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HE LEANS IN AND CLOSES HIS EYES. “Most of all, I hate you because I think of you. Often. IT’S DISGUSTING AND I CAN’T STOP.” // Indie. Very Private. Very Selective. Cardan Greenbriar from The Folk of the Air series. sideblog to vetrhridar.

#ah. there he is. that motherfucker. what a tool #p.

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 WHAT   THEY   DON’T   REALIZE   IS   THIS:   yes,   they   frighten   me,   but   i   have   always   been   scared,   since   the   day   i   got   here.   i   was   raised   by   the   man   who   murdered   my   parents,   reared   in   a   land   of   monsters.   i   live   with   that   fear,   let   it   settle   into   my   bones,   and   ignore   it.   if   i   didn’t   pretend   not   to   be   scared,   i   would   hide   under   my   owl-down   coverlets   in   madoc’s   estate   forever.   i   would   lie   there   and   scream   until   there   was   nothing   left   of   me.   i   refuse   to   do   that.   i   will   not   do   that.

       queen   of   elfhame.   shadow   queen.   jude   duarte.   by   nyx.

#the folk of the air rp #tfota rp #fantasy rp #indie rp #tolkien rp #asoif rp #sp. #reposting this because url change kndfkdn

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Bree + hitting men: the saga

#INSTEAD OF BEING AFRAID I COULD BE SOMETHING THEY FEAR / JUDE * #FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT

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 𝐌𝐀𝐘   𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐇   𝐁𝐄   𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑   𝐎𝐍𝐋𝐘   𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐎𝐍.   something   clenches   within   her   ;   shatters.   shards   cutting   at   her   insides,   threatening   to   bleed   her   dry.         (   DAUGHTER   OF   CLAY,   WITH   YOUR   MAYFY   LIFE.   )         he’s   said   worse   things   to   her,   bruised   more   than   her   pride,   and   yet,   for   some   reason,   this   time   it   aches   worse.         YOU   KNOW   WHY.         jaw   clenches,   eyes   set   ablaze   :   the   ghost   would   be   disappointed   by   the   amount   of   herself   bleeding   into   her   expression,   but   cardan   has   always   known   how   to   get   under   her   skin.   snake-fast,   fingers   coil   around   his   throat,   breath   warm   and   humid   against   his   jaw.   is   a   liar’s   tongue   not   her   most   treasured   ability   ??   is   it   not   why   dain   had   looked   twice   at   her   when   the   folk’s   gazes   usually   slid   past   ??   she’ll   sharpen   it   ‘till   it   cuts.   he’s   no   stranger   to   the   kiss   of   her   blade.         ❝   you   better   get   used   to   it,   your   highness.   ❞

 @coinnleir

#coinnleir #answer. #uwu

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this tension, i like

#INSTEAD OF BEING AFRAID I COULD BE SOMETHING THEY FEAR / JUDE * #HE IS EVEN MORE HORRIFICALLY BEAUTIFUL THAN I WAS ABLE TO RECALL / CARDAN * #HOW DO PEOPLE LIKE US TAKE OFF OUR ARMOR? / & CARDAN #hot

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#i want more threads kjdnkdn #ooc.

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 𝐁𝐄𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐄   𝐌𝐄,   𝐀   𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐒𝐌:   gilded   apple,   the   promise   of   eternity   sewn   with   beetle   wings,   this   darkness   brewing   in   silence   until   the   froth   becomes   too   much   for   this   dirt   vessel   to   hold.         (   DAUGHTER   OF   CLAY   ).         a   beginning   and   an   end   and   somewhere   in   the   middle,   flowers   blooming   from   spilt   blood.         the   land   has   chosen   you.   it   feels   less   like   a   relief   and   more   like   the   same   brand   of   bitter   truth,   an   attempt   at   kindness   when   all   this   world   knows   is   how   to   break   bones.   she   knows   all   about   the   cruelty   of   princes   and   kings,   and   he   is   no   different.   bears   the   scar   in   her   hand   as   a   reminder   that   cradling   stars   in   the   palm   of   mortal   hands   can   only   burn.   the   power   she   covets   so   is   rightfully   hers,   but   nothing   lasts   forever,   and   yes,   there’s   always   something   left   to   lose.   never   is   like   forever.   she   closes   tired   eyes   against   the   shroud   of   him,   inhales   pine   smoke.   maybe   it’s   okay   to   want   the   things   that   can   only   hurt   you.   she’s   drowning   in   blood   as   it   is.         ❝   is   that   your   attempt   at   making   me   scared   ??   ❞         emulated   harshness   not   inborn   but   made   her   own   through   trial   and   error.   make   what   you   will   of   her   liar’s   tongue,   the   truth   remains   :   she   has   been   scared   for   too   long   to   know   how   to   be   without   it.         (   may   death   be   your   only   companion.   )         fingers   tighter   around   the   hilt   of   her   sword.         ❝   ...   or   are   you   being   intentionally   cryptic   out   of   boredom   ??   ❞

 @starfrckled

#starfrckled #jude 'men exhaust me' duarte #answer.

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 jude   threatens   u   with   a   knife     wyd

#a typical monday in elfhame #ooc.

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Madoc: Jude is at that special age when a girl only has one thing on her mind.

Oriana, smiling: Boys?

Jude, smiling back: Slaughter.

#yeah

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 𝐀𝐍𝐍𝐎𝐘𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐅𝐋𝐈𝐂𝐊𝐄𝐑𝐒 - 𝐋𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐅𝐀𝐒𝐓 -   across   mien,   infantile   urges   not   yet   curbed   in   spite   of   forced   maturity.         (   i,   bringer   of   storms.   kingslayer.   kingmaker.   my   tongue   weeps   venom.   )         made   beastly   and   cruel   by   the   wretched   land   she’d   burrowed   her   roots   in.         /         you   think   a   seed   growing   in   goblin   soil   would   be   the   same   as   one   thriving   in   the   human   world   ??   no,   seedling.   i   don’t   know   what   you   are.            jaw   clenches.   fists   follow   suit   at   her   side,   the   phantom   pain   of   old   stab   wounds   bothersome   even   now.   despite   living   among   those   who   cannot   lie,   truth   somehow   still   stings   like   a   red   hot   brand.         ❝   there   are   some   who   would   disagree   with   you.   vehemently.   bloodshed   happened   for   less.   ❞

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#altanisse #answer. #jude bb can you pls stop being stressed all the time kjfdkfn

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❝ your world isn’t for people like me. ❞

❝ i will always hate you, i vow it.❞

❝ i’m having a premonition. we’re going to have fun tonight. ❞

❝ dirt. it’s where you came from. it’s what you’ll return to soon enough. ❞

❝ i hate you so much that sometimes when i look at you, i can hardly breathe. ❞

❝ you’re better off being scared. ❞

❝ you’re no killer. ❞

❝ horror of horrors, you might actually have a good time! ❞

❝ there’s always something left to lose. ❞

❝ i am done with being weak. i am done with being good. i think i am going to be something else. ❞

❝ only idiots aren’t scared of things that are scary. ❞

❝ how can anything done in the service of a noble cause be wrong? ❞

❝ get down on your knees. beg. make it pretty. flowery. worthy of me. ❞

❝ i have made myself less. i have made myself small, i have kept my head down. i’m not going to do that anymore. ❞

❝ desire is an odd thing. as soon as it’s sated, it transmutes. if we receive golden thread, we desire the golden needle. ❞

❝ i will never be cruel to you for the sake of delighting in it. ❞

❝ our lives are the only real thing we have, our only coin. we get to buy what we want with them. ❞

❝ you’re a story that hasn’t happened yet. i want to be part of the unfolding of the tale. ❞

❝ poison might be a coward’s weapon, but it’s an effective one. ❞

❝ being born mortal is like being born already dead. ❞

❝ may your hands always be stained with blood. may death be your only companion. ❞

❝ do you love me enough to give me up? ❞

❝ if you hurt me, i wouldn’t cry. i would hurt you back. ❞

❝ half a plan is good enough. ❞

❝ i killed him, and then i buried him. so believe me when i threaten you. ❞

❝ true power isn’t granted. true power can’t be taken away. ❞

❝ i challenge you to a duel. for my honour, which was grievously betrayed. ❞

❝ was it fun to deceive me? did you like the feeling of having something over me? ❞

❝ i’m a mirror! i’m the mirror you don’t want to look at. ❞

❝ i will not stand in front of your happiness. i will not even stand in front of misery that you choose for yourself. ❞ 

❝ love doesn’t grow well, fed on pain. ❞ 

❝ i know you’re keeping secrets. something is making you sick. you’re paler and thinner and your eyes have a weird shine. ❞ 

❝ you fit in better than i do, but i bet it cost you something. ❞ 

❝ as i am now, i am well on my way to becoming one of the wolves. ❞ 

❝ the odd thing about ambition is this: you can acquire it like a fever, but it is not so easy to shed. ❞ 

❝ maybe being a monster was my calling. ❞ 

❝ most of all, i hate you because i think of you. often. it’s disgusting and i can’t stop. ❞ 

❝ go ahead and run. i definitely won’t shoot you in the back. ❞ 

❝ i will act as your shield. i will act as your hand. i will act in accordance with your will. ❞

❝ i can be charming. i charmed you, didn’t i? ❞

❝ i know. don’t bore you by dying. ❞

❝ this is where i grew up. even if i hate it half the time, it’s mine. ❞

❝ you’d do well to decide how much you care for goodness before you go too far. ❞

❝ you’re a dirty liar and i hate it and i hate this. ❞

❝ i turned out to be useful after all. what a terrible surprise. ❞

❝ if you live your life always afraid, always with danger on your heels, it is not so difficult to pretend away more danger. ❞

❝ oh, yes. let me tell you my whole plan. you’ve goaded me right into it. ❞ 

❝ i am what you made me. ❞

❝ i have not always danced to your piping, but you haven’t the stomach to truly cross me. ❞

❝ it turns out i still don’t know how to laugh. ❞

❝ i have lied and i have betrayed and i have triumphed. if only there was someone to congratulate me. ❞

❝ come back when returning feels like a hard choice instead of an easy one. ❞

❝ i may be the useless shield you put in front of you, but don’t expect me to start being useful. ❞

❝ this is what you wanted, isn’t it? what you sacrificed everything for. ❞

#hewwo #meme. #reblog from source.

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 honestly   ...   jude   saying   fuck   you   to   the   fae   court   who   did   nothing   but   terrorize   her   her   whole   life   and   becoming   first   ruler   through   a   puppet   king   and   then   the   actual   high   queen   is   very   hot.

#hi im not exactly here because mental health??? don't know her #but i love jude #i finally convinced my sister to read the books and she's been liveblogging it to me jkdn #ooc.

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JUDE   &   OAK   *

#INSTEAD OF BEING AFRAID I COULD BE SOMETHING THEY FEAR / JUDE * #tbt #edits * #JUDE WOULD DIE FOR HER LITTLE BROTHER AND THAT'S FACTS

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let’s   get   this   party   started   with   a   small   starter   call?

#capping at 8ish?

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 where   is   nyx   ??

 @genitrice   ━━   padmé   naberrie,   sw,   fantasy   rewrite   ;   low   activity  @vdovaz     ━━   natalia   romanova,   616   based,   non   mcu   compliant   ;                                   running   on   queue  @lyaer         ━━   jude   duarte,   the   folks   of   the   air   ;   low   activity

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 jude   cuts   her   food   with   her   sword   to   assert   dominance.

#she does her eyeliner with the edge of her dagger #growing up among sharp teeth she's not afraid of being cut #ooc.