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as a korean one of my favorite types of korean music is the pathetic/lame breakup song so. my selection of 90s~early 10s kpop songs i think they'd sing at the karaoke when they are Going Through It™ after a breakup (listen here)

(the last one is more deranged than pathetic, hence why it's bonus. dude rapping went off tbh)

(idk if good luck is as outright pathetic/lame as the others, but i thought the lyrics sounded like the guy trying to be cool but actually seething and in shambles)

my favorite is the way this guy lives (aka pomsaengpomsa) btw and not just because i have boomer music tastes. the lyrics are fucking hilarious from beginning to end, it's lame but also king shit so basically the perfect breakup anthem

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Beefleaf mermaid au painting + the concept doodles that got me here

My idea for the au was something like "Shi Qingxuan is chronically ill, so their brother hunted down mermaids to use their scales to make a medicine. The medicine worked, but then Shi Qingxuan found one of the surviving mermaids in the aquarium in their basement." No idea if I'll end up doing anything more with that idea though

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writers and artists will go "this isn't good enough." my brother in christ, you're creating something new out of nothing and expressing yourself creatively. your productivity and unrealistic standards of perfection do not define you or the worth of your art. you're doing great.

#reblogging to internalize

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god I just. love ruthlessness as a character trait so much. sexy sexy sexy

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For the yuriashe enjoyers out there (me) 😔

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Have a Great Lord Dimitri.

Now to retreat back into my study cave for the next few months. 

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do you think dimitri would purposely homewrecker or upstage byleths bf? Maybe if he was deranged or depressed enough to think he could make byleth realise he was the better choice?

Oooh interesting. Depends a lot on the stage he's at, I'd say.

Acadimitri: so full of self loathing and guilt about getting revenge that he doesn't say anything, pining so hard he's close to physically bursting, ends up taking a training spar with his competition WAY too seriously, culminating in disastrous goddess tower scene. Aka, canon lol.

Feralmitri: avoids her for a few weeks, has a few really deranged hours where he considers killing her/her partner to get rid of the distraction. Eventually decides fuck it, we're all just worm food in the end, corners her in a dark alcove and very firmly asserts that she should be with him.

Savior: makes up flimsy reasons for them to meet officially, monopolizes her time, tries to put his best face forward around her. He doesn't THINK he's trying to win her, he has convinced himself that this is just being civil about the whole thing. The partner sees right through it and is pissed. Byleth has no clue anything is out of the ordinary. She's enjoying the extra tea times.

Hopes: totally passive aggressively separating their battalions, assigning Byleth as his own adjutant, giving the mercenaries a raise lolol

Tempest: a lot of variables here. If Byleth joins him, he might be possessive. If she's with the empire, I think he writes it off as just another betrayal and sharpens a pike for her head 😬

Thank you for the ask!! 💙

#fe3h #fire emblem three houses #dimileth #fire emblem #dimitri alexandre blaiddyd #byleth eisner #blue lions #few3h #asks

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Random musing about Byleth. I identified with them right away, instantly pegging them as the extreme point on the 'logical over emotional' spectrum. Which I felt in my SOUL. Sometimes it kinda sucks to be a very practical person because it gets misunderstood as not caring. (This goes double for women, which is another reason I prefer f!Byleth.)

Look at their conversation with Dimitri after Lonato's rebellion. Dimitri is offended by her blunt statement, "That's the reality of war" -- it IS, though! When nobles march off for some noble cause, commoners are the ones dying by the hundreds. Byleth isn't saying that's a good thing, and arguably, saying this to a future king is more of an admonishment. But since they are quiet and do not spell out their entire thought process, Dimitri jumps to his own conclusion that she is uncaring of the deaths that occurred that day.

This translates to a million little things in real life too. In most of Byleth's ships, they will be the one vetoing vacations and presents for financial or schedule reasons (they want everyone to be able to eat and live comfortably day to day instead). They will be the ones making the call of when to put a beloved pet to sleep (they don't want them to suffer any more). But without really good communication skills, it's easy for these things to look like "not caring", having no emotions, being heartless. Not to mention it can be exhausting/demoralizing to always be "the bad guy".

In conclusion, I like Byleth cause she's just like me fr

#not sure why i felt the need to write this but oh well #fe3h #fire emblem three houses #dimileth #fire emblem #dimitri alexandre blaiddyd #byleth eisner

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#I'm extremely normal about her #fe3h #byleth eisner #few3h

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[FE3H Fic] Midnight Sky

Title: Midnight Sky Characters: Dimitri/Byleth Summary: "I don't know what you're talking about," she said in an indifferent voice, putting back her sword in its sheath.

Dimitri's glare deepened, and he clenched his fist. "Don't act dumb! You caught me in one of my ruts and ran away before I noticed."

When Byleth catches Dimitri during one of his ruts, the desire she has for him back when he was her student returns. They let their urges take over and confront their shared feelings for each other.

Warning: Feral Dimitri, Explicit, Omegaverse (A/B/O). There's a happy ending but still A/B/O at its core, so keep that in mind!

Excerpt:

Stunned at Dimitri's response, Byleth flinched, and her fingers trembled. No, she wouldn't let him shake her resolve. It was time to tell him her true feelings. She furrowed her brow.

"I've been in love with you since you were my student." She dropped her gaze to the floor and crossed her arms. "However, I'm not sure if we could be together during the war, especially when we’re screaming and arguing."

A lingering silence stretched between them as Dimitri's ragged breathing filled the whole chapel. Byleth didn't lift her gaze until he began to approach her. His footsteps echoed rhythmically into her ears. His familiar scent, the strongest it has ever been, flowed in her nostrils and was irresistible. He grabbed her shoulders and spoke to her in a low growl.

"At Gronder Field, I will take Edelgard's head and end the war then and there, Professor. You'll finally see me not as the shy schoolboy from the academy, nor as a wild rampaging boar, but as a man that will make you happy."

You can read the rest of the fic over at AO3!

#fe3h #fire emblem three houses #dimileth #fire emblem #dimitri alexandre blaiddyd #byleth eisner #blue lions

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happy deduesday everyone!!! take a moment to appreciate the best boy in all of fire emblem

#dedue x flowers #the real best fe3h ship #fe3h #Dedue Molinaro

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You guys really liked my last poll so

#prev i put you in a geode #idk it's pretty and shiny and i thought you'd like it

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Here’s to hoping that every single person with schizophrenia or a schizoaffective disorder or DID or NPD or any other ridiculously demonized mental illnesses has a wonderful day

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Archbishop Byleth

#fe3h #fire emblem three houses #fire emblem #byleth eisner

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Mini doodles

#you might be able to guess #blue lions #fe3h #dimitri alexandre blaiddyd #byleth eisner

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Byleth

#stunning #fe3h #fire emblem three houses #few3h #byleth eisner

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Byleth