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21.

Pairing: Choi Beomgyu x reader

Themes: heavy angst, breakup au, exes! au, profanity, mentions of blood but it’s just a metaphor, a touch of self guilt.

Wc: 1k.

: ̗̀➛ listen to 21 by gracie abrams!

❝i see the look in your eye and I’m biting my tongue, you’d be the love of my life when I was young❞

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Today was the day Beomgyu turned twenty-one. 

You wished you hadn’t remembered, you wished you weren’t sitting alone in your little apartment, staring at your phone like a ghost. You hadn’t deleted his contact and were now wondering if you should call him and wish.

You couldn’t. Switching it off, you shut your eyes and wondered what he would be doing. Would he be thinking about your absence from an occasion you promised you’d be there for? One of the many promises you had to break when it came to Beomgyu, one of the many regrets.

Falling in love was too dangerous, you had realized, because all it ended in was hurt- not just for the person being broke up with, but the one doing the breaking up as well. From everything to nothing at all, the difference was jarring and harsh. 

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#thank you so much<3

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“Humans. We have no quarrel with you. The choice to live or die is yours. We seek only the trickster god N’armeth who is a fugitive of our kind. Present him and you can avoid this war.” The alien holds up a faded poster of Barney the Dinosaur.

#i hand him the soft toy i've had since i was 3

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like the absolute legend i am i forgot i had this account hello people 🧍‍♀️

#DFLDFGJK SHOULD RLLY WORK ON THE ONE DRABBLE IN MY DRAFTS HUH #willow.txt

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anyways where are the moas 

#making mutuals is so hard i- #willow.txt

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21.

Pairing: Choi Beomgyu x reader

Themes: heavy angst, breakup au, exes! au, profanity, mentions of blood but it’s just a metaphor, a touch of self guilt.

Wc: 1k.

: ̗̀➛ listen to 21 by gracie abrams!

❝i see the look in your eye and I’m biting my tongue, you’d be the love of my life when I was young❞

~

Today was the day Beomgyu turned twenty-one. 

You wished you hadn’t remembered, you wished you weren’t sitting alone in your little apartment, staring at your phone like a ghost. You hadn’t deleted his contact and were now wondering if you should call him and wish.

You couldn’t. Switching it off, you shut your eyes and wondered what he would be doing. Would he be thinking about your absence from an occasion you promised you’d be there for? One of the many promises you had to break when it came to Beomgyu, one of the many regrets.

Falling in love was too dangerous, you had realized, because all it ended in was hurt- not just for the person being broke up with, but the one doing the breaking up as well. From everything to nothing at all, the difference was jarring and harsh. 

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#ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ beomgyu #✎: srb

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NOOOOOOOOO. I LOVED THE RECENT BEOMGYU STORY.

do you think it might be possible to write a happy ending to it to help my heavy heart??? sjdbwhvevd

aHHH thank you so much😭😭😭 and dkjfndf I'm lowkey biased towards sad endings but!! maybe....maybe i will 👀

#thank you for this<3 #asks.com

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21.

Pairing: Choi Beomgyu x reader

Themes: heavy angst, breakup au, exes! au, profanity, mentions of blood but it’s just a metaphor, a touch of self guilt.

Wc: 1k.

: ̗̀➛ listen to 21 by gracie abrams!

❝i see the look in your eye and I'm biting my tongue, you'd be the love of my life when I was young❞

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Today was the day Beomgyu turned twenty-one. 

You wished you hadn’t remembered, you wished you weren’t sitting alone in your little apartment, staring at your phone like a ghost. You hadn’t deleted his contact and were now wondering if you should call him and wish.

You couldn’t. Switching it off, you shut your eyes and wondered what he would be doing. Would he be thinking about your absence from an occasion you promised you’d be there for? One of the many promises you had to break when it came to Beomgyu, one of the many regrets.

Falling in love was too dangerous, you had realized, because all it ended in was hurt- not just for the person being broke up with, but the one doing the breaking up as well. From everything to nothing at all, the difference was jarring and harsh. 

You hated to think of him being happy and carefree right now, as selfish as that sounded. You hated that he could have possibly completely forgotten about you and moved on while you were sitting there, waiting for a sign to tell you that your decision was right.

If the dull ache in your chest said anything about that, you’d bet that it wasn’t. If it was still there by the time you were thirty, you would admit that it was a mistake.

It had been around four months since the day you walked away from him. The ghost of his pretty laughter and bright eyes haunted the walls of your loneliness, and then you’d wish it was real. You knew that if he saw the amount of times you almost called him, he would have laughed and teased you about it. 

Beomgyu was a spitfire, a bright golden streak in the monotony of your life. You would never understand how someone could make such a difference and cut so deep where you ended it. Doctors always said that you should never remove the object that has impaled you, because you would simply bleed out.

When you removed yourself from the relationship, somehow it ended up being you who bled, tears and all. It fucking hurt, because although it had been the right thing to do- at least in your mind- your heart despised you for it. 

Your friend told you about how she had seen him awake in the early hours of the morning, pacing around his room. You didn’t take any solace in the fact that he was hurting just as bad as you were, because it only served as a reminder for what you had gone and screwed up.

His mother had always loved you, he had said. She never called, and though you didn’t really expect it you sort of hoped that she would. You wanted to call just to check in on the boy you seemed to still love. 

You made so many empty promises and then broke them. Since they were so hollow, it was easy to snap into pieces, washed away by the current of your misery. You promised you would be there for his twenty-first birthday, he promised to be there for yours, and the thought made you laugh bitterly. 

Time was said to heal all wounds, so maybe you would move on one day. Maybe then you would be able to look back on your youth and your foolishness with fondness instead of regret. You’d be able to say that Beomgyu was the love of your life when you were young, and then maybe run into him one day and reminisce.

You thought about how he kissed you, the way he would laugh and smile against your lips and cause you to do the same. You thought about how his arms would be around you and lull you to sleep when you couldn’t, and how your fingers would run through his soft hair.

Falling in love when you were young meant that nothing lasted forever. The foundation was built with stilts that could never withhold the might of a storm, but it had been so beautiful never the less. ‘Love’ was a stretch, did you even know what that word meant?

Maybe you didn’t, but you liked to think that you and Beomgyu had been close to it. You liked to think that in another life he was still yours and you hadn’t walked away. 

You couldn’t bear to think of him half drunk and happy, with you being just a wisp of a thought. You knew he definitely deserved to have that after what you did though. This was your fault, and that had that dull ache returning to your chest, as if a rod was prodding at your heart as a reminder for what you had fucked up oh so well.

Perhaps you knew you had fucked up the moment you saw the look in his eyes, the way those usually bright eyes of his turned broken in a matter of minutes. You had never seen such a quick and drastic change in his demeanor, and you hated, absolutely loathed yourself for doing so.

You still cried sometimes, and you didn’t realize you were doing so now. Blurry eyes and a heavy heart, you pushed your phone further away from you. You didn’t want to ruin his evening, and you knew that you wouldn’t want him to call you either. It would just be too much.

You were content with being the love of his life when he was young. You only wanted to be a blissful memory, a story of his first love that he could tell when he was older. You hoped you were a worth enough story to tell.

“Happy birthday love,” you whispered to the emtpiness that cloaked your apartment, “Happy 21.”

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okay how does one make mutuals on txtblr 🧍‍♀️

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𝐂𝐇𝐎𝐈 𝐘𝐄𝐎𝐍𝐉𝐔𝐍

𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐍 𝐂𝐔𝐓𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 𝐇𝐄 𝐃𝐎𝐄𝐒 𝐀𝐒 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐁𝐎𝐘𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃

when he smothers you in affection. he loves giving you all sorts of love, be it verbal or physical. often you'll find him in front of you with hands cradling your jaw to pepper kisses all over your face. he can get quite aggressive with it, squeezing the life out of you in a bear hug at times, but he truly means no harm!

when he sends you smiles from far away. you could be on the completely opposite sides of the hall, talking to your own group of friends and his eyes would somehow manage to find yours. he will send you one of his infamous cheeky grins where his eyes morph into crescents.

when he says "i love you" in the middle of conversations. you could be talking about truly the most absurd topics or having a small, harmless, almost playful argument and he will always manage to sneak in a quick peck on the tip of your nose, followed along by a triumphant love confession.

when he gets even angrier than you when you're mistreated. being wronged would make anyone feel hurt or annoyed, including you! however, know that he'll feel twice as much furious in your stead. he is ready to have your back anytime you need him and it drives him mad whenever he hears or sees you being treated less than respectfully.

when he stares you down. he is tall, that's a fact everyone is aware of, but what's less commonly known among the people who know of him is the fact that his presence only seems to get larger when you lock eyes with him. he'll lean against the doorframe and wordlessly challenge you to stand your ground against him. it's quite the sight.

when he lays down by your side. yeonjun loves having your attention on him, but that doesn't always mean he'll speak to you to get it. sometimes, he'll just opt to come up to you on the bed and lay on his side, supporting his head with his palm against his jaw, elbow propped up. he'll quietly wait for your work to finish, with his lips occasionally curling up when you run your fingers through his hair.

when he wears jewellery. he has a very pretty bone structure and facial features, so earrings, necklaces and such pieces suit him like no other. it's always great to see thin silver chains draping over his collar bones, wrapped around his neck. the rings he likes to wear fit around his slim fingers like ornaments and the piercings on his ears are a treat to your eyes.

© 𝐊𝐎𝐈𝐒𝐇𝐔𝐀, 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟐. 𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐒 𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐕𝐄𝐃 • 𝐑𝐄𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐆/𝐅𝐄𝐄𝐃𝐁𝐀𝐂𝐊

#ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ yeonjun #thank you for feeding my yeonjun brainrot bestie #he is. very attractive

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choi yeonjun x reader — [00:32 am] | 0.5k g: fluff, best friend au, high school au | w: mild language, food mentions

“Don’t forget the soda.”

Yeonjun’s obnoxiously loud whisper cut through your trance, causing you to blink and realize you were still deciding which brand of chips to get. You pick up a random one so he doesn’t realize you had spaced out, throwing it in the cart. The crinkly sound makes you cringe a little since it was pretty loud in comparision to the silence that presently reigned over the empty grocery store.

“We’ll get upset stomachs,” you grumble, looking at the junk food that was already inside it. Eggo waffles, cinnamon toast crush cereal, chocolate easter eggs that were on sale since the store wanted to get rid of them as quickly as possible. Adding the chips to the mix, you can almost feel the inevitable sick day you’re going to experience soon.

“It was your idea to do this,” he reminds you, taking two cup noodles down from the shelves and throwing them in, before shooting you a sheepish grin. “Running low at home on these things.”

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choi yeonjun x reader — [00:32 am] | 0.5k g: fluff, best friend au, high school au | w: mild language, food mentions

“Don’t forget the soda.”

Yeonjun’s obnoxiously loud whisper cut through your trance, causing you to blink and realize you were still deciding which brand of chips to get. You pick up a random one so he doesn’t realize you had spaced out, throwing it in the cart. The crinkly sound makes you cringe a little since it was pretty loud in comparision to the silence that presently reigned over the empty grocery store.

“We’ll get upset stomachs,” you grumble, looking at the junk food that was already inside it. Eggo waffles, cinnamon toast crush cereal, chocolate easter eggs that were on sale since the store wanted to get rid of them as quickly as possible. Adding the chips to the mix, you can almost feel the inevitable sick day you’re going to experience soon.

“It was your idea to do this,” he reminds you, taking two cup noodles down from the shelves and throwing them in, before shooting you a sheepish grin. “Running low at home on these things.”

Your best friend is amusing, you know this. You’ve been stuck with him since your sophmore year of high school, and there wasn’t a person you would rather go with you at ungodly times to a twenty-four hour grocery store. You weren’t getting any sleep, and he had been bored. Match made in heaven in your opinion.

“Soda after whatever sugary pastry you’re going to get for us was not my idea,” you correct, picking out the cardboard-boxed cheesecake he had taken from the store freezer to purchase. “You know the strawberries in this are going to taste like shit, right?”

“That’s the beauty in it, Y/n,” there’s a twinkle in his eyes, one you knew all too well and had come to grow fond of. “The fact that it’s so shitty is what makes it fun.”

“No wonder you’re a hoot,” you snicker and he gasps, elbowing you and causing you to yelp. Your voices were the only sounds that filled the old store. 

“I take offense.”

“Good.”

He hums, hesitating for a moment. There’s something on his mind, and there has been for a while now, but you’ve never found the moment to ask him about it. Now or never, you suppose.

“What’s wrong?”

Yeonjun has very expressive eyes, and now they’re just a little sad. You’re not quite sure what has gotten to him to cause this, but you know you don’t like him being sad. You like the boy with the bright eyes and shit-eating grin. That was what made him, him.

“Will we still do this? Next year I mean.” The question hangs in the air, uncomfortable so. Next year- college. The two of you graduate, and to hell with what happens after that because you don’t know yet.

You don’t think you would be able to survive without him, who else were you supposed to do all your spontaneously and idiotic antics with? Growing up and letting go had always seemed like a idiotic concept to you, so you didn’t see why anything should have to come to a stop.

“Of course we will” You say simply, “Always.”

Yeonjun smiles, glancing at you for just a moment. Best friends, you had promised him in the tenth grade as he had promised to you. Maybe in the future you would be more, but for now, he was content with joining you for midnight escapades and such.

“Always.”

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hi new moot <33

hello bestie<3

#asks.com #koishua

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ok i feel like ive done the basic stuff now what.

#gonna run around not knowing wtf im doing. aight #willow.txt

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𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

[ ♡ — tracklist ] hello and welcome to my masterlist! this is a collection of all my writings, and although i’m not the most active writer, i do hope my writings bring you some joy<3

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𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐬𝐭: 𝐂𝐇𝐎𝐈 𝐁𝐄𝐎𝐌𝐆𝐘𝐔

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𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐬𝐭: 𝐊𝐀𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐀𝐄𝐇𝐘𝐔𝐍

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𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐬𝐭: 𝐂𝐇𝐎𝐈 𝐒𝐎𝐎𝐁𝐈𝐍

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hiii i’m willow!! not exactly new to tumblr (used to have a blog that i would just scroll and read fanfiction from dfjkxggjk) but i am looking into writing for txt! lets be friends<3

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