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It’s been a while since I last updated the navigation post, and since I’ve made a few minor adjustments in all of this blog’s current pages, I thought I should make a new easier-to-read one now. This post might be long so I’ll keep the main content under break.

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my long overdue assassin au for ace trappola 

will most likely draw the rest of the heartslabyul students but i have to search for more inspiration

#twisted wonderland #twistedwonderlandace #twistedwonderlandacetrappola #acetrappola #twst ace #twst ace trappola #twstxassassinau

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One sided.

- you and Kazuha have been friends for five or six years. In those years he never once hid the fact he loves you but you never reciprocated. You were always so cold towards him and after months of thinking and thinking, kazuha decides to save himself from you.

Characters: Kaedehara Kazuha, Reader

In Kazuha's pov

It was the last time we exchanged words. I shouldn't be affected, not like this. But why?

Why do i even bother to ask when I know the reason why I'm like this?

The very thing I repeatedly told myself that wasn't real. That i would never experience it no matter what happened... Happened. You happened.

You probably think I'm pathetic for being this way. You probably think I was joking when I said those words.

Three words, eight letters.

My voice was shaking, hands were trembling. A blush adorned my cheeks but at the same time my heart sank regardless of the giddy feeling you made me experience.

Because I knew very well you did not feel the same way. Whenever i smiled at you you did not reciprocate. Whenever i joked around you did not laugh. Whenever i said "i miss you" it was tossed aside so easily.

Why do i keep trying to capture your attention when i already know what your response would be? Your eyes rolling or a heavy sigh escapes from your lips with both arms crossed against your chest while slowly shaking your head, dismissing me all together.

Why do i try?

Why do i bother?

Did you know how I love hearing your voice whenever you speak? How soft it could sound or when you suddenly pause to recalculate what it is you were going to say.

Did you know how much I love your eyes? How expressive you can be. It was so easy to know when your mood changes because your eyes would give it away.

Do you know how much i love you?

Of course you don't. You never noticed.

But if you did then ... There's nothing much I can do about it.

I pray for the time i shall cease thinking about you. I pray i forget your smile and how your eyes light up. A selfish thing of me to pray for, i know.

There's one more thing I would like to selfishly pray for.

I pray for the time when my heart stops recognizing you as the person I love and cherish.

#genshin impact #genshin impact kazuha #kaedehara kazuha #genshin kazuha #kazuha genshin impact #random thoughts #kazuha and reader

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IM SO EXCITED

It fills me with such pride and joy to announce that my version of Speak Now will be out July 7 (just in time for July 9th, iykyk 😆) I first made Speak Now, completely self-written, between the ages of 18 and 20. The songs that came from this time in my life were marked by their brutal honesty, unfiltered diaristic confessions and wild wistfulness. I love this album because it tells a tale of growing up, flailing, flying and crashing… and living to speak about it. With six extra songs I’ve sprung loose from the vault, I absolutely cannot wait to celebrate Speak Now (Taylor’s Version) with you on July 7th. Pre-order now at http://taylor.lnk.to/SpeakNowTaylorsVersion 💜💜💜

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Scarameowmeow

// kazuscara/scarakazu implied

#genshin impact #genshin impact scaramouche #wanderer genshin impact #genshin impact kabukimono #scarameow #genshin kazuscara #genshin scarakazu #kazuscara #scarakazu

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Getting nervous, Azul?

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I forgot to post this here.

My sillies, srumklies.

#genshin impact #genshin impact kazuha #kazuha genshin impact #genshin kazuha #kaedehara kazuha #genshin wanderer #wanderer genshin impact #genshin impact wanderer #genshin scaramouche #genshin kazuscara #genshin scarakazu #scarakazu #kazuscara

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I'm trying to draw again

*cries*

#genshin kazuha #genshin impact #genshin impact kazuha #kaedehara kazuha #genshin kaedehara kazuha #scarameow plush

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Kzscr/scrkz implied

#genshin impact #kazuha genshin impact #wanderer genshin impact #genshin scarakazu #genshin kazuscara #referenced

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Gonna be late

Forgot to kiss my wanderer/scaramouche/kunikuzushi

#genshin impact #kazuha genshin impact #genshin impact kazuha #genshin impact wanderer #wanderer #wanderer genshin impact #genshin kazuscara #kazuscara #genshin scarakazu #scarakazu

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Characters: Kaedehara Kazuha, Scaramouche

Pairing: Kazuha x Scaramouche, Scaramouche x Kazuha

Tags: vampire au, mention of blood, wounds, feeding, implied sexual intercourse, nsfw//

AN: this has been rotting in my notes app since 2021 and it's time to see the light of day

"Tsk. Where is that annoying little brat?", a young male with dark colored hair asked to himself in a rather irritated way. Was it wrong for him to hire someone so young, easy to eat ... delicious ... He began adjusting the ring that adorned his index finger, smoothening the amethyst colored gem.

The light clinking of platform heels resonated within the room. A young man with silver hair and red streaks entered with a platinum colored tray. A goblet with exquisite designs could be seen along with a champagne bottle.

"Apologies, my lord. I tried to—" , he was cut off by a wave of a hand.

Scaramouche's patience was running thin. He was hungry. Piercing indigo eyes that flickered red as he looked at not the bottle but at his butler's neck. The very sound of Kazuha's pulse echoed through the very corners of his mind, he just knew he wanted to get a taste of him.

No. He can't. Not one of his subjects, Scaramouche thought.

"Your glass is ready, my lord.", kazuha said while bowing ever so slightly, hand placed across his chest while the other rest behind his lower back.

The vampire ran a finger under kazuha's chin, making him look up.

"My lord?"

Scaramouche couldn't stop himself any further. He wanted to get a taste of this particular mortal's blood ever since he laid eyes on him. But before that he wanted to kiss him and without further ado, the vampire found himself leaning forward, claiming his butler's lips.

These lips were his. This very man was his. Those were scaramouche's thoughts as they kissed and kissed.

Mortals needed to breathe. How troublesome that he had to pull away to give kazuha time to catch his breath.

"Hurry up, mortal.", he snapped.

Kazuha gave a nod and kissed the vampire back with the same ferocity, cheeks flushed as the heat soared in his body. Pity how scaramouche could not feel the same way except the urge to take everything he is.

It was kazuha's time to pull back and he breathed into the other male's neck the exact words scaramouche was waiting for.

"I'm yours."

The vampire's eyes turned ruby red, the same color as kazuha's and sank his fangs at the crook of his neck. Sipping ... sucking the life out- no he needs kazuha alive.

Kazuha let out a sound that made something inside scaramouche act up. His hands were already snaking on their chest, removing those buttons carefully but swiftly. Leaving the young mortal's upper extremity bare, his own blood dripping until the vampire wanted nothing more than him.

Moans and whimpers with broken sobs in between were all his servant released all throughout the feeding. Scaramouche carefully released his fangs and trailed soft kisses along the young male's neck.

"Remember you are mine and mine alone, kazuha. Understand? Mine."

*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧ 

They thought it would happen just that one time. They thought wrong. Master and servant didn't realize they would be so addicted to each other. The feel, the need and the urge.

Heavy pants and moans filled the library. The young male with silver hair, covered in bite marks. Except for the punctured wounds located near his wrist, scaramouche took a quick sip before kissing him once more.

"What are you thinking about?", scaramouche asked, trying to sound uninterested when in fact he really is.

"Oh nothing... my lord.", the young male replied in a low voice.

"Tell me ... and i told you to stop it with the honorifics. Call me by my name."

Kazuha leaned forward and grabbed his lover's cock. How the vampire gasped and gripped his shoulder at the sudden action.

"Bastard.", he chuckled right under his breath.

"I was thinking about you .... scara.", kazuha said in a sultry way that made the vampire act up. A hungry look on his face as he licked his lips looking directly at kazuha.

There were two things to consider when with scaramouche.

First, the feeding. Where kazuha becomes nothing but a limp doll in his arms.

And two, the sex. Even for a vampire of his renown, only did he ever experience sex with a mortal. The whimpers and the way he begged for kazuha was something that would happen behind close doors.

Little did kazuha know ... scaramouche intends to keep him by his side ...

Forever.

#genshin impact #kazuha genshin impact #genshin impact scaramouche #kazuha x scaramouche #scaramouche x kazuha #scarakazu #kazuscara #kzscr #scrkz #genshin wanderer #genshin kazuha #genshin scaramouche #nyxcrappywriting

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Got two new scara chibi emotes

His chibi emotes in game when ???

Chibi scara from the livestream:

#genshin impact #genshin impact scaramouche #genshin impact wanderer #wanderer #scaramouche #genshin scara #genshin scaramouche #genshin wanderer

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I havent groovied one card omfg

#twisted wonderland #twst ace #ace trappola

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Chibi scaramouche from the 3.3 livestream

#genshin impact #genshin impact scaramouche #genshin impact wanderer #genshin scaramouche #genshin scara #scaramouche #genshin wanderer #wanderer

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#scaramouche #Genshin scara #genshin scaramouche

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Characters: Kaedehara Kazuha, Scaramouche/Kunikuzushi

Pairing: Kazuha x Scaramouche/ Scaramouche x Kazuha

Tags: Angst no comfort , Character death ment , Modern au, Swearing, Vices (smoking/drinking alcohol)

Uni: Genshin impact

AN: i hope someone gets the title of this short(?)fic and i'm not sure if i want to make a part 2

Did not proofread this ahe

Slender fingers held a USB with a small maple leaf and umbrella keychain. It would make a soft tinkling sound whenever it collided with each other. As the male inserts it into the port a window appeared on the screen. They hovered the cursor over a folder named "Kuni".

click

Scaramouche froze as pictures of the two of them appeared before their very eyes, some were solo pics of them while looking at the horizon, giving the photographer a middle finger with their tongue stuck out, sweet photos of them at the waterbanks with their heads resting against each other's.

Anger boiled deep inside Scaramouche. These were memories they equally hate and love. Memories that should've been forgotten but still remained. There were videos of a light haired male with a red streak playing the guitar that lasted for 2 to 3 minutes.

Scaramouche was about to close the window and toss the USB somewhere when a video caught their eye. It was named "me". The title itself was enough to make them curious and so ...

click

click

Red eyes stared into the lens as if looking directly into their eyes. There was a melancholic smile traced on his lips— soft lips they used to kiss greedily and lovingly. Scaramouche could swear they could almost feel the other's lips against theirs.

▶️

"The date today is October 28, 202x. 15:46. In a couple hours and it will be my birthday soon. It's been years since we last spoke... I hope you haven't forgotten about me. I hope you're still waiting for me—"

⏸️

The young male's voice as soothing and pleasant as ever even though the person watching the video— listened silently with anger in their heart. Scaramouche slams the laptop with force, hands balled into fists as the figure rose from their seat to storm out of the room.

"I'm not going to fucking finish that video. Why couldn't he tell me in person? Fucking coward."

Scaramouche opened the refrigerator, it's warm light became the only source in the room. A sigh falls from their lips while bringing a cap to their lips, teeth now uncapping it while spitting it out, making a soft clinking sound as it hit the floor. It's been ... Four? Five years since they last heard of Kazuha— let alone hear FROM him.

They honestly couldn't understand the emotions swirling in their mind. Were they glad? in relief? mad? happy? confused? Scaramouche slammed the door shut and grumbled before drinking. The cold beer running down their throat was enough to make them feel a bit okay.

Maybe lighting a cig would make it all better, they thought.

*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧ 

Cheeks red as the alcohol was flowing through their system. Scaramouche went back to their room and opened the laptop. Red pair of eyes still stared at the screen, lips parted as the video was paused.

"My life was becoming better and bearable without you in it, Kaedehara. Why are you back? Why? What the fuck do you want with me?"

They carelessly rubbed their eye with the heel of their hand, took a deep breath and played the video from the beginning.

▶️

"The date today is October 28, 202x. 15:46. In couple hours and it will be my birthday soon. It's been years since we last spoke... I hope you haven't forgotten about me. I hope you're still waiting for me.

I believe those are the words you wanted to hear from me. Believe me ... I want nothing more but to say those but it would be selfish of me ..."

Scaramouche's eyebrow crept upwards as they processed him saying the word "selfish". It was the last thing he would be. He was in fact selfless and never selfish. As they began to search for answers they heard him say their name. Their real name.

"Kuni ... I want you to forget me. Stop waiting for me. Because I'll never come back."

⏸️

They paused the video and took another deep breath. Confusion started to overcome the anger and longing.

What the heck is going on? Why was he saying— no. Why was he begging for them to forget him? To stop waiting?, Scaramouche thought long and hard but came up to the conclusion which was simple really, they had to finish this video.

▶️

"By the time you receive this video ... I won't be in the same world as you. I won't be amongst the living. I know you'll probably chuckle at the words I'm using but please ... These are the only words coming to my mind right now as I'm recording this video for you.

Kuni ... I love you. I really do. I'm sorry I left without a word. I'm so sorry for not returning your calls and messages—. Please remember that I love you. I'll love you in this lifetime and in the next. "

He breaks down into a sob as the tears which welled from his eyes suddenly burst, as if he was trying to hold it all in. Scaramouche hated it when he cried because it made them feel sad and now as they watched ... They couldn't help but feel helpless.

"I'm so sorry for everything. I didn't know I'd feel love and share it with you even though I'd eventually leave you. I'm sorry for being so selfish. I'm sorry. Please ... Please forgive ... No. No don't forgive me. I do not deserve your forgiveness. I left you all alone and now I..."

The video ends there. Scaramouche who was baffled looked into the folder and saw the next video named "live".

▶️

There he was again. Same melancholic smile but there was something different... The dark circles under his eyes.

"The date today is October 19, 202x. 0321. I know i left but ... Let me tell you why I love you. I never uttered a single word whenever you asked because you weren't fond of sweet words... Nope. You're a tsundere."

Kazuha laughs like he always did. Who would've known it would still be Scaramouche's favorite sound even after the hate they felt towards the other.

"You're always honest. You tell me things I don't hear from anyone and I love how brave you are. Kuni ... You're amazing.

You're the rain which would make me feel cold yet it's something i'd always look for when the sun is back. You're the gentle breeze touching against my cheek whenever I felt alone. You're someone I can be with and I can picture out a life with you even if ... even if it sounds like a fairytale.

You ... You're everything to me.

I love how you provide me comfort and ... I'm happy to have you as my lover.

I love you. I still do."

⏸️

Scaramouche noticed the dates. October 19 and 28. There was a video named "for". They silently cursed as tears streamed down their cheeks as they soon realized the order of the videos. Their heart sank when the names of the videos started to make sense.

A silent message.

They bit their lip then proceeded.

click

▶️

Kazuha had his hair down, dark circles under his eyes were still present, it was evident when the source of light was the full moon up in the night sky. He was sitting on his bed ... a hospital bed while wearing a patient's gown.

"The date today is October 25, 202x. 2145. Hey Kuni ... You have every right to stay mad at me and I won't hold any grudges. You don't know how badly I want to be in your arms right now. You don't know how much I miss your kisses and how you'd play with my hair ... I miss how you'd tell me you love me. I miss ... I miss you. I badly miss you.

I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner. Maybe I forgot ... Maybe I didn't have the guts to tell you because you made me forget I was sick or I thought the love you were giving me was healing me.

I want to come back to you. I hope I get out of the hospital soon. My surgery is scheduled on October 29 around 10:00 am. It's the day of my birth and the day we got together. "

There was such hope in his voice and it broke Scaramouche. Kazuha believed his surgery was going to be a success but ... they needed more answers. There's so much more to this and they barely scratched the surface.

The male who was named Kuni touched the screen of their laptop. Tears still streaming down their face.

"I'm angry yes but how could I not wait for you when you're all I need, want and love?"

#genshin impact #kaedehara kazuha #scaramouche #Kunikuzushi #genshin kazuha #genshin scaramouche #genshin Kaedehara kazuha #genshin kunikuzushi #genshin kazuscara #kazuscara #scarakazu #nyxcrappywriting

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#cynonari based on the song that way by tate mcrae (posted this in my twt acct lols)

> Main gist is they dont know what they are to each other.

Friends? Lovers?

"Run me in circles like you always do. Mess with me on purpose, so I'll hang on to you"

Cyno keeps giving Nari mixed signals and still stays.

"I know what you mean when you act like that but you don't know it's breaking my heart

Said that it was just never gonna happen then almost kissed me in the dark"

Nari who gets hurt whenever their friends ask if they're together but Cyno laughs it off and says they're not.

The former gets confused on what they are to each other. How could Cyno hold hands with him when they think no one's looking? Why steal glances when he thinks Nari doesn't notice? Why tell him jokes to catch his attention?

Why gaze at him lovingly? Why?

"Every time we talk, it just hurts so bad 'Cause I don't even know what we are. I don't even know where to start but I can play the part"

With time Nari gets used to it and goes along with Cyno's confusing actions. But he wouldn't deny the fact how it's killing him inside.

"We say we're friends, but I'm catching you across the room

It makes no sense 'cause we're fighting over what we do"

There were times when Cyno would always glare at a random stranger who would talk to Nari.

The male would go jealous and not talk to the other.

"And there's no way that I'll end up being with you"

In truth, Cyno knows he loves Nari. The problem is he couldn't say it verbally. He knows his actions are obvious enough to someone else yet why was it so hard to confess?

Oh. Yeah ... He thinks he isn't worthy of nari.

"But friends don't look at friends that way. Friends don't look at friends that way"

But why would Nari look at him with such love in his eyes? Why would he reciprocate everything he did and said? Why make him hope? Why give him hope? Why make him so in love with him?

In the end, Cyno believes Nari is going with the flow. He believes everything will change eventually. Nothing lasts forever, right?

If in case Nari does fall in love with someone ... Cyno knows he'd still look at him the same way as he does right now.

#genshin impact #genshin impact cyno #genshin impact tighnari #genshin impact cynonari #cynonari #cynari #cyno x tighnari #tighnari x cyno #nyxcrappywriting