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dorkwithfeelings · 2 years
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I have been adopted into the Stray fandom. It just kinda happened.
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dorkwithfeelings · 2 years
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It's official. I've fallen into writer's block and I can't get out, so now I'm gonna feel like crap about myself for ages 👌
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dorkwithfeelings · 2 years
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Reblog if I can go on your page and write stupid things in your ask box whenever I'd like to.
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dorkwithfeelings · 2 years
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HEY, LOVER!
- a transcription of some voicemails your dear boyfriend has sent you (fluff, dylan lenivy x gn!reader, requests are open!)
a/n: i am sooooo so in love with him
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“Hey! Uhhh what’s up? Yeah I was just calling to make sure you’re alive. I mean why wouldn’t you be? I saw you like half an hour ago. Maybe it was more like a full hour. Half hour, full hour, it doesn’t matter. I miss you. *Kissy noises*. Love you. Bye!”
(Whispering) “You look really good right now. Bye.”
“Oh you will not BELIEVE who I just saw walking past me. Your. Mom.”
“Ok so there’s two things I need to say. One; I think I broke the lamp. Scratch that, it was totally Ryan. Ryan broke the lamp. Isn’t that right, Ryan?” (Ryan, in the distance) “I absolutely did not.” (Dylan, now whispering) “he’s such a liar.” (No longer whispering) “The lamp is definitely not functioning. *shuffling and clicking sounds*. It turned on! Oops, never mind. I think that was its last ditch effort at life. Like when you cut the head off a bug and its body just squirms around a bit. Anyways. Second thing, Ryan called me a pissbaby and that kind of hurt so when you call me back can you like affirm that I’m not a fucking pissbaby?” (Ryan) “that’s immature, just accept that you suck at Mario Kart.” (Dylan) “My Mario Kart rank does not decide if I’m a pissbaby or not!” (Ryan) “it absolutely does.” (Dylan) “Fuck off. *thunk noise* HE THREW HIS CONTROLLER AT ME HOLY SHIT AHHH it didn’t hit me, L aim dude. Oh fuck he’s approaching like a rabid dog. If I don’t make it, just know I love you. And put this guy in jail when you get the chance because this is definitely assault-“ (voicemail cuts off).
“Kitty wanted to say hi. Say hi! *cat meows*. That means ‘I love you’ in cat. You better call and say I love you back or else. Bye.”
(Kaitlyn) “You deserve so much better than this gu-“ (Dylan, in the distance) “GIVE MY PHONE BACK!!”
“This is your boyfriend speaking; I’ve been trying to reach you regarding your car’s extended warranty, so call me back when you get the chance alright?”
“Hi I made a new playlist for you, I sent it like a minute ago and I didn’t know if you saw it… *fumbling noises* that was the wrong playlist. Shit. I sent the new one too, so check it out when you have time and absolutely do not look at the first one. Love you, bye bye!”
Reblogs are greatly appreciated!!
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dorkwithfeelings · 2 years
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Okay, but what about Dylan being the presenter of a small-time radio station and Ryan being an avid listener?
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dorkwithfeelings · 2 years
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Whoever sent me the Jacob ask, I hear ya and I'm already working on it! <3
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dorkwithfeelings · 2 years
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I wanna try writing some different characters from The Quarry or Until Dawn maybe, my radioheads brain is fried for now and need to keep myself inspired. Could you lovelies send in some cute ideas for pairings or x reader you'd like to see maybe? :)
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dorkwithfeelings · 2 years
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I know this isn't really important to y'all, but I've decided I'm most comfortable with they/them pronouns. Was trying to cater to others by keeping 'she' but I just don't like it lol. That's all.
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dorkwithfeelings · 2 years
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I'm happy thinking about my faves waking up peacefully on a cool, rainy morning, laying there in bed listening to the droplets on the window before they get up, brewing their preferred morning drink.
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dorkwithfeelings · 2 years
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ryan: *holds up camera* put up a peace sign!
dylan: *holds up his nub*
ryan: your other hand, dylan.
dylan: oh
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dorkwithfeelings · 2 years
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Suddenly wanting to write for Josh Washington
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dorkwithfeelings · 2 years
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Ryan Erzahler | Always You
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*•.¸♡Request : Oh ok so can I have Ryan Erzahler + “It's was always you.” prompt
*•.¸♡Prompt : 47 "It's always you"
*•.¸♡𝙒𝙖𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 : plot divergance, reader has tattoos, drinking, canon angst
*•.¸♡Paring : Ryan Erzahler x GN!reader
*•.¸♡𝙎𝙪𝙢𝙢𝙖𝙧𝙮 : A game of truth or dare goes sour for one half of the group, but thank the gods, yours goes amazing
*•.¸♡words : 1.7k
The moon cast a glow over the camp, and the fire illuminated everyone's faces. You sipped on a beer, scrolling through Dylan's phone as you looking for music.
Dylan clapped his hand, the attention now on him. "Okay! New idea. Party game!" Dylan shouted, bored of watching you scroll through his phone. The group huffed, wanting to relax for the night. "Come on, people, we might never see each other again after tonight! Let’s make some memories!"
“Well, what do you have in mind?” Kaitlyn questioned, tossing the empty bag of Butterpops to the side.
"How about the ultimate game of secrets and lies," Dylan proposed, holding his beer in his right hand. "Truth or Dare, but Dylan style. Okay, so house rules are, someone asks you a truth or dare. Then you choose, and then you pick the next person. There’s no ifs, ands, or buts.”
"So regular truth or dare?" You asked, sipping from your beer bottle.
"Yes, but Dylan style," Dylan countered.
"They're the same thing-"
"Y/N, just leave it, you really wanna fight Dylan in a stubborn battle?" Ryan chuckled, nudging his shoulder against yours.
"Thank you, Ryan, and give me that," Dylan snatched his phone from your hands, moving to sit back down.
"That was a dig at you by the way," Ryan pointed out, spinning the bottle between his hands.
"You really wanna fight Dylan in a stubborn battle?" You mocked, pulling a face at Ryan. Ryan rolled his eyes, trying to cover his smile by drinking his beer.
"Back to the task at hand... we can, like, make people kiss?" Kaitlyn asked drawing the attention back to her.
“If they choose dare, yeah. As long as everyone consents... of course,” Dylan confirmed nodding in agreement.
“Cool beans," Kaitlyn shrugged trying to contain her smile.
“I mean, keep it in your pants until it’s your turn, but…” Dylan teased.
“I mean, who does get to go first?" Kaitlyn asked.
"Well it's house deals, so..." Dylan trailed off looking around the fireplace. Dylan clapped his hands together, turning to the other logs. "Y/N truth or dare?"
You thought for a moment, leaning back on your hand. "Truth, start simple," You stated taking a sip of your beer.
"Alright fair," Dylan nodded. Dylan bit his lip as he searched for a question. "Have you ever... slept with anyone?"
"Yeah," You said quickly, sitting back up.
"Didn't even hesitate," Emma noted, with a teasing smile. "Care to elaborate?"
"Are you allowed to do that?" You asked.
"Yeah," Emma confirmed. "Girl or guy? And if you've slept with multiple, who was the best?"
"Well, the first time was a girl so already expectations were high," You joked, sipping on your beer. "That's it, I have hopes for someone else, but I'll see how the night goes." 'ooh's and teasing remarks sounded from the group, trying to get you to spill. "Alright, alright, you've bent the rules enough. Nicki boy..."
You placed your empty beer bottle down watching Nick's head snap up to you, his eyes widening. "Uh, truth," Nick stuttered.
"Alright, moving completely off that subject, is everyone at camp aware, that you don't have an Australian accent?" You asked, watching the group erupt in yells of disbelief.
"Oh my god, no, obviously," Nick sighed, wiping a hand on his forehead. "I'm from New Zealand, just FYI."
"You just like to start wars don't you?" Ryan whispered to you. You smiled at him and took the beer from his hand. "Hey-" You took a sip before passing it back to him.
"Okay, okay Abi," Nick called setting the chatter down.
"Uh, truth," Abi said slightly nervous.
"God you're all so boring," Dylan mumbled resting back on his hand.
"Abi, do you think I'm attractive?"
"Oh, never mind," Dylan whispered.
"Oh uh, yeah," Abi turned red as she stumbled through her words. "Yes, I uh, think you're attractive." The group cheered as Abi finally admitted part of her crush on Nick. "Okay, my turn. Alright okay, um..." Abi thought for a while, Kaitlyn telling her to just pick someone but Emma lost her patience and jumped in.
"Ugh! Ding, ding, ding, too late," Emma declared. "My turn. Ryan truth or dare?"
"Dare, gimme what you got," Ryan stated enthusiastically.
"Okay, Ryan. Your dare comes with a choice."
"Can she do that?"
"I can do whatever I want," Emma disregarded Ryan's question, continuing with her dare. "And I dare you... To kiss... Either Dylan... or Y/N."
"Wow... I mean... I guess 'both' is off the table?" Ryan questioned trying to get past the choosing part.
"Sorry- I don't make the rules," Emma shrugged holding her hands up in defence.
"I mean you literally just did, but okay, let's do this," Ryan sat for a moment, looking at the two; but he already knew his answer. "Y/N? If that's cool with you." You gulped, slightly shocked at his choice but nodded anyway.
Ryan put his bottle down and leant towards you. You brought a hand to rest on his cheek, and Ryan stared at your lips. He gave a final nod and you pressed your lips together. Ryan moved his hand to rest on the top of your thighs as your lips slowly moved together
You slowly pulled apart and Ryan slowly drew his hands back. Dylan and Jacob were cheering and the others had smug smiles on their faces. You quickly took your hands back and spun away from him; your face bright red and a smile tugging at the corner of your lips. Ryan turned as well, his face heating up slightly a small smile growing also. 
The game continued for a while; Jacob jumped over the fire pit, Abi had to quick draw Emma, Nick dared you to show your tattoos, Kaitlyn had to reveal her dream job then it came back to Emma's dare.
Kaitlyn asked Emma, who picked dare. "Emma you have to kiss... Jacob... or... Nick," Kaitlyn played out. You chuckled quietly to yourself, thinking Emma will go straight for Jacob.
"Well then..." Emma paused, drawing out her tone.
"Um, uh... sorry Nick, this is not even a dare obviously I got this-" Jacob tried saying.
"Uhhh... I don't know if that's a good idea-" Nick went on.
"I chose Nick," Emma finally said. The chatter dropped and the only thing that you could hear was the cracking of the fire. You glanced at Ryan who looked back at you in just as much shock. Emma pushed herself up, walking to Nick who was shuffling awkwardly.
"Em? Seriously?" Jacob scoffed. Emma sat across Nick's lap. Instead of a short peck, or even a quick kiss, Emma grabbed his neck and started to make out with him, tongue and all. "Guys!" Nick ran his hand up Emma's back, giving as much as he was receiving.
Abi cringed, shrinking in on herself. "Oi knock it off!" You shouted noticing them ignoring Jacob's yells. The two detached, "What the fuck Emma?"
"Thank you, Nick," Emma smiled. You looked to Abi, who still curled in on herself.
"Hey," Ryan whispered, placing his hand on yours. "Breath." Ryan slipped his hand into yours, which was clutched in anger. Emma mumbled something to Abi and she quickly walked off, tears already forming in her eyes.
Jacob stood up, towing over Nick. "You like kissing my girlfriend, asshole?" Jacob spat.
Nick looked down, unable to meet Jacob's eyes, "It was just a game-"
"Hey, I'm nobody's girlfriend," Emma reinstated. 
Jacob held his hand out, his anger flowing over. "The fuck it was. 'Oh, it was just a game'! Yeah, the fuck it was man!" Jacob stormed off, walking in a different direction to Abi.
"Jacob, grow up!" Emma called after him. An awkward silence filled the air as everyone tried not to look at each other. "Well, I guess I should probably... go after him. You should probably go find Abi." Nick sighed and went in the same direction as Abi and Emma went after Nick.
"So anyone wanna play Parchisi?" Kaitlyn asked once the air cleared. You, Dylan and Ryan, looked at her with wide eyes. "What?!"
"I'm actually gonna run up to the lodge and grab my phone. Hopefully, it's fully charged," you smiled pushing yourself up from the log, and brushing your pants off.
"I'll come with you," Ryann insisted, passing his beer to Dylan. "We can use my torch." You nodded and motioned him along. Ryan pulled his phone out, turned the torch on and guided you both to the lodge. "You alright? You seemed kinda mad back there."
You huffed as you walked up the lodge stairs, "Emma knows damn well Abi has a thing for Nick, and Nick has a thing for Abi. And somehow Emma making out with him will suddenly make that better? Or that will kick-start them being together? It's just stupid."
Ryan chuckled softly. "Yeah I get that, it was kinda dumb. Here hold this," Ryan held his phone out, and you quickly held it to the door lock. Ryan pulled the keys out, unlocking the wooden doors. "M'lady," Ryan smiled presenting the open door to you.
"Why thank you, kind sir," You teased with a smile. Ryan laughed, and you handed him his phone back. You walked to Mr H's office and you grabbed your phone from the side table. "Hey, can I ask you something?"
"Shoot," Ryan nodded, standing in the doorway.
"...Why did you kiss me?" You asked, sitting against the table.
"What do you mean?" Ryan chuckled.
"I thought you, Dylan..? I don't know, don't worry about it," you brushed off, pocketing your phone and tuning for the door.
"Wait, wait, you thought I'd choose Dylan over you?" Ryan questioned. You nodded, pulling your lip between your teeth. "You know I've liked you since like, the beginning of camp if I was gonna kiss anyone it's you... It's always you." 
You left out a breath you didn't know you were holding in, a smile tugging at the corner of your lips, "...So ...If I asked to kiss you now, would you?"
Ryan smirked, staring at your lips. "Well... you'd have to ask to find out," Ryan teased, looking back at your eyes.
"Ryan Erzahler, will you kiss me?" You asked, threading your fingers through the loops in his belt.
"You used my last name, that's kinda hot," Ryan smiled moving his left hand to rest your waist, the other on your cheek. He pulled you in, kissing you again.
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dorkwithfeelings · 2 years
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I love Ryan Erzahler. That is all.
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dorkwithfeelings · 2 years
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^ all of this.
would also really like to see more ryan-centric fics as well, because i love him your honour
i feel like i'm disliking dylan because of how much the fandom is infantilizing him. like he's a grown man he isn't a baby.... just because he's queer doesn't mean he isn't capable
also how the fandom sidelines ryan for their white boy. i like dylan but he is not the best character in the game imo. he's a good character but the way people treat him is really annoying to me
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dorkwithfeelings · 2 years
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How about, a post-canon situation where Dylan and Ryan don't end up actually liking each other romantically, but instead become good friends who support each other through the trauma left behind by their shared ordeal.
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dorkwithfeelings · 2 years
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congratulations on almost 1,000 :) do you have any pro tips for fellow fandom writers like yourself?
thank you!!
i have a few so here we go
write for yourself. don't feel obligated to do requests quickly or write what other people want to see. write what you want to write first
try to make friends with other writers! they're a big help in spreading your work around and it's always nice having people to talk to
tag the shit out of your posts. put all kinds of tags on your work so literally everyone can find them
if your work doesn't do very well, that's okay. i know it can get you down but it won't last forever! you're always welcome to send it to me and i'll reblog it and read it!!
honestly, the point of writing for me is to have fun and enjoy myself while doing it. i love making people happy through my work and it motivates me to keep going :)
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dorkwithfeelings · 2 years
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Okay, so apparently now I'm writing a Jacob x Dylan friendship fic where they often have zoom calls about 8 months on from the events at camp, having formed a solid friendship through Jacob losing Emma and Dylan losing Ryan (basically an Emma dies at the island, Ryan dies in the car and Laura dies after shooting Silas ending).
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