. Stretch your neck muscles a little
Relax your arms. Let them fall by your sides. Wiggle them! Now stretch them a little
Take a deep breath. Hold it for a moment. Breathe out
Straighten your back. Tense it up for a little. Relax
OKAY THANK YOU AND BYEEE
All I need right now is to take a break from life for a month. I’d like to stay in a small stone cottage, spend my days reading, walking, gardening, watching murder mysteries and drinking tea. I’m just so tired, please
listen to your body. understand it’s warning signs. you are your own most important caretaker. and one of the hardest, but most crucial tasks, is knowing when to stop. when to rest, and heal. you’ve earned it, believe me.
J took me on a surprise break away, we stayed at the most beautiful hotel in York. We’re back already but I am still dreaming of coffee in this huge comfy bed
Tired | Obey me angst | Burnt out MC AU
PLEASE READ: THIS IS ONLY ANOTHER DRAFT THAT I MADE. IM PLANNING TO TAKE A BREAK.
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okay this is more or less directed towards my feelings. And yes im going to be diagnosed soon because my angst is kind of concerning at this point.
summary: burnt out mc leaves the Devildom with no warning
warnings: self-indulgent, burnt out feelings, guilt and depression(?), half-venting (kinda on my part)
Playing: Moral of the Story by Ashe
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and while you’re at it, check my spotify!
The Devildom was fun. For a while. But the studies and your personal problems began closing in on you. It’s as if it was a trap. You never wanted to be in the same boat with them. Dealing with their problems while also dealing with yours can be tiring. Depressing. It makes you think late into the night. How can you solve all of this while receiving no damage towards your mental and physical health? You thought of this one hard. Yet nothing could slip through the cracks. You had to face them head on, with nothing to protect you. Not even the brothers were aiding you in this war yet they made it with their own hands. It was pathetic, really. They were provoking these problems, but they cower in fear whenever they face with the consequences. How stupid can they be? To use a mortal as their shield was a coward move. But wasn’t it the only thing they can do? They were terrified. Cut them some slack. It’s brutal. Trying to make everything alright while also dealing with the thoughts in your head. You were stable. You were. A sigh left your lips as you flip the dusty pages of a book. Just leave it alone, MC. They never cared. They never cared for you. They never cared if you felt as if you were only a trump card to their succession. You were treated as if you were a doll. Always played with then thrown away. It hurt you. It was like a toxic relationship that breaks apart once you finally try to pry open the brother’s good side. It was certainly something. The once sweet brothers, now held hate in their eyes. Their open hands now closed, their fists clenched. You wanted a break. You deserved it, no? As you stare at the luggage that once helped you bring your items to this Hell, you knew it would help you bring your items to leave this realm.
The Devildom was quiet. Really, quiet. Too quiet. No laughter. No screams. No pain. Nothing. Only the occasional pen scribbling from Lucifer, or the footsteps from Mammon in the halls. They all knew what they were thinking. “Where is MC?” Well, let me answer them for you. Gone. You were gone. No where in site. Pain struck them as they began looking for you. And yet, no clue or trace to be found. You knew it was wrong. To leave. But, wouldn’t it be better to just leave completely than stay? They never wanted you there in the first place. They hated you. They never wanted you. They didn’t love you. But as you held your tears in your once warm home, you held your heart. As a pained smile masked you, you thought to yourself. You may have left them completely, MC, but did they truly leave you?
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Okay i left for like an entire month. And I’m sorry for that. But I was taking care of myself. I felt really low in that period of time. But I’m feeling better now! I still plan to write more stories, but my posts will be slowed. Originally, I planned to make this a full on story, but I decided to make it a draft or an idea for some others to take and use.
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Happy Mer-May, everyone! Here's a little Barbie in a Mermaid Tale! Sorry for taking so long on any mermaid content - this picture actually took me a week to finish, but I'm SO happy with how it turned out! I love this movie so much!!!!!!
Music I heard with you was more than music. And bread I broke with you was more than bread.
Conrad Aiken (b. 5 August 1889)
So, I have been informed of this trollpasta/creepypasta.
And of course, being the 1# Bugsnax shitposter and Shadow Filbo parent, it only had to be done