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Finally the last day of this year 💅✨✨✨ cant wait for 2024

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I don’t belong anywhere. I am an outsider to planet earth. i hope i can find my real home soon because it’s not here

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I can’t do it anymore, fr I‘m so tired

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my ultimate fantasy is having a brain that lets me enjoy being alive

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Die Gedanken kreisen und die Nächte werden wieder länger.

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it’s not like i would kill myself,

but i wouldn’t care if i didn’t wake up tomorrow.

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update: I still need it.

i wish somebody could hold me tight

and say, that everything will be fine

thats all i need.

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The last two days have been fine, but this evening I’ve been hit with the sads again… for no reason…

Why can’t it let me go…

My minds screaming for help

And my heart is drowning…

I just want to be ok…

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“Why do I feel like home was never here?”

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Me: does something potentially dangerous

My anxiety: OMG WE ARE GONNA DIE 😟😧👎❌😳

My depression: OMG WE ARE GONNA DIE 💖☺️☀️🌷👐

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You called me lazy without knowing I was busy trying to keep myself alive

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idk if this whole being alive thing is for me honestly

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"There were two reasons I was scared to let people in; the damage they could do, and the damage they could find."

— Chris Mc Geown

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hello sad days, hello tumblr again

#depressive episode #tw depressing thoughts #depressing quotes #depressing shit #tw depressing stuff #depressiv #sorry for being depressing #depressed #depression

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have been experiencing so many emotions this week and it's so very weird I forgot their are emotions besides panic and not-panic?

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I feel like I’m already dead but I have to keep on living