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#mine #long time no see #:) #thps

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we now return to our regularly scheduled programming

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#yhis os the most fucked up song ever written

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well now everything dies baby a fact, but maybe everything that dies someday comes back

#phh haiqehehqi hahahahw whahqbdhqjxxjw #time isnt hiding its just hard to finding

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#when youre gone #how can i #even try #to go on #when youre gone though i try how can i carry on

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#if you see the wonder #of a fairy tale #you can take the future #even if you fail #.............. #i believe in angels #something good in everything i see

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life update

(tw: family sickness, serious illness)

hi i figure i post something on here idk why really but well.

anyway life update from jenny is that unfortunately, my mom has pancreatic cancer. it has also..spread to her liver. so surgery isnt possible. she just started chemo last week. havent been given a prognosis or anything. honestly what ive said here is basically all i know. but yeah. she told us in mid december so. uh. but yeah ok. see ya.

#dont know more since my family ... doesnt keep me in the loop ? #not sure why that is i need to talk to my siblings #but yeah #i dont have any particular reason or desire from posting this i just figured its happening in my life and maybe some ppl here would like to #know #ive had some time to think and dwell and hwatever the fuck its been a month #but #hayeehah h yehah o ha ye hah o o hhhheeyah hehe

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sorry for disappearing and coming back like this its random i may disappear again but thank you much love if youre reading this and here ily

#logging off now #:hug:

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mikus here at least

#ignore the following tags okay dont look #it feels like my fucking heart is gonna burst out my chest but at least mikus here

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its gonna be okay

its uh

#T_T #;-;

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its uh

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yeah okay heres a printed email from 2009 (when i was 9 years old) of someone forwarding house insulation info to my mom and dad (before they divorced) and the email includes my moms reply to them

tell me how to look at an inane family document addressed to my mom and dad, with my moms reply attached to the email and not burst into tears

#T_T #im gonna fucking

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its gonna be okay. just because things are bad now doesnt mean they wont forever. give yourself patience and care because you deserve it

#thank you #<3 #thankuou

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tell me how to look at an inane family document addressed to my mom and dad, with my moms reply attached to the email and not burst into tears

#dear god

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please dear god someone tell me its gonna be okay

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BEWARE if you make an epic fail weed order at the dispensary this tgirl WILL make fun of you w her coworkers

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for the foreseeable future, this blog will be inactive. thanks to everyone who shared a laugh and interacted with me. dm or discord me if you need me :)

#may or may not be permanent #see ya around ^_^ <3