deaddoveadventures

[deaddoveadventures]

me @windwithinmyveins : i wonder what curumë smells like now.. . lumi: DESPAIR me: lumi:

#THANKS I HATE IT #callout for u #i hate all of u #HE HAS HAPPINESS #I SWEAR #I CAN WRITE HAPPINESS #ooc #tbd

[deaddoveadventures]

((since @windwithinmyveins is doing a face reveal I'm impulsively also doing one !!! Get ready for my hobo face under the cut 👀))

#ooc #tbd #its a dead dove :D

[deaddoveadventures]

Which sad planet analogy are you?

Raistlin

Mercury the forgotten planet

You've always felt left aside, no matter were you'd go, you have always been the forgotten one, the black sheep, the third wheel in the group, people take you for granted and make you feel as if you weren't even there, as if you were invisible, but you're not, you're more unique than others could ever think, you just wish they could pay attention to you for once

Curumë

Neptune is drifting away from the solar system

You're tired of everything, you are so sick of everyone around you and nothing makes you feel better anymore. You don't find worth in staying this way, you want to leave everything, to go somewhere very far away where nobody knows your name, and maybe then you could finally be free

Stolen from @gemshroud

Tagging: @windwithinmyveins @astralfox0893 @springvaletales @apalestar @drakken-the-beast-hunter

#rp meme #musings: raistlin #musings: curume #dash games #welp #curume you are always an emo edgelord #i just cant write anyhting else ok

[deaddoveadventures]

Raistlin and Iolanthe 💔

#musings: raistlin

[deaddoveadventures]

((I shouldn't have made a playlist for him now I actually want to give writing him a shot but I feel insecure about it and it's so difficult to make him work with forgotten realms stuff :'D))

I have raist.lin feelings and nobody to scream them at -_-

#rb here in tears #maybe someone wants to... write.... #maybe i will get over my fear of getting him wrong....

[deaddoveadventures]

🌺 send this to ten muns you think are wonderful 🌺

((Aww thank you so much ;__; you are seriously the sweetest person!! We only spoke today for the first time. You deserve this right back!!))

#saved #<3 #iim emotionalll

[deaddoveadventures]

Curumë and Loyalty

So I want to write a bit of a meta about this topic because I noticed some things about roleplay and DnD Curumë. I frequently will tell people I roleplay with that Curumë isn't going to stick with you if he isn't invested in you. Even if you have traveled with him for a while, or if you are on the same mission, Curumë would consider his perspective and needs first and if it goes against the group, or the other character's ambitions, this is nothing that will hold him back.

However, Curumë is a bit ambivalent here. Because if he does consider you his friend, he will be loyal to you and feel some kind of responsibility to you as well.

The question is then, why? I've been thinking about it a lot because I am still in the process of figuring out this stupid little half-elf warlock.

I think for now however, it is that Curumë is really just up and foremost busy with himself. He stays loyal to people he considers his friends because he made the active choice to call them his friends.

Same with his loyalty, it can't be (it can but he hates it) forced on him by outside standards of decency or rules. So I guess he just very classic anti-authoritarian but also anti-social-decency if he personally disagrees with such social decency.

That's also why he feels so loyal to his original party and why he doesn't simply abandon them despite having a massive guilt complex about wanting to abandon them deep on the inside. It's two of his desires at odds with each other.

It's also why he is more loyal to his current DnD Party (he is slowly building connections with some of the members, I'd still think, that if it came to it, he'd abandon them but let's hope DM does not throw something like that our ways -- also of course out of player decency I'd discuss something like that with everyone else beforehand).

And, last but not least, it's why I headcanon that if he was part of the BG3 party, he'd end up downright betraying them at some point, because based on my headcanons none of the main cast actually would work well with him except maybe Wyll, and even then they both would be at each other's throats for being each other's moral opposites.

#curume: hc #curume: meta

[deaddoveadventures]

((BTW here is my not 100% accurate edgelord hero forge version))

((our dm: can you make your characters on hero forge our dm: Its for nothing too exciting our dm: just for an animation I want to do with them in it

UHUH NOTHING EXCITING AT ALL.))

#self: curume

[deaddoveadventures]

One Word Writing Prompts [pt. 5]

Send me a number 1 thru 50 for a word that I’ll use to write either a headcanon, drabble, or starter. Send 🌼 for a random number instead.

01. — magnetic 02. — blossom 03. — fireside 04. — hunter 05. — alarm 06. — imaginary 07. — drift 08. — absolute 09. — rebirth 10. — emerald 11. — siege 12. — golden 13. — pyre 14. — raindrop 15. — confluence 16. — threshold 17. — temptation 18. — descent 19. — atonement 20. — marionette 21. — amber 22. — oblivion 23. — void 24. — fantastic 25. — sober 26. — lollipop 27. — tonight 28. — carnival 29. — swing 30. — countdown 31. — money 32. — singularity 33. — cloud 34. — aura 35. — carnal 36. — recover 37. — maximum 38. — phantom 39. — digital 40. — lucky 41. — toy 42. — cream 43. — sign 44. — chocolate 45. — electric 46. — signal 47. — glitter 48. — destination 49. — pinnacle 50. — caffeine

#rp meme #tbd

[deaddoveadventures]

((@windwithinmyveins Curumë & Ceres? :D))

#musings: curume

[deaddoveadventures]

This has been on my mind for long but I’m gonna do this - please reblog this if you’re comfortable with pre-establishing relationships. I do not mean “met at the grocery store two weeks ago” or “have a common friend”, but rather stuff like “have been best friends since kindergrden”, “go for a beer every friday”, “friends with benefits”, “dated in highschool”, “hate each other’s guts because -insert reason-”  etc. Something meaningful (but not necessarily shippy) and I mean with muns/characters you have not interacted with, because I cannot believe I am the only one who prefers jumping right into the heart of the human interaction.

#sometimes it can make for the coolest of plots

[deaddoveadventures]

@windwithinmyveins Out went another pair of leather boots, as Curumë rummaged through the crate inside the githyanki storage room. He had been reluctant to join this quest for loot. Even though he liked nothing more than looking through other people's unattended possessions, Ceres, Tae… The changeling had also agreed to be part of this mission, and the warlock, aware of their dislike of him, had tried his best to avoid their presence whenever possible.

Yet, in the end, he had given in to the other party members' insistent nagging—and so it came to pass that he found himself together with Tae, going through dusty weapon racks and worn-out burlap sacks in hopes of finding the precious items they believed to be hidden here. His gaze rested on a vaguely interesting dagger, which he considered slipping into his own pockets as a little treat when, suddenly, he heard steps approaching the door of the storage room.

"Shit," he cursed under his breath and strained his ears to discern the number of people they would have to deal with. One they could fend off without a problem, two or three even, but more than that? Thud. Thud. Thud. The half-elf frowned as he motioned a silent "5" at the changeling. Too many to fight; but where could they hide? Frantically, Curumë searched the room for a good hiding spot, yet the noises of keys being shuffled in front of the lock left them but one choice.

"Get in the crate!" he quietly hissed at Tae before he dove into the box he had luckily emptied just moments earlier himself. Huddling close against the wooden walls of their confinement, the former rogue tried his best to make space for the changeling, who had hesitatingly followed the other's lead. And still, some contact could not be avoided. The warlock shuddered under the touch of their silky skin, the fur, and the coarse leather of their armor. The last time they had gotten that close, he had pointed a dagger at their vitals.

He smiled grimly at the thought but reserved his weapon for the unlucky person to open their crate's lid. Outside, he could now hear voices: harsh, hissing words only the githyanki could understand; then, a thud. And a second one, as their sanctuary had now become a prison. "Don't tell me they..." he whispered but stopped immediately as the clatter of armor passed the box only a few inches away. Then, after maybe thirty seconds that seemed like excruciating hours to Curumë, the sounds ebbed away, before it all ended in the tell-tale creaking of the door as it slammed shut.

He sighed, but not in relief. They were stuck. Imprisoned. He wanted out. Tense, he glared into the darkness—and the changeling's strangely gleaming eyes. "Well, well," he quipped in an attempt to lighten the mood, to quench his own rising levels of anxiety, "I certainly would have hoped for much better company to be shipped with, but I guess you'll have to do." His lips were curled into his signature smirk, but the expression was half-hearted. "Any suggestions on what to do now? Maybe an Eldritch Blast?" Mentally, he already readied the spell.

starter for @deaddoveadventures

           It was pretty dark in the Githyanki's storage room, and the light didn't know what to do with itself, so it just scattered shadows all over the enchanted weapons and armor. It's as if the very air holds its breath, waiting for the next chapter in the tale of these artifacts... which Curume and Taes were called to steal. Tae acted more as a mule than as one using tools to break open any chests, though they could certainly do that too. Yet, here they were, teamed up again, their lack of Lae'Zel's carrying power going against their current mission, which the Githyanki shouldn't know about; she surely wouldn't approve. It was, in fact, a crazy idea, but the sight of all this gear and weaponry surely laid a foundation for their endeavor. Curume busied himself by emptying a crate from trash to useful items while Tae filled their backpack.

However, their task was interrupted by the sound of many approaching footsteps heading directly towards the storage room.

#char: curume #:)))) #i finally responded

[deaddoveadventures]

((Ok session just ended. We traveled back in time. and now are right about before the cataclysm happened in the DM's world. this session was SO good I was on the edge of my seat the entire time. Also I love Curume ok he is so fun to play!))

(( Just yall know curume has like 2hp left in our b oss fight in the party and its NOT LOOKING GOOD))

[deaddoveadventures]

((Also I have the coolest spellbook in da hood now and you can't convince me otherwise, losers /jk))

#ooc #tbd

[deaddoveadventures]

((thanks to @astralfox0893 I must let you know that Curumë is actually just shreck. I just made shreck as a DND oc. This is my legacy . This is how I will be remembered. *Dies instantly*))

#ooc #i hate you and you need to be called out

[deaddoveadventures]

𝐒𝐎  𝐘𝐎𝐔  𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐍𝐀  𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓?

send  STARTER!    for  a  random  starter  

send  PLOT!    to  discuss  potential  threads

send  MEMES!    to  request  the  receiver  to  send  meme  options

send  IC  ASKS!    to  request  the  receiver  to  send  ic  ask  prompts

send  DYNAMICS!  to  discuss  potential  dynamic  types

send SHIP! to discuss potential ship types

#i still owe things but i want more #i am a greedy bitch

[deaddoveadventures]

I burn, I freeze; I am never warm. I am rigid; I forgot softness because it did not serve me.

Catherynne M. Valente, from Deathless

#musings: raistlin