This is once again a miserable existence
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I think it's rllyy pathetic how I can't handle the slightest amount of responsibility before I crumble down and start being a huge cunt to everyone
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*avoids a show specifically so i dont become unhealthily attached to a character*
*fps a literal fictive of him*
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*rolls you like a fat blunt* sorry *skinny blunt didnt mean to trigger you you snowflake
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just had crazy sex. splendid.
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i think we are growing apart and its the end of me because theres no me without him
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i never thought i would be saying this but i miss my acid reflux
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duuudeeee i am having REGULAR DREAMS ALMOST EVERY NIGHT with my fps in them like :((( i miss them both so so much arggggg this isnt fair we are a package deal!!! its like a ken without a barbie like what am i supposed to do now. like.
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im thinking of keeping a track of all the food i eat on this blog to hold myself more accountable and give myself more motivation not to eat
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never love an anchor by the crane wives is so me cpded like thats literally me you guys it was written about me
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i would kill myself but i have a purpose to serve. my first priority is him, always, and if i cant unburden him of me by killing myself because im scared he would try to kill himself too - then i will do everything in my power to repent and amend for all the pain i caused him
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had an argument and didnt immediately kill myself on the spot. whaddaya know
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i really dont wanna hang out with my friend tomorrow i really dont im so fucking depressed and i want to fucking kill myself and i am stressed about getting there by the train and i.im. i hghghhgghhhhhgh i hope i dont wake up tomorrow i wish i could just kill myself for one year and then come back like nothing happened i wish i could pause time or kill myself or just rot in my bed but i cant i wish i could get high but i dont wanna waste everything in one day
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