dazzlingm0on

[dazzlingm0on]

I miss our old selves where we laughed in happiness and cried in one another's sadness, and it was a pillar when one needed another... things scare me now, I don't know what to believe and what to hope for.. To stay firm that things will get better and see no difference, breaking heart again and again, not caring what other person is feeling and giving no importance...

He told me first step to transforming ourselves for better is to believe it will happen.. How do I make my heart believe..? It wants to believe at the same time it doesn't cause it knows...

I pray things get better from here InshaAllah

[dazzlingm0on]

Peace is only felt when you're home, and a home is a piece of land, and a person you love & feel safe with.

#saudiarabia #red sea #سعودي #سعودية #ينبع #spilled heart #freepalestine

[dazzlingm0on]

Life has changed drastically this year.. One moment you've everything and next moment you've lost everything. You want assurance but get more uncertainty and doubts, knowing they're false... but you just wanted to hear some words of comfort. Heart was content, had a support system, someone who cared.. Still have them, yet don't have them. Enough tears fell, broken heart shattered over and over again... bruised and bleed by those pieces of broken heart. It's a different type of pain when you explain and explain, yet the person doesn't understand. You've the person you love and trust, but you're at your loneliest. I've never felt so alone with someone.... I wish someone had come and told me it's a part of life, part of this journey, everything is gonna be okay, we will make it through, we will pass this phase, we will laugh about it later in life, we'll get it together once the storm passes.... but rather I'm left with "do whatever you want, do whatever you like, up to you and your wish"... what do you do...

When you're not heard, should you scream, cry, yell while being angry.. or should you go quiet, completely silent hiding it inside...?

#spilled heart #spilled thoughts #spilled words #stayfocused #love #love ends #broken hearted #p

[dazzlingm0on]

At the end of the day it's all about that one person who assures you that " Jahan mei aesa kaun hai ki jisko ghum mila nahi ? Tumhare pyaar ki qasam tumhara ghum hai mera ghum "

[dazzlingm0on]

Norman Finkelstein

[dazzlingm0on]

They say stop crying but Salar said, kya haal kar liya hai tumne apni aankhon ka, tumhe mujh par taras nahi aata?

- Peer-e-Kamil by Umera Ahmad

[dazzlingm0on]

pray about it. your mood swings, your temper, your ego, your insecurities, your mindset, your self-love, your emotional state, your environment, your relationships, your lack of motivation, your lack of execution, your attraction to bad people. give God every piece of you and every vessel. pray about it all. power of prayer is indescribable.

[dazzlingm0on]

they can have the dunya

the akhirah is ours

[dazzlingm0on]

I'm so broken and helpless...

Having continuously to post about Palestine and yet nothing is being done...

Bombing hasn't stopped. Life's being taken away mercilessly. Parents losing child, child losing parent. Family tress being perished, that don't even exist anymore... All these powers and authority for what? This temporary world? Sooner, it will no longer exist. My heart can't take it anymore, I cry every night, every time I come across someone losing their loved ones, a rage fills my heart every time I see another shameless bombing...

There's a lot of things that kinda soothes my heart a little, that is, they don't get feel pain, cause they're martyred. They have been chosen for Jannah, they left this world for a better place. We all have to leave, but we have all the luxuries and hisab to give. I'm glad we have to pay for every deed. Cause this can't be unseen, or just let it be gone with no consequences. Maybe not now, but later, for sure. They'll have to feel each and every time for every person they killed with their skin renewed.

#palestine #allah #spilled heart #spilled thoughts #فلسطين #from the river to the sea palestine will be free #palestine will be free #arab

[dazzlingm0on]

“Seninle ilgili herseyi anlat bana. Saatlerce devam edebilirsin. Bence bir mahzuru yok.”

Tell me everything about you. You can go on for hours, I don’t mind.”

[dazzlingm0on]

Glory to the Palestinian resistance forever and always

[dazzlingm0on]

I want a lover that values me and my heart. Someone who takes their time to understand me and is patient with me. Someone who is consistent, open-minded and loving. I want a lover that makes me feel safe. Someone that makes me feel like home every time I am around them or talking to them. Someone that I can connect souls with.

[dazzlingm0on]

Now I've come to a point I don't even if I should ask if they're okay.. One time they want me and another time they don't..

I really love it when someone opens up to me, trusts me with their feelings & consider me as their safe place

[dazzlingm0on]

«bare minimum»

Yahyā bin Mu'ādh رحمه الله said:

"If you can't benefit someone, then [at least] don't cause them harm;

If you can't make someone happy, then [at least] don't make them sad;

And if you can't talk good about someone, then [at least] don't criticize them."

Tanbīh al-Ghāfilīn, 1/165

[dazzlingm0on]

‘’for you i can try’’ is the most intimate thing ever

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[dazzlingm0on]

being silent and not oversharing good news has protected so many new blessings. keeping the best things sacred this season until they're completed >