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[dancingcrybaby-blog]

First.

To start the very first chapter of my story i wanted to tell about my family first.

I live in a suburbs with my small family, just 4 of us, my father, my mother, and my older brother. I live in the town that will take a couple of hours (if there is no traffic) to go to the city. So, you tell me how far my home. My mom was a flight attendant, but she resigned when i was in grade 11. My dad just a regular office worker. And my brother’s age are 3 years apart from me.

And now, let me tell you about all my friends.

First, when in elementary school, i was in grade 5 at that time and i become a fans of The Beatles because of my brother and my mom keep playing they song everytime, at home, at the car, etc. And there was one boy in my class, i named him Stan (i don’t wanna put his name in here because i’m afraid that he will read this). Stan and i go to the same school since kindergarten but i don’t know him ‘that close’ because her family are very very reputable family, his dad is in a military, so he act like a boss everytime, and that’s why i don’t wanna be friend with him, i just now him by name. I was in the class that time, play with my mom’s phone that i took to called her when i wanted to go home early, and play a freaking Beatles song “Tickets To Ride” and then Stan come to me and asked, “so, do you like The Beatles too?” and i was confused, and then he said, “i love Beatles, i heard that song almost everyday, i have almost every song in that album” and then my music changes to “Please Mr. Postman” and he look so confused and i asked, “why? you don’t know this song?” and he told me, “i know this song, but i didn’t have it” and because i was polite and nice little girl, i asked him if he wants that song, and he said yes and i send it to him via Bluetooth, he said thanks and leave (yes, he was an asshole). And i kinda be friend with him after that, because our sense of music.

And in the first of grade 6, i have a new 6 friends and all of them is a girl (or bestfriends because i was so little and i called everyone ‘bestfriend’) and then i got close with a guy in my class whose when that time was a ‘celebrity’ in my class. And then all of my ‘bestfriend’ got jealous of me and start leaving me (again, because i was so little and i really am okay with that). And there was one of my friends told me that she still wanna be friend, even tho all of my friends and hers don’t like me.

And i said, “cool, let’s be friend. But i just wanna told you that tomorrow you will got no friends because you got close to me.” and she said, “i’m okay with that, i just wanna be friend with you” and *poof* i was right, the next day all of her friends leave her and keep bullied me, because they think i forced her to be my friend and leave them. And after i tired of all my friend’s shit i started to apologize first. I said, “i feel like all of you have been quiet to me, what have i done?” and then they said, “i know you have crush on the boy we have crush on too. and we don’t like it” and i’m like “...okay, so what can i do to make things okay again between us?” and they said “leave him”. And after i leave him, we become a bestfriend again. (don’t judge me, i was so young at that time)

#story #mylife #sorry #for #bad #english #lovelife #pleaseread

[dancingcrybaby-blog]

Intro.

Well hello folks! My name is ren and i create this account because i feel like the more i grow up, the more i realize nobody would ever be there for me. I feel like yesterday i have so many friends but people come and go. And as i grow up i really really need someone to talk to. But i really don’t have someone right now (lol) so i made this account to share my story.